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man it would be cool to have a long-term creating capability wouldn't it. wouldn't it.
#slight vent/rant below idk youve been warned#unsure of where i'm going with this because i know that im standing at the border of a deep hole#this hole being an issue i keep struggling wiht but i'm trying not to fall into this hole today at 1:30am as ill try to sleep soon#but man ough. does it feel like i should be working on something.#i always had that but i guess the fact that my partner is succeeding so fast strengthens that?#i know i shouldn't be and its something i'm fighting against with an okay success comparing to how it was in the past but i will admit i am#kind of jealous. i mean who wouldnt be?? its a normal emotion to have and yet it feels so bad. at least im managing it better now#i have to keep reminding myself that he's rushing at a pace way faster than normal. and just bcs i'm more in a normal pace of things doesnt#mean im falling behind#ehhhh
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I thought Tumblr might like this one
#hey guyssss...........ahah...#i awkwardly address my folowers every couple months to go “hey guess who changed fandoms again tee hee”#im so sorry but also im not because this is what you signed up for. you saw my 40 titles-long fandom list.#anyways time to add the weird gravity falls doomed yaoi to my hyperfixations. sigh.#if anyone can anaylise some shit i put in there and the meaning behind it they get a cookie#meaning so obscure I wasn't even able to explain it to my best friend HAHA#there's a reference in there i dont expect ANYONE to get. but oh well i can always hope heheheh#OKAY enough rambling what are you doing in the tags#camma the drawer#gravity falls#billford#?#bill cipher#stanford pines#gravity falls ford#gravity falls bill#gf ford#gf bill cipher#gf standford#ughhh guys look at my comfort character *points to egomaniac tyrant who almost killed my favorite characters and tried his damnest to do so*#bbbbye
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I love Sweet Tooth so much because there is just so much symbolism entwined in the story, the story is so well written with beautifully morally grey characters I love it
#i love you rani and aditiya singh#you guys mean so much to me#i love how your marriage falls over time#i love how the ganesha statue symbolises it#god of removing obstacles symbolising their relationship filled with obstacles#the god of new beginnings being left behind as rani starts anew#did she pray before she left?#did she leave aditiya the statue in hopes that he would soon move on#ghat lord ganesha would guide him?#oh my god i dont think ive ever seen hinduism in western media before#i love how they built off of comic dr singh to create aditiya singh#as we can rell im normal abt sweet tooth#sweet tooth#sweet tooth netflix#rani singh#rani sweet tooth#dr singh#dr singh sweet tooth#zariya rambles#aditya singh#aditya singh sweet tooth#aditya sweet tooth
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not sure what part of “i’m disabled and broke and don’t have any extra money to share” people don’t understand but i’m still getting donation dms.
maybe i should start talking about killing myself in random strangers dms, that strat seems to be working for the guy who messaged me today!
#twi speaks#vent#i have donated to several gaza campaigns when i did have a bit of spare money#but uh. i dont now#the bank could take our house any day#my cat is 18 years old so one of 5 things keeping me sane could die any day#im stuck in a dead end retail job i hate that barely pays for my gas#im having to visit the food bank at my school every goddamn week#my mom desperately needs a hip replacement and cant get one because her brothers decided to stop supporting us#and yknow. if someone does buy the house while she’s recovering we’d be fucked#and my mom is computer illiterate and will have to somehow find a new job that doesnt require her to use much tech and lets her sit down#i feel like im falling behind my peers in academics this semester#the only person that teaxhes a class i need for my degree is an incompetent bitch#so thats looming over my head too#the temperature is rising and that means i will get even more migraines#i haven’t gotten to see my boyfriend in person for ages#let alone my other partners#im so tired and busy all the time i barely have time to spend with friends and i feel so fucking lonely#and yeah i know. first world problems#at least im not in the middle of an active warzone#thats the only thing going well right now
