#my boy is so excited )ouo(

[abject-carillon]

#ow #ot are lap#usks supposed to run? asking for a friend

how hot are laphusks supposed to run? asking for a friend

[solivcgant]

softly sets url here and a puppy

SEND A URL AND I WILL ANSWER THE FOLLOWING;

Do I Follow Them?: yes

Why Did I Follow Them?: bc you cannot separate eiji and yuuna/yuna again (ಡ‸ಡ)

Do We Role Play?: yes, but we can always rp more heh

Do I Want To Role Play With Them: yes, we have so much to explore for your yuuna/yuna cries. i am just.. slow and hoard everything in my drafts. but soon!

An AU Idea For Our Muses: cries. i'm stealing i/doly pride plot. but eiji being able to see yuunas ghost ouo i think it would be angst filled of course. bc eiji finally is ready to go on a revenge quest. and then ghost yuuna is out here like 'no'.

A Song For Our Muses: old with you grentperez bc apparently my playlist said i like PAIN and this lyric makes eiji very sad boi™ bc.. it can't happen cries. so if we ever grow old, i wanna grow with you

Do I Ship Our Muses?: i mean.. it would. be nice.. to give them a happier ending.

What I Think About The Mun: i have been SLACKING on chatting with you ooc. but i blame.. me not wanting to be on discord but also.. still being on discord. cries. but from our old chats and plots, you haven't changed much and you're still very lovely and caring. your excitement for yuuna/yuna and your other muses is very fun to see and i hope you'll be able to write them out more

Overall Opinion: for a character who had maybe eight minutes of screen time, i think you do a great job bringing her to life. rip to us for lack of sources to use for iconing though cries. but its clear that your love for yuuna/yuna is very strong and you just want to make sure she finds some happiness after that INJUSTICE.

Blog Rate: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1∞

[katoninefandoms]

for the fandom end of year asks!

2. favourite fic of the year

11. favourite OC you met this year

25. best movie you watched this year

29. fandom “first” you accomplished this year

\'7'/ happy new year!!

ooh! so many!!

2. favourite fic of the year. To have written, I wrote a fic that was a romance, but an exploration of gender, and it was really cathartic to write. To have read, there was a Hobbit fanfic just recently that was a redraw/rewrite of The Grinch with Thranduil as the Grinch, stealing the holiday from the Dwarves in the Lonely Mountain. It was so good. The illustrations were amazing.

11. favourite OC you met this year. Do DnD characters count as OCs? I say they do. Magnus Burnsides as played by Travis McElroy is my favoritest boy from the middlest brother. Although, I did make my own Dwarven character than I adore and I'm excited to eventually play.

25. best movie you watched this year. I can't remember the whole year, lemme check what came out this year.... NIMONA. Omg, I saw Nimona when my sibling had Netflix for a while. I followed ND for a while on here, and though I was never able to read the graphic novel, I did see their drawings and posts. I got into them when I saw their LotR fanart, when I was a fandom baby. And I was so excited for them to have this movie adaption, and to hear Eugene Lee Yang in it. Also as a queer person, it was affirming and fun.

29. fandom "first" you accomplished this year. I joined my first podcast fandoms! I struggled hard to listen to podcasts while I was in school because it just wasn't conducive listening for study and reading. But now I have a job where I can listen and work really easily, so I'm jumping into the McElroy family of podcasts, and the Keys to the Kingdom podcast that my lovely cousins do with their friends.

Happy New Year!!! Thank you for the ask OuO <3

[thenanbakacorner]

Your latest pregnancy's stuff was adorable me and my friends could not stop squealing in delight. However what would happen if their S/O gave birth to twins or triplets? How would the boys react, you don't have to write this if you don't want to. Just curious.

Y E S. I like the way you think, Anon OuO Gotta love some family and pregnancy fluff! The more the merrier!! And I’m so glad you and your friends loved it!!

* * *

🔓 Jyugo 🔓

Is a tiny bit anxious but otherwise pretty chill and looking forwars to when you are getting the first ultrasound

He thinks you’re just having one and is only nervous cause he wants to be sure everything is looking good so far

But then when the doctor points out the news?

The jaw drops.

If its twins, he is speechless. Absolutely shook. He did not see that coming, but he’s still.. kind of calm about it all. He still expresses his surprise with quiet rambles to himself of how he didn’t see it coming and how you’re having twins.

But if theres triplets?

He faints.

Boy is not ready for more than one kid and it shows—

But either way, he cant fault it. He’s still happy, even with this unexpected turn.

As you get further along, he can’t help but worry more and more. Especially when you’re close to the due date.

“You're getting so big.. you sure you ain’t gonna burst or something??”

Then comes the day of the birth. You thought he’d be nervous with just one baby? God, its even worse with twins or triplets.

Panic, panic all around

But after its over and he’s holding one or two of the babies, his heart’s melted and he’s forgotten all about the stress and worry of having more than one kid to take care of.

They’re so cute and they’re his. How can be be stressed out with such a thing in this current moment?

After all, he has you, too. The two of you were sure to be great parents, even if its tough having more than one baby.

🎲 Uno 🎲

Absolutely hyped for the ultrasound and won’t shut up about it

He can’t wait to see the first glimpse of your baby!

Or.. babies, in this case. His eyes go wide as saucers when he realizes this and jumps out of his chair

”WAIT, WE’RE HAVING MORE THAN ONE?!”

Has the biggest smile on his face once the initial shock wears off and he enthusiastically shakes your shoulder

”Did you hear that, babe?! We’re having two/three!!”

Happy dad is happy, absolutely no problem with having more than one baby

He does worry a bit more than he would have with one baby, though

After all, your baby bump gets way bigger than he thought it would, and a pregnancy with more than one baby can be riskier!

Although he can’t help but obsess over your adorably big baby bump, giving it all the rubs and nuzzles!

Makes sure you’re as comfortable as possible and takes especially good care of you as you get closer to the due date

When its finally time, he watches you like a hawk, makes sure nothing’s going wrong and that you’re okay

Definitely starts crying when he gets to hold the babies at last, and he loves both/all three of them so very much

If you have triplets, he’ll try to hold all three at once once they’re all born

Probably brags about the fact that he was lucky enough to be blessed with such a big, beautiful family to his friends and acquaintances

🍩 Rock 🍩

Is the calmest out of the boys when it comes to the first ultrasound, but equally happy about it

Holds your hand as you exchange light conversations, content and excited

But then Rock sees that you're having twins or triplets

"... What?"

Doesn't fully process what he just heard at first, he's so taken aback by the news that he needs a minute

When he finally comes to he puts a hand to his head and just.. stares at nothing in shock

After a bit he finally smiles and chuckles softly, continuing to murmur to himself

"Oh. My god. We're having.. oh my god."

He's unsure about having more than one, he never expected this to happen. But, he's happy either way, and is reasurred that everything will be okay if you work together.

Is exceedingly careful with you the closer you get to your due date

Considering how big your bump gets, he doesn't want you to overwork yourself and takes up all of the more physical housework

"Babe, sit down. I'll do it. You're gonna be having the babies soon, we don't need you to push yourself into early labor!"

No, he insists on taking up all that work.

When the time comes, he's internally panicking the whole time you're pushsing, sweating bullets and trying to keep it together

He's so nervous, but can you blame him?

Once the babies are born, he'll only hold one at a time, but his heart is so full with the fact that he has two/three little angels to love now, and of course you to top it off.

💊 Nico 💊

Super excited for the ultrasound, and can't wait to see the baby for the first time!

Won't. Stop. Talking about it as you wait

Makes the biggest gasp when he finds out how many you're having, wide eyed and all

"OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY G-"

Jumps around the room like a child on Christmas morning, he is just so dang happy

What can he say? He loves kids, and finding out you're having multiple of them is such a blessing!!

Absolutely drowns you in affection when he finally chills out from his adorably hyper, excited antics

So many kisses and happy sobs as he hugs you tight

"We're having twins/triplets..! We're having two/three!!"

Gets so attached to your baby bump and finds it so weird yet amazing how big it can get to hold both/all three of the babies

Totally uses your bump as a pillow on several occasions

What, it's not his fault that your bump is so adorable, or so comfy! Plus, he loves feeling them kick!!

Absolute panic when the babies are finally coming, though. Much worse than he would have with just one

Seeing you in pain hurts him in turn, and having to push out two/three babies is much more difficult than one!

