#maybe i’ll draw more of them <3333

[bowling-with-skulls]

darkest dungeon art style has had a stranglehold on me since 2019

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

jjk ch. 262.5 spoilers under the cut !!

I REALLY ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!!

not that much to say overall; i’m really hyped that inumaki is finally getting his chance to shine, and the final panel is just . so hype????

GORGEOUS . WHAT THE FUCK. akutami’s art my belovedest ever ever ever i do also want to shout out gojo’s undercut…. hi there king <3333

obviously i’m nervous about the aftermath of this. but i do genuinely think it’s about to be sukover very soon . i’m still hoping wishing praying that gojo will return but it’s starting to seem unlikely huh? i’ll still stay a believer until the last page but… at this rate i think it’s probably better to assume he’ll get one more airport scene where he properly says goodbye to everyone . (if he doesn’t i willlll have a bone to pick with my dearest mangaka because that’s a little unfulfilling imo and i’m saying that as someone who loved both 236 and 261)….

anyway . onto the most important matters!!!! gojo crumbs :3333 omnomnomnom……..

i love how you can TELL that it’s yuuta. i love it so much. akutami is so wonderful when it comes to drawing expressions and letting a character’s personality shine through their face so it’s like… almost kind of funny to see gojo with yuuta’s anxious face scrunches LMAO. i’m really grateful that we got to see a truly panicked “ohhh fuck” gojo because as far as i remember we really haven’t seen him make this kind of expression before 😭 also am i crazy or did yuuta give gojo the most dainty lashes he’s had yet because wtf….

ALSOOOOO . THIS. KILL ME

i have a lotttttt of yuuta/gojo thoughts that i’ve prepared for the 261 metapost that i’ll probably never finish but like . oughhh. he understands him and sympathizes with him more than anyone. i really adore this post-death exploration of gojo’s loneliness because it makes everything feel that much more tragic……. i also think you’re a little insane if you think akutami genuinely hates gojo because he writes him with more care than ANY other character in the story .

i really hope that we’ll get to see more of gojo’s memories through yuuta’s eyes (maybe hopefully something with geto wink wink nudge nudge)…..

BUT OK I SAVED THE BEST FOR LAST . THIS PANEL :(((((((((((( OHHHHHH MY GOOD I’M GONNA WEEP???????

I’LL CRY . I’LL CRYYYY . I LOVE GRUMPY HOODIE WEARING GOJO!!!!! icl this is one of my favorite gojos yet…… grumpy ass man……. be nice to your students……… 🤨 i love his dynamic with the second years so much because they really are like rebellious kids while he’s the reluctant stepdad LMAO. and i loveee the protective huddling of yuuta they’re so CUTE……….. gojo sticking his tongue out…………. i love this more than words can express :’3 AND I LOVE HOW GOJO IS MORE STRICT WITH YUUTA . because he places so much faith in him and his abilities . he has such high expectations of him. i think that’s also part of why yuuta took the plunge with his corpse .

anyway anywayyy !!!! very good chap :3 i’m excited to see where this goes + still salty that kenny is dead 😔 sukuna mentioned them this chapter and my knees buckled like a widow hearing her beloved husband’s name for the first time in years

[local-x-reader]

AHHHH THAT WAS SO GREAT 🤍🤍🤍

maybe a part two to the childe fic with the promt “Didn’t expect to see you again.” 👀

maybe comfort this time???

muahh <3333

Childes voice cut through your thoughts, making you freeze for a moment, losing your thoughts as your eyes widened with surprise. Soft breeze pulled at your hair as your eyes widened, looking up, meeting his ocean blue eyes.

It had been a few months since the breakup and it was like he had come at your mere thought, reminiscing quietly at the quiet harbor only to see him, moonlight covering his figure, his god awful posture, that sad smile that rested on his face, wistful but soft.

“…Childe…” You didn’t even realize his name had escaped your lips until the look in his eyes got sadder, a little more distraught but keeping up the facade, the smile still on his lips as he sat down on the bench next to you, eyes gazing up, towards the stars that sprinkled the night, while your eyes trailed down, looking at the waves as they lapped at the wood below.

“Hi…”

His voice was so… hesitant, so frightened, you could tell he was so scared of messing up again, feeling his gaze tearing into your back, hunched over so you could keep your gaze on the ocean…

“Ya know… you’ll end up with back problems, sitting like that…” He joked, making a soft laugh draw out of your lips.

“You’re one to speak…”

The silence quickly returned, only noises being the sounds of the ocean crashing against the wood of the docks, the soft sounds of creatures out and about, along with the chatter of distant people… you couldn’t help yourself, eyes straying over to look at him..

Your gazes met, both of you immediately looking away, like two love-sick teens refusing to confess… except, not love-sick but broken-hearted.

“Uh… What… did I do wrong..?” His voice was soft, you could see him looking at you again, making you tilt your head away, avoiding his gaze as you trembled, tears pricking your eyes as you fidgeted with your hands, picking at the skin.

“I… I… I was… always so worried about you, Childe…” You murmured softly, eyes trailing to meet his, staring into the saddened ocean blue eyes, trembling as you tried your hardest not to break into tears, “I was… so tired of being so anxious that you’d be hurt or killed without my knowledge, then you tried to hide your injuries to ease my fears but it made them so… much… worse…”

His eyes were wide, tears finally breaking way, the soft pearls of water sliding down his cheeks, standing up.

