ok so I was rewatching Madokami’s Magia Record transformation and I gotta say
I LOVE this shot of Madokami.
making the shot blurry and so far away from Madoka paints her as this enigmatic figure who no one can get a clear close up picture of (similar to cryptids kinda).
This shot could also be in Homura’s perspective, showing how when Madoka became a god in Homura’s eyes she became so so far away from her.
not to mention the blurriness of the shot could represent how we’re not supposed to know if that’s truly madoka, perhaps representing how everyone’s memories of her was wiped when she became a god, only leaving faint traces of her existence (Madoka’s mom telling Homura that if she had a daughter she’d have her wear the red ribbons Madoka gave to Homura, and Madoka’s little brother sketching out Madoka in the ground).
this shot feels almost dream like, and almost nostalgic. Like you know who that’s supposed to be but you can’t quite grasp at who they actually are.
after they've been living together for a while, Wylan and Jesper get onto the topic of their first impressions when they met. Wylan tells him, he thought he had the most perfectly shaped lips he'd ever seen. between kisses Jesper tells him he thought he looked like a prince, fallen into the wrong story. from then on Jesper calls him "my prince," and whenever someone asks why, he tells them it's because Wylan's the most important thing in the world to him, because he is his prince. he's his whole kingdom
The thing that keeps nagging on me about the whole Ali/Ashlyn divorce is Ashlyn taking ‘Proud Mom’ off of her instagram description. Does Ali have custody of the kids, is Ashlyn still even in their lives anymore, I have so many questions. Because I feel that THAT above any of her other descriptors should be the one that stays no matter what. Especially with them being adopted, I feel that having to go through the process of adoption should make a person extra grateful to be able to be in that child’s life...but that’s just me.
⭐️UPDATE⭐️
So she’s added ‘Proud Mom’ back... I wonder if she just didn’t mean to delete that CRUCIAL description or if she’s just tired of all the hate. Are the baby’s going to be apart of her ‘new chapter’🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️.
𝑰𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒖𝒅𝒆𝒔: Taking place 5 months after part 1 & 2, descriptions of negative self image, self blame/ depreciation, mentions of non-consensual filming, hurt/comfort, shaving one’s head
(If this isn’t your cup of tea, feel free to click out 🫶🏿-)
You were trapped, your skin felt like a second layer as your chest heaved, the air tasted metallic and each gulp you took made you think you were dying. You wish you died, it would be less nerve-wracking, it’d be a simple right and wrong. And right now everyone around you felt wrong.
You were shaking, the air not even cold due to it being August. You looked around. Sophie and Layla were dead-set on being up each other’s asses while Kameron had long gone home.
“I’m not wearin’ enough,” you croaked. Your eyes burned trying to keep your sights on everything and everyone. Both pairs of eyes met yours, only for you to rip your gaze from them.
“You look hot, Y/N/N,“ Layla blurted.
“Yea, you’re fine,” Sophie chimed in, the first thing she said to you since you all left the beach.
You pressed your lips together tight, your heart felt like it was rotting whenever you snuck a glance at Sophie. Her skin was smooth, still dripping with lake water as she strutted around the chaotic streets of downtown. Adorned in nothing but her bikini top and a jean miniskirt, prancing, she passes a hand through long, frizzy, jet-black curls. All of the eyes intensified. Men’s eyes peer at you three. You were imploding inside.
Like paintings in a haunted house, they followed your every move. Sending jolts up your legs as you stumble behind.
“I'm literally wearing nothing under this,” Sophie said to Layla, yet the whole city heard. A throuple of babes wandering the big, uncaring city as your heart quickened. Your stomach stirred as your eyes spun around the socket like a clock, scanning around to see every man within earshot, currently leering.
“I want some clothes,” you muttered, your vision now refused to look around. Sophie and Layla are now further from you, two little blobs above one solid line, passing a cart back and forth between each other. Your mind slowly clocking out.
After ‘escorting’ the two to their train station, you couldn't think straight; your mind could only see eyes and the stares that come with it. Just standing there outside the ‘Emerson’ train.
Adorned in your shorts, swim top, and a thin flannel still dusted with sand, you sniffled. You weren't lost, hell in the city, you could never be lost. Yet, there you stood, in the heart of downtown, lost. All the colour drained from you as people passed by. Some stare, some could give less of a damn. ‘Naked and afraid’ was a perfect phrase to illustrate as you heard the familiar clacking and chugging of their train moving.
when he asks me to kneel for him and i say no so he punches me in the stomach and tells me that i looked for it because i was a disobedient bitch and if i don't want him to make it worse for me, i better get on my fucking knees right now