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[yamikawas]

My sweet little darling, you're as cute as a button! I'm always watching, waiting, planning the perfect time to sneak in and take you away from all of this! You and me, together forever! Once I have you, you will never leave my side. Anyone who tries to separate us will have to answer to my chainsaw! You are all that matters to me. Mark my words cupcake, you. Are. Mine. That will never change <3

~ Your darling Yoomie <3

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[inkbybambi]

best friend!simon riley picking you up from a bad date —

words: 2.2k rating: nothing explicit apart from a brief mention of sex, just some light angst and comfort. my blog is 18+ so minors please dni. warning: hurt/comfort, fluff, pet names, insecurity/doubt/worry, mentions of sex, simon is the softie we all know he is notes: originally written for @ghosts-cyphera ♡ we all need a bestfriend!simon in our lives who's so sweet and gentle with us.

one thing you love about simon — besides everything — is how reliable he is. strong, steadfast, there when you need him. even when he’s not physically there — his work taking him away for weeks or even months at a time — you find yourself reading over the messages he’s sent, the little sticky notes he’s left, whatever memento you’ve kept of him tucked away in the drawer in your bedside table.

not that you’ll tell him that.

you hate asking him for favors — asking anyone for favors, really, but him especially. whenever you ask someone for help, it's always accompanied by a long-suffering sigh or a roll of the eyes or some very clear indication that they'd rather do anything else.

except for simon.

which is why you're hesitant to ask him more than you absolutely need to. you don't want to push your luck too far, less he eventually tires of you as well.

losing people hurts, always assuming it's you that caused the problem. you've come to accept this, even if the dark feelings of being too much or a burden claw at the edges of your mind.

but losing simon? you don't think you'd ever get over that.

it's just after 9pm, the sky dark and clouds threatening, with thunder rumbling steadily in the sky. your hand shakes as you fumble your phone from your pocket, trying to hold your tears at bay as you scroll through your contacts.

your call log is all simon.

some appointments here and there, but simon everywhere else.

fuck.

you hiccup, the tears spilling from your eyes as the sky finally opens up, joining you in your mourning.

you don't have any other choice, really, so you click his number before you can talk yourself out of it and walk home instead, bringing it up to your ear as it rings.

he answers before the third ring.

"i'm so sorry to bother you," you sniffle into the phone, before he has a chance to say anything. you take in a sharp breath, blood turning to ice. "am i bothering you?" you sound so meek and small and tired.

“no, dove, you’re not,” comes his calm, reassuring voice. you’re only half-convinced.

"i'm sorry," you begin again. your heart falls to your stomach, convincing yourself that this is his final straw. you're overtaken by a wave of nausea, despite not having eaten anything since lunch. "i didn't know who else to call, and i lost my tram pass, and i don't have an umbrella, and — "

“dove,” he says, his accent soothing to your ears — he's so endlessly patient and kind. you ache.

"i can just walk home, i-i'm sorry," you whimper out, unable to stop the tears blurring your vision, feeling pathetic and weak and so, so alone.

“darling,” he says, a little stern. not angry, never angry. trying to focus you. “what’s wrong?”

“u-um, my date stood me up,” you sniff, swallowing hard. "i waited an hour," you mumble, looking to your shoes. "messaged him too, y'know. but he just. didn't show."

you think you hear simon curse over the line and your heart lurches, feeling like you're about to be sick.

“where are you?”

there's a rustle of fabric, the clink of keys, the heel of his boot walking across his floor. you manage to tell him the name of the restaurant, voice cracking.

“twenty minutes,” he says, and you’re about to protest but he beats you to it. “sit there and be good and patient and i’ll pick you up, yeah?”

"okay," you whisper in agreement, before the line clicks dead and you allow yourself to cry, huddling under the awning as some protection from the rain, now coming down in thick, sharp waves.

thirteen minutes later, the headlights of his truck shine through the dark, pulling up to the curb. you make a mad dash for the passenger door, still getting drenched in the process.

you can't even look at him, hands shaking as you buckle the belt, trying to make yourself as small as possible.

he says your name gently. you take in a shuddering breath and let it out just as shaky, looking over towards him. he's wearing his balaclava, but his eyes — even in the dark, you can make out his beautiful eyes. assessing you, worrying.

"i'm sorry," you croak out. you can't help it. it's burned into your tongue, driven into your mind to make him understand you didn't want to bother him. he doesn't have to forgive you, but as long as he knows, that's enough.

"love," he says, and there's... something in his voice, as he reaches over for your hand, holding it gently in his own. his eyes never leave yours. "'m never gonna be mad about you askin' for help." your eyes flit away, but he squeezes your hand and you reluctantly look back. "you know me better than that," he says, as if he can read the treacherous thoughts swirling in your head, drowning you and making it hard to breathe.

you can only nod, not trusting your voice at the moment. he hums, bringing the back of your hand up to graze his covered lips over the back, pulling out to drive you back.

"this is your flat," you say, fifteen minutes later as he shuts the car off. you were too busy looking at the window, watching the rain drops race down the glass, to notice that he wasn't driving the familiar route to your place.

"yes," he replies, as if it's obvious he'd bring you here. "you really think i'd let you stay home alone?"

his eyes are so fucking bright. it startles you, and you hate how your heart twists and thumps at how intently he's looking.

"i..." you start, chewing on your bottom lip for a moment. his eyes flicker to your lips, snapping away just as quick. "i was gonna eat ice cream and drink shitty, cheap wine," you say.

"as if i don't have either of those things here," he replies, opening the door and effectively ending the conversation. you scramble after him, eager to be inside in the warmth and burrow yourself into his couch.

"go get changed," he says, voice clear as he removes the balaclava and bends to untie his shoes.

you hesitate for a second, until he looks up to you and there's that something lingering in his gaze — the same something that was in his voice.

"go on now," he repeats, softer, and you ditch your shoes and your uncomfortably wet jacket by his.

his flat is as familiar as your own — you could walk through it blindfolded at night and you wouldn't knock into a single thing.

well.

you might knock into a corner or two, but that's not a vision thing. it's a you're a bit clumsy thing. simon finds it endlessly amusing, poking at the bruises that blossom on your skin while you bat his hand away.

his bedroom is familiar as well. which is why you don't think twice before you're shimmying out of your clothes — undergarments as well — and rifling through his drawers, finding your favorite shirt of his and a pair of his boxers.

you take a moment to smell the collar, taking comfort in the scent that lingers. you’ve been dressed in his clothes many times before this but it feels different this time.

as you pad back out to the living room, simon’s already on the couch. your favorite blanket is draped across his lap, two bowls of ice cream and a bottle of cheap wine sitting open, glasses filled far more than you would’ve. but you’ll indulge him, mostly because you have the sneaking suspicion that he’ll have you sleep here anyways.

his balaclava is off. the last dregs of tension drain from you as he looks over to you, face soft in the lowlight of the lamp, tv already ready with a show you’ve watched a thousand times that he watches with you without complaint.

“knew you’d choose that one,” he says with a bit of a smirk as you crawl on the couch, burrowing yourself into his side, his arm slinging across the back of the cushion.

“am i that predictable?” you mumble, a small ‘thank you’ as he hands you a bowl.

he doesn’t answer, but you feel the burn of his stare before he snorts, flicking the tv to start playing, the familiar theme relaxing you further.

the silence with him is comfortable, lingering in a hazy in-between of awake and sleep, empty bowls and mostly empty glasses sitting on the coffee table.

“were you going to fuck him?” he asks, three episodes in, bottle empty.

you blink, not sure if you heard him properly as you pull back to look at him. you can’t read his eyes. something hot twists in your gut.

“i-i don’t know, simon,” you start, the weight of his stare heavy. “maybe?”

he doesn’t say anything and you chew your lip for a moment, fingers curling to play with the blanket. “depends how the date went, i suppose. doesn’t matter much now,” you snort. his gaze hasn’t changed. “why?”

his jaw clicks, taking a deep breath. “you deserve better ‘n that.”

a confused frown pulls at your mouth, unsure how to reply. “i know how to be safe,” you tell him, voice soft.

he seems to be weighing his words in his head, lowering the volume of the show. you feel sick.

dark eyes rove over your face, taking in every minute detail. you bite at your nail, just for something to do.

“don’t think there’s a bloke in the world that’s worthy of ya.”

your frown deepens, breaking your eyes from his, twisting your fingers in your lap. relationships aren’t easy. being that vulnerable with someone isn’t easy.

you never want someone to pay for you, and even the smallest gestures like opening the car door or pulling out your chair feel like it’s too much. you don’t deserve that kind of attention. after a while, they’ll get tired. you’ll become a burden to them like everything else in your life.

it’s easier to be by yourself. the only person you have to worry about bothering is you.

“love.” he tilts his head, eyes trying to catch yours. how hasn’t he tired of you yet?

a hand under your chin forces your gaze up, and you try to shrink yourself against the back of the couch. your voice catches in your throat, words stuck there.

“what’s goin’ on in tha’ pretty head f’yours?”

you swallow thickly, finding it damn near impossible to keep your eyes on his.

“‘s not like it matters,” you start. his brows furrow, but he stays silent. “no one would want me anyways.”

“‘n why would you say that?”

frustration burns the back of your throat. isn’t it obvious? you can barely call him in a dire situation without thinking the worst of yourself. how can he think of you as anything but a nuisance? how could he think anyone else would put up with it?

“you wouldn’t understand,” you say, defeated. you crumble back into the couch.

“make me understand.”

heat flashes at the nape of your neck. he takes your hands in his, cradling them in his warmth. your name sounds so soft in his voice.

“how aren’t you tired of me?” comes your whispered question, nose tingling and eyes threatening to water. you look at him. hesitant. scared.

the silence is loud. his frown deepens. it takes a few painful minutes, but you see the moment something clicks in place.

“you know i’d do anything for you, yeah?”

your lip quivers, sniffling as you beg yourself not to cry.

“because you do the same for me,” he continues. you doubt it, mind going blank of every time he’s come to you for something.

his touch moves to your elbow, tugging you forward gently until he can arrange you in his lap. he slips his hands beneath the hem of his shirt, thumbs rubbing on your hips where the waistband of his boxers start.

you slowly brace your hands on his shoulders. firm and broad and safe.

“you apologize so much. you worry so much.” the tears slip down your cheeks, throat aching, but now you can’t look away from him. one hand moves to cup the nape of your neck, thumb rubbing gently at the skin behind your ear.

“you’re allowed to ask for help.”

you shake your head, a “no” caught in your throat, tears blurring your vision.

“oh, love.” he cradles you into the curve of his neck, arm wrapping around your waist and keeping a gentle hold at the base of your skull. “you have me wrapped around your finger ‘n you don’t even know it.”

he lets you cry into his neck, dampening the collar of his shirt. but his cologne is soothing and you eventually slump against him. you’re so tired.

his lips graze your temple, his soft touch lulling you to sleep. you’ll talk about it tomorrow, but for now you want to stay wrapped up in his arms, held by someone who genuinely loves you.

[kalliyen]

Streamer Luck 🍀

Pairing: Wanderer x GN!Reader

Featuring: Wanderer (Genshin Impact)

Genre: Fluff, Modern AU

Summary: Streamer Wander drabbles lmao enjoy <33

Reader’s Pronouns: They/Them

Warning: wanderer (just brace yourself) bro is actually astronomically down bad, sorry id there’s any spelling or grammar mistakes i am delirious rn

Disclaimer: ⚠️ ONLY A WORK OF FICTION!

i. ‘wym you’re not single and rotting in a basement?’

Wanderer has been playing for hours on end, you could barely keep up with it.

He hasn’t come out of his room for hours and you were starting to get worried about his appetite, and his emotional well being.

Because you were such a good and doting partner, you decided to make Wanderer’s fave dish, and deliver it to his room.

Knocking on his door, he lets out a brief hum, signaling that it was good to come in. Careful not to get to close to the camera, not wanting to reveal yourself to his audience just yet.

