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wormwood-dream-emulator · 1 month

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HOLY SHEEEEEET IVE BEEN WORKINH ON THIS PIECE FOR MONTHS!!! BUT ITS DONE!!! all to celebrate the duck shuffler plush :]

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music-for-them-asses · 9 months

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I slept like shit last night and I forgot about 5 different things running out the door this morning... I'm also mad at my job so I'm taking PTO this afternoon lol. Literally "I'm taking a sick day because I'm sick of y'all"

#personal #The higher mgmt is just starting to micromanage again and I'm not about it #I need to go shopping anyway and that way I'd miss the rush #but also it's Friday and i don't want to be here!!!

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strawberryybird · 9 months

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goading myself into writing essays by tallying up reward hours of playing the micromanagement anime chess dating sim in the evenings. each paragraph of jane fucking eyre = ferdinand von aegir viewing time. if i finish the essay i get to beam his viage into my retinas

#i miss my KIDS #i miss the little micromanaging chess game ://#i tried making them in the sims 4 but by gods! tis not the same.#he doesn't even say that he is ferdinand von aegir ://///#anyway hows u hope yalls keeping well #im still alive it's been 4 whole years of edelgard stan account.#fire emblem fan art is on such another level to so many of my other fandoms. y'all paint with such love and such joy #its been a damn honour to reblog all the things all these years!!!!#anyway. back to the gothic heroines (not the fire emblem ones)

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toastsnaffler · 3 months

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everyone say thank u to my roommate for going to visit her parents this weekend so I can jack it loud and nasty 🙏

#i love her but there are some benefits to having the flat to myself.... love getting to wander around in just my boxers + a tshirt too #things i could do while she was still here if i wasnt a pussy 🙄#jk itd just make her uncomfortable and im too respectful for that #having a lowkey crush on her is an endless comedy to me bc we would be so woefully incompatible romantically #and also sexually.. historically ive only ever stone topped bc ive never been comfortable enough w anyone to let them fuck me #despite very much Not being stone or exclusively a top. and i think shes some form of sex repulsed anyway so like. sits there dead silence #and also shes so in love with her other friends and i showed up late to that party.... ive been feeling kinda guilty lately bc ik-#she misses them a lot and wishes we'd be able to stay roommates w them too. and im a pretty poor replacement for them tbh #and i love spending time with her but whenever i do i feel kinda painfully aware im not them like i could never fill that space #and asking to hang out more with her always feels like im taking away from time she could be talking to them. or even being alone ik she-#likes her own company and i get that a lot too so its chill but ahh.. man #i dont mean this in a bitter or jealous way at all like theyre all such sweet ppl i couldnt ever hold it against them #theyre kind of a 3 headed cerberus type situation and im like. the stray puppy they found on the side of the road #theres nothing they can do differently i was just born to be alienated from other ppl forever until i die. and someday i hope ill-#finally get used to it and accept i wont ever feel like im enough for anyone else or feel like anything else is enough for me #old wounds healed over 5082 times that still hurt to touch but i cant help pressing my fingers into them anyway bc its a familiar pain etc #anyway lost where i was going with this its just been on my mind again recently. i hate to be pitied i hate to feel like im only included-#bc they didnt want me to feel left out i hate feeling like a shoddy secondhand stand-in and its been a lot of that lately #also been a little annoyed bc sometimes it feels like shes trying to micromanage my social life and girl. we're not close enough for that #im sure its well intentioned but im not part of what they have going on i cant compete in that ring so dont try to push me into it..#ahhh. its all ok tho one of the guys is coming to visit next month which will be rly fun but ill try to give them some space too #its good at least im doing this processing now bc group situations can be spike traps of triggers for me sometimes #regardless of how good friends i am w ppl and ive already had a wobble a few weeks ago w how i cope and i dont want it to become a #fully fledged regular issue again bc its so hard to crawl back out of that pit. anyway losing coherence here im gonna stop rambling #and go make myself an early dinner and then back to drawing........#sorry for long tags if ur reading this blows u a kiss but go find a better use of ur time girl!!#.diaries

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dreamwinged · 21 hours

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i need to sleep for like 3 hundred years (or 12+ hours at least) but ppl keep waking me up to do stuffffff

#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖#‘wow you adjusted to the jet lag so fast!!’ BECAUSE YOU WOULDNT LET ME REST LMFAO #like sure im ‘adjusted’ (feeling heavy fatigue even 5 days later) because you never let me catch up on the sleep i missed in the first place #my family can be so so so controlling of every aspect of my life but then in other ways they’re so chill??#in any event im so sick of them micromanaging me #whatever whatever

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lcevinolusola · 16 days

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#i think my grandparents are going home tomorrow. which. lmao thank god #i love them so much they practically raised me i adore them i always have and always will #but FUCK man religious brazilian grandparents are their own brand of psychological torture and i cannot handle much more of this #yesterday i overheard my grandfather talking to my grandmother about how i had two (2) caipirinhas at this brazilian steakhouse we went to #to celebrate his and my aunts birthdays #and he said its the beginning of alcoholism and that i will eventually follow in my mothers footsteps of being a drunk if i keep drinking #like HELLO?????? SIR????????????? I HAD TWO DRINKS. TWO. ALL NIGHT. THE WHOLE NIGHT. TWO DRINKS.#also leave my mom alone sir she went through hell growing up dont shit talk her thats YOUR parenting my man #its just. the micromanaging. the helicoptering. the incessant unwarranted opinions. the nagging. the criticism. im just over it tbh #AND THE GOD TALK. oh my gooooood if i am gifted one more portuguese bible im gonna. idk what im gonna do but im gonna do something #i could start my own fucking library at this point with how many bibles they keep foisting onto me #hopefully by this time tomorrow i will be free of this and everyone can. get some space.#i love my family but jesus crucificado alguém me ajude #LOVE U ALL MISS U ALL HOPE UR ALL WELL MWAH ILL BE BACK SOON PRAY FOR ME PLEASE #personal

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metalsylvester · 1 month

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I want to romanticize aging and getting to grow older, especially as a gay trans man because we haven't always been able/allowed to grow old.

