#mcl nathaniel x reader

[justferhere]

Healing | Nath × GN!Reader

My Candy Love HSL • Episode 23

You talk to Nath about his father. Short. No pronouns used.

Word Count: 632

Warnings: mention of abuse, fluff, reader comforting Nath, use of y/n

My first scenario/fic so let's try this ;) English is not my first language so, sorry for mistakes.

I had been there for around 30 minutes when Amber collapsed, her snoring filled the room, and there was no more noise outside.

It was time.

I crept out of my sleeping bag and made my way to Nath's room, wishing with all my might that he was asleep.

I gave a little knock on the door before Nath's figure peeked through the door. "Oh, Y/N, is something wrong? What are you doing awake?" I could see the tiredness in his eyes. He looked like he hadn't slept well in a long time.

"I need us to talk; It's important, please, Nath. Your father might come down."

He took little time to analyze the situation, his eyes never leaving mine. "It's okay." He opened the door all the way and let me through. Silently, he closed the door and returned to me.

"It's late. Couldn't you have waited?" He sat back in his desk chair. I felt my heart racing. Where should I start? "Besides, you still haven't told me why you came or how you convinced Amber."

"I needed to check something out for myself." I sighed finally. "What?" "That your father beats you." Every visible muscle in his body tensed, and his face hardened. "You keep going on about it, Y/N. I told you to butt out. You don't know what you're talking about." His tone was harsh, raising his voice a little. "Nathaniel, please, if your father found us..."

Silence reigned for a moment. Even if I wanted to, I felt unable to be able to utter a word for fear of his reaction. "He... He wasn't always like this, and he doesn't mean to. His life has fallen apart. It's not his fault." I could feel my heart breaking. Try to justify something cruel as if it was a little slip-up. "As far as I can see, you take the brunt of it. Nath, what would that have to do with you?"

"He reflects his problems on me, I guess. Y/N isn't worth it, it's just him trying to keep me from failing or something" His fingers held it between his eyebrows, and he sighed. "It's late. You might go to sleep. We have class tomorrow." Without another word, he got up and lay down with his back to me.

I stood there for a few seconds staring at him. His back was bare, and I could see some bruises thanks to the moonlight. I walked over to him, lay down with him, and hugged him. I rested my forehead on his back and stayed there for a moment. "You don't deserve this, Nath. It wasn't your fault, and you shouldn't try to justify what he does to you." He remained silent. I slowly moved my face and left a kiss on one of his bruises. "You have to do something; you can't go on like this. It's... just not fair." He finally turned, his eyes meeting mine easily. "I don't plan to leave you alone in this. Even if you hate me, I don't plan on letting you stay involved in this." I whispered.

His arms held me, and he pulled me close, his chin resting on my head. "Even if I wanted to, I can't report him. It would destroy my mother, my sister."

"Maybe there's another solution. You could... I don't know, move out on your own, I don't know." The subject was going round and round in my head. "We'll see." He rested his lips on my head. "Thank you, Y/N." My eyes started to close, I knew it might bring trouble, but at that moment I didn't care. "I love you, Nath," I whispered as low as I could, and couldn't help but fall asleep.

"I love you too."

[mcllover]

Castiel that plays guitar to you. You'd be doing something and he randomly comes with his guitar asking if you wanted to hear what he was working on and each time you'd throw aside everything you were doing, not caring about anything but the tune he was playing. His fingers slowly rocking the chords, his eyes on his fingers focusing on what he's doing. Sometimes lyrics he imagines escape his mouth and you fall in love all over again. Each time.

[takumifujiwaraswfe]

MY CANDY LOVE MASTERLIST

✨ - fluff 🍬 - smut 🍭 - angst

Armin

Nothing's here yet

Castiel

Nothing's here yet

Lysander

Nothing's here yet

Nataniel

Nothing's here yet

Kentin

Nothing's here yet

[allmcl]

Hey! Thanks for writing fanfics!! I want to make a request: Nathaniel, pregnant Candy (you decide how long the pregnancy takes) and lots of cuteness, please!!❤️🥺

Sorry for my English, it's not my first language

NATHANIEL AND PREGNANT CANDY . . .