But it's all worth it in the end, and he's sobbing with pride over the cute little miracles you've had together

Can hold two at a time but if he tries to hold three at once he struggles, so you’d have to hold one for him for now

Huddles close to you as you hold your babies and just stares down at them in admiration, murmuring how cute they are and how much he adores them as he boops and cuddles them

[caffeineaddicted-noonie]

hello! could i have a mha/creepypasta matchup?(any gender) my name is zeta, i use she/her and im an entp+ aries. people describe my personality as: loyal, creative, stuborn, lazy. likes: the color black, cats, food, anime, candy, true crime documentaries. dislikes: bullies, liars, hypocrites, vegetables, rainy days. i have a strong sense of justice and one of my highest kins is hyun from sweet home

Ola! At the moment, I'm not writing for MHA. I think you got that mixed up with the roleplay section ^^" However, thank you for sending in and waiting patiently! As asked, here is your creepypasta matchup!

🌘🖤beautiful feelings~🖤🌒

I MATCH YOU UP WITH

TICCI TOBY 🪓

let’s see and find out… log 1 - friends 🌹

+ Ok, Toby. Toby is the type of guy that has high energy. What I mean is energetic. + So you two being friends is like ”The energetic bean and the lical couch potato” + ”H-hey! Wanna h-hangout with?” ”Hmmm, what are we doing?” ”W-well, i don’t k-know! You’ll h-h-have to come to find out!” ”Ehhhh-“ ”We’ll s-stop by the store~” + Yup, I picture yall coming back with a lot of candy. + The activities you guys would do usually depends on your energy. + Sometimes you two would play board games, talk about stuff, play truth ir dare and other fun stuff. + But! when you are in the right mood to hangout, you guys get creative with your activities. Either causing mayhem and chaos or just casual friend activities. + He’s a cat person! You two have that thing incommon. He names a lit of stray cats soooo + He rarely cooks, but he knows a lot of great places to eat! Like a lot! From taco stands to a famous Japanese cuisine restaurant. He knows. + How? He goes out a lot, usually for missions, so the knowledge of knowing a lot of places to eat come from there. + He can definetely relate to your dislikes, except for : Rain and Vegetables. + This boy loves rain. Sometimes he would ’try’ to show you that it’s fun, ”H-hey!!! Wanna j-join me!?!” ”😑noo..” ”Awhh, b-but-“ ”Toby!! Get inside!! He didn’t even care that it was heavy rainnnn + Bullies? Hypocrites? Liars? If either of you happen to know some people who are categorised as the said 3, you would do sonething about it, am I right? Either together or alone. + But when wanting to do it together, you do it very differently. Ever heard of ’Hide and Seek’ ? Of course you have. But in this one, by the rules, if Toby or you is the seeker, you get to kill the person you find (except for Toby/you ofc) + Your sense of justice might be satisfied with that type of Hide and Seek ;>

the excitement log 2 - lovelies ❤️

+ On a misssion, that you completed successfully, he got hungry :D + As I mentioned before, he knows a lot of gooooodd places to eat! So he went to one of his favourite places in the area. + ”I-it has a d-discount! L-look” ”Hmmm, it’s a special couple discount, Toby…” ”O-oh- We c-could claim to be o-one! C’mon!,” + Yeah, and you did! They bought it ahah. During that uh ’date’ you guys had, Toby thought of a sentence. *we k-kinda look cute as a c-couple-* + The ‘couple’thoughts didn’t stop there. He had so much fun going on that said ’date’ that night. So he asked, ”W-wanna consider actually b-being my uh date?” ”……O>O?” ”I-i am asking o-on a date…” ”I know,” ”OuO and?” ”I would love to,” + YEAS + Ah, new love + Ok about Hyun, first explain the plot of the story and then the character. He doesn’t mind you kin-ing Hyun! Like, at all! + But, he’s just curious to why. + Toby is a curious adventurious hyperactive boy. + AND, when he’s curious, he sees his curiousity as a puzzle. You were one of the puzzles. He was really curious about you! + So, his interest in you grew and grew. this boy really wanted to know about you more ngl + when you two watch crime documentaries together, he would ’try’ to solve it before the show does (ahahah) + Anime? he’s not a full weeb. But, he likes to watch it with you! + Quality time is his love language. (one of it eheh) + Cuddles! he loves those! He would cuddle you at anytime (if you want to ofc) + Couple dynamic? Well, in my conclusion, you two are the type of couple to solve or do things together. If one of you has a problem, the other would help. + A very good relationship >u< + The picture below is how I see you two in a relationship <3 (ps: he’s the brown kitty and you’re the white kitty)

Hey! im sorry this took longg. I hope you like this! Have a nice day and take care!! <3

[bastard-basket]

02 for Tux? ouo

| Help me develop my characters! |

- A memory from your character’s teenage years

     He squinted hard at the stream, his pink nose mere inches from the surface of the water as he stalked the shimmering streaks of fish that swam mindlessly beneath. This would be his eleventh attempt at snagging one, and a quick glance at the still empty fish basket didn’t do much to help his confidence. He was under a bit of pressure and a time crunch, hoping to have at least caught one before his father returned… No such luck.

     A stream of scales slowly swishing into range caught his attention, and he hyperfixated on it with one hand slowly moving forward, ready to strike as soon as the opportunity was prime. A few more moments of waiting then suddenly he jet forward and splashed his hand down onto the creature, excitement accelerating his heartbeat as he realized that the fish was, indeed, wriggling in vain against his talons. Ecstatic to have finally, finally caught a fish after being there for what felt like hours, he pulled his prize out of the water to find…

     …That it had to be the smallest fish he’s ever seen.

     Just as the disappointment was settling in it was quickly replaced by a jolt of anxiety as the thundering of his father’s footsteps drew near. The young Brute back up away from the water’s edge a bit and peered down at his paws, pathetic fish still clutched in his hand.

     “What is this?” The behemoth rumbled, setting down his own (much fuller) basket so that he could have a look at the progress, or rather lack thereof, that his son has made. He reached forward and plucked the tiny thing out of the boy’s hands, observed it for a minute, then glanced back at him with furrowed brows. A small stream of tears had begun rolling down the cub’s cheeks, and he still refused to look at his father.

     “Tyiel, look at me, son.” Using his unoccupied hand, he reached out to gently lift Tyiel’s chin with his massive index finger. His bushy mustache arched upwards as a little smile dressed his lips.

     “Your first fish is small, but food is food. Mama will be so proud of you… Let us take it to her so she can cook it up for you, yes?”

     Tyiel, incredibly relieved, began to wipe away his tears and nodded, also adorning a smile now. “Yes, Papa. Thank you…”

[marvus-xoloto]

Actually, because these are clever prompts, Gift, Homebody, Jabber and Zeitgeist for Skylla please? ❤ ouo

hehehe thanks again!! much as i love my boys, i’m excited to write for skylla <3

Gifts: How do they feel about gifts? What is their favorite gift they’ve ever received? What kind of gifts do they get for their friends and loved ones?

She really likes handmade, personal gifts, but she doesn’t really appreciate store bought gifts. Something about the latter feels patronizing and insincere to her; give her something that will always remind her of you, however, and she’s warm all over. She’s the same way with giving gifts; as a bronze blood, her budget doesn’t allow for fancy gifts, but the girl can make anything it’s possible to make with two hands and heaps of willpower.

Her favorite gift she’s ever received.... okay we are approaching deep headcanon territory lol. So I headcanon that MSPAR, after meeting and befriending all the FS trolls, was pretty sought out by Karako and Wanshi for the stories of their adventure. This turned into Karako teaching them both how to make friendship bracelets (clowns like jewelry and they like bright colors; this is a common distraction for children at church in order to get them to stop being rambunctious during sermons), and as MSPAR told them about their adventures in friendships, they each made little friendship bracelets related to the troll in question. Skylla has never taken hers off; it’s brown, light blue, white, orange, and pink.

Homebody: What feels like home for them? Does their atmosphere change their mood? What little touches of their home do they include that indicates pieces of their personality?

Her ranch feels like home to her to a T. She likes little touches of her own self (the handmade furniture; the western style, slightly scratchy blankets; hell, even the lusus hair has it’s charm), little touches of her friends (where MSPAR spilled a little coffee on her couch and left that stain that kind of looks like a bulge; a signed mixtape from Chixie; a pressed flower from Fozzer), and just where she can be herself.

She tends to prefer things to be pretty orderly, but she can handle a bit of clutter. She finds minimalist spaces kind of stressful and irritating both; how rich must you be that opulence comes from how little you need to have at hand?

Jabber: What are they enthusiastic about? What can they talk about for hours on end?

She actually loooves music. She has a huge flush crush on troll Dolly Parton and she can recite her discography backwards and forwards.

