#looking forward to Joshuas pics

[sunshineandlyrics]

🇷🇴 Louis will be playing at this amazing looking venue Arenele Romania in Bucharest, Romania tonight (17 September 2023) x x x

[paegei]

BEACH DATE

pairing - joshua x fem!reader

summary - a supposedly cute beach date takes a heated turn because your boyfriend is insufferably attractive.

a/n - when joshua posted these... i cried. i creamed. missed my bf so much guys （＞人＜；）these pics destroyed me

NSFW CONTENT ! MDNI !

SMUT warnings under the cut !

SMUT WARNINGS: public sex (obv), marking, breast play, fingering, praise, pet names (baby, sweetheart, love), no penetrative sex. they’re on the sand okay but let’s just pretend it didn’t get everywhere .ᐟ.ᐟ

the sun was shining, the birds were chirping, and joshua was driving you insane. AGAIN.

what was supposed to be nothing but a cute beach date, an excuse to get outside the house, was slowly becoming not so innocent for you.

joshua had been learning to surf recently, and wanted to show off what he’s learned. you, being the great girlfriend that you are, agreed to sit back, relax, and shamelessly gawk at your boyfriend under the guise of “criticism”.

as expected, joshua, straddling a board, wet hair and all, caused some heat to pool further south. it’s not your fault okay ? his thighs are on display. the thighs you have claimed as your seat multiple times. the thighs that you were in between just 3 hours ago.

you were trying your hardest not to jump his bones every time he turns back to check if you’re watching. but the small smile he sends you does nothing for the ache in core.

“babe !” his shout of glee interrupts the dirty thoughts clouding your mind, and you watch as he jogs up to you. “c’mon babe, swim with me !”

he ignores your small murmurs of "no i'm okay, baby". he grabs your hand and attempts to drag you towards the sea. seeing his grin up close, the way the sun was shining on his face, the thoughts from earlier left your mind, your love for the man in front taking over. suddenly, swimming didn't seem all that bad.

the two of you giddily walk hand in hand towards the water, joshua humming a little tune. suddenly, he turns to you, grabs your waist, and flings you over his shoulder. despite your pleas of “put me down !”, “let me go !” as well as various giggles, the way he manhandled you was all you could think about. god when did he get so buff and strong and handsome and -

he does a quick spin with you on his shoulder, before he slowly put you down, his arms still wrapped around you. he leans forward for what he expects to be a small smooch, but you place your hands on the back of his neck, and pull him closer, prolonging the kiss. your tongue slips passed his lips, granted access due to the gasp he let out. he has a little moment of hesitation, before he begins pulling you impossibly closer to him.

the kiss was hot. tongues and teeth clashing, sounds of lips smacking seemingly overpowering the harsh waves crashing onto the shore. listen, as confused as joshua was, he was not going to pass up the opportunity for a hot makeout sess with the love of his life, okay ?

the two of you stand there, middle of a desolate beach, tongues tied together. joshua begins to trail his hand lower and lower, stopping when his fingers graze between your thighs.

“sweetheart…” he mummers into your mouth, seemingly unable to detach himself from you for even a second. “s’ wet for me.”

his fingers begin to slowly ease back and forth across your bikini bottoms, as you begin to whimper lowly into his mouth. as the two of you continue, you guide each other to lay down, joshua hovering over you.

his previously light touches turned harsher, more desperate, and his kisses soon turning to nips peppered across your neck. the sharp pain of his teeth had you letting out whimpers with each bite.

even though this had been all your idea, you started to remember ( very slowly with how little your brain was working ) where the two of you were laying. resting your hands in his hair and tugging, attempting to signal for him to stop, you began looking around. the tugging on his hair did not stop him however. in fact the result it had was for him to let out a guttural groan before sinking his teeth into your neck much harsher.

after checking your surroundings thoroughly, and coming to the conclusion that the two of you were alone, or at least, have some time alone, you shoved him off you, before straddling him yourself.

your lips immediately connected again, joshua now moving his hands to move underneath your bikini, now beginning to roll your nipples between his fingers. you had taken on the task of beginning to grind your hips down to meet his, the feeling euphoric. the two of you moaned into each others lips. the kiss was no more as it had delved into nothing but heavy breathing into each others open mouths.

joshua left one of his hands on your tits, as the other roamed your body. rubbing your back, grabbing your hair, pulling your hips down to meet his rougher. the feeling of his hands on yours, his lips on yours, his erection rubbing against you, on top of the public setting, made your pussy throb.

his hands left a trail of fire. you felt hyperaware of the marks of his fingers. the fire slowly, once again, returning to down south. this time, however, he did not let your panties stop him, slipping his fingers passed to finally make contact with your soaking body.

no words had been exchanged up to this point. nothing but grunts and moans as the two of you lost yourself in each others bodies in the wide open space. joshua couldn’t handle not telling you how good you were for him, so he broke the silence.

“god.. just like that love- fuck- keep grinding f’me”. despite his need for speaking, he did not move his lips from their new home in the crook of your neck.

not one to disobey your lover, you continued the pace of your hips, albeit a bit harsher, as you now began to grind down on his fingers. his other hand began to hastily shove your bikini upwards, desperate to see your breasts.

after he was done with the task, you all but yanked him down to your chest, hoping he’d get a move on. he seemingly absentmindedly began to lick and suck at your nipples, as if it was second nature to him ( it really was at this point).

his fingers left your slit and travelled, finally beginning to play with your clit. the gasp you let out was sharp, sudden, and your body lurched forward from the pleasure. joshua left your chest as his hand returned to your back to support you, his mouth going to kiss your check.

“s’ok love i got you” he murmured into your ear, as your whimpers and reactions got more intense. he knew your body, and he knew you were almost there.

knowing what you needed, his fingers slipped inside, reaching to massage that certain spot, as he continued nipping and sucking at your neck. the hand on your back began to move up and down, in a comforting manner. a total whiplash to how the hand below your belt was abusing that spongy spot inside.

“let go baby, c’mon cum for me sweetheart”

your sounds grew in volume, indicating your high, before, like the waves right next to you, it crashed down hard. you hips lost control, mindlessly humping his hand, while your arms wrapped around his body, tightly wrapping your whole body around him.

“there we go love. there we go. so good for me. fuck- i’ve got you”

his words were muted at first, nothing besides the sound of the beach making its way into your ears. your body was shaking from the intensity of your orgasm. you could faintly feel his hand slip out of you, and the other still rubbing soft circles on your back.

pulling back, josh smiled up at you. you hadn’t seen his face much during that whole act. you kinda missed it. you leaned forward to place a kiss on his lips before muttering a quiet thank you to him.

“it’s okay love. bit intense ?”

you nodded your head, words feeling like too much at the moment. joshua slowly began moving you off of him, before attempting to get himself up.

waking up from your trance, you quickly tug him down. he lets out a small shriek before plopping down. his gaze towards you is quizzical, and also slightly pouty.

“babe ?”

you respond to his question by placing your hand upon his shorts, right where the tent is visible. a hiss slips out of his mouth as his hand reaches for yours. his fingers interlock with yours as he tugs both your hands away from his crotch.

“wanna finish this in the car ?” he smirks, bringing your hands up to lay a kiss on the back of yours.

he barely has time to see your excited nod as you all but rush to your feet, dragging him behind with you.

not proof-read ! lmk if there's any mistakes (づ￣ 3￣)づ

[bitchlessdino]

I voted for Joshua but, in my heart I chose both him and Jeonghan lol. I've been in a JeongShua drought lately

+ love your writing!!! would you mind to write some smutty jihan x reader? please

Pairing: bf!jeonghan x afab!reader x bf!joshua

Genre: humor, smut

word count: 1.5k

tags: established poly relationship, NO INCEST I cannot emphasize this enough, spanking, spitting, an*l play, double pen., sex toy, mouth fucking, throat bulge, degradation (cumslut, some objectification), unprotected sex

Summary: Just as conniving as your boyfriends, you convince both of them to get the same haircut without the other one knowing. The moment they came home, realizing what you've done, they show you the kind of consequences you've earned yourself by being a little trickster.

author note: so siblings or dating is a little thing where people guess whether a pairing in a picture is either siblings or dating and sometimes it what you least expect. So when I saw these pics separately for the first time I had to think long and hand how these two would work together, I immediately wanted this fic to be silly bc they are so so silly 😃 well enjoy!