Where you see Nathaniel leave his past behind and learn to be an exemplary father to your baby, and to be the best life partner you could ask for.

pairing. nathaniel carello x f!reader

genre. fluff.

setting. established relatonship, both are aged up and live together. this situates in mcl love life!!

content warning. kissing, crying, mentions of his past trauma, and nath being a total husband material just because he loves you too much.

author’s note. FIRST, I WANT TO APOLOGIZE, i really didn´t know how to make it a fanfic so i decided to do it like a headcanon (tysm for requesting!!, i hope you like this anyway TuT) also this is so long for no reason??

✧. - ̗̀ WHEN YOU TOLD HIM THE NEWS . . .

I think when you had to tell Nathaniel the big news, you would have been nervous. And not because you thought he would take it badly. I think that although Nathaniel has changed a lot over the years, mainly since what happened with his father, which I also think influences a lot, his desire to start a family as the independent adult that he is now would have constantly been a topic that you two would have mentioned a lot in your relationship.

The way you told him was probably much simpler than you might have imagined, but you were so wrapped up in your worries that you couldn't think of a creative way to do it. You just nedeed to get it out of your head. Hiding it would only make it worse. So you decided to break the news to him the same day you found about it.

It was late, almost dawn when you heard Nathaniel announce his arrival at the house. His guard shift had extended longer than he expected, but even so, he always knew that you were waiting for him (probably awake), so he didn't worry about making noise.

Seeing you appear, he couldn't help but smile widely. "I couldn't wait to get home." His words made you smile and Nathaniel rushed to welcome you into his arms, inhaling your scent with his head on your neck. The silence was loud at the moment, and before you could think...

"I'm pregnant." You felt his body tense violently against yours, and you immediately regretted not having waited for a better moment. But now all that was left was to wait for his reaction.

Carefully, Nathaniel pulled away a little to look at you, worse still holding you in his arms. You felt your heart pound against your chest, your entire body weakened and you felt like you were about to cry. His face was particularly neutral, although surprise was evident in his eyes. Nathaniel stayed for a few seconds contemplating the situation, a million thoughts running through his head.

And as you were about to speak again, a little scream escaped you as Nathaniel lifted you into the air, doing a small spin before lowering you down and attacking your lips soothingly. He held your face, and tangled his hands in your hair. The energy in the kiss unsettled you, but you held back.

"I thought…" Your voice sounded strangled, you breathed heavily in the middle of the kiss. "I didn't know you'd think.." You confessed, the feeling of relief calming you and you felt a smile escape as you saw tears sweeling in his eyes that he somehow managed to stop from falling.

"My love.." Nathaniel managed to say before he started laughing and smiling so much that he looked like a little child receiving a candy. "This is the best news I've ever received in my life, y/n" He murmured, pressing his forehead to yours. He sound so sure you couldn´t help but hold him tighter.

"But…your job.." You whispered.

"Don't think about any of that, we'll fix it. We'll find a way." Nathaniel interrupted you to reassure you. "Everything will be okay. I'm here."

And with that, you knew that, indeed, it would be.

✧. - ̗̀ HOW DID HE TOOK CARE OF YOU? . . .

I think everything about pregnancy would be a complete challenge for him. Not only because his job rarely allowed him to stay with you as long as he would have wanted, but because he didn't want to miss absolutely ANYTHING.

He always does his best to share the little moments with you. Since he found out, he loves sleeping with his head on your belly, he feels that in some way he protects the baby. And everytime he feels his little kicks, his whole heart melts instantly.

Every time you decide to do something that he considers dangerous, he goes into POLICE MODE, immediately. He starts reproaching you about why you should be resting and starts giving you orders, which at a certain point ends up bothering you. He always ends up apologizing, but you know he's just scared and you appreciate that he cares so much.

Also, I have the thought that many times you found him crying, and whenever you asked, he told you it was because he was afraid. (Have to add that Nath, always knows how to communicate with you, something you´re alway glad for and that he learned to you while he started giving you all his trust.)

