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evolnoomym · 2 months

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The Night We Met🌠/Pt.2

Dbf!Joel Miller x f!reader

Pt. 1 🌌 | Main Masterlist | Joel Miller Masterlist

Summary: You return to Texas after being gone for 5 months.

Rating: 18+ content mdni!!!!(there’s nothing explicit, still I want the minors to stay away.)

Word count: 2.5k

Warnings: no use of y/n, pregnancy, female reader, reader has no name only a nickname, size difference, loss of a loved one, grief, food and eating are mentioned, age gap,

If I missed anything please let me know 🙏🏻

Authors note: The part 2 some of you wanted, hopefully you’ll like it 🫶🏻

Shoutout to @thecutestgrotto and @cafekitsune for the dividers 💙

Disclaimer: English is not my first language so if you come across mistakes it might be due to that(and me being high). I’m totally here for constructive criticism or feedback on how to improve. In general I appreciate comments, likes and reblogs greatly 🌠🫶🏻

+Bonus at the end 🥰

Song’s I listened to while writing:

To Build A Home - The Cinematic Orchestra, Patrick Watson

Twins - Gem Club

Space Song - Beach House

Silver Soul - Beach House

Santa Monica Dream - Angus & Julia Stone

Sunset Lover - Petit Biscuit

Big Jet Plane - Angus & Julia Stone

you. - Oscar Lang

Home - Catie Turner

I would - Torri Weidinger

Hearing - Sleeping At Last

My Love Mine All Mine - Mitski

I miss you, I’m sorry - Gracie Abrams

Everywhere - Fleetwood Mac

* 5 months later *

You haven’t been in this place ever since leaving all those months ago. So much has changed for you. The sickening feeling you used to get when entering didn’t seem to return once you stepped onto the property. Now as you sit across from him, it does not feel as if you’re being torn apart by each second you spend here, perhaps it’s also because you have a little helper to make this less painful.

His grave looks just like you remember and once you sat down you noticed that somebody must’ve taken care of it in your absence. Your favorite flowers are placed on top- blue chrysanthemums.

It’s a beautiful warm spring day, birds chirping in the distance, sunshine warming up your skin, fresh breeze blowing through your hair and finally more color being added to the scenery.

You smile softly because it’s a good day and you’re happy to see him.

And as some sort of Déjà vu, a father comes walking down the dirt path with his daughter and the little girl is cheerfully giggling while taking in all the beautiful flowers adorning the graves.

When the girl reaches the blue chrysanthemums she lets out a stunned gasp, it seems like she might have never seen those flowers in her life before.

When her dad spots you he immediately starts apologizing profusely for his daughter’s behavior but you let him know that it’s more than welcome and you think to yourself how the little girl reminds you of the past.

When they are out of sight you start laughing and then say “You Funny old men, sending me a sign aren’t you? Thank you Papa.” He’s still here, always with you and he was even when you were so far away.

(Flashback beginning )

The first few weeks were rough for you, so incredibly far away from what was supposed to be home and with Joel’s distraught face burned into your memory.

Luckily Sunny was there to catch you in the darkest moments, if it wasn’t for her you wouldn’t have made it.

When you called her out of sheer desperation and told her you’d need to be somewhere far away, Sweet Sunny, without thinking about it, offered to take you in.

The flight over there was incredibly stressful for you but seeing Sunny’s face once she picked you up from the airport made it all worth it.

She had to treat you like a wounded animal, cooking your favorite meals, taking you for walks around the pastures, massages when the back pain flared up again and when nothing helped just sitting with you through the agony.

Sunny is your childhood Bestfriend, you were born on the same day just 4 years apart, you have the same interests and the same dislikes. Your dad always called you Sunny and Moon. Two Inseparable forces.

The time with Sunny and the change of scenery was healing. You went to yoga with her, took trips to Costco, she took you to the local aquarium, the butterfly garden and to the beach.

When the time came to fly back home you were sad but Sunny promised to visit once it’s time.

(Flashback over)

It was a week ago that your plane touched down in Texas, it felt so strange being back in the town you so hastily left.

Once you landed Joel was all you could think about, is he okay, does he look different, did he move, did he find someone new or is he still waiting for you?

You’ve seen the countless messages he sent you over the months, yet you couldn’t find the courage to answer him you would’ve felt like a liar. You felt terrible for not holding up your end of the bargain.

After sleeping in the motel for a week you finally, especially after talking to your Dad, feel empowered enough to go see Joel again.

You had stopped once on the drive towards Joel’s house, due to raging nausea, you are incredibly nervous sitting in the parked car in front of his home.

It still looks exactly the same as when you disappeared, nothing changed about it.

It takes a few more minutes before you get out of the car. You have to take a couple deep breaths and wipe your shaking sweaty palms off on your long black stretchy skirt that you decided to wear combined a black ribbed tank top.

The outfit looks good and is the most comfortable for you in this state.

Your knees are weak on the steps up to the house, the fluttering in your belly gets continuously worse the closer you get to the front door and when you knock on the door you’re close to passing out.

The seconds you have to wait feel like hours. In reality it’s only seconds and when the door opens time seems to stand still, there he is Joel Miller in all his glory.

His eyes scan your face in frantic disbelief and his mouth makes him look like a fish fresh outta water.

You try to take control of the situation “H…hi Joel.” It’s simple but you’re just as stunned.

You can see his eyes turn glassy “No Joel, no tears come on, you gonna make me cry too.” You try to say it in a cheerful way but the words end in a quiet whisper.

“Y…you- you’re back? Am I….dreamin?” He stammers clearly unconvinced. You nod gently and reach with your hand for his face, when your warm soft palm touches his scruffy cheek his eyes fall shut and the tears start rolling down his cheeks.

His lips are trembling, as if your touch hurts him. “Joel, I…I’m so sorry.” At that he opens his eyes again and to your surprise he does not look mad, though he’d have all right to be.

With his eyes still locked onto your face he asks “How…how long have ya been back?”

You turn away slightly and gesture behind you towards the car parked in front of the driveway. “I've been back for about a week, sleeping in that ranch motel and I was just at Dad’s grave when I thought about coming here.” When you turn back to face him his eyes are no longer on your face, but instead somewhere else.

