#mwah mwah ty for the ask anon <33

[jungwookjins]

Because I am a little bit crazy but any thoughts on what was ever going on in libidO? Like, I’ve always wanted a long storyline specifically between LoveNineMill 😭 we were robbed of that storyline!! Love triangle/cheating story?? I want to know - 🕯 anon

omg hi anon!! i'll be honest, my thoughts on the libido storyline are nothing particularly groundbreaking and probably v similar to other people's theories u mightve seen, But im gonna take this opportunity to talk abt them and post libido screencaps bc that mv is still sooo gorgeous

so in the mv, i think rie and junji are def supposed to represent a picture of comfort and stability 

like this is perhaps a long-term relationship where they know exactly where they stand with each other, and that’s a place of mutual desire and care <3 i esp love this shot of the two of them watching kyujung

like the knowing smile on junji’s face and the mild surprise + delight on rie’s. it reads very much like a couple seeing their friends who have been circling each other for ages in a will they won’t they stage finally do Something

which brings me to kyubin and yoojung who i think are in the role of the early stages of a relationship, with all the flirting and cautious touches and uncertainty. i think taeyeob said it best when explaining night flight for the pdm interim check, that this stage for kyubin and yoojung is like “how you know the flight will be dangerous, but that you trust the person and want to go on a romantic flight anyway”

despite the uncertainty and the danger, i think with them in the mv, you can see this absolute joy at finally embracing instinct and feeling this kind of freedom. like regardless of what obstacles may come up, they’ve made this leap and decided to take this chance together

in this aspect, i think both junrie and kyujung can be contrasted w lovemillnine. where junrie had taken that leap a while ago and kyujung have just taken it, lovemillnine, or at least part of them, still havent

they def have the most narratively juicy storyline out of the 3. to me personally, it definitely reads more like a love triangle mired by uncertainty and fear rather than cheating, but i def how it can be read as the latter

in the story, i think that love and mill were friends and almost-lovers before nine and love were — that love and mill were in that will they wont they stage but mill was afraid to take that leap, be it for fear that it wouldnt work out, shame, internalized homophobia, etc etc or any combination of those. and then nine became a part of the picture and was someone who desired love in the way that mill did, but without as much of the apprehension that mill had

the cinematography does such a good job at framing the tension and conflict present in this relationship the 3 of them have, this shot in particular is so striking to me 

the way mill is so close to the camera and nine and love are both farther away, along with the way he is looking over at nine, it creates this feeling that mill suddenly finds himself on the outside looking in at a situation that he used to be the center of. he used to be the sole object of love’s affection but now suddenly nine is here and mill feels like he’s being pushed out

and despite whatever shame and fear mill feels, he still knows what he wants, and even if he’s afraid to take the leap he needs to, he’s trying to do something to get back what he fears he’s losing. and i think that’s rly well-conveyed in this shot after the previous where love moves closer to nine and then mill decides to move closer as well

and love is clearly still interested in mill (i.e. the hands scene, the gazing, etc) but is now stuck between these two. i absolutely adore that during the section of the mv near the beginning that flashes rapidly through a bunch of shots, it flashes between these shots of lovenine and lovemill

it rly highlights the tension here as well as draws the obvious parallel between nine and mill, and then the rest of the mv shows the contrast between nine and mill

(also sidenote: the mv description for libido tells the story of The Boy, the protagonist of the instinct pt 1 album and how he grapples w desire and instinct and shame and guilt, etc. my beloved friend fiona @iridescentspacewhale​ has this theory that mill represents the boy, and i think it makes a lot of sense, since his storyline is the one that seems to deal with these conflicting feelings and worries and desires the most) 

and truly anon, we were indeed so robbed of this storyline!! i really wish ip2 or underground idol could’ve served as a more obvious sequel/continuation of libido/ip1, but for obvious reasons that couldn’t happen 🥲🥲 

the skinz mv really makes me wonder what direction lovemillnine was originally going to go bc in that mv, there’s this situation happening where it looks like mill is pining after an oblivious nine, but idk if there was originally going to be smth between them (which definitely would make for an interesting resolution or addition to the conflict of lovemillnine) or if that was just added in relatively last minute after jisung left

i personally think it’ll be really cool if nine and mill’s solos take a darker turn in exploring the conflict and jealousy between them. fiona and i are especially fond of a storyline where mill gets to take his revenge, but i guess we’ll see!!

[lotus-pear]

I’m sorry they’re being like that, it sucks. But remember, they’re just a roach who’s jealous of your style and can’t do anything but steal other’s art. YOU’RE AMAZING!!

