“you shit talked me under the table / talking rings and talking cradles / i wish i could unrecall how we almost had it all” “dancing phantoms on the terrace are they second-hand embarrassed that i can’t get out of bed cause something counterfeit’s dead?” “our field of dreams engulfed in fire / your arson match your somber eyes and i’ll still see it until i die / you’re the loss of my life”
"I wish I could unrecall how we almost had it all"
"Can't get out of bed cause something counterfeit's dead"
Both those lines just broke me, the feeling that is was all fake and seeing how close you were to happiness just to find out it was all made of nothing and it just hollows you out deep inside leaving a hole in your body where there was once a person
you SHIT-talked me under the table, talking rings and talkin cradles i wish i could un-recall how we almost had it all. dancing phantom’s on the terrace are they second hand embarrassed that i can’t get out of bed cause something counterfeits dead…
the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again