Joel’s eyes are stuck on your midsection.

Oh yeah, the bump, from the front it’s not that noticeable but as soon as you turn boom there it is the unmistakable swell.

That’s what scared you the most, how would he react to the pregnancy.

“Y…you- you’re pregnant? How…I mean ya didn’t say anythin bout that back then?” He questions in almost trance.

“Maybe we should go inside to talk, hmm? My feet kinda hurt.” You laugh which pulls him out of his frozen state.

“Jeez of course, come in let’s sit down Moon.” He gestures to come into the house you used to share and once you cross the threshold the familiar smell engulfs you, a mix of vanilla and sandalwood.

Everything mostly still looks the same, once you reach the living room you immediately note that all the pictures are still exactly where they always hung on the wall. And when you look at the dining table, the one you sat at that night it’s still the same but what’s placed on top makes your breath hitch.

Blue Chrysanthemums, the same as on his grave.

When you turn you realize Joel’s been watching you “Did you put the flowers on his grave?”

“Yeah, that was me” while he nervously scratches his neck “I hope ya liked them.”

You huff “Joel I loved them they are my favorite you know that. So you've been going to his grave?”

He hesitates for a moment but then responds “Every week since ya left Moon. Just spend a bit talkin to the ol’ men. Ya know he was my Bestfriend.”

You nod “I’m sorry you couldn’t grieve cuz you had to take care of me. I know you were close and Joel-“ you reach for his face again, gently patting his cheek “- you meant soooo much to him, you know how I told you he’d basically chew my ear off telling me all about his super cool boss every night.” You smile sweetly at him trying to soothe the pain he must’ve felt at losing your father, his Bestfriend and then ultimately you as well.

The two of you sit down on the couch, which is now possible unlike 5 months ago when just looking at it made you sick, Joel sits down with a respectable distance from you.

“So….you must have a million questions, shot?” You encourage him. “How far along, are ya?”

“25 weeks to be specific, so only three more weeks and I’m officially 7 months.” You answer with a smile.

A moment later “So ya were pregnant when you left, did ya know or..?” He questions.

“No, I didn’t know when I left. I didn’t think it would take at the first try. I chalked the whole throwing up thing up to the grief, you know?”

He nods “Yeah, I get what ya mean…and how did you figure it out?”

“I didn’t. Sunny did, she thought something was off and had to drag me to the doctor. Did some tests and well I was 8 weeks already.”

(Flashback beginning )

Sunny plopped down beside you on the couch

“Ok we need to talk this is not normal anymore Moon.”

You stared at her in question “ Why what’s wrong?”

“Seriously.?? Let’s look at the facts: your periods have been missing for almost 3 months, you puke allllll the time, you eat the weirdest food combinations I’ve ever seen and….no offense but your tits have blown up, look at them.” As she points at your chest.

“Ok fuck you Sunny if you like looking at my tits you could’ve just told me and whats with my eating habits??”

“Baby you literally dipped pickles in Orange Sorbet for breakfast…you don’t see anything wrong with that, huh?” She laughs

“Well I…I just really craved that”

“No baby, the little Miller fetus inside you craved that.”

“Okkkkk then let’s go to the doctors office to see if you are correct or just imagining things.” As you flip her off while laughing.

When the little white blob showed up on the screen, Sunny started yelling, of course she had to be right.

(Flashback over)

“Ya did all of it alone? I’m sorry Moon Girl.”

“Oh no, Sunny was there for each visit and she documented the whole process so you could have a chance at sorta having those memories too. You’re gonna be a Daddy Joel Miller”

Tears well up in his eyes again “C…can I, ya know..?” While his eyes go to your belly.

You understand what he wants “Of course Joel, though you might not feel a whole lot…I think she’s asleep, which I can’t blame her for after the stressful ride over here.” You laugh gently.

Joel’s gasp makes you look up

“Y-y-yo…you said “she” it’s a girl, we’re having a little babygirl?” The tears slip down his cheeks again but this time he’s beaming with happiness as it happens.

You take his outstretched shaking hand and place it on the top of your stomach.

“Yeah a little Moon Babygirl, now imagine how Sunny freaked out when we got told, some of her cheerful screaming is probably caught in the video she took.”

Joel’s crying intensifies so you motion for him to get closer and when his thigh presses against yours you pull him in for a side hug. His unoccupied arm slides around your lower back, hand resting on your hip, while his face slots right into your neck.

“Sorry Baby I…I’m a mess.” He mumbles against the side of your neck.

“Shhh Joel, it’s ok, I got you. I got you Joel.” while stroking the back of his head. You give him the time to let it all out.

Suddenly he perks up and pulls out your arms.

“What’s wrong?” You ask

“I…I think she kicked me, our baby kicked me..” he whispers.

“Guess she knows it’s her Daddy needing some comfort, she’s done it for me too.”

“How.?”

“Whenever I couldn’t bare it anymore, she started kicking me as a distraction.” You continue “I believe she’s a gift from him, that sounds weird..” Joel just shakes his head no… “a purpose, something to keep going for you know?”

“I know what ya mean Baby.”

“Not that you were not enough but I..I - I just..”

“It’s alrigh darlin, I understand you.”

He gets up out of nowhere “I got something for ya, jus wait a minute sweetheart.”

As he heads up the stairs.

When he comes back down he orders “Close ya eyes Moon.”

“What, why?”

“Come on jus do it, trust me.”

You can feel him somewhere in front of you but you don’t know where exactly.

“Open up.”

And there he is on his knees holding a small box up to you in it a beautiful engagement ring but instead of a normal shaped diamond it’s a moon shaped one. As if he had it made specifically for you.

You are completely stunned by the way he just wiped it out.

J…j- Joel I..I don’t know what to say.”

He jus shakes his head and looks at you softly “Moon ya don’t have to say anythin, I jus wanted you to have it.”

You’re in sheer disbelief and only shake your head frantically.

“m’ sorry that was too much I..I-“ but you cut him off

“Shut up I just needed a minute to process, yes Joel, yes I do.” You smile

“W..what’d ya mean?”

