#nct scenarions

[kisstuals]

sun & moon

PAIRING. jung jaehyun x reader WORD COUNT. 2.2k CONTAINS. angst, breakup!au WARNINGS. alcohol consumption, toxic relationship dynamics, insecure reader PLAYLIST. sun & moon - nct 127 | gold rush - taylor swift | restless - bibi NOTE. hiii hope everyone has been well x apologies for being so inactive... but here’s something new! sort of. this is an old fic with a few changes from a prev account but if you remember it. no you don’t. anyway i hope you don’t mind the angst and do keep in mind i don’t condone the actions i’ve written about in this fic. but enjoy xo.

A story about the rise and fall of a relationship that was doomed from the start.

It is college orientation where you first meet Jung Jaehyun, his peachy hair a stark contrast to the dark-clothed bodies swarming the hall. A mere glance at everyone else, and you see their forced smiles and wavering gaze. But Jaehyun, he is vibrant in all that he says and does. His plump lips are forever curved upwards as he talks to some of the freshmen, moving his hands around loudly. It is no surprise that so many people have gathered around him, with simply his presence being so inviting.

He does not notice you that day, and you do not blame him. You stand in the corner of the hall, mindlessly tapping away on your phone and barely participating in the conversation around you. Not that you are invited to the conversation in the first place, considering a small group of friends had just found a spot near you and began chatting, but you don’t have the heart to talk anyway. 

Considering you are a junior and have transferred schools, you feel unbecoming between freshmen, who had seemed to have found their place despite being entirely new to the college scene. With the start of any new year comes a rush of nerves, but you especially feel unable to go around and mingle that day. Perhaps it is Jaehyun, standing so close to you yet being practically unreachable, or perhaps it is the new environment. 

Surprisingly, it bothers you. It is much in your nature to keep to yourself, and that has been sufficient for so long, but in that moment, you wish that you had the courage to approach him as everyone else did. You don’t, of course, choose to remain in the corner and blend into the walls behind you.

So, yes, you do not blame him for not even looking your way. What even was there to look at? He was the blazing sun and you were but a passing comet. 

Surprisingly, he does notice you the second time around. You are at a party, a little drunk and very much fed-up with the crowd. So you find yourself on the balcony, under the inked sky speckled with too many stars to count. The silence is comforting, wrapping around you like a warm blanket, and you appreciate the moment to yourself. 

Jaehyun does not let that moment linger for long as he comes stumbling out of the house and crashing into you, quite literally. 

“Sorry,” he breathes out and you can smell the scent of alcohol on him. 

“It’s alright,” you give him a meek smile. For a moment, his gaze lingers too long, and you wonder if he recognizes you.

But then his eyes flicker away too quickly, and you know he doesn’t. 

“Hey, are you a freshman? I don’t think I’ve seen you before.”

You chuckle at yourself for thinking he would recognize you. “I don’t think you would have noticed me anyway.”

Jaehyun quirks a brow before shaking his head. “No, I think I would have,” he affirms. You wonder why he is so sure, when he probably won’t even remember you the next day. “What’s your name?”

“(Name),” you say, not expecting him to actually continue the conversation. But he doesn’t, instead urging you to continue. “Actually, I’m a junior but I just transferred here.”

“Ah, that explains it. I’m a junior as well.” He pauses as he moves closer to the railing, leaning comfortably back on his elbows like he was planning to stay. “Were you at orientation, then?”

“No,” the lie slips out of your mouth before you can even catch yourself. “I, uh, missed it.” You’re not quite sure why you are so inclined to lie; perhaps it is the embarrassing ordeal of being perceived by him, or perhaps the desire to forget that day entirely.  

“Oh, okay. Are you enjoying the party?”

This time you choose to be honest. And brutally, at that. “No, it kinda sucks.”

Jaehyun lets out a chuckle, eyes crinkling up with delight. “I’ll have to let my roommate know that he needs to step up his game.” 

You return his sentiment with soft laughter, letting yourself be at ease with him, even if it was for a moment. There is a brief moment of silence and you think that he wants to tell you something. But he decides against it, perhaps sensing your hesitance to talk to him. 

“Well, you should come join us for a game of beer pong then, it’ll be fun.”

“I’ll think about it,” you say, even though you’ve made up your mind. He smiles again, this time rather rushed, before disappearing just like that.

This time he notices you all the way across from your campus quad, calling your name out between the crowds. You only hear his voice at first before he fully comes into your view, jogging over to where you were standing at the entrance of the library.

“Hey,” he says between deep breaths. “You never joined us for beer pong that day.”