Chat noticed the presence of another person in the room, and immediately bombarding Wanderer with questions like “who tf is that???” and “where did they spawn from???”

“Darling you’ve been streaming for 6 hours, take a break and eat first okay? Just call me when you need anything else.” You state, trying to resist giving him a peck on the lips.

Your boyfriend pauses his game, looks at you, then chat, and decides to pull your waist to his level to give you not one peck, but multiple.

Taken aback but not at all surprised from your boyfriend’s sudden show of affection, you lean into the kiss, missing the feel of his lips on yours.

Chat absolutely EXPLODES when they saw that, but Wanderer did not give two shits, and decided to kiss your hand, while deeply looking into your eyes

“Thanks Honey, I’ll take a break and eat this, thank you so much for looking out for me :)”

“No problem darl, just come out when I call you for dinner okay?” “Yes honey” And with that you leave the room, leaving Wanderer with him and his chat

He scans the messages, multiple times he sees “SO DOWN BAD LMAOO” and “did u kidnap them or something to take are of you”

A little irked at chat, he angrily replies “No I am NOT down bad (he is) and NO I did not kidnap them. They’re my partner. Why is that so hard to believe?”

ii. honey face reveal when?

Ever since you’ve made your existence known to Wanderer’s fan base they’ve been calling you Honey, mostly mocking him about the nickname he has for you. (they do find it cute tho fr)

They tell him to bring you into the stream more, saying that they missed your voice and your sweet personality, honestly they don’t give a fuck about him no more they just wanna see you

Wanderer gets annoyed (again, this man is always mad at his chat somehow), and says that he can’t force you to show yourself to them, which his chat respects.

“Also their sweetness and cuteness is for me only, not my fault that you guys are lonely and don’t have a partner. Imagine that, what a massive L” he says to his chat, and they start arguing with him again. (someone save his fan base)

iii. HONEY REVEALLL !!!!!

Seeing that your boyfriend’s fans really liked you, you decided to tell Wanderer that you’re finally comfortable with sharing your face to the internet, which he was really happy with. Because god he really wanted to show of the love of his life to the world, and smash it in their faces that only he could have you.

You suggest to him that you do a cute little baking stream together as your face reveal, and he couldn’t deny the adorable smile on your face while suggesting it to him, so of course he obliged.

While he was setting up the cameras and you were setting up the ingredients you felt really nervous, thoughts of ‘what if they don’t like me?’ plagued your mind, and Wanderer sensed your uneasy demeanor. He came up to you and gave you a kiss that meant ‘don’t be nervous honey, i’ll always be here for you.’

He turns the stream on and immediately people start to come in, surprised at the change of scenery.

‘Wanderer doesn’t live in his basement confirmed?!?!’ a TTS message read, and he gave the camera a glare

Chat immediately noticed you and started chanting “HONEY!” “OH MY GOD ITS HONEY FINALLY”

You gave a meek wave to the camera, still a bit nervous, but with Wanderer’s hand on your waist you knew you had nothing to worry about.

“Hello everyone,,,,I’m y/n, you probably know me as ‘honey’ and i’m…..wanderer’s partner” you say with small smile on your face, eyes turning into small slits

In conclusion, the stream was a success and chat was absolutely smitten with you.

bonus: iv. Honey takes over the channel 😱

Now that you’ve gotten more comfortable showing yourself on stream, you sometimes played games with Wanderer too, like co-op in this game called Genshin or other games that allowed two person players.

Sometimes, you even started streams yourself whenever you wanted to share something to his audience, or get advice from them when you start a new game.

Wanderer of course sees these streams and he just has the lovey dovey-est smile in the world, you swear you saw his eyes turn into hearts.

Damn, his streamer luck is insane.

[opia-tarot]

🔞tarot reading🔞

what turns your future spouse on?

hi my darlings! This reading is about what turns your future spouse on. I had so much fun doing this reading, i love doing spicy readings. If you have any requests message me. Obviously if you're underage/a minor please go read my non 18+ readings. Please respect my boundaries. Anyway for my 18+ darlings, have fun reading! Remember i love feedback so never hesitate to tell me what u think.

how to choose a crystal

Close your eyes and take 3-4 deep breaths in and out. And then open your eyes and focus on each crystal. Pick the crystal you’re actually drawn to. You’ll feel if it’s the right one. What crystal do you keep going back to? Which one is standing out the most? Choose that one. Really take your time. You might be drawn to more crystals, this is fine. Just take what resonates from each reading

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garnet crystal

Hey pile 1!! So there is so much to say, i'm so excited to get to the juicy details. Can i just say i didn't even need to spend any time connecting to your future spouse?! They were ready to go and lemme just say this is them in a nutshell. Ready any time.

Your future spouse is a daddy or sexy mama. Proper dominance and not without anything to back it up. They are a hunter and a savage. This is someone that has no trouble getting dick/pussy. I heard that people throw themselves at them, no joke. Pile 1 never disappoints ahaha.

Pile 1 you are going to tame them. They are used to getting what they want, when they want and u aren't going be easy to seduce. They like how you reject them initially because you can see they're a bit egotistical. I'll be honest pile 1, they are a bit arrogant. But it's sexy arrogance.

So what turns them on?

An independant, confident person. They are heavily attracted to confidence and someone who does their own thing. They like being rejected by u pile 1. And guess what specific message i got? ahahah I got a message about how they like being rejected because they know they're gonna get what they want. ahaha. I got the aries card when i got this message ahaha. I'm laughing because it's just insane. They get turned on by someone who doesn't need them, someone who's working on themselves. They don't like someone who's easily available to them. The thing is they get what they want so easily, money, sex etc so they prefer a challenge. They love to see you levelling up and working on yourself.

So confidence and independance turns them on. I got a message that you'll have to be secure when you meet them, because they have an overpowering personality and they get so much attention, it could be hard to get used to if you're insecure in your own worth.

They are POSSESSIVE. Your future spouse being possessive kept showing up in the reading. They will feel very possessive over you. I kept hearing mine. Like they don't wanna share, they don't wanna even think about someone else having you. There's something about you that's going to be different from the other people they slept with. oh my gosh darlings, sorry if some of the words are questionable, I just wanna include what i get. So the exact message i got is you aren't an easy body. People throw themselves at them and they are used to this.

They feel so passionately about you, geez this is becoming a reading about how they feel about you. You turn them on. That's what turns them on ahaha. They have major player vibes but they actually really value commitment, because i got the ring card and capricorn and the 4h on my astro dice. I feel like you'll change them in a way. You'll awaken their desire to commit and settle down. They'll be more experienced than u, 100%.

They are not afraid of confrontation at all pile 1. If anyone crosses the boundary they'll do what they have to do. They are a go getter pile 1. They are a hard worker and they work even harder to ensure people respect u.

Your future spouse is going to be SEXY. Baby lemme tell u. I got the siren card, the eros card and the aries card. I also got pluto, saturn and mars cards. Like i cannot make this up. They are gonna be top level sexy. Like head turning, mouth watering sexy. I can't even explain how i felt doing this reading. I felt HOT and i had my fan on ahaha. I did see some stuff about them being way more than financially abundant. And they earned it, they worked hard to be successful.

So of course naturally they have an ego ahaha. Babe why is this reading becoming a character reading?! They are cocky if i'm being honest, i see most of you are going to be wary at first because of this. I just heard mr steal yo girl ahahah. I'm sorry but they are so funny.

Anyway so what exactly turns them on? enough rambling ahaha.

They are so kinky. Like it took 2 seconds to find out ahaha. I heard they are turned on by power and money ahaha. They love power pile 1. And this translates smoothly to the sexual dynamic. Their ego is interesting ahaha you'll see when u see the music i channelled ahaha. But you'll eventually find it endearing because you'll break past their layers, it's definitely not a facade because they're CONFIDENT but you'll see more than this.

They have a breeding kink. Like lemme tell u i got so much about breeding. They like it raw. If you like dicks, they wanna fuck without condoms definitely, if you're comfortable of course. They really like you sitting on top because you can't go anywhere. They like pushing you down while you i heard take it. ooof this is hot.

They like seeing you tied up pile 1. They like ropes specifically. chains too, most likely handcuffs. They like seeing you helpless pile 1. They are dominant. And not the type of dominance that's like obnoxious or fake. They are actually dominant and they understand the responsibility of it. Yes they are flashy and confident and their ego is a bit inflated, but they do understand the responsibility of being dominant and the role. This tells me they're 100% into bdsm. It's a necessary aspect of themselves. They can't be satisfied without it. Also they make sure you are safe and comfortable. They like staring at you and taunting you. Like you're tied up and they're like poor baby. They're wicked in bed pile 1. Absolutely wicked. They want the passion, fucking and pain, now and then depending on what you like. They like to inflict pain in bed, some of you are masochists. But if you're not a masochist ignore that. They like control pile 1, they crave it. There is something about your eyes that turns them on. Hmm i heard doe eyes. They want to control you, but of course the extent of this is up to you. I actually got this scene. They are most likely a sadist or at least a hard dom.

Their eyes are going to be very attractive, especially because of the pluto and ascendant cards and the siren card. Their eyes are going to be alluring and intense. They are going to make u face them during sex because they know their eyes intimidate u.

They like the idea of exploring kinks, especially because i think there are things you haven't experienced and they'll feel turned on because they'll introduce u to it. They get turned on when u wear either sexy lingerie or some form of sexy clothes. If you're a guy they like you having no clothes specifically.

I also saw a big strap on, so if u like women, lemme just say you're gonna be aching. This is intense. If you like guys, he's gonna be PACKING. ahaha I kept saying what's the catch? ahaha, Sexy, big dick, intelligent i mean come on ahaha. If you like women, her head game is insane ahaha, toe curling shit. If u like women, she's gonna be a femme fatale type. If you like men then he's gonna be a don jaun, mr swauve ahaha.

They have massive breeding kink. Like the idea of them impregnating u or the other way round, it has them roaring and ready.

They most likely have black hair or they like wearing black.

The idea of being stern and telling u what to do has them so horny. They also like overstimulation. Specifically they like overstimulating u, because ur reactions turn them on massively. They'll think about it often ahaha. They also get turned on by voyeurism, they're the type to fuck u against a hotel window. I got the scene from 365 days.

u turn them on very easily, like flipping a switch.

The question is what doesn't turn them on? They are KINKY. Whatever you wanna try they'll be ready.

amazonite crystal

Okay pile 2 your future spouse is a very black and white thinker. They are someone who cares about justice. I got so many cards to do with the law so I think they are definitely either a judge or an attorneys assistant or a lawyer something like that. I don’t know how many of you like lawyer shows because I kept channelling stuff from suits. But anyway this is someone who doesn’t cooperate very easily with others because they’ve accomplished a lot on my own, so they don’t feel like they need other people’s help. They have worked hard enough to be able to work on their own. I don’t know exactly what they do but they don’t work in a group setting. If they do they don't socialise or interact much. Your future spouse is very stubborn and they are someone who is very sharp. They are witty and very intelligent. They are someone who cares about facts, they don’t particularly care for the emotional aspects of things. They don’t allow their emotions to get in the way of their success. They are someone I heard either wears a suit and tie to work or they were like a pencil skirt and a blazer. Basically they wear professional attire regardless of their gender. Your future spouse is a little bit arrogant and this is because they are someone who’s very witty and very sarcastic, so they tend to outsmart people. They are successful at what they do so they have the success to sort of justify it.

Your future spouse is turned on by fluids. I got so much about fluids or liquid. Your future spouse is a fan of squirting or cream pies. Take it how resonates depending on what you like. They like to see you dripping.

Your future spouse is also turned on by softness or cuteness. Like when you aren’t experienced at something or if you are a bit clueless about something it turns them on. hard to explain but yeah. Your future spouse is turned on by threesomes. It kept coming up so much in the reading I think this is there main fantasy. They love having multiple people in their bedroom. Now I did make sure if this is something you don’t like it isn’t a deal breaker. It isn't a dealbreaker if you don't like it. Because your future spouse is also turned on by voyeurism, so if you aren’t a fan of threesomes then they would compromise by suggesting to try out voyeurism instead. They love the idea of you getting caught. Your future spouse likes role play.