“Yes I want to Marry you Joel, not immediately but someday, ok? Put it on me.” You say as you hold out your hand

Now Joel’s the one stunned but after collecting himself he does just as you told him, he slides it on your left Ringfinger.

Once he’s done it you get up to admire the ring in the sunlight, you walk out onto the porch and hold your hand up to the Sun.

You can hear his heavy steps coming up to you from behind, then you feel his muscular arms slide around your middle, his hands come to rest on the bump and his chin on your shoulder.

You turn in his hold and place your palms on his broad chest. “I have to explain so much about why I left you and..and-“

This time he cut you off “I don’t care bout that right now, m’ jus happy to have ya back Moon. Can I kiss ya?”

“Of course you can kiss me Joel.” That’s all the encouragement he needs before pressing his lips against yours and then again and again.

Suddenly he ask’s you something you did not expect “Ya got a name for Her in mind?”

You pretend to think about the answer but then reply with confidence “I really like the name Matilda. What do you think of that?”

Joel smiles amused “That’s a real pretty name for our Moon baby, darlin.“

You feel more content than ever before and you can feel him watching from above being happy as well to see you back in Joel’s arms.

It’s them 🌌🌠:

Please don’t repost, copy, translate, or feed into any AI, thank you 🙏🏻

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#dbf!joel #Joel Miller #joel miller x f!reader #joel miller fan fiction #pedro pascal #pedro pascal characters #My writing #Mina’s Writing

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sugolara · 2 years

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𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐓𝐨 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

Feat. Katsuki Bakugo x Shoto Todoroki x Izuku Midoriya x fem! reader

An ongoing series.

Synopsis: After a deadly virus leaks all over the world, every country is forced to close down its borders and airports to prevent anyone from coming in and out. Though, it's too late for some people. The dead have risen and are looking for revenge.

Cw: gore, quirkless! au, apocalypse! au, zombie! au, weapons, death, angst, lots and lots of blood, cannibalism, suicidal thoughts, updates thursday/sunday, slow burn, cross-posted on ao3, wattpad, qoutev

BEING HEAVILY EDITED

Inspired by, ''The Walking Dead''

playlist!

" Space Junk - Wang Chung " Wolf - First Aid Kit " Into The Black - Chromatics " My Life In Rewind - Eagulls " Hush - Trills " Bad Before Good - Dayone " Run Boy Run - Woodkid " You're So Cool - Jonathan Bree " So Bored - Gorgeous Bully " Operations - Duster " Blue Light - Mazzy Star " Civilian - Wye Oak " Can't Stop - Red Hot Chili Peppers " Sweet Child O' Mine - Guns N' Roses " Skyfall - Adele " Struggling Man - Emily Kinney (original: Jimmy Cliff) " The Last Pale Light In The West - Ben Nichols " Up The Wolves - The Mountain Goats " Blackbird Song - Lee DeWyze " Be Gone Dull Cage - Kiev " Into Dust - Mazzy Star " Warm Shadow - Fink " Tomorrow Is a Long Time - Bob Dylan " Poison Tree - Grouper " Rhymes Of An Hour - Mazzy Star " You Are The Wilderness - Voxhaul Broadcast " Running - Delta Spirit " People, Turn around - Delta Spirit " The Lion's Roar - First Aid Kit " Pain - Boy Harsher " The Setup - Favored Nations " The Old Death - Ben Nichols " Revolution - Red Shahan " The Man Who Sold The World - Nirvana " Beautiful Mess - Balian " The Day The World Went Away - Nine Inch Nails " Mr. Splitfoot - Paris Motel " Empty Words - Bowery Electric " No Longer Making Time - Slowdive " Step Away from the Cliff - Blue-Eyed Son " Paradise - Silverberg " Take Care (To Comb Your Hair) - Ty Segall " Glad I Had a Friend - Galt MacDermot " Machine Gun - Portishead " Shadows of Planes - Duster " No Peace at All - Aldous Harding " Save Us from Ourselves - Digital Daggers " I'm No Heroine - Emily Wells " Salt in the Wound - Delta Spirit " It's All Right - Sam Cooke " To Build a Home - The Cinematic Orchestra " 6 Underground - Sneaker Pimps " Edge Of The World - Dayshell " Bye Bye Bye - School of Seven Bells " Arsonist Lullaby - Hozier " It's All Over - Johnny Cash " The Stars Just Blink For Us - Say Hi " Love Will Tear Us Apart - Joy Division " Knockin' On Heaven's Door - Guns N' Roses " Runnin' Down a Dream - Tom Petty " Fly Like An Eagle - Steve Miller Band " You Are Not Alone - Mavis Staples " Welcome - Harmonia & Eno ‘76’ " Hope We Can Again - Nine Inch Nails " outside - Oneheart " sleepless - Odyzon " Alesund - Sun Kil Moon " Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd " Don Abandons Alice - John Murphy " Wicked Game - Chris Isaak " Rule of Rose OST - Playing Airship " 1908 - Repulsive " I Shall Cross This River - The Black Atlantic " Easy Way Out - Low Roar " Wherever You Are - Ulrich Schnauss " Waitin' Round to Die - Townes Van Zandt

table of contents:

Season 1: Episode 1: Begin Episode 2: Not alone Episode 3: Gone but not forgotten Episode 4: You belong in this world Episode 5: Because all life is precious Episode 6: Musutafu, we'll meet again Episode 7: Izuku: I'd always thought there be more time

Season 2: Episode 8: During these two weeks Episode 9: Diopside, like your eyes Episode 10: For the first time in a long time Episode 11: Almost complete Episode 12: Determined to survive, stay alive Episode 13: Fear Episode 14: Katsuki: You are going to beat this world

Season 3: Episode 15: Away with you Episode 16: Three months ago Episode 17: Slowly withering away Episode 18: Don't die, not yet Episode 19: How long before I’m alone Episode 20: Nothing else to lose Episode 21: Shoto: Everything you would be will be gone

Season 4: Episode 22: Trouble Episode 23: For however long that'll be Episode 24: Searching Episode 25: The fallen city Episode 26: Stay who you are Episode 27: All together Episode 28: F/n: With you beside me