You were half expecting him to abandon you, right then and there, walk off… but instead, he bent down, right in front of you so you couldn’t stand up, him keeling before you like a knight to royalty, his hands gently sliding to grab on to yours. He so gently placed it to his beating heart, tears rolling down both of your cheeks, the warmth of his palms pressed into the back of your hand.

“Darling, love… I am… so sorry…”

Before you could get word out, he shook his head, silencing you with a look. “I’m so sorry, I am so so sorry. I know, it’s.. I… words can’t… I..”

You hated to think it but it was adorable how he stumbled over his words, a rare occurrence that brought a soft, saddened smile to your face, his eyes looking up hopefully for a moment, “Please, I’ll let you put one of those silly monkey leashes on me, just please, let me come back, let me love you again.”

There was a prolonged silence, that look in his eyes was desperately tugging on your heart… staring at him with soft eyes, his own eyes looking at you like you were a lifeline, desperation written on his face as you felt his heartbeat to your palm, eyes getting teary as a soft sigh escaped.

“You… promise not to run head into danger…? Or at least take me with you if you do…? Let me tend to your injuries..?”

“I cross my heart and hope to di—“ …Pause… “Pinky promise is probably a better phrase for that.”

You hummed softly, sniffling as you reached your pinky, locking it with his, like children on the playground… you knew he’d run head into danger sooner or later… but… you’d be there, keeping him safe like he kept you safe, even if you didn’t have the fighting skills that he did.

But for now, you were content, his warm lips pressing against your cheek, kissing away your tears as his hand cupped the other side of your face.

From this list~! And part one is here~

HEHEHE!!!! I was hoping to be able to post a part two~! Feel free to send in requests, whether it be your own prompts or ones I have reblogged!

[wormus-squirmus]

I really want a horny trans mutt as a pet. Especially if they’re eager to be good. I’d ask them to model for me so I can draw them :) I bet they’d think it sounds so sweet that sir wants to make their beautiful body into art. Of course that’s not the only reason I’d have. I’d set up my drawing board and supplies across from our bed and then gently undress them, letting my hands linger on their skin. When they’re completely nude I’d give them a sweet and innocent kiss on the lips and ruffle their hair before positioning their body exactly how I want it. I’ll set a timer and go back to my drawing board to sketch them. When the timer rings I’ll tell them what a good job they did and what a well behaved pup they are for sitting still for me. I’d make sure they know how important it is to get up and stretch after sitting still for so long. After doing a couple of 20 minute drawings I’ll have them take a longer break so I can rub their back. And maybe my hands start to trail down between their legs. Rubbing until their hips twitch against me just so I can pull away. When they whine I’ll just tell them I need to draw a few more poses. All so I can edge them over and over again and watch them do their best to sit still for me so I can draw them while they ache and twitch. So many different poses and angles just so I can capture their desperation to cum <3333 When I’m satisfied I’ll reward them with making them cum however they want. After all that teasing I put them through I’m sure they’ll be so tired. But it’s okay pup I’ll clean you up and tuck you into bed <33

[weirdo09]

new intro post for the new me 😎

hey, my name’s cadence but you can call me cade or cady :p

i’m a infj, my birthday’s nov 6th, scorpio ☀️ scorpio 🌙 n scorpio rising. i’m just here, in the void.

main fandoms:

stranger things

nimona (updated)

deadend (updated)

the school for good and evil (updated)

atsv (updated) <- that one’s THE main

main romantic ships (st):

byler [given]

byclair

bywheelclair

wheelclair

lumax

jargyle

ronance

elmax

elumax

henclair

main romantic ships (atsv):

rio morales x me (😝)

punkflower

goldenflower

goldenpunkflower

goldenpunk

main platonic ships (atsv):

gwiles

jess x miguel (eh i’m fine w romantic but they have such bi4bi hostility)

main platonic ships:

madwheeler [given]

willel

willelmike

elmike [yk just acquaintances]

madcleric

i write and i also draw, these i post once in a blue moon

i take requests so ask away! my inbox is open and waiting, really send me an ask or something, it gets alone in my own void

dni:

homophobic

racist

transphobic

FLOWERFANG SHIPPERS

the basics, if you are any of the following, you will be blocked [after i taunt you ofc <3]

i shitpost a lot too, you don’t have to like them but maybe do. that lets me know that my tales are valid ik ik kinda bad but whatever.

my favorite movies as of yet:

BARBIE (updated)

girl, interrupted

mean girls (updated)

it 2017 & 2019

fear street trilogy

dear zoe

the whale

the hate u give

nimona (updated)

but i’m a cheerleader (updated)

atsv (updated)

itsv (updated)

favorite shows as of now

xo kitty

stranger things

i am not okay with this

heartstopper

favorite songs

moonlight by kali uchis

charlie brown by beadaboobee

si una vez by selena

i could fall in love by selena

dye it red by beadaboobee

princess diana by ice spice

supermodel by sza

my baby, my everything, my lover, my reason for living: @rashadliveson <3333

i’ll probably add more to this later but hope you’ll stay a bit to browse my blog :] (please do, i’m soooo desperate for ppl to talk to)

