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How To Become A Hero; The Hard Way ft. Mark Lee

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*:･ﾟ✧ Mark Lee *:･ﾟ✧

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"And through it all, I will fearlessly love you."

Sungchan x Reader (y/n pronouns are she/her)

Genre: Sci-Fi, thriller, angst

Warnings: Discussions of poor mental health, poor mental health facilities, depictions and discussions of mental illnesses, graphic depictions of violence (warnings will change for each chapter). The depictions of mental health in the beginning are not good so please don't take them at face value. Depictions, mentions, and discussions of spiders throughout entire work.

Total Word Count: ~40K

Total Chapters: ~8

Synopsis: Therapy. Medication. Wallow. Repeat. You have gotten the daily routine down pact. Your visions or “delusions” as the doc would say, haven’t helped you when it comes to recovering from your amnesia, though. What has helped are the times when Sungchan visits you in the hospital. He says he’s your best friend, and since no one else has visited, what else are you to believe? Certainly not your own delusions which keep telling you that the asylum is more than what it seems.

Preview

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Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Epilogue

BONUS- [12:02pm]

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𝔻𝕒𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕖𝕕

𝕟𝕔𝕥 𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞 𝕤𝕞𝕒𝕦

𝕊𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕥 𝕍𝕖𝕟𝕠𝕞 | 𝕄𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥 | 𝔻𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕠𝕤 𝕁𝕣

𝔻𝕠𝕞��𝕟𝕠𝕤 (𝕁𝕐ℙ 𝔽𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪) -λζπΨ - ℙ𝕣𝕠𝕗𝕚𝕝𝕖𝕤 :

ℂ𝕙𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕡𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝔹𝕒𝕟𝕘 - ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕚𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕔𝕙 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪. ℍ𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝕕𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕔𝕙 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕔𝕖𝕕 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕝𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕓𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕕𝕠𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕁𝕐ℙ 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪. ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕝𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕝 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕤. ℍ𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕥 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕞𝕚𝕝𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕕𝕦𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕖𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕧𝕖.

𝕃𝕖𝕖 𝕂𝕟𝕠𝕨 - 𝕃𝕖𝕖 𝕂𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕚𝕤 𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕒 𝕟𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖, 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕃𝕖𝕖 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕙𝕠. ℍ𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕠𝕥𝕙 𝕙𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣, 𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕒 𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕗𝕖𝕨 𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕙𝕚𝕞. ℍ𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟’𝕥 𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕞𝕡𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤 𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕/𝕠𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕖 𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕖𝕩𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕠𝕨 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕠𝕦𝕝. 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕙𝕠 𝕣𝕦𝕟𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕓𝕖𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕤. 𝕄𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕥 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕚𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕓𝕪 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕙𝕠, 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕦𝕤𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕒𝕘𝕣𝕖𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕒𝕪𝕤. 𝕎𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕟 𝕗𝕝𝕠𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕤𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟’𝕥 𝕕𝕠 𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕠𝕞 𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕦𝕡𝕤 𝕠𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕟 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟'𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕨𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕟 𝕠𝕟 𝕔𝕒𝕞𝕡𝕦𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕙𝕪 𝕠𝕗 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖.

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕓𝕚𝕟 - 𝕊𝕖𝕠 ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕓𝕚𝕟 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 𝕖𝕩𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕚𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 𝕙𝕖’𝕤 𝕒 𝕙𝕦𝕘𝕖 𝕤𝕠𝕗𝕥𝕪. ℍ𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕚𝕥𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕕𝕠 𝕒𝕝𝕞𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞. ℍ𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕪𝕞 𝕒𝕤 𝕠𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕟 𝕒𝕤 𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕓𝕝𝕖. ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕖𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕝𝕪 𝕚𝕟 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝔽𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕩 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕦𝕤𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕒𝕕𝕞𝕚𝕥 𝕚𝕥, 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕞𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕒𝕤 𝕨𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕖𝕝𝕤𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕥𝕙.

𝕙𝕪𝕦𝕟𝕛𝕚𝕟 - ℍ𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕘 ℍ𝕪𝕦𝕟𝕛𝕚𝕟 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕠𝕗 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕠𝕨𝕟. ℍ𝕖 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕙𝕠𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕠 𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕕𝕧𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕘𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕠. ℍ𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕓𝕖 𝕓𝕝𝕦𝕟𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕔𝕙 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕒𝕔𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕤 𝕒𝕤 𝕣𝕦𝕕𝕖 𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕓𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕟. ℍ𝕚𝕞 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕐/ℕ 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕙𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕠𝕨𝕟. 𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕓𝕠𝕥𝕙 𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕟 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕗𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕞𝕚𝕕𝕕𝕝𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕚𝕘𝕙 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕪𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕤. 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 𝕨𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕐𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕛𝕦𝕟 𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕒𝕝 𝕔𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕟’𝕥 𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖.

ℍ𝕒𝕟 - ℍ𝕒𝕟 𝕁𝕚𝕤𝕦𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕥𝕪𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕝 𝕘𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕠 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕞𝕠𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕕. ℍ𝕖 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕤𝕞𝕠𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕤 𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕝 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕡𝕠𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕠 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕕𝕣𝕦𝕟𝕜. 𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕕𝕣𝕦𝕟𝕜, 𝕙𝕖 𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕦𝕡 𝕠𝕟 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕙𝕠, 𝕨𝕙𝕠 𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕤 𝕚𝕥 𝕦𝕡, 𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕝 𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟’𝕥. ℍ𝕒𝕟 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕚𝕟𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕠𝕣 𝕕𝕦𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕠𝕗 𝕤𝕠𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕤𝕜𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤. ℍ𝕖 𝕘𝕣𝕖𝕨 𝕦𝕡 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕚𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕜𝕟𝕖𝕨 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕘𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕖𝕟.

𝔽𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕩 - 𝕃𝕖𝕖 𝕐𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕓𝕠𝕜 𝕚𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕓𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕙 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖, 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕔𝕙 𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕠 𝕓𝕪 𝔽𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕩 𝕚𝕟𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕒𝕕. ℍ𝕖 𝕤𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕐𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕓𝕠𝕜 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕠𝕠 𝕦𝕘𝕝𝕪 𝕠𝕗 𝕒 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟’𝕥 𝕤𝕦𝕚𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕤 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕪 𝕒𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕟𝕠 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕒𝕣𝕘𝕦𝕖𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥. ℍ𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕓𝕖 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕥𝕖 𝕤𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕠𝕟, 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕔𝕙 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕓𝕚𝕘 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖. ℍ𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟’𝕥 𝕕𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕠𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕟 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕖’𝕤 𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕟 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝕙𝕖’𝕤 𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕟𝕗𝕝𝕦𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖. 𝔽𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕩 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕒𝕕 𝕒 𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕣 𝕙𝕒𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕦𝕡 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕒 𝕨𝕠𝕞𝕒𝕟. ℍ𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕟𝕠 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕖𝕚𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣. ℍ𝕖’𝕤 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕪 𝕔𝕖𝕣𝕥𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕘𝕒𝕪 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕟 𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕒 𝕓𝕚𝕥 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕒𝕓𝕤𝕠𝕝𝕦𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕤 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕓𝕚𝕟.

𝕜𝕚𝕞 𝕊𝔼𝕌ℕ𝔾𝕄𝕀ℕ - 𝕊𝕖𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕞𝕚𝕟 𝕚𝕤𝕟'𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕡𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕡𝕦𝕥 𝕚𝕥 𝕟𝕚𝕔𝕖𝕝𝕪. ℍ𝕖 𝕕𝕚𝕕𝕟’𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕔𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕖𝕟𝕣𝕠𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕪 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤. ℍ𝕖’𝕤 𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕦𝕟𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕖𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕝𝕪 𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕘𝕘𝕝𝕖𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕕𝕖𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟. ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤𝕟'𝕥 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕚𝕟 𝕨𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕟, 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕤𝕟’𝕥 𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞, 𝕙𝕖 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕡𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕖𝕗𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕥 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕚𝕥. 𝕊𝕖𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕞𝕚𝕟 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕛𝕖𝕣𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕗𝕗 𝕥𝕠 𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕓𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕒 𝕨𝕠𝕞𝕒𝕟, 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕔𝕙 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕕𝕠 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕝, 𝕟𝕠𝕣 𝕕𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕥𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕠.

𝕀.ℕ - 𝕐𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕁𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕚𝕟 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕔𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕗𝕚𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕖 𝕡𝕤𝕪𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕒𝕥𝕙 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕖𝕖𝕟 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕥𝕦𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕕𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕟. ℍ𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕤 𝕖𝕚𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕀.ℕ 𝕠𝕣 𝕀𝕟𝕟𝕚𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕚𝕝𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕠𝕥𝕙 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞. ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕝𝕒𝕚𝕞𝕤 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕠𝕨𝕟, 𝕟𝕠𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕓𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕠𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕚𝕥 𝕠𝕣 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕒𝕥 𝕚𝕥, 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣. 𝕁𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕚𝕟 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟’𝕥 𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕡𝕦𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕔𝕙𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕓 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕒 𝕘𝕚𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕤𝕞𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝕠𝕟 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕖. ℕ𝕠𝕥 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕒𝕔𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕦𝕞𝕒𝕟 𝕥𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕦𝕡 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕤𝕪𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕔 𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕚𝕖𝕤. ℍ𝕖 𝕠𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕟 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕤 ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟 “𝔻𝕒𝕕𝕕𝕪” 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕃𝕖𝕖 𝕂𝕟𝕠𝕨 “𝕄𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕪” 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕟𝕠 𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕟𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕚𝕥. 𝔽𝕠𝕣 𝕠𝕟𝕖, 𝕀ℕ 𝕚𝕤 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕙𝕠’𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕧𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕨𝕠, 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕖 𝕔𝕖𝕣𝕥𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕁𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕕𝕒𝕪.