Season 5: Episode 29: Here Episode 30: Cruel Episode 31: Too loud Episode 32: Back on road Episode 33: All is lost Episode 34: Safe in your arms Episode 35: And so it begins Episode 36: At stake Episode 37: Sorry or whatever Episode 38: Familiar eyes

Season 6: Episode 39: A relief Episode 40: Upcoming trouble Episode 41: Never to easy Episode 42: To good for death Episode 43: Old memories Episode 44: A stroke of luck Episode 45: Be aware Episode 46: Bait Episode 47: A thump in my heart Episode 48: Belong to me Episode 49: One step closer (Towards you)

Season 7: Episode 50: Sorston Episode 51: Tenderness Episode 52: Here to stay Episode 53: The start Episode 54: Crushed Episode 55: Reporting to duty Episode 56: Good morning and goodbye Episode 57: An end to sorrow, grief & regret Episode 58: On the move Episode 59: Confirmation Episode 60: The world was on fire and no one could save me but you

Season 8: Episode 61: Not who you were Episode 62: Just you and me Episode 63: The Plaza Episode 64: The other side Episode 65: To be ready Episode 66: You're here Episode 67: So long, my dear Episode 68: Discard me Episode 69: Secrets you'll soon share Episode 70: I wish you nothing but the best Episode 71: For as long as I live Episode 72: Goodness and kindness can't survive, at least not in the world I dreamed of

Season 9: Episode 73: I'll see you in a while Episode 74: So wait for me Episode 75: Hushed secrets

To be continued...

Book one: Welcome To The New World Book two: To The One You Left Behind

taglist: @mikeyswifie @k0z3me @sky-angel101 @stevenknightmarc @nahwajinswhore @mn-0p @a-helen113 @azrral @mary-jinx @chixkadee @flowers-4-you @im-the-groot

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jolapeno · 5 months

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as someone who lives with music in their ears every chance they can get, for the @swiftiscruff challenge, I wanted to give you all something that means as much to me as the stories I tell: songs. they might not all be for you, or your usual taste. but, one thing I’ve learned from being in this fandom—from getting to know so many of you—is that there are lots of things I enjoy that I never thought I would. your creativity and ideas astounds me, it makes me better, it makes me want to be better. but on top of that, you’re there on the bad days and the good ones; there when it rains and when it’s sunny. your friendships and kindness towards me have allowed me to be myself, when usually, in a lot of spaces, I struggle to be. so thank you. from my liked songs to your ears, I am so grateful for all the friendships I’ve made and the works, gifs, edits and mood boards that inspire me continuously. to everyone who interacts with me, reads, talks, shares or just exists in the same space as I, thank you for letting me play in your sand boxes, thank you for letting me be here and thank you for letting me be your friend. ily all.

Snooze - SZA

Wildest Dreams - Taylor Swift (had to do it to them)

I’m In Love With You - the 1975

From Time - Drake

To Build A Home - The Cinematic Orchestra

I and Love and You (Live) - The Avett Brothers

Save Tonight - Eagle-Eye Cherry

Carry Me Home - Jorja Smith

R U Mine? - Arctic Monkeys

Unsteady - X Ambassadors

Funeral (The) - Band of Horses

Fade Into You - Mazzy Star

and here are some other songs that I just love, and wanted to share:

#ppcugiftexchange2024 #plugged in and listenin’#jo: music

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fanficfanattic · 2 months

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Will you share your Jamie Tartt playlist? 👀

Buckle up boys! Hold on to your butts! Other ways to say brace yourselves!