Tag: @shiningstar-byulxx @misssugarlips @tommolex @hoeforhao @honglynights @homerunhansol @dkakapizzaboy @junhui-recs @svtup @buffhoshi @meowmeowminnie @caratochan @lovebot4han

“Babe what the fuck.”

Your camera flashed bright white, getting them both in the same frame. At this point, you were laughing your ass off as both your boyfriends stared at you unamused. “You guys look great. I have great taste.”

After dating for a year, you’ve had your fair share of pranks, leading up to countless photos and videos that haunt you to this day. Dating one of them was exciting enough, dating two of them became utter chaos. When the opportunity rose for you to get them both back at the same time, you took it.

You let out their collective sighs as you jumped around them with taunting laughter like a child on a sugar high. Their faces didn’t even look the least bit alike but when they got identical haircuts, the more similarities you were starting to see. Joshua was the first to speak up his bemusement while Jeonghan looked almost impressed, holding back a bit of his own laughter.

“It’s not that funny,” Joshua said, deadpanned. 

“No, it’s really that funny,” You insisted.

He trodded off toward your laughing figure before throwing you over his shoulder. His hand came over your ass in harsh spanks, but it did not falter the boisterous notice you were making. “Stop”–spank–“laughing,”–spank.

“Josh,” you responded between giggles, “You and Hannie look so fucking alike right now!”

“Okay. I’m taking you to bed. I know how to shut you up.” 

He brought you to your shared room before throwing you on the bed, Jeonghan following after in his chuckles, while a big and bright smile is still on your face. You felt none of the threat oozing from Joshua’s eyes but Jeonghan knew exactly what was coming and although he wasn’t as bothered by your practical joke like Joshua was, he was looking forward to giving you your just desserts.

“Say it.”

“Josh,” you moaned.

Joshua held your head down on the mattress, cheek pushed into the sheets, as his thick, long fingers plunged in and out of you. “Not that. You know what I want to hear. Jeonghan, remind them.” 

Jeonghan’s raw cock stood mere inches from your face, a sinister smile on his face. He pressed the curve of the head to your lips before he slapped it against them. “You’re gonna play dumb for us, baby? Or are you really just that dumb?”

“Hannie…” you sighed into the sheets, breath hitching as you felt a knuckle curve into your warmth, “Give it to me please…”

His pristine bangs swept over his forehead, reaching his eyes. His gentle voice prodded into you just as much as his cock teased to be inside you. “Then say it. You’re not our little cockslut for anything, so say what we want to hear.”

You mewled in yearning for Jeonghan, gripping the sheets desperately. “I’m…sorry…”

“For?”

Your answer got caught in your throat, muffled moans only escaped as Joshua pushed in a third finger, twisting them inside you as strikes of his free hand handed on your ass already bruised with his clutches. Your arousal slides down his forearms, his thumb pressed against the rim of your puckered entrance and with that, you whine. Your shallow breaths took a slow release, looking back in the eyes of the boyfriend whose cock couldn’t look more edible and perfect to fuck the inside of your throat.

“I’m sorry…for t-tricking you…”

“Good,” Joshua replied, “before I forgive you, I need you to say something else for me.”

“Y-yes…”

He exchanged knowing with his boyfriend, eyes flickering with fire that had the power to burn every inch of your skin, once having let you suffer in the throes of being blue-balled. Edging was the bane of your existence, but their way of life.

“Say how much you need our cocks in you.”

“…I,” You swallowed, “desperately need your cocks me…”

“Are you going to be a good little slut for us?” Jeonghan joined.

“Yes…I’ll be your good slut…”

“Because that’s what you want, right?” Joshua added, “You’re made to be a couple of holes we can fuck in, right?”

“Yes…I’m just a couple of holes to be filled up by your cocks…”

“Who’s cumslut are you?”

“Y-yours, Josh…And y-yours, Hannie.”

“See, it does matter the jokes you pull on us, you’ll never beat us, we own you. You belong to us. You’re our perfect little slut for us to use up. You know that, don’t you?”

“Yes…” your voice gave out, your climax coming and going, the clench of your warmth sucking in Joshua’s fingers, “I’m yours to fuck and nobody else’s.”

In that second, Jeonghan rewarded you and his girth stretched the circumference of your mouth. Your eyes, blown open from the adjustment, stared back at Jeonghan, a whimpering mess all over his cock. He let out a groan, and a hand of his ran down your hair. “What a perfect little mouth…”

Meanwhile, Joshua is sucking off the bit of you left on his fingers and his cock aligned at your arousal before he made himself known. You pounded your fist at your side, while the other fisted Jeonghan’s length so you can reach the base. Your tears ran away from your eyes in protest, burning down your cheek as you felt him enter your throat, a bulge taking shape at the column of your neck.

“Fuck, you look so good…” Jeonghan groaned.

He held his hand over the bulge, moving gently down and up to feel it form and disappear. Besides being utterly entertaining, the sensation it shot through him was I compared to anything else. Your throat was like a perfect home, taking every inch of him, molded perfectly to his shape. 

God, did it hurt, but something about him filling you, holding himself inside you, as moisture leaked from your face in a scorching heart was heart-pounding, frightful, but all the more thrilling. Jeonghan pulled out for a moment, letting you take him at your pace—a wet, flustered, sob-stained mess that gasped for beyond oxygen—before abandoning mercy and fucked you to the depth of your throat.

Joshua, on the other hand, split your divide wide for the taking, and his cock doesn’t wait a moment to adjust, just fucking your insides until he could feel you swell around his girth. He threw his head back, your ass jiggling against every thrust like dessert, flawless collapsing around his hips. 

In the midst of this, he has your toy, wrapping it around his lips to moisten it for comfort, and his saliva lubed its silicone exterior. “All your holes. Remember that.”

He spat at your puckered lip, a shiver ran up your spine, and he lathered it soft, prepping you for entry. As insurance, a translucent ribbon stretched from him and your toy before it finds plugged inside you, Joshua now in control of both your lower ends.

You shook beneath him, mouth full of cock, holes fucked full to the point you could be classified as your common electrical outlet, and you felt dirty. Safe to say it was in the best way.

Jeonghan, who has held himself back the entire time inside you, finally released his proof of sin, pouring it down your throat like a hot, strong faucet, making your body jump in response. In turn, you feel your arousal follow soon after, the buckling of your hips not bothering Joshua in the slightest, and you begin to gently come down from one high to move on to another. 

Joshua, held you by your ass cheek, hand ensuring the toy inside you takes full advantage while tugged against your hole’s resistance, pushing in and out of you between your plush whines. “That’s right, cum…cum around my cock again…good sluts can handle more…” 

Joshua pushed you against the mattress deep until there was nothing but your body and him, your thighs pulsated around him. Your screams were loud and satisfying as you spoke only in his name. His cock shot loads inside you, final thrusts taking their final strikes until he was empty. He pulled, his hot, molten cum oozing right out of you. His knees took a fall, folding his thighs flat against his shins and he’s catching his breath.

Jeonghan pulled out as well, laying himself out on your cheek, twitching on your face in utter fatigue. “Good fucking job, baby.”

“Damn good fucking job,” Joshua repeated before pressing a kiss to your side.

Clean-up wasn’t an option at this point with all the energy drained from all your bodies and at the moment it was fine, it was time to rest. Jeonghan, who usually can’t stand to be without his phone for a few minutes, retrieves it from the bedside table, seeing the screen plastered with notifications. “Y/n, what the fuck? You sent our picture to ‘Siblings or Dating’ on Instagram?”

You slightly chuckled, momentarily forgetting about that. “Oops. That I did.”

“Well, it looks like you have more to learn don’t you,” Joshua said, now fueled by sheer spite, “Good thing your ass is open and ready for us.”

[femdomlieeh]

Wearing a skirt for you pt. 1 (m)

Sub!Seventeen (hyung line) x Dom!GF!Reader

WARNINGS—boys wearing skirts/dresses ✧ dom/sub dynamics ✧ praise ✧ degradation ✧ name-calling ✧ pet names (master, mistress, mommy, baby boy, kitten/kitty, prince/princess)

NOW PLAYING—Bounce Back ✧ Little Mix

SCENARIO—GF asks them if they can wear/try on a skirt

A/N. Thank you for 1500 followers<333333

Maknae line ver.

