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can i pls request a song fic based off of seven by taylor swift with steve harrington x fem!reader?? congrats on 2.7k btw!

I Still Got Love For You

Pairing: Steve Harrington X fem!Reader

Summary: A love filled summer romance with Steve Harrington and its aftermath.

Warnings: Crying, mentions of Steve’s shitty dad + Steve’s trauma, the reader going to college, sadness, a breakup, angst with a happy ending

Word Count: 2k

a/n: i hope you like this !

My 2.7k follower celebration !

Currently Steve was laying on his bed alone for once because you had to use your last night in town to pack up all of your things. You would be driving up to NYU first thing in the morning. Steve didn’t want you to leave but he also didn’t want to hold you back from your dreams. So he stayed silent on how much your approaching departure had started to hurt him.

You were all he had ever wanted and this love you two had shared seemed to be over before he knew it. And while he laid there, he began to reflect on your romance and picture the happy moments like you had asked him to.

He pictured that one day the two of you went swimming in lovers lake early into the summer.

Steve had climbed up a tree that hung over the lake just ten minutes ago, jumped in and he had somehow convinced you to try it not long after his head popped out of the water. But you were too scared to jump down.

“C’mon, (y/n)! It’s not that far! Hey, what about this? I’ll catch you!” he remembered yelling up at you, which eased some of your worries and moments later you jumped into his ready arms.

“See! I knew you could do it!” he had also said before kissing you for the first time while you two were still in the water.

You looked so beautiful that day and he wished that could live in that memory for the rest of time. That was one of the happiest day’s of his life.

And before he fell asleep that night, he pictured one of the more calm evenings you spent together almost a month and a half ago. You had been drinking iced tea together while cuddling on your porch swing and watching the sunset.

That was when you finally got the courage to tell him you loved him and he had said it back right away. “I think I’ve always loved you.” he had said afterwards, which made heat sprint to your cheeks.

He thought about the way you crossed over each others hearts and promised to not tell anyone about your love for a little while. You wanted to keep your loves to yourselves so that you could indulge each other a bit more.

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The following morning, Steve didn’t come to see you off before you left. And though you expected this after how badly he reacted when you told him a couple weeks ago that you would be leaving for New York soon, you still wished that he would’ve shown up. You wished that you could’ve hugged and kissed him one more time, even though the two of you were now broken up.

But you still loved him with your entire being, even if he wasn’t there to hear you say it anymore.

The way he loved you this summer changed your whole perspective on the world and you would always be grateful for that. But you knew that all good things must come to an end at some point and for your relationship, now was that point.

And you couldn’t help but yearn for him as you drove away, almost considering driving to his his house. But you didn’t want to be late, so you continued on your way to New York.

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It had now been a year since you had left for college and you were now back in town for the summer. And even though you didn’t think of or call Steve that often anymore as a result of your busy schedule, you still had love for him. You always would.

But you even with you back in town, you still didn’t call Steve. You were a little afraid that he’d be furious with you for not keeping in touch with him. When in reality, while he felt sad that the two of you no longer spoke, he was still happy for you and he still had love for you. He always would. That wasn’t something that would go away easily.

The love you shared was meant to last a lifetime, both of you were sure of it although you were still too nervous to speak to one another.

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In the middle of one of the nights during your first week back in town, Steve called you and asked if he could come over. He said he wanted to talk and you said yes. How could you not when he sounded so sad and broken?

He arrived at your front door just fifteen minutes later, not using your bedroom window anymore. He wasn’t a teenager anymore after all and he wanted to seem more mature to you.

You let him in right away and tightly held his hand in yours. Once reaching your bedroom, you let go of his hand so that you could close the door and he hesitantly went over to sit on your bed. It was just as soft as he remembered it to be.

Your room looked a lot more bare than it did when he used to spend many nights here. But he assumed that was because you had taken most of your stuff with you to New York.

You then sat down next to him and took both of his hands in yours, “What is it you wanted to talk to me about?” you asked him, a look of concern on your face.