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#;ooc#ooc#venchu staring off the distance-#i dont have high graphics but even then u can get the vibes-#god i love p.enacony so much; it gives me such aura- the vibes are SO good; impecable#the music too; its so relaxing;; luxurious-#i think s.tar r.ail peaked so much with it; like the next part must be really REALLY good in order to top it for me#i love when 'arcs'/areas in game have these very distinctive aesthetics/vibes in the sense of;;#where u could follow the design principles and come up with something coherent that perfectly fits the place#which is what i feel like n.atlan in g.enshin kind of missed#and why a lot of the characters look completely separated from n.atlan#like you can get a feeling when u see charas like l.yney; l.ynette; f.urina; n.euvi that they come from the same time and area#they follow such a clean cohesion that even when their designs are distinguishable and different from each other ; you can get the vibe sti#which btw im always up for things that fall out of the box; bc things arent always so rigid and 'fitting'#but i dunno;; n.atlan was such an all over the place area still; that the differences didnt feel enriching and engaging#and this isnt about the usual yadayada about m.avuika's motorcycle like im done with seeing that argument#i mean the -general- lineup; including looks/personalities/kits; all#anyways whatever what do i even know#bc even if n.atlan wasnt my cup of tea; maybe to someone else its their fav region u see#like how sometimes i dont vibe with n.asu's stuff; but other people do; thats just how tastes are#;delete later#dl#i dont tend to vibe with those strict unwavering labels that sometimes people impose; sometimes they can be very restrictive creative wise#but in my experience; having a -base- root/concept can help the inmersion and meaning behind things a lot#and it becomes an overall more memorable thing#like from knowing that base; you can expand and branch out and still make it feel engaging and new and different
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Being in the middle of a battlefield was hell. The clashing of metal bodies, the slicing of fuel lines and static filled screams that faded into nothing. War was haunting. And that's was just the experience for the normal sized bots. Imagine being a mini bot in the midst of a bloody war. A mech no bigger than a slightly taller than average human. You might be strong, and you might be brave, or maybe stubborn. But when everyone around you was basically a titan in their own right, war became much more terrifying. Megatron was incapacitated and the fog of war set in, fast. The carnage was almost endless around them and for once since Rumble's creation, he focused. He focused through the explosions that rattled his processor casing, the gunfire that set his plating on edge as it whizzed and crackled past, the broken bodies strewn about around him. His pedes trudged over battered, energon soaked terrain, hauling his leader's arm canon, hugging close to Soundwave's heels as his boss carried the shut down frame of the fearsome Megatron himself. After what felt like vorns, they finally made it to Astrotrain, taking off almost immediately to escape Autobot ordinance; just as Rumble skid to a halt in the huge triple-changer's cargo hanger. Rumble's venting was ragged as he leaned against the side of the ship, and slid to the floor, still clinging to Megatron's arm canon. To hold something so powerful in his servos, and still feel so weak... It made his tanks turn. If his twin brother were present, surely he would be raving about the chaos, reveling in it. But he wasn't there. And Rumble was left to feel his fear, without his sibling's combative personality to buffer it.
#tf rumble#maccadam#tf g1#transformers g1#tf rp#transformers roleplay#transformers rp#tf soundwave#tf megatron#((i'm totally referencing that cute video of rumble running behind soundwave carrying megs))#((but im angsty so i rewrote it as if they were in serious battle))#((i mean just imagine how scary it would be to be that small and see someone you once thought to be nearly invincible fall))#((and then basically your older brother picks him up and starts sprinting off and you're just like “OKAY LETS GO I GUESS”))#((MEANWHILE YOU'RE GETTING SHOT AT))#((Poor Rumble is scared tho))
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Lorah: Lilac Knight's Love
Artist: @littledashdraws
Wanted to share this commission by Dash, who so lovingly illustrated my vision for Gunter's first wife!! Although Lorah's lived in my head since 2017, this is the first time I've had her drawn. Because I'm so thrilled over this art, I put together a little introduction for her!! you can read more about her below~
Residence: Duet Mountains Occupation: Farmer •❀• Bedside Nurse •❀• Homemaker Birthday: July 11 Gender: Female Relatives: Gunter (Husband) Katerina (Daughter)* Personality: Shy •❀• Bubbly •❀• Optimistic Hobbies: Crafting •❀• Gardening •❀• Baking Age: 21 (when she first meets Gunter) •❀• 36 (at death)
A Nohrian commoner whose known the kingdom's southern mountain range and neighbouring valleys her entire life, Lorah was a recognizable resident of her town even though she kept to herself. Learning the basics of herbal remedies from a young age, she would split her time between tending to the fields and easing the woes of the sick. In adulthood, she would chance upon meeting a Nohrian Great Knight during her town's annual spring festival. The couple's engagement, after seven years of courting, had become one of the most highly anticipated moments amongst the townsfolk.