Your future spouse is a big fan of having sex in outdoor places like a forest or a park or beach. They really like this and this really turns them on. You’ll become a member of the mile high club because this is a big fantasy of theirs. Your future spouse also really likes degrading during sex. They like the idea of them being stern and you being soft. Your future spouse has a very high stamina so they would like to go rounds during sex. They like making you tired. Your future spouse is very experimental. They have loads of kinks. They like to experiment and have fun, they really like sex to be fun and playful. They are so stern in their daily work they prefer to be fun and playful during sex.

carnelian crystal

⚠️trigger warning

mental health issues, trauma and food issues

Okay pile 3, so your future spouse is very soft and relaxing. When I started the reading I immediately felt relaxed and I felt very safe and comforted. Your future spouse is very soft and creative and dreamy. They are very feminine so regardless of what gender you like, they are going to be very feminine. I kept hearing the word poetic. They’ll write you poems and love notes. I literally felt lovesick and I kept hearing the word lovesick or in love. They’re like a lovesick puppy. They likely have venus on the ascendant or venus in the 1st house. This is also someone who really wants to have kids so if you’re against having kids this is definitely not your pile. Your future spouse is very child like and very creative. They get bored easily and they're always moving on to the next project and the next idea. They are a very genuine person. They know how to mediate and how to diffuse conflict. They have so much love and they honestly just want to love. They are introverted and they are a bit of a hermit. They like to spend time in nature. They have depth to them but they don’t really show this depth to people. They are sometimes too self sacrificial, they need to make more time for themselves and I think you’ll help them prioritise themselves more. They are a homebody and they are a big dreamer. I heard that they are a lover and not a fighter.

Okay so there aren’t going to be any sexual messages in this group. the cards were very clear about your future spouses sexual interests being hidden from you at this time you are not supposed to know.

This is because you have a lot of things to work on before you can even start thinking about your future spouse. So I’m gonna try and explain in detail what messages I got, just so you can know if this pile is actually your pile . There are separate messages and quite a few messages so I’m gonna try and convey each message.

Honestly most of you who picked this pile are currently struggling with some sort of mental health or health issues currently. I can definitely see there’s something really negative about your mindset or your thoughts. Some of you are dealing with some really negative thoughts at the moment, I got the nine of swords I got the ten of swords and I got the eight of swords. This is mental pain.

So to break it down some of you are very self deprecating, I see most of you struggle with imposter syndrome and you struggle with not feeling like you're enough.

Some of you are currently dealing with an eating disorder. This is very clear in the reading and I think a lot of you struggle with binge eating disorder. This over consumption stems from a lacking of some sort. I kept hearing overconsumption repeating. Speaking of overconsumption some of you are going on your phone way more than necessary. This isn’t supposed to be a lecture by the way, I just really want to make sure I get the messages out properly. Your confidence is really low at the moment.

This message about men is a reoccurring theme in a pile in the readings. like there’s always an individual pile where this is mentioned. Some of you have trauma regarding men it’s very obvious here in the reading and this could stem from your dad specifically but not necessarily, it could be a specific man or it could be a negative view of men in general.

Some of you grew up in a home where your parents were either not very committed to each other or they were very tumultuous in their relationship there were probably a lot of arguments or conflict.

Some of you are not getting enough sleep and this is because you are on your phone too much specifically. You are avoiding your issues and they are starting to catch up to you in the form of either a mental breakdown or isolation or emotional turmoil or negative thoughts. It’s time to face those issues, now is the time more than ever. It isn’t the time to focus on your future spouse or future love or anything like that. . This is the time to focus on yourself and those blockages especially mental blockages.

Sorry I’m pretty sure this isn’t what you wanted to hear but it’s what you need to hear and it’s what is necessary at this time. Some of you grew up in a home where the ideologies around sex were very warped or distorted. Perhaps you weren’t really allowed to talk about sex or it wasn’t discussed. Take what resonates so far because there are so many messages. But there’s something here about your childhood you need to heal from it. some sort of trauma, it could be from a specific parent but I see it something from childhood and it is currently destroying your mental health.

Most of you are neglecting your health specifically and you are not eating nourishing foods or you are not nourishing your body.

I see this group really struggles with moderation and balance emotionally and in other ways. You have an addictive personality and balance is even more important in this case because it’s important to become more disciplined and to have stability, especially emotional stability because I see that’s really important.

You already know I’m going to say this but it’s time to do your shadow work. Also some of you struggle with a porn addiction I see this is something a specific group of you deal with. Some of you could have also been cheated on but this is a very specific message and it doesn’t apply to most of you.

I wanted to get a message on what positive things are coming because I don’t want the reading to end on a negative tone. So this is a time where you have to put in the work, this isn’t a time of serendipity or luck. You have to make changes on your own. No one else can make you make those changes. you have to want it enough to be able to make a change and to be able to really start healing those wounds. It isn’t your fault that’s something you need to hear, it isn’t your fault. Some of u are really blaming yourself for some things, it isn’t your fault but regardless it’s your responsibility to start facing those wounds.

The positive things coming in are u are going to start working on your self perception and when you start working on your self perception this is going to cause a very dramatic change in your health. These dramatic changes are going to lead to a new path and a new course in your life. It’s almost like an ultimatum. This cycle is not going to come in until you start releasing the wounds from your past. Some of you need to get a therapist specifically. Some of you are afraid to open up or to ask for help. there is going to be a new course, there is going to be a time where you are stable and confident in yourself but it starts when you start working on yourself. Because that is going to be the catalyst towards a very positive cycle.

Tiger’s 👁 crystal

Hey pile 4! If you’ve read my other future spouse pick a cards, then you already know I like to channel their personality specifically and then get to the sexual stuff or whatever else is. Your future spouse has a very impressive vibe. They have two sides to them. In public they are friendly charismatic and funny. But in bed they are completely different. But we’ll get to the sexual stuff in a bit. They are very rebellious when they want to do something they don’t care about anyone’s opinions, they grow after it. they are a go getter and they are a person who makes things happen. They don’t sit and wait for the right time or a moment where they feel it’s the right time to go after something, they just go and they do it and they don’t care. They are an extremely hard worker. They are someone people admire and look up to, they are respected by people. They are someone who’s specifically financially abundant. They travel for work and they either have people working under them or they do a creative passion professionally. They don’t work for anyone, they are a leader or a boss they definitely either have their own business or they work a creative profession. But either way they definitely travel for work, their work is a bit spontaneous. I do see they rebelled against their family in some way, they could have either left home unexpectedly or they pursued a profession their family didn’t support. That’s a very big message I got. They are someone who worked very very hard to get to where they are this wasn’t luck or serendipity this was hard work. I really respect your future spouse because they seem so hard working and so laser focused on their future. They wanted success so they worked for it. It’s so impressive and it’s definitely something you’re going to admire about them. I specifically got a message about them possibly being a libra rising, or having a mars-uranus aspect. They don’t work have a conventional profession, they do something that’s unconventional something to do with creativity and something where they don’t work for anyone. They are very passionate and they’re very passionate about their work. They care about their work and this is significant because most people don’t really work in professions they care about and just do what they have to do to make money but they work in a profession where they get to be a leader and they get to make decisions.

Honestly I didn’t get much sex stuff but I got some other messages I did get a few sexual messages but not a lot. So your future spouse is really going to like the learning aspect of sex, they’re going to like to help you learn things about sex and it's really going to be a safe learning environment. What turns them on is them knowing more about sex or having more more experience than you. You’re going to be blooming with them they’re really going to like nurturing you in a sexual way so they’re almost like watering you, does this make sense? I don’t know how to explain that. But I got a message about them wanting you to be their plant they can nurture and basically make you grow so you can develop and learn things about sex. They’re going to be very committed and your marriage is going to be amazing. They’re going to like seeing you go from a younger and perhaps more closed off aspect of yourself to a very confident and sexy aspect of you. You are going to really transform. I do see your future spouse is sexual but I literally could not find out anything and this is because of what I mentioned earlier about your future spouse having two sides to their personality, so their sexual nature is very hidden. So I wasn’t allowed to get any messages about it.

But I’ll say some of you are quite discouraged at the moment or maybe a bit tired in general. I think some of you are quite discouraged about your manifestations on whether they’re happening or not. I can see some of you are thinking quite negatively about your manifestations And you’re wondering if it’s actually going to happen and if it’s worth manifesting anymore. Baby it's definitely going to happen. I got the eight of wands and the 10 of tentacles. I do see there is going to be something very celebratory. I literally was not allowed to find out when this is going to happen by the way. You are going to get whatever you are manifesting and if you’re not manifesting this is a message telling you this is a great time to manifest. Sometimes manifestations are blocked at a certain point for a reason but now is the time to manifest if you haven’t been already. But I do see most of you have been. There is going to be an opening where these manifestations are coming in. I mean seriously this is such a beautiful spread. But it’s just when it’s going to happen is when it’s going to happen. I tried and tried to find out when and I literally kept getting cards about fate so it’s just going to happen when it’s supposed to. What you need to focus on is manifesting and changing your perspective. There’s a clear message here about you needing to change your perspective in regards to your manifestations. See it from a different perspective see it from a different angle. There’s a reason why you haven’t got your manifestations yet.

So I decided to get a message about what you should be working on before you meet your future spouse. Some of you are pretty avoidant or closed off to love or just people in general. It's not anything severe but I think you’re sceptical of people’s intentions. Some of you have a heart chakra blockage so that’s something you should be working on at the moment.

Another message I got is you should be working on exploring sex by yourself at the moment. Because I got a message about you being able to be comfortable with someone else when you’re comfortable alone. You aren’t going to be able to love someone else if you can’t love yourself. And you’re not going to be able to like sex if you aren’t comfortable being sexual alone.

So I got a very clear message to explore your sexuality and figure out what you like. Because this is going to allow you to be more comfortable when you meet your future spouse. I literally got a message about you scheduling masturbation. So even if you’re busy make time to explore yourself and masturbate or whatever it may be, be intimate by yourself. It doesn’t have to necessarily be sexual but intimacy alone is important. Your manifestations are coming and they’re coming sooner than you think, but work on these things in the mean time and stop stressing. I can’t tell you what I’m not supposed to tell you but you are going to see big changes. I channelled this scene from Coraline and it really represents the transition towards the next stage of your life. The stage where your manifestations have fabricated and where you are not going to be in a waiting period anymore. It’s going to be unexpected. congrats pile 4 you’re nearly there.

rhodonite crystal

Hey pile 5! So you already know I like to channel your future spouse before I get to the sexual messages. So your future spouse is someone who is very traditional. Regardless of their gender they have traditional morals and traditional outlooks. They believe in marriage and they believe in having a traditional role in the relationship. They believe in traditional gender roles. I do see they have a belief system. They are very self assured and they believe in themselves. They are someone who’s not afraid to put the work in to meet their goals and I do see they are successful to some degree, it will be with in varying degrees for everyone. But they’ve worked really hard to get to where they are, they did not get a silver spoon and they did not have it easy. There is someone who really believes in equality and they believe in justice. They are extremely intelligent and very philosophical. They are also someone who is physically attractive, I do see this. They are someone who is admired for their outer appearance. They are alluring. The way they present themselves or their style and their appearance is attractive. They’re going to be sexually attractive or at least very sensual. They turn people on is a message I got. Your future spouse is going to be either a leo taurus or aries rising (possibly aqua rising). Which makes sense considering they are sexually attractive or very sensual in their appearance. Anyway your future spouse could have venus in the first house also. They could also have Jupiter in the 3rd house.

Your future spouse is going to spark some insecurities in you because if you like someone who's more masculine or you want a man then they are going to be traditionally masculine meaning they are going to believe in financially spoiling you and really giving you what you need etc. So this is an aspect that could cause you to become a bit uncomfortable or insecure. this is something you’re going to have to release and get used to. It could also be because they are very self assured and they are successful to some degree. You could feel insecure because you’re not at the place or same level as them but they don’t care. They don’t care, they’re going to marry you so that’s what matters.