Tears began to well up in his eyes almost immediately, he looked so sad and that broke your heart. “I can’t take it anymore, sweetheart. I hate being so far away from you.” he told you while tears began to fall down his face.

You placed your dominant hand on his shoulder while you responded, “I know, I miss you too and I’m sorry that I didn’t call more or send a letter. I just got too busy. I still love you and I will always be yours, I hope you know that, Stevie.” you told him, making him smile for a second.

He then wrapped his arms around you and swiftly pulled you onto his lap so that he could hold you against his chest. “I still love you too, I never stopped. And I am still yours, I promise.” he replied, causing you to smile as well.

But although you two had resolved your problems and you were together again, his tears didn’t stop. You could practically see the gears in his head turning as he decided whether or not he was going to tell you what was on his mind.

You cupped his face in your hands and tipped his head up so that his eyes were looking into yours, his brown eyes looked so beautiful even as he cried. You pressed a light kiss to his lips before you spoke again.

“What’s on your mind, Steve? You can tell me, I promise. You’re safe here.” you said, encouraging him to get whatever was bothering him off of his chest.

He then buried his face into your shoulder, not having the confidence to look into your eyes while he told you what had been bothering him other than your relationship.

“My parents have been back in town for the past two months now.” he paused to let out a shaky breath, that was the longest they had ever been in town since Steve was 15, “And my dad is constantly on my ass about everything. He keeps telling me that he wishes I went college and became a real man instead of a failure. And whenever he talks to me, all he does is insult me and make me feel worthless. And sometimes I can’t help but believe him. I just don’t know what to do anymore.” he explained to you and you felt as though your heart had broken even more for him.

It didn’t surprise you that his father was still being horrible to him. Whenever you went over to his house last summer, it always seemed as though Steve’s house was haunted by his fathers violence and merciless screams.

You brought him closer to your body and began to rub his back in soothing circles, “First off, Steve I am glad that you felt like you could trust me enough to tell what’s been going on.” you paused to slowly pry Steve’s sad face from your shoulder, you wanted him to look at you while you said this next part, “And second, I need you to know that you don’t deserve to be spoken to that way. I don’t care what your father says or thinks, you are not a failure. You are more of a man than he could ever be. I mean, you’ve literally stepped in and saved my life multiple times. You are not worthless and even though we haven’t talked in a while, you are still my favorite person and you always will be. It’s okay to take things at your own pace, even if your father doesn’t think so.” you assured him, truly meaning every word you said to him.

He nodded once you finished speaking and gave you a tight hug, “Thanks, (y/n). That means a lot, coming from you.” he replied, still tightly hugging you as if his life depended on it.

“Anytime, pretty boy. I’ll always be here for you.” you said, making him chuckle at the sound of that sweet nickname you once had for him, causing you to chuckle with him.

Steve missed the sound of your laugh, it was like a beautiful symphony he wanted to listen to on repeat for the rest of his life. He could feel genuinely happy anytime he heard it and he adored you for that.

And while Steve got lost in the sound of your laugh, you started to think of a solution, when suddenly it hit you, “Steve, I have an idea. You could live here with me for the rest of the summer and in the fall, you could move back to New York with me. And you can even bring Robin along with us if you’d like to, I do have an extra room in my apartment after all. I don’t you want you to ever have to deal with your fathers anger again.” you suggested to him, hoping that he’d want to live with you.

He smiled up at you as these words fell from your lips, the first genuine smile that had appeared on his face since you left, “I’d like that.” he said, still smiling up at you.

“Good.” you replied, staring into his eyes for a moment before he closed the gap in between you two and kissed you. This kiss communicated all the love you felt for each other and how much you had missed one another during your time apart.

Steve pulled away from your lips a few minutes later, a certain set of questions now on his mind, “But what about your parents? Are you sure they’ll be okay with me living here for the summer?” he asked, a nervous tone to his voice.

You could sense his nervousness and pressed a quick kiss to his forehead then spoke again, “Don’t worry about that, Stevie. They adore you as if you were family. I told you, you’re safe here.” you answered, easily making all of Steve’s worries melt away again.

