Got some advice from a physician who did their residency in psychiatric inpatient care today. I think this might benefit others, so I'll put it here.
The methods of CBT and successfully talking oneself down from anxiety or catastrophizing normally should produce a dopamine-based "reward" response in the brain. If the brain is suffering from dopamine deficiency, this can hamper even the best efforts of trying to practice coping mechanisms. If all your brain has to say about anything normally relieving, pleasurable, or rewarding is "meh", it's going to be incredibly difficult.
In addition to the spiralling depressed state it might cause, dopamine deficiency also can lead to executive dysfunction, increased rejection sensitivity, unusual clumsiness, sleep disturbances, and nervous shaking and small tremors. The brain may also produce extra serotonin and adrenaline to compensate, leading to further mood instability and high blood pressure. (I check ALL of these boxes.)
In people (like me) with CPTSD, becoming trapped in a sort of "feedback loop" of triggers is a hint that a dopamine deficiency might be at fault, thanks to the above issue with how it chemically short-circuits the "reward" response associated with successful coping mechanisms.
Dopamine deficiencies are typically also found in individuals with ADD or ADHD. Stimulants such as Adderall are typically used to treat it.
Sub-clinical/OTC or non-medicinal alternatives include increased intake of vitamin D, magnesium, increased sunlight exposure, physical exercise, and micro-doses of THC of about 5mg. (For those interested in the weed route: While small doses of THC have been shown to encourage more regular dopamine production, too much can have the opposite effect.)
At any rate, I'm tentatively relieved to have an answer as to why my focus, energy level, motivation, and capacity to enjoy anything has been decreasing or unstable over the past year in spite of decent counseling. Hopefully this is the missing piece that allows for real recovery. I probably won't go straight for RX medications, as I've had enough bad luck there to make me mildly phobic of them, but I have options.
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