#lml

[lesbianvaljean]

extremely enjoying the no-spoilers @lesmisletters discussions in which we all collectively pretend the whole brick is about Bishop Myriel.

having finished A Just Man (Bishop Myriel 1), am now looking forward to the following chapters:

2 Bishop 2 Myriel

Bishop Myriel: Digne Drift

Bishop & Myriel

Bishop 5

Bishop Myriel 6

Myriel 7

The Fate of the Bishop

B9

[foresthouseowo]

[caostalgia]

Yo llegue a su vida a enseñarle lo que es amor incondicional y el llegó a mi vida a enseñarme lo que es saber escoger a quien amar y a descubrir el amor propio.

[melancolirio]

Lloré hasta la última gota de dolor. No me preguntes porqué actuo así.

-Lml

[whorejolras]

happy to be free day here have a meme

[sinners-go-to-drink-the-wine]

Josh crying at the end of Light My Love

[cinnamontoastpretzel]

A rose for you!!💕💕💕

Trying something different and posting really late at night LOLL. Purple character belongs to @ / lonelymanslazarus !!!

[manila-bean]

this grimace shake ain't shit

[roastedbas]

Happy birthday @lonelymanslazarus !!! 🎉🎉🎉

[cyberartz5]

@lonelymanslazarus

[a--z--u--l]

[lesbianvaljean]

Victor Hugo's poem on Dante! This also served as the title for a wonderful sonata by Liszt.

[mezzyb0nb0n]

Forgot to post this

[caostalgia]

No me arrepiento de todo lo que sentí.

-Lml

[mysteriousmoss]

Hmmmm how about rancher angst? Maybe some side effects and stuff for after Double Life.

Aside from Amnesia Jimmy is confused as to where he has these burn marks that have become scars. He knew for the first week or so until his memory just faded. He’s tried to bring it up to the old sheriff during the journey they go on as to what they could be from. There’s a huge chunk of his memory from around the holidays that’s just gone. He still doesn’t know how the new buildings and train came to be.

He doesn’t know why the scars don’t hurt or why he feels like he’s being choked to death some days and as if someone’s gently rubbing a injury that’ll never heal and not cause pain. He doesn’t understand it. Nothing makes sense to him.

His scars are very much burn scars and maybe the big one on his back is from a explosion. But he feels like not all these scars are supposed to be Jimmys and belong to someone else. Belong to him

Who is him? And why is he sad thinking about this him? Jimmy once again asks the old sheriff this and is met with “Sometimes we meet someone we love or grow close to. And sometimes they’re taken from us. Memory fades the more you want to forget the pain of the lost. Believe me, I know how it feels. I’ve been through the same thing kid.” And the conversation just stops there.

Eventually Jimmy just lives with it and the days where he’s unable to speak anything at all and only from writing become a semi normal. He’s grown fond of his scars and who they must truly belong to.

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Tango goes back into throwing himself into his work when Jimmys gone.

He ignores how where scars are supposed to be there’s nothing and how those places a scar should be hurt some days. He’s gotten used to the bruise that will never leave or hurt him. He wonders if Jimmy feels the pain and feels bad for touching the bruise around his neck.

Tango can’t help but look fondly at the wardens remembering the one that his rancher and him grew fond of in its short life(Jimmys heartbeat rings through his ears some days mixed with his sobs of grief. Ranchers Revenge wasn’t even a adult warden, they truly didn’t plan to use it against the others. It was a child. Their child, their candle, their hatchling, their pyre, their flock.) and if anyone hears his sobs for a pyre long gone? They say nothing. All he needs is his smog, his friends.

—————(BONUS)—————

The start of Limited Life Tango wanted to sob.

His rancher, his partner, his smog turned pyre was alive and as beautiful as the day he lost him.

But he knows the avian will never remember what they had.

Some hope sparks when he hears Jimmy apologize and say “Sorry Rancher!” After punching him. He ignores how it sounded like it was said out of habit.

He’s happy. His ranchers subconscious still remembers them and what they had. Even if it will never happen again.

[r3djy]

I NEED TO RE-READ THE 2020 VERSION OF LONELY MAN'S LAZARUS PLEASEEEE OH MY GOD I LOVED IT SM PLEASEEEEE I NEED IT!!!!!!!!!

PLEASEEEEE DOES ANYONE HAVE IT??????????