He nodded in response to your comforting words, “We’ll go over to your parents house tomorrow to pack up your things. But for now, I just want to cuddle with you and make up for all of that lost time.” you said, prompting Steve to scoop you into his arms and lay down with you on your bed.

And once the two of you were comfortable, you turned to face him and placed your hand on his cheek, “I love you, Steve.” you told him, a soft smile on your face.

He smiled back at you, “I love you even more.” he replied while he peppered kisses all over your face, making your smile even brighter than it was before.

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congrats for reaching 2.7k :)

can i request over in no time by babygirl with steve x reader 🥹🫶

Over In No Time

Pairing: Steve Harrington X fem!Reader & Eddie Munson X fem!Reader

Summary: Having a crush on Steve wasn’t what you hoped it would be, but all painful things have to end eventually.

Warnings: Crying, the reader feeling like she has to pretend in front of Steve, mentions of the reader feeling conflicted, heartbreak, friends to strangers, Steve is kind of an asshole in this (sorry), Eddie Munson (lol in a good way though), hugging, hand holding, some cursing

Word Count: 2k

a/n: i hope you like this!

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Ever since you realized that you had a crush on Steve, it became harder and harder to hold everything you were feeling in. Especially when Steve was leaving work early to go on a date every Friday evening and you had to sit back and watch, pretending that you were happy for him.

But eventually it all became too much and you gave up your composure completely. You stopped speaking to Steve unless you had to, hoping that not interacting with him would make your feelings go away. But it didn’t, so you temporarily gave up. Steve was one of your best friends after all, so whenever one of his dates went badly you’d always be the one there to comfort him.

You wished that you didn’t have to deal with this pathetic crush you had on him and your strong feelings, but it was so hard to not fall in love with him. Everything about him lured you in. So you let yourself suffer until you found a solution that would work.

And even when you were physically far away from Steve, you still felt as though you couldn’t escape him and the way he made you feel.

You saw him in the people around you. You saw him in the random man walking his dog who had the same hairstyle as Steve. You saw him in the friendly barista who’s smile looked exactly like Steve’s. You saw him in the scattered moles on the cheek and neck of a stranger brushing past you. It was as if he was all around you whenever you weren’t with him.

You just couldn’t take it anymore, the heartbreak, the pain, the acceptance of the fact that he would probably never love you the way you loved him. It was all too much for you to possibly cope with all at once.

These thoughts quickly racing through your mind made your heart pound in your chest. And even though Steve was the reason you felt this way, you still wanted him to comfort you. But at the same time, you just wished that you could be somewhere safe and sound where Steve didn’t occupy your every thought.

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Tonight while laying in your bed after a walk you had taken in an attempt to clear your head, Steve called you and asked you to come over. That was all he said but based of the events of the past few weeks, you assumed that the girl he currently thought was ‘the one’ had hurt him. You told him that you’d be over soon, even though the idea of having to help him get over someone who hurt him the way he hurts you tore you up inside.

You still did what he asked of you every single time he called you, even though it always hurt you a lot to do what he asked.

On the drive there, you couldn’t help but think of the things you and Steve would do together if you were lovers and what it would be like to be loved by him.

You thought about what it would be like to kiss him for what felt like hours on end. You thought about what it would be like to cuddle with him and how his arms would feel wrapped around you. You thought about the dates you two would go on and you began to wonder what restaurants he’d take you to. You thought about what it would be like to spend a lifetime with him as his wife.

You dreamed about Steve from day until night every single day. But you knew deep down that no matter how badly you wanted all of this to happen, it wouldn’t. Steve had never liked you in that way and you couldn’t force him to like you back. He just wasn’t supposed to be yours in this lifetime.

And just ten minutes later, you arrived at Steve’s house and hesitantly walked up to the door. He opened the door before you could even knock, looking relieved to see you standing there. You smiled at him, pretending that you were glad to see him too.