M.LISTS—random idols ✧ latest updates ✧ read on wp

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최승철 / S.Coups / seungcheol

The thing is he is open to trying any fantasy his partner might have so even if this isn't something he would bring up to you, he would totally try on a skirt or dress for you if you asked him to. That being said, he will still be a bit shy and insecure at this first experience so he would need lots of praise and reassurance to feel comfortable and have the confidence to put on a skirt/dress in the future.

"Uhm, are you sure?" he stuttered after you showed him a skirt you'd bought for him.

You answered yes.

"O-Okay," he flushed and took the garment in his hand.

He'll wear it occasionally if you ask him to do it (only if the first time went well) but he'll never initiate it. It just isn't his thing. But if he were desperate for your attention anything is possible.

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윤정한 / jeonghan

Jeonghan wouldn't question it at all when you brought up how you wanted to see him in a skirt/dress. Honestly he lives to please you. When you're pleased he's pleased. He'd not care that it isn't socially acceptable because he never really cared for norms or gender stereotypes anyway. Please call him your cute Prince or else he'll feel self-counscious every time he wears a skirt/dress.

"Of course, Mommy," he answered your question and let you put it on him — he liked the attention, the touching and letting you take off and put on his clothes like he was your doll.

He did a little twirl and asked with his sweet voice "Do I look cute, Mommy?"

In the future, he'll have a big collection of different styles of skirts — and he loves matching them with thigh highs. He loves feeling pretty and he loves being called pretty.

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홍지수 / joshua / josh

Joshua wouldn't believe his ears when he heard your request... He'd love it and immediately put on the skirt/dress with no problem whatsoever — he'd be pretty educated on anything about boys in skirts but don't ask him about it. Prepare your camera, he'd love to have his photo taken. Especially on a polaroid camera, so you can save the pictures in a filthy photo album.

"I look pretty, right?" he spread his legs a little, leaning forward with his arms in the middle as a pose for the picture.

"So pretty, Princess," you said as you photographed him.

He smiled and posed some more.

In the future he'll go further with it, surprising you every now and then with thigh-high socks or stockings and who knows what more. If you don't know what to buy for him as a gift, go for a blush colored little skirt.

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文俊辉 / jun

Total brat. Jun would make a big deal out of it just to get on your nerves. This was a fun game to him. He'd say something just to piss you off so you could punish him.

"Hmm no, Mistress. That's just stupid."

You slapped his thigh.

Suddenly he listened to you and did what you told him.

"I look better than you in this, Mistress," he smirked.

He'll use it as a way to effectively receive punishments. In fact, he might even send you a pic in a short skirt when you're at work or hanging out with friends, just to tease you so you could give him pain in the night.

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권순영 / hoshi / soonyoung

He would do anything for his Mommy. He's such a good boy for you! Being an angel for you was always one of his main priorities but he also liked being a demon every now and then. With a blush he would put on the skirt and crop top you'd bought for him in front of you just to tease you. Your eyes on him would turn him on.

"Are you trying to seduce me?" you asked as you looked him up and down.

"Is it working, Mommy?" he straddled you to make the skirt/dress rise up his naked legs.

This will be something he'll use as a tool to make you drool, surprising you in a skirt and crop top on special occasions.

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전운우 / wonwoo

He would be a brat about it at first but he'd put on a skirt/dress for you in the end — fuck, he'd even put on a Shrek costume if you asked him. He'd act like he totally didn't like the way the skirt made his legs look and would whimper-complain like a bitch about wearing a skirt/dress, but he also wants to keep the skirt on while you fuck him so.

"Pfft."

You spanked his ass.

Hard.

"Okay," he stripped in a second in front of you shamelessly.

"Can you put it on for me, Master, please?" he asked in a low voice and looked you in the eyes innocently.

He wasn't innocent.

Skirts will be his favorite over dresses because then you could both fuck him and play with his nipples at the same time! But he won't tell you that unless you break him down into tears and whimpers.

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이지훈 / woozi / jihoon

He would protest at first. No, he was already small and played around with — a lot at that — and that was enough. However, if you were to say he'd get a reward for just putting on a skirt/dress he wouldn't hesitate to do it.

"No, I won't do it!" he pouted.

"Not even for a reward?" you asked, as you knew his weakness.

His ears perked up, "What kind of reward are we talking about?"

"Whatever reward you want, Baby."

He'll do whatever you want if he gets rewarded. So make sure to reward him really well and he will dress up for you more often.

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❝ Baby, keep me wetter than a bayou (Bayou)

If you don't, I'ma walk right by you ❞

—Leigh-Anne Pinnock; 2019

[sirenlulls]

feels like ➞ e. hewson

pairing — elijah hewson x fem!reader (gracie abrams fc)

fic type — social media au

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[sweetkpopmusings]

joshua best friend headcanons <3

a/n: this best friends series is giving me so much serotonin, and i love to see others enjoying it!! joshua is so cringe (said lovingly) and i am so very fond of him :,-) my break from work is over after today, so my posts will probably not be as frequent, but i promise this series will continue !! pics not mine <3

content: fluff | wc: 0.8k | warnings: none! | pairing: bestfriend!joshua x gn!reader | requests: open

he's the type of best friend that sees you two as a team

yes, he refers to you both as "the dream team" constantly

and he says it with his whole chest each time

like when one of his members asks what he did on the break, he'll answer "oh, y'know, just got the dream team back together"

they just respond (probably preceded by an eyeroll) "how's y/n doing?"

they're so unfazed by it but they'll tease him about it if you're around. if you join them at an event or a hangout, when you walk in the room they'll cheer because "the dream team is back together again!!!"

they're so dramatic but shua is eating it up actually

unironically will ask you, "is he bothering you, queen/king/my liege?"

he thinks it's so funny like it doesn't matter if you think it's funny he will stick with that bit forever

because he actually does care if people or things are bothering you

he will ask you how you are doing all the time

and he wants genuine answers

he'd never push you or anything like that, but he isn't asking you out of politeness or routine

as your best friend, he is dedicated to your wellbeing

he's so invested in supporting you

if you're trying to overcome a problem, develop a new skill, or complete some random 30-day challenge, joshua is right behind you the whole time

he'll send you encouraging messages, look out for tips he can send your way, and sometimes he'll even take part in it himself!!

truly a great cheerleader to have in your life :,-)

creates traditions for you two

he knows that life is wild and it can be hard to get together and talk as much as you want to

so he ensures that, regardless of what's going on, you two have things that bring you together

it could be based on a shared interest! maybe you both really like this one youtube channel, so you always watch the new content together

i would not be surprised in the slightest if he signed y'all up for silly subscription boxes

like yes there's a monthly service that sends you mini science experiments and yes joshua got you both a year-long plan and yes he expects "shua & y/n's science session" to be a whole event every time

it was somewhat of a joke at first because shua loves being ridiculous but you both ended up loving it so much that you looked forward to each new box

he's very protective of you <3

he's always looking out for you, so he is pretty invested in how people treat you

whether it's in the workplace, in your friend circles, in romantic relationships, and even in your family (bio, chosen, or otherwise)

he wouldn't meddle in your relationships, but he's not afraid to speak up if someone is not treating you with the respect and care you deserve

he always respects your decisions, but he will never hold back an opinion that is for your benefit.

he won't get mad if you disagree with him either like he's the king of promoting autonomy, agency, and self-respect <333

he works hard to earn your trust, which is why you trust his judgment

and he goes to you for the same thing

he nevers wants you to beat around the bush with him

your bond is too special for superficial pleasantries like that

you both know each other so well that it only makes sense to be transparent with one another

which is why he'll come to you with some of his biggest concerns, insecurities, etc

because you're the one person who can see him for who he is without him worrying about putting on a persona or performance

and he's so grateful to you for that, more than he could ever express

so after a heart-to-heart he'll just look you directly in the eyes and say a soft yet strong "thank you"

and then make a lil joke because whoa it got real serious and he's a lighthearted guy

takes a lot of pictures of you / you two together !

he will send you the pictures where you are making a funny face and threaten to use it as blackmail <3

if you try to do the same he'll just go "good luck, i'm beautiful in everything :-)"

and you're like yes but have you considered you're also an idiot <3

runs ideas by you for weird things he can do to shock his members

he knows the water bits always kill, but he's looking to take things to the Next. Level. so he's scheduling a meeting with you to walk through his bit prototypes and maybe even doing some trial runs with you

he's taking it so seriously and you're like wow you're a dumbass and he's like "thank you so much so what was your rating on the tearaway pants trick again?"

boy has a clipboard and everything i swear

joshua is just such a funny and strange guy who wants to add value to your life because you bring so much to his!! he'll always be there for you, rain or shine, and he reminds you constantly of how special you are :,-)

joshua if you're taking applications for besties please let me know and i'll submit my resume asap!!!

