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mekatrio · 10 months

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greg weisman woah

#i dont completely like him cuz yjs3 had unnecessarily graphic violence towards a black hijabi character #during (iirc) a very sociopolitically charged time for muslim westerners #but he can write. sometimes. sometimes...#yj was a mixed bag ehh #but an ongoing is. interesting.......#hopefully? miles gets to shine and isnt just a sidekick #also how is this gonna work w continuity lol. miles solo isnt finished yet right?#and he has that... what.. gang wars event #maybe this will happen at the conclusion of that one? idk

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solace-seekers · 3 months

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screaming into the void <3

#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn #we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey #he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve #he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday #and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them #and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense #i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor #he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally #he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok #and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning #and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him #to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing #but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday #he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight #i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning #and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because #this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn #i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say #i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense #and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year #but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better #for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows #he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand #my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary #cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it #i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn

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br1ghtestlight · 9 months

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my doctor asked if she could refer me to a neurologist bcuz of my lifelong problems & symptoms etc and I was like sure whatever but it turns out the waitlist for the only neurologist is TWO YEARS LONG like whats even the point then. WHY EVEN REFER ME!!!!! who is like yeah i have neurological problems and my brain is broken but its not biggie i can totally wait two years :). then again this is the same healthcare system that makes people wait 6+ months for cancer treatment or appointments while they are slowly dying so im not shocked

#I love living in a country with a dysfunctional healthcare system on an island with maybe three doctors total #NEVER annoying ever (lying)#it's fine i dont really care about going to a neurologist anyway. i went to one a few years ago & there wasn't really a conclusion #ive had the symptoms and disorders pretty much as long as i can remember so i dont think its a major problem lmao #they also wanna give me an mri but idk if that's ever gonna happen either. tbh my brain is not my biggest issue rn #i have my special little pills and thats all that matters <3 #txt

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lingeringscars · 1 year

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i just think there is something about how nat could never forgive herself for javi sacrificing himself for her. she was worse than all of them because she let this kid, her somewhat boyfriend's brother, her own family, her friend, die in her place. it was supposed to be her, she heard the cries from javi and watched him die nonetheless.

but now she didn't watch. she didn't watch at all when it came to lisa. she stole the fish. she intervened with her family. she died in her place. nat healed a part of her when sacrificing herself for lisa. it wasn't right. it wasn't her time. she didn't want to go, but she got to finally pay forward javi's sacrifice in a way that she's never been able to do and always been punishing herself for. she got to heal her inner child by saving lisa. ( the irony is that it may not have happened had she not gone to try and save lisa to begin with. not tipped her off to something happening. these are the consequences of the girls actions. they wanted a hunt through the woods, they got one. they went after shauna and called off services, nat pays the price. misty tries to solve the problem the way she has been but she's not a perfect serial killer and she missed. they covered up the wrong guy at the end of last season. they killed the wrong person at the end of this one. ).

travis didn't break the pact, but neither did she. she did better. (btw travis was on the plane <3)

#yj spoilers #yellowjackets spoilers #i will be honest and say that i did not want it to be nat despite the nagging feeling that it would be #for all the reasons people have pointed out about her arc #but... i actually didn't hate it for all the reasons in this post about the completion of her arc #it IS tragic. it IS fucked up. it SHOULDN'T have happened.#but they called to the wilderness and they went on a hunt through the woods and misty jumped the gun #and nat died to save someone else. nat paid the sacrifice forward. nat drew the queen card and let someone else die in her place and now #now so has shauna but it would have been lisa. it would have been someone nat saw herself in #it would have been someone nat has tried to help all season and did. she could have watched it happen again #but she didn't because she has come too far and they are NOT in the wilderness anymore #they brought it back with them. travis died because of it. because of her. but lisa didn't have to. it could end with her #(it won't. but maybe things will change now. maybe #idk i just actually have feelings about this and i don't blame people for the gut reaction but i think it was a really great conclusion #ofc i wanted her to live ofc i wanted her to have a full life where she heals and is happy. and ofc she won't because they keep #playing a game that no one can win. because they are all traumatized and they're all responsible #meta: nat scatorccio #muse: nat scatorccio #season 2 belonged to you baby

