#lucidlulls

[gaygaara]

If you’re still doing that draw prompt… Gai Sensei in D2 😏😏😏

hello, i posted your drawing here! thank you sm for requesting 🥰

[niobil]

Do you have other sites you post your art on? Like twitter, insta, or even deviant art? And I’m sorry, I just gotta ask... is there anywhere other than tumblr you have the full version of that finger chakra release art? 😭😭

Ah, as of now any NSFW drawing is only in my personal possession because I only do it as stress relief sometimes, but should/when I post it I think it will be on my pixiv.

Sorry for the ambiguity and thank you for your interest 😊

[terrorfuldevine]

🎵

send me a 🎵 and i’ll shuffle my music and respond with the song + what my favorite lyric is !!

Dirty Night Clowns - Chris Garneau  this whole bit right here SLAPS:

Let them be buried, buried alive In their suits, in their ties Trees to shade the moves that they made In their suits, in their ties Let them be buried, buried alive In their suits, in their ties You're safe here, now you're in the clear Now we'll eat soup and apple pies 

the anticapitalist undertones, the optimism, the first couplet being a quality chant to repeat endlessly  💯✔️✔️👌 goood shit

this part is also very sweet, especially if you’d like to be gently and lovingly murdered:

Up the stairs come find me Come sneak up behind me I'll be sleeping soundly Like a baby BUT the winner is obviously:

I will never be Dirt-free which can and will only be read as celebratory of the inherent Filth of existence 

[levyfiles]

I opened Tumblr and the first sentence my eyes landed on was “you’ve already been given dick and you’re here asking for more?” And lemme just say. At a quick glance it just looked like an anon begging for dick the way a dog begs for food at the table.

fffffffff you know i’ve been on tumblr since 2011 so I know that’s probably not even the weirdest anon/blog interaction you’ve seen. Still tho lol

[playablezelda]

I don't know if you remember this at all but one time in high school we were hanging out and we were somewhere near a baskin robbins I think or some ice cream place. And they had ads for ice cream cakes for mothers day. And I remember seeing the poster and just saying very loudly "OH! Tomother is morrows day!" And you stared at me for a solid five seconds and it didn't register with me what I had just said and you just screamed "CEDES!"

hjfjsf i don’t remember that but that sounds 100% in character for both of us tbh

[maelwife]

the hierophant

I’m honestly not sure if i believe in ghosts, most of the time i’m like ghosts aren't real and then my roommate goes out of town and her cat freaks out over nothing and suddenly I’m sleeping with the lights on and music playing so who can say really

[sagemoderocklee]

I'm sending more cause I'm a slut got angst too. 14 I think was the number? A sad kiss? Gaalee!

i know you sent this literally over a year ago but…

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It was always like this–quiet, desperate, fleeting. He always left in the silence of the late night, as early morning began to encroach upon nighttime. He always left when the village was quiet, when no one wold see him, when no one would know. Gaara didn’t often visit Konoha, but when he did Lee’s door was always open, like his arms, like his bed, like his heart. But Gaara never stayed. He couldn’t. Lee always feigned sleep at Gaara’s departure, determined to avoid the bitterness of goodbyes; afraid that if he watched Gaara leave his tongue would run away with him, afraid that he’d beg Gaara to stay, “Just this once.” He knew it would never be ‘just this once’. If he asked even one time, he would ask every time. He’d never stop asking. He’d look at Gaara from across a room, and the question would be in his eyes, “Just this once? Can we have forever, just for a moment?” Gaara couldn’t give him forever. Wasn’t ready for forever. Didn’t know if he’d ever be. Sometimes, he thought he’d skip going to Lee’s. He’d tell himself as he arrived at Konoha’s gates, “This time I won’t go.” Somehow, he’d find himself at Lee’s window or at his doorstep anyways, against his better judgment, desire fighting against what he knew to be right–Lee didn’t deserve this. Lee didn’t deserve fleeting moments in the dark and secret longing. But Gaara couldn’t stop himself; he was pulled to Lee like a magnet, like the moon caught up in the earth’s orbit. He wanted Lee, he wanted Lee’s hands on him, he wanted Lee’s mouth against his, he wanted and he craved and he yearned, and he always gave in. 

And Lee always let him. 

Lee wanted Gaara just as wholly, as soul-crushingly deeply as Gaara wanted him. But Lee loved him. Lee loved him down to his core, down to the last gate that Gaara knew Lee would open to save him. Gaara didn’t love Lee. He didn’t know how to love. Not like that. He didn’t think he did, at least, and he didn’t want to break Lee’s heart. He didn’t want to promise Lee ‘once’ over and over again until it turned into promises of forever, only for him to take it away when he realised one day that he couldn’t give Lee his heart the way Lee wanted; the way Lee needed; the way Lee gave Gaara his heart, his soul, his everything. 

But Lee’s heart was still broken, a tangled and tattered mess. Every night that Gaara left, every window left open as Gaara fled from his bed, every quiet escape with no goodbye, every kiss, every touch, every moan, every whisper of his name. His heart was in a hundred-thousand pieces scattered across his bedroom floor, across his bed, staining his sheets red where Gaara could have been; where Gaara should have been. And yet he still offered it out to Gaara, waiting for a day that would never come. 