[ill-either-live-or-die-alone]

hihi!!

so i’ve been, as always, doing some (understatement of the century, i didn’t know someone could learn so much about themselves in literally 42 hours) questioning

and i’m pretty sure that i am a median monoconscious system. as well as me, host, am blanketself (not sure exactly how to use that term, like, in a sentence?). also probably blurian and maaaybe cation :> so good detective work lmao!! thank you! <3 /gen

i’m going to go with these terms for a little while, while still doing research on and trying to talk to a psychiatrist about OSDD-1. question- could someone be monoconacious and blanketself while being a disordered system like OSDD? or are those solely endo terms?

anyway- aside from the labels, i think i may have started fleshing out who one of my headmates is? i still have absolutely no clue how to communicate- especially since we’re monoconscious. i did some thinking and made a little drawing, it’s based solely on my personal feelings about how he would look and stuff.

i think that he’s probably formed through trauma- and quite possibly the first fragment to form as well. i don’t know his name- but he’s a version of me that’s younger and regresses- i feel like he’s an age slider? maybe? 5-8 or 9? but like. the most mature 5yo you’ve ever met lmao. tbh maybe he’s just ageless. ACK dude please come out and talk to me and like. explain yourself.

anyway- 5-9 age ????, he/they pronouns and non-binary (tbh my only reassurance that i’m not just making a character or something because i wouldn’t choose he/him pronouns, i absolutely never use them for myself), he’s formed from age regression and pet regression (or my alter humanity? not sure which) i think. he comes out when i’m having a meltdown or when my dad is yelling or scolding us, since i’m pretty sure that’s the trauma causing our fragments, and he’s the traumaholder(?) for that.

anyway, enough nonsense rambling! i’m getting nowhere with this! i drew him a picture :3 he looks a lot like our body, i think we all do (except wednesday maybe, i think she just looks like wednesday), but kinda just a younger and much more androgynous version. and of course he’s got the fluffy floofy ears.

oh also i think he’s nonverbal- or at least very much prefers not to talk, likely due to his trauma and alterhumanity combined together. when he does talk, like, irl when he’s fronting(?) it takes so much effort to get him to talk, and when he does he jumps through hoops to make it baby talk or as indecipherable as possible ? i don’t really understand it, but it definitely happens.

i imagine him slightly different than this, but my drawing skills aren’t capable of depicting it so maybe i’ll find a picrew or something- also unsure if he has the tail but i kinda was getting a tail shift while drawing him so ???

all in all take this with a grain of salt, i’m still fakeclaiming myself :// but i wanted to clutter up your askbox!(/sarc)

in seriousness, thank you, what you’re doing for beings like me(us?) is truly amazing and indescribably helpful <3333 love you mutual!! /platonic, gen

woah boy my answers going to be kind long lolgen/lh

first off about trying to talk to a psychologist/psychiatrist about OSDD 1 we suggest making sure you feel safe with the psychologist/psychiatrist as theres alot of stigma about dissociative disorders in the field...aswell as maybe dont go into it be saying "so someone told me online-" cuz they may believe you are faking(wich isnt something they should be doing..claiming people are faking that is)/gen/lh

also you can definitely be a disordered system and be a Median+Monoconscious/gen(heck im a disordered system whose a gateway system and hydraconscious :3)/gen/lh

also smol you(is it ok for me to refer to him this way?) sounds very interesting/gen

also its really no prolem we love helping others(love you to)/gen/p

[summercourtship]

i just binged stbotdi and i just wanted to say that you have this amazing ability to keep me paranoid. any scene you’ve written with johnathan is amazing, he is so perturbing. everything he does puts me on edge.

even in earlier chapters when he’s not yet the scarecrow in reader’s mind, his actions always seem to have underlying malicious intent. and every time you somehow, through the reader’s rationalizations, manage to draw it back to being “just a little strange”. it irritates me (in a good way!) how she twists it so that his glaring red flags are really “not that big of a deal if you think about it”.

also i adore how you’ve written Edward. he’s my fav and i appreciate how you don’t separate him from the riddler persona. he may be pitiful and in desperate need of a hug, but it’s also imperative to remember that he is still, first and foremost, without a doubt, a domestic terrorist!

this fic is perfectly unsettling and masterfully done. the callbacks, the parallels between characters, the recontextualization, all of it is soooo yummy.

thank you for your writing, i’m 100% sure once this is finished that i’ll come back to it at least once a year.

my apologies for yapping your brains out ♥️

I think a lot of us have had relationships (friendships, situationships, etc) where we have deliberately overlooked red flags because we just wanted to have that ideal version of the relationship we've created in our heads. Realistically, the Reader at the beginning of the fic knows that the relationship with Jonathan won't last and knows that there is something wrong. BUT she also can't help but think that maybe.... maybe it will work out. Maybe she's just overthinking things, maybe it's her anxiety and trauma that makes what he does seem so double-sided. Maybe once this is all over she'll learn to trust her gut more.