To Build a Home (feat. Patrick Watson) by The Cinematic Orchestra

I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young

Sorrow by Bad Religion

The Greatest by Sia

Love I'm Given by Ellie Goulding

Runaway by AURORA

Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths

Move by Oliver Tree

High Hopes by Panic! At the Disco

Outrunning Karma by Alec Benjamin

Home by Cavetown

The Perfect Space by The Avett Brothers

A Better Son/Daughter by Rilo Kiley

False Confidence by Noah Kahan

Legend by The Score

The Competition by Kimya Dawson

In the Blood by John Mayer

Winner by Walgrove

Icarus by Bastille

Sympathy by The Goo Goo Dolls

Take Yours, I’ll Take Mine by Matthew Mole

People Help the People by Birdy

Daylight by David Kushner

Cough it Out by The Front Bottoms

Sober by P!nk

The Cave by Mumford & Sons

Tear It Up by Queen

Waves by Dean Lewis

Soldier by Ingrid Michaelson

We Don't Believe What's On TV by Twenty One Pilots

Blood In the Cut by K.Flay

Chameleon/Comedian by Kathleen Edwards

Water (feat. Rostam) by Ra Ra Riot

All is Soft Inside by AURORA

Pieces (feat. Noah Kahan) by Matoma

Dog Days Are Over by Florence + the Machine

Rise up With Fists!! by Jenny Lewis & The Watson Twins

Gone, Gone, Gone by Phillip Phillips

HandClap by Fitz and The Tantrums

Hi Ren by Ren

I Don't Belong In This Club by Why Don't We & Macklemore

Skinny Love by Birdy

Raising Hell (feat. Big Freedia) by Kesha

Go Places by The New Pornographers

The Night Starts Here by Stars

Ghost by Ella Henderson

Here We Go by WILD

If I Be Wrong by Wolf Larsen

Part of Me by Noah Kahan

We're Going to Be Friends

The White Stripes

Bitch by Meredith Brooks

Samson by Regina Spektor

Let's go to Hell by Tai Verdes

Raise Hell by Brandi Carlile

Power Over Me by Dermot Kennedy

Don't Tell the Boys by Petey

Sober Up (feat. Rivers Cuomo) by AJR

O.N.E. By Yeasayer

Locked Up by Ingrid Michaelson

Like a Stone by Audioslave

Leave the Light On by Overcoats

Tough (feat. Noah Kahan) by Quinn XCII

touch tank by quinnie

Warrior by AURORA

Too Sweet by Hozier

I'Il Think of You by Kurt Hugo Schneider

Into the Ocean by Blue October

Star Fire by Sleeping Wolf

Happier (Stripped) by Marshmello & Bastille

Knievel by Tommy Lefroy

Walk Me Home by P!nk

Brat (Humor Me) by Deore

Am I Wrong by Love Spit Love

Someday by One Republic

7 Years by Lukas Graham

Stick Season by Noah Kahan

Like a Prayer by Madonna

Little Bit by Lykke Li

Bruises by Lewis Capaldi

Don't Carry It All by The Decemberists

Freaking Out by The Wrecks

Will Do by TV on the Radio

The Dirt by Tor Miller

Hope of Morning by Icon for Hire

Smile by Mikky Ekko

The District Sleeps Alone Tonight by The Postal Service

Blood Brothers by Ingrid Michaelson

All My Friends by The Revivalists

Fuck Authority by Pennywise

Crazier Things by Chelsea Cutler & Noah Kahan

Kiss With a Fist by Florence + the Machine

Unstoppable by Sia

Can't Go to Hell by Sin Shake Sin

World's Smallest Violin by AJR

All I Know So Far by P!nk

Knocking at the Door by Arkells

Little Lion Man by Mumford & Sons

The Seed by AURORA

Wine, Women and Song by Harvey Danger

The Cult of Dionysus by The Orion Experience

All You Wanted by Michelle Branch

Young Blood by The Naked and Famous

Truth No. 2 by The Chicks

Homesick by Noah Kahan

Family Line by Conan Gray

The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives

Heroes Never Die by NateWantsToBattle

My Number Tegan and Sara

Masterpiece by Big Thief

Til It Happens To You by Lady Gaga

I Don't Wanna Live Forever (Cups Version) by Kurt Hugo Schneider

Sit Down by James

Robots by Dan Mangan

Windowsill by Arcade Fire

Be OK by Ingrid Michaelson

Bite the Hand by boygenius

The Top (Bonus Track) by Primo the Alien

MEAN! (Remix) [feat. Noah Kahan] by Madeline The Person

Home We'll Go (Take My Hand) by Steve Aoki & Walk Off the Earth

From The Bottom Of My Heart by The Wallflowers

FourFiveSeconds by Rihanna and Kanye West and Paul McCartney

I Am the Resurrection by The Stone Roses

Chrome Plated Heart by Melissa Etheridge

Precious Love by James Morrison

Bones (feat. One Republic) by Galantis

Let's Go (feat. Icona Pop) by Tiesto

Unbelievers by Vampire Weekend

So What by P!nk

I Don't Feel Like Dancin' by Scissor Sisters

Creature Fear by Bon Iver

Brother by The Rural Alberta Advantage

Save Me by Noah Kahan

High and Dry by Radiohead

Power by Little Mix

Dirty Paws by Of Monsters and Men

The Boy Does Nothing by Alesha Dixon

Set You Free (Edit) by N-Trance

Stronger by Britney Spears

First Things First by Neon Trees

Kings & Queens by Ava Max

Welcome Home, Son by Radical Face

Capsize by FRENSHIP & Emily Warren

We Were Kings by Ryan Star

Come Undone by Duran Duran

Young Folks by Peter Bjorn and John

Pride by Noah Kahan & mxmtoon

Everywhere by Michelle Branch

Blow Me (One Last Kiss) by P!nk

Dust Bowl Dance by Mumford & Sons

Bad Blood by Bastille

Blue Monday by New Order

Make Believe by The FAIM

Midnight Show by The Killers

Can't Fight the Moonlight by LeAnn Rimes

Ophelia by The Lumineers

Shaky Ground by Freedom Fry

Grounds for Divorce by Elbow

Heaven and Hell by Let's Play Dead

Survivor by The Score

Ready Now by dodie

Young Blood by Noah Kahan

Ain’t No Reason by Brett Dennen

King by Years & Years

Bulletproof by La Roux

Beating Heart Cadavers by Acollective

How to Rest by The Crane Wives

Santa Monica by Everclear

Beds Are Burning by Midnight Oil

Get Some by Lykke Li

Sky Full of Song by Florence + the Machine

Beautiful Trauma by P!nk

Parachute (Serban Ghenea Mix) by Ingrid Michaelson

Down to the Bottom by Dorothy

YES MOM by Tessa Violet

Numb Little Bug by Em Beihold

Rise Up by Andra Day

Maps by Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Hurt Somebody by Noah Kahan

#jamie tartt #my jamie tartt music playlist #179 songs

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absenthearted · 2 years

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THE TIES THAT BIND || a travis x laura playlist about the pull of fate, the lines drawn in the sand, a home you can never return to, and finding hope and trust and love again in the last place you would ever look. [read] [listen]

master & a hound - gregory alan isakov where were you when I was still kind?

promise - ben howard who am I, darling to you / who am I

little lion man - mumford & sons but it was not your fault but mine / and it was your heart on the line / I really fucked it up this time / didn’t I, my dear?

wish it was true - the white buffalo mother, I tried to do right by you / to do what you asked me to / I did wrong, and I knew

poison & wine - the civil wars I don’t have a choice but I still choose you

the savior complex - phoebe bridgers all the bad dreams that you hide / show me yours, I’ll show you mine

happiness is a butterfly - lana del rey do you want me or do you not?

shrike - hozier I couldn’t utter my love when it counted / ah, but I’m singing like a bird ‘bout it now

peace - taylor swift all these people think love’s for show / but I would die for you in secret

heal - tom odell and take my past / and take my sins / like an empty sail takes the wind / and heal

to build a home - the cinematic orchestra this is a place where I don’t feel alone / this is a place where I feel at home

last sunrise in the wasteland - at the end of times, nothing instrumental.

