"I can't do it!!!!!"
This is a hurt comfort tickle fic... though tickling isn't the only form of comfort used.
Contents: angst, Panic attacks, trauma, self doubt / depreciation comfort, fluff, Marcy gets hugs and tickles, cuddles, Marcy pining for Anne and Sasha if you squint
Description: The trio is having their final sleepover before Marcy leaves... She still doesn't think she can live without her friends so she starts pushing them away sooner so she could have more control. But she becomes more depressed than ever and her friends find a way to help her through the despair.
word count: 1,398 probably the longest fic i have done
The trio was back on earth, everything was normal, well as normal as things could get when you just saved the world from an ancient invading empire from another universe.
Marcy slowly wandered to the Boonchuy's house for her last sleepover before she left to live with her parents out of state. The flashbacks, the nightmares, the everything kept Marcy awake at night. She hadn't slept well in a week and wasn't eating properly either. she was broken, a broken heart, a broken dream, everything good seemed to disappear from her sight.
lost in her despairing thoughts she hadn't noticed she had walked past the Boonchuy's house until she fell into a thorny bush
"ow... I'm okay!"
she says clearly irritated, walking up to the door knocking on it.
Sucking in a deep breath she put on happy face when Mrs. Boonchuy answered the door. walking in she managed to get enough energy to pretend to be all bubbly until she started to make her way up to Anne's room.
She was genuinely really scared to see her friends, she didn't want them to yell at her, yes they forgave her, but part of her still felt as if they didn't.
Her breathing started to become scattered and she knew she couldn't walk in having a panic attack cause she knew what was gonna happen. so she sat herself outside the door letting the panic, worries and pain consume her so she didn't have to deal with them for the rest of the night.
she was soon broken out of her trance of fear by a arm resting on her knee.
"Hey hey Marce look at me okay? take a deep breath in and out"
She followed the instructions and looked up to see Anne and Sasha looking at her with worried eyes she started to control her breathing after about two minutes she had finally been calming down she jumped up trying to seem like she was okay saying
"Okay! sleepover time! what are we gonna do? watch suspicion island? Uhh pillow fight?"
She says speeding into Anne's room trying to be herself, however Anne and Sasha saw right through her and followed her silently looking at her sternly.
"Wh-what's with the look?" Marcy stuttered out
"Marce... Are you okay? you just had like a big panic attack... The only times we have ever needed to calm you down was when you were excited... This is not excitement!"
"Please talk to us"
Sasha said giving her a look that was stern but sweet at the same time and Marcy couldn't help but blush out of embarrassment.
"Marcy... listen you don't need to say much but at least come have a talk with us... Because we NEED to talk" Anne said looking at her with a soft sympathetic smile smile raising her voice at the 'need'.
The ravenette let out a harsh sigh and nodded.
"If you really think it is that important... Than I guess"
The trio made there way to Anne's bed
The three sat there in a panful silence until Marcy broke down. sobbing into her hands, alarming Anne and Sasha.
"I-it's a-a-all m-m-my fault... I don't even know if i learned! I am not okay! I cant do it... not without you guys...."
"Marcy........ hey hey hey come here" Sasha says opening her arms for Marcy to hug her, Marcy anxiously moved into Sasha's warm embrace, melting looking into her beautiful blue eyes.
"mar-mar we have been over this like a million times.. we forgive you" Anne sighs, grabbing Marcy's hand.
"That isn't why I am upset.... You don't get it...You don't know what it is like to be the weirdest kid in the class being called autistic by kids that don't even know you!"
Marcy snapped she was gone she wasn't her she didn't knew who she was anymore. "I can't live without you guys" she sobbed harder then suddenly she felt two pairs of arms wrap around her. When looking up she saw Anne and Sasha looking really concerned.
"Marcy... you can live without us.. You can make new friend-"
"no... I cant Anne I cant I cant.."
tears dripped down her face and Sasha began rubbing her back
"Marce.... You can talk to us about these things... Y'know that right?"
Marcy nodded in confirmation wiping her tears.
"I know I know... I was just scared is all... I thought you would be disappointed in me for being scared... After everything that is all someone as pathetic as me deserves"
Pain filled in her heart when seeing the looks her friends gave her.
"Marcy Regina Wu."
Looking at the source of the use of her full name she froze looking at Anne with a very serious expression
"you literally are a genius, the most harmless person on the planet, also you are a complete badass during battle.. listen, you went through a lot... It's okay to be unstable, it's okay to be scared, it is okay to come to us when you aren't doing well.. you are far from pathetic marbles"
Anne's face continued to be a stern one as the ravenette sniffled, wiping her tears turning to Sasha as she began speaking.
"We will only be one phone call away alright?"
Marcy nodded starting to feel a bit better.
"sorry this was supposed to be fun..." Sasha and Anne sighed squeezing her tighter both trying to think of a way to me her smile at the very least.
Both were broken out of their trance as Marcy spoke up.
"Uhm.. hey could you...... actually nevermind.. its stupid...." nervous in tone she giggled looking down at her lap confusing Anne, while Sasha already somewhat understood a soft, adoring smile made its way on to her face.
"No... ask the question mars.. your the only one that truly knows what to do to cheer you up so you should tell us."
Marcy could only blush, as Anne blinked looking toward the blonde.
"Do you know what she wants sasha?"
The blonde shrugs.
"I think so but i dont want to assume..."
Marcy sucked in a breath, face already turning a deep shade of red. Then squeaking out in one breath
"Canyouguyspleasetickleme!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
The smirk that formed on her friends face's told Marcy she just said something that they will tease her about for the rest of her life... Also she was about to be obliterated by tickles which on one hand will be a LOT but on the other hand.... This is what wants, not just wants but partly what she needs too.. she kind of even forgets how to laugh sometimes to she needed the exact thing that her friends were going to give her... If they don't murder her with teases before laying a finger on the poor girl.
"sorry could you repeat a little slower I couldn't hear you" Sasha had a shit eating grin on her face.
*this little sh1t* Marcy swore internally turning a deeper shade of red.
Anne nodded "yeah we couldn't hear you"
She says as she begins wiggling her fingers just above Marcy's sides making her try to squirm, only to be stopped by Sasha having an iron grip, trapping the nerd in her arms.
"guys! Uhhhh okay fine.. but this is mean!"
Marcy huffed out pausing mustering up enough strength to squeak out.
"Can you guys please tickle me?!"
She was surprisingly polite and confident even though she was a complete embarrassed mess on the inside.
sasha and anne smiled softly at her "okay!"
"wait is it too late to back ahahaha heheheheep-!"
marcy started but got sucked into a fit of giggles as sasha trailed her fingers up and down her the ravenettes sides, and Anne's gentle touch from messaging her hips.
Anne and sasha laughed along with her as ass walked her fingers over to marcy's tummy, reciving a bunch of snorts from marcy in return.
"awww marbles~"
Anne cooed at her laughing friend looking at the blush on her face, Sasha following anne's gaze could only smile at how sweet she was being.
"your face is so red marbles! how precious is this?" cooed sasha wiggling her fingers under marcy's arms making her squeel.
after a few minutes they ceased their playfull attack wrapping her in a warm embrace, enjoying the rest of the night to do as many things as possible.
A/N: this took me like a month so I kind of rushed a bit at the end so sorry if it seems a bit lazy i just spent more time on you angst and hurt comfort. at first it is edited but the grammer gets worse at the end.
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