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waywardsalt · 1 year

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mmmgh

#salty talks #this one is personal but not in a scary just in a i need to say this shit somewhere way #botw/totk… i do not fucking like th. like gameplay is fun puzzles are cool world is cool but like.#the lackluster story and characters honest to god drag it the fuck down for me #none of the characters are actuslly interesting and ganondorf is the only one i want to see in totk #like i got the master sword. i got it and its like whatever. i know whats up with the light dragon and i dont care #totk is making me start to dislike this version of zelda and idk how to feel abt that #no one feels like. interesting. everyone is either good or evil or a fucking side character with a paper thin life #and totk with its fucking no-nuance go kill ganondorf plot is just. stop making half of the plot take place in the fucking past #i havent really done much story stuff but like. GOD. no one in totk is meant to be morally gray its all so fucking black and white #what happened to having major characters who were morally dubious and were actually fascinating to watch #i dont like that most of the major characters in totk/botw are Good Guys and Nice To Link nobody actually interests me #i was SO excited that the lurelin pirates would be a new group of characters to contend with but no. monsters. fuck #they had a chance to maybe get into the kingdoms more dubious past concerning the sheikah and then made the sheikah barely important #and then made the yiga more of a joke instead of like. doing anything with their interesting past #no fuck you heres some all new shit that has nothing to do with what came before and the same shallow conflict and characters #theyve dipped their toes into morally dubious characters and genuinely fascinating characters and the idea that the kingdom of hyrule isnt #all that and gave more room for drawing your own conclusions and totk just hands over the most black and white experience #im playing to finish the story and finish the game i actively do not care or expect much from these characters #and it just seems like the narrative is going to bend over backwards to put hyrule as the ultimate moral good and any opposition as bad #and all but force you to accept that because it just proves that sentiment correct over and over again and its fucking bland #idk. aomething about the writing of this game fucking frustrates me esp when i think abt how past games were written #imperialist shit aside this game’s story and characters are so fucking. par for the course bland. i dont care beyond ‘oh thata charming’#i dont think about this game’s story. it doesnt make me think it just shoves events and character actions at me and moves on #fuck.#it feels like its just. telling me shit. not giving me much room to really decide for myself. zelda is good ganondorf is bad fuck nuance ig #it seems so fucking scared of being a little bit complex. this is why i say 'i miss linebeck' i miss complicated ideas and characters #just. totk seems like it REALLY wants you to have specific thoughts about these events and characters. doing everything it can to prove #the good guys right and the bad guys wrong and having pretty much no one be in between or like. anything. its all standard

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fetabathwater · 4 months

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having the flu sucks. my time is consumed by sleep and watching 1 season shows that got cancelled with all the right hooks because some reviewers are stupid as HELL.

#*#like idk i read the reviews and im like.#im begging #suspend ur disbelief for like 0.2 seconds and maybe you would actually enjoy urself once in a while #'a small town with a high stakes game played every year by the graduating class to win a huge pot of money to get outta town'#the reviewer: sounds fake #well duh. no one used their front facing camera to record the games.#LIKE. OFC IT SOUNDS FAKE AND STUPID #first of all it probably does happen second of all that is the point though #'as if this character is more sympathetic' girl they all willingly covered up the hit and run of the protag's twin. including the protag #no one here is supposed to be someone you root for. everyone has a stake in it.#also the worst best girlfriends win at the end so its even BETTER #literally margot's confession to allison/lennon in the ambulance while twisting the oxygen mask cord sent SHIVERS down my spine #love to see a toxic gf winning #and then you've got the big wet eyes of a guy in love in the next show?#and a blindfolded confession thats poetic? SHUT UPPPPPPPP #anyway. in conclusion: they have enough hooks for at least 3 seasons.#like just. roll with it. goddamn.#raaaaahhhhhhhh

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fluffle-writes · 4 months

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I'm really curious about what might happen after we're done with all the Overblots at NRC and Yuu finds a way home

Like, will that be it? Will there be some kinda spinoff story afterwards? I wouldn't be surprised if they kept doing events - but what will become of the main story?

