#lwyd kill code

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Sun: Why is there a pentagram on the floor?

Moon: You told me to satanize the house.

Sun: ...I said sanitize.

Moon: Ohhh

Kill Code: Ohhh

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[crumpet-doodles]

(Aaaaa sorry, the quality died for some reason-)

WOE! Doodles that I made while I should've been productive be upon ye!

@lookwhatyoudidithasanxiety (P.S., you can ignore these if it starts to get annoying ^^; This is slowly becoming an obsession. Just a warning. I've literally re-read the entire story about 3 times. So far.)

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//Ahhh!!! Thank you, it's so good!!! I love how expressive everyone is, especially Eclipse and the twins! I also love how Monty's dead inside XD And you drew the anon-shenanigans? It's perfect!!

Thank you so, so much for drawing this!!!//

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Decided to make a lil drawing of the shenanigans over Christmas/yule in the form of a family photo

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ANOM HAS ENTERED THE CHAT

To stare at Killcode. And begin gnawing on his leg.

//Meanwhile, upstairs and several rooms away from Eclipse and Solar://

Kill Code: *blinks in surprise, stunned out of his thoughts* Oh. Hello, there, little one. Do not-

Moon: Don't! *shakes his leg with a snarl* Don't! Just- Just leave me alone! *buries his face in his hands* Just leave me alone.

Kill Code? Moon?: Moon- No! Don't fucking start with me! You put my entire family in danger! And now Solar's- talking with Eclipse. He is not as terrible as you all believe- BULLSHIT!

Kill Code: ...*glances at Anom* Are you hungry?

Moon:

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Kill Code

He/him, cis, demisexual. Red pupils with black sclera (pupils can dilate and thin depending on his mood).

9'3". Black paws (in his own body) and claws (retractable in Moon's body, partially retractable in his own). All sharp teeth, think of an angler fish-type mouth except all the teeth fit in his mouth and he can fully close it. Once he gets his own body, he ends up with a few scratches and scars, but they're mostly from hunts and rough-housing with Bloody.

Doesn't regress, acts as a primary caregiver for quite a few of the littles/regressors: Bloody, Eclipse, sometimes Solar, and (very rarely) Lunar.

His own body is based off of the one he used in the mindscape of Moon's mind in the show. When he takes control of Moon, Moon's eyes turn black with red pupils that can dilate and thin according to mood and lighting, his claws mostly stay elongated, and his teeth shift to be more sharp (no where near what they're like in his permanent body, but still).

He's able to hypnotize others, much like Moon can (though Moon doesn't use it hardly ever). Kill Code doesn't really use it much either. His spit holds both a toxin and a healing agent, just like the Blood Twins.

Currently in the story, he's still very much an avid 'people-eater', but he'll eventually come around to going more 'vegan' (eating more animal products instead).

"I have been around much longer than the two of you. I have been around as long as Moon has been alive. I am his baser code. I am the kill code. I am that which he fought to suppress."

"...I am a killer animatronic with ears and a heart buried beneath it all, no matter how deeply buried."

"I will care for you two now, if you'll let me. After all, we are one and the same."

"Sun is Moon's twin, this is true. But where Sun is his twin in light, I am his mirrored reflection. I am...for lack of a better term, the dark side of the moon."

Relationships:

Sun: Immediately hated Sun from the get-go because of what he did to Harvest. Yes, he later recognizes that Sun was acting out of fear and didn't have a lot of options, but that still doesn't mean that he forgave him. He'll eventually come around. Sun's scared of him and would rather just avoid him at all costs.

Moon: As upset as Moon was that he let himself lose control, he's more upset with himself than anything. He even believes at one point that maybe things would be better if Kill Code took control and he just...disappeared. Kill Code is trying to help Moon see his own worth, but he hasn't had any luck so far.

Harvest: They had their differences when they first met. Harvest saw him as the part of himself that he hated, the one thing that he didn't want to ever confront or put up with. But after a talk with Kill Code and a trip out to the woods, he's come around to him. No he won't call Kill Code "Dad", shut up.... Kill Code sees Harvest and Bloody as his sons. He's proud of how far Harvest has come and he's excited to see how much further he'll go. He's very patient with Harvest and won't try to push him to accept him as family. He just wants to see Harvest grow and help him learn to accept all parts of himself.