[wooahaes]

community & pumpkin patches

pairing: non-idol!vocal unit & gn!reader

genre: fluff! platonic content <3

word count: 0.9k~

warnings: food mentions. just silly pumpkin patch visits w the boys!!

daisy's notes: oh to go to a pumpkin patch and hold hands with jeonghan and take pics w seungkwan and--

For the past few weeks, you had today marked on your calendar in red. PUMPKIN PATCH W/ THE BOYS!!! (Yes, with three exclamation points, because that was how important today was to you.)

The six of you had met up at the pumpkin patch outside of the city, and came together to enjoy everything it had to offer. Jeonghan’s hand found your own all too soon as he stood between you and Joshua’s, swinging both of your hands as he walked with you. He’d been excited, too: this place had a small petting farm, and the two of you admittedly gushed a little over seeing baby sheep. Seokmin came up to your other side, hand slipping into your own as he walked alongside you. Jihoon and Seungkwan were walking slightly ahead of the four of you, Jihoon staring down at his phone. You’d seen this place’s website open on it earlier.

“Vernon said the apple cider is here,” he mused aloud. 

Seungkwan let out a scoff, rolling his eyes. “I also said that it's good.” 

“You did?” Jihoon looked up, saying nothing for a moment as his cheeks turned red. “Sorry.” 

The moment passed all too quickly, as Seungkwan pointed out the sunflower field off to the right. There was a sign talking about prices for people to pick sunflowers, but… “I want to take pictures before we leave,” he said, turning back to face the rest of you. “Okay? We’re not leaving until we take pictures together.” 

Joshua smiled. “We know, Seungkwan.”

The six of you had been talking about this trip for the past week, after all. Jeonghan quickly brought up the fact that he and Seungkwan wanted to get maybe a smaller pumpkin for their apartment to keep near the entrance—they’d carve something cute into it as a little greeting for guests—and maybe stick a scented candle inside of it. Joshua pulled his hand free from Jeonghan’s at one point, drifting off to look at something that had caught his eye, leaving you to wander onward with the rest of the group. Jihoon split off to get apple cider, Seokmin coming after him with the promise to get you a cup as well, leaving you and Jeonghan to swing arms as you pranced forward together. Seungkwan rolled his eyes for maybe a minute before Jeonghan grabbed his hand, too—and you caught a glimpse of that smile on his face. The Jeonghan smile that often said “I’m not stopping until you smile, because I’m your favorite nuisance.” 

Only for him to look ahead, letting go of both of your hands. He turned back, calling your name as he rushed ahead toward the little petting farm, slowing down as he approached it as to not scare anything. He waited for you near the sheep, crouching down to look at the more curious babies that had come over.

Jeonghan ushered you over, almost like a mother would with her kid (team mom Jeonghan always seemed to shine through on these group outings). “Seungkwan-ah, get a picture of us!”

Seungkwan rolled his eyes yet again for a moment, unable to suppress a smile. As embarrassing as it might be to have friends like this, you knew that he loved you all with his entire heart. “Fine,” he said, “but I’m only giving them cute stickers.”

The two of you posed just long enough for Seungkwan to take a nice picture before you immediately turned to carefully pet the baby. You were sure that you could hear the shutter of Seungkwan’s phone as he snapped more pictures, but you were riding this high of ‘baby animals adorable’ instead. 

“I think,” Joshua announced as he came back over, “I made a good purchase.”

You looked up from where you were watching Jeonghan was trying to attract a cow that was on the other side of its pen. Joshua pulled out a small pumpkin, big enough to fit snugly in his hand, from behind his back.

Fuck, he was right. Solid purchase, ten out of ten, he needed to watch it because you might try to steal it. Pumpkins were cool and all, but baby pumpkins? They had the additional factor of ‘tiny’ to make them cute (similar to the way Jihoon acted sometimes where that tiny ‘whoa!’ was one of the cutest things he could ever say). 

Jihoon and Seokmin eventually rejoined the group, carrying cups of apple cider for the rest of you. For a moment, the six of you walked away from the petting farm area, enjoying the chill of autumn and the combative warmth of the apple cider, sweet and tart on your tongue. Jihoon had admitted that Seungkwan (and, technically, Vernon) had been right about it, all while pulling his scarf a little more snug, while Seokmin huddled closer to you for warmth. 

“Just for now,” he said softly, “I promise.”

Truthfully, Seokmin could cuddle closer to you in the middle of summer and you probably wouldn’t have the heart to shove him away immediately. But now, in the colder morning? His presence was more than welcome, and you’d slipped your hand out of your pocket to hold his again. Sure, it would warm up a little more later, sure, but the six of you had agreed to come out early to try and avoid any heavy crowds and the heat. It was nicer this way, too: you liked having these moments with your close friends, always finding something interesting to do. 

Maybe the six of you would come back next year. If you didn’t, at least you would have plenty of pictures of the six of you together by the end of it, standing in front of sunflowers and beaming with joy from being together again. 

taglist: @twancingyunhao @wonuziex @staranghae @synthetickitsune

[statementlou]

excuse you get outta the way Joshua!!! jk those will be great pics look forward to em

[lvlystars]

just an appreciation post <3

this account (lvlystars) was made on august 7, 2023 when i accidentally deactivated my old main acc (m4rsluv, rip 🤧). i cried, but got over it and saw this as an opportunity to...write?

now, my account is still in its 'start-up' phase, but we're getting there, and i couldn't have been more grateful for the amazing people i've met on here <3

MOOT APPRECIATION TIME!!!

@etherealyoungk

when i first read a fic from your account, i was in awe. like, i saw you as my writing INSPO. too good. esp that chef!mingyu au (ironically, it was a chef's kiss fic). skye, you are honestly such a nurturing and kind person, and i love talking to you so much—it's like talking to an older sister i never had </3. ILY SKYE!!!!

@amxlia-stars / @shuahaes

MY BBG!!!!! AMELIA ILYSM MY LOVE SKDJDJKS. you're honestly so fun to talk to and i always felt like i can say ANYTHING when i'm talking to you. they way you're so enthusiastic whenever we're talking about something just makes me feel (SPECIALLLLL jkjk) so HYPED and so AJAHAHAJSJAHSHBDJDBS. amelia i'm so serious when i say this, you brighten my day without even doing anything, even though we don't talk as much.

@seuonji

AYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aya aya aya aya aya aya aya aya. idk i love saying ur name, it's so cute. ik we don't talk as much, but i'd love to burn 'joshua' into the surface of the world w u (even with all the pretty hearts <3). my fave joshuji fanatic frfr <333

@star1117-archives

i still better be your #1 wife 🙄. even though you weren't as active this year, i still want to appreciate you bcus i'm just better like that /j. but in all honesty, i miss talking to you (bro became a celebrity frfr) and i just love my day 1 sm 🤞. love you miles <3.

@kyeomyun

jada, my fave tinyrat <3 (yes, tinyrat. not caratiny.) you're such a fun person to talk to, and you always match my vibe whenever we talk. future wife coded frfr 🫶🫶🫶. i miss interacting w u on tumblr pookie :(

that's all i have to say, and i hope that all of you have an amazing new year's, and i hope 2024 is filled with all good vibes. i love each and every one of you who supported me through this year, and i look forward to interacting with everyone next year <333

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 🥂

(my fav seungcheol pic before 2023 ends mweheheh)

i am so down bad for him.

[gracefullou]

Louies' 2023 Wrapped Tag Game

Rules: Answer the questions below and tag at least 3 people!