She’s fond of animals and has lots of random trivia relating to almost any flora or fauna (within reason) you might meet. She and Joey would get along just fine, I’d say.

Skylla also is quite fond of like, tricks if that makes sense? She’s crazy good with a lasso, her horses know all sorts of tricks, she’s got a pretty good sleight of hand (I mean, she’s no clown, but she gets by).

Zeitgeist: What kind of “spirit” do they give off? Do they prefer to focus on the past, present, or future?

She’s very much both an old soul and a present soul; she carries a lot of weight with her (the weight of her caste, the weight of loss), but she lives very much in the present and she’s good at getting things done.

She’s a little anxious yet resigned about the future, so she tries not to spend too much time thinking about it. As for the past, well, there’s no use in dwelling on it. Can’t change what’s already happened.

Ask game found here!

[chocochar]

ᴍɪꜱꜱᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ? | ᴅᴀʙɪ/ᴛᴏᴜʏᴀ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ | ᴘᴀʀᴛ 5: ᴛʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ᴅᴀʏ 1

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Valentine’s Special | Part 6: TBA

(AN: Sorry this took a few days, life kicked me in the backside but hey new part!

Part 6 may come by tomorrow or Sunday, depends, but as I've (I think??) mentioned before I have this fairly planned out already so updates I'm going to try to stay up on! ouo 

A warning, I've said before too that this doesn't fully follow canon, like... Very much at all. XD So I'm sorry if things are different from anything canon, it's going to start deriving from canon in a few parts from now so this a quick warning about that. But this fic has a happy end, I've already planned out! 

Anyways, enough of my rambling, let's hop in yeah?)

[(F/n)'s POV]

        I have so many thoughts running through my mind about all of this. Already my brain was wrapped about Touya turning up and finding out who he became, but now thinking about him helping Kaoru train with me supervising... I don't know why my head won't stop running in circles around these thoughts.

        Driving to the training area I park, getting out with Kaoru whose arms hold a back pack, and I smile at my friend and work colleague, Ira-san whose hand I shake as I say,"Hey, thank you so much for this, Ira-san, it really means a lot."

        "No problem, no problem, y'know I'm always here to help you and this little guy," the older woman grins, ruffling Kaoru's crimson locks. He blushes in embarrassment but doesn't stop her, scratching his cheek. "Just head on in, I'm gonna head out since I have some cases to go over, so here." She hands me the keys, adding,"Please lock up when you leave. Oh, you mentioned that Todoroki kid was coming right?"

        "Not anymore, he, uh, got busy, so it'll just be me and Kaoru unless he shows up," I lie, my son glancing at me but not saying anything since he seems to understand why. Ira-san shrugs and holds up a thumbs up, giving Kaoru a tight hug before waving as she leaves. I wait for her car to drive off before turning to look at the training area. It isn't glamorous like some UA would have but I've seen inside, it works just as well. It's a large building, windows making up the roof although they're nearly impossible to see through, and the walls made up of metal plating. The area around the property is quite nice, and walking up to the door I hold it open for Kaoru before walking inside after him. The inside you walk right into the training area, which looks bigger inside than out; the floors and walls are matted, there are a few doors that hold an array of equipment to the left while to the right one door that takes you too a break room and a locker area. Next to the right door are buttons, most likely that bring out dummies, or possibly switch things in the room around.

        Telling Kaoru to go change into the training clothes he brought I head off to the back of the training room where another door is that leads to the back of the propety, where more training grounds are set up. I knock 3 times and wait, and when I hear 3 back I unlock and open the door, stepping back as Dabi steps in, dressed in a hoodie, instead of his coat along with a mask and sunglasses to hide his face. He lowers the mask and takes off the glasses to look at me.

        "I'm guessing your disguise worked?" I ask, shutting the door as he starts to take hoodie off too. I look away when his shirt raises as he does this, scratching my hot cheek and trying to pretend I didn't see his rather lean, scarred up torso.

        "A few people looked but I'm here, aren't I?" he replies, starting to walk over to the front of the area, his cerulean orbs taking everything in. 

        "True, Kaoru will be happy to see you," I say, walking beside him.

        "What about you?"

        "Huh?" I cock a brow, looking up at him puzzled and stopping when he does. He tilts his head slightly, his aloof expression never changing, as he asks,"Are you happy to see me?" I'm a bit taken back by this and my cheeks start to turn more red, coughing and averting my eyes while scratching the back of my head.

        "Of course, why wouldn't I be?" I say, before shaking my head and looking at him again, trying to hide the fact he flustered me a little there. "B-But only because of Kaoru getting help!" Judging by the twitch of the corners of his mouth I don't think he bought it completely, even if that is at least half the reason I'm glad he made it. He won't stop staring at me and I turn away, gesturing him to follow me as I say,"Anyways, I'll show you where everything is."

        My stupid heart won't shut up, which doesn't make any of this any better. While my brain keeps screaming at me reminding me he's a villain, a big time one, my heart seems to not care much about that; I... I can't still love him now, right? 10 years is a long time, but apparently not long enough to forget about the feelings you shared for someone, especially with all the other factors staring at you in the face.

        I gasp as I trip over a mat with the corner sticking out while so lost in my thoughts, and as I go to fall forward I feel an arm quickly wrap around my waist and I'm pulled back; my back presses against a bigger body, my eyes peering down noting the scarred up, stapled arm and hand looped around me, and I can feel the light air of his breath brushing my hair and ear. His grip doesn't loosen, and I can feel his intense gaze boring into me, and cautiously I bring my hands down to lightly touch his arm to finally feel the scars. It's definitely a strange sensation, the dry, cracked feeling of his incredibly sensitive skin, but I freeze realizing what I'm doing. Realizing the situation we're in. And my (eye color) eyes lift as I raise my head to find his face is close to mine and my heart starts thundering in my ears as for a split second... the scars disappear and his hair is red again and he looks just like Touya again from my memory. I have an idea flash through my mind, the urge to touch his face and even brush my lips on his, but it's gone as soon as it comes.

        His eyes leave mine to look up as the door leading to the break room and lockers opens and he lets me go, saying,"Be more careful." He starts walking over to Kaoru, whose eyes light up and he runs over excitedly to Dabi, while I stand there frozen in place. I bring my hand to my chest, my heart won't stop pounding and I take a deep breath in hopes of calming myself.

        I can't seem to wrap my head around what happened, or why he almost looked like he held... regret in his eyes.

[X][X][X]

        I watch the boys begin their training from my seat on a bench by the front doors, and it starts with Dabi saying,"Okay, show me what you can do right now."

        Kaoru swallows and turns away, taking a deep breath and lifting his hands. Immediately a force field starts growing directly in front of him; what stands out from my own are the obvious blue flames licking over the outside of it, and as he focuses on it it suddenly grows and he gasps, his hands now pressed against the outside. And he whimpers as his hands start getting burned, but he can't seem to stop it, like his mind has gone blank with him both trying to control it and endure the pain. I don't even have the chance to tell him to calm down as Dabi beats me to it, saying,"Kaoru, look at me."

        The moment he does Kaoru jolts and turns his head to meet his dad's eyes, clearly scared, but the force field immediately disappears. He looks surprised, although his hands hold burns already, but Dabi walks over to him and kneels, asking,"You looked kind of dazed there, was it hard finding the control over it?" Kaoru stares at his hands, nodding, meeting his dad's matching eyes.

        "Yeah, I get nervous whenever I get ready to use it so I think I panic when it starts to get bigger," my boy admits, scratching behind his head. Dabi doesn't say anything right away, looking around the room before his cerulean gaze returns to his 'mini me'.

        "Can you only do them close to you or can you make them further away?"

        "I-I don't think I've ever tried making any that were far away from me, maybe once but that's it," Kaoru admits, Dabi standing and his eyes trailing around the room again before he points to the right at a mat a few feet away from the two.

        "Focus your attention on that spot and try making one there," Dabi tells him, Kaoru looking confused.

        "Bu-But what if I can't?"

        "I'm guessing part of your ability to make them deals with concentrating on them, right? When you focus on a spot or someone you can probably make one where they're at, so just stare at that spot, forget that your mom and I are here, and make one even if it's small."

        Kaoru looks very wary about this, we tried once to train him a little to do that, but things didn't go well and Kaoru I think remembers this. Turning his attention to the mat Dabi was telling him to focus on he takes a deep breath again and stares at it. I stay as quiet as possible, same with Dabi, and slowly Kaoru raises one hand with the palm up; the force field he makes isn't huge, or even remotely big, but it does grow on the spot and I'm surprised at how much control he's in. 