*NOT the Nohrian Queen. I named their kid before I realized what Xander's mom's name was and by that point I was already ATTACHED (tell me Caterpillar is not the cutest nickname). So now the reason they share a name is lore relevant (which is a part of this fic!).
divider by saradika
#fire emblem fates#feif#fe14#gunter#yeah sure this can go in his tag#fire emblem oc#paranoid over tagging her as an oc cuz. she does exist in canon. but also. canon gave us nothing!#i'd like to consider it free real estate for oc development purposes#also cuz if intsys ever does decide to publish details about gunter's family i would say:#what do you mean. i've been letting his family live rent free in my head for almost a decade.#ANYWAYS YES SHE'S A RED HEAD. who do you think i am. /of course/ im gonna make her a red head.#things about me: gunter i am also attracted to your wife. therefore: she is a red head. case closed.#HER LITTLE COWLICK I LOVE IT SO MUUUUUUUCH#also dash gave me the behind the scenes info that she and Leigh have the same eye colour AHA#sorry gunter you are bound by a cosmic fate to fall in love with a certain eye colour#this will come up in a future fic. im sure. the freckled shoulders are already going to >:3c#oh yes if anyone else is curious. i did in fact sit down and map out a timeline to get her age how i wanted it.#by my calculations gunter would have been ~28. they have approx. 15 years together before everything falls apart#their long courtship is important to me okay#anyways to end this off. MISS LORAH I LOVE YOUUUUU beautiful woman who has been baking in my head for over 7 years.#I am taking good care of your husband don't you worry!! the old man is getting all the love he needs#god I wish she could have seen him as an old man. GOD. I work so hard cuz I'm loving him for her and me!!!!!!#gunter (fates)#lorah (oc)#fef#gunter's family
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Aahhh it's supposed to snow tonight 🥺 I didn't grow up somewhere with snow, so I'm always so entranced by it...I think Arthur would think that was rly cute 👉👈 especially having grown up at the north pole!!
#jane journals#self insert talk#IM ALWAYS LIKE OOOH AHHH for even a light dusting around here#im sure ill get sick of it once it REALLY starts snowing but theres smth so magical about watching it fall#watching it swirl in the wind upon the ground#idk arthur is so whimsical but i feel like even he might take smth like snow a bit for granted? just cause its so normal?#i mean he cant even remember to close doors behind him with frigid subzero temperatures ajfjgkg#we'll keep each other warm 🥺👉👈💖💖💖 sit by the fire#🎄 my christmas wish 🎄
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i think the thing that makes me dislike higher higher is because it just doesnt feel as... rewarding? for rosie to perform with camilla
to the future is very obviously about rosie and camillas relationship. so after the whole story of camilla distancing herself from rosie because shes too famous for her, and then after weeks they meet up again at the concert (that rosie thought camilla refused to go to) where shes the only one to respond to the call and response, and proceed to sing with eachother, it just really works with the story. how they sing about their relationship just makes the scene so much better.
but with higher higher theyre just.. singing? its just like omg! camillas here! I flip my skirt and turn the page! I'm entering a new stage! like it just doesnt feel as impactful??