Rather, he was worried. His worst terror was becoming a bad father. You knew that although years had passed since the incident with his family, it is the type of wound that never heals. So although Nathaniel would never have worried about that but, now that he had the responsibility of raising a baby, it was the only thing that came to his mind.

But Nathaniel is so in love with you, he knew that as long as you were there everything would be fine. So you always know how to calm him down when his anxiety starts to eat away at him. And he will always be grateful for that, and of course for everything you always do for him.

Another thing is that I feel that since he almost never had time to stay at home so much, he didn't really know how to do certain chores (I mean, he knew, he just wasn´t too experienced about it.)

But now that he basically forced you to stay in bed resting, he was forced to learn to make simple dishes, clean from time to time and keep everything in order.

On the other hand, getting up at such late hours of the morning to indulge in those strange cravings that you had in the middle of the night became routine.

And as expected, it didn't really supposed a problem, Nathaniel was already used to being awake at that hour on patrol.

I think a moment that stands out was when they told Amber, who immediately started crying and asking so many questions that Nath had to tell her to calm down so as not to overwhelm her. While everything was happening, you couldn't stop thinking about how things changed.

In high school, you were convinced that you and Amber would hate each other forever. Just like Nath, who thought he would have to deal with constant tension between you.

But there he was, watching how his little sister couldn't stop caressing your belly, while smiling and crying at the same time. He thought it was adorable. And trust me, Amber is definitely going to be the fun chick.

He was there for you, (obviously your friends too) throughout the entire pregnancy, and mainly giving things away. There came a point where you had to ask her to stop spending so much on you, because every time she came to visit you (which was quite often) she brought a present with her.

I knew she would love him the day I met him, and you couldn't be happier about it.

THE DAY YOU HAD THE FIRST ULTRASOUND, THE DOCTORS HAD TO TAKE NATH OUT OF THE ROOM BECAUSE HE COULD NOT HOLD HIS TEARS. The doctors told him that he couldn't cause such a disturbance, since it should be a calm moment for both of you, but he couldn't help but burst into tears when he saw his baby on the screen. After calming down , they let him back in. You just laughed at the situation, such a cry baby really 🙄. And in general, pregnancy was a complicated process for both of us, but Nathaniel always made sure to be there to help you with whatever you needed at all times. (AS HE SHOULD, dont expect less!)

✧. - ̗̀ GENDER REVEAL . . .

I don't think Nathaniel is the type of person to speculate about the gender of the baby. Really, he didn't care too much as long as he was a healthy child.

I think he would be the first to suggest a huge list of names, depending on the gender, and to buy some clothes. The process of creating the baby´s room was complicated, and although you suggested doing it after the gender reveal, your husband simply couldn't wait and by the time you realized it, Nathaniel had bought all the necessary furniture.

He decided that he would use light colors for the room, and then you could decorate on top of the white walls with another color. I feel like the room would be strangely symmetrical and orderly. But in the sense that it wouldn't have a warm look. I think Nath always had a huge love for modern things and simple decorations, unlike you.

So, of course, you were in charge of giving it a more homely appearance and placing decorations in warmer colors so that it wasn't all white. In the end, it is simply your way of complementing each other.

AND I'M SURE THIS MAN BOUGHT THE BABY A POLICE SUIT

"Nath! It's a baby!" You reproached him

"A baby police officer.." He corrected you.

Now, it should be clarified that the revelation ceremony was nothing ostentatious. By both of your choices, only a couple of your close friends were invited, a couple of Nath, Amber (who was the first to arrive in a totally pink outfit, EXCITED AUNT!!), and your parents of course.

It wasn't anything too weird, you decided to go with a traditional way, simple confetti.

"Are you ready?" You asked Nathaniel, who could barely hold the confetti shooter.

"Yeah." He said it with such confidence that in chorus with those present, they began the countdown.

And before you processed it, they were both covered in blue confetti.

You immediately felt Nathaniel wrap his arms around you and lift you into the air, uniting your lips in a kiss.

✧. - ̗̀ MEETING THE BABY . . .