Jaehyun’s words take you by surprise, as you had thought his offer was a mere formality. “Yeah, um—”

“Don’t worry about it, I understand.” You’re not sure what he understands, for you have not even said anything, but that’s the thing with Jaehyun. You never have to say anything, and he seems to understand. “I’m just glad I saw you again.”

“Oh, why?”

“There’s another party tonight… and, um, I was wondering if you’d like to come.” It is probably the first and last time that you see Jaehyun nervous, and it’s a mystery why you are the reason for it. He searches for the right words to say like he so desperately wants to convince you. “I promise it’ll be fun this time.”

In hindsight, you should have said no. But you were truly doomed from the beginning because if going to that party meant seeing Jaehyun again, there was no way you could refuse. 

“Alright.” 

Jaehyun keeps his promise, not leaving your side that entire night, though you’re unsure why. There are probably crowds of people waiting to meet him, yet he spends his time with you. He holds your hand, introduces you to his friends, and chats your ear off. And surprisingly, you enjoy it. For the first time, being part of the crowd and mingling brings you an immense amount of happiness and you guess that it is all because of Jaehyun.

“You look really pretty tonight.” His hot breath tickles your skin. Jaehyun’s voice is like a soft melody against the loud pop track that booms in the background.

“Thank you,” you whisper back. You have to hold yourself back from telling him he’s beautiful in response. Because he is, with his golden smile and even more golden heart. 

You are just worried you’ll tarnish it.

“I’m glad you came.” Jaehyun beams at you, and you are sure that he’s tipsy.

“Me too,” you say and he almost looks relieved.

“Do you wanna go dance?” And you nod in response, taking his hand as he leads you to the dance floor. He immediately fits in, matching the rhythm of the music and the crowd around him, and you’re hesitant to join him. But he sends you a reassuring smile and tightens his hold on your hand, so you begin to sway your hips along to the song that is playing. 

Jaehyun pulls you closer, asking permission to hold you and when you comply, you feel his arms securing around your waist. He smells of fresh lavender and blueberries, an odd combination, but one that you grow comfortable with. Long fingers splayed across your waist, his touch burns against your own. The night passes with him whispering affections in your ears, lips feverishly grazing your skin.

The damage was done. 

As the months pass, a relationship blossoms between you quite soon after that and it is fascinating how quickly he etches himself into your life and very being. You go on dates, call him routinely, and lean on him for comfort. He gives you the best hugs and texts you goodnight, and when you need it, he always shows up on your doorstep with your favorite takeout.

Jaehyun is gentle with you, and you try to be gentle with him because you think he deserves the world, if not more. He thinks the same for you, but you fail to notice it. 

Instead, your mind is occupied with other matters, negative thoughts blooming like a poisonous flower, and villainizing any semblance of security you had. 

“Who was that?” You ask quietly, not wanting to intrude on his life but you are clearly unable to stop the curiosity from brimming. You don’t want to be that person, constantly nagging about their boyfriend’s whereabouts and acquaintances, but seeing Jaehyun close to one of his friends makes you feel some sort of way. And it’s not good, not at all.

“Ah, just a friend from high school.” His response is brief but cautious of whatever was bubbling in your heart. You don’t ask him anything more, and he does not say anything else, though you are well aware that he knows why you asked. Instead, he pulls you into an embrace, holding your body tightly against his. 

“I think you’re wonderful,” he murmurs, and just with those words, he sets your heart at ease. In place of a response, you lift your head up and press your lips against his own.

You think he is wonderful as well, perhaps too much, and that is why your relationship is doomed.

There comes a time when Jaehyun’s words no longer bring you ease.

Almost a year into your relationship, you find that the worries that once frequented your mind had now completely taken the reign of your heart. Rather than listening to and being honest with the boy you so very much loved, you began picking fights with him. Over things he cannot control and things he does not deserve the blame for, all the same, you find your insecurities becoming something much more dangerous.

“I told you, they are just a friend.” Unfortunately, Jaehyun had to say this more often than he would have liked, exhausting those words to the point where they did not mean anything to you anymore.

“I didn’t even say anything,” you argue, but he shakes his head.

“No, but you meant it. You always become tense and annoyed when you see me with someone else.”

“Are you saying I don’t trust you?”

“Don’t you not?”

And then you realize, that what was for you simply a projection of your own worries, was something else for Jaehyun. 

“I– I don’t mean, it’s just that–”

And like he always does, when he sees you practically unraveling before his own eyes, he brings his arms around you. “It’s fine,” he murmurs, kissing your hair.

But it’s not fine, and you both know that.

You decide to break up with him one week after that. 

