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#need to mull this one over
foldingfittedsheets · 7 months
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I liked your witch tower comic about Ava so much and saw your tags you’re also passionate about original fairytales. I was wondering if you’d ever consider a comic for my all time favorite “their shoes danced to pieces”
Your work is lovely
Thank you! I’m glad you enjoyed.
As to that story… probably not? I tend to take each tale with an added twist, but most of the ones I’ve done were sparked by a twist that someone else suggested that I thought would be funny or gave me an idea.
They Danced Their Shoes has a few marks against it. It’s extremely long in terms of plot points that would need to be conveyed. Comics take a Really Long time to make, even short stories can take weeks to draft, ink, shade, and finalize. This story would be massive compared to any of the others I’ve done.
Its’s also not terribly well known, and the ending isn’t very happy. The cursed princes are cursed for longer, the youngest sister gets ignored, and the soldier who didn’t really do anything of merit gets a free bride.
While it’s a nice story to read, the comics I make are focused on fluff. I want to make sweet art that is a balm to all the rough parts of life. Happy endings are guaranteed.
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chocolatepot · 7 months
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Having thoughts about the autistic difficulty with filters (that is, tending to blurt out an observation or thought without considering if it's going to make someone else feel defensive or crappy or insulted because that's not your intent) and the tension between a) needing to work twice as hard to monitor yourself because people will get upset and consider you an asshole for not filtering, even potentially people who know you're autistic, because "if you know this is an issue, you can and should take steps to not do it," and b) the amount of energy it takes to monitor yourself constantly like that, energy the people reacting that way don't have to expend to do the same thing, and the knowledge that all you have to do is slip up once to have all the effort you've put into masking be wasted because now you're The Asshole.
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byanyan · 3 months
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byan disappears for two days but instead of emerging strung out and skittish like usual, their hands and arms are covered in paint and ink stains and they're a little distant but hungry as hell
#byan occasionally hiding away to work on a piece of art from beginning to finish to limit outside distractions#bc they have something in their head that they desperately need to get out#and if they lose focus at any point they'll never come back to finish it#it's probably no surprise to hear that these pieces are usually tied to their trauma#they get it in their head that if they get the vivid imagery out onto paper they'll be able to stop thinking about it (they won't)#but if they take a break at any point or get distracted and stop... coming back later is hard#oftentimes they end up destroying the unfinished piece when that happens bc now that they've had some distance#they don't want to relive the event again just to finish it#it's a coping mechanism they don't use often - at least not on this level#their sketchbooks are full of pieces like this but those are smaller and less elaborate - ones they finish in hours rather than days#sometimes certain pieces call for being bigger and more detailed... it just depends on how it looks in their mind#just smth that's been in my head for a couple days now that I've been mulling over idk#I think sometimes there's a little substance abuse that goes on at the same time too...#but not to the same level as the abuse when they disappear specifically to fuck themself up#it's more to like. make things flow and make it a little easier to sit in that memory for a prolonged period of time#so overall still not the most healthy coping mechanism :/ but it's not their WORST so. there's that.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ headcanon ⋮ danger in the fabric of this thing i made.#drug use cw
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iamtheoneandonlyever · 7 months
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*actively bonking u on the head with an empty plastic water bottle*
*Snatches water bottle, fills it up with water and does the sickest, most badass bottle flip the history of human beings has ever seen*
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ittybittybumblebee · 5 days
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Not trying to armchair psychology you, just speaking from personal experience- it's really, really common to have autism, especially autism that is coupled with ADHD and OCD, be misdiagnosed as BPD for young people. This is most common with verbal autistic people who also suffer from abuse as a minor. The constant mental pressure often manifests as erratic thought and behavior, "strange" patterns of belief and groupings, and just a general feeling of feeling like you are Not The Same and don't know what's wrong but that Something is Wrong. Extreme stress for all of those problems can easily be exasperated into psychosis unfortunately, so a good approach involves being able to ground yourself with knowing how your mind is different, and that it is not broken. Whatever you find out, best of luck man.
thnx means a lot that u typed this out to me anon <3 i think ur def on the right track on what i could b dealing with but at the same time there has been a point where i was quite sure i must be autistic but felt i never had or experienced the same wide or specific and unique variety of stimming/stimulation issues like most autistics do and kindof let that thought slide a bit. because what sources i read had all listed those as being one of the important diagnostic criteria so that is what i understand.
