#nelson murdock baby tag

[returnsandreturns]

mattfoggy christmas morning sleepy sex??? maybe???

i made it a baby mary fic oops

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“When she’s able to grasp the context of Santa, we’ll be up at 5:00am opening presents,” Matt says, nuzzling into Foggy’s neck before resting his head on his chest again, smiling when Foggy pulls him even closer and kisses him on the top of his head. “I can already tell that she’s one of those kids—I bet you were, too.”

“Oh, yeah,” Foggy says, laughing. “I was tearing up that wrapping paper with my teeth as soon as my parents stopped threatening me with death for trying to wake up them up every 15 minutes. I bet you waited for the sun to rise like a respectable young man.”

“My dad would threaten to cancel Christmas if I woke him up before 7:00am,” Matt says. “He said we’d just go to church and give my presents away to orphans.”

“Little did he know,” Foggy says, rubbing his back when Matt snort laughs.

“We’ll be suckers,” he says, sitting up to smile sleepily down at him.

“Oh, sure,” Foggy says. “We’ll let her open them on Christmas Eve.”

“December 1st,” Matt says.

“Just hand over a credit card and let her loose in the nearest toy store as soon as it starts getting chilly,” Foggy says, leaning up to kiss him, making a pleased noise when Matt sinks into it. They try to get in a little time for themselves when Mary defies expectations and sleeps past the dawn and it seems like a perfectly good way to celebrate Christmas at this point in their lives. They were too tired to buy each other gifts. This probably counts.

“I want to make a joke about unwrapping a package before you do,” he says, pulling off Foggy’s t-shirt, “but I can’t think of one.”

“Cruel of you to steal that moment from me, Murdock,” Foggy says, slowly pulling down Matt’s sweatpants. “You know me too well.”

“Curse of marrying your best friend,” Matt says, laughing breathlessly when their bodies press together, their hands roaming with no specific intent.

There's no sound from Mary's room but her heartbeat and soft breathing. The apartment smells like cookies. Foggy kisses him like there's nothing to worry about in the world.

Matt's never been so in love with his entire life before.

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for my buddy @firstelevens, based on a thing I said on our call last night! Hope it cheers you up 😇 set in the Bakeoff AU technically but also very standalone (I think)

“You can put her down, if you want,” Foggy says, after the third time Milly successfully steals Matt’s glasses right off his face. He sighs, taking them back and putting them on the coffee table instead. “Her little mat is on the floor. She can do tummy time for a while.” “That’s alright,” Matt replies, while Milly switches her fascination to his nose now. He wiggles it under her little fist and she squeezes back hard.

“The doctor says it’s good for her development—”

“Foggy,” Matt laughs, “I know. I want to hold her.”

Foggy shifts on the couch, where he’s stretched out, pretending to relax, and Matt thinks he’s turning his attention back to the TV, which is playing college basketball at an absurdly low volume. It’s a sign of how burnt out they both are that Foggy turned this on, of all things. Neither of them have ever cared about college basketball, or basketball in general, not even when they were in college. It’s just on for noise, really, and so they can pretend they’re doing something with their weekend other than making sure Milly doesn’t lick any electrical sockets, which eats up the entirety of their social life these days.

“Fine, but if our daughter misses important developmental markers because you love her so much, I’m going to guilt you about it as long as we both live.”

“Save that kind of romantic talk for when we renew our vows someday, buddy.”

“Don’t call me ‘buddy,’” Foggy grumbles, darkly, as he shoves Matt’s thigh with his foot.

Matt turns his attention back to Milly, who puts a drool-covered hand on his chin. It’s a sign of how in love he is and how far his threshold for gross has lowered since becoming a father that this doesn’t even register as disgusting.

“Your dad’s just mad because that nice lady at the coffee shop this morning called him your uncle,” Matt says, softly, like he’s talking to just her.

“It figures that we’d adopt a kid who looks nothing like either of us and people would still assume she was yours,” Foggy interjects, even though he’s still trying to act like he’s not a part of the conversation.

“She is mine!”

“And mine!” Foggy grunts. “It’s homophobic, is what it is.”

“Really, Foggy!”

“It is!”

“That coffeeshop is one of the gayest places in the city!”

“You only think that because you never go to gay bars. Because I poached you from the straight community right into a committed relationship.”

“I don’t want to have this conversation at all,” Matt replies, rolling his eyes even as he feels a creeping sense of fondness for Foggy’s theatrics. “All I meant was, I’m sure that barista didn’t mean anything by it. It was an honest mistake.”

“You always take her side when we fight!”

“The barista’s?”

“Yes!”

“The one we met for the first time today? That barista?”