There is no doubt that both of you know it’s coming, considering how the week passed with arguments and tears only, so he is not surprised when you approach him with a sad smile.

“I’ve gotta go,” you say softly. Somehow, you are not crying, but you avoid Jaehyun’s gaze just in case. One look at him, and you would probably be in tears.

“Where? Do you have class?” He asks this even though he knows well in his heart what you mean. Perhaps it was his way of holding onto you longer, even if it was just for a moment.

“I’ve gotta go away. From you.” There’s no other way to say it, he knew just as well as you that this relationship could no longer continue. Not with your insecurities and not with how unfair you treated him because of it. 

“Please, (Name)… can’t you stay any longer?”

“I’m sorry,” you say, shaking your head.

“It’s not your fault–”

You cut him off this time, unable to let him suffer because of your mistakes any longer. “No, Jaehyun, it is my fault. It has been this whole time. You’ve been nothing but good to me, and I’ve ruined you.”

He brings his hands to your cheeks, soft against your skin, and moves his lips so close to your own that you could feel his breath mixing with yours. “You say that like I did not willingly give my heart to you.”

“But that does not mean that I can keep hurting you like this.” Jaehyun lets out a sigh, agonizingly slow and painful. And then he steps away, knowing that there is nothing he can do that will change your mind.

He was the boy that everyone loved, but he only loved you. And you loved him back, just as much, maybe even more. But the fact that everyone loved him so much, that he was perfect in every way, that he was the boy of your dreams and everything more, pushed you beyond the extent of the feelings you harbored for him.

So yes, he was the sun but you were, in fact, his moon. Not a passing comet, not a fleeting moment, but someone who deeply meant something to him. The sun and the moon, poles apart, leading separate lives, yet somewhere, incomplete without each other.

© kisstuals, 2023

[hyucks-archive]

[23:21]

you press 'send', watching as the 'delivered' changes to 'read' almost immediately. you lock your phone, dropping it back into the little cubby you always put it in when you're driving. you tap your finger on the steering wheel, humming to the new song you've had on repeat for the last few days.

your eyes scan the somewhat familiar surroundings - usually, your boyfriend was the one who'd drive to your neighbourhood to pick you up for date nights, but you decided that you should be the one to drive him every once in a while.

you continue to look around, until something, or rather, someone, catches your eye in your side view mirror. the ends of your lips immediately tug upwards into a smile, watching as mark spots your car.

you see the way his expression immediately brightens up, a shy, excited smile decorating his pretty face. his footsteps quicken, and you swear you see him skip in excitement. you let out a giggle - your boyfriend is so adorable.

as he gets closer to your car, you see him stop for a moment. you raise your brows, tilting your head as you try to get a better view of what he's doing. you see mark taking in a deep breath, his fingers coming together in a gesture as though he's removing all displays of excitement from his face.

is he trying to act like he isn't excited to see you?

he opens the door to the passenger seat, getting in to your car. you tilt your head, eyeing him curiously. he greets you with a simple, obviously well thought out, "'sup."

you blink your eyes twice, staring at him with a blank expression. he returns the eye contact, raising both brows. "what?" he says.

you burst out into a hearty chuckle, leaving mark even more confused.

"what?" he asks once more, his voice accidentally cracking, causing you to chuckle even harder.

"why are you trying to act like you're cool?" you question, calming yourself down.

"what are you talking about?" he tosses back.

"i saw everything," you say, giving the sweetest smile that never fails to make flowers bloom around you in mark's point of view. "and i think you're so cute," you whisper, pulling mark towards you by his hoodie, pressing a quick kiss to his cheek.

you turn to face forward, starting the car back up, leaving mark all smiley as he pulls his hood over his head, hiding his burning cheeks from your line of vision.

"but you think i'm cool though, right?" he asks as you turn out onto the main street.

"sure, babe," you reply in the most unconvincing tone ever.

[astroyongie]

NCT Love Reading - December Edition

Note: Thank you for all the support ! Please take my words with grain of salt. Next coming out : NCT Dream, Stray Kids, StayC, Seventeen, Astro and Treasure ( will publish Ateez, Blackpink and Itzy if I have time ! )

Part Two

WayV

Kun

Kun is in a very healthy place at the moment, everything is going well either it’s in his relationship or in his work. He is still with he same partner and despite having some difficulties in their communication sometimes, he is still able to deal with everything. However I see that there’s someone around him that has no good intentions over him and his relationship. 

Ten

It seems like Ten made the decision to stop with his unhealthy habits and get himself together. He noticed that it wasn’t good for him and right now he is pretty much focused on his health and getting himself in a better state of mind. He does want love, he does want to find it but he will prioritize his health first and let love come to him. 