𝔾𝕠𝕠 𝔾𝕦𝕟 𝕀𝕝 - 𝔾𝕦𝕟𝕚𝕝 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕠𝕥𝕪𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕝 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕘𝕖 𝕛𝕠𝕔𝕜. ℍ𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕓𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕤. 𝕀𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟‘𝕥 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝔾𝕦𝕟𝕚𝕝, 𝕘𝕦𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕖𝕕 𝕙𝕖’𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕪𝕞 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕥'𝕤 𝕡𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕠𝕞𝕖. ℍ𝕖 𝕕𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕤 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕥𝕠𝕠 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕤 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕟𝕤𝕚𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕨𝕒𝕥𝕔𝕙 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕟𝕤𝕚𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕤. ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕒𝕛𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕡𝕤𝕪𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕙𝕪𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕘𝕪.

𝕁𝕌ℕ𝔾𝕊𝕌 - 𝕂𝕚𝕞 𝕁𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕦 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕪 𝕓𝕠𝕪. ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕚𝕡𝕦𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕠𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕦𝕤𝕖𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕠𝕗𝕥 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕕𝕧𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕘𝕖. 𝕎𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕟 𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕁𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕦 𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕠𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕞𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕖’𝕤 𝕤𝕠 𝕔𝕦𝕥𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕘 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕓𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕠𝕡𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕚𝕥𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥. ℍ𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕧𝕠𝕚𝕔𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕒𝕟 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕝 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕟 𝕤𝕨𝕠𝕠𝕟 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕕𝕦𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕒𝕤 𝕨𝕖𝕝𝕝. ℍ𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕝𝕔𝕠𝕙𝕠𝕝 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟’𝕥 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤 𝕒 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖.

𝕂𝕎𝔸𝕂 𝔾𝔸𝕆ℕ - 𝕂𝕨𝕒𝕜 𝕁𝕚𝕤𝕖𝕠𝕜 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕠 𝕓𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕟𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖, 𝔾𝕒𝕠𝕟. ℍ𝕚𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕘𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕕𝕣𝕦𝕟𝕜 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕔𝕜 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕚𝕥 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖. 𝔾𝕒𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕆𝕕.𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕒 𝕙𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕔𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕖(𝕆𝕕.𝕖) 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕞𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕚𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕓𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕠𝕣 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕁𝕐ℙ 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪. ℍ𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕘𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕥𝕠𝕠 𝕗𝕠𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕓𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕥 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕥 𝕚𝕥, 𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟’𝕥 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕤 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕆𝕕.𝕖 𝕒𝕤 𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕨. ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕘𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕣 𝕚𝕟 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕜𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕚𝕖𝕤.

𝕠.𝕕𝕖 - 𝕆𝕙 𝕊𝕖𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕞𝕚𝕟 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕡𝕚𝕤𝕖𝕤 ��𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕕 𝕓𝕪 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕓𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕙 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖, 𝕊𝕖𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕞𝕚𝕟. ℍ𝕖 𝕕𝕖𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕒𝕤 𝕆.𝕕𝕖. ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕙𝕦𝕘𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕚𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕦𝕡, 𝕒𝕤 𝕚𝕗 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕓𝕠𝕣𝕟 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕣𝕠𝕨 𝕦𝕡 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕛𝕠𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪. 𝕆.𝕕𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕟𝕠 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕞 𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕨𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕟. ℍ𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕒𝕝 𝕒𝕓𝕚𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕞 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕚𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤. ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕝𝕒𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕕 𝕁𝕐ℙ 𝔽𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪’𝕤 𝕞𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕚𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕓𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕠𝕣.

𝕛𝕦𝕟𝕙𝕒𝕟 - ℍ𝕒𝕟 ℍ𝕪𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕛𝕦𝕟 𝕨𝕙𝕠 𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕓𝕪 𝕁𝕦𝕟𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕤𝕪𝕔𝕙𝕠 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕒𝕔𝕜, 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕫𝕖 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕔𝕣𝕒𝕫𝕪 𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕡𝕒𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟. ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕝𝕪 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕖𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕞𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗. ℍ𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕕 𝕓𝕖𝕒𝕣 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕕 𝕄𝕣. 𝕂𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕠 𝕨𝕙𝕠 𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕤 𝕒𝕝𝕞𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕙𝕚𝕞. 𝕁𝕦𝕟𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕓𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕒𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝕚𝕟 𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕡 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕖 𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕝. ℍ𝕖 𝕔𝕝𝕒𝕚𝕞𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕥𝕒𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕖𝕔𝕙𝕟𝕚𝕢𝕦𝕖 𝕓𝕪 𝕒 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕗𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕝 𝕚𝕟 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕥𝕙. ℕ𝕠𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕚𝕤 𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕣𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖.

𝕁𝕆𝕆𝕐𝔼𝕆ℕ - 𝕃𝕖𝕖 𝕁𝕠𝕠𝕪𝕖𝕠𝕟 𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕁𝕐ℙ 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪’𝕤 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕪 𝕓𝕠𝕪𝕤. ℍ𝕖 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕤 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕠 𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕠𝕦𝕤𝕝𝕪. ℍ𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕞𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟’𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕠𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕠𝕨. ℍ𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕝𝕒𝕚𝕕 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕞𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕕𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟’𝕥 𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕖𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕥𝕠 𝕡𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕖𝕗𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕚𝕥 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕠 𝕤𝕠.

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[yushipie]

Posting the sungmin ask some time today. In the meantime, I want to do a mini social media au but I don't know which idol I should write for 😭 help???

[inurnctdreams]

it’s the way you are - l.dh

haechan x fem!reader

genre: fluff, comedy, strangers to lovers, college au, soccer au, smau

warnings: dark humour, suggestiveness, lots of swearing, mentions of general frat/college shenanigans (e.g. drinking, smoking etc.), the author’s lack of both fraternity and sporting knowledge lmao, mainly nct but idols from other groups are also here

status: ongoing

y/n suh is going into her second semester of her sophomore year at snu. as a self-proclaimed snu lions fangirl, she can’t believe there’s a new player on the team she hasn’t met yet, especially one as cute and funny as lee donghyuck, who nearly everyone she knows seems to already be friends with. how did she manage to avoid him (even if unintentionally) for almost an entire year and a half? he seems way too good to be true… and then she remembers; he’s in the frat.

taglist: @ilovejungwonandhaechan @neozon3nha

profiles:

the too broke for therapy squad

the mark take a break challenge (impossible) squad

the y/n’s fake older bros (1 real) squad

chapters:

i. HE’S MY HERO

ii. what is yuta putting in their water

iii. you’re a menace to mankind

iv. yay capitalism

iv s. does he not know

v. okay and what’s wrong with jeno?

vi. SO NO YANGY/N??

vii. rawr XD

viii.

[oraclekleo]

Master Post - List of Completed Readings and Works in Progress (WIP)

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I strongly urge you to take all the tarot readings on this account lightly. All the posts are intended to have an entertaining nature, they are pure speculations and completely made up by me. I can never ever guarantee any of it and you should never take any of the tarot readings for granted. I would like to stress that I know no idol nor actor personally, I never met any of them and all those readings are fictional, imagins, make believe and hypothetical scenarios. Do not base any of your life decisions on a tarot reading only, always use your common sense. If you have issues with tarot cards for religious or other reasons, do not engage in reading my posts.

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Masterlist

Tarot Readings

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2PM

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Astro

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Ateez

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BigBang

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BLACKPINK

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BtoB

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BTS

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CIX

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CRAViTY

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Dreamcatcher

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E'LAST

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Enhypen

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EXO

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Got7

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ITZY

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KINGDOM

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LE SSERAFIM

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Monsta X

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N.Flying

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NCT (All sub-units)

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Omega X

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ONEUS

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OnlyOneOf

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(only Yunho and Changmin, see the former members among solo artists)

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[bloomingdayswithyou]

MASTERLIST

requests are open!! if you want to make one, you can check the rules !!

Angst: ☁️ | Fluff: 🌸 | Smut: 🔥 | Suggestive: ❤️

NCT

How would dating Jungwoo be like? 🌸

Melodies of the stars (Jeno x idol!male!reader) 🌸

Enchanted Encounter (Jaemin x male!reader) 🌸

A Whole New World (Aladdin!Lucas x Jasmine!male!reader feat. Genie!Jackson) 🌸

Sweet Redemption (Jaemin x m!reader) ☁️🌸

Only You and Me (Jaehyun x m!reader, non!idol au) 🌸

Shadows Of The Heart (Haechan x m!reader) ☁️🌸

Whisper in the Shadows (Chenle x m!reader) 🌸

Shared Love (mark x johnny x m!reader) (poly) 🌸

ATEEZ

How would dating Mingi be like? 🌸

Guiding Light (Hongjoong) ☁️🌸

How would dating Jongho be like? 🌸

ZB1

Echoes of Regret (Gyuvin x f!reader, non!idol au) ☁️

Shattered Dreams (Jiwoong x m!reader) ☁️

Pokémon

A chance encounter in Mossdeep City pt. 1 (Steven Stone) 🌸

Recording a Sextape (Raihan x m!reader) 🔥

Dating Clavell, Hassel, Brassius and Larry headcannons (separated, gn!reader) 🌸

Enchanted Reunion (n x gn!reader) 🌸

Haikyuu!!