He then took your hand in his and led you up to his bedroom. The feeling of his skin against yours made you feel as if your whole body was on fire and you now hated that he made you feel this way. You wished that you could go back in time and stop yourself from falling in love with him in the first place.

Over the next hour and a half, Steve told you about everything that happened between him and this girl he had started to fall in love with.

You had to listen to him talk about how much he liked this girl, how good they were together and how beautiful he thought she was. You had to listen and pretend to feel bad for him when really you were jealous, jealous that he would never view you in this light.

But you never wanted him to know how much he was hurting you, he’s been through enough in his life and you didn’t want him to have to deal with this too.

You still cared for him more than you’d ever admit even though he made you feel as though your heart had been ripped out of your chest every time he told you that he was going on another date or he hurt you again.

You wanted to get over the feelings you had for him so badly in hopes that everything could go back to normal. But it wasn’t that simple, you were too stuck to Steve. You always gravitated towards his touch as if you had a magnet in the palm of your hand and Steve had another magnet in the palm of his own hand.

Once Steve had gotten all of these feelings out of his system and you had given him some advice, he hugged you and thanked you for listening. He even asked you if you wanted to spend the night, but you couldn’t bear to be in the same room as him for another minute so you lied and said you had homework you needed to work on then left.

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A couple weeks later, you finally felt as if you were actually starting to get over Steve. You felt great. So, you called Steve and asked him if he wanted to go see a movie with you that evening. But his response had caused your heart to shatter in your chest yet again.

“Yeah, I’m sorry, (y/n). I think I just need some alone. This just isn’t working out. But I’ll call you soon, okay?” he told you, these simple words making you feel as if you were going to crumble to pieces.

“I-.” you started, but before you could actually say anything he hung up on you, your quick breaths echoing in your room while tears started to fall down your face.

For you, Steve was the love of your life. You had no idea if you’d ever love someone as much as or more than you loved him. But it was all over before you knew it. You loved him so much that it drove you crazy and you wished that you didn’t love him at all.

You didn’t know what to think or feel but you knew that you needed comfort and this wasn’t something you could get from Steve anymore. So, you decided to go to the only person who understood how you felt and how Steve was hurting you. Your other best friend, Eddie Munson.

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You softly knocked on the door to Eddie’s trailer while you stood there and wiped your tears away every few seconds, hoping that he heard you knock. You didn’t have the energy to do it again as if Steve had stolen all the happiness and motivation you once had.

And luckily for you he did, his eyebrows furrowed the second he saw you there, crying on his porch. “What happened?” he asked you, but you couldn’t bring yourself to respond and you collapsed in Eddie’s arms, painful sobs leaving your mouth.

He placed one of his hands on your side and his free arm around your shoulders while he slowly led you into his house and down the hall into his bedroom. Eddie helped you sit down on his bed then sat down across from you, gently holding one of your hands in his and rubbing the back of it with his thumb.

You looked over at Eddie and frowned at him, “Steve just broke my heart for the last time.” you simply told him, tears still falling down your face.

He frowned with you and took you back into his arms, “Oh, I’m so sorry, sweetheart. Do you wanna talk about it?” he replied, now rubbing your back with his dominant hand.

Internally, Eddie felt furious but also glad that you knew that you had to stop letting Steve do this to you. You were one of the kindest and most loving people Eddie knew and it made him angry to see someone treat you so poorly. But he knew that now wasn’t the time for this, he needed to be there for you.

You pulled away from Eddie’s arms and nodded as you started to speak, “Yeah.” you answered, knowing that it would probably be a good thing to get all of these feelings out once and for all.

Eddie nodded back at you, encouraging you to start speaking while he scooted closer to you and wrapped his right arm around of your shoulders, keeping you close to him.

You took a deep breath then began to explain to Eddie everything that had been happening between you and Steve as well as all of your feelings for Steve in complete detail.

Eddie’s heart broke for you as he listened to what you had to say. You loved Steve so much and he took you for granted. He didn’t deserve you or your kindness at all.