        Dabi nods and taps his arm, Kaoru blinking out of it and lowering his hand, his eyes widening and the child looking shocked. Once he processes what just happened he grins wide and first looks at Dabi, exclaiming,"I, I did it!! I did it, a-and I wasn't even scared!!" before turning to me and asking,"Did you see, mom?"

        I smile and nod, excited for him as I say,"I did, dad's a good teacher, huh?"

        Kaoru nods before turning back to Dabi. The man still has his aloof expression but from where I'm sitting I see his eyes soften. I'm pretty sure by now I'm not just seeing things, right? 

        "Good job, 'mini me', now, let's go for something bigger," he tells Kaoru, who seems to not look bothered by the nickname and agrees, already in position to go again.

        An hour passes and the two have kept at it, Dabi showing example with his own fire how to stay in control and telling Kaoru where to make force fields as well as to imagine the size in his head (which works, Kaoru seems to have started figuring out how to make them bigger right off the bat without first going from small and growing it). Right now he can only do one, which is totally fine, as long as he can control just the one, and after another hour or two passes the two decide to call it a day since Kaoru is looking tired. Standing I make my way over to Dabi while our son goes to change, although I hesitate after what happened earlier. I tell my heart to cut it out in my head while my voice says,"That went fantastic, you're a pretty good teacher, you know that?"

        He cocks a brow and shrugs, running his fingers through his raven locks, responding,"I had my fair share of 'training', remember?"

        "True, but you were actually calm and even pretty patient with him," I counter, crossing my arms looking up at him. I smile, adding,"He learned quite a bit though with this alone, thank you, Tou-" I abruptly stop, clearing my throat.

        "... It's fine," he responds as I go to fix my slip.

        "What is?" I ask him, puzzled.

        "Calling me Touya, I guess if it's you... It's fine," he tells me, and my face slightly heats up. I nod, meeting his eyes and continuing,"Then thank you, Touya." It's weird, the feeling of that name slipping off my lips. It's been a long time since I've said it without feeling empty or sad. Instead I'm smiling warmly, and Dabi averts his gaze, turning his head away and rubbing his neck. If I didn't know him any better I'd say I caught pink dusting his cheeks, and when I try to look he keeps turning away.

        "Do you not like me saying your name, Touya?" I ask in a false innocent way, teasing him.

        "No, it's fine, so shut up and go get Kaoru," He snaps, a snicker I couldn't hold back escaping at how snippy he got all of a sudden.

        "Okay, Touya." I turn and go to Kaoru who walks out, who proceeds to ask,"Why is dad looking at you like that?"

        "He's just a grump," I answer, able to feel the glare digging holes into my back. "Anyways, you look pretty tired, you ready to go home?" He nods without hesitating, yawning and looking ready to lay down right there and sleep. Dabi comes over, already dressed in the hoodie, sunglasses, and mask, and kneeling he tells Kaoru,"Hop on my back."

        Kaoru, who doesn't look to think much about it, does as told and wrapping his arms around his dad's neck he hops onto the ravenette who wraps his arms under our son's legs and hoists him onto his back. He stands, ready to follow me out, but I quickly take a picture of the two together.

        "... What are you doing?"

        "Don't worry, you're disguised, it was too cute an opportunity to pass up," I grin, feeling his eyes narrow even if I can't see it, and turning I lead the way out. Making sure lock everything up I open the back car so Dabi can stick Kaoru in on the seat, the little red head having fallen asleep already. Shutting the door he faces me, and averting my gaze thinking about it I figure it won't hurt... For now, I'm still thinking things over. "Do you want to come back with us? I'm going to make lunch once Kaoru wakes back up since it's still early."

        He takes a minute to answer, I guess thinking about it, before saying,"I've got nothing else going on so I guess." 

        Getting in the car we start the drive back home.

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        The drive back is fine, and passing the market I go and park, telling Dabi,"I'll be back in 5 minutes, just want to grab a couple things for lunch alright?" He shrugs, and heading in I start my shopping.

        The last thing I expect is to run into Natsuo, who calls,"(FFFF/nnnn)!" I turn surprised to see the college student running up to me, my normal response being a big grin and hugging him, but with what's been going on for some reason I feel like a deer caught in the headlights. It's not like he's aware of who's out in my car, so why I froze up I don't know. Luckily he doesn't notice, a regular big smile planted on his face and a basket of groceries looped on his arm. "Funny seeing you here, I was wondering if you shopped here!"

        "Huh? Oh, yeah, it's really close to my apartment, remember? I'm just down the street," I tell him, pointing the direction where my street is located. "What are you doing here?"

                "Fuyumi beat me at a game of rock, paper, scissors so I was the one sent to get groceries for dinner tonight. He'll be gone tonight and she invited me and Shouto home again, with him out on hero work tonight I took the chance. She said the one by your place has the freshest stuff so I kind of picked this one by chance, guess it paid off," he chuckles, scratching the back of his head. 

        "Yeah, this place is definitely one of the best when it comes to fresh produce," I say, for some reason still feeling weird. I shouldn't, or maybe it's guilt? That I know something very important he doesn't? 

        The two of us decide to stick together shopping, and when done I go to part ways but he asks,"Is chibi with you?" I nearly lie, the risk of him finding out really big, but given Dabi is disguised I could play things off.

        "Yeah, he's in the car sleeping, we just did some training so he's tired," I explain, the two of us heading for my car; my stomach feels like it's in knots with every step. What if Natsuo finds out? He's not an idiot, what if he sees through the disguise and finds out there's a villain in my car? 'Just act natural, (F/n), stay calm.' I manage to keep myself in check as well as trying not to consider the worst case scenarios.

        "Oh, did Shouto help him? Fuyumi mentioned something like that," He asks, looking curious. 

        "N-No, a friend of mine did," I tell him. "He learned quite a lot, though, he's now able to control it better." When we reach the car I put the bags in the back with Kaoru before waking the boy up. "Kaoru, Natsu-oji wants to say hi."

        I blinks his eyes open before sitting up, yawning but perking at seeing his uncle, who looks just as excited, saying,"Hey chibi, you look beat! Your mom just told me you got some training, is that right?"

        The moment I get into the driver's seat I can see how tense Dabi is, even though his disguise hides his emotions; I mouth,'Sorry, I ran into him.' and glance back at the two as they chat, Kaoru telling him about the way he used his quirk. Before he can say anymore, just in case, I say,"Yeah, he did really well! My friend... Yu really helped him out." I think of a fake name for Dabi, and Natsuo glances in past me at the male sitting beside me.

        "Wow, really?" the snowy haired student asks, smiling. I hide how stiff I feel well, as does Dabi, but I freeze when I see Natsuo slightly narrow his eyes and the smile drop. I can't tell if it's because of the disguise and how sketchy it kind of looks, or the two more troubling options: He can tell it's the League of Villains' Dabi, or he's wondering if it's Touya. The latter is the least likely, but he seems to be studying the other man. 

        Thinking fast I say,"He, uh, he has incredibly sensitive skin, can't go in the sun without covering up, y'know?" I look at Dabi for some sort of response and he nods, lowering his head more to hide his face more so than before. 

        "Huh, really? Well that's not good," Natsuo replies, and while he seems to believe us I can't help thinking he's not fully bought over.

        "Yeah. Um, well we better get going, Natsuo, tell everyone I said 'hi' and we'll come visit soon," I say as I start up my car.

        "Bye, Natsu-oji! Don't forget about my manga you borrowed!" Kaoru says from the back, Natsuo grinning and replying,"I know, I know, I didn't forget don't worry! I'm only like halfway done though!" He turns back to me and 'Yu' and adds,"Have a good day, you two, I'll see you all later."

        I say goodbye with a smile while Dabi nods, giving a small wave as we start to leave. Pulling out of the parking lot and reaching a red light after some driving I glance at Dabi, and I can tell he's still stiff. It was probably one of the last things he wanted, getting nearly exposed to his brother, and we luckily dodged that bullet, but he still seems to not be paying much attention too lost in thought. I decide to do something to try to calm him down; moving my hand over I gently rest it on his bigger one and I give it a light squeeze. His hand jolts and he turns his head my way suddenly. 

        "I remembered doing this a lot back then, letting you hold my hand or hug me when something was bothering you, so after seeing Natsuo, if you need it you can hold my hand if it'll help you calm down," I explain, noting he was just sitting there, maybe trying to process it. Even before we got together, when we became really good friends I'd do this and hold him when he was stressed or just all in all having a bad time. But maybe now he may not be okay with that... I start to remove my hand, saying,"I-If you'd prefer not to then it's okay-" But I close my mouth when his hand suddenly latches onto mine and squeezes it, my eyes glancing at him surprised; the hold is strong and tight, it hurts a little but I don't try to stop it, instead continuing to drive and only pulling my hand away when needed.