How would they react to you thinking they’re too big (Kuroo, Daichi) ❤️

Unlikely Bond (Tsukishima x m!reader) 🌸

Bokuto’s Subtle Conffesion (Bokuto x m!reader) 🌸

Clumsy Confession (Lev x gn!reader) 🌸

Obey Me!

How would the brothers flirt with MC (pt. 1) 🌸

How would they flirt with MC (pt. 2) (Simeon, Solomon, Barbatos, Diavolo) 🌸

Beel, Mammon and Lucifer with a transmasc reader 🌸

Starlit Night (Diavolo) 🌸

Ink and Despair (Lucifer) 🌸

Jujutsu Kaisen

How would they react to (unintentional) suggestive actions (Gojo, Toji) ❤️

You’re safe, that’s all that matters (Gojo) ☁️🌸

My Hero Academia

Dating Midoriya, Bakugo and Todoroki headcannons 🌸

JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure

Bruno and Giorno with hijabi friend headcannons (platonic) 🌸

Shadows of the Past (Giorno x gn!reader) 🌸

Morning routine with Giorno and Abbacchio (poly x gn!reader) 🌸

Arcana Twilight

Cozy Moments: Alpheratz and Sirius 🌸

Love & Deepspace

Birthday Celebration for his S/O (Wayne, Xavier and Rafayel x gn!reader) 🌸

Pillow Fight with Rafayel (x gn!reader) 🌸

Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler

Prince Soma x reader headcannons (gn!reader) 🌸

[findroleplay]

hi 21 m looking for roleplay partners. I really want to do a kpop rp. with either txt, Ateez, xdinary heroes, or nct. we can do ships, or if multiple people want to, we can do a group rp.

I'd like to do an au, or something supernatural if we wanted them to stay as idols. I just do *not* want a boring slice of life rp.

I am on my knees begging. there is nothing more I want then this. someone please.

like and I'll find u.

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[daegall]

[11:28]

pairing: bf!mark x reader

genre: fluff, slight crack, slight domestic!AU, established relationship!AU

warnings: bruises

word count: 608 words

a/n: hi so if you think you've read this before its from a drabble i posted just a few days ago for xdinary heroes' junhan!!!! if not, then somoene probably plagiarized me >:(

just thought i would post something bc i havent posted a work in a while !!

networks/taglist: @neoturtles @knet-bakery @ficscafe @kflixnet @k-radio @nct-writers + @soobin-chois @markhyuckselca @addictedtothesummernights <3

You believe guitars are made just for Mark Lee and Mark Lee only, because as you sit on his bed, with his beloved guitar in your hands, trying to strum along to some chords he had taught you just a few minutes ago, you want to scream in frustration. 

How the fuck was your boyfriend so good at playing the guitar? How long has he been playing?? Why are the strings so incredibly sharp and how does Mark not get any bruises from practicing so much?!

Mark himself can’t help but laugh when you heave a heavy sigh, scooting closer to you to grab at your wrist. “You okay?”

You slump, leaning towards him, shutting your eyes when he starts to prod and massage at your sore fingers. “I hate guitars.” 

Mark chuckles, blowing lightly at your hands. “I’m sure you do.” You feel the calluses on his fingertips, and wonder just how long he's had his fingers bruised to get it like that.

“How are you so good at such an instrument? Just how much talent do you hold?”

Unbeknownst to you, Mark finds such comfort and pride in your words, biting back a proud grin. He’s been playing the guitar for almost all his life, picking it up as a child. Days of doubting himself, weeks of intense practicing because he thinks he’s not as good as others, years of thinking he should probably give up, almost dissipating at your words. 

“None,” He mutters truthfully. “I just practice a lot.” 

“I don’t believe that,” you reply, picking his guitar yet once again. This is a little habit of yours, Mark notices. As much as you absolutely despise and struggle at a certain thing, you keep trying again and again to find at least a little bit of progress. He finds it cute. 

Though, he does have to stop and comfort you at times when you go too far. 

With a determined look on your face, with motivation you have from absolutely nothing, you place your fangers back on the guitar, and find them pressing against the strings into an E chord, just as your boyfriend had taught you.

However, once you strum, you groan at the false notes it emits, throwing your arms in the air. Mark bursts out in laughter, the small grumpy frown on your lips causing him more happiness than he would have ever thought. 

Despite your frustration, and hate for the guitar, you can’t help but feel proud that you were the cause of Mark's laughter. There’s something about it that tugs on your heartstrings. 

“You’re supposed to put your middle finger on the second fret of the second string,”

“Sorry, guitar genius.” 

Instead of trying again, you pass the guitar to him, and let him have a go to play. You always found his guitar playing so very pleasant. He’s just too good for you to pass the offer to listen. Instantly, a smile curls his lips up, as he naturally finds his flow on the guitar, playing chords you could never even learn playing.

As he happily plays his guitar, you can’t help but feel so very proud of Mark and how far he’s come. You’re so glad you met him, you’re so glad you get to spend time with him and make him happy, it’s truly all you’ve ever wanted to do. 

As he makes a small mistake, and winces embarrassingly at it, you can’t help but laugh, and lean forward to plant a soft kiss on his cheek. You can’t help but think you absolutely love him with all your heart when he shyly crashes into his pillows with flustered noises.

[atinyjules]

How To Become A Hero; The Hard Way ft. Mark Lee { mini - masterlist }

"Heroes...have to give up some things...in order to complete their job, whether its a life or an object."

Mark Lee

Nakamoto Miwa

Moodboard 1 (mark lee)

Moodboard 2 (Nakamoto Miwa)

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

[yutafrita]

Through the Webs- CHAPTER ONE

"And through it all, I will fearlessly love you."

Sungchan x Reader (y/n pronouns are she/her)

Genre: Sci-Fi, thriller, angst

Chapter Warnings: Discussions of poor mental health, horrible mental health facilities, depictions and discussions of mental illnesses, mental health being used against main characters. The people here with mental health issues are not treated well nor are the actual diagnoses here close to accurate. The depictions of mental health in the beginning are not good so please don't take them at face value.

WC: ~5.7K

Through the Webs Master List

Synopsis: Therapy. Medication. Wallow. Repeat. You have gotten the daily routine down pact. Your visions or “delusions” as the doc would say, haven’t helped you when it comes to recovering from your amnesia, though. What has helped are the times when Sungchan visits you in the hospital. He says he’s your best friend, and since no one else has visited, what else are you to believe? Certainly not your own delusions which keep telling you that the asylum is more than what it seems.

Tag! @nini0620

Chapter One

Your fingers laced through the cheap yarn, working on a muscle memory as you knitted the thin scarf the nurses permitted of you. The nurses refused to give you any proper yarn in case you’d strangle someone, and wouldn’t even let you have actual knitting needles lest you stab someone with them. So, you sat in your group therapy session, admiring the intricate work you were able to do with the cheap yarn and whatever your fingers could permit.

“I just think we deserve a movie besides the third Transformers and the Lion King,” Ten sat across from you in the circle, having repeated this sentence numerous times today already.

“We do, we know our worth! At least give us a non-Italian dub version of the Lion King!” Jisoo cheered. You looked up from your work to see her reaching to punch the air for emphasis before making eye contact with one of the guards. 

“Keep the fist down,” the guard threatened, reaching for the baton at his hip. Gulping, the smile she had on went away as she tucked her arms back to her side.

Looking past Jisoo, your vision began acting up in the way it always did. In the way that got you sent here in the first place- according to the doctor that is. You forced yourself to focus back on the knitting job in your hand, trying to ignore the other sounds that threatened to take you out of focus.

“Ten, you know your mania inflates your self worth,” the therapist told him, sounding bored. You didn't blame him. You too were bored with this monotony. According to Jaemin, who was the only one mindful enough to maintain some sort of tracking system, you five had been in the asylum for over six months now. 

Despite this, none of your memories have been restored, hell, the nurses refused to be of any help with it. All the nurses and Doctors in the hospital had you sequestered into the amnesiac wing, found your records with your former diagnoses, and kept you all feeling nothing but miserable.

“Y/N? You haven’t spoken at all this session.” the therapist called out. You sat up straight, turning your attention to the therapist and their clipboard.

You smirked, “neither has Taeil.” 

The therapist did not find this as amusing as you and the rest of the circle did, even earning a grin from the mute Taeil himself. Behind the other heads of those in the circle, was the scene your brain was trying to get you to see so desperately- a skyscraper overlooking a smaller building that hosted a loud party on its rooftop. You could tell that a figure was on the balcony of the taller building, overlooking it all, before the images faded from the background, leaving the rest of the therapy room in its place.

“Y/N? Are you seeing things again?” the therapist sounded disappointed, writing something down. Your eyes widened and you shook your head quickly.

“N… No! I was just ignoring you all,” it was better to be seen as rude than for them to know you were still seeing things. Being rude just earned you a scoff, whereas seeing things that aren't there earned you a higher med dosage and even heavier surveillance by the guards. 