Thank you so much @louis-in-red for tagging me <3

favorite walls song: It changes all the time but right now, it's always you.

favorite fitf song: All this time.

most played song on Spotify by Louis: From fitf, the greatest 😭. I would've loved for it to be all this time but i always play the album top to bottom that's probably why the greatest is my most played (great song btw! I love it). From walls, always you. But my all time most played songs by Louis are bty and jho (it's Spotify's doing).

favorite louis lyrics: it's a crime to ask this question to a Louis Tomlinson fan bc the man is a lyrical genius but right now it's either "and i keep on building mountains hoping that they'll turn to gold but the truth is i still doubt that what i do can get me home" or "it's an old curse dreamers diving heard first broken beaks and dead birds can't get through the glass and there's no use crying over spilled blood caring only kills love a kiss won't bring it back". Just typing coaoac lyrics i'm in awe with his mind, that's a poet your honor

louis life lesson: "sometimes you're just running forward and you're missing all the action"

favorite louis outfit: you can't ask me this question he served so many iconic brillant outfits especially in the fitf era but if i really have to choose one nothing will ever match this outfit. And THE POSE! I think this is my favorite outfit of all time on anyone not just Louis. Obsessed!

favorite tour show: ltwt Austin, fitfwt Woodlands, fitfwt NY, fitfwt London ( i know these are a lot of shows but i love them all so much ok 😭) and if we can count afhf then the first afhf will always be THE Louis show for me, just iconic

favorite public appearance: aotv Japan premiere and RS UK awards red carpet (he's so charming i melt everytime 😭)

favorite AOTV scene: That yacht scene when all this time started playing and the final scene at the Milan show 🤧. Cinema at its finest tbh

favorite band or crew member: i don't really have one. I just like when they're professional and do their jobs but also treat my baby like he deserves so i like Matt D, Steve and Zak from the band. And from the crew: Joshua, Krystle and Joni

favorite picture: this is crazy, i can't choose one pic. I can't even choose 10 pics 😭 that man is a walking art. That being said, do not underestimate my ability to make everything about the picture with that Anarchy outfit (the picture above)

something that you are looking forward to in 2024: Fitfwt Latam and all the festivals he has lined up (including afhf of course 🤭)

one wish for Louis (or Louies) for 2024: I just want proper build up and promo for LT3 is it too much to ask 😭.

Tagging @ahurricanebehindthedoor @milf-louis @buscrimes @comradelouis @cassandraatthegates @different-names-on-the-gates @pureasthedrivenslush @riverswater @stormyhale and sorry in advance if you were already tagged/ you already played the game

[pollywiltse]

I like to think page 32 is what André looks like when I start talking about his underwear. Or his sex life.

To be fair, part of the reason he looks so rough in that is that it was unfinished, and presumably the circles under his eyes wouldn't have looked quite so dark once he put more color on his face. I'm also not sure if his hair looks purple because of my monitor, or it's also unfinished, or if he did actually intend to make it faintly purple. They did have colored hair powder in the 1700s, but I don't know if purple was one of them or if British officers/prisoners of war were running around with colored powder in their hair. I'm also not sure how fashion-forward you had to be to wear colored powder and if André was quite that fashion-forward. (Though I'm also curious if the green he was starting to put in on his coat is just an underneath color to make the red or blue come out right or if he was painting himself in civilian clothes, especially since there's a thing in Sargent, which Flexner also references but gives the wrong source for, where according to Caleb Cope, André's reaction to being a prisoner of war was to become super fucking done with the whole army thing.)

What I enjoy about that document is how there's an entire section just for André, and how there are multiple miniatures which are clearly not him that are labeled "John André (probably not John André)". What confuses me is why the picture of the miniature from The Traitor and the Spy is labeled "possibly by Sir Thomas Mills", since, unless there's two of them, Mills was the friend of Joshua Reynolds whose portrait(s) was(were) mislabeled as André for years and there's no reason to think he and André ever even met. Plus that miniature's usually considered a self-portrait anyway. (Fun fact: André seems to have been a better miniature painter than some professionals.)

(I'm also starting to wonder if that miniature has either gone missing or disappeared into some private collector's safe deposit box, because I feel like I've literally only seen black and white photos of it that might all be copies of the one from the Flexner book. The Ronald bio uses what looks like the miniature on the front cover, but inside it says it's actually a 1781 posthumous portrait by John Smart, so presumably a copy of the one Flexner reproduces, since he says that one's from 1772-1774. In both cases the source is the André family. I also have this memory of reading that the family sold a bunch of his stuff at some point after the 1950s, but I can't find it in either of the places I thought I read it, so maybe I'm making it up.)

What I don't enjoy about that document is how they're not consistent about crediting their sources - the p 31 miniature is from the Rosenbach Museum in Philadelphia (located on Delancey Place lol) and I like how he has the same goddamned expression in at least half his self-portraits, including the 1768 MySpace profile pic miniature.

[yisony07]

Masked Pizza Guy

On a cold evening, a delivery motorcycle approached a business, a pizzeria. The motorcycle stopped in the employee parking lot. The man got off his vehicle, removed his helmet, which he kept between his arms, and walked towards the pizzeria. A defeated expression was noticeable on his face, and his steps were sluggish. He was Joshua, the pizza delivery guy, who had been working all day and was looking forward to finishing his shift. His day would start early in the morning, and he would go on delivering pizzas until late at night.

He was ready to take his much-needed break. As he walked towards the cashier's desk, he saw her holding a wooden mask. "What's that?" he asked with a curious tone. "I'm not sure, some guy left it on the counter, and it looks weird. Do you want it?" she replied, looking at the mask skeptically. Josh nodded his head, taking the mask from her hands.

He put the mask in his helmet and went to the back of the pizzeria to rest for a while. However, as he was about to leave, he realized that the mask was stuck in the helmet. The cashier tried to help him get it out, but to no avail. She told him that he had to leave soon to deliver the last orders. Josh went outside, confused and a little worried, but he decided it was time to deliver the pizzas.

As he rode his motorbike towards the destination, his mind was filled with thoughts about the mask. He wondered why it was stuck and if he should have taken it with him if it was so valuable. He pulled over at a red light and decided to finally remove the helmet. However, as he lifted the helmet from his head, something strange happened.

He felt a strange tickling sensation as the mask began to create tentacles, slowly wrapping around his head, and he was helpless to stop it. The movements of the mask caused Joshua to wobble and shake on his bike. Desperately, he tried to remove his helmet, but it was now locked on his head, and there was no way to remove it. Joshua felt his body changing in ways he could not explain. His muscles tensed and bulged, and he grew taller and broader.

Joshua arrived at the first house to deliver the pizza. As Joshua approached the house, he could hear the sound of the rowdy group of men inside. He took a deep breath, knowing that his job was to deliver the pizza and collect payment. As he rang the doorbell, the door opened to reveal a group of men, all laughing and joking with each other.

"Hey, pizza guy! You're late!" one of the men shouted.

Joshua smiled confidently. "Actually, I'm right on time," he said, holding up his watch to show the time.

The men just laughed and one of them stepped forward. "Yeah, well, we don't care. We're not paying for this pizza," he said, sneering. "Now get lost," he added, pushing Joshua back and slamming the door in his face.

Joshua felt angry and frustrated. But then, he started feeling the sudden rush of power and energy. He knew he had the ability to do something about this situation.

He burst through the door, startling the group of men. They recoiled in fear as they saw his taking off his helmet, revealing his green face and muscular body. Joshua walked confidently up to the ringleader and demanded payment.

"You owe me for this pizza. And I suggest you pay up now, or else," Joshua said, his voice deep and menacing.

The men, terrified, scrambled to find the money and quickly handed it over to Joshua. He took the money and left, feeling satisfied, but also somewhat confused about what had just happened.

Finally, Joshua arrived at Ryan's house, his long-time crush. He had always been too shy to confess his feeling to Ryan until tonight. He confidently walked to the door, removing his helmet, and revealing his masked face. Ryan was entranced by this new Joshua and eagerly invited him in.

Thanks to @greenface94 for this masked pic.