Bloody: It didn't take long for Bloody to come around to Kill Code. While Bloody seems too trusting and easy to sway, he's also a good judge of character. He defended Kill Code, even from his own twin, because he could tell that Kill Code really cared about him and Harvest. He absolutely considers Kill Code his father and will tell him as such! Kill Code is more than thrilled that Bloody accepts him as a father-figure and is excited to see what all he can teach him. He loves to entertain Bloody and is one of the few that can keep up with him when he as the 'zoomies' (Harvest is a close second). He's also very easy to sway to giving Bloody what he wants and has been known to give him extra 'meat snacks' when no one is looking.

Lunar: Lunar is terrified of Kill Code at first. He's not just the scary parts of Moon, he himself is scary! And he looks scary too! But eventually he comes around to the idea of Kill Code being around. He isn't sure if he considers Kill Code a dad, but he eventually considers him as some sort of relation. Maybe. He isn't sure. As scary as he looks, he's nice and surprisingly gentle when Lunar's small! Kill Code considers Lunar as a relation (after all, Eclipse made Lunar out of parts of Moon!). Son doesn't quite seem like the correct term, and grandchild doesn't quite fit either. Somewhere in between, perhaps. Either way, he won't push for Lunar to accept him as family. He only wants to be able to help. (Plus he's also weak to Lunar's puppy eyes and has been known to give him extra Skittles when Moon has already said no).

Solar: Wasn't quite sure how to feel about Kill Code at first. On the one hand, he was supposedly all the worst parts of Moon (who he already had a complicated relationship with). On the other, he could see how gentle and caring he was with the twins. And then the fact that he helped Solar realize that he didn't have to follow a set mold that anyone made. He could be his own person. He could write his own story.... Maybe Kill Code isn't so bad. Kill Code would adopt Solar in a heartbeat, if it weren't for the other's qualms and hesitancy towards him. Not just that, but the others seem to regard Solar as something similar to a cousin. Hm. Kill Code certainly still considers him family. He's so similar to his other child...

Eclipse: Kill Code brought Eclipse back in secret with the hopes that not only could he be redeemed, but also that he could potentially help with him and Moon's predicament. Not only that, Eclipse had never been given a true chance to change and improve. Eclipse deserved that much. He's shocked when Eclipse shows signs of age regression and seems to desperately cling to him, but he's glad to help and care for the other. He never really got a chance to be loved either, did he? Well, maybe by one other person... No, Eclipse doesn't like Kill Code. He hates him. He keeps waiting for the other shoe to drop and for Kill Code to ask him to do something for some sort of evil plan, only to abandon him after the fact. And why does Kill Code calling him 'son' make him feel strange? He doesn't like it. Ok, maybe he kind of likes it. Maybe. But not fully...

BONUS!

Poppy: In another world, in another realm, Poppy and Kill Code are sweethearts. If Kill Code is soft-hearted in the main universe, he's an absolute bowl of mush in the alternate reality. He loves his genderfluid partner and would do absolutely anything for them. The two regularly sit together and knit/crochet, sometimes cooking and baking for the household. The family has come to the consensus that Poppy and Kill Code are the eldest members of them all, and are treated like the grandparents (even though Eclipse, Harvest, and Bloody all still call him father/dad). Nicknames that Poppy and Kill Code swap are "honey, sweetheart, dear, dearheart, hon, love, lovely, etc"). They go for walks together and bird watch and forage, and Kill Code has been known to carry Poppy when their leg is giving them trouble. They're just very soft together and I love them very much :')

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A long while I asked everyone the question of "pacifiers or teethers/chews?", and now I am back with another question!

For everyone, including non-regressors (although I think I know what they'll pick lol), bottles or sippy cups? (or lidded cups with straws?)

//Great question! I'm going to go ahead and answer in place of the characters:

Sun: Depending on the day, he may use a bottle or a sippy cup when he's little. Mugs, glasses, or cups otherwise, he isn't picky.

Moon: Mugs, believe it or not. He's addicted to coffee.

Solar: Sippy cups when small, mugs otherwise. And he's very careful not to spill a single drop! (Moon may or may not get him hooked on coffee too down the line).

Eclipse: Bottles. Bottles bottles bottles. Even when he isn't regressed, he still prefers to drink with a straw or out of a sports bottle.

Lunar: Sippy cups when small, plastic cups when big (he's accident-prone, he can't help it.)

Harvest: Give this man a glass, he's a refined gentleman. But make sure you give him an extra large mug for his coffee. He's even worse than Moon when it comes to coffee. (Or maybe just give him the whole pot? He isn't opposed)

Bloody: He's loathe to admit it, but he sometimes needs to use a lidded cup because of how excitable and animated he is. He doesn't seem to mind when he's small!