“How rude,” Jaemin chuckled. A knock was heard at the door, and the therapist checked the watch on her wrist, letting go of a sigh she seemed to have been holding onto for a while. Another nurse entered, and raised up two fingers at the therapist.

“Well, it’s that time again. It appears that two of you have visitors today,” she hummed. Jisoo stomped three times, paused, and then stopped again once before the nurse at the door said, “Jaemin, Y/N.” It seems Jisoo was right. On days where group therapy is after lunch, you (one stomp) and Jaemin (three stomps) will get visitors.

Soon, you and Jaemin were standing outside of the visiting room. You and Jaemin stood still  as they attached cuffs to your ankles. 

“Who do you think is visiting you today?” you asked. Jaemin usually had two different people visiting him. He had no proper recollection as to who they were, yet you were all so starved for interaction that talking to anyone was better than nothing.

“No clue, who do you think is visiting you?” he shrugged, the guards now patting you both down- as if you had any possessions to keep in your pockets and smuggle.

“It’s always the same person,” you replied blankly. Even the person who visited you was a part of the odd routine here. The guard opened the door, and with the chains clinking at your ankles, you and Jaemin shuffled awkwardly to two different tables, each in separate corners of the room. 

Buzz. 

A red light buzzed over the door on the opposite end of the room, and two people walked in. The men nodded at each other and moved to sit in front of the person they came to visit- the man who you learned a few weeks back was named Kun, and the one that always came to visit you.

“Hi,” he greeted, his lanky body fitting awkwardly at the seat across from you. You could tell his knees were hitting the bottom of the table, but he didn’t seem to mind too much as he stared back at you with his doe eyes.

“Hi, Sungchan,” you greeted. 

“Have you been eating?” it was usually his first question, and you nodded as usual. “Have your memories come back yet?” you shook your head. “Do you remember me?” again, you shook your head. Same person, same set of three questions- and yet, he always looked physically in pain whenever you shook your head at the last two.

“I know you said you’re my good friend,” you felt bad- you wanted to remember him so badly “But I only know because you told me,” your voice went quiet at the end.

“That’s okay, I have enough memories for the both of us for now,” he forced his smile, glancing behind you to see one of the guards. Swallowing deeply, he took a moment to think of his next question.

“Have you been able to watch any different movies?” you had complained to him last week that the nurses would only let you watch Transformers 3 and the Italian Dub of The Lion King. You let out a soft laugh, feeling so empty that him asking that stupid question made you feel important to someone.

“No, Ten’s started asking all the Doctors about getting us new movies, but they think it’s his mania,” you huffed.

“How is asking for more movies a symptom of his ma-?” Sungchan stopped the question once he heard the large footed step that was taken towards him. It was a warning from the guards. Sungchan looked down at his wringing hands.

“You said you play soccer?” In passing during your last visit, Sungchan had mentioned playing pick-up soccer. Admittedly, you weren’t interested in sports, but it was a small glimpse into Sungchan and life outside the hospital. You would happily take whatever taste of the outside you could.

“Yeah, I’ve played since I was little. I was on our college team,” his smile returned. You put your head in your hands, watching him intently. Maybe if you were normal and not held under lock in key with the same group of people all the time, you’d have a little shame. But, you couldn’t help how curious you were when it came to Sungchan, so you stared at him dreamily. 

He was the only one to visit you, and despite supposedly being the person closest to you in the world, whenever you asked him any questions about yourself, he grew quiet. The nurses told you that you shouldn’t ask too many questions about your past- they said it needs to come to you on your own or you’ll basically break your brain. You could imagine Sungchan was given this spiel too- but every now and again, he’d drop a small nugget that you’d cling onto.

“What did you study in college?” you worded this first question thoughtfully, ignoring the figures that began forming behind him.

“Criminal Justice.”

“That must have been tough. Being an athlete and maintaining your grades.”

“I had you to help me with a lot of classes,” he added quickly, as if in your former life, this was something he would commonly remind you of. You knew better than to press further, with the guard looming closely behind you- but knowing that you studied somewhere in the criminal justice field would get you by until his next visit.

Sungchan began going on about the plot of a new show he was watching, something he tended to do, and you stared past him at the figures unfolding. It was of someone, crawling upside down along the ceiling. They were wearing all black, moving towards the guard closest to Jaemin, the guard's face changing right before your eyes from someone who was clean shaven to now having a full on beard. 

The figure jumped down on the guard, and you leapt up from your seat in wide-eyed panic.

“Y/N? Are you okay?” Sungchan reached for your arm, his voice shaking as he saw the fear in your eyes. The figures faded away as they normally did, now leaving you breathing heavy with everyone staring at you.

“I-I…” you were sputtering, staring down at your hands in shame. Why was I like this? You were shouting at yourself internally, upset that your sick brain was ruining your visit with Sungchan.

“All right, time for you to go back,” the guard behind you roughly snatched your wrists, forcing you to move from the table.

“No wait, we have ten more minutes!” Sungchan’s voice rose, his eyes scanning you as if you were vanishing right before him.

“She’s sick. Say something again and you won’t be seeing her until next week,” the guard threatened. You watched Sungchan’s face as it formed into a glare, his hands holding tightly onto the table as if he was restraining himself.

“I’ll see you soon,” despite his features, Sungchan spoke softly to you as you were escorted out from the visitor room.

“Fucking freak,” the guard muttered once you returned to the main quarters, shoving your shoulder. You didn’t have the energy to fight him, and watched as he undid the latches of the handcuffs around your ankles.

The shared living quarter was composed of a couch, an old brick of a TV, and a table with checkers. Taeil, Ten, and Jisoo sat cross legged in front of the TV as the Italian Lion King played, although they all snapped their heads around at you once they heard the door open.

“Mufasa hasn’t even died yet,” Ten noted. You swallowed your tears, glaring up at the camera in the high corner of the room.

“It was cut short,” you stated the obvious, and moved from the shared space to the hallway that led to the five doors that held each of yours ‘rooms.’

Each of your rooms was an exact copy and paste of the other- white walls, a white bed with white sheets, white laminated floors, four cameras in each corner, and a window that showed a plain, unmoving, seemingly never ending lawn. During the day, each of your rooms would be unlocked and wide open, but only you and Jaemin would ever willingly coop yourselves up in these spaces on purpose. 

It was weird to crave human interaction while also being so sick of those around you. You had considered that, maybe because you were all amnesiacs, you were sick of them because they offered nothing real. Nothing about any of you felt real. The only being that felt real here was Sungchan- and on a good week, you would see him for an hour at best.

You let out an exasperated groan, yanking the comforter off your bed as you wrapped it around yourself.

He said you helped him with everything.

Does this mean you were smart? Studious? This made sense. The first few months you had begged the nurses for anything to let you write with, even crayons, but they refused. The only time you were allowed anything to write with was on your solo therapy sessions, and even then the doctor would instruct you to do something while a guard burned you with their eyes. Maybe they’d have you write an essay with a few thoughts for the day, a doodle of a dog, but it was never long enough. Never enough.

More than anything, you wanted to write down every note you’d been able to gather from Sungchan. You wanted to keep track of all of the things you had learned, and maybe create a proper map of your past. 

Once you were properly wrapped in the comforter, you laid yourself on the floor, and rolled over until you were securely under your bed. 

You had figured out after your first few nights that this was the only semblance of privacy you were going to get. The four cameras in your room couldn’t properly catch the upper right side of your bed, so anytime you wanted to pretend you were alone, you would crawl to the corner and sob endlessly. It’s also where you kept the only thing you called yours.

It was pathetic, but it was the only thing that hadn’t been ripped away from you.

You discovered the earring back on the linoleum floor a couple of weeks back in the shared living space. You were sure one of the nurses dropped it without realizing, but you didn’t pay it any mind- the last thing you wanted was the guards to swarm in like they did when Ten pickpocketed a pen from a Doctor. Instead, you sat down near it, not paying it any mind as you mindlessly watched Transformers 3, and like you normally did you laid down and shut your eyes.

Except, this time you had one arm extended above you as carefully pressed onto the back until it nearly melded to your skin.

After the credits began to roll, you stood up casually (which was difficult since you were so excited) and went to the corner under your bed.

Now, here you were, sobbing quietly to yourself as you stared at the dust bunnies that collected themselves around the gross, ugly, rusty earring back. Did you cry this much before? You’d have to try and ask Sungchan next time, maybe he could answer in a roundabout way.

You were angry at the Doctors and Nurses insistence that being told a drop too much about your past would break your brains- they were already broken, obviously so when all five of you seemed to be diagnosed with much else besides your full amnesia. With this horrible, angry thought, you fell asleep under your bed, sniffling the whole time.

The following day started as it usually did- the doors loudly unlocking, and the head nurse shouting that you had five minutes to get up for room checks.

Make the bed. Take the cup full of medications. Eat the slop called breakfast. Solo therapy. Group therapy. TV time. Lunch.

Eating with the child safe plastic utensils, the five of you sat on the floor of the shared living space, already tired from the mix of medications and therapy from the morning. There was a horrible crick in your neck from sleeping on the floor, but you forced yourself to focus on chewing the rice on your plate.