And once you were done explaining everything, you pressed your face into Eddie’s shoulder and started to cry again, allowing him to fully wrap you up in his arms once more.

He slowly rocked the two of you side to side in an attempt to comfort you even more, “You deserve so much better, (y/n). I need you to know that. You deserve the same love you give. And it’s not your fault that this happened to you, you’re a good person. All of the pain you are feeling is Steve’s fault not yours, okay?” he told you, complete honesty and love in every single word he said to you.

“Thanks, Eddie.” you replied, your voice now slightly muffled by the well loved band t shirt he had on.

“No problem, sweetheart. I’ll always be here for you, no matter how much I want to beat Steve’s ass right now.” he said, making you laugh.

“And I’ll always be here for you, Eddie, no matter what happens. I love you so, so much.” you said to him as you looked directly into his eyes and held on to his hands again.

“I know sweetheart, don’t worry. I love you too.” Eddie said before he then scooped you up into his arms when you weren’t paying attention, causing you to let out a gasp before you began to laugh with him.

Once he set you down a few minutes later, you spoke again, “Is it okay if I spend the night? My parents are out of town and I really don’t wanna alone after all that’s happened between me and Steve.” you asked him as you looked down at your lap, hoping that Eddie would say yes.

“Of course you can! You’re always welcome to stay here. And I’m sure Wayne would be fine with it, he pratically loves you more than me.” Eddie told you, clearly joking with the last sentence of this statement.

You shook your head and smiled, “Noo, that’s not true.” you replied and Eddie gave you a pointed look that tried to make you rethink what you had just said. But you didn’t say anything else, you just laughed at his dramatics.

And for once since you initially fell for Steve all those months ago, you were finally able to feel happy and at peace. You were finally somewhere that was safe and sound.

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congrats on 2.7k!! may i have a steve harrington with bucky barnes based off of the song lover, you should’ve come over by jeff buckley?

It’s Never Over

Pairing: Bucky Barnes X fem!scarlet witch!Reader

Summary: You and Bucky finally reunite after what feels like centuries apart.

Warnings: Mentions of injuries, crying, heartbreak, depression, Bucky’s nightmares, screaming, an argument, insecurities, death + a breakup

Word Count: 1.6k

a/n: i hope you like this!

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While you walked through New York on any given day after the blip, you could see Bucky in everything. You saw him in the group of people standing around an empty casket in the ground. You saw him in the people sat with their loved ones graves, even in the pouring rain. You understood their pain, you had felt that yourself everyday for the past five years.

And at this point, you would do anything to get Bucky back. Even if that meant letting Bruce experiment with time travel on you. You were just that desperate.

You felt broken without him and while you knew you shouldn’t be so dependent on Bucky, you couldn’t help it. All you needed was him and his love and there was no way to make this longing go away until Bucky returned.

While in the midst of your depression, you often wondered if he was okay wherever him along with everyone else ended up. You hoped that he still loved you even after all the time you’ve spent apart in recent years.

Many told you just to move on, let go of Bucky, but it wasn’t that simple. You couldn’t just break free from the man you had loved for seven years now. He still owned your heart and he always would, even though he was no longer here. You loved him too much, you could never fall in love with someone else. He was all you’ve ever wanted.

And as time went on, you easily became blind to the ways your mental health had been damaged. You felt alone as if you had no one and no matter how many times Steve reminded you that he was there for you, that feeling still never went away. All you ever felt like doing was sleeping, you didn’t the motivation for much else.

You wanted to heal, to be strong for Bucky even if he wasn’t there to see it. But waking up without him holding you in his arms became harder every single morning. And all you could do was hope, hope that the things Bruce was working on would actually work and bring everyone back.

But you would continue to wait for him, burn for him, no matter how long it took to get him back. Especially after what had happened before he had dusted. You could remember the argument two of you had as if it hadn’t been five years since it happened. That guilt had been eating you up inside ever since then.

You two had started to argue in the first place because Bucky had accidentally started to choke you during a particularly bad dream. And no matter how many times you told him that you were fine now and that you already forgave him, he was still so mad at himself for hurting you.