Winwin

Sicheng made the decision not to breakup with the partner he was with and that he wanted to due to lack of love. Which he has but it seems like he feels guilty over leaving them and over a few of his actions and words so he decided to stay by their side still. There’s a lot of burdens that he is trying to go through and many work decisions that he needs to do as well. 

Lucas

Nothing really changed in Lucas situation. He is pretty much close to love since the whole thing and contract is going on, but I can tell that he is very tired emotionally. Despite having some true accusation, many things were lies and those false accusations feels like an injustice for him. The company is discussing his fate. Lucas will either coming back to activities by the first semester of 2022 or he will leave the company. 

Xiaojun

Xiaojun reached a point of frustration that he couldn’t take anymore. It seems like he has been seeing his ex partner once again in order to get back to the after he had left them due to the company pressure. He is doing this undercover and in secret because he knows many people around him don’t approve it (even some members don’t ). He really wants a serious commitment with them.

Hendery 

Hendery is still discovering this person he got interested in but he has so many doubts about the whole thing, about them, about himself, about the consequences. He is taking his time to figure out how to overcome his fears. In any case they are far from each other at the moment but they are still talking to one another. 

Yangyang

Finally that person who was harassing and sticking to Yangyang have left after a discussion was made. He has spoke to them and found an agreement based in consent that didn’t made Yangyang very happy about the whole thing but he at least got his freedom back from this person. 

[jenoismydad]

mtl choking 😌

Most 

Jeno

Mark

Jaemin

Haechan

Renjun

Chenle

Jisung

Least

Jeno/Mark: We’ve seen how strong they are and I for sure know that they’d love to choke you. Imagine holding onto their arm as the wrap their hand around your neck and. hot hot hot.

Jaemin/Haechan/Renjun: I think they have other kinks that they’d prefer more to choking but that doesn’t mean that they wouldn’t be inclined to actually choke you. Especially if they know that you’re into it.

Chenle/Jisung: Simple guys who have simple sex lmao. Chenle would like to try it out at least once but I don’t think it would be something that happens on a regular basis. As for Jisung, he be scared to he could possibly kill you so its a no from him.

[stoopsbookstore]

Penguin Sledding

"You fucking bastard!"

"We were children, get over it!"

Y/N and Hendery raced around the waiting room, members of WayV and Klear watching the duo.

"How do you even remember that?!" Hendery froze, a table separating them while he held his hands up in defense, "that was like 2015!"

"I had a minute left on the computer before my cousin needed it," Y/N pointed accusingly at the other idol, laughter coming from all around as others gathered to see what the commotion was about, "I wanted that blue crystal puffle!"

"What are they even fighting about?" Yuqi popped her head in the room, whispering to Lucas.

"Club penguin sledding."

"It was more than just sledding, Lucas. He beat me in sledding, I missed out on the crystal puffle and he got me banned."

"Whoa, I did not get you banned, you were the one who said fuck you," Hendery patted Y/N on the shoulder, the table acting as a buffer.

The death glare on Y/N's face showed Hendery no mercy. Flicking his hand away, Y/N jabbed him in the chest, his body falling onto Kun and Xiaojun.

"I want a rematch, Wong92899."

"Bring it, omgcutei."

[leejeeno]

Sun Kissed | Taeyong Soulmate Au! {Preview}.

Description: You met Taeyong when you were barely seven and now, thirteen years later, you know that he is your soulmate, but you also know that you aren’t his. Taeyong is in love with your best friend, Joan. 

Genre: angst | fluff | smut Pairing: Lee Taeyong x Reader Warnings: this is a preview, the way it was edited was to promote a better view of key parts of the fanfiction, the actual fanfiction wont be edited on this same way.

i. when you met him.

The sun was out when you met Taeyong. Summer day, too hot to be enjoyable, your skin was shining with a fine coat of sweat as you ran down the street, running from your parents, from the kids that made fun of you, running in search for a goal that seemed to just escape through your fingers every time you got actually closer to it.  

You were seven and summer vacations felt like they lasted forever, three months without the pressure to make friends at school, without the bragging of your parents about how good your sister is for them, not actually saying that you were a failure, but the words hanged in the air anyway. You could feel in your bones. 

You ran and ran streets downs until you reached the blackberry tree in the end of your neighborhood, you climbed it, your fingers and shirt turning purple as you squished the berries between your body. You sat on top of the tree, looking at the sky and the houses and the kids playing far away. 

