#loooog...

[coolcoolcoolbutwtf]

I've been in a sonic mood recently. Quick Sonic Au maid93 wip I might finish this digitally later.

[our-queer-experience]

Ramble incoming:

So up until I was about 18, i definitely felt like a girl. Or at least it didn't feel "wrong." Like in a "people tell me im a girl so that's what i am" akin to "people tell me im a human so that's what i am". Maybe it's because i didn't know it was "optional" at the time, but im fairly certained i was never wishing i wasn't a girl.

Then something flipped like a switch and i suddenly wasn't a girl. I was a pretty late bloomer and a lot of puberty things coincided with this flip. I went almost my entire teens without acne and then suddenly it was like my face realized it had an acne quota it had to meet and crammed it in all at once. The little body hair i had got a little thicker too. I often wonder if that was the first, and last time my natural T levels rose significantly and body decided that that's what we needed.

I then spent an entire decade after that just trying to be a "masculine woman", searching myself, loathing my very feminine name, taking psychic damage from m/f checkboxes, hunching my back to hide my breasts, frequently daydreaming about turning into a man, and constantly hoping strangers will mistake me for a guy, until i couldn't take it anymore and searched for a place to get T.

So im nonbinary. On the inside im not entirely a guy, and im still not 100% certain how to describe it in words. It might take at least a short story to accurately describe my gender. But outwardly, i need everyone to see me as a guy. Getting "ma'am"-ed and "young lady"-ed is like a stab to my soul. I almost never pass currently, but im only 10 mo into T.

I think i view my younger self as having the same nebulous gender, but without a necessary outward gender expression i guess. I didn't start talking to people on the internet until maybe my mid teens (social media was in its infancy and i never got into myspace); and when i did, i didn't care to make my gender known or correct people. The undiagnosed autism probably plays some part.

But outwardly i think i was more a girl, or ok with being a girl. I had loooog flowy hair and i loved it. When the flip happened, i couldn't stand it and chopped it all off. I get immense dysphoria when it starts growing out.

I wonder if anything will change if i start passing consistently.

I hope this isn't too long. Thanks for providing a space to ramble about this.

thank you for sharing! my inbox is always open for this kind of thing :)

[starknight8]

Astrale Léa - "Argento"

A Fixer of Hydrangea Office with an almost overwhelming energy, that's likes to uses her powers to appear out of nowhere to scare people. She uses the field codename of "Argento" so that people recognize her as her own person, and not as the daugter of the Azure Remembrance. She secretly seek to one day see the light of the lucky charm given to her by her mother shine once again, and maybe understand what happened to her since she dissapeared...

(more rambles under the cut)

It's been a loooog time since I've ever made a fanchild. And since whatever happened with the... sinful text... I've wrote, I just said "f* it, why not" and created Astrale, daugter of Azure and Dante.

My little gremlin child with funny time powers, wich may or may not end up more that a silly little creature in the future. Eh, who knows. For the time being, she's just living her life with her parent.

Maybe she'll become a Color in the future. Or maybe not. I'll see where my randoms thoughts will lead me

[wabunguss]

DAMN ARE U LIKE AN ANGEL? YOU HAVE SO MANY REQS, SO MANY ASKS AND YET YOU DO IT FOR FREE (THAT'S BADASS) we looooge u wabunguss aham!

i do it for free because i like to suffer ! 😊

also i have a lot of asks bc im being gangstalked

[letalisotium]

ARTFIGHT LOOOOG (for the first half of the month)

Left to right, top to bottom:

@olddorothy 's Aido

@dasabunny 's Atlas

@thepasteldyke's Engla

fleur.i.el (instagram)'s Selene

ylimem_thenoob (Instagram)'s Lemon Custard

inv (artfight)'s Mass

@annie-wilderson's Prince Mauru

gramestorms (Twitter)'s Myra

@deltathemysterious's Nott

@irlveronika's Osanna

@sanguineritual's Rosenthal

Zeezee (artfight)'s Shun

GumRaccoon (artfight)'s TsuZo

@elfendorn's Yuroki Arai

[riversofmars]

You wrote Chess!Liv/Helen?!?! That is absolutely amazing!! I need to get going now but I so will read and try to comment later (leaving myself something to look forward to during the day :))

Yes I did! 😆😆

Been meaning to for a loooog time. I'm obsessed with that musical and who doesn't love a good Enemies to Lovers story 😁

It's only the first chapter so far but there will be moooore!

[greuceanu]

weekend of gooning and trying to finish a few books i've started loooog ago, too long ago.

[moomoorare]

OH WAIT I FORGOT TO POST A COMMISSION I MADE.ALST NIGHT TAHT I LOOOOGE

[renerosin]

LIAM LAWSON before the F2 Sprint Race via formula2’s Instagram Story (28 May 2022)

[thedailyvio]

Day 3

[inuyashapls]

Do you have something to protect Sesshomaru?

[fcmilybonded-archive]

i just spent 3 hours making a mikaelson graphic edit

[letslearn-spanish-andmore]

Writing Challenge August

Name some of your favorite blogs and why you love them! (Be sure to translate them into their language if they don’t know your target language).

Principalmente sigo blogs de español y alemán porque ellos son los lenguajes que estudio en la universidad, pero hay algunos que sigo porque ellos son idiomas que quería estudiar. Por lo tanto tengo 3 partes: blogs de español, de alemán y de los dos u otros idiomas.