“My Uncle said he’d try getting us another movie,” Jaemin wasn’t much for talking, but he’d occasionally chime in with a statement or two.

“That young guy’s your Uncle?” you asked dryly.

“Apparently,” Jaemin was poking at the leftover grains on his plate, completely ignoring the fruit bowl to his side.

“I don’t know, the Italian Lion King is growing on me,” Jisoo muttered as she tore through the chicken breast on her plate, fingers greasy. Between chews, she glanced up at the clock above the doorway before pounding her greasy fist on the floor- knocking twice, knocking four times, and then five times straight. Taeil rolled his eyes at this, visibly wishing he could snap at her. Jisoo’s knocking signals were useful during therapy sessions, but not so much when it was just the five of you and she could easily shoot the three people she thought would be getting a visit a quick glance.

“Can you please clean up that grease?” Ten tossed her some napkins he had begged the nurse for earlier, earning a huff from Jisoo.

“Have one of them two do it,” she tossed the stack over to you as the door behind you opened, two guards coming into the shared space.

“Taeil, Ten, and Jisoo, finish eating. You three have visits,” the guard earned a small cheer from Ten and Jisoo. As the three exited the room with their empty plates, you and Jaemin quietly picked up the grease left behind by her before watching the third Transformers movie.

“Did he say what movie he would bring?” you asked him mindlessly, staring at yourself in the reflection of the TV. 

Jaemin shrugged, “I’ll take anything.”

“Even Italian Transformers 3 and non-Italian Lion King?”

Jaemin’s voice turned surprisingly serious as he repeated, “I’ll take anything.”

You took to knitting with your fingers again, doing your best to not mistakenly tear the fragile yarn you were allowed. It helped fill the small itch you had. You didn’t know how you knew how to knit, but you knew you could. It affirmed that you were a person before the hospital, and maybe you could be one again. Throughout the rest of that day and the following day you knitted rapidly, finishing the thin scarf you had been working on.

You begged the guard, and they seemed to almost feel bad for you as they finally relented and let you bring it into the visitors room when Sungchan visited next time.

“Did you make this?” his eyes were wide as you laid down the scarf on the table once you sat in front of him. No figures or visions would ruin this visit- you refused to let that happen. You nodded proudly. You were so happy you ignored the way his legs continued to fidget under the table and how he kept wringing his hands.

“Yep! I want you to have it,” you lightly pushed it his way. He was quiet, and gnawed on his lip as he stared down at it. Oh, you realized. He must think it was hideous. It wasn’t perfect- you had skipped a few stitches on one end the material was a nightmare to work with. He was always dressed so well- in that moment, he was wearing a beautiful hand knitted cardigan. A jealous thought creeped into your head and you shook it, more sad that this scarf was the best you could give him.

“I’m sorry, I know it’s not great-.”

“No! No! It’s amazing, I’m just… thank you,” he smiled genuinely, his hands unclasping to reach forward and take the scarf, his thumbs gently caressing it as if it was absolutely precious to him. “I didn’t know they allowed knitting needles.”

“They don’t, I used my fingers.”

“Wow,” he was silent again, admiring the craftsmanship, a small smile creeping on his lips.

“You don’t need to pretend,” you murmured, twiddling your thumbs. Sungchan reached out to hold your hands, his hands engulfing your own for a brief moment before a guard stood next to the table.

“No physical contact,” the guard grunted. You both moved your hands back to your sides. His hands were cool, you wished that you could still hold them.

“I love it, I’ll wear it even in summer,” he smiled, his hands moving again to take the scarf and wrap it around his neck.

“Is it even cold outside?” you chuckled, admiring how he made the scruffy clothing item look almost sophisticated.

“It’s definitely starting to get colder, it’s making it hard to do much outside,” his voice dropped in the last part of the sentence. Wisely, you knew that was as much as you’d get from him before having a guard get mad again. 

You told him about your latest therapy sessions and your lack of progress. He told you about some new movie he saw with some other friends (you asked if you had known them, and he glanced back at a guard before frowning and shaking his head).

You waved goodbye to Sungchan and watched as he exited after Jisoo’s sister, his hands wrapped around the scarf as it was something precious. You were in a daze the next few days, a smile crossing your face each time you thought back to the image of Sungchan holding the cheap scarf you made for him.

“The nurses say you’ve been happy,” your therapist noted, watching you doodle on a lined sheet of paper he gave you.

“I don’t know how anyone one can be happy here,” you were focused on trying to get the proper shape of a flower, but it was hard to draw from memory considering you lacked it. You tried thinking back to the Lion King, and decided to instead draw Simba.

“Then does that mean you’ve been… seeing things again?” he asked, taking out his clipboard. You stopped mid-doodle and glared up at your doctor.

“No,” you lied, looking back down to continue drawing. Random figures appear to you almost all the time, but you’ve done your best to control your reactions- even now, in the therapy room, you were seeing people behind the Doctor.

Well, not just any people, but you brushed it off as you kept your head down.

“Is it that friend of yours that visits you? He’s been keeping you happy?” This was a pointed question, and a chill ran up your spine. Looking back up, behind the doctor and ignoring the figures that kept perveying your mind, you glared at the camera in the right hand corner. 

“You call that guy friend?” you raised your eyebrow, forcing a laugh. “He’s… just some guy… not like anything or anyone even matters,” you went back to drawing, the only sound in the room being of the pencil scraping against the pencil.

You went to your room afterwards and sat under your bed again, crying softly as you continued knitting. You hated it. You hated saying that Sungchan didn’t matter to you- but there was a sick feeling in your gut that told you admitting this would not bode well, that the Doctor would use the excuse that his visiting was impeding your recovery.

There was a rustle next to your bed, and then you saw Jisoo’s crouched body, smiling your way.

“Mind if I crawl in here with you?” it had to have been dinner time soon, considering the sunlight that started to lower from your window. You nodded at her, tucking your knees closer to your chest as she slid next to you, staring at the underside of the bed’s foundation.  “My sister said the weather is nice.”

“That must be nice to know,” you whispered, your fingers still lacing through the yarn.

“Do you think we’ll know, one day? Our memories will come back and we’ll remember the feeling of sun on our skin?” her hands moved up, poking at the underside of your bed now. Her frame was so different than how it was in that stupid vision you saw behind the Doctor. That Jisoo then seemed strong, buff, focused, yet here as she laid on the floor next to you, she seemed so fragile and hollow. It was a mystery why your brain would show her to you as anything but what she was.

“Maybe one day.”

Jisoo started humming softly to herself, her fingers still tracing the underbelly of your bed when a shuffle of footsteps started into your room. You looked at the feet entering, the voices slowly rising as they stood directly next to your bed. You glanced down, noting that Jisoo paid them no mind.

These aren’t real you chastised yourself, trying to focus on your finger knitting as the voices from the figures starting to go from garbled to something clear and understandable.

“You can’t go!” the first voice spoke, making you freeze in the midst of your scarf.

“What choice do I have?” the second one cut in, making you slowly turn your head over, looking past Jisoo to stare at the two sets of shoes closely.

“He’s going to kill you all,” the first voice pleaded as the second person seemed to wander through the room, as if trying to locate something. You were angry. Sungchan was the one person who made you feel normal, you wanted to yell at your brain for using him in your delusions. 

“It’s either me or…” the second voice trailed off as they whimpered. It was the whimper that convinced you- your vision today that your brain invented, was one of you and Sungchan. “You have your parents, your brother. But Sungchan, you’re all I have. You can live without me, but I can’t live without you.”

“Holy shit,” you muttered, earning you a confused glance from Jisoo who stopped her humming. The figures vanished, leaving you dumbfounded.

“Are you seeing the aliens again?” Jisoo poked your cheek, giggling at your blank stare.

“I don’t see aliens,” you half-heartedly defended, returning to your knitting. The things you’d see often had you watching some form of yourself in third person, it would even have you see other forms of people you already knew. But seeing, or rather, hearing Sungchan was a first. 

The next day came soon. You and Taeil cleaned the bathroom in the morning under the instruction of the nurses, and afterwards Ten challenged you to a game of checkers.

“I guess it means it's Sunday,” you thought aloud, dragging one of your chips to its next spot on the board, collecting one of Ten’s as you did. Sunday was the one day a week you all had off from group therapies, and were given free reign in your shared space, besides whoevers turn in the week it was to clean the bathroom.

“The days all seem to melt together, don’t they?” Ten mused, staring down intently at the board.

“Which sister visited you?” Ten had two visitors that alternated in visits, both being his sisters.

“Last time was Lisa. She said she just finished this big art commission she’s been working on. How’s Sungchan?” Ten finally lifted a chip, maneuvering it in a way that swiftly allowed him to collect more of your pieces.

“He’s good, he liked the scarf I made him.” “Good, Jaemin said he was going to take it if Sungchan didn’t,” Ten chuckled. You furrowed your eyebrow, earning a laugh from Ten. “Geez, I think he was just kidding.”

You grunted in response, and played silently for a few more minutes.

“Did Lisa say who she sold her last work too?” you prodded, not looking up from the board. Ten was quiet, as if he too had wondered more beyond what he should know.