AS ARE YOU!! great point btw i thought they were doing it to spite me tbh

[clarabowmp3]

your handwriting is really nice

awww thanks!! I get constantly bullied (affectionate) by my sister for my handwriting cuz it genuinely hasn’t changed since I was 11 HAHAHHA (but it’s fine she has the teeth of a 6 year old LOL) and yeaaa it can look messy or kiddish sometimes but I’ve never had the problem of it being illegible so :)))) yayyy

[astarriscus]

hi opinions on thoma? 🎤

HELLO. okay. uhm. okay i love thoma very much, he's really cute and pretty and i think his smile is really beautiful and so are his eyes >_< his ponytail is a GODSEND and his personality is just perfect man idk what to say. also Malewife. also he's the one who really got me back into genshin and even tho it was p short lived uhhh looks away YES i love him lots <3 he’s a ray of sunshine in the breeze on a summer day. also he reminds me of flowers. mwah

[dapotatoauthor]

bye bye take care

Thanks?? NFDJKELWHFD

[hwangcore]

The ask about Han's spit k*nk has me thinking thoughts.

I've seen the natal charts of SKZ:

Han, Bang Chan, Jeongin, Hyunjin & Felix would be the members most likely to have a spit k*nk for different reasons.

Han has been mentioned.

Felix would love to spit & be spat on because of how primal the act is plus he would love seeing how 'gone' his partner is that they're spitting & drooling everywhere.

Jeonjin & Hyunjin would love to spit on their partner (particularly in their partners mouth) because they would love to be able to 'use' & degrade their partners.

Bang Chan would love to spit on his partner as a form of marking/showing signs of possessiveness/claiming etc. Would use it as a form of humiliation too.

I'm not even into spit but that anon got me thinking, idk how to feel about that 😂😂

bestie you are so right omg. i didn’t even think to look at their charts (bc i am unfortunately not as into astrology as i used to be :( sadness) BUT this is spot on. felix wanting the best of both worlds, jeongin and hyunjin entertaining the selfish streak inside them that just wants to use you for their own pleasure, and chan just wanting know that you’re His i……i don’t even have a spit kink (maybe…..anything is possible lmao) but i am Feeling some type of way rn and uhhhhh yeah i have nothing else to add you are so right and ty for this mwah <33

hard hours are open!

[parkitaco]

"The couch is Yellow"

why would you do that to me. Like. Why? Do you want me to break down crying in my living room in front of my parents? Do you want me to go absolutely feral and bash my head into the wall? Do you? What did I ever do to you? 😭💔

I'm one second away from doing the above mentioned things. And it's all your fault i hate you ( I LOVE YOU OMG GIRL WHAT WAS THAT FIC YOU ARE ICONIC)

hello anon ty for reading my silly little fic teehee <33 yes i do want u to cry and go feral etc i'm so glad u asked MWAH

[aisclosed]

wdym its almost 8am and you haven’t slept?? 😭😭 i am lowkey worried pls get enough rest </3 but im so glad your finals went well :-))) it’s always so stressful for me

+ you have to be joking bc i am actually hoonwon biased, why are u my twin‼️🤭 tbvh it might take me awhile before i actually read the finale because i dont want it to end too (im here to admit match found has been my favourite jungwon smau thus far)

OK last one bc im also rambling now lol but i didnt think you were rambling!! thank you for sharing and entertaining my asks (im actl going to bed now so goodnight!!) you have a good day ahead <333 kis

-🧸

hehe dw I sleep plenty, i just have a very shit sleeping schedule. alot of my friends and my bf are in diff time zones so it ends up working out, I usually only gts after jungwon posts smth on weverse lmfoaoa

and omg we need to do a study on why so many jungwon biases also are sunghoon biased,,, there's a chokehold on us i stg. and naur!! u have to read the finale bc ill have bonus posts after so its the finale but not the final ygm!! <3

and no tY for ur asks omg hope ur snoozing well teddy anon,, but ur prob up now,,, have a good day ? idk lol <33 mwah

[saetoru]

Ok lemme just say this one more time w/o anon

Eham

Ur gorgeous and your writing is just *chef's kiss*

so fucking inspiring bro like you're why I write <33 (Extra emphasis on the hearts)

OMGGG THAT WAS YOU <33

that ask made me sososo happy so ty for sending that !! IM SO HAPPY U WRITE I HOPE U KEEP WRITING !! <33 mwah 💋

[astrxealis]

i hesitated a bunch before sending this but >.< 🍓

also HI APOLLO HOW HAVE U BEEN, I HOPE U ENJOYED THE CON U WENT TO <33 TAKE CARE MWAH ILU

HEHEHE KARMA HI !! i've been well, great even (─‿‿─) <3 I DID LOTS !! TY TY MWAH ILYT TAKE CARE AS WELL OKAY T^T <333

okok first even if it's not vv often, talking w u is always enjoyable ?? even back when i was stellula anon, it was super fun sending asks to you <3 your vibes r amazing, love em HEHE (´ ∀ ` *)