I don't think it's necessary to say too much about the birth, but I can say that Nath collapsed at least 3 times during the entire time you were there. But he never let go of your hand. (And thank goodness you didn´t either, because at any moment he would faint)

But after that stressful moment, Nath focused on spoiling you, bringing you your favorite food, taking care of organizing the bags with the baby's things, and making sure you weren't in too much pain.

Although he couldn't stop thinking about seeing him, about holding his baby in his arms. Juts like you of course.

The moment when, after a few moments that felt infinite, he saw the nurse come through the door with a bundle so small that it was completely surrounded by a blanket, he felt his heart skip a beat.

Although he tried to hold on as long as he could, the moment he saw how you received him in your arms, the tears began to fall. There was no sound or words, just his eyes full of love staring mesmerizingly at both of you.

After a while, Nathaniel held him in his arms. The moment he looked into his eyes, all his worries faded away. And he knew he wouldn´t let anything in the world hurt him.

"He…" His voice sounded choked by crying. "He has your eyes…" He couldn't finish his sentence, so he stayed silent to avoid bursting into tears and waking the baby. So he just hugged him against his chest. Nathaniel didn't know at all what would come next, but he was sure that he would do wathever it takes to keep you both safe. Both of you were his whole life. Anything else mattered.

(btw, you can name the baby however you want lol)

©allmcl !

[sakuraasworld]

𝑴𝒀 𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑫𝒀 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑺𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑶𝑺

↬𝖓𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖊𝖑

nothing to see here for the moment.

↬𝖈𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖊𝖑

nothing to see here for the moment.

↬𝖑𝖞𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗

nothing to see here for the moment.

↬𝖆𝖗𝖒𝖎𝖓

nothing to see here for the moment.

↬𝖐𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖓

nothing to see here for the moment.

↬𝖗𝖆𝖞𝖆𝖓

nothing to see here for the moment.

↬𝖍𝖞𝖚𝖓

nothing to see here for the moment.

↬𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖈

nothing to see here for the moment.

[starkatana]

Two Sides of the Same Coin

Nathaniel x Female Reader

Summary:

Nathaniel asks you to homecoming.

A quick mention of MCLUL Nath but is mainly high school Nathaniel!

"I’m scared for you, Nath."

He doesn’t respond.

You suck in a deep breath holding back your tears. "Unless you can be 100% honest with me, we can’t be together."

He hesitates. You're searching his face for answers, it’s not the same Nathaniel you know. This one closed himself off from everyone, kept his secrets, and kept you far. The Nath you knew was open and ready to help anyone, he told you everything, you two were best friends. What happened?

His hand goes limp in yours.

"I can’t, y/n."

You feel the tears form. You give his hand a light squeeze before letting go. “Goodbye, Nathaniel.”

You sit up from the desk. You are in the Sweet Amoris’ Student Council Room. Then your Nathaniel walks into the room with two cups of coffee.

“Good, you’re awake.” He smiles at you as he places a cup of coffee in front of you.

“Oh shit, how long have I been out?”

“Thirty minutes or so.” he shrugged, “We’ve been at this for a while.”

“Shit sorry, Nath.” you rub your eyes, looking at the spread of papers you had out in front of you. “You wouldn’t believe the dream I had.”

“Oh yeah?” he asked before drinking his coffee while looking at his computer.

“Yeah, we were older; you had piercings,” your finger traced your ears, “and a scar on your lip.” You pointed to the left side of your lip on where his scar would be.  He had a look of disbelief on his face. You laughed, “Oh my god, it was totally a dream.”

Nathaniel laughed with you, “A very vivid dream.”

“Yeah, and we must’ve been together.”

He stopped what he was doing and looked up at you expectantly.

“Will you be honest with me, Nathaniel?” You cross your arms and lean into the table closer to him, and narrow your eyes, looking him up and down.

“Always,” he says, putting his laptop down, giving you his full attention.

“Are you into anything . . . sketchy?”

"Excuse me?” he raised his eyebrows at you.

“You know,” you sit back and throw your arms up, “Selling drugs? Illegal fighting?” you purse your lips at him, trying to read his face. “Embezzlement? The mafia?” you shrug with a laugh, “Normal things.”