#especially since chapter 7 seems to be amping up to approach the final showdown with Malleus #(+ an extra twist at the end linked to how Yuu will get home #and whatevers going on with so many OBs happening so close to each other.)#but I'm kinda wondering if Disney may try to push the main story along past that conclusion #the story doesn't have the replayability like ones that have different choices and routes (like MysMes and other VNs)#it's more like Obey Me - where we have a main chronological story and #extra spinoffs with events and vignettes we can focus on until there's another big main story update #Will something happen with RSA? Or maybe we'll meet the fourth-years? Will Yuu be stopped from going to their world to keep the story going #part of me is scared of the story running into the ground - but another part will miss the excitement of finding out what happens next #ah idk - I might just be thinking too much about it haha #maybe there's an obvious answer I'm missing haha

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lisbonsteresa · 2 years

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knees weak, arms are heavy

#listen it's too late for me to be very articulate about it (and i'm only on s3 now; the rest of the show is kind of hazily blending) but #one of the things i find most interesting about the red john plot...or jane's pursuit of red john maybe #is how ...individualized? it is #obviously the characters have different opinions on it - is his mission right; is it justified; would it help him; would it condemn him #and you as a viewer can side with one opinion more than others (and the opinions change as the show goes on -it's dynamic #which is another interesting but separate train of thought)#but imo/iirc the show itself - the narrative i guess - never makes any outright statement/judgement/comes to any definitive conclusion #on the matter #idk it's just even this - obviously everything's part of the larger narrative but at the same time #his asking does illustrate at least some level of doubt that he didn't seem to have in the last two seasons #is it because of lisbon; and the team; because of kristina; because of the strain it's putting on himself #(probably not the last one; he is demonstrably cavalier when it comes to his own wellbeing)#and he just happens to have the perfect man to express those doubts to right in front of him #(and that man just happens to be noah bennet alskdfja)#had winter said no what would his reaction have been? would his doubts have gotten worse - led to him taking a step towards giving it up?#would he have doubled down? we have no way of knowing because for this man; for this character it was worth it #and that helps shore up jane's belief that it would still be worth it to him too #idk i'm not making sense but it just feels like there's a level of grey area/audience interpretation to this story #rather than a hard line being drawn (by the story itself) on whether the actions taken in it are good or bad and i appreciate that #character-focused vs a morality tale maybe but that's more of an extreme phrasing #anyway ignore me i'm -#tm

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welcometoteyvat · 1 year

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co-op is crazy bc in the same co op session you can immediately click with someone and then find out the other rando who joined might be a racist

#i let everyone into my place unless i didn't click fast enough so ...#the experiences have been a) met one (1) whale who like has c3 or above of multiple characters #limited characters** forgot to specify lol #b) met multiple kids who are Way Younger than i expected.... yikes pls go touch grass dont play the gacha #c) met people who i like really vibe with and talk to semi regularly #d) this fuckass dickwad #tfw you pretend you're a race you're not to two poc over co op #there are cool people over co op though. most of the time <3 #most people just come and get mats too so its like whatever. happy 2 help your farming sessions though #there are also people who just stand there and wait for me to do something like 😭 i dont got the time either you talk to me rn or you #start doing things instead of just standing there. if neither of these happen im kicking you srry #there was one person wayyyy back who led me all the way to chinju forest and then played ayaka's theme to me though it was soooo cute #shoutout to anyone who bothers to learn genshin songs on the lyre and then play them yall are real ones #also did not know that so many cis males played genshin until they came to my world lol (and i met them irl but thats another thing)#problem is that some of them are like 14 and say gan.yu is their waifu ???? 😭😭😭 like bro idk how to react to that 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#ok this is getting a little too tmi but whatever #maybe ill delete it but conclusion coop is Wild

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dangerliesbeforeyou · 9 months

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still thinking bout that ghosts finale and like look regardless whether you liked it or not, i think you have to agree that it was really fucking DUMB that alison and mike decided to move when they had a new born BABY lol

having a baby is already a stressful situation, and then you throw in The most stressful thing (moving house) into the mix i'm just like ????? that's so dumb that's so DUMB lol

#i'm honestly still just trying to process it and ... yeh i'm still disappointed lol #hte episode was just a mess which literally none of the other eps felt like pfft...#all the mike mum stuff dragged and the final revelation happened so quickly and had no real impact #even robin's speech about the meaning of xmas or whatever just kinda got lost cos i was just like ?? what ?? lol #idk...#i think i get what they were going for but in a way it reminded me of the got finale lol #like... one where it was an ending that had been planned from the start of the show #but the issue is that we've had 5 whole series since that first one #so the characters have changed since then! so it doesnt make sense to still have the same conclusion u know?#like if u loved the episode then i'm rly happy for you!!!#i just... didnt vibe with it lol #there's actually a way i wouldve liked them to end it which arguably would be even SADDER than what they went with #but... i'll maybe talk about that in another post pfft #waiting for my sis to reply to my message so i can discuss the finale w/ her

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agnes-come-back-challenge · 1 year