I added Edward in pretty late in planning and was genuinely surprised with how much I loved writing him. His parts have been some of my favorite (and also some of the easiest parts to write, they come very naturally). I try my best to balance between He's Just A Guy and He Has Killed People, because a lot of fics pick one or the other and run with it. But where Jonathan is genuinely a cruel and bad person, I view Edward as being a normal man who was pushed too far and does bad things as a result. I'm not sure if that distinction makes sense, but it does to me and it's how I try to write them...

Anyway, thank you so much!!!!! With my longer fics, I try to challenge myself and one of my goals was to work on writing tension and creating a dark atmosphere. Whether or not I've fully accomplished that, it's been good practice! <3333

[infinite-hearts-333]

I wish I could draw because I would love for melody to mess with thorn by poking him and calling him the hulk.

This is melody, by the way.

I won’t lie Melody isn’t far off with that nickname. I think Thorn would be funny to poke, because depending where you poke them their spines will move- in my head it’s pretty entertaining lol.

But hey! The edits you made to that doll is very cool!!! I can’t articulate small creations like that, I get inpatient and throw a fit lol.

I plan to draw a lot more different OC interactions in the holidays when I’m not getting bogged down with study so maybe I’ll draw her for you! <3333

[quuma]

Q HOW WAS UR ARTIST ALLEY???? OMGG DOD OT HAPPEN YET??? if u ever come to san francisco…. let me know… bro my wallet is screaming for q art prints… ALSO WHAT ARE YOU SELLING??? i love twst merch SO MUCH that would be so cute if u had keychains EEEE would u ever consider (or do u have) an etsy page open??? i am whoring over the idea of your riddle art on a professional print good heavens I MUST INVEST!!! anyways i hope it went well if u had it!!! if u didn’t yet GOOD LUCK ITS GOING TO GO AMAZING. also omg a fellow nctzen??? who is ur bias MINE IS JAEMIN AND JISUNG I LOVE THE DREAMIES SO MUCH

KIMI I JUST GOT BACK FROM IT ABOUT 4 HOURS AGO, AND DESPITE HAVING SOME,, QUESTIONABLE,, PEOPLE COME TO MY TABLE, IT WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD!! :D

It was so tiring tho I’m ngl 😭😭 I’m gonna need at least 2 weeks before I leave the house again ;^;;

legit spent the entire event trying to juggle with drawing (bro I haven’t done traditional art in so long - idk why tf I thought it’d be a good idea to give myself such a short timeframe [40mins - 1hr] to draw sketch comms), dealing with ppl complaining about my keychain prices (I was literally using the price recommended to me by the staff 😭😭 most con keychains are literally more expensive so idk what they were complaining about), and talking to random 50yr old men that were asking me about digital art (as creepy as that sounds, they were both v v nice - ended up convincing one to buy an iPad for his daughter for Christmas [she better be grateful >:(]),, ;-;;;

I doubt I’ll ever go to San Francisco (America sorta scares me hahaidhbkjjh) [actually maybe I’ll visit just for you pookie 🤭🤭😍😍], but I’ll definitely let you know if I ever open an Etsy store !!! I’ll probably end up doing it once my catalogue is larger & I figure out how to get higher quality prints :))) (so,, sometime next year :D)

I was selling art prints (TWST, Genshin, Nijisanji), keychains (Genshin), and commissions !! :D

My prediction was right tho LOL - only one TWST print sold (my mootie who loves Riddle bought it eheheh) (actually maybe 3 sold if you include the art trade for Leona and my brother buying a Ruggie print) - and as disappointing as it was, it’s a good indicator on what to make more of in future though!! As much as i love making TWST content, I do still want to make art that sells at cons 😔😔,, i.e. I probs have to focus more on vtuber/Genshin/anime art sighhhhhh

The way I’ve written this post makes it sound like the event was entirely miserable omfg i promise it wasn’t !! stressful, yes, but not terrible !! I did enjoy the experience a lot, and will be applying to proper, bigger cons in the future !! :D

IM SO GLAD TO HAVE A FELLOW KEYCHAIN LOVER AS A MOOTIE <3333 I LITERALLY LOVE KEYCHIANS SO MUCH THEYRE ALL I EVER BUY ONLINE <333 I’LL DEFINITELY DESIGN SOME TWST KEYCHAINS IN FUTURE FOR YOU POOKUMS <333 I’ll even pay the stupidly high shipping costs to send them to you snookums <333

ALSO YES I AM A FELLOW NCTZEN!!! MY BIAS IS TAEYONG <33 (can you tell that I like the overworked type ahsbjdahsfgdgb) BUT TBH RENJUN AND DOYOUNG ARE RLLY CLOSE BEHIND HIM SO IDK </3

OH AND HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS OF MY TINY LITTLE STALL !! sorry that they’re so blurry 😭😭 I was nervous so my hands were shaking a lot 🧍🧍

had to partially cover poor Ruggie and Leona’s faces with labels bc I didn’t know if I was allowed to show blood ahahjshkskn

[osaka-lilac]

i'm late i'm late!! but iris, dahlia, and plumeria?<3 ily

jd you’re never too late i love you so much ty ty ty <3333

iris - would you describe yourself as a sensitive person? why or why not?