“Yes, that’s the one,” Foggy sniffs. He pauses for a long stretch of time, before adding, “People probably think you’re her dad because you hog her all the time.”

“Once again,” Matt says, “I am her dad—”

“I mean that they think you’re her biological dad,” Foggy explains. “Like, they think you’ve got a wife somewhere who she looks even more like, but she kind of looks like you too, though they’re really probably just saying it to be nice.”

“Regardless, I do not hog her. She’s my daughter. I’m supposed to be holding her.”

“You’re like a neurotic zoo animal about it, though.”

“A what?”

“Like, one of those animals in the zoo who, like, cleans their baby too much and the zookeepers have to take it away because they’re going to over-groom it and it’s going to be bald.”

“You’re already bald,” Matt whispers to Milly before kissing her on the head.

“You know what I mean,” Foggy sighs.

Matt can’t stop himself from laughing. “I really don’t.”

“You’re always sniffing her.”

“She smells good!”

“All babies smell good!”

“No.” Matt shakes his head. “Milly smells better than other babies.”

“You don’t know any other babies!”

“I knew your brother’s kids when they were babies and they smelled good, don’t get me wrong, but not as good as Milly.”

“I’m going to tell them you said that and you’re not going to be their favorite uncle anymore,” Foggy replies.

“Once they sniff Milly, they’ll understand.”

“You’re a certified freak, Murdock,” Foggy says, as he gets up off the couch. “Lucky for you, I’m into it, but damn.”

As Foggy passes by on his way to the kitchen, Matt reaches out a hand to grab his wrist, stopping him in place. “Very lucky for me,” he says, and Foggy laughs before leaning in to kiss him. “Thank you for making me the dad of this awesome smelling baby.”

“You’re welcome,” Foggy says, as he gently runs his palm over Milly’s soft head while he’s in the neighborhood. “I mean, I didn’t do anything more than you did, but I will gladly accept credit where I don’t deserve it.”

“You know what I mean, though.”

“Yeah,” Foggy says, soft with understanding. “I do. You need anything while I’m up?”

“No, I’m good,” Matt says, already burying his face in the crown of Milly’s head again.

“Please don’t sniff our daughter to death while I’m gone,” Foggy shouts as he heads into the kitchen.

“No promises!” Matt calls back. In his arms, Milly makes a drooly, wet noise against his shoulder and he forgives her for it instantly. He’ll start holding grudges when she stops being the best-smelling, most wonderful creature in the whole galaxy, which is probably going to take a while, if he had to guess.

[itwasthereaminuteago]

Thot or if you feel inspired, a smutfic request from this please.....

So I can't stop thinking about edging Matt until he's cock is aching, weeping pre-cum and he can't help but helplessly buck his hips against your hand, mouth, pussy, anything that's you. But you just stop and wait. Until he can't take it and just loses it and starts begging desperately for more, for you to fuck him, to let him come.

Something along those lines... 😅

tags/warnings: 18+ only please, edging smut >:) I hope this is an acceptable offering!

¦¦ Promissum ¦¦

Matt was having a very good day. He’d won a case that morning, and Nelson, Murdock & Page were in the green financially for the first time in a while with some good looking clients on the books in the near future. Yeah, he was feeling good. Cocky, even.

You’ll admit that the message you received from him around lunchtime inspired by this positive mood gave you a thrill:

I’m going to make you scream tonight.

You messaged him back.

Is that so? Well, I’m going to make you BEG.

Promises, promises… he’d replied.

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"God, ngh, just- please…"

Matt begging for you was possibly one of your favourite sights and sounds in the world. It's not like he was tied up this time, or that he wasn't allowed to do anything for himself, he just wanted… needed it to come from you.

You had taken him to the brink repeatedly over the course of the evening, right from when he got home from work, almost barging through the door to seek you out, following your delectable scent into his bed where you lay, wrapped up in pretty and tactile silk shreds of lingerie just waiting for him. He was on you immediately, those plump lips, the ones from which carefully crafted opening statements and arguments were formed hours earlier, were now on your mouth, sucking at your skin, at home between your legs, scorching and so devilishly skillful. He devoured you ensuring that within minutes you were screaming his name, as promised.

Now it was his turn, but you withheld, taunted him with soft hands, teased him with kitten licks and kisses laced with the promise of more. Now, he was desperation in human form. He groans as you lightly scrape your nails over his chest, his hard, weeping cock twitching as you draw one right over his peaked nipple. 

"C'mon Matty, it's like you're not even trying. I know you can be much more convincing than that, hmm? I thought you won today?" Your hand travels lower, over his taut stomach but skirting past his groin and settling on his upper thigh.