He lets out a laugh, “You caught me. You know too much, guess you’re going to have to start helping.”

“Only if I get a cut of the pay.”

“Nope. Slave labor.”

You two share a laugh.

“Sounds like you had a wild dream.” Nathaniel said thoughtfully, “I could never imagine myself getting into situations like that.”

“Yeah, I don’t know where it came from.” you take a drink of your coffee and let out a relaxed sigh.

“Hey, y/n?”

“Hm?”

You look up at Nathaniel and see he’s looking at from you and that his cheeks are flushed. “Since you kinda brought it up.” he looks your way for a second before looking away, and you feel the blush creeping on your cheeks, as your heartbeat picks up, “but I have a crush on you.”

“Wait,” you straighten up, “How long?”

“Well,” he loosened his tie and looked away before facing you. “I’ve been flirting with you for the last three months.”

“Oh my god!” you cover your face in embarrassment, “I’m such an idiot!”

“It’s alright, but uhm, since you know now.” He takes a deep breath before continuing, “do you have a date to Homecoming?” He looks at you, with sweet and caring eyes.

It takes you a minute to understand where this conversation was going. You slowly shake your head, no.

“Would you like to go with me?”

You feel time stop. This was really happening!

You nod, “Yeah.” A smile formed on your face as you continued to nod, “yeah!”

He bit his lip, “Just us?”

You tilt your head to the side, confused. “I mean yeah,” you shrug confused, “Unless you already have a date, and I’m the third wheel.”

He laughs and shakes his head, no. “I was just making sure because in the last three months I asked if you wanted to hang out you always invited Melody along, so I just wanted to be clear.”

You cover your face again, “I’m the biggest idiot.” You laugh at yourself, “I had no idea you even liked me. I just thought you were trying to get to know Melody through me because she likes you and since she’s known you longer, I didn’t want to take you away from her.” You scratch the back of your head. “I’m the biggest idiot.”

“Stop saying that.” He grabbed your hand, “You’re not an idiot. I’m just bad at communicating my feelings.”

“No, I’m sure you were VERY clear.” You reassured,  “I’m just dense and never picked them up.”

He shrugged, “Maybe that too.”

“Hey!” you rolled your eyes, “but that’s why you like me.”

He shrugs, “Yeah. I also like your kindness, your laugh, your beautiful mind, your smile, and your personality.”

You hold your hand to your heart, “Aw, Nath.”

“I can keep going.” He smiled at you, “You’re an absolutely wonderful person, y/n. And I’m so glad I got the chance to know you.”

“And we’re going to continue getting to know each other more, before, during, and after Homecoming.”

He nodded with a smile in return, “Of course. I’d like nothing more.”

[theholycakehole]

Masterlist: (Updated 3/12/17)

Hamilton:

Alexander Hamilton x Reader:

Midnight Cuddles

Thomas Jefferson x Reader:

True Love

A Natural

Philip Hamilton x Reader:

I don’t like that boy

University

Tuesday Nights

Hounds of Baskerville

John Laurens x Reader:

Project

Lafayette x Reader:

Warmth

Secrecy 

Supernatural:

Dean Winchester x Reader:

Mistakes

Loss

Anxiety

Castiel x Reader:

Crumbs

My Candy Love:

Castiel x Reader:

Games

What do I have to do?

Feelings

Requests are still open just leave a character and a prompt!!

[caemec]

The after MCL for this blog & Rules

Hi guys ! How are you today ?

To not lie to you, since the release of My Candy Love - University Life, I had to struggle a lot with the idea to continue writing in the fandom or not.

I am honestly not happy with how things turned out. Still now, I can’t pass on what Beemov chose to do with the game. I am not really a fan of the new game, too cheesy, cliché and even more childish than MCL in my opinion. 

It is why, at least for now, I decided I would make a compromise - I will continue to write, because I obviously stay really close to the characters.

BUT. My next posts will be a mix between MCL and MCLUL, and for the first time, I will clearly post rules about the future asks and writings.