Gaara stared at Lee’s back, at the tension highlighting the muscles there. He was a terrible liar, even without words. Gaara’s lips quirked, a small movement more like a twitch than an actual smile, yet somehow still tinged with sadness; with the ache of longing, with the regret of a love that would never be realised. 

He leaned over, reaching out to trace his hand lightly against Lee’s arm, already missing him; already yearning for the next visit. It would be months from now, maybe even a year. They always had so little time together, yet so much time apart. 

Lee’s muscles relaxed, a soft sigh escaping him as Gaara ran his hand back up Lee’s arm, to his shoulders, his neck, into his hair. Gaara brushed Lee’s hair aside, moving closer, bending down to close the gap between them. Lee stirred, ruining his lie so he could meet Gaara half way. 

The way Lee kissed made him feel hunted, made him feel as though he were being devoured, made him ache deep within. He wanted Lee take him, to have him, to consume him. He wanted to wrap himself up in Lee and never leave. 

He pressed closer, hungry and aching, his eyes stinging, his heart beating as if it were screaming.

He broke away, breathing heavy, hands shaking as he pulled away. “Please,” Lee asked, the word as broken as his heart. 

“I can’t stay,” Gaara whispered against Lee’s mouth, wanting to crawl inside him, wanting to exist as close to Lee’s soul as he could get. “I–I can’t. I’m sorry.” He fled. He always fled. 

But he didn’t usually say goodbye. 

Perhaps this really would be the last time. 

[find on ao3 // my kofi]

[ghoste-catte]

Hi! I heard you have a gaalee discord server link perhaps? May i please join?

Whoa sorry this is late, Tumblr is bad about eating my asks. I'll message you!

[jesus-esp]

Rule: Tag however many people you want to catch up/get to know better.

I was tagged by @gallopint0

Last song: The best by Tina Turner

Last movie: The Producers (Gene wilder version)

Currently watching: Drag race season 13 & season 9 (with roommate), Top Model season 2, Survivor season 28, Genera+ion, The Prommised Neverland season 2 and many more thanks to the pandemic.

Currently reading: How to be an Antiracist by Ibram X. Kendi

Currently Craving: I wanna go to a rave so bad!!!

Latest birthday cake: Tres Leches and Chocolate (mom and dad got me a cake each)

Last Purchase: an absolutely waffle grilled cheese sandwich with habanero sauce and chicken 😋

Last Pokémon team: from Pokémon sword.

Cinderace Lv.88

Zacian Lv.71

Roselia Lv.71

Pelipper Lv.69

Qwilfish Lv.75

Lucario Lv.76

Latest Mask: boring Gray cloth face mask that fits my face the best 😷

I tag @lucidlulls @rhinehard @jpgsaldana @aisha-a-rivera @stephanieodalise @soramotto @partyymonsterr

Feel free to remove or add any questions and have fun ❤️

[deathevader9000]

@lucidlulls taggd me to list my  Top 10 Current songs. I’m laughing because two of their songs I also included in my list! Anyways here we go:

LA ROMANA - Bad Bunny (honestly that entire album is really huge for me at the moment and I could have listed a lot of different songs from it)

“No Problem” - Chance the Rapper

"Loaded” - Miles Kane

“Mala Mia” - Maluma A BOP

“Planet Hunter” - Wolf Alice

“Esta Rico” - Marc Anthony, Will Smith, Bad Bunny

“Devil in Paradise” - Cruel Youth

“Just a Stranger” - Kali Uchis

“Sippy Cup” - Melanie Martinez ( i know)

“Mariner’s Apartment Complex” - Lana Del Rey

Bonus: “PUPPET” - Tyler, the Creator

Thanks for tagging me! I tag anyone who is interested in doing this (tag me so I can see what you’re listening to!) and @missmephisto @tightredpants @oceanchildmarina @thuthestars and @st-werewolf]

[terrorfuldevine]

@lucidlulls lol

[playablezelda]

anytime i see sayaka from dangan ronpa i am immediately slammed with the memory of when @lucidlulls started reading dr and was like ‘my fave is leon and my least fave is sayaka’ and i was immediately just like Oh No

[sagemoderocklee]

@lucidlulls so i fully didn’t realize who you were for the last like week. i was like “who is this person i’m following when did i follow them” then tonight when i was looking at the prompts i was like “OH THATS WHO THAT IS” like you’re whole icon and url change THREW me! but anyways

i am SO glad you enjoyed this! i’m sorry i broke your heart so thoroughly but thank you for sending that prompt! it was... not necessarily fun to write lmao but i do love exploring things like this with my writing and i’m glad it was so powerful. also thanks for also commenting on ao3!!! means a lot to me! 💕🍑

[playablezelda]

@lucidlulls

Sometimes i save little gems and forget about them

[terrorfuldevine]

lucidlulls replied to your post “��”

That artist brings me sweet sweet pain. And what a coincidence that the title has clowns in it lmaoooo

I literally said “ah, perfect” aloud when it was the one that shuffled 

[playablezelda]

sometimes i think about that time i showed @lucidlulls howls moving castle for the first time and at the end when sophie follows the light from the ring, they thought the light was coming from sophie’s eyes and just very loudly went

LASERS????????