The mask gave him the power to be more confident and bold, and Ryan was pleased with his newfound assertiveness. The two men spent the night exploring each other’s bodies in a state of passion and pleasure, all thanks to the powers of the mask.

As the sun began to rise, Josh realized that he couldn't remove the mask, which made him ponder what the future held for him. Nevertheless, he was content, knowing that he could now be his true self and confident in his new form, with his sexy green face.

[kwanisms]

I'm back bitches

We have 12 days left of September, which means Spooky Month officially starts soon & you know what that means.

🌕 Kinktober 2023 Creature Feature 🌕

But it also means that the long overdue sequel to Did You Hear That? is coming! She's a hefty girl with just over 18k words so desktop may be the best option to read and reblog as mobile has issues with anything over 10k.

It also means, the three spin-off pieces for the Library of Illusion are coming as well as a little piece I've written for Joshua. All in time for Spooky Month!

Along with Kinktober I have a few announcements. See more under the cut!

First, I have made the decision to add NCT (all sub-units), Day6, Super Junior, & Wonho to my archive. I no longer feel inspiration to write for them and do not want anyone waiting for content for them. I hate to leave Day6's Creature Feature unfinished but, sometimes that's the way things happen. This decision is final but I reserve the right to change my mind at any time.

From now on, I will be writing exclusively for Seventeen, Stray Kids, Ateez, & TXT. My rules for Kai (TXT) remain the same: absolutely no smut. That is my son. My child. I will also only write for Yesung and Z.Tao when the inspiration comes. My brainrot for both of those men is insane.

In addition, as my masterlists for these groups continue to grow, I will be creating masterlists for individual members.

That being said, I obviously won't take down any of my posts for these new archived groups, but I will change the masterlists just a bit so navigation is a tad easier.

Second, I will start using my other blogs effective immediately. I have a lot of sideblogs.

I will be using my main to reblog everything but my writing. All pictures, gifsets, etc will be posted there from now on.

I will also be using my recs blog, which I plan to redo entirely with a new tag system.

Third, I want to remind you all that my inbox here is always open. I love receiving mail. I love talking & interacting with you.

The anon feature is on so feel free to use it however, if you use it for hate, I will turn it off again. Don't be a coward. If you're gonna be mean, don't hide behind the anon feature. Face me instead.

Fourth, I will be reviving ask games and I encourage you to participate! It can be a lot of fun.

On the topic of asks, all asks not related to ask games will be answered every Monday and tagged as ' mailbox monday 💌'

Lastly, a friendly (and not so friendly reminder respectively) that empty blogs, meaning blogs without headers, pfp, posts, etc will be soft-blocked.

Soft-blocking is blocking and unblocking a blog so it forces them to unfollow you. I will be keeping track of the blogs I soft-block in a Google Sheet and if you follow me again without at least changing your pic and reblogging a few posts, you will be hard blocked.

Hard blocking means you will not be able to interact with my content (liking or reblogging).

Now for the not so friendly reminder;

if your blog does not have an age indicator on it (i.e the year you were born, your age, etc) YOU WILL BE SOFT-BLOCKED AS WELL. IF YOU DO NOT ADD AN AGE AFTER THAT, YOU WILL BE HARD BLOCKED. I will also be keeping track of these blogs. Ageless blogs and minors are not welcome on my blog. If you have turned 18 this year, PLEASE CHANGE YOUR AGE INDICATORS ON YOUR BLOG TO AVOID BEING BLOCKED.

If I find out a follower has lied about their age, I will be adding you to a blacklist I share with Cult of Dionysus. Keep in mind, we do not seek out minors to add them to the list, we only add minors that have interacted with our nsfw content. MINORS: PLEASE DONT IGNORE OUR BOUNDARIES. If we say do not interact with our content, we mean it. We have these boundaries for a reason.

I hope you look forward to what I have planned this month and please enjoy the spooks, the thrills, and of course, the smut. Thank you for your continued support as always. See you soon~ ʕ ◦`꒳´◦ʔ — booki。

[arianrhodsprophet]

my reading list!

a list of physical books i have bought for my craft but haven't gotten around to reading/finishing yet! also, if there's anything here that's Problematic and i'm unaware of, please let me know! i'm newer to the craft so my knowledge base isn't as deep as it could be.

Queering Your Craft: Witchcraft From The Margins - Cassandra Snow - possibly the one i'm looking forward to reading the most! queer magick baby!!

The Cyber Spellbook: Magick in the Virtual World - Sirona Knight & Patricia Telesco - so this is from 2002 so obviously it's Aged, but i have no doubt it has some interesting wisdom to be found from it, seeing as it's from the age of the Early Internet!

Llewellyn's 2022 Witches' Companion: A Guide To Contemporary Living - while this is a big like, almanac-type book, i bought it solely for two words on the back: ritualized cannabis.

Herbal Magic, House Magic, & Moon Magic - Aurora Kane - i got all 3 of these for like $5 at 5 below which is INSANE to me, so even if they're potentially not that great i'll probably get my money's worth anyway, ehe.

Queer Magic: LGBT+ Spirituality And Culture From Around The World - Tomás Prower - obviously as a white queer pagan i cannot reclaim everything this book goes into, but knowing things is neat!

Wicca: A Guide For The Solitary Practitioner - Scott Cunningham - i'm not wiccan myself BUT i've had this book recommended to me by multiple people as a good like, Base for practicing witchcraft

The Witch's Book of Self-Care - Arin Murphy-Hiscock - now this one i've actually started, just haven't finished. very cute, a little twee but some really good self-care tips in there!!

Tarot - Tina Gong - i also got this one from 5 below for like $5. i don't know how much will be in here that i'm not already aware of, but it was a steal so like, why not give it a read, yeah?

Iconic Tarot Decks: The History, Symbolism, and Design of Over 50 Decks - Sarah Bartlett - this one seems super neat, and even if i don't learn anything necessarily new from it (though i suspect i will) i can look at the pretty pics, haha.

and below are a few ebooks i have that i also haven't gotten around to yet, but would like to soon!

FYMA: A Lesser Key to the Appropriation of Jewish Magic & Mysticism - Ezra Rose - this one i'm linking to bc it seems like a FANTASTIC resource. it's only 22 pages, but i just haven't gotten around to it yet, but i really want to!

An Anarchist Free Herbal - herbalistatlarge @ itch.io - another one i haven't gotten around to but looks REALLY good!!

and, finally, a book i don't yet own (either physically or digitally) but would like to!

Cybernomicon - Joshua Free - i saw this one at half-priced books and took a pic but sadly did not buy it, and have not been able to find it anywhere for a decent price since! looks REALLY interesting, the idea of cyber necromancy almost sounds like archiving to me, which i adore the idea of, but i'd obvs have to read the book to find out more...

well, that's it for now! thanks so much for reading this far, if you have, and may your incense keep alight!

[theirloveisgross]

faith in the future world tour: us/canada leg

i've been working on this diary entry for a bit and so here it is. it's still a bit fucking mess and it's mostly for me, but yeah.

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the first leg of the faith in the future world tour has come to an end, and i was very lucky to attend 5 of those shows.

i'm gonna sound like louis, but last year was the best year of my life, and louis' tour had a huge part in it. i will always, always treasure it and i will always remember the feeling of being there for louis' first world tour and the environments we all created together,,and meeting friends i made thanks to him (and the other one) and nothing will ever top that in any sense, i don't think.

however, this tour, for faith in the future, is shaping up to be a massive feat. this leg was LONG (2 months!) and had so many shows (39!), and i still always had the need to watch every single one of them (i think i only missed one?), and it paid off. seeing his growth in confidence and comfort from the first show has been so rewarding and fulfilling, it truly gives me so much joy. and that setlist? it's killer! it's amazing! he loves it! i love it! we love it! also, the venues have been bigger in size in comparison to last year's NA leg, which is amazing, but there's been a slight shift in the fanbase, which i'm not a fan of, BUT we're still here and i still had the time of my life at every show.

and i just want to look back and ramble about my shows... it'll be LONG. look away (or just click for crappy pics and gifs (except for oks' pretty vancouver gif)), not expecting anybody to read, this is just for memory safekeeping, basically.

the first livestream. the anticipation had been so intense, i still remember the feeling. i still remember how my heart was going crazy. and then it happened! and then it was full of surprises! and things that i still can't believe to THIS DAY, the last day of tour, were happening on a louis tomlinson show. namely, the megamix, yes.