“I wish,” he whispered.

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Sungchan hated his monitoring days. 

The city center had broadcasts of the asylum at all times, but he would always manage to avoid them on his way to work. However, when it came to collecting data and observing anything to help with the plan, Sungchan knew he’d be a fool not to agree to and follow Kun’s plan of having someone watching the feeds at all times.

So, Sungchan was finishing his monitoring shift for the week. Sometimes he’d remember to download some podcasts to listen to since the broadcasts didn’t have sound and there was no signal in the underground, but most times he’d forget or just not listen anyways.

He hated watching you there.

Capsik was a monster, and keeping the five of you locked up in a cage was one horrible thing. To have your mental torture broadcast to the entire town 24 hours of the day, seven days a week, was another horrifying tactic to break the citizens spirits. But, having Sungchan and others visit you and everyone? This was the last bit under Capsik’s sleeve. It was to break Sungchan and the families spirits and so they could first hand watch the light leave their loved ones eyes.

Chewing on a piece of gum, Sungchan awkwardly leaned his composition notebook on Renjun’s workstation. It was where the monitors were all hooked up to show most cameras in the prison properly, and it was where everyone else would set themselves up in the underground too when it was their turn to monitor the livestreams. 

After his visit yesterday morning, Sungchan headed to the underground with a face red from tears. Once he took over Lisa’s shift, he proceeded to watch the stream with watery eyes, hardly able to take notes as he continuously stained the notebook. Having to watch you be miserable was one thing, but having to watch you crawl under your bed so you could cry in peace? Sungchan was miserable.

He was glad that he was alone for most of his shift. With the escape plan being so close to being ready, the last thing he or anyone else needed was for the rest of the group to question Sungchan’s ability to lead. The shifts usually ran in ten to twelve hour increments, partly depending on when Capsik’s cronies would tell the members when their visits were, and partly depending on trying to keep up appearances above ground in the city.

Sungchan had managed to clean his face up and was watching you closely knit in the living space with everyone, watching you all watch Italian Lion King yet again. Kun had brought several DVDs by, only to have the nurses laugh in his face.

A few clicks echoed, and a large wheel turned, groaning as the entrance to the underground workspace opened, revealing Kun and Yangyang. Kun was carrying a red toolbox, and Yangyang continued chatting with him as if Kun was not struggling with the box in his hand.

“Why is our hideout in an abandoned sewer?” Yangyang asked Sungchan once he noticed the tall man glancing over at them with the glare of monitors on his face.

“Because it’s the only place that offers privacy and enough space,” Sungchan yawned, closing his notebook as he heard Kun drop the toolbox in Yangyang’s workstation, earning a small yelp from the younger.

“I got it from here Sungchan, get going or you’ll miss your visit,” Kun gently pat Sungchan’s shoulder, who simply nodded and rubbed his eyes in response.

“I’ll see you guys later,” he called, grabbing his coat from the entrance before starting out. The hideout consisted of three large caverns connected by the abandoned sewer system of the city. From the work rooms, it took Sungchan about 30 minutes to reach the opening that led into sequestered forest on the outskirts of town, and from there he’d grab his bike and reach the asylum after another 20 minutes.

“Hi,” Sungchan greeted you, his knees brushing up against the top of the obnoxiously low table. He wouldn’t have been surprised if Capsik made the tables and chairs this uncomfortable on purpose- but Sungchan refused to be bothered in front of you, and watched you brightly with his doe eyes. “Have you eaten?”

“Yes,” you replied. He noted the object you were gripping tightly in your hand, a small twitch coming from your fingers. Quietly, and carefully, you then unwrapped the scarf, laying it down gently on the table.

“Did you make this?” His eyes were wide. You still remembered how to knit! Capsik and his team had done an incredible job of making your memories go away (well, in most ways), but it seemed he couldn’t get rid of your innate need to create webs.

“Yep! I want you to have it,” you lightly pushed it his way. He was quiet, and gnawed on his lip as he stared down at it. Sungchan refused for you to see him cry. He swore that he would stay strong in front of you- he knew you would do the same for him, along with trying to get him out. He could tell right away that they had given you the cheapest yarn possible and yet, you had only skipped a few stitches, seeming to have done your best to keep it even. It was perfect in every way, and Sungchan had to stop himself from sobbing and holding you.

“I’m sorry, I know it’s not great-,” you sputtered, starting to look down in what seemed like shame. Sungchan nearly gasped, realizing he had been quiet for so long, that you had no idea what he was thinking. 

“No! No! It’s amazing, I’m just… thank you,” he smiled genuinely, his hands unclasping to reach forward and take the scarf, his thumbs gently caressing it as if it was absolutely precious to him. It was a piece of you that you wanted to share with him, how could he not love it? “I didn’t know they allowed knitting needles.”

“They don’t, I used my fingers.”

“Wow,” he was silent again, admiring the craftsmanship. He was in awe of you- how even here, without your memories, and constantly under surveillance you still managed to create something beautiful and still wanted to share it with him.

“You don’t need to pretend,” you murmured, twiddling your fingers. Sungchan followed his instincts then, and reached his hands forward to take yours into his. For the first time in a while, something felt right. Despite the warmth in Sungchan’s hands, yours felt cool, they felt like home to him. Sungchan didn’t get to indulge much, since just as quickly as Sungchan grabbed your hands to comfort you, a guard sprouted next to the table with a soured expression.

“No physical contact,” the guard grunted. You both put your hands back to your sides, Sungchan frowning deeply. It was torture to see you and not be able to properly comfort you.

“I love it, I’ll wear it even in summer,” he smiled, his hands moving again to take the scarf and wrap it around his neck. That day, he was also wearing a cardigan you knitted for him, but he knew better than to test the guards patience twice within a few minutes- especially with the escape plans being so close to fruition.

“Is it even cold outside?” you chuckled, your bright smile being all he could see for a moment. You were all Sungchan could see, and that was all he swore he ever needed.

Continue? —> CHAPTER TWO

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Non-Idol AU, Villain AU

TW: Language

Dynamic: literal ray of sunshine mark with hellspawn that would tear the world apart for him

Pairing: Mark x Reader ft. Taeyong

Y/N Pronouns: Not Specified

Genre: Fluff, a bit of Angst

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Were you allowed to feel this way again?

This moment of joy was interrupted by those heavy thoughts. Surely, this had to be a punishment. This love you felt for the boy who slept in your arms, were you allowed to have him at your side? The way the sun filtered through the curtains that he insisted to have open, it shone on him so perfectly that you were afraid that if you touched him it would all go away. You caressed his face with the back of your hand gently, and he stirred ever so quietly.

He just reminded you so much of him. You withdrew your hand from Mark's face and held it to your chest instead. He was just too good for you. How could so much love rest in his heart? You'd never know.

Then, in that moment, you swore you saw Taeyong instead of him, and your heart sank. Your chest tightened and you pulled away from Mark. You sat up, your feet against the cold hard wood floors, and you held your head in your hands as it began to pound against your skull.

"What curse have you left me with, Taeyong?" You mumbled while you stood up. You turned around to look at Mark, who was still resting peacefully, and you pulled the blanket up and over his shoulders to keep him warm. Then, you walked back out into the tower.

It's been warmer in here lately. The last time you felt such warmth around here was... You looked over to the window, it was wide open and the calm breeze made the curtains flutter about.

And again, you saw him.

A ghostly apparition of your lost beloved stood at the window, wiping down the glass panes and dusting the ledge, there was a small smile on his face and you felt your chest constrict again. There was this undeniable grief that consumed you. God, it had already been so long, and still, you felt this horrible way.

"You're a hard person to reach," you heard him say. Now, surely, you were losing your mind. Taeyong now stood with his arms crossed in front of the window, the light behind him nearly blinding you. "I should have never left you."

"Then why did you?" You answered anyway. Taeyong seems to look off for a second, but still, you couldn't take your eyes off of him. "Look at you, bathed in the sunlight like you were always supposed to be..." your shoulders slumped and, now, you found yourself kneeling on the ground, your hands limp at your sides while you fought back tears.

"And look at you, with the love you'd always deserved," he says. You looked up at him and you felt a cold chill against your cheek while he held you. "I could never have given you the love you deserved, my dear, you know that," he says. You rose your hands to your face, but felt nothing aside from your own cheeks.

"How could you say that, love? I killed you," you looked down at the floor again and you heard Taeyong sigh.

"No, it was my fault... I was a fool to think the hero would choose me over the world, and I knew she was going to kill you, I couldn't let that happen," he reassures you.

"I'm a monster..." you muttered. He looks over to your room.

"I'm sure he doesn't think so," Taeyong says quietly. You followed his gaze.

"He will die, just as you did."

"He won't."

"They'll come for him the way they did you," you argued. Taeyong, however, held so much melancholy in his eyes that it broke your heart. Where were the stars you'd fallen for before?