having said that it could be my perception of how stimulation issues present themselves Personally has me feeling like i dont suffer them when i could still be affected in different ways that im not registering as possibly being That
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dog-girl-zezora · 2 months
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If you see me reblogging at 1 pm its bc I'm at the gym looking gay as fuck and scaring the normals with my goal keeper training
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autistic-shaiapouf · 2 months
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Oh I need to actually respond to the comments I'm getting on ao3 hgdsfjls
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slower-than-ever · 10 months
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reread the new 52 blue beetle over the weekend and it was not as bad as i remember! i think it does miss a few of the key themes and and also small details that i like from the 2006 series but it also does do a lot of interesting things with the reach and their history, i think it gets better as it goes along and there are a few speech bubbles in the later issues that showed a nice understanding of jaime’s character and the themes present in the 06 run that i was almost mad the rest didn’t feel as strongly like that
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bitchfitch · 1 year
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For all the teething I've been doing on Pavo and Esti i haven't been able to like, actually write any thing for them recently mostly because I've been Busy.
But also because I'm snapping between like 3 ideas for them at terminal velocity and haven't been able to actually get anything written for them and it's like having pumas bouncing around my skull at mach fuck as though theyre house cats at 2 am when you're trying to sleep,
#idea one is the day after things start changing and they haven't discussed it fully yet.#Pavo is mulling over some things and Esti is too nervous to ask about it. but they're alone out hunting#its such a nice day. and Esti thinks hes going to be saying goodbye soon. and hes making himself sick with anxiety over it#and they're alone together like old times but its Not like old times because Esti remembers how sweetly Pavo had kissed him that#morning after and how good it had felt to spend the whole morning in bed cureld up against him.#and Esti doesnt think he could stomach the idea of leaving without getting another kiss or at least finding out if Pavo regretted it or not#and the story is them being sweet on each other and avoiding the big heavy topic until Esti can verbally ask about it. because like Pavo#knows him well enough to know whats eating him up. but he wants to hear Esti say the words#and then the second idea is Esti waking up from a nightmare after hes been brought home from that hell. he screams for Pavo and#like of course pavo is on his feet and at the door that separates their rooms in an instant. but its locked and Esti is too#scared to navigate to it because hes already wound up and hes still not used to life as a blind man. so the idea of getting out of bed#and crossing an open room with nothing to help him orient himself is Terrifying.#probably more than it should be but the nightmares are still fresh in his head and hes having to make himself focus and ignore them#and just reasure himself that it Actually is Pavo and not one of those monster that had used his voice. and its hard hes crying and Pavo#has to take down part of the fucking door frame to get the sliding door off its tracks without just busting it down since Esti didn't#need that particular audio experience right now and he liked that doors painting and Pavo had already sent for the craftsperson who#made his eyes to commission them to make a set for esti. and he doesn't want to destroy something pretty esti likes when itll only be a few#until esti can enjoy it again. and he gets into the room and esti scooches over in bed to welcome him into it because despite Everything#esti still will always feel safer pinned between a wall and Pavo than anywhere else. and he just needs to feel safe.#and the third thing is because of something deardest said a yesterday i think about Pavo in his old age. and im just Chewing on the image#of him and esti in his carriage. Esti's hair has gone white and hes nearing his end. and thentwo of them are together and happy#and able to reflect on the lives they've had together. and its mostly just the idea of Pavo being glad hes so much older than Esti. because#it means despite Esti only being half demon and having a much shorter life because of it. Pavo isnt going to outlive him by very long.#and All of this. Everything was because of how scared Pavo was to be alone. and hes not going to have to be in his last days.#so Yeah. thats been whats on my mind when im not devoting it to like lame shit like work#wow im bad at reading#their url is derederest#not deardest
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twilightarcade · 5 months
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Opinions and THOUGHTS
like in general or...