#also i just dont fw higher higher as a song#it sounds like advert music#but i hope u understand what i mean. like how they sing about their relationship together.. with the hearts behind them..#it just works so well#like i dont CARE that youll keep on running. miss girly mayfield#i need to hear how your losing sight of your dreams. and everythings falling apart.#i dont know what im saying#but i hope you get what i mean. theres something to be said about how to the future does not sound like a rock song at all#but thats a different conversation#style boutique#style savvy#styling star
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didnt even touch on the sandra lynn stuff int he tags of the last post bcos if i talk about her im liable to explode. get behind me, middle-aged divorced woman proficient in archery
#wasnt around for sy as it aired but ive seen the remnants of the liveblogging and its so foul#the genuine misogyny....#saw someone claim gilear was a better parent than her and i had to turn off my computer#i know we all love gilear and hes been tbh redeemed by comedy where sandra lynn doesnt get that#but like. be serious.#that tonal shift in difference of how gilear and sandra lynn are received is wicked interesting to me#and like pre-emptive disclaimer this isnt Gilear Problematic I Want Discourse. im just thinkin thoughts here#the way fy episode 1 gilear actively left his wife n daughter and calls her a demon even if he doesnt mean it that way#but then fig/emily takes an interest in him and from there hes a radically different character whos just kind of. pathetic.#im hesitant to call it flanderization because initial gilear only got like 10 minutes of screentime before wet cat gilear took the stage#but like. in ep1 both faeth parents are shown as equally flawed and on an even narrative playing field#which is then upset as fig latches onto gilear as a comedic force and hes not as much 'dad with tense relationship to daughter he disowned'#as 'guy the pcs do bits with'. esp in fy he doesnt do much but let fig live in his apartment sometimes#(and if u rlly wanna analyse u could say something abt her basically taking care of him instead of the other way around)#this then rlly impacts sandra lynn! bcos now fig has One tense parental relationship to rest all her angst on#and where gilear gets bits. sandra lynn really doesnt get much spotlight until the prison sequence#and the lack of focus on sandra lynn Is lampshaded in-universe and i like the resolution#and then u get to sy where sandra lynn gets as much spotlight as gilear but she doesnt have his comedic shield#so instead she has the dramatic spotlight and both the story and the characters are weirdly obsessed w her sex life#and yeah i know im an aro autist maybe i take cheating a bit lightly. but its in the same category as the 'zelda is mad at gorgug' shit#shes made a spectacle but because shes not gilear and society has notions about sex she gets judged for it#like something abt gilear disowning fig getting dropped while sandra lynn is scrutinised so much rlly rubs me the wrong way#she is FLAWED that is what THE JAIL EP WAS ABOUT!!!#she is TRYING arguably more than GILEAR but she doesnt have the absolution of rule of funny to fall back on#i go insane. i go insane#post not mentioning jy bcos i havent seen it. once again middle-aged divorced women proficient in archery get behind me ill protect u
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"crowley's playlist should have more queen" "crowley's playlist should have from eden" you're all right but hear me out
after "naked man friend" and "so did i" crowley's playlist is solely gonna consist of taylor swift breakup songs
#crowley: yeah im fine#also crowley ten minutes later in his car: AND i should've been THERE in the BACK of YOUR MIND#crowley#good omens#why did i pick the one song where she mentions a driving a car when aziraphale would rather fall than sit behind the wheel#i mean getaway car exists too#speaking of that song can we talk about how crowley is reputation like its not even funny#looks dark and mysterious and mean and is actually very romantic#aziraphale is fearless?? or evermore???#good omens 2#taylor swift
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I keep thinking about how Lucifer wears a thick vest and leaves it purposely unbuttoned at the bottom to hide his Slutty Little Waist tm



#obey me#obey me lucifer#obey me dialuci#i drew one (1) different character and now its back to your regularly scheduled lucifucker bullshit apparently--#personally im fucking Convinced he made this choice bc diavolo kept getting distracted#the leaving it unbuttoned part i mean#he got tired of diavolo falling behind on work from ogling him every time he came to drop off/pick up more papers 💀
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Thought about the constant march of time and had to lay down for a bit
#I feel like I'm behind on where I should be in life and everything is moving on without me and I'm waisting my life#like I turned 23 last fall so that means im almost 24 which is almost 25 and I can't drive I live at home and I dropped out of college#everyone else seems to have it down or at least is ahead of me#and what do I have depression and the lack of privacy that comes with living at home#I should probably talk to my counselor about this rather than posting it in tumblr tags lmao#this was not supposed to turn into this#I just went on a date and it went really well why am I suddenly sad
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U know especially for someone who hasn't consumed JJK in awhile, that's really accurate. I'd really love more details if u want but not only is that super accurate but man what a fucking fun character that would be. Idk even know who I'd want to see them interact with the most because I want to see them interact with everybody. The stuff like doing insane things to win arguments and caring so much about how they look is such a perfect way to combine their traits too
Little rushed comic I thought I could do of their interaction with Mr. Stanford Pines himself!