i’m 10000000% a sensitive person. it’s both my biggest strength and my weakness. i’m very in tune with others and can often like. just tell that something ain’t right. i like to describe myself as an empath pretty much. and i often find myself as the “parent” of the groups i am a part of. but like. i also take things very close to heart and often find myself really hurt by the simplest of jokes at my expense. part of my brain doesn’t understand why you’d make fun of someone and like. make a joke about someone right in front of them? and that when you do that with no barrier there, there’s gotta be some truth to it right? if they believe it so much that they’ll say it to your face it’s gotta be true? so yea i’m very sensitive but. often to a fault

dahlia - do you like to follow current fashion trends or do you have a style that you prefer to stick to?

so my body type does not really lend itself well to current fashion trends especially in the us. it’s about slender waists and flat tummies here but me? when i say i’m non-passing as a man, i REALLY mean it. i got wide fucking hips and a tummy!!! (my ex loved it but like now that he’s not around it’s sometimes tough for me to like it.) like going shopping at the mall sucks cause i’ll unfold a cool shirt and it’s a fucking crop top. like i don’t need or want to wear that.

so i have a neutral style that i like. graphic tees but like. cool ones like my ferrari tan puma shirt and my knock off indy 500 shirt i got from rue 21 and not like the ones that just say dr pepper on em for fun. i’ve got two flannels with pins on em that i got from my dad that i often wear in the fall or if i’m going out. skinny jeans and flat-bottomed shoes are my go to, and i find myself wearing baseball caps a lot more this summer. i’m also chest binding every day with that so i try to go the fall androgynous hipster look. i’ve also got this small moonstone necklace that my mom got me that i wear every day, and a metal ring i got over a year ago online that is wearing out bad but i still love it. it’s a small spread of playing cards with very small red jewels in them. it was cheap but it’s my favorite accessory i own.

plumeria - are you working on any creative projects? if so, what kinds?

i went to college for animation for two years and i’ve kinda finally decided i’m taking a gap year to maybe figure out if something else is right for me. part of it was the fact i got so burnt out that i stopped going to my classes for a few weeks out of fear of going and not being able to to anything. so right now i’m trying to get back into it by slowly drawing and posting sketch pages of people and things i like so that i can stay in touch with my more creative side and not lose that passion of mine completely. i do stuff with drivers or stuff from my own life. (lots of stuff from my nature walks usually.) nothing big or too overwhelming, but it truly makes me happy.

(also depending on what you consider creative projects i also make mixtapes on spotify for fun and i love them. you can see them here)

send flower asks <3

[tulip-room]

HI TULIP <3 tell me all about semikai <333 all the lore pleaseeeee

pre relationship: 1&6

gen: 4&5

love: 2,3&10

happy self shipping!

AVE MY LOVE <3333 I will gladly tell you all about SemiKai <3333 thank you for creating it in the first place lol. THANK YOU FOR SENDING IN THE ASK <3333

pre-relationship: 1. How did they meet?

Yes I will be stealing from OSD. No I am not sorry about it, it is cannon to the Semikai lore now <3

we met at one of his shows :) I had listened to their music for a while and saw that his band was doing a concert near me. When he was wondering around the venue I just gushed to him about how much I loved his music and we exchanged numbers to talk more about music <3

pre-relationship: 6. What was the “flirting stage” like?

Okay, so we all know I’m a hopeless flirt. Like I don’t even mean to most of the time lol. But it was a lot of “My love, can we do this?” And I would put my hand on his arm and show him “date” videos. There was also a lot of “us!” Texts sent to each other.

Gen: 4. Were they each other’s first anything?

Ave…I’m gonna have to tag this so minors can’t see omg. As some may know. I’m asexual, I know it’s shocking for how much smut is laced into this blog. But I am, and I feel a little insecure about it sometimes </3 in this universe Semikai is end game <333 so- he was my first time 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🫣🫣🫣 other than that though we met a little later in life so I already had my first kiss </3 he promises to be my last though :)

Gen: 5. What is the height difference? Age difference? Do either matter to them?

Alrighty so. If we’re going off canon to hq ages he’s much older than me but we’re not going that so <3

height difference: oh lord. I’m 5’ 1 maybe 5’ 2 (on a good day </3) and he’s 5’ 10 almost 5’ 11 not the worst height difference lol

age difference in this universe: 2 years :)

I don’t think either matter. I mean if we met in hs she would matter but since we met later and were both adults I don’t think there’s reason to care <3

Love: 2. What are their primary love languages?

okay so I’m kinda a jack of all trades if you will. I like all love languages- I think my top ones would have to be quality time and physical touch though. Idk I just like spending time with people and holding them. his: quality time, words of affirmation.

Love: 3. Who uses cheesy pick up lines, or does corny gestures?

Me. It’s 100% me. Semi surprises me though and throws a cheesy pickup line in there every once in a while <333

Love: 10. What do they like best about each other?

What I like about him: I want to use the cop out answer of everything but I’ll give you actual answers ig. I like his eyes and hands. Idk eyes are just pretty like maybe it’s because I draw or smth but I could look at pretty eyes all day. His hands? I could say depraved things but that’s not the reason, they’re perfect for holding. They’re there when I need something to anchor me. A gentle reminder that I’m not alone.