(AN: I'm trying to slip in those Dabi x (F/n) moments subtly for now, they'll get more frequent as the fic goes on along with more father son bonding moments! ouo 

I hope you guys are enjoying this so far, part 6 should be up within a few days ( *’ω’* ) 

Let me know what you think? Thank you to everyone reading!)

[casualneonglitterpainterposts]

Let me start off by saying, I have finally finished the line arts/ inking for pages one and two of my comic idea.

 I’m so excited to see this idea of mine come to life and be able to share it with all of you ^^

So yeah, Here I introduce the villain / bad guy Mr. Haru Washi: A man of science with an IQ of 159, passionate about science, tech engineering, former lecturer at Metro city’s most prestigious university and partially Psychologically damaged/ Traumatised.

I will post a bit more about him soon, keep your eyes peeled out for that :)

But overall these line arts have exceeded my original thumb nail sketches and I just love how the comic’s coming along. I’m currently working on pages three and four and I might share them here too when they are done.

I actually did research before hand on some of the 2003 Astro Boy manga's and other comics to pick up some tips and tricks on how I can make my comic more appealing and eye catching to look at / read. Also getting some advice from my pal @zigsig2  too. So far that research and advice is definitely paying off ^^ 

Anyways, I hope you like the progress so far and I can’t wait to complete all the line arts for each page, colour the comic and post the final comic itself //OUO//.

Mr. Haru Washi belongs to me !!!!

2003 Livian design belongs to me ^U^

[aka-indulgence]

Knocked Out. (Whatever Shall They Do?)

Explanation: So… There’s this time during the day that I call ‘Death o’clock’ because i randomly get sleepy and my writing slows down when I want to write and I always go ‘blegh’ because its when I have free time and my brain just decides ‘no… I wanna sleep’ so… Yeah. Writing to get myself fresher ouo

Desc: You fell asleep on the sofa. The Sanses decide what they’re going to do…

You’ve fallen asleep.

All the boys didn’t seem to be home that day- you’re not sure where they went that all 6 of them weren’t there in the house. You know Papyrus and Edge had work today, Axe and Crooks were probably out shopping, Sans and Red…

You’re not sure what they were doing.

You went around the house calling the boys’ names to hear nothing as an answer, and it was getting dark. You weren’t exactly in the freshest of states and you were tired as hell, so you had only just plopped down on the sofa without getting out of your coat and turned on the TV- when one of your favorite movies were about to air.

Your eyes blew wide as your previous tiredness left you and you quickly changed into comfortable clothes- you were excited, but you were still pretty sleepy.

Your microwaved popcorn was plopped beside you in a bowl and a thin blanket you’ve quickly swiped in your room to get yourself comfy and snug in the couch with your movie coming into view…

And halfway, you were snoring, your head on the arm of the sofa and your legs sprawled below you, your hands in a weird position and the half empty bowl of popcorn sitting squished in between the cushions of the sitting and back side of the couch, pressed into it by your leg. Your mouth was hanging open and drool was slowly making its way out when the skeleton brother’s came in.

The Papyruses had taken no heed to you, quickly heading into their room to start working on a puzzle they’ve started to make a couple of days ago, eager to make it into something playable when they were done with it.

As you thought, Axe had been out buying food with Crooks again, and Sans and Red were working on the shed on busted machine, oil and sweat covering their bones and hands. They just happened to walk in on your silly position, snoring indelicately with your head hanging off the side of the couch precariously.

The three of them were just… Staring at you sleeping. A light blue blush flying across Axe’s face, a soft look coming onto Red’s, and Sans eager to bring you to your room bridal style.

“she’s out cold,” Sans had said when the three of them had gathered around the couch, Axe quickly taking the bowl of popcorn out before your knee was about to land smack into it, putting it on the short legged table in between the sofa and the TV.

“she looks pretty snug in them blankets, yeah?” Red smirked smugly, leaning against the back of the sofa to take a closer look at your face with your hair sticking to your cheek a little, brushing it away with a careful phalange. “what a nice little position fer me to come home too…”

“you’re not sleeping with her.” Sans told Red, his tone flat and his face fallen. Red’s smile fell and his eyes lidding, unimpressed as he kept his hand on your cheek.

Axe was still staring at you from his position in front of the sofa, a delicate blue blush on his cheekbones.

“she looks… really cute, all knocked out like that,” Axe commented, unable to hold himself back from wanting to coo and cuddle you, tempting him to get onto the sofa and nuzzling his nasal cavity into your drool-stained cheeks. what a baby…

“… alright alright you two,” Sans came in front of them, hurriedly taking Red’s hand away from your face that had started to stroke it a little too intimately for Sans’ tastes, and Axe staring at you with such intent that Sans was sure he was tempted to jump on your sleeping form- “she’s asleep, let’s just get her to bed ok?”

“heh, right…” Red smirked as he looped a challenging, mocking arm around Sans’ shoulders, making him growl at him as he shook him off and took a closer step to the sofa, towards you. “don’t lie to yerself, ya wanna snuggle up with her and share body heat wit’ her, don’t ya?”

“i- shit!” Sans spluttered, backing up to the sofa while his eyelights had stayed on his sharp-toothed counterpart, almost tripping on it and falling smack dab on top of you. “i’m not an ass, red. i just wanna take her to her room, ok? can you at least gimme that?”

“… you just want to pick her up in your arms. and bring her to bed.” Axe’s suddenly quiet voice came from behind him, both Sans and Red swerving their bodies to get a better look at the tallest of the three, his jagged injury still catching their eyelights even if they’ve been around each other for awhile now.

“…” Sans didn’t reply. Neither did Red, as all three of them immediately fixed their eyelights at you, sleeping away and completely unaware of the situation you’ve put yourself in.

One moment of silence fell on all three skeletons.

…

Then Axe had shot his hands out and quickly booked it in the direction of the hallway.

“hey!!” Sans had just managed to spit out, before quickly realizing he was the only skeleton in the living room, as Red had already teleported to chase Axe who was running as silently yet as messily as he can, trying to keep you to himself and keep Red’s hands away from you.

Sans had teleported just in time in front of Axe who’s eyesockets were blown wide, tripping over him- losing his grip on you a little (who was still sleeping-) and a second of loose hands letting you slip out of his hold a little… And Red caught you immediately, a victorious, sharp toothed smile growing on his face as he skipped his way in front of their rooms, heading nearer the Papyruses’ room as sneakily and quickly as he could, shit-eating grin on his face.

He came to a complete halt when Sans teleported in front of him again, his eyesockets devoid of those soft white lights, a hand reaching out and turning into a fist as Red found his chest emitting a dark blue glow in the shape of an upside down heart- for one second, before his magic realized what was going on and broke out of the gravity magic that Sans just inflicted on him- having you pulled out of his hands, the bend between your legs and your torso neat in front of his sternum, the underside of your knees sitting snugly on top of Sans’ bended elbow, the other hand wrapped around your back absolutely, and your head tucked safely into the crook of his neck.

“… careful, you’re gonna wake her up.” Sans raised a cocky brow when he saw the other two of him about to make another move.

“you guys don’t handle her properly enough.” Sans made one final comment before walking to your room.

The other two walked behind him like a pair of guilty puppies, eyeing you nervously, afraid that they’d woken you up, with Sans smugger than he’s ever been in awhile, opening your door quietly, the lights already off. Two sets of eyelights and one enlarged, burning one glowed in the dark a bit spookily as Sans set you down on your bed, tucking you in. He left with a small, pleased sigh, the three of them lingering in front of your bed longer than either of them needed to be, souls pounding together in unison at their adoration towards you before leaving the room quietly, happy that your slumber had went undisturbed by their shenanigans.

… Little did they know, you were already semi-conscious on the sofa when they first came in, unable to react because you had woken up slowly and didn’t know when to show them you weren’t asleep- when the three of them had gone stealing humans with each other- and getting so flustered when all three had carried you bridal style to your room, with Sans holding you so snugly against his chest that your heart was beating out of yours, trying your best not to show them that you were awake when you knew they didn’t think you were.

As soon as they got out, your eyes had popped back open, a deep blush coming across your cheeks as you tried to sank into your bed. These damn skeletons and their absolute adorableness. You wanted to squeal and hide in your room, you didn’t know how to feel- but you knew it was a happy feeling that had taken over your chest.