You had a scratch on your knees and elbow, your eyes were streaming hot tears down your face. You had fell from the tree when you tried to go down, stepping in the wrong branch and falling on your now bloody hands.   Taeyong extended a hand at you and offered a toothless bubbly smile. “Do you need a hand?” he asked in a giggle.  

You thought that the black-haired kid, with two teeth missing in the middle of his mouth, smiling wide and happily at you was the most precious thing. He smelled like a kid, sweat, dirty and candy. He talked way too loudly and his hands felt warm against yours. 

Taeyong became your best friend on that day and he never leaved your side. You shared secrets in softly whispers, jokes in screams and laughs, experience in scars and giggles. He answered your most weird questions and shared his dreams with you, even the scary ones about monsters under his bed that made you shiver and shake your head.  

“Will you be my friend forever?” you asked the day before middle school started, your hands were sweating more than normal, nervous that your precious boy would find someone better and smarter.  

“I will always be your friend,” Taeyong assured you with a gentle smile on his pink lips. “promise, pink promise, ok?”  

He extends his pinkie finger and you giggle and takes his fingers into yours, looking at his dark brown eyes that looked like rare gold in front of the sun light. You blushed bright red and looked away. 

ii. when you found out about soulmates.

Later that night, when your parents were soundly asleep, you made your way towards your sister room, knocking lightly on her door. She opened it for you after a moment, a sweetly smile on her lips as her hands messed with your hair and her low voice told you to come in. You smiled big and ran into her bed, throwing your small frame into her sheets.  

You sister laughed fondly at you and scooped you over, making space for her to sit next to you on her bed. As soon as she did, you scanned her arms for something new and there it was, in the bottom of her forearms, almost hidden from most eyes. It was black and delicate, a beautiful hand writing.  

“What is that?” you dared to ask, curiosity dripping from your voice.  

Your sister followed your gaze and extended her arm so you could see it better. “It is a soulmate mark!”  

You tilted your head in confusion. You already had learned about soulmates, the one soul that was supposed to be a perfect match to yours, love stories written about that for centuries, describing how unique the bond between two soulmates can be and how it feels like they are your home. You didn’t understand it all, your young mind trying really hard to think about how you felt about having a soulmate, but your heart would beat desperate every time, afraid that your soulmate could be anyone that isn’t Taeyong. That would mean that you would need to be closer to someone strange than you are closer to him and that thought made a bitter taste settle in the bottom of your tongue.  

“Is it always like that?” you quirked, putting your little hands over the ink in your sister arm, reading the name of a person that you didn’t know.  

“No, it is different for each person.” she chuckled under her breath, eyes scanning your reaction with fondness. “For me it’s the name of my soulmate, but for other it can be a drawing, the first word your soulmate said to you. Some people even have the mark of their soulmates hands imprinted in their body.”  

“What will I get?” you jumped in excitement, already looking around your body for something that would give you a clue about your soulmate. 

“No, silly!” your sister put her hands around you, making you stop your frantic search. “You will only get it when you are eighteen, and I can’t tell you what it will be. You will have to wait, ok?”  

You listened to her words carefully and pondered if you could wait until your late years. You wanted to know your soulmate now, something deep inside you telling you that you simply wanted to know if your soulmate would be your best friend or not. Instead of giving those thoughts much effort, you nodded in understand at your sister words.  

“Now go back to sleep ok?” your sister whispered delicate in your ears and you had no choice but agree with that. 

You slept the rest of the night dreaming with blackberries and suns, burning your skin and a hand reaching for you with golden pale skin. Dark brown eyes and secret smiles. You woke up with a big smile settled on your lips and the dream hidden in the bottom of your heart. 

iii. when you found out that you werent his to keep.

Joan was freaking out, she wasn’t just having a moment of panic. She was fully freaking out by now. It was past eleven third in the night and when the clock hit midnight she would finally know who was her soulmate or at least have a clue if it happened to be someone that he didn’t already know. 

You bit your bottom lips and glanced at Taeyong as that thought passed in your mind. He was sitting with Joan on her bed, both of his arms holding her close and whispering sweet things in her ears to try and calm her down. You approached them slowly, as if you needed permission to enter the world that the two of them were in, and you gave Joan a cup with water for her to drink. She took it with shaken hands. 

You sat on the floor in front of the bed and put your hands in your best friend knees, drawing circles with your thump in her skin in a soothing way. Truly, all you could do was look almost bitterly as Taeyong whispered words in her ears and you couldn’t hear what he was talking about, however it seemed to work as Joan began to calm down as every second passed by. 

“My sister said it hurt.” you said trying to help, but the way that Joan and Taeyong looked at you made you gulp and be sure that it certainly didn’t help. You raised your hands in surrender. “Sorry, it probably won’t hurt for you. Probably.”  