What he likes about me: Also my eyes (that’s like the first compliment anyone gives me lol). He says that they’re kind and that’s why he likes them. He likes my voice, when I’m just waking up and I’m all groggy. When I’m singing with him in the car. When I’m talking to him about any and everything. He liked hearing me, my voice calms him down.

[mikumanogi-blog]

2023-03-05 ”The rain in March urges the flowers to blossom “ Tereblog 19 [ENG]

Food scraps, none on hand, Teresa-pan! Hello everyone, I’m Ikeda Teresa 🥐

↑Recently on Nogiobi Aya came up with the catch prase “Zanpan, Zeropan, Teresapan”… recently I said that the members that fit the mold of the younger sister member was the troublesome Naonao and the adult-like Aya, but I need to make a correction on Yaaaa-ya!!!

According to Aya it was apparently based on “SDGs (sustainable development goal”, considering the current environment that makes Aya look really smart and wise, let’s all think about the future of our world together.

When I went out today it really felt too much like Spring. It’s warm now and I don’t think I’ll need my coat anymore right now, out of all the seasonal changes going from Winter to Spring is the saddest one, probably because there’s a lot of goodbyes…Since joining Nogizaka, up till now there have been an incomparable amount of greetings and farewells that my heart can’t keep up, but maybe I’ll become more used to it one day, is that what it means to become mature?

The title was something I suddenly heard when I turned on the news and I thought, ‘wow that’s really beautiful’ ☺︎

 In this blog I will talk about celebratory flowers ‘Iwaibana’ so it will be related to flowers…

祝花is not read as Shukuka but as Iwaibana, make sure you don’t make the same mistake again! Thank you very much. Thank you for all of the celebratory flowers, they had my penlight colors, my motif animals of ducks and pandas, as well as drawing to accompany it. Thank you so much for all of these different forms of love that you gave me.

When I walked around the perimeter I was so glad that I got to see them💐‎🤍

My mother also came to the venue, and seeing my names on all these flowers made her really emotions, she took pictures of every single one and sent them to me, I was so happy!

She also said she saw all of you, did you realize? Lol

When supporting me, my goal and wish is for you for you to enjoy your life, to enjoy yourself and be proud of the fact that you support me. Hearing my mother say that she saw all of these people in front of my celebratory flowers enjoying themselves and getting fired up made me really happy. I wonder if my dream will be able to come true, just a little bit.

There’s actually 7 5th generation members in this picture chatting away. If you find them all you’ll be lucky, please make sure to use the outfits of the members from the previous blog as a reference ☺︎

A picture from before I joined has surfaced, I took this picture while going to the doughnuts store at night

The muscat flavored hard gummies were really good. Everyone please make sure to stay be wary of getting hay fevor.

See you soon

#Tereblog #19 (new pollen allergy?)

https://www.nogizaka46.com/s/n46/diary/detail/101240?ima=3333&cd=MEMBER

[rhinoyo]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @bestomato MY FRIEND GLADI <333333!!!!!!!!!!!

drew u a lil something, i hope you have the loveliest of lovely days you deserve all the joy in the world <3

[dressing-pafe]

I’m just checking to make sure your still writing so i could possibly request something for Najimi from Komi Can’t Communicate!

And are you taking requests at all?

rookie’s thoughts <3

( ^ω^ ) well yes I am taking requests it says that on my pinned? And it’s kinda difficult for you to give me such a vague request, without even like,, yknow, an alternate universe for it to be set in 😓 anyways I used this as an excuse for idol!Najimi thanks

warningz b4 u start <33

（＾∇＾） food mention, sickness

character(z) <333

（╹◡╹）Najimi Osana

anything to add?? <3333

╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ idol au, gn!manager!reader, “pride” colour palette recommended

“Najimi! If you eat any more bread before practice, you’re going to get cramps!” You looked at Najimi, wide-eyed at the pile of pastries on the table. “Plus, practice is in five minutes, my love, you’re going to get sick already with the amount of food you’ve eaten already!”

“Wh— huh?! Practice? Wasn’t that on Thursday?” Their eyes shot wide to match yours as the steamed bun they were eating fell to their lap. “Ow, hot, hot!”

You picked up the warm bun, putting it back on the tray it came from, turning on your phone to show your scatterbrained partner. “It is Thursday! Just ‘cause you’ve been going solo doesn’t mean you can flake out of practice! If anything, it means you need more!”

“Aw, but…” they looked sadly at their pile of bread. “Can you wait thirty minutes so I can digest? You don’t want your poor adorable little girlfriend to get a stomachache, do you?”

“Najimi… have you forgotten again? I’m not in charge of practice today. Making those eyes at me won’t get you out of practice this time.” You pinched their cheek, pressing your lips to their warm forehead gently.

Groaning, they deflated into their seat, flattening against the chair. “Hmmmph… fine. Carry me to my impending doom, oh sweet, adorable manager!”

You sighed, pausing for a brief moment, before tucking your arm under their knees and the other behind their back, hoisting them up.

“Wha—gh!” They sputtered, holding onto you tightly. “Hey, no fair!”

“Your order, your majesty.” You huffed, turning and marching off in the direction of the dance studio, struggling to keep the squirming Najimi in your arms.