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when i was in probably 2nd grade or so i had this theory that if i could become aware enough of my senses, especially my sense of sight, i could somehow make them temporarily stop working. anyways on an unrelated note apparently visual disconnection is a phenomenon where your vision seems foreign and in severe cases it can result in temporary loss of visual input

#it typically only gets that severe under the use of dissociatives i believe #but i cant get over the fact that i was RIGHT #seven year old me's hypothesis was correct!!#i have had my vision be vaguely disconnected (never v severe) a few times #i think it's pretty common #the worst one i had that i wasnt expecting was when i forgot to take my antidepressants for a week #turns out dissociation and depersonalization and derealization can be side effects of stopping cold turkey lol #but I've also had it happen spontaneously once or twice in a way that was (to my knowledge) completely unrelated to drugs/meds #so i think maybe 7 yr old me also had it happen a few times and somehow followed it to it's natural conclusion #anyways #idk how to tag this but it seems like something that should definitely be tagged #dissociation #derealization #depersonalization #dissociative #sensory disconnect #visual disconnection #should i tag this as drugs?#uh i will just to be safe i guess #drugs #drug mention #drug usage

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bistaxx · 2 years

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... I'm just gonna ignore what he did to the picture of Pluto the dog for my own sake-💀💀💀-

#Also mininote for as much as I would've loved the dramatic conclusion to this arc I thought we we're gonna get I have to say #I'm laughing the most I have in quite awhile- and to be real for a moment: I've been having some really shitty and off days for irl reasons #and I really needed this brevity tbh- I love drama and tragedy but I needed something soft and light #I was feeling a lot of dread (in a good way) going into this but now I feel all light and bright and just in a much better mood then I have #been recently ;u;- I feel silly saying this over klv and still feel a bit cheated out of the dark ending that was being built up to #but also I'm just... reminded why I was so happy about initially getting into a lighter sillier and more chaotic series like klv ;u;#I love these silly spanish thirty year olds and one mexican law student making dumb ass jokes #the dramatic q vs l arc was a cherry on top and im glad it happened but it also feels nice to just... breathe y'know #idk... basically just I really needed the laughs is all ;u;#... and yes I'm aware I'm pouring out my heart here on the post about Q pretending to fuck a picture of pluto the dog LMAOOOOOO #jinx liveblog #kl spoilers #(still not done with the stream yet btw so maybe it does get dark and gritty again idk-)

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problemeule · 1 month

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love when someone’s like “not [character] friendly” and it’s clearly just because this character had the audacity to be imperfect and also a woman

#idk maybe I’m jumping to conclusions when I’m not even a quarter into this fic #but so far all this chatacter has done is be a woman and date one half of the author’s ship #like she’s not behaving perfectly. she’s flawed and ultimately I think the relationship doesn’t work out precisely because of the #incongruence between the woman(TM) and her love interest #*the relationship fails due to this in congruence in canon not in the fic. is what I wanted to add but forgot bc Tired #and like. yeah she’s not behaving perfectly well but so far she seems fairly reasonable. jumping to some conclusions (incorrect and a bit #whack) but??? how’s that make her a bad person #her love interest in this fic is explicitly (!!!) aware he has feelings for someone else and dates her in spite of it!!!!#he dates her out of a feeling of obligation mixed with a dose of comphet #that’s a fairly shit thing to do to someone #and she explicitly asks. in this early part of the fic I’ve read sos far. if there’s even room for her in his life #because a lot of it is occupied by the guy he’s in love with. and he basically goes ‘yeah we’ll just have to take it slow :)’#my brother in Christ. what are you expecting to happen here.#I get that that’s The Whole Point of the Fic #but by god. I wish it wasn’t at the cost of this woman whose only real crime so far is existing and thinking this guy is hot & nice #lmao. listen I’ve slept 8 hours total in the last two nights I’m not doing great so I might be over interpreting here #especially since I’m still not far into the fic.#but it’s Giving Misogyny so far I gotta be honest

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l1ghtn1ngstr1kez · 6 months

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haven't posted much today but i think at least some of y'all would appreciate a small update on the grand prix situation from yesterday

good news! i'm normal now. also i got my skates working again! i found some kinda chip stuck to one of the soles which is most likely what caused them to malfunction. dunno how the hell the babylon rogues stuck that there without me noticing but whatever. what's done is done. at least my skates still work. i don't know what i'd do with myself if they were actually broken

also it looks like the people running the whole thing caught wind of the cheating and are looking into it. they also sent all the racers that had to forfeit a consolation prize so that's nice i guess. doubt they'll be able to catch the rogues though. they probably already ran off with their prize and there's no way they're getting caught. but maybe they'll be barred from entering future races? who knows. i don't care as long as they leave me alone