So a big message I got to work on any insecurities you have and work on releasing these insecurities before you meet them. Because this person is very confident and they’re very self-assured, it’s a very very quiet or more silent confidence this isn’t someone who is going to be a look at me I’m amazing sort of person they're going to be a confident silent type. your future spouse thinks about money often and they do stress about it quite often they tend to overwork themselves even when it’s not necessary.

Some of you are going to have a very financially abundant future spouse I do see some of you are going to have a wealthy future spouse.

It’s split like 50-50 so I do see half of you are going to have a wealthy future spouse and half of you are going to have a future spouse who is financially comfortable and they are working towards wealth or financial abundance.

So the sexual messages….

I’ve got quite a few, so what turns on your future spouse is communication in the bedroom or in general. They really value a healthy communicator.

But in a sexual aspect they really like degrading or being degraded. I heard wait until we get home so I do see them teasing you or whispering in your ear in public or they like this that sort of thing. Saying sexy things to them is really gonna turn them on, like this is a very big message in the reading. Your future spouse also really likes hygiene so they really gonna like scents or lotions that sort of thing. Like when you smell nice this is really going to turn on your future spouse they are really gonna like this.

They also like a sexual dynamic where there’s a clear submissive and dominant. They like to have a very obvious dynamic. Like a consistent dynamic. I don’t know if this makes sense but they like to be the more dominant person in general. I actually got a message about them being a ladykiller. It doesn’t matter what gender you like but this is what I got so they are very smooth. It’s weird because when I was channelling the sexual portion of the reading I got surprised, like I was quite surprised at how smooth and seductive they are when it comes to their sexual interests and how they express themselves sexually. They like to seduce and what really turns me on is when you have this game of cat and mouse where they get to chase. They want to seduce you. I really do see it’s them seducing you, they really like chasing after you, they really like it when you play hard to get so they can put in the work.

Your future spouse really gets turned on when you’re open minded to their sexual interests im not sure how to explain this clearly. When you can embody their sexual interests it really turns them on. So for example they could say it really turns me on when u wear purple lingerie for example and you go out of your way to do that it really turns them on. It’s just an example.

Your future spouse loves a challenge and they like it when you make it more difficult for them. Take that as it resonates but they really like it when you pretend to not be interested or when you’re a bit bitchy. They like it when the bedroom becomes a bit messy sometimes or almost like a battle.

sexual healing by marvin gaye

[crookedkryptonitebeliever]

Okay no joke if I was Yves I’d be mad as hell too, like you chose this sloppy, forgetful man over HIM??? the same man that literally has your genetic sequence down to the allele by heart?? Knows all of your genetic information so well that it would put 23 and me to shame!! Not only that but like I think there was an ask about how an anon believes that Monty would’ve honestly attached himself to anyone who was just there at the right time meanwhile Yves’ love for his darling is entirely unique and under any circumstances he never feel this way for anyone else. Like UGH with Yves it’s literally all or nothing, if it’s no you, he doesn’t want it. But with Montgomery, if another person showed up he would’ve been acting the same with that person and not you!! Like his love isn’t “unique” I guess in a way.

Ooo I’d be so upset too. I wonder like has he ever at least THOUGHT about trying to do some technological fuckery to end the relationship between his darling and Montgomery? Like perhaps, doctor some text messages, do voice impersonations or create a voice impersonator so that he could make it seem like Monty was cheating on his darling, causing her to run into his arms. It would b EUREKA 💡 as f because he wouldn’t have to kill Monty bc he actually didn’t do it, and she’s no long with him. But RATS he probably wouldn’t want to bring that sort of pain onto his darling especially with the harsh feeling of betrayal, that can mentally scar someone for years, a feeling that Yves probably is quite familiar with :(.

Buttt at the same time we do have instances (such as if the reader was really old or suffering from terminal health issues) where he would lean more towards being selfish as long as you stay with him, so in certain circumstances he is selfish enough to let you go through pain as long as you’re with him. But dang now that I’m typing this, I’m like that’s probably not that good of a comparison, one’s a relationship and the other is your life.

Also he probably wouldn’t want to take away any of his darlings happiness either, but dang like what if it was something more subliminal maybe like you unconsciously hearing subliminal messages telling you to leave Monty and that all you need is Yves because he’s the only one that can make you truly happy Mann I don’t know 😔.

But at the same time I’m ngl!! I can kinda see why some of y’all like Monty. I think it was Chapter 39?? When he busted through the door of the house and essentially mollywhopped everyone. I was like wait,,, why is he kinda,,, I guess like some of the guilt of not being there for the reader coupled with what he heard was just enough to make him snap and go into a rage. And some people are probably more comfortable around someone who’s like Monty as compared to Yves.

But also like really quick! Does Monty have the same level of unconditional love as Yves? Like I think I remember reading somewhere that you could essentially try anything you want and Yves will NOT leave you, like he has permanently cemented himself to your side literally FOREVER like it’s almost cosmic in a way. I wonder if Monty has that same level of patience but in his own way.

Zhats enough of my unintelligible ramblings and questions, your last post really did it 4 me ooo I wanted to bite my phone!! Love your work!!!!!

the other ask in question

Holy fuckin shit anon thank u so much for ur thoughts i would love to hear moar feel free to ramble more in my asks!!1 these are the types of stuff that also keeps me going with my writing

also i got like newest installation where yves interacts with yan older bro

naw YVes wouldnt like paint monty as a cheater because the pain fuckin HURTS man, he would rather be cucked like indefinitely than let you go through the horrors of recovering from such betrayal, plus there is a chance that you get so hurt that you didn't want to be in a relationship anymore or even ASSOCIATED with men anymore, so Yves just shot himself in the foot

He's only selfish when it comes to keeping you with him, so too bad if you are facing horrors of the mind, you are getting revived

Yves is defnitely using the subliminal messages to his advantage. you would probably be all like "ewww" to Monty after the first few days, weeks if you're particularly into sad, dirty men. but true love can really work past that and there really isn't much he could do without devastating you

Oh yeah Monty's love is fr unconditional, if you are abusive to him, he will take it. Altho he would cry in secret, praying to god that you will one day change your ways and stop abusing him, he will never leave even if everyone around him tells him to. He would stay until he's dead or police actually caught you beating him into a pulp, but even then, he would say it was his fault for provoking you -- he would try everything in his power to get you out of trouble.

He isn't like YVes in a sense that he tries to change you, he will just beg pathetically and get fucked over and over without learning his lesson.

If you're dead, he's dead. Simple as. Nothing will get in the way of Monty's quest to be by your side as soon as possible.

thanx 4 reading my stuff anon ur analysis really made my day i love reading yalls thoughts

[dontfindmerain]

um-

What about-

What about some angst? Like- anything you wants, just angst

ohohoho

you have no idea what you've done >:)

"Hey, it's Wil, can't answer the phone right now, so leave a message and I'll get back to you when I can. BEEP." You hang up the phone without bothering to leave a message.

He’s been on tour with his band for weeks now and hasn’t messaged you or called you once, which was extremely worrying after you had met at the local coffee shop at least once every week for the past year. Maybe you were just being unreasonably worried, but you shot him a text anyway.

‘hey im sorry ive been calling u so much

just worried cus we havent talked since u left

hope u r doing ok :)’

He opened it. He opened it. Your heart beat quickly when the typing bubble popped up, grateful that he was finally responding.

And it sunk to your stomach immediately when his response glared back at you from your screen.

‘ok’

What? That’s it? After all that concern, all the pacing, all the tears, that was what he had to say? ‘Ok’?

What the fuck?

You were furious, and saddened but that didn't matter. How could he ignore you for so long and then respond like that? You had been considering surprising him by flying out to see the last leg of the tour tomorrow, but now…

No. You would still go, maybe he was just busy and exhausted from the constant moving around.

When you get to the barricade, waiting for Lovejoy to come on stage, your heart is racing. And when Wilbur walks out? You swear to gods there is no one else in the world.

He is incredibly happy, glowing in the wave of cheers radiating from the crowd. The only thing you can do is stare in awe the entire concert. You can barely hear the music, only a faint buzz as your mind is filled with him.

When it’s over and Mark leads you backstage to visit Wil, you run up to him, spilling out congratulations and praise for how great he is at this. Sorries falling from your lips for not going to every show. You stop when he gently grabs your wrist and takes you to a private room.

“What are you doing here?” he mutters, his face a mixture of confusion and… annoyance? What?

“I came to support you, Wilbur! And I’m so glad I did because you guys were fant-”

“Okay, okay, stop.” His tone was too firm. Too angry.

Silence washed over you and mingled with fear. Did you really upset him?

“I get that you want to support me and that we’re friends and all but did you have to come here? Especially backstage? I mean, for gods’ sake, you couldn’t have waited until I got back to england?”

You didn’t know what to say, you wanted to see him, to tell him…

“I came here because…

because I love you, Wilbur.”

He just looked at you for a moment, and then sighed. “Goddammit, darli- Y/n. I should've known,” he brought his hands up to his face and dragged them down in exasperation, “Y/n, I don’t… you’re like a sister to me, yeah? I don’t know where this,” he gestured wildly at you, “infatuation came from, but it needs to stop. You’re a great friend really, but I don’t feel that way about you.”

Your heart dropped to your stomach, the evidence of your hurt painted across your face and his annoyance resting on his.

“I… I think I’ll go now,” you whisper quietly, needing to leave before the tears began.

“No- come on now, darling- Don’t go, lets talk about this-” but you were already walking, no, running away from him. You ran out into the dark night, the streets were busy and you didn’t know where you were, you just kept running and running and running-

And you didn’t see that car. It didn’t see you either.

[thegirlfromhawkins]

Someday. Today? (Fem! Reader)

i’m alive! i don’t know why i feel like i’ve been gone but i’m here! hello i hope you’re having a lovely day enjoy this sweet fic i wrote. friendly reminder my requests are open and so are my messages if u just wanna say hi! :)

The ONE time you don’t use protection anxiety ensues

One week.

One whole week and nothing.

You knew that you both tried your best with protection but the ONE time you don’t and here you are. Sitting anxiously on Eddie’s bed waiting for him to prance through the door and give you all the love and affection he does while you were about to lose your shit.

The thought of having a child now. With Eddie. Oh god, that boy has so much life to live before having a child with you.

It’s not that you were scared to tell him. No, you weren’t, it’s just that every day for the past week you’ve been pleading with the universe to just let you know you weren’t pregnant. All these thoughts of what could be and the derailing of your future plans were plaguing your mind. Now with it being a whole week, you had to tell him. If anything you were going to make him feel as anxious as you are because this didn’t just happen by yourself after all.

The thoughts are confusing at times. Sometimes you get this overwhelming feeling of excitement if you did happen to be pregnant. Visions of a little Eddie and you in your arms and picturing Eddie with a baby made your heart swoon. Then came the realization of how drastically that would complicate things. Eddie was going to graduate and you were planning on leaving Hawkins together to go make a new life with him working on his music and you being his number one fan the whole way. You couldn’t take Eddie’s dreams away from him and that’s what it felt like would happen if you had a baby right now. Tears are beginning to form from all these emotions and Eddie should be home any minute now.

‘Dear god why now?’ you plead in your head looking at the ceiling trying to subside the tears.

Of course, that’s when the door swings open,” Hey baby!”

Eddie runs up to you and wraps you in a tight hug, lifting you off the bed and making you laugh at his excitement of only your presence,” Hello to you too, Mr. Munson.”

“How is my favorite girl doing today?”, he asks as he moves to take his jacket off throwing it on the ground then proceeding to crawl on the bed now laying in front of you. His messy hair and the way he’s resting his head in his hands make you smile. Oh boy, he has no idea about the bombshell you’re about to drop.

“Um, well I’m alright. I just kinda have some stuff on my mind right now.”

“Hit me with it, darling. I’m all ears.”