Taeyong sighed a little tired and put a little bit of space between him and your other best friend. “Do you want to be alone?” he spoke slowly and softly, almost as he was talking to a child. 

You wanted to step up and say no, she doesn’t want to be alone, that you three should be together and that you have the right to know if her soulmate was Taeyong or not. However, you knew you were being petty and egoist, so you swallowed all those feelings and nodded your head in agreement with Taeyong words. 

Joan looked at him grateful. “Yeah, I would.” she whispered between a sob and Taeyong kissed her forehead before getting up from the bed and extending you a hand to help you get up. 

You took his hands into yours, feeling the coldness of his fingers against yours as he guided you two out of the room. You gave Joan one last look over the shoulder, she tried to smile over the tears and then, you closed the door and left her alone.  

You looked at the clock on the end of the hall, there was still a good ten minute before midnight and then god knows how long it would take for her soulmate mark to finish inking her skin. You took a deep breath and followed Taeyong, sitting in the floor with your back against the wall on the other part of the hall, staring into the white door of Joans bedroom.  

You glanced at your best friend to see if he was as nervous and anxious as you were, but his eyes didn’t meet yours. He looked straight into her door, staring at it calmly and firm, like he already knew who would be her soulmate and that everything would be alright. You had to bite your tongue hard, feeling the iron taste of blood on your mouth, to make yourself tear your eyes away from his shinning brown ones, from his rested expression and almost turned into a smile lip. You looked away at least and bumped your head against the wall, making a soft sound echoes through the hall. Still, he didn’t looked at you. 

In that moment you realized, when Joan enters in the room it feels like suddenly the universe began and end with her. Taeyong doesn’t even look at your direction, he’s always looking at something beyond you, something away from you, something that isn’t you. He would never see you.  

Read the whole Fanfiction in HERE.

[asstheticnct]

Mark: do you think I’m ugly?

Haechan: a little, but I still love u

[marxles]

It All Started with a Bet (pt5)

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mark made it on time to his home ec class before the bell rang, he took his assigned seat next to daeun and got prepared for the class, his girlfriend attached to his arm.

“where’d you go babe?” he shook her off.

“just the bathroom.” daeun hid the shock on her face when he pulled his arm away from hers.

“are you alright?”

“jesus daeun, leave me alone, i’m fine.” and with that, he grabbed his belongings, heading out the class, planning on skipping the rest of the day. he didn’t know what was wrong, why he got irritated at daeun, why he felt jealous when he saw jaemin with you, so he did what he always did with emotions, buried them down deep inside trying to run away from them. truth be told, he was scared of his emotions, his mindset is to hold it in for as long as he could to avoid getting hurt, he wanted to feel nothing, that’s why he does all the drugs, the partying, the drinking, he wants to escape.

he went to his locker first, grabbing his jacket, backpack, and car keys, he didn’t bother grabbing the stuff he needed for homework, who knows when he’ll be back at school. he slammed it shut and started walking towards the back door where the student parking lot was, trying to head out before any teachers saw him, however, you saw him instead, curious of where he was going, you called out to him.

“hey mark, where you heading?” you shouted, walking to the girls restroom.

he turned around, surprised to see you, “skipping.”

“well where are you going?”

“wherever my car takes me.”

“won’t your dad be worried?”

“let’s see if he even notices.” with that, he turned back around and opened the door.

“wait,” you don’t know what took over you, all you knew that you wanted to the truth, even if that means ruining your school. “i’ll come with you, let me grab my stuff.”

“no thanks, sweetheart, i’m on my own.”

“you owe me an apology, an explanation at least, let me come with you”

he stared you down before finally agreeing, “grab you stuff i’ll be in my car waiting.”

you ran to your locker, grabbing your belongings as well, making sure to send a quick text message to your sister to not wait up for you, that a friend offered to drive you home from school. you closed your locker, making sure the lock was secure and headed out towards the student parking lot.

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you two sat in the car in silence, you staring out the window, trying to come up with a conversation starter. the radio played in the background, although it was quiet, you still picked out the familiar tune.

“so why are you skipping?” you tried to make conversation.

“how is that your business?” he fired back.

“just trying to make small talk..” you stared out the window some more, you noticed he started to pull over into the middle of an abandoned parking lot on the side of the highway. he turned the car off and shifted in his seat so he was facing you.

