#me too rinne me too

[astronite13]

vivid bad squad who i only know crazy:Bad squad

[voiceofsword]

assorted doodles (+an edit) for a god au friend and i have been rambling about

[tinylittlelilac]

Very fun birthday present for my sister!! We are amagi bro fans together :]] WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

[dorinnn]

more circus shuffle

[egophiliac]

i need to know when u watch episode 5 of gotchard, because it is by far the best episode of the season so far for a variety of reasons

toku really is just the absolute best

[chynandri]

Thought it would be fun to do this template but as a mini redraw of everyone’s most recent 5* cards!

[eveh-koko]

Crazy:B Trip!!

[kheyys-worms]

Mungkinkah, mungkinkah (Could it be, could it be) Mungkinkah kau mampir hari ini? (Could it be that you've stopped by today?) Bila tidak mirip kau (If it doesn't look like you) Jadilah bunga matahari (Then be a sunflower)(Gala Bunga Matahari - Sal Priadi)

Edit: made a little change to satan's sunflower

[nguyenfinity]

[slams this on the table] HAPPY MOTHERS’ DAY

Extra:

[cryptidm0ths]

Vvvvvv messy doodles of magical girl au

[rissas-pieces-1]

Belated Matrix art of my faves 🩵💛 also it’s my 2 yr anniversary of playing enstars!! (Everything has gone downhill since then /hj)

[voiceofsword]

i need him NOWW

(included post op/pre op versions bc i couldnt decide and i love him)

[thelionheartedo3]

influencer (ii)

summary: In which Ely's still dealing with her cat being Instagram famous.

[part 6]

When Ely steps into the kitchen, she's expecting someone to be there. The vampires normally wait for her for breakfast, and Nate usually feeds Mango while Ely's in the shower.

Today, though, there's someone she isn't expecting at the table.

Mango's still there, still half hunched over her food plate, but she keeps shooting looks towards the table until Ely garners her attention and she trots over, giving a plaintive mew up to her.

Rebecca glances up from the manilla folder at the sound, pressing a small, hesitant smile on her face.

"Good morning," she greets.

Ely stares at her in silence for a moment longer, before stepping forward towards the island so she can get started on her breakfast.

"I wasn't expecting you to be here."

"The rest of the Unit is on an extra patrol," Rebecca states. "I didn't think you'd appreciate being left completely alone."

"Like that's ever been an issue for you before," Ely huffs, shaking her head.

"Elyse—"

"Save it; I'll eat in the dining room once my food's done to not ruin your work atmosphere."

An uncomfortable silence falls over them at that. Mango keeps skittering to grab a bite of food before racing back to Ely's side, out of Rebecca's sight.

She had thought the cat would be more comfortable around her considering everyone else she lives with is fine with Rebecca, but Mango was Ely's girl through and through.

As the smell of fresh coffee fills the room and Ely's knife slices through the strawberries she's washed, she pauses, considering, before clearing her throat lightly.

Rebecca chances a glance up.

"Are you aware your granddaughter has twenty-seven thousand followers on Instagram?"

"My—what?"

[unrelatabledude]

ah okay im too tired and i dont know if ill have more time this week to finish them. can i interest you in a ffxiv au?

i will probably redo this but this is my ideas for the rest of the cast

[thrilling-oneway]

It’s funny how I only see the 1x2 3x4 thing really perpetuated by wxs het shippers. Like hm is there something you guys are mad about?

allow me to be a toxic emunene ruikasa monoshipper for 10 seconds.

10 seconds is over. considering emunene got fr censored they probably qualify as the most "implied" ship in wxs or whatever. like it is not that deep if your ship is not in the text and wxs shippers constantly making shit up whenever they get into ship wars is annoying. where tf did the 1x2 3x4 shit come from. i know no one gives a shit about leoneed but still where tf did it come from it only canonically applies to 2 units. please care about something other than shipping. it literally does not matter and no one actually cares as soon as you're away from a screen.