( @mutuals send me a 🍓 and ill compliment u! )

[jungwookjins]

And now I'm curious - what made you passionate about molluscs?

i've always rly loved the ocean and marine life, and i find a lot of molluscs cute and underrated (both aquatic and land ones actually) <33 although i'll be honest, i didnt rly write the article completely of my own volition, it was for an assignment in a marine bio course i took in uni, but i did choose which organism to write it on, and i chose this guy in part bc i already like molluscs and in part bc its page had essentially nothing on it a;lskjdflks

[lotus-pear]

hi lotus someone reposted your barbie motorbike chuuya art on Pinterest.. ik you don't allow reposts should i tell them to take it down?

uh can you dm the link of the post? i have a pinterest acc so i'll just directly talk to them abt it

[luvhyun3]

hi hello!! i absolutely love your works hehe i remember reading the text fic with soob a while back and i loved it!! and i just read ur jw fic and i kid you not i was feeling butterflies 😭 so pretty <3 do you take anons? if so, could i be 🧸 anon? tysm, have a great rest of your day/night! <33

STOPPPPP OMG ANON :(( you’ve literally made my day w this ask 😭 ty for reading and loving my fics im so glad they were able to make u feel so nice !! <3 OFC OFC !!! i’ve actually been wanting an anon for ages so ty for being the first one 🤞 HAVE A GREAT DAY / NIGHT AS WELL ILY MWAH 🤧😘

[woundthatswallows]

10/10 Eat Them by Lady Pills

oh i'm so obsessed with that song it's one of my favorites, thank you this is such a compliment <33

[jtrbluv]

“F 2020!” - TXT

it’s 3:30am and i’m 2 lazy to make a header so here’s yoongi, i promise i have nicer handwriting

wow, i literally have no idea where to start. it’s almost my three year anniversary of being on this hellsite, but i think i can definitely say that 2020 has probably been one of my favorite years by far, and i am really grateful for it. i think 2020 was a year i was able to improve a lot in my writing despite not producing and releasing a lot of content. quarantine finally allowed me to actually sit down and focus on writing more than i ever have before, and shit, it felt good! it finally felt like i was able to write for myself and not just to please others, and it felt so rewarding rawr (•̀ᴗ•́)و

to all my followers, thank you all so so much. each and every single one of you are a huge reason as to why i’m still here and continue to write. all the likes, reblogs, comments, asks, and more mean the absolute world to me and other writers as well. i think as content creators we can all say that we all go back and scroll through all your messages. thank you for continuing to support me and hopefully i can manage to gift more fics to you this year! luv u all so much <33

to all my mutuals, whether we’ve talked once, twice, never, or a lot, thank you so much for letting me into your world! i really appreciate and luv each and every one of you and always enjoy seeing you all around my dash, we love 2 see it!! i wish you all the best and pls never hesitate to talk to me, i’ll always be here through but especially to support you and hype you all up!! >:) <33

i was going to tag people, but i don’t wanna risk missing anyone T-T. hopefully, you all know who you are :)) just know i luv u fr

lastly, here are some sappy ass luv letters to some of you in particular, sry in advance 🥶🥶

@koushiningg - yeah, of course your ass is going first. hey jae bae, bestie 4L, partner-in-crime, the one person who’s read every, and i mean EVERY single one of my fics. it irks me how much you’re always able to write out your feelings towards the people you care about, bc i SUCK at it! so yes, thank you so much for just being you, i’ll write u a sappy long letter for ur grad email but for now, thank u so much for putting up with my dumbass, listening to me ramble abt the ideas i get at the asscrack of dawn, reading my fics, supporting me in everything that i do. i love u sm fr. here is to the year that we’ve been waiting for, 2021. let’s make it our year.

@taehyungieskith - mika bae........ to think that you were still a local this year is so silly to think abt, i still remember us in the 400s and me giving u song recs in the band room GAHAHDHAJ. i love the little book club type shit we be doing, i always love ur recs duh wtf. thank u twin for always hyping up my stuff and thank god u arent on wattpad anymore mhm love u twin jumi #2 fr

@viopera - VIO!!! we’ve met recently but it feels like i’ve known u for awhile now. literally i’m so happy cuz i remember telling u to write fics and u were straight up like “no.” and now here we are RAWR! u should know this by now and u probably do but i will always be ur #1 supporter and eternal beta-reader. i hope you’re feeling better and ily my fav corpse stan and bad bitch!!!!