"And you will be there to protect him," he insists. You held back a choked sob. Your past wasn't... stellar, so to say. You'd spent your life ransacking and causing havoc before you'd filled your tower with riches beyond anyone's imagination. And, in your life of thievery, you came across your first love. A prince, go figure, and you whisked him to your tower after finding yourself infatuated with him. Then, to your surprise, after you came to your senses and offered to return him, he refused. He refused and, ten years later, you'd been the happiest you'd ever been in your life, until all that karma from your past life caught up to you, and Taeyong had become the collateral damage of your wrath.

"I don't deserve him," you felt your tears drip down your face now. Oh, how Taeyong had this effect on you, you hated it, hated him. But, oh god, did you love him so.

"Maybe not, but you chose him, and he chose you, is that not enough, my dear?" He asks. You meet his gaze again and Taeyong offers you a smile. "Do you not like my blessing?" He tilts his head. Then, in that moment, everything became clear. "I couldn't leave you without knowing that you'd be okay," he says. You swallowed harshly.

"Why have you come to torment me?"

"My dear, I've come to check on you, not a day passes where I don't think of you," he says. "But... it looks like you have everything sorted here, don't you?" He looks around the tower. "Blues... I didn't think you liked that color."

"It was Mark's idea..."

"And curtains, my goodness, I never thought you the type."

"I told Mark that they'd just catch on fire but... he put an enchantment on them instead."

"What's this? Ash in a fireplace? I thought you'd never use it."

"Mark gets cold easily, and I'm not always home."

"There's so much color... so much life in here, I was worried for no reason, it seems, you're doing just fine without me," Taeyong's voice wavers. He holds your shoulders, somehow, and you look at him again. You feel as though this will be the last time. "I've never felt happier for you, my dear. You deserve this, you deserve to be happy." He looks behind him, then to your room. "I think you should go now, my dear."

"Wait," you tried to reach for him and, again, your hand reaches out to nothing.

"Take care of yourself, my dear." He stands up now and turns back to the window. "I'm glad you found someone worthy of you."

"Taeyong-" You suddenly sat up in bed, tears rushing down your face and heart beating miles per minute. The bed under you shifted, and suddenly, you were wrapped in Mark's arms.

"Hey, hey, it's okay, deep breaths, (Y/N)," he says. "Breathe with me, okay?" He says slowly. Your tears dripped onto his shirt, but the sound of his beating heart seemed to make you sob harder. You clutched onto him like he'd leave if you didn't, and, as he breathed, you tried to sync yourself with him. Once you had calmed, you pulled away from him, and Mark looked at you with that same concern he always did when you'd wake up from nightmares. "What happened, (Y/N)? Do you want to talk about it?" His hands cupped your face and wiped your tears away. In no time at all, you leaned forward again and wrapped your arms around his waist while you rested your head against his chest.

"I love you, so much," you mumbled against him. Mark held you, tighter, even.

"I love you too," he responds.

"If I may be selfish this one time... please, don't leave me," your voice wavered, and Mark stiffened.

"What happened in your nightmare, (Y/N)?" He asks. It wasn't a nightmare, but for some reason, you just couldn't form words. "I will never leave you," he says, rubbing circles on your back. "You're the first person who chose me first, (Y/N), and maybe I'm selfish too, but I can't live without you now," he says. You held him closer to you, if that was even possible, and you sighed into his chest. Then, the moment was ruined.

"Hear me, foul dragon!" You heard a loud voice shout.

"Good god," you growled.

"I am Sir Hemming! And I shall slay you to return the prince to his home!" The knight at the foot of your tower proclaimed.

"They always say their plan, I don't understand," you ruffled your hair harshly and pulled away from Mark, who only laughed in response. "We were having a moment, too, geez," you rolled your eyes and stepped out of bed. Quickly, you turned on your heel and pressed a small kiss to Mark's cheek. "Thank you, my jewel, I'll be quick," you said before departing.

"Okay, take your time!" Mark beams. You smiled back and, as soon as your bedroom door shut behind you, your eyes narrowed, and you crawled out of the tower window, watching the knight below you tremble in fear at your full dragon form.

"Well?" Your voice boomed. Sir Hemming dropped his sword. "They don't make knights like Sir Theodore anymore, do they?" You sighed and shook your head while you waited for Sir Hemming to grab his sword again.

"I will slay you!" He repeats, albeit shakily. You blew out a puff of smoke and Sir Hemming shrieked and ran away.

"Seriously? When will I actually get to fight a knight?" You stuck your head back into your tower and, in no time at all, you were back in your humanoid form. Mark poked his head out of your room.

"Is he gone?" He asks.

"Yup."

"Great, that guy was always so annoying," Mark walks out and stretches his arms. "Let's have breakfast then, I'm in the mood for something sweet," he walks past you and into the kitchen and you watch his moves.

"Yeah, lets," a small smile settled on your face and you walked after him.

You deserved to be happy.

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NCT MARVEL AU

okay so like a couple months ago I posted that I really wanted to write an NCT MARVEL AU FF... I might have deleted it I honestly cant remember I also added other SM ARTIST as side/extra/antagonist characters in the plot and right now im currently debating if i wanna find more Marvel characters that I think fit Shohei, Eunseok, and Seunghan.. idk lmk. im still working on the first few chapters and the moodboards of all the characters but it's going to take a while and i've been working very slowly since i am currently in school and have a part time job because in this economy... oof a girl's really struggling. anyways here is a small draft (with no mood board sorry im still woking on it :( ) of which MARVEL Characters the NCT members are going to be portraying

Playlist: Villian by Key ft. JENO | Hero by Martin Garrix and JVKE | Wish you were here by SUPERM | more to be added!

Lee Taeyong as Captain Marvel (Carol Danvers)

okay so i actually considered Iron Man, Falcon, Captain America, and gamora in mind for Taeyong but Iron Man matched johnny a bit more because of his personality and jaehyun suited captain america more imo

taeyong still fits a character with a strong leadership role, cus i mean cmon NCT tired dad/leader-nim

Carol Danvers/Captain Marvel is just tryna fit in and find herself/remember who she is and she finds out that she's a super powerfull highkey baddie and HELLO? Taeyong is that

she has a strong and emotional sense of leadership, willingness to help and protect others and like come on is that not tayeong???

she's (one of) the first avengers and asdfghjkl;

so yeah

carol danvers is a baddie

taeyong is a baddie

pErIoDt

Moon Taeil as Moon Knight (Marc Spector)

okay so like

this kinda just clicked? lmaoo i feel bad- well more like a geek but like MOON Taeil and MOONknight

i finished watching the MoonKnight series on Disney+ a while ago and loikeeee

Marc Spector is a hot SOB

steven grant asdfghjkl; dont get me started

oki tho im like lowkey debating if I want to include Marc's multiple personality but like he's not Moonknight with out steven soooo

might add a little twist to it

but Taeil gives me more Steven Grant vibes than Marc Spector ngl

he's a lil nervous anxious dork yknow?

did consider falcon and war machine for taeil though..

like tony and rhode's relatinship screams johnny and taeil LMFAOO

idk might make some changes...

Seo Youngho/Johnny Suh as Iron Man (Tony Stark)

cocky lil shit and a sexy ass mf

like tell me it doesn't make sense?

homie just wants to spend money and build suits

smart, hot, and rich? yes please

his wit and smart mouth

like imagine johnny "Jae (Cap) you've got a potty mouth"

tony has a heart(?)- there's proof LMFAOO

his sense of humor just screams johnny

had star lord (peter quill) in mind for him too

Nakamoto Yuta as Winter Soldier (James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes)

one intimidating bitch

but a highkey softie

gonna kick ur ass if u fuck with him or anyone he cares about

highkey mysterious

did consider hawkeye, war machine, and falcon for him tho

also considering changes in characters lmk what yall think too!

Qian Kun as Dr. Strange (Stephen Strange)

man can fly a plane

lmaoo sorry that literally has nothing to do with him being a doctor but tell me why in every goddamn MAFIA AU i read, he's the medic

his relationship with yangyang and ten remind me of dr. strange and wong lmfaoooo

lowkey a perfectionist/perfect man asdfghjkl

Kim Dongyoung/Doyoung as Dare Devil (Matt Murdock)

had hawkeye, war machine, and falcon in mind for him

war machine cause of his sense of duty and seriousness- and his relationship with johnny also reminds me of tony and rhodes

also thought about making him nebula (and falcon) cus of his relationship with taeyong

anyways matt murdock is a hot mf

a lawyer? yes please

doyoung likes to argue cus cmon 127 is always on his ass for no reason headahhh lmfaooo

ngl thought there were a lot a members and i did put some thought into this and he matched daredevil best imo

Li Yongqin/Ten as Black Widow (Natasha Romanoff)

bad bitch right here

assassin, bad bitch

have you seen the way he moves?

have you seen the way she moves?

no words, no explanation, it just is and it just makes sense

like fr let's argue

IM JP don't come at me

had hawkeye in mind for him too

Jung Yoonoh/Jaehyun as Captain America (Steve Rogers)

america's ass

like cmon manz representative emoji is a peach

can't really put my finger on it either

like maybe it the masculinity (not meant negatively tho!) and altruism in the both of them(?)

both hot as fuck for no reason

other characters that i think suited him were falcon, winter soldier, (kind of) hawkeye, and black panther

Dong Sicheng/Winwin as Hawkeye (Clint Barton)

oki so i did have black widow in mind for him

and if im being honest it was kind of hard to settle with hawkeye for him

winwin is someone is focused and serious much like clint barton

i mean cmon man was a dancer and that shit takes dedication and patience

like learning how to use a bow and arrow

also had vision in mind for him too

when i first started to get into NCT winwin kind of came off as a timid person, and he's not really affectionate so it kind of screamed vision vibes

Kim Jungwoo as Quick Silver (Pietro Maximoff)

his cute lil personality

"bet you didn't see that coming?" ackkkk

is a caring sweetheart

like pietro wants nothing but for his sister to be happy and protected

jungwoo makes his members happy

Wong Yukhei/Lucas as Thor

okay so like NCT 2018 Halloween special kind of took over

personality wise, lucas and thor are kind similar(?)

like their sense of humor

thor is lowkey the most laid back avenger despite being a prince

and most of the time i can't take lucas seriously

also another character i was kinda of iffy unsure about

idk maybe its just me but lucas seems like the type that would shy away from responsibilities and his asgard duties as king for something more chill

then again thor did do that soooo...