On the walk there, they whined and complained, drawing the attention of a few too many idol trainees at the company. When you’d finally gotten there, you pushed open the door with the help of a very shocked Shoko.

“Have a good practice my love! I’ll save the bread for later, I love you!” You kissed their cheek, before running off do run your other errands as their manager. “Take good care of them, Shoko!”

As you left the corridor, you heard music, shoes squeaking and a pained whine every so often. Yikes. You should book them a spa day soon. And maybe run a bath for them.

“MC~! Why would you leave me here?!”

Yep. Definitely should run a bath.

[foundinglove]

HI RENI MY LOVE /p I WANTED TO ASK FOR A MATCHUP PLEASE IF THAT’S OK <3333

I am a minor >:]] and I like any gender! I have dark brown hair that shifts slightly red in the sunlight that’s more straight than it is wavy, and I’ve been told it’s very soft! :D I’m Filipino so food is very important to me!! And family!! I grew up watching telenovelas so I can be quite dramatic when I want to be!!

I’ve been told I’m a little naive at times, maybe a little bit silly, but I like making people laugh so I tend to use that to make them laugh!! I like to listen to people when they’re upset, because I know how important it is to have someone who’s willing to just be there and listen and let you know you’re not alone. But sometimes I get exhausted too so there are times where I’ll just curl up in bed and recuperate!!

I have picked up so many hobbies that I have mountains of books and supplies for that are just collecting dust at this point 😭 but I’ve consistently liked drawing, hiking, painting, reading, writing, singing and eating sweets!!! >:]

When it comes down to it, I’m not really much of a goal minded person! I’m not itching to do something great in life— I just want to live a happy life!! And whenever I can I want to make sure other people live a happy life too!!

That’s all I think!! Not really much to say about me tbh!! But I hope you have a wonderful day, Reni!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

HIHIHIHIHIII KITEY MY LOVE /P

ok ok so i thought about this for a little because i had two options but i’m leaning towards camilo!!

this DORK would try so hard to befriend you

he’s seen you around before, and omg he was floored

he would definitely pester mirabel about you

just because i feel like mirabel would be your bff

“do you happen to know what she likes? maybe? c’mon mira! do your favorite primo a favor.”

she tells him to talk to you himself

so he does just that (after pep talking himself of course)

talking to you was the best decision he’s ever made

he’s so interested in everything you say and do it’s cute

he notices how similar you and him are and then he’s head over heels

he subconsciously begins to pick up your hobbies

ok let’s skip to the relationship yeah

he loves watching you do anything you love

he’s like ❤️___❤️ with literally anything you do fr

u like painting?? he’ll watch you as you paint, hugging you from behind and resting his head on ur shoulder

always compliments your paintings

like they won’t even be finished and he’s all like

“MI AMOR IT LOOKS AMAZING”

and you’ve only just touched ur brush to the canvas

he’ll watch you lovingly as you draw too

you just look so cute and concentrated he can’t help it

you’ll draw him sometimes when he’s not looking

he gets curious one day and looks at ur drawings when ur not around

poor baby is in tears

he’ll definitely keep a few

camilo struggles with his identity, having to shapeshift into people to be ‘useful’

seeing the way you see him, how you love him for him

god he could sob in joy

omg and reading read to him or let him read to you

sit next to him and lean your head on his shoulder and start reading he’ll automatically drop everything just to read with you

and he thinks your voice is the most soothing thing ever

like seriously he could fall asleep to it

speaking of which

he adores it when you sing to him

“your voice is that of an angel, mi vida.”

he’ll plead you to sing him to sleep

do that and run your hands through his curls

he’s on cloud 9

camilo likes how your so caring and you listen to him

but he wants to be the same for you

he wants you to confide in him the way he confides in you

he’ll always remind you how much he loves you and how you can tell him anything

he’s so in love with you the end

not the end i’m kidding here have a drabble ❤️

-

“Can I move yet?”

you huffed at Camilo’s words, putting your paintbrush down.

“Milo, you’ve been saying that every 15 minutes.” you respond, shaking your head. Your boyfriend merely grins and shrugs.

“This is a long time to be still for me.”

“Hey, you agreed to this!”

He pouts, moving over to stand behind you and observe your work so far. As always, he’s amazed by what you can do with just a brush, an empty canvas, and a muse. His heart flutters at the careful detail you put into his portrait. Even after many times he’s allowed you to paint him, he’s still stunned by how beautifully you view him.

“This is gorgeous, amor.” Camilo’s words are nothing but the truth, and he wraps his arms around you from behind. His head rests on your shoulder, and you can’t stop your heart from speeding up at the action.

“of course it is, it’s you.” you quipped, placing a kiss on his nose before unraveling yourself from him. You scan your work, occasionally glancing at Camilo to make sure you got everything down. Maybe it was also an excuse to look at him a little longer. You failed to notice his teary eyes, the endearing way he looked at you and your painting. You had no idea the impact such a small comment could do to him.

The impact such a grand gesture, such as your painting of him, could do to him. It was no secret to the two of you that Camilo struggled with his identity, having to shapeshift into people who weren’t him relentlessly. There were times where he wouldn’t even be able to recognize himself. In those times, you’d hold him close. Whisper sweet nothings to him, sing to him softly.