[dckxn]

SO! I saw the sweet @rxincarnatxd‘s follower appreciation post, and I decided that since I had some artwork lying around on my iPad, that I could use it for this 80 90 (!!!) FOLLOWERS APPRECIATION POST! AND OMGOSH LET ME JUST SAY THAT THIS IS AN INCREDIBLE RESPONSE TO AN OC OF MINE! I’ve been roleplaying for a very long time myself across a variety of different places, and Howl’s only been around for a little over A MONTH and there’s already like NINETY OF YOU! I know that I’m not following like each and every one of you (and I’m honestly following a bunch of blogs at the moment!), but I really appreciate you guys none the less. I’m just super happy that you guys like this guy, and man, I’ve just had quite a few OCs, but they never quite stuck. Howl feels very different though, and he’s certainly wormed his way into my little heart and I don’t think he’ll be leaving any time soon. SO THANKS!! I’ve got some special mentions, so here we go as far as that is concerned (BUT I DO WANNA SAY IM SO BAD WITH NAMES IM SO SORRY OTL):

@xmenageriie​ ARIEEEEEEL! GOSH. WE’VE TALKED ON AND OFF. I’VE LEFT AND I’VE RETURNED AND YOU’VE STILL BEEN AROUND AND IM SO HAPPY AND GLAD FOR THAT. you are such a great person and it’s always so much fun being able to talk to you and even though we haven’t been talking recently, i’m just glad ot be able to see you on my dash as well because you have some great muses and i have a lot of love for sanji and and my zoro and your sanji will always be in my HEART FOREVER. THAT ONE TRUE PAIRING WILL NEVER DIE!!!

@mcnypieces: CAN I JUST SAY I LOVE THE PORTRAYAL OF ALL BUN’S MUSES?! BECAUSE I DO! I DO SO MUCH! We don’t talk too regular, but when I am able to hit them up for a chat, they always seem to response and are pretty much a joy to talk to. they’re so nice and i’m glad to be able to have such conversations and interactions!! IM SUPER EXCITED FOR MORE INTERACTIONS WITH BELLA!! UWU

@shrapnelsong: OH MY GOD NAT! I LOVE ALICE! I LOVE ALICE! She’s such a sweet woman who can also be stern and even scary when she needs to be! She’s got so many verses so there’s a little something for everyone and the roleplayer is always nice when I talk to them! \o/ I can’t wait to see how Alice and Howl evolve from this point on!

@rxincarnatxd: KIKI! DUUUUUUDE. I GOTTA LOT OF LOVE FOR KAGS AND I’VE ALREADY GUSHED OVER HER IN YOUR OWN APPRECIATION POST BUT I LOVE HER. SHE IS SO SWEET AND WARM AND COOL AND HOWL TOTALLY APPRECIATES HAVING HER AROUND. she is good for him. ;w;/ and you!! gaaah your name escapes me OTL but i love you sooo much! it’s so fun talking to you and talking about kags and howl and you got that sideblog that i gotta interact with. im super excited for that. xD

@hxgure: HI. I NOW KNOW AND WILL REMEMBER THAT YOUR NAME IS VEE!! omgosh! orz BUT ANYWAY. I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOUR NIC! LIKE! HE IS AMAZING! GOD. HE’S SO GOOD AND HIS INTERACTIONS WITH HOWL ARE GREAT. THEY’RE BOTH DUMB CHILDISH OLD MEN AND I LOVE IT! I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT’S IN STORE FOR THEM! BUT ALSOOMGOSH VEE! TYOU ARE SO COOL! it’s always just like, chill? relaxing? to talk to you. it’s good. sometimes i just have something that i wanna say and you don’t mind me dropping off little messages to your IMs and i’m so glad for that because im definitely comfortable with ya. xD

@dracaelum-faerie: ANNA IS LOVE. ANNA IS LIFE! TUBBS IS THE UNIVERSE! TOGETHER THEY ARE FOREVER IN MY HEART! Such a interesting variety of crewmembers, but anna and tubbs claim the top spot for sure! I talk to you on discord from time to time (or in IMs) and it’s always fun! \o/

@pasttorn/akrasva: YOU! I LIKE YOU! Though we haven’t really started anything up yet, i love talking to ya when you have time and just talking and gushing over our muses and how they could potentially interact! it’s always a good time my friend and i am glad to know you.

@frosthub: I really like being able to talk to you and honestly, your muses are so cool! Infe is smooth as heck and he’s also a bit dumb and he’s a joy to talk about and interact with and I just love him!! thank you for writing him. ;w;/

@mondxs:​ YOU ARE LOVED KATT! It’s never a dull moment when i talk to you and you always seem to have something interesting or new to say. i know we’re not doing anything write now, but that doesn’t even matter. i’d follow you just to keep an eye on your threads and stuff. uwu

@nvrcmplt: I KNOW I ALREADY GUSHED ABOUT YOU TOO IN THAT POST, BUT GOSH YOU ARE SO COOL. LIKE, SERIOUSLY. IT’S LIKE .. IT’S PRETTY CHILL BUT SOMETIMES HYPE BUT IT’S GOOD. it’s fun being able to talk to you tala and i just feel blessed to be able to interact with some of your muses! i cant wait to write more with Liwanu and Motoharu. i love those boys. ;___;/

@slf-sxcrfe: IT’S SO FUN TALKING TO YOU. AND I LOVE RAY. HE’S SO... IDK. HE’S JUST GOSH. I LOVE HIS ATTITUDE?? AND ITS FUNNY WHEN SOME OF THE THINGS HOWL DOES JUST CONFUSES THE HELL OUT OF HIM. I think ray could teach howl a thing or two tbh, so i cant wait to see how they grow together and get more used to each other!!! OwO/

@gengakki: I am so proud of you. Even though things have happened, you still managed to keep your muse for Kank and I really hope and feel that things have gotten better for you and that makes me happy. im glad he’s still going strong. i love your kank and i always will and i will never NOT want to interact with him, so please throw him Howl’s way whenever you damn well want!! O/

@overoaks: HEY YOU! ALL YOUR MUSES CONTAINED INTO ONE BLOG? HELL YEAH! HELL YEAH! HELL YEAAAAAAAH!!!!!! Your Crocodile is Impressive and I LOVE YOUR LUFFY AND JESUS CHRIST PLEASE JUST LET ME LOVE JINJI! gosh ILOVE THAT MAN! HE’S WONDERFUL AND ADORABLE AND I HOPE FOR GOOD THINGS WITH HOWL AND JINJI WHATEVER THEY MAY BE. THEY ARE SO COOL TOGETHER! gosh. UWU/

Special Mentions: 

@velvety-love who was the very first person to follow me and even though we only chat a bit from time to time on tumblr, I’m glad to be able to do that when we both have time!

@hailxthexkiiing who i only really talk to from time to time on tumblr, but they’re a very cool person! c:

@despairforme we don’t talk to often at all, but BOY DO I LOVE THEIR NNOITRA!! so good!

@bucketfullofocs at some point, i hope to be able to get around to interacting with your other OCs as well. bucket is super nice and never seems to mind chatting with me which is cool ‘cause i can be a chatter box when i’m comfy with someone! 

@trafalxar JUST Thanks for always popping up to say hey! it really makes me happy. i love hearing about what’s currently going on with you and just keep being yourself.

@icycoldavatarstate is a nice roleplayer with a cool muse! she’s a hell of a woman who will continue to grow and mature and i can’t wait to see how she turns out overtime! \ouo/

THIS IS NOT EEVN THE TIP OF THE ICEBURG THOUGH! There are quite a few more of my followers that i appreciate especially if i talk to you on discord and i just want to see that i appreciate you guys as well even though you weren’t mentioned up here! DON’T FEEL BAD AT ALL. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. c:

AND TO ALL MY NEWEST FOLLOWERS THIS PAST WEEK AND LAST WEEK: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING THIS GUY OF MINE A CHANCE. ouo/

[nikytale]

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TKO: GET OFF ME!

KO: Why not?

••••••••••• ---(that's not ship.JUST NOT.)--- Yay! My first drawing of this cartoon! I'm SOOOO Excited! I love so much this two little boys! OuO.

••••••••••• Hope Ya Like it!