Lee Minhyung/Mark Lee as Spider-Man (Peter Parker)

do i even need to explain?

lmaoo oki so like i was reading a post about how some people don't like mark

which i lowkey found hard to believe but then it made sense

like no disrespect

anyways I do believe mark is a hard working person and he does try to be humble about it but like also its okay to bathe in the glory and be shameless- then again easier said than done, again no disrespect- i love mork

pure hearted and true to himself

much like peter parker

Xiao Dejun/Xiaojun as Shang Chi (Shaun)

lmaoo man is 1/3 of wayv's walking meme group

every time im on tiktok lmfaoooo

lmao i guess the way i picked theses characters to match the members is based on the relationship the members have soo

lmaoo shaun's relationship with katie reminds me of luxiaodery (is that the correct name for them?... wayv 99 liners)

again hot asf

like imagine xiaojun in the bus fighting scene

Wong Kunhang/Hendery as Ant Man (Scott Lang)

also 1/3 of wayv's walking meme group

man is fxcking hilarious

another "do i even need to explain?"

just makes sense

lmaooo well actually i did consider Star Lord for him

Huang Renjun as Yelena Belova

okay so hear me out

i though of gamora or nebula for him too

lmao he's a tiny lil agressive man

ready to bite at any moment

very deadly

snarky (<< affectionate) and witty like Yelena

"i don't get my period dip shit. i don't have a uterus" *said with a russian (chinese) accent and the fact the renjun doesn't have a uterus*

like that line screams renjun lmfao

Lee Jeno as Black Panther (T'Challa)

RIP to Chadwick Boseman

anyways

when mark graduated from dream *sad noises*

jeno gave me hard leadership vibes

like he filled the role so well without actually filling it

and i've noticed how popular he's become lately with all these stage collabs with other idols

prince king jeno

nice ring to it ;)

sense of what is feels right and does what he believes is right

wants to do well for himself and his members

did consider him for hawkeye and falcon

Lee Donhyuck/Haechan as Scarlet Witch (Wanda Maximoff)

sassy lil birchhh

haechan is a very caring person and althoug sometimes it seems like he's acting a certain way to hide his feelings i do believe he is very emotionally inteliegent- however he is kind of impulsive (emotionally)

reminds me of wanda

powerful bitch, like hello vocals?

fight with so much effort and purpose

needs support and is his members number one supporter

Na Jaemin as Falcon (Sam Wilson)

oki so like

this was also a toughy

consider hawkeye, black panther, winter soldier, dare devil, war machine, and a bunch of other... also docor strange cus mans wanted to be a surgeon if he wasn't an idol lmaooo

but tbh no characters really ever stuck with me for jaemin

he's lowkey someone is doesn't gaf and doesn't want to be here but still knows how to have a good time or make up for time

serious and yet isn't

loyal and supportive to his members

Liu YangYang as Kate Bishop

lmaoo renyang and kate and yelena vibes

like "bro what if i killed you, (renjun/yelena)?"

but like he didn't soo???

lmaooo curious and nosy

liek sticks his nose into everyone's business

whether its for funsies or a mission

but he does well in getting whatever information he needs

gave me loki vibes tho

Osaki Shotaro as Vision

he's so cute ackkk

kind of came off as an awkward lil bean to be but i think that was just because of the language barrier with the other members

but it also a reason why i thought he was a good fit to portray vision

cus they're bother still learning

not afraid to ask questions

supportive and kind of goes along with things

a bit naive and questions his morals or rights and wrongs

fast learner imo

Jung Sungchan as War Machine (James Rhodes)

okai so like

idky but i though he would have been a good match for star lord

kind still iffy ish because is he young and although this is a ff i fell like he would have matched a younger role/character

also thought he would have been a good fit for shuri

can't really say much

i feel bad cus this is a bit more of a last pick

i really did want him to have a character that was more interactive with shotaro since that are really close

also thought of a cloak and dagger duo for sungtaro

again might make dome changes so lmk yall's opinion

like im tryna take this seriously and make it make sense but also im not cus again this is for funsies

Zhong Chenle as Loki

again, im sorry but another "do i even need to explain?"

boy is hella mischievous with that lil smirk he always has

when he messes around with his members, esp jisung

lmao poor jisung

like "oh yall need an illusionist you say? no problem lessgo fuck around with some bad guys"

i know he's supposed to be a lowkey two-faced, flippity floppity bad guy but idc im making him good

cus deep down loki does have a good heart

Park Jisung as Shuri

hear me out

i know he doesn't seem like the brightest but like he really is

and i know yall agree because hacker!jisung?

yeah, that's what i thought bro

considered vison for him too

and kate bishop

and groot- well like a modified hybrid version of him

big brother jeno and little brother jisung duo

yeah

just yeah

periodt

Shohei, Eunseok, and Seunghan

okay so like

im not really sure what marvel characters suit them best

im tryna stray from X-men charcters

but idk might have to make some changes

js that haechan might justbe switched to deadpool cus cmon

and as i was writing this i had a bunch of second thoughts about with members were portraying which characters

im a bit of a perfectionist as you can see

Anyways! thanks for reading this and please feedback is and will always be appreciated! again i apologized for my pace! i am currently on winter break but im working so i haven't had much time to write anything :(.

anyways comment and reblog if you wanna see what i have in mind for other SM Artist and who they'll be portraying!

-lotus

[dollyji]

❨˖ ₊ ⊹ about the writer

dani or dolly, 22 years old, any pronouns, queer.

❨˖ ₊ ⊹ byf/dni

byf this is a smut account meaning it is 100% nsfw. i write what i want, when i want. i do not and will not tolerate hate, bullying, harassment or any form of negative asks. i firmly believe in matching energy. i write jisung smut. if you are uncomfortable with that, block his tags. this blog may contain hard kinks on occasion. read all warnings before proceeding to read a fic.

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❨˖ ₊ ⊹ about the blog

content on this blog will be nsfw. for mature audiences only. some content will contain hard kinks or content that may make some uncomfortable, including but not exclusive to: hybrids, omegaverse, stepcest, yandere, dubcon, etc. i will not tolerate any negativity or hatred toward me or my followers for this content. block and filter out keywords and tags if you don’t want to see that content. don’t like it, don’t read it.

❨˖ ₊ ⊹ frequently asked

01. when will you post xxx fic?

when i finish it! i frequently have writers block and new hyperfixations (i am neurodivergent, won’t disclose anything else) often. when i get the motivation to finish something, i will post it right away.

02. can i repost your fic if i give credits?

no!!! please do not repost my fics in any form other than a reblog directly from my account. i will not ever allow any reposts or alterations to my works either on tumblr or any other platform. if you see someone reposting my fics, please tell me. that is plagiarism. i do not consent to my fics being reposted.

03. which nct members do you write for?

at this time, renjun, jeno, haechan, jaemin, yangyang, chenle, and jisung only.

04. i’m not 18, but i’m mature. can i follow?

no. under no circumstances can anyone under the age of 18 follow me. not allowed. you will be blocked.

05. what do you write?

i will write mostly anything that isn’t listed under my hard limits. this includes but is not limited to power dynamics, aus, kinks, etc. however i will only write fem or gender neutral reader for the most part.

06. what are your hard limits?

abuse to the reader, age play, illnesses or disorders, blood-related incest, exclusive m/m ships, race play, rape, scar, or vomit.

07. you said you don’t write m/m, but what about xxx fic?

i don’t write exclusive m/m ships. which means, dollyji will not have any jaemin x jeno fics, but in the case of a threesome or orgy you may see some m/m action. for example, in a jaemin x reader x jeno fic, jaemin and jeno might kiss while they’re tending to reader.

08. what groups do you stan? who is your bias?

i stan far too many groups to list them all here. but my current ults (other than nct) are omega x, &team (jpop), and xdinary heroes. my biases in those groups are junghoon (omega x), ej (&team), and gaon (xdinary heroes). if you are curious to know whether i stan a specific group or not, you can always send me an ask!