You were always the one who calmed him down. You made him feel like him, you made him realize just how important and unique he is. He was overwhelmed by your love, in the best way. He couldn’t help but want to show you his appreciation in the ways he knew how.

“Amor?”

you hummed in response, adding finishing touches to your canvas. Camilo spins you around, leaning in to connect your lips. The paintbrush falls from your hands as you choose to wrap your arms around your boyfriend instead, pulling him closer. He holds you tight even after pulling away, as if you’d disappear if he let go. It’s then that you notice his wet cheeks, stained with tears.

One of your hands instinctively reach up to hold his face as you kiss his tears away. He smiles, such a bright smile despite the tears still spilling from his eyes.

“Que cosa, cariño?” you ask, your voice calm and gentle. Camilo shakes his head, grabbing the hand you had on his cheek to bring to his lips. He places a soft kiss to your wrist before pulling you in again.

“Nada. Todo esta perfecto.”

[milktyama]

— ☕︎ HAIKYUU'S BIG TIDDIE COMMITTEE

synopsis: just some wholesome and midly suggestive moments with big tiddie hq men. the four horsemen of the big tiddie committee if you may

a/n: ... do i even need to say anything—

— jjk version

includes: bokuto kotaro, ushijima wakatoshi, miya osamu, iwaizumi hajime (all timeskip)

genre: fluff, some crack, suggestive, self-indulgent lmao

total wc: 746

❥︎ suggestive, if you dont like this content or under 16 block the #— hot-drink tag, manga spoilers

BOKUTO KOTARO — wc: 179

who needs a pillow when you can cuddle with bokuto and lay on his tiddies

cuddles with him are always so comfortable and it’s because he always like laying your head on his chest and then he would caress your head lovingly

and his chest is just so,,, squishy

it’s just so comfortable and warm and honestly he loves how much you love his tiddies lmfao

bokuto also loves it when you lay in between and nuzzle into his chest

his chest area is like kinda sensitive? like it’s very ticklish

but when you subconsciously bite onto his tiddies, no matter how much he wants to pull away from the tingly sensation he just does his best to suppress his urge to maybe elbow your face away

… ((bonus if you bite hard enough to leave a very light mark so when he goes to the bathroom he can see the mark on his reflection))

anyways in conclusion, bokuto adores it very much when you pay attention to his tiddies; he’ll believe his hard work training paid off haha

USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI — wc: 169

honestly he has no clue about how built his chest area is until he notices that you tend to spend a little more time and attention towards them

you shamelessly would linger your gaze towards his chest area whenever he’s stretching from sitting too long or when he wears a shirt that’s a little on the tighter side

and you wouldn’t be shy on complimenting on the physique of him

funniest part is that he would take it as constructive criticism towards his work out routine

this 100% leads to you needing to be a little more blunt like you literally have to straightforwardly say “your tiddies are very nice can we cuddle now”

nono the funniest part really is when he just has a poker face and says “ok” in the most monotone voice

so um yea

i’ll leave it up to your imagination of cuddling with him with your head against his tiddies

**bonus he’s shirtless so you can really indulge in the beefiness of him AHAFDJL

MIYA OSAMU — wc: 189

all the work needed for onigiri miya really paid off

osamu remained well built even after quitting volleyball

he 100% wears tighter shirts whenever you’re around when he’s working, and then you would stare at him for a little longer than normal

and that was def the effect he was going for, and he will tease you SO MUCH for it even though he was purposefully trying to get you to look at him

after work, he loves hugging you and ofc you would take this chance and snuggle into his chest, his muscles would still be warm from the blood pumping through his body from working

and that was the optimal time for cuddling him and getting the most potential of his tiddies

as much as he loves teasing you about your hyperfixation on his chest muscles, he himself gets kinda flustered when you focus so much on his tiddies

but he doesn’t stop you so it’s a win-win situation

his favorite thing you do when you’re focused on his chest is you drawing small circles around them

it’s comforting and the slight tickling sensation warms his heart

IWAIZUMI HAJIME — wc: 209

he loves/hates the large amount of attention you just seem to give to his chest muscles

he never knew that people could get so attached to a human body part and he went into sports med and encountered some people with… strange interests

that aside, he can’t deny how much he not-so-subtly adores the attention

especially when you are doing something for him; i feel pretty confident that one of iwa’s love language is acts of service

and as a trainer, his muscles are often sore and tired

you often offer him massages

he will NEVER ever admit that he feels a little warmer when you reach around and on his tiddies and then start moving your hands in circular motions, giving his pecs a nice massage

((sometimes he goes for extra reps on the pecs so you can massage his tiddies))

he would feel a little sheepish sometimes, but it also warms his heart whenever you do

though the sheepishness disappears when you become a little bold and like to… um let’s say play around a little with them hehe

bonus if you do it when you two are bathing together in the bath or the shower; it just feels more intimate and he loves that feeling

honourable committee memebers: daichi, brazil hinata, atsumu, kuroo, aone, MEIAN <3333 (i wouldve incl meian but i dont think i can characterize him but meian is so ☹😩💓)