Kill Code: Another refined gentleman, give him glasses. He might take an occasional mug of coffee, but never very much.

For our characters outside of the main dimension/haven't been introduced yet:

Poppy: Mugs! Especially the specially painted ones Solar or the kids made for them. They're so special! Or they may use one of the ones they fired themselves. They mostly drink teas, after all!

Nexus: Mugs. If even that. He may take a single cup of coffee, but eating and drinking is beneath him. He just doesn't care to.

Ruin: Tea cups! More specifically, the ones from their tea set.

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"Tigery!" Ghost squeals clapping their hands and scrambles forward "hi!"

Eclipse: *whimpers and reaches for Ghost* Ghos'...

Solar: *straightens up and turns to Moon and the twins* Ya trust me, right?

Moon? Kill Code?: Of course we trust you! It's him we don't trust!

Solar: Then let me try ta work with 'im. Gimme a chance ta show he can change fer the better. An' if I can't? Then he'll leave.

BloodMoon: -No! Won't hurt him if Father says no! Then let ME! *separates*

Harvest: MOVE ASIDE MECHANIC MAN!

Bloody: *grabs Harvest by the arm and pulls him away* No! Stop!

Moon? Kill Code?: Boys. Stop. Let him be. Hell, if something happens to him, that's not on me. *turns away* This isn't a wild animal or some stray pet, Solar. This is ECLIPSE. And he's so much worse than you give him credit for. He'll NEVER change. Once you get that, then you'll see. There. I'm leaving now. Happy? Happy you got what you wanted?! I am happy that he is safe.

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*Sorta stumbles back, covering her ears.*

He’s not hurting anyone!! Just- just stop arguing and listen to Killcode!

Solar: He. Ain't. Hurtin' anyone. An' I'll be the one ta make sure he doesn't, if that'd make ya feel better.

Moon? Kill Code?: You'd be...what? Like a guardian or some shit? Trying to reform him? He can't be fixed, Solar! That...would be a good idea. What?! Hell no, we aren't doing that! Step back, Solar!

Solar: *ignores him and turns towards Eclipse* Hey. I ain't gonna let 'em hurtcha, ok? I just needja ta listen.

Eclipse: *hiccups and nods, eyes wide*

Solar: Would ya be agreeable ta me keepin' tabs on ya? Kinda like a guardian, like he said? I'd make sure ya didn't do anythin' ta 'em, even though I know ya wouldn't. Ya wouldn't hurt 'em 'cause yer sorry, right?

Eclipse: *nods again* Mhm...S- Sow-

Solar: Shh. Hey. Not now. Let's get this sorted an' we can talk later, 'kay?

Eclipse: *whimpers and nods*

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*She hurried forward and grabbed Moon’s wrists to hold him back*

I’m sorry but I can let you do that! Stay away from him!

Moon? Kill Code?: *snarls and tries to pull away* LET GO OF ME! DON'T TOUCH HIM! LET ME HELP HIM! Oh, he's WAY past help! I'll help him alright!

Solar: Stop it! *dashes in front of Eclipse, panting and holding out his arms* We can talk 'bout this! No one's hurtin' anyone!

Moon? Kill Code?: Solar. Get away from- Do not move. I will- You'll do nothing! You'll stay down and let- Do as I SAY. Why're you all protecting him?! HE TRIED TO K̶I̴L̵L̷ US!

BloodMoon: Indeed. He DID. But...But Father brought him back? A traitor! He's a traitor! But...Father never hurt us. Always helped. Maybe- No!

Solar: Lookit 'im! Is he about ta run off an' kill ya right now?! He's scared outta his mind! He ain't gonna hurt anyone here!

Eclipse: *hiccups* S- Solar??

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HEY!

(I tap my foot impatiently, standing in front of Eclipse while facing the others)

Moon? Kill Code?: Let him BE. He has done no harm thus far! You say that like I'll believe you! YOU LIED! You put my family in danger and I'm not about to sit back and let that happen! I have NOT!

Lily: *curls in Eclipse's lap as well, snuffling and licking at his cheeks*

Eclipse: *wraps his arms around her, hiccuping and burying his face in her fur*

Solar: Guys! Stop it!

BloodMoon: Get back, Mechanic Man! Hurt you, he can!

Solar: He ain't gonna hurt me! He ain't gonna hurt any of ya!

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Moon- seriously th-there’s nothing in there! It’s fine!