He whines as he cants his hips, searching for more stimulation. His hard cock curves up over his abs dribbling a trail of clear liquid from the tip as it drags over them. His hands are scrunched in the pillows as he writhes, waiting and wanting. It’s so tempting just to dip your head down and take him in your mouth again.

"Please? Fuck, please please please baby…"

You wet your lips and can't resist dangling the carrot a little higher. "Please what?"

"Please, sweetheart… just fuck me. With your hands, your mouth, god your fucking gorgeous pussy, baby, I don't care, just let me cum, please!" He licks at his lips, savouring the taste of you that’s still there but rapidly fading. He immediately regrets the action as now all he can think about is how sweet it would feel to be surrounded by your hot, tight, cunt and now he’s aching even harder for you. Dripping.

You lean up on your elbows next to him, seeing him this way was more than a little addictive. "You don't care, do you? Huh."

He groans long and pathetically. "Y-you know I don't mean it like that, I need you, been needing you all day sweetheart, fuck… just- mmn!" 

You trace a fingertip along the line of the large vein on the underside of his cock and he jerks at the contact. You can’t help the smirk that pulls at your lips as he melts under you when you close your hand around his shaft and start slowly stroking him again. You’re not even sure you’ve ever seen him this hard and needy before.

“Oh god you’re so good, so good baby…don’t stop, please don’t stop-” He’s bucking into your grip, head tilting back against the mattress.

He moans as you finally cave, giving in to him as you need this as much as he does, swinging your leg over his hips to mount him and put him out of his misery. You slide your hips over his, coating his throbbing cock in your slick wetness and reveling in the half-restrained howl he lets out when you slowly sink down on him. You purr as he fills you up like no-one else, his hands grabbing around your hips firmly as you lift back up until just the very tip of him is inside you, like he’s afraid you’re teasing him again. But no, you’ve only got one thing in mind now, and that is fucking Matthew Michael Murdock until he’s screaming.

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[hailey-murdock]

Lose you

Chapter 2

Paring: Matt Murdock x Fem!reader

Warnings:(for this entire series) Angst, death, illness, nightmare, established relationship, drinking, depression, use of pet names, fluff, implied smut, mentions of college Matt and reader(let me know if I missed something out)

Summary: Matt "the man without fear" may not after all be that. He fears he'll lose the person he most loves

Other characters: Foggy Nelson, Frank Castle

WC: 2.K

Tags: @little-miss-dilf-lover

A/N: Hello sweeties, I've decided to make a Matt Murdock series. There will be 4 chapters for this series. Grab tissues cause this shit is sad. (Reblogs, comment and likes are appreciated).

Matt wanted to keep holding you. He squeezed you as tightly as he could. He didn't want to let you go. He didn't ever want to lose you. You meant so much to him, and you were the most important person in the world to Matt. He never loved anyone more than he loved you. Matt sat with you on his lap and he continued squeezing your hand tighter.

"Matty, you remember how when we were in college we talked about having a home together?" 

"Yes. I remember that. We talked about our first apartment together". Matt couldn't help but smile at the thought of one day moving in together, getting married and maybe even starting a family. "Is that what you wanted to talk about? We're gonna do all that one day. We're going to get a great home together. I promise".

You tried to forget everything and smile for Matt. "Yeah it was special....we even talked about spending the rest of our lifes together once we got married".

"I want all of that. I want to spend my life with you. I want to share every experience with you. I wanna have a whole life together with you sweetheart. Matt didn't even want to let your hand go from his grip. He wanted to keep holding you forever in his arms.

Matt pressed his soft pink lips against yours and held your jaw with one hand while the other was interlock with yours. "Are you feeling better? I'm here. You're safe. I'm always here".

Matt felt you nod slowly. "Yeah baby, I feel better now, thank you".

He smiled and gave you another gentle kiss. "You're the love of my life. And nothing in this world will change that. I love you. I love you so much. I'm here for you. I'm here always. And we'll never be alone again".

Matt hugged you even closer. He could sense and feel your beautiful face and your warm smile. He was lucky to have you. No matter what situation you guys were in, Matt would always feel lucky to have you by his side. Nothing could tear your love apart.

Four months passed by quickly and you're  still doing treatments. And in those four months Matt had been by your side the entire time. He brought you to all of your treatments every day. Matt was tired but he wanted to make sure that you didn't feel alone. Foggy would even help him out in the office, he knew that you needed Matt's support in moments like these and who was he to deny that. 

The last month Matt had felt very depressed. He was losing hope and he was struggling to stay strong for both himself and you. Your  cancer wasn't going away. Was this it? Was it your time already? No, that's impossible. That would never happen, right?

Matt tried to shake it all away as he sat next to you in the hospital bed. As much as he tried to stay hopeful for you, he couldn't help feeling terrified and scared every time he saw you. The doctor came into the room saying he had news for us.

