#mirror lana is jyst a girlie in this world.... she is funny and cool amd smart and so fucking brave
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Giving urself a speech trying to convince yourself that you'll love & take care of yrself is so hard to do when u spent 2 years in a relationship w sb who constantly gave u that same fucking speech and then never followed thru 😊
#like truly i hear myself say to myself 'i will always take care of you'#'you are incredible and beautiful and ill do whatever it takes to makeyou happy'#amd immediately rolling my eyes like suuure ive heard that one before#loving myself used to be so so easy now its like pulling teeth#i dont trust her but i am her but i cant help it#its just an uncontrollable automatic response to words like thise#theyve been so empty for so long what makes me think i will ever make them full again#shes used to empty promises but i wont let her down i cant#bc again. i am her. i cannot let her down she got me out of that situation#i will make things safe and beautiful for her i will give promises meaning again#ok mentally ill moment over sorru#sometimes i just treat myself like another person#a degree of separation makes it easier to be kind#mirror lana is jyst a girlie in this world.... she is funny and cool amd smart and so fucking brave#she got me out she got me out ok i wont let her down
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