[crimson-chains]

Omg! I got so excited when I saw you reblogged the cute little web comic about the two boys! I was hoping you would add on to it and it was so fantastic! I saw it at work and it infinitely made my day better! OuO

Hehehehe, thanks so much!!! ^W^They were really fun to draw, the cutes Happy it was able to make your day a bit better! :DDD

[fancybois]

Season finale :(((( But I’m really excited for them to be full boys in this episode sooooooo here we go!

sandwich really tf?

diufheriuhrefuh

IT WAS SANDWICH THIS ENTIRE TIME NOT SOUTHERN FOOD I HAVE BEEN HOODWINKED

hearteyes so soon wowie

“it hurts so good” hell yeah like a good angst fic

okay i love her

THEYRE SO CUTE

STEVEN NO

HAHAHAHA THE BLUR

Andrew love nashville whaddup my dude!!!

Andrew from binging with babish SHUT UP

THAT WAS SO WHOLESOME

i fucking love that tunic steven is wearing god

steven said big boi OuO

djfoierjroijeoijf ANDREW YOU CHILD

i dont know if that last sandwich is worth it

well that was sweet and wholesome!

Guess who’s actually home today?? Today at 4PM CST I will be hosting a rewatch of this episode so we can all cry together, keep an eye out!!

[xmagicxshopx]

och-ako replied to your post: Moon Monsters - Chapter 2

OMG omgomgomgomg I loved this so much! I really liked seeing a little of Jungkook’s POV thrown in there. I can’t help but wonder if the fire was an accident or it was was set on purpose … I guess I have to wait to find out AH. I can’t wait for the next chapter! I want to read more cries

Yes yes I love Kook’s relationship with his inner wolf. It’s hilarious. Haha! I had way too much fun torturing the poor boy and felt like the wolf was my partner in crime. XD

And sobs I knew I just KNEW you’d be observant enough to notice something awfully fishy about the fire. UwU Yes yes there is more to that story later down the road~ But I mustn’t give it all away. ;3

I’m so excited so don’t worry, the next chapter is being fleshed out and written right now. OuO

[the-fandom-crossroads]

☠: my muse visits your muse’s grave ( Going through the Proof of Existence room after hearing about those in Castle Oblivion being terminated. I am ready for the angst. OuO)

Ooc: This turned into a monster omg. I did quite a bit of research to make sure I did this right. Most funerary customs I looked up were a moot point because Demyx has no body to mourn. (eh nobody get it? eyyyy that is a horrible pun I’m sorry) I’m pretty sure I wrote Demyx going through all seven stages of grief. So keep an eye out for that.This is really sad and I hope it makes you sad as it made me. It’s all under a read more cause oh boy so big.

Demyx had been avoiding the room. Demyx would portal around half the castle just to avoid walking past the door. It had worked for the last two weeks. Just act normal and no one will notice that laziness has changed to depression. Nobody’s don’t get depressed. Nobody’s don’t miss their friends.

It was bullshit. Demyx missed Zexion and he couldn’t make it stop. The horrible feeling of losing someone else. The dreams of running and never getting to them in time. It was all back and he hated it. 

Hanging out with Xion and a sleeping Roxas helped. Xion was nice and she always brought seashells. Demyx loved giving her little facts about different types of shells.

But everything had been flipped on its head again. Axel was back, Axel was alive. Demyx didn’t mind that Roxas immediately went back to hanging out with Axel. They were best friends, Demyx could tell. Demyx wasn’t surprised that Xion followed. She always followed Roxas’ lead. He was certain they’d still hang out from time to time and talk about seashells.

But Axel was alive. And that had to mean something right? It had to mean the report that everyone died in castle oblivion was wrong. That maybe someone else survived too. Demyx couldn’t get the thought out of his head.

So here he was standing in front of the door to the Proof of Existence. He had to know. He had to see for himself. So why did he hesitate? 

Screw it! He was here and he was going to learn the truth. Demyx pushes the door open and steps into the Proof of Existence. 

A quick glance shows a balanced mix of blue and red markers. Demyx moves to check Axel’s first, intentionally not looking at the other half of the room. A shiver goes up his spine as he walks past his own marker. 

Demyx stops in front of Axel’s marker. The floor plate glows a bright blue, but the stand is destroyed. The back piece seems to have been snapped at the base and glass still covers the floor. 

If Axel had been injured like he said the floor plate would have been flickering between red and blue. That plus the decimated back piece. It made sense why Xigbar had assumed him dead with the others. There’s little you can do for a flickering nobody. They tend to be too close to fading.

Demyx sighed; he had held off long enough. Keeping his head down he stepped out of the row and moved forward one. He closed his eyes as he turned his body to face the no. VI marker.

“Please, just please be flickering.” If it was flickering maybe something could still be done. Axel had survived flickering. Hopefully, Zexion would too.

Demyx opened his eyes and gasped in horror. “No.” It was the only word that escaped his mouth as he fell to the floor, kneeling in front of the marker. It was totaled. None of the back piece remained and most of the floor piece had been ripped out. But that wasn’t what trapped Demyx’s attention. What little of the floor piece that remained was a bright bleeding red.

Demyx stared as the red began to blur with the gray around it. Emotions, feelings, things he had been holding in for the last few weeks came rushing to the surface. “No! Zexion! Why?! You were supposed to be careful! You were supposed to be the smart one! So why… why are you gone?!” 

Demyx curls in on himself. Castle Oblivion was supposed to be safe. It meant Zexion wouldn’t be going on dangerous recon missions anymore. It meant he would be able to work on his experiments more. It was supposed to be a good thing.

“Do you guys really have to move to Castle Oblivion Zexion? It’s like halfway across the universe.” Demyx unapologetically sat on one of Zexion’s lab tables. Demyx absentmindedly skimmed over some of the papers near him while swinging his legs back and forth.

“You know Superior ordered us to split our forces between the two castles. So yes we really have to go. Besides the distance is relative, you can always portal there.” Zexion would tell Demyx to leave when he started getting annoying, but sitting on a counter chatting was relatively harmless. He wasn’t interrupting any of their experiments.

 “But I’m going to be so busy! You know Saix is just going to toss all the recon missions on me when you’re gone.” Demyx tossed his arms up, never giving up a chance to complain about the blue-haired superior.

“And yet I get the feeling you will find ways to be lazy.” 

“Ha! You know it! Maybe I’ll use that time to visit you guys.” 

Vexen chose this moment to butt in. “No, no you will not no. IX. We are moving to Castle Oblivion to avoid distractions from our experiments.” Vexen was actually quite pleased with the arrangement fewer people meant fewer interruptions.

“But what about breaks? You guys need to take breathers from time to time.” 

Zexion sighed. “Don’t worry IX I’m certain V will find ways to force us to take breaks.” 

Demyx crossed his arms and pouted. “But I wanted to help with that.” 

Vexen rolled his eyes. “No. IX if you want to be helpful keep an eye on XIV while we’re gone.” 

“The new guy? Why do you want me to watch them?” 

“XIV is part of one of our more long-running experiments. I need to know if there are any issues with the new member while I am away.” 

Demyx shrugged. “If that’s what you need help with sure. I mean Axel’s going to be busy showing XIII around.” 

Zexion looked up from his papers. “Didn’t you hear? Axel has been assigned to keep an eye on Larxene and Marluxia.” 

“What!?”

Demyx didn’t talk to Zexion for long after that. Demyx got distracted running off to yell at Axel for not telling him he was on the Oblivion mission. That was the last full conversation Demyx had with Zexion. Most days he regrets that.

And now he was gone. Demyx brushed the few tears that had appeared in his eyes. 

“H-hey Zexion. I guess you really are gone. Sorry I didn’t come to visit sooner. I just wasn’t ready to admit you were gone.” Demyx sighs. 

“I’m sorry I don’t have anything with me. Marluxia’s flowers died a long time ago. But I doubt you’d want a Lei from them, he was an asshole.” Demyx gives a dry chuckle of a laugh wiping away a few more tears. “I doubt he had any Maile* plants anyway.”

Demyx somber’d up for a moment. He may not be able to follow any of the customs, but he could still give his respects. He knew Zexion hadn’t been religious. It would be foolish to wish him well in a next life he didn’t believe existed. So he would just say what was important for Zexion to hear right now.

“Zexion you were the youngest of us, but you were the smartest of us. You were witty, cunning, intelligent, fun, sarcastic. Given enough time I’m sure you would have solved every mystery in the universe. I mourn every day the fact that you didn’t get to be a somebody for long. I mourn your lost chance to experience emotions like the rest of us did. I-i mourn that you didn’t live to get your heart back. I mourn that you will n-never be in my life again. I mourn you. Hoaloha* Ienzo.”

Finding himself with nothing else to say. Demyx wiped away the rest of his tears and stood. Slowly he left the Proof of Existence. He doubted he’d ever find the strength to go back in there. Once had been draining enough for a nobody with no feelings. As he walked down the hallway he ran into the last person he wanted to see.