Further explaination under the cut :]
Some other fun things I thought of regarding Nopher that aren't specifically related to Ford/anyone:
Nopher (which I'll say is the fusion name), definitely will have a hard time getting used to the body first. If you think about it, it's just Sukuna & Itadori in Season 1 (which btw, IF my art block doesn't attack me, i MIGHT draw an interaction btwn them). Simply not pleasant LMAO. Ford doesn't really know what to do with it because Nopher isn't much of a threat for the moment. Another thing to note is that Nopher kinda just showed up to to Ford's doorstep (thanks Bill) and while Ford DOES immediately recognize Bill in Nopher, he does not recognize the physical body he inhabits. Ford doesn't know Nobara, and Nobara doesn't know Ford. Only connection they really have with each other is Bill. I feel like Ford would be VERY intrigued by how Nobara, who likely doesn't have much knowledge on Bill, is able to withstand brief periods of possession per say? I'd like to think that although Ford really doesn't want to do anything with Cipher At All, he can't really ignore the fact that he got a "random" person involved. Obviously Nopher's capable of pretty much the entire arsenal that Nobara & Bill have (except Bill's powers might be a teensy bit limited but they don't know that).
Don't ask me where they get the money from but they do enjoy clothes shopping/shopping in general for the trendy stuff. One of the very few things they "enjoy"/have in common.
Nobara within the mindspace once in awhile will get excited to see the things they have around Oregon, same with Bill when they meet the JJK gang in Tokyo.
Bill ABSOLUTELY gets really confused over the idea of being able to see Curses. The creatures released during Weirdmageddon couldn't leave the confinements of the town, so it's a shocker for Bill to find that there are actually other worldly beings residing in a place outside of Gravity Falls. Freely too! (If they aren't killed)
On the contrary though, Nobara will always see the weird stuff happening in Gravity Falls as a threat. She's been trained that way to never let her guard down and she's BRUTAL with it. I think during these times, Nopher's general "crazy" really starts to come out.
Regarding the past 2 bullet points, it's a just whole new struggle for Nopher: Nobara needs to continue protecting people from Curses that normal people can't even see, whereas Bill always wants to try and make allies with them. It's tough.
That's probably all I'm gonna come up with for now!! I do have a semi-large project I'd like to get started on & finish before the end of the week so story-building Nopher may not be prioritized for now. I do hope you enjoyed my ramble though, anon!
#gravity falls#jujutsu kaisen#oc#oc art#<- this is practically an oc of mine now... just not one thats fully developed at all LMAO#pigkiku#can we also disregard the fact how much “detail” i put in the first 2 panels like cmon it wasnt my intention to make ford look THAT good LO#btw anon if you do read these tags i need you to know that my OC making brain is covered in spider webs and dust#its been such a long time since ive ever attempted to even develop a backstory for an originally made character cuz all i do is design then#move on LMAO im tellin you now i got too many ocs with nice designs but almost NO story behind them#even more so ocs that are related to fandoms like Nopher might be my first one that's deeply connected to 2 fandoms at that#btw someone PLEASE for the love of god tell me why side profiles are so damn hard#i mean yeah okay i can draw hands. faces. clothes. blah blab but SIDEEESSS is where i draw the line#*ahem* looks like i have smth i need to work on later :]#im gonna kiss myself goodnight i just realized i put 4 fingers on the 3rd panel okok
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god really loves testing me
#past 3 days i had but i didn't catch up on lectures and now wifi isn't working today#and kal se class hai#if I dont catch up today im doomed to fall behind again#now entire day wifi wont work how am i supposed to watch lectures#i mean i can use data but ughh will have to recharge and have that convo with dad ki recharge kar lu kya#haan bhai lesson learnt pehle se padh lena chahiye tha so i could have chilled and read books today😭🙏
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coming out of hibernation for a moment to say that makoto/ann is the best makoto pairing.thanks for listening
#bobtalk#it falls behind other ann pairs for me but i do like it more than mako/haru (which is still perfectly fine but it doesnt hit the same for m#) i mean im not a big ship guy in general there are very few that im like. ride or die for. i just like playing with character dynamics lik#dolls i think its fun. anyway theres a version of makoto's confidant in my head with ann insstead of akira and it's goated#ann has fun chemistry (not romantic specifically) with like everybody she's kind of just the best.hope this helps
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