i was very sad at the lack of flags. and the subsequent shows didn't help. and me and so many people here were like "the rainbow lights in the megamix!!! why aren't we waving flags!!!"

the night before my first show, after watching the livestream for quebec, i made this post. mind you, that was something that had been brewing in my head since the first show. i always knew that all this time needed the rainbow lights treatment, but after seeing the whole megamix... wow, boi.

anyway...

my first show. may 30 2023 - toronto, on, canada (4th show of tour)

this one wasn't in the original plan when the dates were announced. fast forward to new year's eve and i was checking flight and show tickets and they were cheap, and i bought them.

i lost my job (which i loved) in early april, and looking forward to seeing louis was what kept me afloat and i was happy with my past self who decided to buy this ticket because that meant i would be with him even sooner.

i went with two friends, who i've met in the fandom. and we had a blast! one of them and i volunteered to help with the rainbow fan project during saturdays (*mumbles* yeah, we tried to convince them to switch to the megamix to no avail), distributing papers in our sections we also sat a section closer to the one in our tickets hehehehe.

going into the venue, i saw joshua, and mind you, this was the fourth show of tour, but i KNEW he was the one in charge of lthq's social media with tour content. so i went up to him, and he might have filmed me doing crazy waves at him but i just needed to talk to him. i told him thank you so much for the photos and that i was glad they had given him the lthq password and he laughed and tapped his nose. so, we're best friends now basically, thank.

sadly, my fears were confirmed, there was a lack of rainbows, a lack of pride flags. it was very weird and disorienting. but i decided to wait until the show... maybe they'd pop up (spoiler: they didn't).

anyway... snarls was great! and maaan, i looooove the academic. i had seen them in vancouver a month prior and i was so happy to get to see them again. they're just so fucking good!

and then louis was on stage! wearing green! and gosh, the feeling of seeing him again after... almost 9 months. it was like, "ah, i'm home". i just- i love him so much.

so, just so you know, i go hard on louis and harry's shows. i know all the lyrics. i sing every single one of them out loud. well... for this show in particular, the boy did not stop to make a speech for TEN (10) SONGS! i was losing my breath, i don't know how he was doing it, but me and my friends were struggling to keep up. anyway, he was forgiven immediately when he said he'd forgotten, new show, and all that, jahshahsa. and this man was stiff. i knew this already from the first few shows on livestreams, but yeah, i just wanted to go up there and shake him and tell him to let go (he eventually did a couple of shows later). but he still sounded incredible, his voice is just... it's my favorite sound.

the crowd was... meh. people only sang a bit louder to 505 and the 1D songs. me and my friends were going berserk and people around us just stood there, which, how can you do that during the masterpiece that is the intro to out of my system and the song itself. like- it truly felt like an exorcism, right then and there. it was... it was everything. the megamix live was absolutely breathtaking. going from mold to rainbows is clearly something else, and me and my friends and about two or three very small clusters of like 5 people waved our flags during it (and during any song that we would feel compelled to).

oh, and this show had a couple of technical difficulties. hahahs, the screens stopped working for the most part of a song. they didn't stop the show, but the screens were reset a couple of times and then they were fine. and then the streamers went off right after he finished saturdays (which was still before silver tongues) and he was as surprised as we all were, ahsjhas.

at the end of the show, me and my friends were the last to leave. we saw tom frisco (lighting/visuals) in the sound booth and told him thanks, the visuals and everything were absolutely amazing. i'm sure he needed that even more on that show (although he probably thinks what would we know, oh but we do, we watch every show ahsjhajsha).

that night i decided to take it into my own hands and made the crazy decision to start the vancouver project for the megamix (@fitfwtvancouver). i was already toying with the idea, but i know how stressful these projects can be.... but after the show... i was like "this needs to happen. it needs to happen. the whole place needs to be filled with rainbows... rainbows on the stage, rainbows in the crowd... i'm crazy, i don't have any money, but i'll try my darn best".

my second show. june 24 2023 - seattle, wa, usa

and so my louis week begins! almost a whole month after my first show, and a shitload of livestreams in between, where louis had started to have the most fun on tour, and the show right after the tragedy that was red rocks. there i was.

first time seeing andrew cushin live. i wasn't much of a fan of his music when i listened before tour. he has a great, great voice but his music just isn't for me (and something about his personality doesn't click with me and then red rocks happened and that confirmed it even more so yeah). and then the snuts, my beloved! it was my... third time seeing them, but my first time already knowing more of their music and they're just SO. GOOD. i really hope they tour vancouver next year.

i was at the back of pit for this show, and it was amazing. we were unsure what his energy would be like, but he seemed to be in great spirits, probably hyped himself up a lot and the crowd at the front was really amazing, so that helped. i saw him in green. again. this time green sweatpants and a white tank top. he looked beautiful. this was also the first show he performed common people, and i was expecting saved by a stranger or high in california. but then the lights were orange, i frowned, the music started, i kept frowning, he started singing, i started singing along still frowning, and THEN IT HIT ME. i hit my friend maia so hard on the shoulder, and we screamed and we sang so loudly (me and my group were the only ones singing around us, yikes). it was beautiful!

the @/rainbowmegamix project had also been set in motion a few shows before this one by emmu and sus, driven by the same thing i felt: "where. is. the. damn. pride!" and it made such a difference.

dancing and going absolutely deranged in the back of pit has been one of my favorite experiences. during out of my system we absolutely LOST it. we made a tiny moshpit (not even called that), it was like 5 of us, but ugh, so fucking fun. it's one of my favorite parts of the show, definitely.

i loved this show! it was so different from my first one. louis was so much more relaxed, and he let go a bit more and just... he's amazing. every time i see him i come out loving him more and more, and feeling such an immense amount of pride.

my third show. june 26 2023 - vancouver, bc, canada

it's been a month and my heart still jumps when i think about this day.

the day was here! the day i'd see if the project would work. i had a lot of fun organizing this project (because i did it myself), but i also dealt with fandom outside my bubble and that was not fun but i'll spare those details. i will forever be grateful to everyone that donated money to the project. with that money i was able to buy beautiful paper, print on it and buy flags. i am also grateful for the people that decided to help distributing papers in the seated sections. i was in the pit, so i couldn't manage that, and i was stressed, but it all turned out fine. i communicated with each volunteer individually before, during and after the show and i thanked them so much, i don't think they have any idea how eternally grateful i'll be.

i was so fucking anxious before the show. communicating with volunteers, making sure my other volunteer had given them the bags with the papers, etc. then we went in. we ended up being fourth row, i think, right in front of michael. louis walked out in all black, with the freaking rose shirt (that also had green in it). oh, core memory! during the "don't throw anything on stage" announcement, when it said "take a step back", literally everyone around me took a step back and i just started laughing because it was one of the most canadian things ever. and honesty, where we were, we weren't pushed and we had a bit of space to dance and move, it was great! there was a young girl in front of us, i'm gonna say she was probably 18-19, and she was with her little sister, who was like 12? and they were sooo cute. the older sister knew the lyrics to all the songs, and we sang together several times, it was just such a great atmosphere.

i barely enjoyed written all over your face because i knew it was coming. aaand... the megamix started, with the vibey amazing sounds. i look around... no colors yet. it's fine. the song hasn't started... and then it does. and then the lights start popping up... the flags start to raise... my heart was racing... he starts singing. i look around me and i'm just... in awe. this show had a lot of empty seats and i was worried, but IT LOOKED GOOD! i was so overwhelmed. i took a quick video because i needed to have it on my phone and then just focused on being present again, with louis, with my friends, with the rainbows, with everyone. and then we transitioned into she is beauty we are world class, and fuck... i just. i just remember screaming "surrounded by lights" and thinking "this is it, this is what it's supposed to look like, all the rainbows". i didn't cry, i didn't feel in my own body. it was weird.

the show went on... i had the best time! i love every moment of that show! making up a whole theatrical performance during chicago, leaving it all during out of my system, flipping him off during the baba o'riley bit on where do broken hearts go, agressively waving my pride flag for 82% of the show. it's... it's the best. it's my favorite place to be.