That being said it does feel sucky to have to try to do that when I feel like I've only been alive for about 2 years. Due to a multitude of factors I only realized I was trans as as an adult and it's been night and fucking day. I spent over 20 years playing a part, playing the role of a girl and it all feels so fucking wasted. I spent so much time, so much energy trying to get being a girl right because it was made very very clear to me that I was doing it wrong every step of the way. I thought it was just because of my autism at first but realizing I couldn't be a girl right because I was a guy made everything fall into place. And it's been simultaneously the best thing that's happened to me while it also leaves a bitter, chalky taste on the tongue. Because it just makes it clear how much life I've been denied.

I was depressed, un-diagnosed for a lot of it, abused by people who were supposed to love me, and clueless to who I was.

I didn't get to be a child. I didn't get to be a little boy. I didn't get to be a teenage boy. I barely got to be a teenage girl- I was barely alive. I was simultaneously 'mature for my age' and 'childish'. I never felt the age I was, every year went by too fast, I wasn't done being 16 by the time I turned 17 and I feel like I've been running behind ever since.

I want to romanticize getting older. But I overwhelmingly feel like I'm still playing catch-up for my teenage years and it's hard not to long for those experiences.

#not looking for advice just venting #my post #personal #venting #I'm not even that fucking old I'm only in my mid twenties #but when you're playing catch up all your life you can't really help feeling too old #and I am just sticking it to life and giving myself the experiences that I missed #I just wish I didn't have this fucking number looming over my head #that I wasn't waiting for someone to say I'm too old or whatever #being bullied and micromanaged and helicopter parented all my life sure had an effect lmao

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labetalol · 1 year

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it's unreal how much i am looking forward to tomorrow and if it isn't everything i dream of i'm going to explode

#like i really think my mental health relies on him showing up tomorrow . the only thing bringing me back to this miserable rotation #personal #like my current preceptor is so... like she is micromanaging me so insanely...#i honestly don't know if i'm biased against her or if i'm totally justified in feeling this way #but she moved me away from the other intern like i'm in fucking kindergarden and is telling me to watch the pharmacists sit there on their #phones. like they dont DO anything it's so fuckimg BORING! why do i have to subject myself to watching the pharmacists do fuck all when i #have other projects due at the end of the rotation i need to work on...?#anyway brian i miss you so much if i have to sit in the corner not allowed on my laptop again for 4 hours i'm going to lose it .

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saintflint · 2 years

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there’s no way of knowing how utterly terrifying it is being your truest self until it’s suddenly your reality and there’s no going back. it’s offering yourself up like a bug placed neatly beneath a microscope. like a deer caught in the middle of the road, the lights blaring closer and closer, wondering if you’re milliseconds from making it or not every moment of every fucking day. it’s almost invigorating. somewhere between obliteration and adrenaline, neither one or the other. that heaving breath after having woken from falling and crashing into your own bed. but there’s no relief. or if there is, i haven’t been lucky enough to find it yet.

#this is about being out as trans for the first time ever in a working environment #which in and of itself isn’t uncommon in the workforce whatsoever but working in education there are unspoken standards regarding teachers #and the last few months i’ve been on the edge of sheer panic or plummeting depression having to trust complete strangers with all of me #for four years i was hiding under the guise of ‘miss tori’ while hating it every second #and i want to cry every time i hear a staff member or kid call me ‘mr’ with a smile and without hesitation #but i’m not stupid i know i don’t pass and it never bothered me before but now i feel like i’m constantly micromanaging my own actions #every time a parent or visitor walks through the door #it’s just #it’s so fucking scary and overwhelming #(*)

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terrainofheartfelt · 2 years

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ooh, fashion + dair if you’re still accepting prompts!!

Dair + Fashion

“Is this necessary?”

Blair’s head jerks up, arms crossed over her chest. “You’ve been in this world a while now, Humphrey. Did you seriously just ask me if a fitting was necessary?”

He shoots her a look from the block on which he stands (tailor’s, executioner’s, it’s the same to him). “I’m asking if it’s necessary for you to supervise the fitting.”

She flicks a hand at him with a tsk, crossing around to look at his outfit from another angle. “Of course it is. You know I hate it when people don’t dress to the theme. If I had my way –”

“Anyone not following the theme would be turned away at the door,” Dan finishes the sentence for her, already having heard her say so countless times. “Jen says it’s more the fault of the designers than the attendees, though.”

Blair narrows her eyes. “Then she should tell her colleagues to do better.”

He laughs. “I think you already have that covered, Waldorf.”

She shrugs, a smirk playing at her lips, then turns to Giacomo, Dan’s tailor for today, as he comes up next to her.

“I think we’re nearly there,” he says, thick-accented. “What are your thoughts on the crotch?”

“Oh, for the love of god,” Dan mutters under his breath, eyes rolling towards the ceiling.

#dair #*prompts #yes they are talking about the met gala. you know miss blair micromanager has to have all the details right #ty for sending!

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meteorherd · 2 years

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okay great so theyre (people responsible for distributing the medicine) taking my immune medication away because im “too healthy” for it despite the fact that i have only been able to function and be healthy because of it. fucking hell world

#வார்த்தைகள்#its not even theyll charge me extra they just wont let me #all i can do now is hope i can manage with over the counters. i’ll probably be able to but i miss not micromanaging myself #i was able to breathe for two years and thats fucking it i guess!!! god

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wormwood-dream-emulator · 2 months

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