#hackearney #travis x laura #travis hackett #laura kearney #the quarry #the quarryedit #the quarry fanmix #the quarry playlist #sometimes i make things #yes this is a shameless post for my own soulmate au lol #the ending of that was the cheesiest thing i've ever written and i stand by it #if you like sad indie folk... i'm your girl lmao #most of these songs are actually on my general travis/laura playlist #(...which is actually my bthtny playlist really)#with some changes #no my general otp songs have not changed in the last 10 years #sorry for the clichéd choices #but this has been my writing playlist for the last eight weeks #that and hand covers bruise from the social network soundtrack playing on repeat for five hours straight 🙃#i did have something more ambitious planned for these gifs and then my ambition slammed against my actual photoshop ability #i'm very out of practice #hackearney fic exchange

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easypeasylindyvesey · 4 months

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here are all the songs on my ITISWNK playlist that y'all can listen to while reading to kinda fit the vibe (if you wish). artists are listed on the left, corresponding songs are listed on the right :)

the 1975: about you, love it if we made it

6LACK: rent free

adele: someone like you, when we were young, all i ask

aidan bissett: more than friends

alicia keys: if i ain't got you

angus & julia stone: take me home

arctic monkeys: i wanna be yours

ariana grande: boyfriend (with social house), be alright, into you, leave me lonely, sometimes, thinking bout you, don't wanna break up again, the boy is mine, we can't be friends (wait for your love), imperfect for you, ordinary things, why try, just a little bit of your heart, safety net, pov, better off, goodnight n go, bad idea, ghostin

aron wright: build it better

berlin: take my breath away

between friends: affection

beyoncé: II most wanted

big time rush: nothing even matters

billie eilish: birds of a feather, i love you

billy joel: turn the lights back on

blackbear: dead inside

børns: electric love, american money

brent faiyaz: wasting time

briston maroney: freakin out on the interstate

bruno mars/silk sonic: leave the door open, after last night, put on a smile, love's train

bryan adams: (everything i do) i do it for you

cage the elephant: come a little closer

calum scott: you are the reason

camila cabello: my oh my, bad kind of butterflies, dream of you

the chainsmokers: closer, it won't kill ya, beach house, if you're serious

chance peña: in my room

chicago: hard to say i'm sorry (2009 remaster)

chris brown: forever

the cinematic orchestra: to build a home

coin: talk too much

coldplay: sparks, yellow, fix you

conan gray: forever with me, disaster, yours, memories

the cranberries: dreams

dave matthews band: crash into me (IYKYK)

dayglow: can i call you tonight?

disclosure: latch

doja cat: agora hills

don toliver: drugs n hella melodies

drake: yebba's heartbreak, imy2, hours in silence, i guess it's fuck me, flight's booked, teenage fever, lose you, from time, summer games, finesse, sooner than later, take care, doing it wrong, the real her, show me a good time, find your heart

dua lipa: break my heart, these walls

duster: stars will fall

dvsn: all that matters (spotify singles)

dylan conrique: birthday cake

eden: sex

ed sheeran: how would you feel (paean)

ellie goulding: close to me, something in the way you move, love me like you do

faye webster: i know you

fitz and the tantrums: out of my league

forest blakk: if you love her

frank ocean: godspeed

french montana: unforgettable

gabrielle aplin: skylight

gavin degraw: she sets the city on fire

gayle: ur just horny

(g)i-dle: i do

giveon: for tonight

gracie abrams: friend, feels like

greyson chance: shut up

grouplove: tongue tied

halsey: now or never, sorry, so good

hannah montana: he could be the one

harry styles: adore you, fine line, grapejuice, as it was, daylight, satellite, meet me in the hallway, two ghosts

hippo campus: way it goes

hoobastank: the reason

hozier: work song, cherry wine- live

hugo brijs: mol y sol

imagine dragons: next to me, start over, wrecked, bad liar

instupendo: comfort chain

james arthur: certain things, car's outside

james bay: wasted on each other

james blunt: you're beautiful

jensen mcrae: massachusetts

jeremy zucker: cozy

jess benko: a soulmate who wasn't meant to be

john de sohn: love you better

john legend: conversations in the dark

jonas brothers: hesitate, five more minutes

jp saxe: a little bit yours

justin bieber: as i am, off my face

jvke: golden hour

jxdn: beautiful boy

kanye west: heartless, devil in a new dress, runaway

katy perry: e.t.

kendrick lamar: die hard

khalid: don't pretend, better

the kid laroi: love again

king princess: 1950

labrinth: skeletons (lexi needed a break)

lana del rey: summertime sadness, a&w, let the light in, lust for life, norman fucking rockwell

lany: if this is the last time

lifehouse: you and me

lil nas x: tales of dominica, void

lil peep: star shopping

little mix: notice

lizzo: if you love me

lizzy mcalpine: ceilings, the elevator, come down soon, like it tends to do, staying, i guess, you forced me to, vortex

lord huron: the night we met

louis tomlinson: written all over your face, lucky again, chicago, angels fly, that's the way love goes

lovelytheband: i should be happy

luke hemmings: place in me, a beautiful dream

the lumineers: where we are, never really mine, just like heaven, sleep on the floor, my eyes, patience, white lie, donna, salt and the sea, slow it down, morning song

m83: wait

maren morris: nervous

the marías: echo

maroon 5: stutter, never gonna leave this bed, if i ain't got you - live, bet my heart, it was always you, unkiss me, feelings, my heart is open

max: butterflies

***mazzy star: fade into you*** (this is the song that the fic is based off of!!!)

metro boomin: creepin'

miley cyrus: you - live, rose colored lenses, river

milky chance: stolen dance

mitski: my love mine all mine

monsume: jade

montell fish: fall in love with you., love you more than me

morgan wallen: wasted on you, not good at not, you proof, wine into water

the mowgli's: say it, just say it

muni long: time machine

nessa barrett: die first

ne-yo: let me love you (until you learn to love yourself)

nf: if you want love

niall horan: this town, put a little love on me, still, heaven, meltdown, must be love

nick jonas: close

noah kahan: stick season, come over, strawberry wine, everywhere, everything

ocean park standoff: if you were mine

olivia rodrigo: bad idea right?, logical, love is embarrassing, teenage dream, good 4 u, lacy

one direction: steal my girl, where do broken hearts go, fool's gold, spaces, infinity, end of the day, if i could fly, long way down, what a feeling, love you goodbye, temporary fix, a.m., home, kiss you, little things, they don't know about us, truly madly deeply, magic, what makes you beautiful, one thing, i want

parson james: stole the show

partynextdoor: come and see me

patrick watson: je te laisserai des mots

phillip phillips: dancing with your shadows

p!nk: true love

post malone: stay, take what you want, i know, leave, wrapped around your finger

preston pablo: flowers need rain

quinn xcii: let me down, good either way, the lows

rag'n'bone man: anywhere away from here

reneé rapp: in the kitchen

rihanna: stay

ruby haunt: answering machine

ruth b: dandelions (slowed + reverb)