that night, in my house, after consuming most of the stuff i saw here, and finding videos of the lights and the flags... when i went to bed, around 2am, i started bawling. i couldn't stop. i think i cried for like 20 minutes straight. i couldn't believe i pulled it off, with some help, of course, but the sole sheer will was all mine, because i was so determined to do it, because i needed a venue to look like that for the whole megamix. it was that feeling that i had last year, that safety and community, it was all bottled up and it all just came out. it was how happy and safe this made me, how at home i felt, how louis music made me feel, how i could see what he saw... and- yeah.

then the next day one of the photos they uploaded to lthq was when he was sitting down looking at the crowd and the lights, in between both songs. and sure... they've posted a few shots of that moment from other shows in other days, but... it's the fact that we know what was in front of him then. what he was looking at. i will never ever forget that day. i won't know what it meant for him for sure, but i know what it did for me and some people, and i will never forget it.

my fourth show. june 27 2023 - troutdale, or, usa

waking up to start again... packed up, and me and my friend drove down to oregon. to do it all over again.

i had around 350 flags for this show that emmu had sent me. the venue was outdoors, and it was beautiful. the pit was seated and we were 8th row. we distributed all the flags so fast, everyone wanted one, even the venue staff, who were all so genuinely happy about the flags. i saw someone else giving out a package of flags. it felt so... so... we were bringing the rainbows back alright! &lt;3

louis walked out in a jamaica football jersey (it was yellow, but it also had green) and wearing sunglasses for the first time, because it was still very bright. he looked so super cool! and it was another great show, i had the time of my life singing along to every lyric and waving my flag agressively, again. and i walked out (after shouting out my friends in the sound booth) loving louis even more.

enjoy these gifs of me aggressively waving my flag at louis and directing the band too (i couldn't stop laughing when i found these videos).

my fifth show. june 30 2023 - los angeles, ca, usa

and my last show rolled up! after flying from portland to los angeles the day before, i met up with one of my closest friends in the fandom who had just arrived to their home in la from düsseldorf (oh, yes, they had just seen harry there, yes, hahshjahsa).

this was my last chance to try for the tour bracelet, so me and my friend lined up for merch, they were gonna buy but i was only going to if they still had the bracelets. so we reach the cashier and i ask, and he puts his hands in his pockets "to check" and says that he doesn't have them anymore, so i pout, and whine a little bit but it is what it is. my friend bought theira shirt, and we're walking away and then we hear a "psst, psst", and it's the merch guy on the side of the stand being like, "here" and gave us two bracelets, lmao. so very nice of him, and i didn't have to spend extra money (i already have a crewneck). anyway! the hollywood bowl is a GORGEOUS venue. i was taken aback! it had picnic areas, and we listened andrew from there while eating some snacks with other friends. it was SO delightful!

then we went to our seats, in the section behind pit, and i had around 350 flags from the project and we started giving them out, and gosh, they go so fast, everyone wants one. just... i just hope this keeps going.

and then he walks out again... wearing a hoodie that was mostly yellow and black but it also had green. :D hahsjahsa. i saw him with green all 5 times, yes. anyway, he had a knitted meshy black tank top underneath, that he fully revealed right before 505 when he took off his hoodie. that thing was SHEER, okay? whew. another amazing show, of course! the smell of weed was STRONG during high in california, as expected, and he loved it.

the megamix was beautiful! there were so many flags and there was a rainbow lights project for sibwawc and it looked so beautiful! i broke down unexpectedly and hard during all this time (the only other time i ever cried at a concert was at harry's show in lisbon last year, also unexpectedly, during love of my life followed by fine line). i guess something about my last time seeing him for a while, about the project i had just pulled off, about everything coming together, about seeing flags again at louis' shows, about being there with a close friend... we hugged, and cried, and it was a moment i will always remember because... the friends we make, it's worth it all this time.

out of my system was especially extra cathartic for reasons you might know, it was incredible. and silver tongues... that song... has been the epitome of what tour is. the epitome of traveling around with your friends, going to shows, doing these things over and over because you love it, and when you're the happiest, and you just don't feel like going home. louis knocked it out of the park with that one (i mean, the whole album but yknow what i mean). thank you from the bottom of my heart.

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and so the tour came to an end. there were SO MANY shows! 39 shows in 65 days! that's like... a show every 1.5 day. insane! some of them were okay, some of them were amazing! louis' confidence skyrocketed! these shows were a lifeline for me (alongside harry's shows for the last two months *eye twitch*). i am happy louis and the lads and the crew get to rest for a bit, before the third edition of afhf (that it pains me to miss) and then the european leg. i am so proud of what they've accomplished! i am so proud of what they and we pulled off. how we came together during a horrible time and how we came out of it stronger, maybe. it still feels like a big family and that's what matters to me.

again, eternal gratitude to emmu and sus for starting the @/rainbowmegamix and spreading it and being so generous. i get teary eyed thinking about what we've accomplished, and my heart gets so full because... it felt like we really got back on track a bit, didn't we? the sense of safety and community that was so important in last year's tour was felt again. there are so many new fans, who aren't really paying attention to louis' music and are just there to see that guy from one direction they barely remember when they were 7 years old and maybe get a viral video for tiktok about a sign interaction. so... if this project, at every show, even made ONE (1) of those new fans wonder why there were so many pride flags, and maybe dig a little deeper and maybe get interested in who louis really is, watch some old interviews, listen to him, get to know him, see how he's changed over the years... that's a win. and i hope everyone felt welcome and safe in that environment, regardless.

this was just the beginning of the FAITH IN THE FUTURE WORLD TOUR. i can't wait to see what's in store! and i can't wait to be part of it again! louis, drop the latam dates, por favorcito.

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vernon’s “i wish you guys would go back to hating e/o” i felt that i related BUT YNSHIE REAL SO WE 🆙🆙🆙🆙 yns dispatch photo of hoshi and joshua why is it so crunchy 😭😭😭 BUT JOSHUAYN 3 YWARS TOGETHER TEARS IN MY EYES WE TRULY WON BACK TO US FANS AND READERS!!!! WE WON

okay that aside thank you so so much for writing back to us 😭😭🫶🫶 i didnt really expect to get so attached to it so fast or at all (because i honestly. just came for the playlist) but i was swept off my feet from the way you wrote the story, the characters, the progression, basically everything and im happy to say that it has cheered me up on multiple days and gave me something to look forward to 🫶🫶 although it was short, this smau will have a special place in my heart always!!

(sorry for the long ask again 😭😭 i look forward to your future writing and thank you sm for writing this again!!)

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VERNON IS SOOOOO MEEEEEEEEE! so many of my friends are taken (read as all) and i'm just left like 🧍‍♀️BUT hansol out here being a big time rapper so he doesn't deserve to be a hater 🙄!!!

ALSO THE CRUNCHY SOONSHUA PIC I RANDOMLY FOUND IT ON PINTEREST (shocker to none) LIKE KJSFDKJN??????

almost included a lil text abt hosh accidentally adding joshua to a gc that he meant to add vernon and gyu to....hosh wouldve sent something like "so how long do yall wanna bet it's going to be until they're engaged" and joshua would wait for everyone to place their bets and then be like "well now you all owe me money since we just got engaged" *sends a pic of his hand and an engagement ring* BUT ALAS. i settled on a dating anniversary instead. just know in that universe, they would eventually get married (an extra little epilogue just for you anon)

BUT THE LAST HALF OF YOUR MESSAGE ANON??? MADE MY SECOND, MINUTE, HOUR, DAY, WEEK, MONTH???? you're so so so so so sweet! idk if you got the chance to read the playlist breakdown yet since i didn't promote it as much, but i think it'll add more to your listening experience! since you said you were drawn to this series because of the playlist, i definitely think it would add depthhhhhhh to the songs as you can understand my intentions with each track! albeit some of the reasons r v simple like: it was vibey 💀

i'm so thankful to everyone who was a reader that enjoyed every part and left feedback, but esp you anon 😭🫶 i'm so so so glad that you will remember this smau! i have definitely read series that live on with me past the time that i spend reading them, and to think that i created a series that evokes the same emotions? it truly makes me so thankful and motivated to keep writing!

ps. you don't have to apologize for long asks!! i love reading all of your reactions and thoughts!! 💓