He intently watches your every move making you feel even more anxious and words are beginning to jumble in your mind as you try to think of what exactly to say until,” I’m late!”, you yell then frantically cover your face hiding behind your knees now raised in front of your face.

Eddie is completely lost,” Late? For what? Do you need a ride somewhere?”

Everything seems to explode inside you at once as you begin laughing and crying at his reply. This is a great cause of concern for Eddie and his eyes go wide as he goes to hug you right away. It takes a minute or two to calm down from your laughter and tears because how else did you think Eddie was going to reply to that?

“No Eddie, I’m late for my period,” you finally say calmly and his eyes continue to go wide,” Like a whole week late.”

You can tell Eddie is thinking by his eyebrows furrowing and he’s definitely trying not to say something stupid like he did a minute ago,” Does that mean you’re?”

His big brown eyes look to your stomach and then back to you and he can’t help but place his hand on your belly. Eddie wanted to have kids, especially with you but this news was all so shocking to him. Instantly he’s questioning if he would even be a good father but the thought of you, him, and a little being to love made him happy inside.

“I’m not sure yet. I haven’t taken a test. I just wanted to tell you before I did.”

“Do you have one?”

Shit, that’s what you forgot to pick up at the store. I mean it’s not on your normal weekly list so it’s understandable that you forgot,” I forgot to”.

Eddie begins standing up to grab his jacket and before you could even ask what he was doing he simply says,” I’ll go get one.”

With his kiss goodbye there you were again waiting. You couldn’t quite calculate how he felt about this. He seemed surprised but calm. Thank god he was the calm one for once in this situation. Or at least that’s how he’s presenting himself to you.

Meanwhile, Eddie hops into the van driving off to get a pregnancy test. A damn pregnancy test. He truly can’t believe it and the memories of you and him talking about your future came back to him. Three kids. You both wanted three little ones someday. Someday. But Today?

It takes him a while to find what exactly he’s looking for and luckily a nice older lady helped him out with what to buy. Sure he may have gone a bit overboard with five tests but you never know. He even took time to pick out your favorite snacks so whatever would happen you’d have munchies for the night. Practically racing home he pulls up and slams the door carrying the bags in his ring-clad hands.

The moment the trailer door opened you were there standing up waiting for the test to decide the fate of the rest of your lives. Eddie begins laying everything out over his bed showing you what snacks he bought and the different tests. Here the tears come again and you stop him mid-sentence to wrap him in a hug letting a few tears fall onto the jean vest he so adored.

“Hey, no matter what that piece of plastic says I’m still going to be here.”

Looking into his eyes you nod not trusting words to come out properly. You grab a few tests and go to the bathroom. Eddie waits for you in his room trying to stay calm and figure out what he’d do if a little Munson was on the way. God, and he just knows you’d make the perfect mom. Hell, you were always taking care of him and the rest of Hellfire it’s like you’re already in training for it.

The minutes pass like hours as you sit on the floor waiting for the results. When those three minutes go up you are almost too scared to look. However, now is not the time for procrastinating. Taking a deep breath you open your eyes to look at the tests.

Exiting the bathroom you walk into Eddie’s room holding them in your hands. Eddie sits up from the bed looking at you waiting for any answer. It’s silent for a minute before you shake your head and let out a small no.

The weight feels like it’s been taken off both of your shoulders. Eddie walks over to you giving you another hug. This one is so full of comfort though. You believed that what he said about staying regardless was true. How could it not be with the feeling of him shielding the whole world from you when you were in his arms?

“Someday.” he smiles running his fingers through your hair now looking down into your eyes.

“Someday,” you reply followed by his sweet kiss on your lips,” Not today.”

[cardiac-arresting-sweetheart]

blood, love language, note, regret, vent :3

hehehehheheh.

ok i'm answering for u...

"What is the most extreme thing you think you’re capable of doing in real life for your darling? What’s the worst thing you have already done?"

Oh god. umm okay so to be honest in real life i'm suchhh a coward most of the time.. i think. well i might go crazy. but the worst i'd do is like yell at or GOD THIS IS SO BAD i think i could probably end up trying to like physically assault someone if i got really mad. idk the worst thing i've already done is probably just the Subliminals (tm) hehehehhee :3

"What are your giving and receiving love languages? How does this apply to your darling?"

giving is i think mostly words of affirmation and gifts giving... then receiving is . the same as well Lol . i'm kind of weird about money so i don't rlly buy anyone stuff super readily but i make him subliminals whenever i can yayyyy ^_^ and i made a bracelet with his name and wear it allll the timeeeee 24/7 . And words of affirmation i think i am nice enough to him . and i giggle and kick my feet any time he praises me yippee :3

"Imagine you’re sending a love letter or message to your darling. What would it say?"

OHDONTMAKEMEEMBARRASSMYSELF i'll go back to this. HAHAHAHA

"Do you ever feel guilty about being a yandere or loving differently from other people?"

no my fourness, npd, and delusions makes me immune to this ^_^ i am sooo special i am above everyone else i understand the world like no one else everyone else is not sentient i bring life to my darlings ! yay. i think those who are normal or love "normally" are SOO BORING. the things that make you special are the things that make you strange. - will wood

"Gush, rant, or vent about your darling or anything in general."

why did this make my brain immediately stop working Um. i need to write a poem about it actually... i haven't written any yet i've gotta think about that. maybe i'll do one with alll of dolls names I should do that for my other darling toooo. eheheheheh. he's soooo nice to meeee ^_^ he's toooo nice to me. i think it is funny that he likes me so much.. he keeps worrying me though.. like. Drugs and mental illness. sigh. this would all be solved if we lived together HAHA i need to shiftnap (reality shifting + kidnapping) my darlings so bad. aaahhh doll worries me so much. sigh. sigh. sigh

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i'm dming you this on discord . ^_^

[lovebvni]

Hi Abyss! How are you? I want to say thank you for taking your time and energy to do intuitive readings for anons - it really truly means a lot and I hope you know how appreciative we are <3

I go by Teddy and I was wondering if you had any guidance or advice from spirit on when and how I will finally shift? Maybe how close I am? It's been three years now and while I still feel motivated to shift, when I stop and think about how long it's been, that motivation starts to fade.

Thank you in advance and please take care of yourself (I understand how energetically draining an intuitive reading can be)

Hi, Teddy!! ur so name is so cuddly, and obviously, brown comes to mind!! and duh!! dude, some people want answers to questions, and i have the time so 🤷🤷

Messages From Spirit About Your Shifting Journey

“you’ll be ready when you believe you are”

UGH I HATE WHEN THE UNIVERSE SAYS THIS 😭😭 it’s always so vague like what. basically, there’s some self doubt in here. you don’t believe you’re ready to shift. you think there’s something else you have to do.

i think you feel like you need to awaken your higher self and third eye. but this isn’t true. reference my post “there is nothing else you have to do” BC THERE ISNT!!! ur life is urs, and if u want something u can go ahead and grab it. u don’t need a basket to hold the barrie’s your picking. dude you have on a dress that would work just as well!!

you don’t need anything else from the outside world, you just need to reach within yourself and find out why you think and believe these things. self reflection is big, so self reflect. dog down deep, find what u hid within urself.

that’s all the advice i have for u darling!! if u journaled when u we’re younger n still have them, that may be a good way to find out what you’re thinking n hiding with yourself. also, just sitting in the shower quietly, listening to ur thoughts fears and worries.

“motivation shall not be hindered by time nor by space.” — the universe

you’ll find something to hang onto when ur in the hot sun for so long. ur almost there!!! and i appreciate u thinking more about the journey than the destination, as that’s something i struggle with <3

i hope this helps!! i love u sm!! u will shift soon <3 i believe in you.

[also i have a project me n nile have been working on for a bit, we’re hoping SOON we’ll be able to reveal it n get it up and running <3]

[dazz-linglight]

OMG ANOTHER ONLY B?!?!

Hey, HI 👋 I'm Rain. She/they. Nice to meet you.

I am appalled by the lack of content for Just B. Can you write something, literally anything with Geonu please!?!? He is my top bias of all time and my brain runs wild for him.

(Hii Rain, and yes! I plan to post a lot for Just B this year <3 love them)

(decided to do college lovers for him, hope you enjoy <3)

(happy birthday for him!!!)

Keep Driving

Starting your first week in college surely made you nervous, but everything felt easier when you met him. Lee Geonu. Sharing most of your classes with him during the week you noticed that he isn't the stereotypical popular guy like some others. He is sweet, so intelligent and bright, smiles a lot and seems very loyal and careful to his friends. You don't have the courage to approach him to talk but the two of you exchange a few glances through the day.

In the next week you find out he's working part time at the cafeteria in front of the university and you make it a habit of going there after classes to get coffee. You're aware that you are developing a crush on him but you guess but there's never really a thought that you have a chance to actually go out with him since he's a young and handsome guy and probably could have eyes on someone else already.

You get the opportunity to talk to him when the professor announces the first group activity for a class. Surprisigly, Geonu was the one to come over to you to ask if you wanted to be a part of his group for the activity and you accepted it, receiving a bright smile of his. "Oh god, I'm fucked over this guy." You think while smiling back, trying not make it obvious how much you freaking out inside. You move to sit with him and other colleagues to plan the activity and everyone agrees to have Geonu as the leader since he showed bigger interest.

The week go by, the acitivty is done and you developed some kind of proximity with Geonu, he started sitting next to you for all the classes you had together and weeks turn into months and you slowly notice that he always laughs at your jokes, looks at you like you're the most interesting person in the room and smiles when he sees you walk in the cafeteria he works in and how he's always sharing silly memes with you.

You're not sure what's going on, until you do. That feeling happens in a flash: You're in love with him. And there's a small impression that he's in love with you too. All your friends already noticed how you two interact differently, the longing stares, the subtle touches. Everybody silently waiting for the day you would appear holding hands.

He caught you off-guard one day when he had to leave early from class and patted your head leaning in to your ear and said:

"Bye darling, when you're going home text me, okay? I need to know if you're safe." You just nodded and said a quick bye, not trusting yourself to say more because your stomach was full of butterflies and right before he left he gave you a kiss on the forehead, not staying to see your jaw drop to the floor.  After the shock passed you finally decided you had to confess. The semester was close to ending and you didn't want to hide your feelings and risk losing him anymore, so you did as he asked and sent a message later.

You: I'm going home now. Are you free after work?

Him: yeah, wanna go out?

You: yes.

Him: oki. Pick u up at 6.

You read his last message and feel your heart beaating faster. The hours pass and you get ready until he arrives on his car, sending you a message to come out. When you do, he opens the passenger door for you to get in and show that smile the makes you weak again as you sit and close the door.

"Hello, beautiful lady" He sweet talked and you could barely move, speak, breath for a moment, feeling the tension of being so close to him in a small space. He felt it too as he started the car and left the neighboorhood you live in.

"There's something I want to tell you, Geonu." You talk in a low tone as if the windows would break if you were louder, breathing in slowly and looking over to his side profile.

"Me too, _____." He locks eyes with you shortly before getting his attention back on the street ahead. His voice stays calm, you instantly feel a gentle breeze of air sending shivers all over your body. "I don't want to be your friend anymore." Your breath hitches as you take him his words.

"Don't get me wrong, it's just.. I want to be more than a friend to you." He stops by the red light and turns to look fully at you. He tucks a stand of hair behind your ear and brings your forehead to his softly. "There's not a day I don't think about you since we met."

"Thank you.. I was afraid I was the only one to feel like that.." He felt your trembling hand meet his, intertwining fingers on his lap since he had to go back to driving.

That night he took you for dinner, you both talked about your feelings and everything you felt towards each other, filling the table with sweet nothings and officially marking the first day of your new relantionship status. The next day in college you were glued to each other, Geonu making sure to announce to your friends that you were dating.

"FINALLY!" You heard the chant and all of them shwed happiness with the news.

[taegularities]

Rid, sweetheart, angel of mine. I know it’s easy for us to say “oh but Rid, anything you write is amazing” (which isn’t a lie tbh) but that may look as though it’s invalidating your feelings. Which we NEVER EVER wanna do because we love you.