“Hey Demyx, I haven’t really seen you around since I got back.”

Because I’ve been avoiding you. Demyx looks at the ground refusing to make eye contact. “Hello VIII, I thought you were giving your report to Xemnas.”

“I just finished.” 

“Ah well, then I assume you’ll want to be getting to twilight town. Roxas and Xion should be finishing with their missions soon.”

“Hey man if I didn’t know any better I’d assume you’re trying to give me the cold shoulder. I wanted to talk to you before I go.”

“Oh yeah…” Demyx decides to rush through the conversation then maybe Axel would leave. “Roxas and Xion were fine while you were gone. Roxas ended up sleeping for a week or so at the end there, but it started on a mission with Xigbar so it’s on him. I did what I was told and kept an eye on them. Now if you’d excuse me.”

“Demyx why are you avoiding me?” Axel had easily noticed that Demyx was refusing to even look at him.

Demyx shouldn’t blame Axel. It wasn’t his fault he was the only one to survive the castle. Demyx shouldn’t blame him for surviving, but he couldn’t help it! 

“How did he die?” Demyx didn’t need to specify who Axel knew. Demyx was still looking down so he didn’t see as Axel’s eyes looked away.

“The keyblade wielder, he… he wiped everyone out.” Axel put a hand on Demyx’s shoulder. “Demyx I’m sorry.”

“Bullshit.” Demyx roughly pulled his arm out of Axel’s grip. He finally looked up at him, a glare secure on his face.

“Any tests with the keyblade wielder were to be conducted in the higher levels. Overlooked by no. XI Marluxia and no. XII Larxene. Superiors IV, V, and VI were to be conducting private experiments in the underground lower levels. They never should have been in contact with the keyblade wielder.”

Axel tensed. “How do you- Zexion. He told you about top-secret mission details.” So Zexion was one of the traitors.

“Nope.” Demyx gives a tired smirk. “Vexen did, he was really excited to brag about his new lab facilities.” 

At that moment Axel was scared of Demyx for the first time. The kid could wiggle his way into any conversation and make it seem like he was supposed to be there. Demyx could convince Vexen to talk about secret information with him in the room. The scariest part was it didn’t seem like Demyx even realized he was doing recon on the other members.

Axel shook his head. He’d have to word this carefully to convince Demyx. “You’re right the keyblade wielder wasn’t supposed to go to the lower floors. The first one didn’t.”

Demyx frowned, “what?”

“There were two of them Demyx. Apparently, the first one had a little friend. The second one didn’t arrive until the first was already working his way through Larxene and Marluxia. Lexeaus and” Axel looks away. “Zexion was overwhelmed by the second one. They didn’t have any backup.”

Demyx’s eyes narrowed. “Where were you?”

“After Marluxia and Larxene fell, I was the only one left upstairs. I was stuck trying to contain the first wielder. If I hadn’t stalled him as long as I did they would have been overwhelmed by two keyblade wielders.”

Demyx’s shoulders sagged as he listened to Axel’s tale. So Zexion had died fighting. Zexion had hated fighting. It wasn’t fair!

“Where are they?” Demyx’s voice comes out as a deep growl. Axel startles.

“You can’t be thinking of going after them. That’s suicide!”

“They killed members of our organization! We have to take them out!”

“Woah, woah, woah. Demyx you can’t just go hunt them down.”

“Why not!? They killed Zexion Axel! They killed him!” Demyx gets in Axel’s face as he yells at him. Specs of tears returning to the corners of Demyx’s green eyes.

“Demyx.” Why hadn’t Axel realized this? Why hadn’t he thought an event like this wouldn’t affect their most loyal member. “Demyx they’re gone. None of us know where they disappeared too.”

Demyx looks away. Quickly blinking away the tears and clearing his throat. “Doesn’t matter, I’ll just start searched world to world. They can’t hide forever.”

Axel had to stop him. Demyx was teetering over an edge and Axel wasn’t certain his mental state would survive the fall. A rogue Demyx was the last thing they needed.

“Demyx you can’t go after them.” Axel grabs Demyx by both shoulders and shakes him. “Do you hear me? You can’t go after those two.”

“Why not?” 

“Because you’re too-” Axel trails off, he’s not sure how to finish that sentence.

Demyx’s eyes glare again. “To what?” Demyx is pissed. “To EmoTIONALLY cOMpromISED?!” Demyx grabs both of Axel’s wrists his grip incredibly strong. “NEWSFLASH AXEL WE’RE NOBODY’S. WE DON’T GET EMOTIONALLY COMPROMISED! BECAUSE WE DON’T FEEL THINGS!” Demyx was tired of feeling things he wasn’t supposed to feel. He was tired of hurting all the time.

“WOULD YOU JUST LISTEN FOR A SECOND!?” Demyx froze at Axel’s response. His hands slackened and he sagged in Axel’s grip. Axel took a deep breath, collecting himself.

He was surprised the fight left Demyx so easily. Was this part of Demyx new? Or had he always been this close to tipping over and no one had noticed? Axel groans, Zexion probably noticed.

“Demyx you can’t go after the wielders, because Xemnas hasn’t given you that mission.” Demyx seemed to listen to this logic. “You have to follow orders or they’ll label you a traitor.”

“Like Marluxia and Larxene.” Axel really didn’t like that. He really didn’t like that Demyx had figured out they were traitors. It meant he probably made the connections that they had been intentionally sent to Castle Oblivion to die to the keyblade wielder. It was too close to the reason the others had died.

“Yeah Demyx, like Marluxia and Larxene. Do you understand Demyx? Xemnas will give us orders to go after them. They took out our own after all. But you have to wait for him to give us the order.” Axel hated tricking Demyx like this, but he knew it was effective.

Demyx sighed in Axel’s arms, defeated. “You’re right. I should wait for Xemnas to give the order.”

Axel sighed in relief. “Good.” He finally let go of Demyx’s shoulders.

Demyx stepped back. “I guess I’ll see you later.”

Axel coughed awkwardly. “Yeah, I’ll see you later.” Demyx started to walk away. “Uh, Demyx?” Demyx paused. “If you uh want, you can come join us for ice cream sometime. Since you, you know, know about it.”

Demyx slightly turned and gave Axel a tiny smile. The first one Axel had seen on Demyx all conversation. It was weird seeing the guy without a smile.

“Thanks for the offer Axel, but I think I’ll pass. Ice cream is your thing with Roxas and Xion. I refuse to impose on that.” Demyx continued walking down the hallway. Once he turned the corner he summoned a door of darkness and portal’d to his room.

Demyx face planted onto his bed. He screamed his frustrations into his pillow. After a moment of muffled screaming, he came up for air. He just laid there on his side. Wishing the world would just stop.

Axel was right. Demyx would follow Xemnas’ orders. He wouldn’t engage with the keyblade wielders until ordered too. But that didn’t mean he couldn’t be the first one to find them and report back to Xemnas.

Demyx sat up on the bed. That was it! He could just check random worlds himself during his free time! And if Saix or Xemnas himself questioned it. Demyx could say he was just exploring and doing recon! Which technically he was!

If he wanted as much time as possible to search. He would have to finish his missions faster. Perhaps skip parts of the reports entirely.

“Well, Zexion you did always want me to find a way to get over my procrastination. Too bad hunting down your murderer is what did it.”

*Maile leaves are the most common type of funeral Lei. Different Lei’s have different meanings so I had Demyx mention the one used in funerals.

*hoaloha combined word meaning hello/goodbye friend. Hoa-friend, Aloha-hello/goodbye.

Also tossed Ienzo in there at the end, cause names have power. And it felt wrong for Demyx to call him Zexion in his final goodbye.

Author’s note: wow was that long! 2,600 words. Hope it’s a satisfying response. lol. I’m definitely posting this one as a one-shot on AO3 at some point. This thing doubled in length because Axel decided to show up and do a bunch of foreshadowing. I’m glad I was able to work in my headcanon that Demyx is avoiding Axel for most of days. In the manga, Demyx is always quite happy to talk to Xion or Roxas. But he rarely interacts with them when Axel’s around.

My favorite part of this was giving a reason for Demyx’s “laziness” in days. He wasn’t lazy he was just busy trying to hunt down Sora and Riku for killing Zexion. When really it had been Axel the whole time. Man, maybe I should write a part 2 post-DDD where Demyx learns Axel is the one who ended Zexion. It’s something to think about for later. Something to use with nort’d Demyx maybe?