“I’m a monster! All I do is hurt people! Why can’t you see that? You should hate me!” he yelled at you, his hands moving about while he spoke.

“Don’t tell me how to feel! And it’s not your fault that you were forced to do horrible things, Bucky. You could never hurt me, you’re not a bad person or a monster!” you yelled back, letting out a deep sigh once you finished speaking.

He sighed as well and spoke again moments later, “I don’t want to hurt you again, doll. I think it would be for best if we broke up.” he told you, which easily caused tears to start to prick your eyes. Sure, you were a little upset that Bucky saw himself in such a negative way but you didn’t want to break up with him over it. But before you could say anything else, Bucky quickly left your bedroom and was out of sight in under thirty seconds.

You could also clearly remember the moment he had dusted. Seeing him disappear right in front of your very eyes destroyed you, it made you feel as if Thanos had ripped your heart out of your chest.

Once Thanos had snapped his fingers, you sprinted over to where Bucky was, not caring that you were now broken up. You had to make sure that he was still there. And as you reached him, his metal arm began to turn into dust and his gun fell to the ground.

“(y/n)?” he said, his eyes directly looking into yours. And before you could say anything to him, he was gone.

You then ran over to where he once stood and your knees gave out as a result of the pain you were now feeling, sending your body crashing to the ground. You screamed out in agony as tears swiftly fell down your cheeks and you frantically grasped at the dirt Bucky had just been standing on.

“Bucky!” you screamed as you stared up at the sky for a moment, your tears not slowing down whatsoever. You were truly heartbroken after what you had gone through today.

Steve had tried to pull you back and take you to the quinjet, but you wouldn’t let him. You clawed at his arms, screaming at him to let you go. It took both Steve and Natasha’s strength to pull you away from where Bucky had been.

But even after five years had passed, the pain you felt that day still lingered in you. Nevertheless, you often had moments where you began to loose hope that you would ever see Bucky’s sweet return. You wanted to give up but you still pushed yourself to keep fighting, thinking of what Bucky would’ve wanted for you.

And after what felt like a century, Bruce finally figured out the key to getting everyone back and for once since Bucky dusted, you felt a sense of happiness.

Now, you all were flying back to Wakanda and Steve had suggested that you try to sleep on the way there. But the thought of what was to come as well as your need for revenge kept you awake. You would get to kill the man who took Bucky away from you even if you died as well.

But you had managed to ground yourself with the thought of Bucky’s smiles and how you get to see it again very soon. This kept your mind occupied for a little while and before you knew it, the quinjet had landed in Wakanda once again. And now it was time to fight with everything you had left in you.

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“You took everything from me!” you screamed at Thanos, pure anger radiating throughout your entire body.

“I don’t even know who you are.” Thanos replied, with furrowed eyebrows followed by a smirk on his face, showing that he thought that he would get away with all of this again.

“You will, in the after life.” you said with a smirk of your own as your magic began to quickly flow from your hands and up towards Thanos’ unprotected throat.

You then let your anger fuel your magic as you wrapped the bright red energy around Thanos’ throat, squeezing tighter and tighter, your eyes glowing red as you screamed at him. And in this moment, you began to not care if you had to sacrifice all of your blood to get Bucky back, it would still be worth it as long as Thanos suffered.

With one final scream, your magic snapped Thanos’ neck and his now dead body fell to the battlefield below you. And once you were sure he was dead, you took a few seconds to catch your breath when you suddenly felt someone tap your shoulder.

When you turned around, you saw Bucky standing there with a hopeful look in his blue eyes, “Bucky!” you said while you raised your eyebrows and relief filled your system.

You hugged him tightly as he began to speak, “I’m not too late, am I?” he asked, a cute smile on his face. You smiled with him as these words fell from his lips.

“No, never.” you quickly said before you pulled away from the hug and pressed a passionate kiss to his lips. You stopped kissing him back for a few seconds and stuck your hand up behind you as you had sensed that some of Thanos’ henchmen were now standing behind you two. You easily got rid of them then kissed Bucky once again, pouring as much love as possible into the kiss.