ryan woods: bad texter

saint jhn: the best part of life

sam fischer: ready

sam smith: lay me down

sarah barrios: mourn the living

sarah kinsley: the king

sasha alex sloan: dancing with your ghost

selena gomez: a sweeter place

shawn mendes: it'll be okay, why, wonder

stephen dawes: don't hate me when it's over

stephen sanchez: until i found you (with em beihold)

strawberry guy: mrs magic

suki waterhouse: good looking

surfaces: falling again, find a way, hold onto me baby, so far away, stay

sydney rose: turning page

sza: awkward, snooze

taio cruz: break your heart

tate mcrae: that way, hate myself, go away, run for the hills, hurt my feelings, stay done, messier, think later, slower, you broke me first, wish i loved you in the 90s

taylor swift: out of the woods (TV), this love (TV), i know places (TV), wonderland (TV), you are in love (TV), "slut!" (TV) (FTV), say don't go (TV) (FTV), is it over now? (TV) (FTV), all of the girls you loved before, champagne problems, tolerate it, evermore, august, illicit affairs, invisible string, miss americana & the heartbreak prince, false god, afterglow, question...?, sweet nothing, bigger than the whole sky, would've, could've, should've, message in a bottle (TV) (FTV), dress, sparks fly (TV), the story of us (TV), enchanted (TV), electric touch (TV) (FTV), i can see you (TV) (FTV), fortnight, loml, the alchemy, you're losing me (FTV), fresh out the slammer, dancing with our hands tied, new year’s day, you’re not sorry (TV), you all over me (TV) (FTV)

teddy swims: evergreen

timaland: the way i are

troye sivan: angel baby, talk me down, for him., wild

the walters: i love you so

the weeknd: shameless, earned it, how do i make you love me?, out of time, here we go...again, best friends, don't break my heart, the knowing

whitney houston: i will always love you, i wanna dance with somebody

wrabel: ritual

yungblud: 11 minutes

zach bryan: i remember everything, spotless

zayn: dusk till dawn

**updated 6/23/2024

#y'all i spent FOREVER making this #all of these songs resonate so well i swear #fictional jimmy vesey

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daydreamtofiction · 1 year

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Playlist #2 // Glass

Listen Here

Chapters 1-10

Opening Titles - David Arnold, Michael Price

Don’t Dream it’s Over - Crowded House

Amber Eyes - Jon Winterstein

Crates of Books - David Arnold, Michael Price

Ala - Joep Beving

Gardermoen - Julia Kent

Intro - The xx

Wicked Game - Chris Isaak

Closer - Kings of Leon

The Game Is On - David Arnold, Michael Price

Irene’s Theme - David Arnold, Michael Price

LDF - 100 Monkeys

The Woman - David Arnold, Michael Price

Hurt For Me - SYML

Back To Work - David Arnold, Michael Price

You Are a Memory - Message To Bears

you should see me in a crown - Billie Eilish

Me and the Devil - Soap&Skin

listen before i go - Billie Eilish

Blood on the Pavement - David Arnold, Michael Price

Chapters 11-19

Timshel - Mumford & Sons

Mary - Kings of Leon

#SherlockLives - David Arnold, Michael Price

I Gave You All - Mumford & Sons

When Anger Shows - Editors

Wind Song - Ludovico Einaudi

Run Boy Run (Instrumental) - Woodkid

To Build A Home - The Cinematic Orchestra, Patrick Watson

Beautiful Boy (Darling Boy) - John Lennon

Security Cameras - Michael Price, David Arnold

Zoetrope - Joep Beving

April - The Lumineers

Sinnerman - Nina Simone

Sewn - The Feeling

Potential Clients - Michael Price, David Arnold

Fear of the Water - SYML

You Won’t Feel a Thing - The Script

Status Symbol - David Arnold, Michael Price

Tell Her This - Del Amitri

Domestic Pressures - Jóhann Jóhannsson

Dream 1 (before the wind blows it all away) Pt. 8 - Max Richter

Stag Night - David Arnold, Michael Price

Divenire - Ludovico Einaudi

Waltz for John and Mary - David Arnold, Michael Price

Amber Eyes - Poor Saint Lazarus

Lies - MARINA

hostage - Billie Eilish

Chapters 20-33

I Wanted to Leave - SYML

Eros - Ludovico Einaudi

Hotline Bling - Gibran Alcocer

Magnussen - David Arnold, Michael Price

ceilings - Lizzy McAlpine

Prepared to do Anything - Michael Price, David Arnold

Youth - Daughter

Blackbird - The Beatles

In the Kitchen - Mree

Always the Grown Up - Michael Price, David Arnold

Can’t Keep It Inside - Brett Dennen, Benedict Cumberbatch

Library Books - Michael Price, David Arnold

Female of the Species - Space

Etude - Joep Beving

Seduction - Adam Hurst

Tell Me The Truth - Two Feet

Truth - Balmorhea

Nicest Thing - Kate Nash

Driving With The Brakes On - Del Amitri

In Between Breaths - SYML

Appledore - David Arnold, Michael Price

Experience - Ludovico Einaudi

Letters From The Sky - Civil Twilight

Chapters 33-39

The Stranger - David Arnold, Michael Price

Solas - Jamie Duffy

Nocturnal - Joep Beving

Signing - David Arnold, Michael Price

Slide - Jake Bugg

AGRA - David Arnold, Michael Price

Gunshot - David Arnold, Michael Price

Icarus - PHILDEL

Chapters 40-50

Everybody Dies - Billie Eilish

Angst - Agent Fresco

Margaux - Matilda Mann

The Problems of Your Future - David Arnold, Michael Price

Lay All Your Love On Me - The Butterfly Effect

The East Wind - David Arnold, Michael Price

Stayin Alive - Bee Gees

Bitter and Sick - One Two

Brother Mine - David Arnold, Michael Price

Hearing - Sleeping At Last

Forsaken - Adam Hurst

i love you - Billie Eilish

No Fait Awaits Me - Son Lux, Faux Fix

everything i wanted - Billie Eilish

Next To Me - Civil Twilight

That Home - The Cinematic Orchestra

Glass - Hania Rani

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abnerkrill · 2 years

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tagged by @ongreenergrasses to list the first 10 songs on my on repeat playlist <33333

flower of the universe by sade

to build a home by the cinematic orchestra

come back when you can by barcelona

fire by ella mine

if i couldn't have you by sweet talk radio

everywhere i go by lissie

this far by kina grannis

saturn by sleeping at last

the wreck of our hearts by sleeping wolf

if you need to, keep time on me by fleet foxes

tagging everyone who reads this!!! go show me what music you're listening to and tag meeeee!!