[distortedmoondisc]

(Reposting a small informal essay I wrote about this specific line of Vermilion back in july that got lost in my blog. Adding screenshots of my reblogs, which prompted me to write all of this, for context).

Hiiro, who was raised to devote his whole existence to one person and that all his value as an individual is tied to the successful filling of that role. And then someone, the voice of the song—probably Hiiro himself, since he's the one singing this specific line—telling him that "there's meaning you'll never grasp" living as his own, independent person....

And that's just.... I don't know. It feels just so melancholic, for some reason. A sort of existential melancholy. It's reminiscent as to when we're told that we'll probably never discover all the secrets of the ocean or all the secrets about outer space, that we'll never understand 100% a specific topic or matter of study because there's so much information about it, it isn't humanly possible to process it all in a single lifetime. "There is meaning you'll never be able to grasp, there are things you'll never be able to learn or to understand." And that just feels so unfair and distressing, for some reason.

So that makes me think about how the lyrics are implying that Hiiro—despite enjoying his new-found freedom of being Hiiro Amagi, the Leader of Alkaloid, and not Hiiro Amagi, servant of the monarch—he might never be able to fully understand or to enjoy the meaning of his new existence ("there's meaning you'll never be able to grasp"). Hiiro grew up thinking that the rules of his hometown are universal truths and that he must uphold them above everything else—so if the rules tell him that he must dedicate his whole life to serve his brother and that he doesn't have any value outside of that, who is he to deny it? Who is he to fight it? Who is he to interrupt the social norm and the peace of his society? He says it himself in the main story: rules are meant to keep the peace of the community, and peace can only be achieved if everyone does their part without complaining.

So Hiiro already had the meaning of his existence, up to that point, and he didn't need anything else. He was Rinne's servant, he was a member of his hometown, and he was given a mission: to bring his brother, the Monarch, back home to take the throne. It was very clear and simple — but then he met Alkaloid, and all of the idols of ES. He was exposed to the city, to the outside world, to countless different ways of thinking and ways of life. The MDM happened (including Rinne disowning him), and the meaning of his existence was broken. Hiiro is now free, but he's left without any guidance or absolute truths he can rely on a world so grand and contradicting that he can't even comprehend it, and that realistically, he never will.

So what can he do, with a problem of this scope?

What do you do, when all you thought was an absolute truth, actually is not? (and that in fact, absolute truths might not even exist to begin with?) When all the things you learned, the rights and the wrongs, differ from place to place, and from person to person? When you have been left to your own devices to figure out this new world you've been thrown into, that is so contradicting and confusing, all by yourself?

Is this the burden you have to carry, the price you have to pay, to be an independent, autonomous person? (Is this a process Rinne, his brother, also had to go through?)

But then, Mayoi's lyrics in come up, "With the suit of your soul—" and then the rest of Alkaloid sing together—"Persist in your belief."

And this is the part of the song where the existential melancholy gets turned upside down. Yes, Hiiro might never be able to fully grasp the meaning of this new life. Yes, he might never be able to fully understand the new world he's been thrown into, and he will have to struggle trying to navigate it on his own—but the lyrics are pushing him to keep moving forward despite of that. "With the new life you have been given, persist in your beliefs" it's an encouragement, a comforting line. It's Alkaloid (Tatsumi, Mayoi, and Aira) telling him that despite the world being confusing and contradicting and so so vast with multiple wrong and right answers—the best thing Hiiro can do is to be true to himself; to keep tackling adversity and life head on, to try to learn and to understand it as best as he can, and draw his own logical conclusions about it—not conclusions and answers given to him arbitrarily by someone else. And most importantly: that he isn't alone, that he has a group of people that will accompany him along the way, with varying degrees of knowledge about the world, that will complement and support him on his own journey.

And only then, Hiiro will live an autonomous life—and there will be meaning he will never be able to grasp, but that's okay. He isn't meant to, and that's fine.