When I was younger (a good ten years ago) I used to write Justin Bieber fan fiction and it was EATEN UP, it was lowkey fun to write and I enjoyed writing but there were times when I was like “ah, this isn’t good enough.” Or “hmm, let’s kill this darling even though she has a cute lil story and a pretty lil dress on.”

It’s okay to go through slumps and know that we’ll eventually get out of them. It’s okay to step back and let a story simmer and brew until we ready to take it on again and make it exactly what we want it to be.

So take your time, relax and go with the flow. Please always put yourself and your health first and when you’re ready to share things with us, we’ll be here waiting. We’re a patient people, us fanfiction readers.

(Also I lowkey want to break into BTS fanfiction but I AM terrified but ALSO have a story in the back of my head about a very badass cutthroat lawyer cutie OC and one Park Jimin and it’s kinda childhood friends to strangers to friends again to lovers and so on and so forth- that has to be refined, obviously. My brain told me Joshua from SEVENTEEN should be an antagonist of sorts but we’ll see, hehe)

ANYWAY RID PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND KNOW THAT WE ARE HERE, WE ARE PATIENT, WE ADORE YOU AND WE WANT THE BEST FOR YOU (I am yell-whisper-cheering this okay)

i'm floored, i don't even know what to say oh god 😭 first off, u calling me sweetheart and angel of mine did something to my heart :(( and everything else in this message... it really feels like u said it from the deepest of ur heart, and the genuinity makes ur whole message so much sweeter. it means so much to me to know that u don't just care about my stories, but about me as a person, too 🥺

i'll always try my best to work hard, but i'll also always make sure to take care of myself, so i can keep the positivity and love going <3 hoping for this slump to end soon !! :D AND OH GOD, u should totally do it if u want to !!! we need more jimin stories hehehehe AND childhood friends to strangers to lovers is a top tier angsty trope pls, it sounds amazing 😭

UGHHH TRULY THANK U SO MUCH, I ADORE U AS WELL AND THIS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME, U HAVE NO IDEA !!!!!!

[ludebabefics]

🎀“Everybody knows I’m a good a good girl officer”

🎀”oh mother dear your number one, but girls they wanna have fun”

🎀”We're your dreamgirls, dreamgirls will never leave you”

Welcome to the sanctuary of femininity. I’m Olivia, pronouns she/her and most certainly yours 😘.Here you will find anything girly, cute and most importantly PINK! Let me show u around to suit ur service darling… but be warned u will blush u cutie 💗

🌸If u are ever in a cute and soft mood here u will find our best gentle fluff

(not here… for now)

🌸If there is ever a time u feel like u want a to escape this universe and somewhere else we have au here for u to enjoy

(not here… for now)

🌸And ofc if I ever feel like ur in a naughty mood we have our best and sexiest smut here

(nothing here…. for now)

But ofc being ofc what type of place would this be without any rules??? Pls follow the rules set and if u can’t I won’t be able to enjoy the pleasure of femininity.(rules)

that’s all for now. Now enjoy, and if ever need anything just message me and I will be there at your beck and call Babe💋

[jamesbuckybarnes19174]

*nods* i love you baby… i got you all night too… i love you so much… *lazily and sleepily kisses all over ur face, then falls asleep*

*slowly wakes up later, gently rubbing ur arm* jamie? hi… i gotta go… *gently kisses ur forehead* i’ll come back… *hums and kisses u softly, then hugs u tightly* i love you so much…

💌voice message to jamie: hi honey… hope you’re doing okay… i’m okay, just feel tired *chuckles softly* when am i not? *snorts* anyways, i miss you lots darling… i had a really nice time cuddling with you last night… you’re so sweet and gentle with me… *hums* m-makes me blush to think about *chuckles softly* i dunno what it is… you’ve just… you got a hold on me jamie… *snorts* what else can i say… *chuckles* i’m just complimenting you, but i’d do it all day lovey… so much good to say about you… *hums softly* i can’t wait to see you later… i’ll see you… i love you…

💌message to jamie: hiiiii baby 🥰 *sends a selfie of me walking into work, giving a thumbs up*

💌message to jamie: i need cofffeeeeeee

💌message to jamie: coffee acquired 👍🫡

💌message to jamie: sneezed a bunch

💌message to jamie: i misss uuuuuu

💌message to jamie: ur getting better at texting👍😁 hehehe💗

💌message to jamie: is super cute 🥰💗✨

💌message to jamie: can’t wait to see uuuuuuuuu💗loveeeeeee uuuuu💗💗💗💗

*wakes up, humming softly and holding you tight* okay baby…*pouts at you then kisses and hugs you back* I love you so much too…

💌voice message to kitten: hey baby…’m doin’ okay…I hope you’re okay…I miss you…I had a really nice time with you last night too…cuddlin’…kissin’…all of that…*chuckles* mmm ‘m happy I have a hold on you…you got a hold on me too…mmm if you keep complimentin’ me I’m gonna have to cover your mouth before you get me too red *chuckles* no, I…like hearin’ your praise…*hums* ‘ms blushin’ now…okay uh…I can’t wait to see you too baby…I love you so much baby….I love you…

💌message to kitten: hey baby :) *sends a picture of me cuddled up in bed*

💌message to kitten: glad you got your coffee baby *sends a picture of me in the training room, with a thumbs up, smirking a little*

💌message to kitten: I miss you tooooo

💌message to kitten: am I? Lol *sends a picture of me, sweatier and in the gym still, smiling*

💌message to kitten: I can’t wait to see you too my baby, I love you❤️❤️❤️❤️

💌message to kitten: want my baby. *sends you a picture of my hand on my bulge*

💌message to kitten: hope that was okay

💌message to kitten: I’m on my way home, do you meed anything?

[waka-chan-out]

Hi idk if this is weird but I’m panicking and could use some advice from someone who I assume has done this before.

I’m 20 and about to start my second year of college. Last year I obvs lived at home because of the pandemic. But I just got my housemate assignment for the upcoming year.

I’m living in gender neutral housing. I’m nonbinary. I think. Idk. I haven’t figured everything out. ANYWAY I’ve grown up pretty sheltered. Went to All Girl schools my whole life. And now I’m living with three other people who are not interacting with me at all despite my best attempt.

Im scared to live with new people. Im scared to potentially live with mean people or with folks who I don’t vibe with or just… bad people. Like not everyone is good and some real pieces of shit could have chosen gn housing so they could live with people of other genders who they’d be attracted to.

Point is: im scared. Im scared I won’t make friends. Im scared I’ll be a horrible housemate. And im irrationally scared of being attacked/assaulted/ or worse.

Have you lived with roommates/housemates and howd you stay safe and happy???

I also have no siblings so I don’t even have experience living around other kids my age. Like the best I’ve got is sleepovers and that’s not even close to the same. I’m so genuinely scared. Hekjdksjr

alright baby. deep breath. as someone with pretty bad anxiety and experience with both good and bad roommates, i’m gonna do my best to offer advice.

so, first of all, try not to stress before anything has happened. there’s always the chance that the experience isn’t the greatest, but you don’t know that until it’s actually happening. i know it sounds dumb and is kind of hard to do, but recognizing that nothing has gone wrong yet will make it easier to go in with an open mind.

you said you’re scared you’ll be a horrible housemate, but truly it’s not too hard to be a good one. the biggest things people fight about are food, noise, and chores. for example, simply don’t eat anything you didn’t buy. generally try to have your own stuff that you use (like dishes and food basics and things like that.) establish ground rules for chores. my roommate right now and i are pretty relaxed about this and just take out the trash when it’s full, not paying attention to who took it out last time. but my old roommate just…..wouldn’t take out the trash?? and just stack her shit on top of the old stuff until it was impossible to close the bag?? that’s stuff that’s annoying to deal with, but all you can really do is be respectful and normal and hope they do the same.

safety is important, and i’m sure you’ll figure out very quickly how safe you feel with your housemates. i’ve never met anyone that did gender neutral housing and didn’t enjoy it for safety reasons, though i’m sure that happens sometimes. but trusting your gut is the best way to keep yourself safe in that situation. other than that, keep pepper spray with your purse or keys, double check that you’ve locked doors and windows, and, if it makes you feel better, put furniture in front of doors to feel safest. my roommate and i each lock our bedroom doors every night, and we slide an armchair in front of our balcony door and a barstool in front of our front door. we feel really safe in our apartment complex, but knowing we have that extra protection makes us feel better.

the biggest issue with my awful roommate was pettiness and obliviousness. she did not communicate when she was upset with me. she did not do her part on the chores. if i did something wrong in the house (one time i screwed up the dishwasher and there were bubbles everywhere) she would just be so weirdly mean and aggressive. she also made messes everywhere and didn’t clean anything. i really love cleaning and do it as stress relief, snd my current roommate enjoys that and knows that i don’t mind if she’s not frequently vacuuming or wiping things down. but my old roommate just left crumbs and shit everywhere and didn’t care at all. you need to respect the shared living space and the boundaries of the other person without getting passive aggressive when your own boundaries are crossed. be firm and communicate openly, but also have patience with other people. they’ve never lived with strangers either and i’m sure they’re just as nervous as you.

overall it just comes down to being respectful and trusting your instincts. i’m sure you’re a lovely person to have around and you’ll have a great time. if not, it’s really no big deal. i had two years with that bad roommate but now i live with one of my friends and i can’t imagine living with anyone else. our lifestyles compliment each other perfectly and we don’t really get into disagreements. in general, just try to communicate. if they refuse and are unwilling to respect the house rules and boundaries, you can go to an RA or something if you’re living in dorms. you won’t be living w these people forever, and in college it’s pretty easy to avoid roommates if you really want to, because you’ll be out going to class or getting food or studying elsewhere if you want to be. you’ll be fine, baby. truly. you’re gonna have a great year.

[theringers]

more - mick schumacher

summary: your boyfriend catches you reading smut

this photo??? i want his hands around my neck and that’s all i have to say

a/n: hi everyone this is my first time writing a oneshot in first person so let me know what u think.... if u prefer reader insert or think third person would work best just send me a message!!! love yall thanks for the support. this is unedited and not proofread bc im impatient sry

warnings: 18+, NSFW, smut, light bondage, dirty talk, spanking

do NOT read if you aren’t comfortable with smut

"The entire night, he kept his eyes on me. He was meant to be focused on anything else, especially the award he was about to receive, but he looked at me like I was his prize. He was highly competitive and the most unpleasant sore loser, so he would do everything in his power to make sure he received his prize. I watched as he mentally undressed me from the stage. He licked his lips and looked directly into my eyes as he read the card in his hands. He stuttered a bit and his gaze landed directly on me right after he did so. I almost wanted to excuse myself, just to make sure he didn't make a fool of himself in front of this entire room."

I was rattled by the sound of the front door shutting. The whole house shook and I was taken out of my trance. Whenever I was alone, I was able to immerse myself in the world I was reading. With no external distractions, it was just me and Mr. Loverboy from the pages in front of me. And now Mick.

I heard his footsteps run up the stairs and my heart beat fast when he walked into the door. He always did that to me, no matter how often I saw him. His hair was sticking to his forehead and beads of sweat rolled down his rosy cheeks. He walked over to me on the couch, catching his breath. "How's your day been, darling?" He plopped his body down next to me and exhaled deeply.

"It's going well, I'm in the middle of a really good scene in my book right now." I was hoping that would give him the hint to leave me be for just a bit longer.

"Oh, really?" He ran his fingers through his hair. "What's happening?" He wasn't fully focused on me, being distracted by his own breathing and recovery from his workout. He pulled on his muscles and massaged them.

"Well, the two love interests are about to get together, so..."

He let out a deep breath before resting his head in your lap. "Read to me. Your voice always relaxes me."

I laughed nervously. "I'm sure you don't want to hear about this."

He smirked up at me. "I'm sure I'll surprise you." He waved his hands at me. "Go. C'mon now."

I shook my head and laughed at him, making sure he knew of my resistance to doing this, so he couldn't complain later. I cleared my throat and opened the book where my thumb had been keeping place.