“okay listen, i don’t know why you decided to come with me to skip school, and frankly i couldn’t care less, but you’re right, i do owe you an explanation, y/n. you were just a stupid bet my friends and i made because everybody knows that you are, were, a virgin and they bet me i couldn’t get you to lose it, but i did and now it’s done with, you and me had nothing in the first place, it’s just $40.” he spat out. you were hurt, deeply hurt, you thought he might’ve cared a little bit but you were wrong, deathly wrong, all you wanted was to just go home and crawl under your covers and sleep for the rest of eternity.

“drive me home, now.” you tried to look away hoping he wouldn’t see your tears, but he saw.

“wait, y/n, im sorry, please.”

“just drive me home right now mark, please.” you were practically sobbing at this point, you wanted nothing to do with him at all anymore.

“no, y/n please look at me, im sorry. i just, i’ve been dealing with a lot right now and i took it out in you, please look at me.” you wouldn’t dare, cause it would only make you cry more, however, he took his hands and gently placed them under your chin, he made you look at him.

“please, i’m sorry. i seriously didn’t mean it, you were right, i do owe you an apology and i’m sorry that i took your virginity, that you should’ve waited for someone to make it special, someone you trust, but instead you got me. i’m sorry i made you feel awful about yourself, and i’m sorry for making a bet, you are not just $40, you’re an amazing person, y/n, anybody would be lucky to have you, you deserved better.” he wiped the tears out of your eyes and this time he let a few of his own tears go.

“i accept your apology, mark, thank you.” you said and smiled at him. he wiped his tears and fixed himself so he was facing the front, he started the car and headed off to your house, by this time, school had already gotten out and you had gotten a million text messages from your sister asking where you were, you replied that your friend was taking you home now.

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Mark pulled up to your house, putting the car in park and turned over to you.

“i’m really sorry, y/n, i truly am.”

“it’s fine, you already apologized. but i still wanna know why you skipped today.” he looked at you, he knew he couldn’t tell you that he skipped cause he was jealous, he knew he couldn’t ruin what was already perfect, he didn’t want to feel something for you, he didn’t want to like you, to fall in love with you, but he already was.

“oh you know, girlfriend drama.” your heart sank a little as he reminded you that daeun was still in the picture.

“you deserve better mark. you’re a good person, don’t let her ruin you.” and with that he hopped out of his silver jeep and started walking to your front door, giving him a small smile before stepping inside.

he knew you were right, he did deserve better and you were better, daeun already ruined him and he wanted you to fix him, but he would never tell you that.

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ahhhhh here’s part five! i’m on mobile so i’m sorry if there were any mistakes, hope y’all liked it!

~kayla

[neoneversleeps]

[3:56pm] “oh! how about this one?” you excitedly pull your boyfriend along as you bound over to the next rack filled with sweaters, eyes fixated on the green fuzzy piece of clothing with a cheery looking reindeer sewn into its fabric, small jingling bells decorating it’s antlers. Kun gives you what can only be described as a judgy look after he diverts his eyes from the sweater. 

“why can’t we do something a little more subtle?” he walks over to another rack nearby, quickly browsing through its content before pulling out an option. “like this one?” the sweater is red with varying patterns of different sized snowflakes. admittedly, its prettier, but the cute little reindeer is staring at you from where its still clutched in your hand and you know that you’ve decided. kun seems to know it too as he watches the way your eyes trail back down to the sweater you picked. 

with a sigh, he hangs his own choice back on the clothing rack and comes over to pick out a reindeer sweater in his size. “fine, let’s get the reindeer.” 

your face lights up like a child on christmas morning as you beam at him and kun can’t help but chuckle before squishing your cheeks and placing a quick peck to your nose, any hint of his previous annoyance gone without a trace.

[youngkbf]

Boyfriend!Doyoung

Taeil | Johnny | Taeyong | Yuta | Kun | Doyoung | Ten | Jaehyun | Winwin | Jungwoo | Lucas | Mark | Xiaojun | Hendery | Renjun | Jeno | Haechan | Jaemin | Yangyang | Chenle | Jisung

calm dates

nothing too extreme, maybe go out for dinner, late night walks with his jacket draped over your shoulders, stargazing

you two stay up late a lot

i see Doyoung as someone a bit traditional so he won't be a big fan of pda

but he'll hold your hand wherever you two go

hand squeezes

whether they're reassuring ones or just not to lose you in a crowd

soft soft soft soft for you

scrunches up his nose when you kiss it

calls you either by your name or love

bubble baths

the bathtub is surrounded by candles and each of you has a wine glass and a book

pretends to be scared when you jump on him even though he could see your feet under the curtains

sleepy smiles

sometimes you're in public and he sees something so he just leans into you and talks shit about whatever he just saw