@bangtans-peaceful-piegon - AHH PIDGE!!! if i can remember correctly, you were one of the first people i actually talked to on the fic hub server and wow you are just the cutest and literal sweetest thing. we clicked so easily and the vibes u give off are just absolutely impeccable. i love u and i’m always here for u !!! <33

@sugacouture - AYO MEI!!! istg we literally just started talking frfr like a couple days ago but it’s like i’ve known u for years, like wtf. we literally have the same humor and vibes and it’s been rly swag talking to u. i am also more than happy to be ur eternal beta-reader and header helper if that wasn’t already clear duh <3 yeah you are so cute and you write so well that it’s unfair. mhm. unfair. *inserts that one taekook photo* love u, i’ll kidnap u and we’ll get boba and pho <3

@dreamystuffers - RACH!!!!!! rach you truly mesmerize me bc you are so freaking multi-talented, it leaves me in awe. i’m so happy you’ve continued to do what you do luv!! i will always be here and supporting u thru whatever u do!!! luv u sm!! <33

@tatastaetae - marria bby! hi!! ik we don’t talk that much but when we do you’re always such a joy to talk to! the range in ur fics is insane and i always love 2 see it! love u sm and i’m always here for u luv (i swear i’ll be more active on servers wjdjsjjds)

@pjmsdior - bella!!! we haven’t talked for that long either but i always love meeting fil moots!!! you are the sweetest thing and just know that i’ll always be here for u if u need anyone to talk to!!! if i was rich, i’d buy us both new phones in a heartbeat bc our phone literally hate us and for WHAT. kk luv u bella mwah <3

@suhdays - MO! oh my i rly do mean it when i say that u have got to be one of the sweetest and most genuine ppl i’ve met so far this year on this hellsite. ty for making me feel so welcome on the discord servers and networks despite me not being super active on there. when i do get money, i do wish to buy from your etsy shop T-T ,, you are literally the best and deserve the world mo, love u !

@jinpanman - mai! hiii!!! i know we don’t talk much but i’d just like to thank u for the sheer kindness and sweetness you’ve always treated me with! on the occasions that we do talk, you are such a sweetheart omg. ur fics are absolutely to die for and ilysm bby <3

@softguks - AHHDHJE LAUR! when i save u best 4 last <3. we’ve honestly barely interacted at all but you are the most sweetest thing ever, you make my heart full!!! i hope we’re able to interact more in the future and that u come back soon!

- ur local laur luvbot

my secret admirer, hi! i’m not sure if you’ll see this or not since i obviously can’t tag u, but i rly do appreciate u and all the messages u send 🥺🥺 sometimes i go back to them and read them over bc they’re actually so sweet and this is my first actual anon interaction rawr ;w; like always, i wish u nothing but the best and pls take care ☀️ anon!!! <3

sending luv and good vibes to all of u for the new year, always <3

— love, jumi (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃

[ediths]

hiiii i was tagged by lolli <3 @sunspower to do this <33 ty love mwah!!

1.) Why did you choose your url?

taylor swift my beloved <3 also i had different ones but ! someone chose this one 4 me <3

2.) Any side blogs?

yeahhhh i have @abramsgracies (music) @miimeomia (lit/words - might be changing the url soon idk i’m bad at making decisions) and @msource (resources)!! i’m also part of tsnation, musicsourcedaily, arinetwork, stylesnet, creatornet, n dailyhpgifs <3 (which aren’t sideblogs but rlly who cares come join us <3 there are servers 4 all of them)

3.) How long have you been on tumblr?

uh like? a year and a half? maybe?

4.) Do you have a queue tag?

i did but i hated it so now i just queue everything and let people guess if i’m really online or not!!

5.) Why did you start your blog in the first place?

i don’t remember tbh i made this account at like 3 am one night </3

6). Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

it’s pretty <3

7.) Why did you choose your header?

moon <3 i’m ab to change it to stars though so <3 stars <3

8.) What’s your post with the most notes?

uhhhhh i’m not completely sure </3

9.) How many mutuals do you have?

194 <3 i interact regularly with *maybe* twenty of them though </3

10.) How many followers do you have?

somewhere between five hundred and five thousand <3 take ur guess <3

11.) How many people do you follow?

411 <3

12.) Have you ever made a shit post?

yes they’re so fun i like just stringing silly little words together <3

13.) How often do you use tumblr a day?

maybe twice? a day

14.) Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?

yeah </3

15.) How do you feel about the ‘you need to reblog’ posts?

i agree wholeheartedly <3 if u like content then reblog it ! simple as that !

16.) Do you like tag games?

yeahhhhh literally tag me in any tag game ever please thank u !

17.) Do you like ask games?

yes <3 until an anon or rae asks me to do the entire list ! but still that’s kinda fun in and of itself

18.) Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

andrea <3 (@/adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy) also simone (@/arithmancy) and door (@/siirius) simply because vibes

19.) Do you have a (platonic) crush on a mutual?

yes <3 yes i added platonic leave me alone

20.) Tags!

basically i hate tagging people so i’m going to tag like three people and call it a night! @strawberryystyles, @dmonchld, @lokiscu