Ummm! I don't like crunchy foods that are like. Soft. You know like onions and stuff?? Hate those om a texture basis. Also mushrooms.. don't have too much a problem with the taste but it isn't quite worth the texture. That's not really an opinion more of a preference but I don't really have any ground breaking opinions I think so let's pretend ok
OH um!! Opinion I think 125% zoom shouldn't be the default zoom because that's literally huge which like I know it's different bur I'm special pleadingface the world has to revolve around me. Alsoalso I hate hate hate that TouchPad thing where sometimes if you touch it it'll stay touched except it's so weird!!! Unpredictable n such..
^^^ guy who just got new laptop voice anyway hi future us here this was written like 5 years ago ummmmmmm let's see here
ok you knwo right noow we're laying in bed actually so not many thoughts. Tomorrow is friyay I suppose...... This weeekend though !! Going to be out like all weekend to help some stupid middle schoolers (I LOVE tjem so much) (theyre so tiny.) (some of them are taller than me but we don't talk about that) except like i've been putting off coding this thhimh (TECHNICALLY NOT MY FAULT !! IM NOT UNDER CONTRACT AND HAVENT BEEN ABLE 2 MAKE THE MEETINGS) so im going to need to finish it in like. A day. And sorta pray ....
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bumblingbabooshka · 2 years
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T’Pel travelling for her work and talking to her husband with a hidden communicator. They talk often while she travels and sometimes they leave the channel open even though neither of them is speaking.
#bea art tag#T'Pel is a travelling doctor. She takes cases and goes to them (though sometimes ppl in town will just come to the house)#Tuvok gave her that necklace because his mother made it out of stone given to her by a monk#she intended it for him as a blessing but he gave it to T'Pel because he believes she'd need a blessing more than he does#(he works as a professor at this time - not affiliated with starfleet and not adventuring)#Tuvok/T'Pel#T'Pel art#Tuvok#T'Pel#It'd be cute if the very first mention of them having children between them (their families each mention it quite often)#was during one of these trips. Tuvok is talking about how he's feeling unfulfilled/bored and T'Pel is quiet before saying:#'Perhaps I should give you a child or two to busy you while I'm away.'#and Tuvok is quiet for a touch too long before going 'That is not a logical reason to have children.'#'Children have been had for less logical reasons. Were you not a child of pon farr?' (T'Pel.) 'Humor. However#my suggestion that we have a child is not. Please consider it.' (Have you?) 'Extensively. Yes.'#and when she gets home they discuss it further and after more discussion and mulling it over they decide to have Sek~ And never look back!!!#Tuvok says that only the most dedicated of people should become parents in his opinion so I think he'd carefully consider becoming one#it isn't a decision he'd make lightly v_v#Anyway I love doctor T'pel and her wacky adventures#st voyager#st voyager art#star trek#Tuvok: It is somewhat...disconcerting to be without you. Your absence is certainly notable.#T'Pel: Would it be forward to say I miss you?#Tuvok:...............//// <- feeling like his heart's going to explode and fighting back that feeling#T'Pel: I suppose it is. My apologies. I must seem indelicate to you.#Tuvok: .........-fighting for his life- Not at all.
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afooldyedinfolly · 9 months
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Bite, Stalk, Pirate, Mermaid
14. PIRATE - Which of your OCs is most evil?
So this is a great question.
My joke response is probably Foggy. My serious response is one of five candidates: Vasyl, Nicolai, Glyris, Arin, Kaya.
The first three are very much evil in very real ways. They're all deeply abusive and manipulative people that you can definitely find in the real world, in your normal day to day life.
Arin is also someone you can find in real life, but someone you are unlikely to actually encounter. Your life will still be influenced by his presence due to his position of power, but it's very unlikely that you will actually ever meet him face to face.
Kaya is evil in the way that fantasy embodiments of evil are.
STALK - God I cannot pick just one. Uhh a few off the top of my head include Johnathan Stroud, Harlan Ellison, Diana Wynne Jones, Richard Adams, Michael Ende, Lemony Snicket, Cornelia Funke, I don't know if Shakespeare counts but I'm counting him fuck you, and a whooole bunch of others.
BITE - Now I KNOW Geo sent this one and I will not accept you saying you didn't >:p
Uh, in canon, it's probably either Nikita or Katarina. Succubus and Vila and all that giving a +5 in charisma and whatnot. As far as people going .///. in response to them? Probably Dandelion, people love the buff goth girl, and honestly, probably one of the signs that good taste isn't dead. My personal opinion though? Uhhhh, I'm going to saaay, probably also Dandelion.