"I walked toward the exit and turned around to give him a thumbs up before I exited, but he was gone. He wasn't one to leave an award show like this without saying goodbye and making his exit known. That wasn't the kind of guy he was.

"I didn't know where he was, but I needed to locate him. He had an obligation to fulfill tonight and I wasn't going to get in the way of this one, too. I turned a corner and ran into a hard body I recognized. 'What do you think you're doing?' he said." Mick listened to my words and traced his finger up and down my bicep as I held the book in one hand. He was surely about to regret his decision to listen to what I was reading.

I was too distracted by the feeling of his touch that his voice brought me out of my high. "Are you going to continue, my love?"

I rolled my eyes and looked back at the words on the page. "Next thing I knew, he was checking the hall for people before pulling me into a coat closet. He slid the straps of my dress down painstakingly slow but still with so much urgency. He ripped his tie off and grabbed both of my hands, not letting a silly coat closet let him forget about how he likes it." My voice faltered and I hoped he didn't notice. He traced shapes on my skin and focused on my voice.

"He tied my hands behind my back and let his snake around to my front, groping my tits and rolling my nipples between his fingertips." He started to shift in my lap, but stayed relatively still. I waited for him to make a silly comment about the content of my book, but nothing came, so I continued. "My head fell back in pleasure and my body shuddered at his touch. His fingers crept slowly crept upwards and he pulled my body into his with a firm grip around my neck. My silk dress slipped down leaving me exposed. His rough skin planted a sharp slap on my ass. I wanted to react, but couldn't move with his hand on my throat."

He sat up and ran his hand through his hair. He didn't seem as uncomfortable as I expected him to be. "Do you enjoy reading this kind of stuff?" Oh no. Here comes the shaming.

I sighed. "I do, it's fun and-"

"You don't have to defend yourself. Just put the book down." What was going on? He walked into the closet and came out with one of his ties in hand and a devilish grin on his face. "Stand up and turn around," he ordered.

I was confused at first, not used to this side of him, but I stood up and did as he said. He looped his tie strategically around my wrists. "Where did you learn to do that?" I jokingly asked.

"Research," he said grimly. "Now, shut your mouth." He pushed my body into the wall next to me. He had never told me to shut up before, but I loved it. He pulled my shorts down swiftly and placed his hand on my bare ass. He rubbed a few soft circles before lifting his hand and placing a throbbing red handprint on my cheek. I winced in pain, but moaned with pleasure. "Your safe word is apple. If you make any other sound, I'm going to have to spank you again. So, be a good girl, okay?" I nodded with my face pressed against the wall, giving me a view of Mick behind me out of the corner of my eye. He looked sexy and confident. I wanted to rip this tie off my hands and push him onto the bed, but I knew he was enjoying this. Most of the time, he was focused on my pleasure, so it was his turn to have some fun.

I sucked in a sharp breath when his hand hit my backside once again. "Darling, you know the rules." I made quick eye contact with him, his eyes full of lust and desire. I winced and jumped as my body rocked into the wall from his contact. I moaned at the collision with the wall and tilted my head back, desperate for him to touch me in any other way. His hand rested at the base of my neck and I couldn't get the vision of his long fingers out of my head. I couldn't see them, but I could feel their full implications all over my body.

His strategically placed fingers limited the blood rushing to my head and made my whole body throb. I was so used to telling him what I wanted and then getting it. This wasn't how we usually had sex. My back arched, pushing my ass into his hard cock straining in his pants. "Come on babe," I choked with his fingers around my throat. "Please, just fuck me."

He lifted his hand and placed it firmly over my mouth. "Didn't I tell you to shut up?" My eyes squeezed shut when I realized that I deserved the slap I received for those comments. I needed to let him have control or else this wasn't going to work.

I could hear his belt clambering around and I crossed my fingers that he was going to give into me. I felt him jerk himself a few times behind me and I arched my back again, needy and desperate. He laughed. "You think I'm going to fuck you after you disobeyed me?" He moved to push my tied up hands into my lower back to keep me in place. I was turning him on and he didn't like that. Slowly, his fingers slipped down and between my legs. I flinched when I felt one easily slide inside of me. I moaned because he was occupied. He was touching himself with one hand and had the other inside of me, so he had no free hands to keep me quiet.

As I moaned, I heard him grunt in response behind me. He was losing control when he was most vulnerable. I turned back to see his eyes squeezed shut in pleasure and his abs flexed, a few beads of sweat dripping down his body.

I wasn't sure how he was going to react to me speaking, but I needed him. "More," I begged desperately.

He said nothing and slipped in another finger, curling it to hit just the right spot. I let my vision go out of focus as my legs went numb in pleasure. I turned to watch him touch himself as I came on his fingers. My moans sent him over the edge and I felt his release on my back.

I caught my breath as I was pressed against the wall. He slowly undid his tie and wiped my back, leaving soft kisses on my shoulders.

"Was that okay?" He asked, planting a kiss on my lips.

I chuckled. "Of course it was okay. It just came out of nowhere."

He rolled into bed and slid under the covers, holding his arms out for me. "Well, I've been thinking about it for a little while, but I wasn't sure how to bring it up. Your book caught me by surprise in the best way possible."

"I hope you enjoyed yourself." I pulled the covers around me and snuggled into his chest. "Just don't expect me to listen to your orders like that around the house."

"Not like you listened to me when you were tied up anyway..."

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[honeyabyss]

Phone calls after Mc returned to the human realm

Lucifer:

this man is stubborn, calling you would be like admitting he's gone soft and his pride does not allow that!

so he refuses to call for the first few weeks, keeping himself busy with work of which he has enough anyway

due to all his student council work, a few other tasks of Diavolo and on top of that the usual shenanigans of his brothers, he quickly becomes very stressed

he's at his breaking point and needs someone to talk to so he can release some of his stress before he takes it out on someone else

so he goes to your old room and starts talking as soon as he enters it, only to stop confused when he doesn't see you in the room, remembering only now you left for the human realm

disappointed he sits down onto the bed and curls the blanket around himself

"Their scent is almost gone...Soon it'll be as if they were never here"

he closes his eyes, sighs softly and makes his decision

"Mc? I hope I didn't wake you. I simply thought a conversation would be nice, it's been a while..."

Lucifer's call is pretty casual, he talks about his day, work and his troublemaker brothers, it almost feels like any other day before just this time it is over phone

he does not want to admit he misses you, a) because he'd seem weak and b) he fears what admitting it will do to him, he might just miss you even more

BUT while saying goodbye he accidentally lets a "I miss you" slip, his breathing stops shortly realizing his mistake, he is about to apologize when you say it back

he smiles softly, genuinely relieved about your shared sentiment and whispers "I'll call you again soon then" before hanging up

from then on he calls you every evening and you better jump right away and pick up at the first ringing, because this man is lonely without you

Mammon:

"Congratulations! You're one of our lucky winners of our monthly Devil-Lottery. We'll have to confirm your bank account number with the one given to us when you agreed to participating in the lottery. Would you be so kind to slowly repeat the number-"

this greedy demon will quite literally try to scam you, only to absolutely panic when you hang up on him

he will instantly call you back, constantly adjusting his glasses, a nervous habit he acquired over the years

"H-hey...Mc...uhm, it's me your favourite demon!"

he is relieved you picked up, as it means you didn't block him right away, he stumbles over his words trying to find an excuse why he just tried to scam you

"Ah you know I only did that to test you, you've passed nobody scams my human! You're my amazing human after all! That's why I love you...u-uh I-i mean...nothing...that was a static you must have misheard..."

when you tell him you knew it was him as you recognized his voice, he'll be outraged, screaming into his D.D.D (and probably later getting punched by Lucifer for being so loud)

"What do you mean you already knew?! You dared to hang up on The Great Mammon?

He gets a bit sulky by your reaction, so how about playing into his obvious lie of testing you to make him feel better again

besides trying to scam you Mammon also called to (not so sneakily) check on your wellbeing

now that you're gone he constantly worries about you and he can't do much to help, but if you were actually in need of help due to whatever, trust me he'd fight Lucifer himself for permission to go to you

he'll call you as often as he can, sometimes with a few days of a break in between, asking you about your life and also letting you in on his upcoming money making schemes...please don't tell Lucifer about them

Mammon has learned his lesson though, he'll never try to scam you again, he couldn't bare it if you were to block or ignore his calls

Leviathan:

phone calls? Why? You two can just talk about the in-game talk function of this new online game you play, but no real world talk while playing that ruins the immersion!

Levi will rarely call you as he just doesn't feel comfortable enough to talk with you about normie stuff for too long

he normally just spam writes you, ding, ding, ding, one message after another coming in without you being able to respond quick enough

so if gets too much and you decide to just call him so you can have an actual chance of responding, Levi just panics and almost drops his D.D.D

"Mc? D-did you accidentally hit the c-call button? N-no? I-i see no I love you too!!....AAAAAAAh I-i meant I l-l-love t-talking to you too...hehehe w-why would a yucky o-otaku like me say something like that"

poor boy is so nervous he'll say something stupid and will stutter a lot the first few times you call him, he is just not used to talking on the phone

he will laugh nervously over everything and sometimes there'll be a phase of awkward silence, but please don't point it out, Levi is already stressed enough as it is

once he gets used to calls, he'll surprisingly suggests to have a phone call while both of you are watching the new episode of an anime, so he'll be able to talk to you as if you're right next to him, which works out mediocre at first, you have to tell him to be a bit quieter a few times but besides that it's quiet nice

"Ooooooowhooooooah!!! Did you see that? That was amazing, I wish I had these superpowers, I'd save you of every danger like a real hero! W-what do you mean I'm already your hero?"

Yes, you saw and heard it, and your neighbours probably heard Levi...

on the rare occasions Levi calls you he'll often asks you for favours like to buy him this exclusively in the human realm sold limited edition game, of course he isn't like his scummy brother Mammon who'll constantly asks for things and he'll also make it up by sending you stuff you can only get on Akuzon

so calls don't happen very often, but neither if you really mind, you'll still be in contact through messages and games

Satan:

Satan will be very proper about calling you, he'll check through messages if you're fine with him calling you, so he can be sure you have time and he doesn't bother you

Satan never jumps into a conversation right away (unless he is angry), he makes sure to show interest in you and hold a bit small talk, asking about your day, how you're doing and so on

you talk about many different things with him mostly about your shared interests, but Satan is willing to listen to you ramble about hobbies he doesn't have as well

one thing you two quickly come to do was have book club sessions over phone

"I wish you were still here Mc. I miss my book discussion partner, nobody here has as interesting opinions and views as you..."

back in Devildom you two would both read a book and afterwards discuss your thoughts, and you found a way too keep doing just that

you both write about books, decide on one to read for the week and would than have a phone call where you just talk for hours about the piece of literature you've read

now that you're back in the human realm, the book choices are even bigger as you can read human books as well, you just have to send a copy to Satan, sometimes Barbatos will be nice and pick a book up and deliver it to Satan, or to you if it's the other way around with a demon book

"Oh? No, you're right. I haven't thought about it like that yet...your thoughts are so fascinating!"

Satan will shower you in praise for every little detail that you noticed yet he missed. he genuinely enjoys your phone calls, and though he wouldn't admit it, sometimes he anticipates your call more than the actual book

even though there now is a bigger distance between you two he still feels as close to you as before, not much has changed for him and he knows he'll be able to see you again soon, he'll just have to be patient

"Next week, same time? I'm looking forward to talking to you again. Take care until then!"

Asmodeus:

"Oh my Lord! You won't believe what just happened!!!"

no greeting or alike, just straight into the discussion

whenever something gossip worthy happens, Asmo is already dialling your number to spill the tea and keep you updated on any Devildom related gossip, even if it won't help you much, it's a nice thought of him keep you in the loop

those are only the spontaneous call though, obviously you can't take these all the time...you still have a life of your own...

you two actually call each other every day at the same time, plus/minus a couple minutes, the water in the tub has to be filled first...yeah Asmo likes to talk you while he is taking his afternoon bath

"Hahh it's so relaxing, warm water caressing my beautiful skin, and the bath bomb today smells so good! I wish you could smell it, or even better I wish we could bathe together!"