#ongreenergrasses #tag games

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annaofaza · 1 year

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26:A song that makes you want to fall in love

27:A song that breaks your heart

30:A song that reminds you of yourself

For the music ask!!! <3

26. A song that makes you want to fall in love

"Fields of Gold" - Sting: It's the atmosphere. The pastoral. Being with the one you love in the open air, breathing in nature, feeling at peace like lying in the grass on a summer day. I love it so.

27. A song that breaks your heart

"To Build a Home" - The Cinematic Orchestra: I blame all those sad AMVs. This can send me into a catatonic state on the right day.

30. A song that reminds you of yourself

"She Used to be Mine" - Jessie Mueller (Waitress): No comment lol

OG music asks post: Drop me a number (or some) here!

#askbox games #my post #honestly i'm happy for a music ask that doesn't require me to have music trivia #because that shit goes through me like calculus #iammistressofmyfate

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pumpkinstep · 6 months

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15, 28, & 29 for the music ask 💪😤

15:A song that is a cover by another artist

Neytirix is a speedpaint artist on YouTube, I dunno if she's big and popular in the community but I enjoy her stuff. She has a handful of original songs and covers I like to listen to on occasion and my favorite is her cover of idontwannabeyouanymore by billie eillish.

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28:A song by an artist with a voice that you love

oooh, this one's hard. there's a lot of singers I really enjoy. Due to singing myself, I often listen to artists I can match tone with more than anything else. so usually a lot of mid range to low range singers, though vocaloid is often the exception. I'm just more likely to keep a song in my rotation if I can sing to it easily, it's not exactly on purpose, I just have more fun with music that way.

I guess, keeping the vibe in mind, I gotta go with Daniel Avidan. He's got such a nice soothing voice, and theres tons of songs from his band skyhill that I love a lot. honorable mention would have to be Aurelio Voltaire, his voice is so rich and I love his growls when he digs into notes. Oh and the lead singer to Coldplay, like his voice too, just always have.

anyway, here's Run with the hunted by Skyhill

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29:A song that you remember from your childhood

easy.

To build a home by The cinematic orchestra

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My mom played this a lot when I was a kid. when I listen to it now, I think of a home and a life that isn't mine and never will be. It's a longing to go home when you're lying in bed at night in the place you live, the desire to meet with people who are expecting you and waiting for you, a warmth you know isn't there.

#bear barks #music ask

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egyptianhoney · 11 months

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Listening to "To build a home" (by The Cinematic Orchestra)

And I, built a home, for you, for me. And I watched it disappear, for you, and for me. And with every brick that fell, I felt each piece loosen, dislodge, and crash into the earth.

This castle I spent so long fortifying (or we, but I will never speak for you again), with defence that could withstand armies. With closets full of secrets, that if any of them got out, our lives would seemingly be over. I lost myself in this castle, in this home, and I’m sure you did too. In the endless hallways, winding staircases, and dead-ends. I could no longer recognize you by the end, and now, I see you sometimes in the smog, or the cloud of dust from the fallout.

But it doesn’t change that I am quickly forgetting the sound of your voice, or your sweaty fingers, and light touch. I am quickly forgetting the colour of your eyes, and I’ve forgotten the taste of your lips. But most of all, I have forgotten your love, as if I never knew it at all—as I lost it years ago, before we put up the walls around our fortress, and when our home was only a pile of wood waiting to be turned into a foundation.

Or maybe you never loved me, which is a question I ask myself a lot. Maybe we were caught in a whirlwind romance, or a tornado of vulnerability and dreams of being seen. I just turned 20 when I met you, and 23 when you broke my heart. And now, as I approach 24, I am falling in love again. But in the time we spent apart, I used the residue of our crumbling castle, and piece by piece I rebuilt myself from the ground up.

I am falling in love with someone else, whole and complete and not looking for me to fill the gaps in them left by the unfair cards they’ve been dealt. And maybe that was our mistake, imagining a house from two fragile halves who needed to make themselves whole before they even had the capability to imagine something else—a completely new structure.

To fall in love with someone else after you is such an act of relief, as what we had was not more unique than us as two individuals. And who they know of me is someone you will never meet, and even if we do cross paths in the future, it is someone you will have never known because I will never show you. And that is the beautiful thing, that no matter how much you took, you still left me behind, and I chose to take myself back. And now, I’ve moved on, to new love, to a new home, to an address you will never know, to a body that has forgotten your touch, that doesn’t find solace in your voice.

Even if I still love you in any way, it is because I choose to remember the good. And I believe we were destined to meet, so I wish you peace, and roses, and I hope one day you learn to receive love in a way you never were able to receive mine.

—our home is not an abandoned shell of a building. Nor was it a facade. I wanted to burn it to the ground but instead our home crumbled over the fragile foundation. And I scavenged, and foraged, and collected all my pieces, and I rebuilt myself, stronger. I rebuilt myself more loving and generous, first to myself and then to my loved ones. I invite people into my home, and I visit others. Now my home is more like a garden, filled with weeping willows, rose bushes, and vineyards, and every day I wake up I choose to water all my plants. I choose myself, even though I chose you all these years.

I built a home, for you, for me, and I watched it disappear for you, for me. But I remember every room, every piece of tile. I choose not to forget. I listened to our song and I did not cry. I left your pictures behind and your stuff at our old place for you to collect. I painted over the tag you left in the room, and I ripped up most of your letters. But I kept some beautiful memories because I chose not to forget. I choose to be free.

#break up #heartbreak #Spotify

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