Die meisten Blogs, die ich folge, sind entweder Deutsch oder Spanisch, weil sie die Sprachen an der Universität ich studiere sind. Aber es gibt andere Blogs, die Sprachen haben, dass ich lernen möchte. Ich deshalb, drei Teilen: spanische Blogs, deutsche Blogs und Blogs mit beider Sprachen oder andere Sprachen. 

Blogs favoritos para español:

A cause de mi interrupción de 3 años muchos de los blogs que recuerdo ya no existen jajaja. Por eso yo no tengo no tanto blogs favoritos como en el pesado pero estoy descubriendo más cada día. Así, ahorita mis blogs favoritos son:

spanishskulduggery – este blog parece existir por una eternidad, lo existe antes de mi blog y después mi interrupción. Es fantástico para explicar la gramática general y muy difícil y también hay mucho vocabulario y hay algunas bromas muy chistosas. La persona es muy simpática con todos y tiene mucha paciencia con cada pregunta.

spanishboone– otro blog que es genial para vocabulario y explicaciones de la gramática. 

spanishahora – me gusta el contenido. Hay muchas listas de vocabulario y recursos. 

basurero-de-espanol – El mismo – es un placer para ver este blog. 

spanish-lingots – también el mismo, me gusta mucho del contenido. No sé cómo yo puedo decir en otra manera jajaja.

Mein Lieblingsblog um Deutsch zu hilfen:

In der Vergangenheit mein Blog war nur für Spanisch aber jetzt ist fur beide Deutsch und Spanisch (und mehr) also natürlich alle die deutsche Blogs sind neue für mich also ich kenne wenige. Einige sind:

deutsian – erklärt deutlich die deutsche Grammatik und schones Vokabular. Und sie erklärt dass, Deutsch nicht schlecht erklingt und es ist eigentlich schon und klar!

dialect-warrior – es beinhaltete verschiedene Dialekten, selbst Österreich!

german-lingots – rebloggt viele verschiedene Vokabellisten und Grammatik, die sehr hilfreich sind.  

Los dos u otros idiomas / Beide Sprachen oder andere Sprachen

sprachenuhr – muchos idiomas que incluyen español y alemán con contenido muy interesante y útil. Spanisch und Deutsch und andere Sprachen. Der Inhalt ist sehr interessant und hilfreich.

langblrspace – de alemán y español también así es un blog perfecto para mí. Deutsch und Spanisch auch also ein Blog, dass perfekt für mich ist.

studyingsenseless – hace mucho para ayudar a otras personas para practicar sus idiomas con los retos de verano y también es un blog muy bonito y educativo. Es macht viele um andere Leute Sprachen hilfen, zum Beispiel die Herausforderungen im Sommer. Es ist auch ein Blog sehr schön und pädagogisch.

polyglotten – hay muchas listas de vocabulario que incluyen muchas palabras que nunca yo no he visto Viele Vokabellisten mit Worten, die ich nie gesehen habe.

languagesandshootingstars – de muchos idiomas pero alemán y sueco me interesan. Algún día me gustaría aprender sueco porque la familia de mi abuelito es de Suecia y también porque los lenguajes escandinavos son muy interesante y diferente que alemán y español.   Es gibt viele Sprachen aber ich interesse mich für Deutsch und Schwedisch. Eines Tages möchte ich Schwedisch lernen, weil die Familie meiner Großvater aus Schweden kommt und Schwedisch ist sehr interessant und unterschiedlich von Spanisch und Deutsch.

Esto no es una lista exhaustiva – hay otros blogs que me gustan mucho, es que estos son los blogs que yo puedo pensar de en este momentito. Diese ist keine vollständige Liste – es gibt andere Blogs, die mir gut gefällt. Es ist nur, dass diese die Blogs sind, dass ich an im Moment denken kann.

[little-ligi]

The Code of Chivalry, as adhered to by the Knights of the Round Table in Arthurian legend, told of the five virtues of knighthood - Honour, Bravery, Gallantry, Valour and Loyalty. No one man embodies these qualities more than Sir Lancelot.

Mini Mercelot Week - Day 2: Grace! 

Music - When a Knight Won His Spurs by Martin Simpson

(It has been a loooog time since I last made a video so please excuse the quality. And I forgot how difficult voice isolation is so the audio isn’t as good as it should be, but hopefully you can forgive me! 😊)

[notfeelinghungry]

fooood loooog 😁😁😁

- 2x chocolate wrap 416 kcal

- peppers 60 kcal

- coffee + milk 11 kcal

- 2 chocolate bars 380 kcal

total: 868 kcal !!

btw i will start doing these again bc i feel like it gives me motivation

[simmingbee]

“Sometimes I wish I could find my Rosemary Hill, I'd sit there and look at the deserted lakes and I'd sing. And every once in a while I'd sing a song for you. That would rise above the mountains and the stars and the sea, And if I wanted it to it would lead you back to me” - The Lion’s Roar (First Aid Kit)

Little sneak peek of some of the screenshots I took in game from The Long Dark for some sim’s cc. Honestly 10/10 game and one of the best survival games I’ve played in a loooog time. Plus the art is just breathtaking.