*water sloshing noises intensified*

Asmo...no....yes...maybe...just stop, you'll fluster Mc!

"No really! I miss having you here, I'll pamper you all day the next time I'll get to see you. You must already be starved of my beauty, but don't worry my dear, I'm just as starved of seeing your lovely face!"

what to talk about while he is bathing? Anything really if it's about your day, any complains or whatever, just expect a few innuendos of him...that's nothing new though

seriously though Asmo is the guy to talk to about any of your problems, he will listen and try to come up with a solution for you, even if he seems a bit narcissistic sometimes he really cares about you, so use your phone calls as therapy from time to time

"Oh darling, don't worry it'll be okay! I'm here to help...now tell me every detail so I can come up with a plan! I'll always be there for you, no matter what!"

Beelzebub:

"*munch munch* This one is really good! Mc you should try some...oh"

now that you're back in the human realm, Beels snack times are very lonely, he has just gotten so used to your presence, even sharing his food is normal by now

and let's be honest Beels snack time is 24/7 so he misses you a lot

he feels the urge to call you every five minutes and sometimes even forgets to eat while phone is ringing and he is waiting for you to pick up

but you can't constantly talk with him over phone so the calls often end up on your voicemail where Beel tells you about all the different kind of foods he ate that day

when Belphie catches wind of his twin constantly pestering you, he hides Beels D.D.D so he can't call you all the time

when you're actually able to pick up on his call, Beel will be so happy you can quite literally hear his huge grin while he's excitedly talking about his current snack

"Have you ever tried spicy bat-wings? There opened a new restaurant in town and it's really good!! Next time you're here I'll invite you there. Oh but what if it closes before you're back...ah you'll just have to visit soon!"

though Beel is often disappointed when you don't pick up, he would never hold it against you, he knows he calls quite a lot, but he just misses you and tipping a message while he eats is harder than putting his D.D.D on speaker and talking to you

of course he doesn't only talk about food, he also tells you about how his brothers are doing and how his workout was, or what things he has planned to do at the weekend, all in all Beel is just super happy to share everything of his life with you

on rare occasions he'll call you and be untypically quiet, that happens when he had a fight with his twin, it's not often but sometimes it happens and his first instinct is to call you, because he feels like he can tell you everything so he is very comfortable and trusting with you

"I miss you a lot, you know...but I also know that you think about me daily, every time your stomach rumbles you'll be reminded of me and that makes me happy, I also think about you every time I'm hungry! Hm? But I'm always hungry? That's right! You're always on my mind!"

Belphegor:

Listen, his sleeping schedule is very tight, you can't just expect him to call you!

he will call you so rarely and if you call him it might just happen that he is sleeping and has phone on silent...or he's just to lazy to walk to his phone, or he is just not in the mood to talk... he takes any excuse to not be on the phone

Belphie does like talking to you, but he is not the greatest at long conversations so he like messages more

sometimes when he can't seem to fall asleep, he will be the one to call you...in the middle of the night...and you better pick up or he gets annoyed

"What took you so long? I thought you wanted to talk more often and then you leave me hanging for a whole minute? Doesn't matter I would have waited longer with you...."

he is mostly silent through a phone call, his main reason to call you is because he like to listen to you talk, it's calming to him and if he calmer then he might be able to fall asleep again

so don't expect an amazingly deep conversation...

"Mhmmm...hm? Yeah I'm still there. I'm listening keep talking, I love your voice..."

he'll bring up a topic from time to time so you have an inspiration about what to talk about, but most of the times he just lazily hum or making acknowledging noises so you know he is still listening

"Zzz..."

he will to 100% fall asleep while being on the phone with you, that doesn't mean you're boring, but that he trusts you so much that he is comfortable enough to let his guard down

Diavolo:

"Good afternoon! How was the week of my favourite human?...ah don't tell Solomon I said that hahaha"

as the future king of hell, he is a busy man, but he still manages to give you a call once a week, to the same time you two would have normally had your weekly afternoon tea meeting in the castle

with the exchange year over there is not much about your classes to talk about left, but Dia is just as excited about any other topic you decide to talk about, be it the most mundane thing he loves it!

"Oh so you went grocery shopping? That must be fun! Barbatos does it all the time, though I suppose you buy less things...I'd like to see a human market at some point, I wonder if they're very different from ours...oh but I wouldn't really able to tell I suppose, Barbatos and you would need to point out the differences!"

this man can talk without taking a break for hours...you think Asmo is bad? Prepare for Diavolo...

but seriously it never gets boring with him, because he somehow finds good and fun stuff in every activity, I swear give him a vacuum and watch him clean you're whole flat with the enthusiasm of a child getting presents on Christmas

the work of a future king consists of so much paperwork, Dia will have only few events of his week to tell you about, if there is something to talk about there is a high chance it has to do with the brothers

so he'd much rather just sip his tea and listen to you, he'll ask you loads of questions though about anything he doesn't know

sometimes you two forget the time and Barb sadly has to remind you to come to a stop for now

"Mc? Did I wake you? If so I'm terribly sorry...would you be up to talk for a little bit more? I'm not feeling too tired yet"

surprise night time calls from Dia where you'll have to speak silently or Barbatos might reprimand Diavolo for staying up all night and being tired the next day, Dia doesn't regret it ever though, he likes to talk you a lot!

Barbatos:

Barbatos is always busy and his schedule can often suddenly change with a new whim of his master, so he can't exactly have a scheduled call with you

so you might not get to hear of him very often

BUT he made it a habit to call you when he is on duty to do the dishes, the chore is somewhat boring to him with no one to distract him

so he calls you and if you pick up, he'll put you on speaker and talk to you about whatever comes to mind while his hands wash one after another of the expensive porcelain of the royal household

"I've bought this new tea which is said to be really nice, it can even be enjoyed cold apparently. It seems to have to just the right amount of sweetness to not get bitter when drank cold...you can still add sugar for extra sweetness, though I believe you're already sweet enough as it is"

no matter what you decide to talk about Barbatos always has at least some knowledge about it, so it's beneficial for both of you, he can tell you the things he knows and you tell him your stuff

"I hope I'm not bothering you too much? There is quite a lot to do today... so it might take some more time..."

you will never get to know that Barb has actually already finished the dished a few minutes ago, but just isn't ready to say goodbye yet

the rest of the employees will be able handle the castle for a bit longer without him, meanwhile he can take a well deserved tea break and listen to you

he very much enjoys the fact he found a way to have some time with you while theoretically having to be at work, as long as he is able to finish all the tasks of his daily schedule, he doesn't feel too bad about his not so legal break

"I fear I'll have to get back to work now, but I loved talking to you today! I hope you enjoyed it as well. I'll talk to you again soon!"

Solomon:

Though Solomon returned to the human realm with you, you haven't heard much of him, being a wise old man sorcerer must be very time consuming

so calls of Solomon might be rare but that doesn't mean you don't write messages every now and then, when he calls you though it's always about something interesting or important to share, he talks about those things rather verbally, the best option for him would be in person, but that doesn't always work so a phone call is the second best option

"My lovely apprentice, how is your studying going? I've found the tome we were talking about last time you were interested in...it took some research to find which sorcerer had it but I brought it back for you. How about I'll drop by you next week? I can help you with your studying then, the tome is written in an older version of the language it might be easier if we do it together!"

Solomon can simply not sit still, so while you're on the phone, he is always tinkering at something and the background noises are sometimes quite peculiar...

Was that a pig squeaking? Are you sure you should be brewing a potion while being on the phone? Isn't it distracting?

Oh Lord was that an explosion?!

"Hmm? Oh yeah...I`m cooking dinner right now! It was just a small explosion though, you know the ones that are regularly happen in the kitchen. Why? Was my cute student worried about me?~ heheh alright, alright, I'll stop teasing you...for now!"

no matter how chaotic, teasing or busy Solomon is though, if you call him and are in need of help, he'll drop everything and run to you

he knows how hard it can be when studying magic, not to mention that the studies are difficult, the constant hiding of any magic in front of other humans is also very nerve wrecking, sometimes you feel like giving up and going back to your normal life, back to your non-magical very human friends that are blissfully unaware of everything happening around them, but you know you could never forget and act as if nothing happened, you'd also miss your new not so normal friends, so when times get hard Solomon will rush to you and comfort you in person or at least calm you down on phone until he is able to go to you

if that happens he is more likely to call you every two to three days just to check in on you

"Hey how is my strong and beautiful fellow human doing? Feeling better yet? Need a shoulder to lean on? I'm at your flat in 10 minutes..."

Simeon:

Simeon is a daily caller as well, he's gotten so used to seeing you every day that he feels quite restless if he doesn't get to hear your voice at least once a day

he asked you to recommend at what time he should call, he doesn't want to restrict you in your daily life, so you both came to the conclusion after dinner would be perfect, as both of you are free for the rest of the day then

He will often write a bit on his TSL scripts, just some notes and inspirations he comes up while talking to you

"How was your day my little lamb? You haven't overworked yourself right? Tell me if you ever need help!"

though Simeon would definitely have things to complain about with how Michael is working him to the bone, he'd rather not worry you so instead he tells you about how Luke is doing and evasively answers you questions about himself

"Oh me? Ah yes, I'm doing fine, just doing the usual archangel stuff you know...Ah please do not worry Mc, my dear! Nothing dangerous!"

over the time his TSL notes turn into random scribbles, rhymes and poems and every now and then something that looks suspiciously like your name

Sometimes Luke crashes the call and wants to speak with you as well so Simeon tries to put the phone on speaker only to end up ending the call and Luke getting frustrated with Simeon and doing it himself

then again Simeon also just accidentally hangs up on you mid conversation, because his fingers hit the button without him noticing, he'll get so confused when you cut off in the middle of your sentence and thinks something has happened to you, only to be relieved when you call back a few seconds later

Simeon is very interested in your day and how you doing, asking you many questions and encouraging you to keep talking

"Oh no please keep talking! You're not overwhelming me at all, in fact I like listening to your voice, it puts even the most melodic voice of an angel into the shadows...hahaha did I make you embarrassed? I apologize, I didn't mean to, I was only telling you my honest opinion!"

Simeon is quite the flatterer, but he often does not notice it, he simply tries to be nice, so a call with him leaves you flustered and stuttering ever now and then, but he is just as quick to blush at a honest and heartfelt compliment

Luke:

Luke might be an angel, but he is still low ranking and therefore has less assignments, besides studying to become a great angel and doing some minor tasks for Michael, he is relatively free

he often spends his free time in the kitchen constantly trying to improve his baking, now after the exchange year not only to impress Michael and Simeon but also Barbatos, maybe a bit Beel and definitely you!

but as Simeon is still working at these times, he gets somewhat lonely so he'll try calling you to keep him some company

Luke has this habit of speaking the recipes out loud to remember the steps better and be able to able to make them from memory, he got that tip from Barbatos, but he still has his moments where he gets stuck and forgets what to do next, you can notice that when he gets silent and concentrates on trying to remember

"Ah right that was it! I almost forgot about the eggs! Good thing you were here...or well on the phone hehe! You always remember this stuff, you're so amazing!"

when you tell him you simply looked it up in the internet for him, he'll get a bit sulky that he now basically cheated, but with your reassurance that he is already great and can remember so many other steps, he is quickly back to his happy little angel self

"Michael let me help with his conference today I was assistant record keeper today, one day I'll be able to do it alone, bit they're talking so much and so fast...I think I still need a couple centuries until I'm fully ready, but I'm working on improving! You should also try to improve your skills daily! Even a small bit of practice is good! Though I think you're perfect already!"

Luke most definitely learned his flattering from Simeon... he talks about many different things on the phone but repeating topic is Michael...just talking to you makes his day and later he'll tell everything Simeon and he smiles so brightly while he reports to him, please keep talking to him a lot!