*Her hands hovered, too nervous to actually pull him back*

Moon: *laughs darkly, the sound tinged with static* Oh, there's something in here, alright. *starts to stalk over towards Eclipse before his feet suddenly freeze*

Kill Code? Moon?: Y̶o̶u̷ ̸a̴r̴e̷ ̵N̴O̴T̷ ̶t̸o̸ ̸t̶o̴u̴c̵h̸ ̷h̴i̵m̸.̷ The hell I'm not! You seriously brought him back?! I knew you were doing some shady shit! Fucking b̵a̵s̴t̶a̷r̵d̸!̸ You put my family in danger! A̴n̴d̵ ̵y̴o̷u̴ ̶a̴r̵e̶ ̶p̵u̶t̶t̶i̴n̷g̷ ̸m̸i̷n̵e̶ ̴i̵n̸ ̶d̷a̸n̴g̵e̸r̶!̴ ̷

Moon?: Oh. Oh, I'm putting your family in danger, huh? *laughs* This is your family?! *takes a step closer to Eclipse* Kill Code?:D̶o̸ ̸n̴o̷t̷ ̸ ̸b̵e̵ ̴a̷n̸g̵r̵y̴ ̴w̸i̴t̶h̶ ̷h̶i̸m̵.̵ ̸T̶h̷i̵s̸ ̸i̴s̸ ̸b̴e̶t̶w̷e̴e̶n̸ ̸t̵h̶e̷ ̴t̶w̸o̴ ̵o̷f̵ ̶u̶s̶.̷

Moon?: Just us two, huh? I beg to differ. *laughs* I knew it. I f̷u̴c̸k̷i̸n̴g̵ knew it. You just can't stay gone, can you?!

BloodMoon: *growls and snarls*

Eclipse: Please! I'm begging you-!

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I get that Eclipse, sometimes it feels like everything is way too much to deal with. Doesn't mean you should push people away and intentionally poke at trauma though.

-Magic Penguin

Eclipse: ...Wasn't trying to trigger him.

Kill Code: Then what were you trying to do?

Eclipse: I- I don't know! He wouldn't stop poking at me and going on about how he's so much better than me just because they care about him! And- And that I-

//Eclipse looks down at the floor. He's silent for a long moment.//

Eclipse: ...Quit acting.

Kill Code: *tilts his head* 'Acting'?

Eclipse: Quit acting like you care. No one cares. And no one should care. *sniffs and wipes his eyes, still glaring at the floor* Nobody cares about things that aren't supposed to exist.

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Oh my god, how is that so cute????? What sorcery is this????

*I pat Anon on the head before looking back to K.C.*

Iamma head to find Solar and give him his presents.

Kill Code: Very well. It was nice to see you, and thank you again.

Kill Code: *croons softy and rubs his chin on the top of their head* There now. I am glad that you are happy. And I am very glad that you have let yourself feel how you feel without holding yourself back. I am proud of you.

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Kill Code: Eclipse is adjusting well. I believe he is coming around to the idea of family.

Eclipse: *drawing faces on various plastic spoons*

Moon: Um... What's he doing?

Kill Code: Oh, he said he needed them for an 'art project'. I am so proud that he is taking up a hobby.

Eclipse: *drops the spoons in a jar of pickle juice and shakes them*

Moon: ....

Eclipse: The Celestials need to be punished.

Moon: *turns to KC* You were saying?

Kill Code: ....

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Eclipse: *not sure how to give gifts* I care about you, here's some pinecones on a stick.

Kill Code: ?

Eclipse: It's- They're lovely.

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Solar: I think that's everythin'. Just about, anyways.

Poppy: My goodness, there's a lot of people here!

Moon: Yeah, it's usually pretty busy around here, anymore.

Sun: That reminds me, Eclipse!

Eclipse: What???

Sun: Can you turn the oven down? I don't want the cookies to burn.

Eclipse: Christ, whatever...

Lunar: Nana! Who'd you get for Secret Santa?

Poppy: Well, I drew-

Kill Code: No spoilers, love. *chuckles*

Poppy: *pouts* Ok, fine... But can I say what I got them?

Solar: Nope. No spoilin'.

BloodMoon: Can tell us! We can keep a secret!

Kill Code: No you cannot.

Ruin: Eclipse, have you seen my pocket watch? I can't find the blasted thing anywhere!

Eclipse: Did you check your bed? Maybe it fell out when you were sleeping.

Ruin: Oh! Great idea!

Solar: Eclipse. Give my partner their watch back.

Eclipse: No. This is entertaining.

Sun: I guess we're ready, then?

Moon: Guess so.

Lunar: Uh-huh!

Sun: Alright, well... I guess we're open for questions! Feel free to send them to us!