Mermaid - What about both?? Why pit two bad bitches against each other?
Serious answer, it depends. I like sci fi more when the sci fi is thematic rather than cosmetic. If it is a story less about the appeal of lazer guns and space and moreso poses questions about the repercussions of advancement of technology and such, I'm more likely to be invested in it than a fantasy. Sorry I think dragons are cooler than spaceships. If you are just or are primarily aesthetics I want the fantasy instead. Also if you are a sci fi that is more concerned with Hard Scientific Explanations about things than actually telling a story I hate you.
But also. Yeah. Both.
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tariah23 · 10 months
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Finally… LV 100 Merlin… I haven’t started grailing servants to 120 yet and it’s annoying and hard so I won’t start now or at all probably (would rather focus on servants who I want to get to 100 for now) but um, my support is looking good… Vitch… I don’t have gunpowder to level up her skills though :(.
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vampireloverz · 1 year
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sniffs… thinking about cnc… :’/
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dragqueenpentheus · 2 years
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not to be like. A Freak in the tags but
#sometimes things cross over from like. passion i love and NEED to create about#to like. SO COMPLEX AND BEAUTIFUL WITH SO MANY LAYERS THAT IT BECOMES HOLY AND I JUST. CANT MAKE ABOUT IT ANYMORE.#and that happened w ruehob WEEKS ago but god tonight hit it home SOOOO HARD#like. i'll need to marinate with this ship. consume the entire canon. dissect it later by layer.#and then maybe be able to make things#other ships that fall into this category are and have been. valvert. fitzier. jupeter.#like we are talking heavy hitters that i've tried to name myself after levels here#obiwan and anakin too.......#i wanna make but it's SOOOOOO#THEY ARE SOOOOOOOO#like. rue doesn't care and doesn't THINK about the consiquences of their actions. meanwhile hob is so completely fixated on his consequences#that he doesn't let himself be a PERSON#like. he needs orders so the consiquences are other peoples and the pain and horror he sees himself enacting has that degree of separation#and then RUE OUT HERE LIKE. HM. MY PRIORITY IS LOVE. BECAUSE I NEVER TASTED IT. BUT I KNOW ITS REAL. ILL DO MY VERY BEST TO MAKE LOVE HAPPEN#AT ALL TIMES#AND I WILL NOT AT ALL CONSIDER THE IMPLICATIONS OF MY ACTIONS THANK YOU 💖#like god rue is sO. i think they are the one i really have to sit with and mull and consider like. there is so MUCH in that lil freak.#like. ough baby rue is so complicated and brash and impulsive and hob sees that so completely as brave and i'm SOOO#i love them both so much i can't even say like#rue has so much shit goin on in that brain i need to piece it together. lads we have a GRAY CHARACTER and i'm thriving#the LYING baby the LYINGGGGG#i had a fic i was pretty deep in on that i abandoned after the hedge maze/tailor shop episodes bc i was like#mmmm nope these lads have too much percolating in em i don't have this umami right yet#and i was correct. the layers on them.#ANYWAY MONOLOUGE ASIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#these kids are stickin around even post series this is one of the long term ones i can tell
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somethings-monstrous · 9 months
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Bit of an odd reading today. A clump of cards fell out while I was shuffling for my 3rd card and I decided to roll with it.
Meanings below the cut
Death dancing (rev): Numbness and apathy to pain, loss, grief. Can't hide from it forever. It will come and it will hurt. But then it will pass and you will dance again, for the joys of change and the memories of the lost.
The Knight of Wands: Passion, power, creativity, raw energy of the flame. When you're ready for it, it will give you the power to overtake the challenges ahead. If not ready for it, it is simply the desire to do so, yearning for more than you have...
Wound Man (rev): Pain without purpose. You're hurt; but there was no motive behind it. No reason for it. It simply is. Just focus on healing and don't worry about why it happened. Sometimes shit just hurts.
The Heirophant (rev) : The NightOwl : The Sun Sigil
Beak card: Hierophant - be careful what you swallow; you may be fed lies. Be critical and do not let others speak for you
Talon Card: Sun Sigil - Make your own happiness. Draw it out. Summon it. Carry it with you and hold it tight.
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