#⚡️.txt #man i'm still so tired #i went for a walk with my pet chao earlier today and it did make me feel a bit better #and knowing the cheating is being investigated is kinda comforting. a little. maybe #for a minute i thought they'd just. let it happen since they didn't say anything right after #which just made me angrier #but i guess i was just being impatient. things like that take time #ugh. if i ever see the babylon rogues again they'll be sorry they ever messed with me #//#sonic the hedgehog #sonic oc #sonicsona #rp #the conclusion to the first arc of this rp blog (or mini arc ig since it only lasted for like. 3 days ig)#getting more comfortable writing for this blog :D #now to figure out what to tackle next #there's a certain character i wanna introduce. idk if now's the right time but. maybe soon :]#for now i'm sure livewire would like to answer questions. if y'all have any that is #anyways. isn't the gem on his chest neat? don't think i've ever seen another hedgehog with one like that #;) -mod

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ifeelfreewithoutmyshoes · 1 year

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I was talking to my flat mate who said we’ve become way too addicted to our phones and it’s like,, yes I agree with her but I gotta push back a little bc I know she wakes up at shit in the morning and scrolls social media bc of FOMO and then goes back to sleep again and I can’t pretend that’s the standard

#like she sleeps horribly #and one of the doctors was like yeah that’s propably why bc you don’t sleep trhough the night #and if she’s studying she’ll have it right beside her to see what happens #she really has fomo #but she also has some other mental stuff where I’m like hmm maybe this doesn’t help either #so like I gotta argue a bit against her bc I can’t let her think every one in our generation acts like that #she already thought I had anxiety bc I was able to talk with her about it so smoothly #me #oh well on that note I’m gonna turn of my phone and sleep #also she was like my phone broke one morning and she was in such trouble the entire day bc of it #and I tried arguing well yes bc it’s a tool you use everyday #if you drive to work each morning and you come out and find your car broke. you’ll struggle as well #like yes it’s a problem I agree but maybe there’s some nuance as well #I think that’s my problem she doesn’t see nuance that well #like she was mad at our service in a restaurant as well #and some of it was fair they were weird #but some of it I was thinking like?? well maybe it’s bc of this thing??#idk she’s very steadfast in some stuff sometimes where I’m like why was that the conclusion you came to instead of the benefit of the doubt

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astrxealis · 2 years

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sometimes i overthink and get overly anxious but then my worries are quelled and that feeling is just. the best

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#happened sometime before when i thought some people hated me but no oops i just jumped to conclusions #but i remember being so anxious about that! kinda brought me back to an experience some time ago where #uhm. yeah i had trouble sleeping because my heartbeat was too fast all the time. concerning not-so-good ol' days!#and so yeah that got cleared up though. and then now i thought other people hated me but school this time #and i thought they thought i was irresponsible and idk man but phew my worries were for naught... i think!#man i think overall i don't get as anxious but it's definitely still there #tw anxiety #part of me in general feels like everyone around me secretly hates me and it kinda really sucks #because i know it isn't true but sometimes i'm told that in fights even if i know they don't mean it and we always make up #and then in general i usually feel like i'm never a 'favorite'. as in. yeah. whatever HELP DON'T MIND ME SORRY #it's really complicated but also i understand how i've come to be this way and it's... just kinda sad to me i think #i think of that one in the tags kinda reblog game where it was 'what would cure you' or smth like that and #i think i just need a partner of sorts. someone who is for me. and i for them. and i have a twin but it's different you see #and i don't think anyone can really understand that because . twins aren't the most common. i don't have friends #who have twins orrr the one that does is not close with their twin unfortunately! so. yeah.#agh sorry sorry sorry i'll get back to doing stuff #yk it seems like i have really high self-love and all and ultimately i do but sometimes i wonder how much of it is a mask #which is why i was often confused whether i'm actually happy or confident or anything at all and. i'm kinda still like that now #... i don't need therapy i think. maybe i do. i've said to myself that the best way for me to go with it is to just do it by myself #but i'm wondering if that really is best considering. it's always by myself. i know people are there for me #but ultimately i just feel so... dreadfully alone #anyways happy monday HWBJBAFABHFb

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