matching pajamas

and necklaces

and rings

sunday mornings are spent in bed, just talking

singing under his breath at the grocery store

also pushes you around in the cart although he's gonna complain about it

but he doesn't really mean it and he finds it adorable

all the old ladies come to you and gush about how cute you two are together

Doyoung will just smile politely and thank them and then say you're the cute one

will also insist on carrying the groceries all by himself

likes to face you when you're cuddling

kisses all over your face until you're giggling

likes it when you play with his hair

Doyoung will nag you as if he's your mom

leaves passive aggressive notes on the fridge

"i took you out last week so it's your turn take out the trash :)"

and then another one right next to it

"love you x"

kdrama marathons where you just hold each other while you cry over the plot

whiny when he's tired

kisses on the cheek as a thank you

texts you throughout the day just to check up on you

always loses at games

he's so bad you have to let him win sometimes

but you don't tell him bc his smile is worth it

gets all giggly when you wear his clothes

"is that my hoodie?"

"uh, yeah"

"oh..."

he can't even think of a sarcastic comment so he'll just pull you in for a hug to hide the blush in his cheeks

the perfect gentleman

everyone and their mothers can see how much he loves you

since Doyoung is used to taking care of people, he will do the same to you without thinking about it

he will know immediately when you're not okay

tells you he loves you just as often as he shows it through actions

and nagging but he means well

tries his hardest not to cry when you do

will try to give you some advice to face whatever it is that you’re going through

he’s not exactly the type to ask for help so you’ll have to keep a close eye on him to see when he needs help

Doyoung trusts you and he barely gets jealous

but there's always someone that crosses the line

the most Doyoung will do is glare at them and throw a nasty comment their way

but it is pretty intimidating and they end up leaving

fights get petty

Doyoung has an extremely sharp tongue and it gets sharper when he's angry

lots of mean words thrown back and forth

both of you desperately want to cry but hold it in so that the other doesn't see you break down in tears

Doyoung is always the one that sleeps on the couch because he wants you to stay in bed

none of you knows what to say afterwards so an awkward silence lingers around the apartment for a couple of days

when you finally talk things out, there's lots of tears and hugs and apologies

you both make sure not to argue about the same thing twice

all in all, Doyoung is the perfect bf to bring home to your parents someone pls do it or I will

feedback is appreciated :)

[bluesprng]

Jaehyun (nct) + downpour

trigger warning: eludes to muse death.

[ 4:25 pm ]

Thirty minutes. Your fiance would be home in thirty minutes, for the first time in three months. To say you were excited was an understatement as you were nearly vibrating with delight.

The familiar sounds of your ringtone caught your attention and you nearly cooed at the contact name, answering it quickly. 'Jae! Is everything okay?'

'Perfectly fine, just wanted to let you know it started storming pretty bad.. May be a little late, but I didn't want you to worry.'

A smile lit up on your lips. 'That's alright.. As long as you're safe. I'll see you when you get here, okay? Love you.'

'Lo-' His words were cut off by what sounded like a loud crash, the sound of two cars colliding on the interstate and every muscle in your body froze.

'Jae..? Jaehyun?'

Your calls went unanswered, listening to the aftermath of the crash; the raindrops falling against the reciever. Sirens soon followed and the call went dead.

You sat in silence, staring as the dark clouds began rolling along the sky, bringing the storm closer and closer. It started with a few raindrops and a few tears, but as the storm grew, so did the ache in your chest.

[stoopsbookstore]

[5:00pm]

Robin Hood!Doyoung scavenged through the box of gems and jewels for anything that would allow him to see the stars in your eyes. He stopped for a minute when he saw a deep green emerald ring buried under strains of pearls. Clutching it in his hands, he darted out the window just in time to avoid being caught.

[lushnct]

[7:11 pm] Mark forgets he bought you a box of chocolates for Valentine’s Day, so he tries to make you eat the expired ones

[kimjoongs-main]

home sweet home / renjun model!au

EPILOGUE  prev

• maybe falling in love with teen model huang renjun was a bad idea…but then again when did you ever think things through? •

a/n: and that’s it folks! :’)))

[fictionswriting-blog]

Request: Open

So, I’ve been gone for a while since my last post. School is hectic. But I still want to make time to write stuffs because I find joy in it. Please request away, but I think I’d make bullet scenarios type of post for a while since it’s easier and quicker.

Request away, so I don’t end up making too many royalty!AUs since I’m a sucker for them.

And for now, I don’t do smut. Sorry for the disappointment. I’m a angst type of person so expect a lot of those. But I can do fluffs too. Now I’m rambling. Please do request.