Future writings :

Scenarios and headcanons I will write, will always include :

✩ Lysander

✩ Armin

✩ Kentin

✩ Castiel

✩ Priya

✩ Nathaniel

What I will refuse to do :

✩ Which leads to the fact that, yeah, for now, I will not write about Rayan and Hyun.

Sorry for the ones who like them, but for now, we don’t know enough about them, it is actually almost impossible to propose something with a minimum of quality without knowing a damn thing about their background or their personality.

To be totally honest, I am absolutely not a fan of their character and the way they are used in the game (mostly for Rayan, he makes me feel so uncomfortable and I refuse to write this feeling only for some headcanons).

They could appear sometimes for the need of a scenario, because I will not make like if they didn’t exist, but that’s all.

✩ Also, I will not use the main character as “Candy” anymore, since I dislike her personality more and more, but with the mention [Y/N] - Your Name - or [S/O] - Signifiant Other.

Rules about asks :

✩ From now on, when you make a general ask, I will need you to ask for four characters maximum, in order to have a little less of work. Always think to give their names, or I will not make it - or will chose by myself.

✩ I will always take the asks about Armin, Lysander, Kentin, Castiel, Nathaniel.

✩ Nathaniel will be based more on the new one, but written in the personal idea that he acts like an asshole to protect himself. I tend to keep wanting him that slight shyness and softness he always had.

✩ I’m glaldy waiting for asks about Priya (I will follow her storyline in the game, from what I see now), even though she will be incorporated into the posts.

✩ I am also totally up to write about reader X Amber/Yeleen/Chani/Kim.

✩ I refuse asks between two characters. It’s only about the reader and one of the girls/boys.

✩ I will refuse asks about Rayan and Hyun. If I change my mind, later in the game, I will obviously tell you so.

✩ Beside them, feel free to ask for other characters I didn’t speak about above.

Storyline precisions :

I tend to be happy that the game finally propose the characters older (they have finally my age, it’s always easier to write), so I will follow Beemov on that point.

Which also means that in my opinion, Lysander, Armin and Kentin are still part of the story, and not lost somewhere for the good sake of we don’t know who (obviously not ours, I was an Armin addict). They are still in town, guys. Fight me about that.

I will not follow the breakup storyline, unless it is asked by one of you or if it is interesting for a specific headcanon / scenario. Otherwise, I stay with the fact that they are still together.

[candymayvary]

Hello! I want to get into writing for MCL, mainly one of the boys x reader or something, and I was just wondering if you could offer some advice ^^ I know you don't write them, but your fics kind of feel like that sometimes. How do you get comfortable writing Candy as an unnamed person, for people to put their own in? Thank you for your time!

Hey!

Huh, I guess you could see my fics as that, I suppose... I’d never really considered it. I will admit, I do end up reading chara x reader like ONCE a year, just to embarrass and indulge myself. I couldn’t write them the way they are to save my life, as I think I would just be too embarrassed, but I definitely have some mad respect for people who can.

Generally, I leave Candy unnamed because... either I don’t have an oc to ‘date’ the character, I don’t particularly like/care for the route (or feel largely indifferent towards it, have a preference for others), or it’s just. Stylistic choice, for what I’m writing. Especially if I’m trying for the tone of being regret, sadness, anger... instead of naming, I feel there’s some more impact when the target of the emotion is just reduced to a pronoun, no? That’s just me. Also, yeah, I guess it is also so people can just read it and imagine the scene with their own Candy? If people want stuff with my ocs, then I guess they can ask for it, or I’ll just post my own stuff whenever, y’know? I don’t mind either way. When I repost stuff on AO3, I end up rewriting some of it to HAVE Gigi/Harper/Medeia mentioned specifically.

As for getting comfortable? Hm, well, pretty much any and all Castiel x Candy I write is Gigi, my Candy. The scenarios are pretty much always going to be specific to them, unless there’s a weirdly specific prompt/request, and I can’t make it fit. Nathaniel x Candy is also kind of Gigi as well (because OT3 feels lol they’ll never leave) on some scale. I guess it’s because I’m using my own oc, and just taking out the name and reshuffling a few sentences, I’m able to do it? For the rest of the characters (Lysander, Kentin, Armin, Hyun, etc)... I don’t always have someone in mind, or I’m familiar enough with certain Candys on the internet, plus their LIs, that I’m able to just... replace names and pronouns. I just don’t tell people shhhh shhhhh it’s embarrassing. 