“I love you, doll, so much and I’m sorry things ended the way they did.” he told you as tears started to fall down both of your faces like a gentle waterfall.

You nodded and folded your lips in, “I’m sorry too. But all that matters now is that you came back to me. And I hope that we can be together again.” you replied, a sad smile now spread across your lips, your eyes focused on Bucky and only Bucky in this moment.

He took you back into his arms again as you said this, feeling the need to hold you tight for a little while longer, “It was never over, doll, I need you to know that. I just got stuck in my mind and I’m sorry for the pain I’ve caused you. But I’m yours for as long you’ll have me, I promise.” he muttered through his tears, but you could still hear him as clear as day.

You let a smile take over your face and pulled away once more, “How does forever sound?” you asked him, your arms still loosely wrapped around his ribs.

“Perfect. Now, let’s finish this.” he simply replied. And just like that, your heart was complete and you were able to feel whole again.

The two of you then went right back into battle, together this time around.

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could i request an eddie munson with josh kiszka x fem!reader where they’re watching a movie together and she falls asleep in his lap?

Am I Dreaming?

Pairing: Josh Kiszka X fem!Reader

Summary: You fall asleep in Josh’s lap while watching a movie together.

Warnings: Love confession + new-ish relationship

Word Count: 581

Please Note: Josh Kiszka is a real person that I have never met and the way I’ve written him should not be seen as anything but a work of fiction.

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At this point, you and Josh had been together for nearly seven months. You had never loved anyone the way you loved him ever before. But you didn’t want to rush things, so you kept this to yourself.

But you had to admit, it was getting harder to not tell him you loved him. Especially now as you laid in his lap and watched a movie with him, his left arm resting across your back while his thumb rubbed your lower back under your shirt.

You felt you were bursting at the seems with the love you had for him. But still, you thought it would be better if you waited a little longer. Which was okay with you for the most part because you were pretty terrified of saying it first to begin with.

And although you would’ve loved to keep watching this movie with Josh, adoring the feeling of being so close to him, you felt yourself become more and more tired the farther you got into the movie.

You knew deep down that Josh wouldn’t be upset if you fell asleep on him, so you let your body surrender to unconsciousness. He then softly smiled to himself moments later at the sound of your even breathing and the look of your relaxed face while you slept.

You were the most beautiful woman in the world to him as you laid there in his lap, still tightly clinging onto him even though you were fast asleep.

Josh had been trying to tell you he loved you this entire week, but he kept getting nervous when a good moment came about. So he took the chance to tell you now while you were sleeping, knowing you wouldn’t respond.

He stared at you for a few more moments before he finally said it, the thumb on his free hand softly stroking your face while his other hand became still.

But what Josh hadn’t noticed while he was so wrapped up in his staring was that he had accidentally woken you up. Nevertheless, you pretended that you were still asleep for his sake, not wanting him to feel bad for waking you up.

“I love you.” he whispered while he continued to gingerly stroke your soft skin.

You couldn’t hold back anymore, so you let you eyes flutter open, which startled Josh. “Am I dreaming? You love me?” you asked him, now convinced that you must have been within some hyper realistic dream.

“Yes, sweet girl, I do and I have for a long time. I just got too nervous to actually say it.” he replied, his cheeks now blushing under your gaze.

You then rolled onto your back while still on his lap and reached up to cup his face in your hand, encouraging him to lean into your touch.

“I love you too, Josh. I would’ve said it sooner but I didn’t want you to feel like you had to say it back.” you told him as you stared into his eyes, complete honesty in your voice.

He sadly smiled at that, “(y/n), I’ve known that I loved you since the day I met you. Don’t ever worry that you would make me feel like I had to say it back.” he said.

Josh placed his hand over the one you had on his face and leaned down a little to press a kiss to your lips, “Okay.” you whispered against his lips, all of your worries now long gone.

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