I hope that helps in some way? I’ve never really considered my stuff chara x reader so I’m just going to stare at my hands in wonder for a while lmfao 

[justferhere]

Actualizatiooooon!

Thanks for the love you have given to my last fics, I'm just starting so it's kinda recomforting <3

If you haven't read them here you are ;)

Healing • Nathaniel × GN!Reader

Memories Songfic The Loneliest • Castiel × GN!Reader

From the ideas list I have, I'm now working on We Are the Campions Armin × GN!Reader and I'm thinking about some headcanons, so if you have some, they are more than welcome :D

Request are open, also think it could help me with ideas :}

[mcllover]

show me your favorite illu in mcl, i want to see everyone's taste, here's mine (my pp for a reason)

[mcllover]

Nath that reads to you when you can't sleep, your head resting on his chest, his arms around your shoulders while holding the book. His voices soft, almost as a whisper. You should close your eyes, finally get the sleep you need but you can't tear your eyes away from him. His lips, his nose, his eyes, he looks so good you wonder what he sees in you, yet when his eyes fall into yours, theres nothing but love in them "Do you want me to stop?" he asks, you shake your head. You could listen to him your entire life, talking about whatever and you'd be listening very close, drinking his words. He kisses your forehead, before resuming his lecture and you finally close your eyes, ready to fall asleep in the arms of the man you love.

[mcllover]

what i think they'll do after candy cheated on them:

nathaniel: put himself so much in his work everyone close to him start to get worried, don't go back to his place until it's extra late, will go back to his fuckboy era and try to forget candy (he can't)

castiel: he writes, so much he can make 3 whole albums, he probabbly canceled some date of concerts because he didn't felt well enough, gets mad at people when they ask about candy

hyun: go to his dad's house for some days because he don't feel like staying at home, will try to distract himself with his family, doing things for his mother, going places with his sister (i bet his entire family hates candy i understand),

rayan: find it hard to fall asleep, wondering what he did wrong, in class he'd be distracted and some of his students even asked him if he was fine, read books about heartbreak

priya: i feel like she'll want to move away, not because she felt forced but because its something she had in mind and no she doesn't want to stay in the same city as candy

you can share your thoughts too i'd be interested to read them (don't be mean)

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castiel being jealous is my favorite thing in hsl

[mcllover]

me putting money in mcl AGAAAAAAAIN to get ONE illu of nathaniel

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In love life , do you think Nath panics if he wakes up in the middle of the night or early morning and he doesn't see Candy ( she may be to the toilet or eating something in the kitchen or does something else)?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH NEVER STOP ASKING ME THAT ANON

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Nath's jolted awake, heart pounding and drenched in sweat, the remnants of the nightmare still vivid in his mind, how Candy was screaming for him to help without him being able to do anything. He sighs heavily, trying to calm his heartbeat as he lay back down, closing his eyes and reaching for Candy fro comfort. His eyes widen when he realises the bed is cold and empty on her side, he turn on the light and realise she's actually not her, panic sinking through him "Candy?" he called for her but is only met with silence. He quickly got out of the bed, and escaped the bedroom "Candy?!" he asks again, a little louder, he opened the bathroom door calling her name again, his chest rising up and down rapidly "Candy!" he calls into the appartment when he doesn't see her "Nath?" he hear and he turn around, finally seeing her, in her wardrobe and Blanche in her hands. He looks at her, still in panic. She put the white cat down, her eyebrows knitted together in a worried frown, before putting her hands on his cheeks "What's wrong?" he melt in her touch "You weren't in the bed and I thought- I didn't-" he stop himself from saying more and took her in his arms. They both get back in the bed, his head on her chest listening to her heartbeat, her hand playing with his hair as she keep repeating "I'm here"