"I'm deeply sorry but the cancer has spread out quickly and there's nothing we can do. We don't know how we didn't notice this before but in some cases this happens. I can tell you this, you have about 3-4 months left. I recommend you to spend time with family and friends and say your goodbyes. Once again, I'm truly sorry, I'll give you two a moment to process this".

Right after the doctor had told you that the cancer had spread out, your body went numb. Everything faded out, the only thing you could hear was your thoughts racing all over the place. How? Wasn't the treatment going well? It felt like your soul had left your body.

Matt started crying as the doctor left the room. His whole heart broke into pieces. He felt as if the whole world was crashing on him. This can't be happening. This isn't real. You weren't going to die. 

"No". Matt kept repeating. "No, no, no". This wasn't fair. Why you? Why not someone else? Anyone else? You deserved the entire world. You were the greatest person he ever met. You were beautiful, caring, strong, and you never hurt anyone. Why? Matt couldn't get through his head why a person so innocent was going through this.

After a few minutes the doctor returned to the room and  told us that you should do everything you've ever wanted to do in that time and he sent us home. You didn't trust your voice to say something to Matt. You didn't say anything to him after you had received the news. As You and Matt walked home, your silence was louder than anything. He held your hand and he just kept crying.

This wasn't fair. None of this was fair. It was your life. You deserved to live it. You didn't deserve to die so young. Life was so unfair, and so cruel. Was this a punishment from God to Matt for all the mistakes he's made in his life? If Matt wasn't going to hell, then is this his hell? To live without the woman he loved? Why did God have to be so cruel with him? After all Matt was his soldier, right? What did he do wrong? 

The both of you walked towards your apartment, which you both had bought right after you had found out you had cancer. Matt opened the door and helped you into your home. You guys went inside and he sat you down on the couch. 

"What do you want to do?"

You didn't respond and you just sat there numb. Matt just sat with you. He held you tight and kept crying. He didn't want to leave you alone. And he just didn't even want to think about what was happening. Matt was just so terrified and broken. He just tried to focus on feeling your heartbeat,  to focus on the positives. Matt didn't want to think about what the doctor had told you.

"You're strong, sweetheart. You're strong".

"I think I need to be alone for the rest of the day". You say to Matt as you get up to leave the apartment

Matt started to shake. He didn't want to lose you. But he could see that you wanted to be alone. You deserved to be alone. Matt wanted to give you the space and support you needed. "Alright."

He didn't want to leave you alone. But he could feel how much you needed to have some time to yourself.  "Please...you can let me know if you need anything and I'm always here. Okay? 

You nodded as you left the apartment to take a walk and you did for about an hour but after a while without realizing it, you were at a church.

You were never a religious person but once you stepped inside it was different. Of course you would go to mass with Matt on Sundays but mostly for him, not because you actually wanted to go and worship God. You went in front at the altar and prayed and prayed to god if there actually was one to save you from your misery and that if he didn't to, then just to take care of Matt once you were gone. 

After you were done with your prayers you talked with Father Lantom and after a few hours you went back to the apartment.

Matt was just sitting at the kitchen table, feeling depressed. He felt as if everything was crashing down. All he kept worrying about was losing you. You meant so much to him. Every day and every night, Matt  lived with the worry that he'd lose you. He would cry his eyes out and would just have panic attacks when it felt like it was getting worse.

After a couple of hours, he heard someone knocking the door and rushed over to open it and he was shocked to see you. "You're...you're back soon. Are you okay?"

"Yeah". You smiled softly at Matt since after going to church made you feel calm. "I'm okay, I just needed a bit of time to myself".

Matt put his hands on her shoulders and he smiled back at her, feeling glad that she was alright and calm. "I'm glad you're okay. I was scared there for a moment. I'm just happy that you're back". He pulled you into an embrace and he felt calm as he felt the warmth of your body radiate onto him. 

Matt felt his heart warm as he took a moment to hear your heartbeat, feel you in his hands. To just be able to have you back with him.

"I love you so much. We'll get through this together. I'll be with you through it all. And I'll always be here. Always. You're strong, sweetheart. You're the strongest person I know".

A tear fell down your face at Matt's words. You didn't need super hearing to know if Matt's heart skipped after what he said to you, you knew he would never lie to you. "Okay now enough of this sad stuff, let's do something fun!". You didn't want to think any more of the inevitable, you needed to forget everything.

Matt smiled and he squeezed your hand.

"Yeah, you're right. My baby deserves to have some fun. Anything you want to do. I'm always here. I love you". He gave you a warm smile. Matt wanted to make you feel good in any way he could. He wanted to lift up your spirits. He wanted to just do whatever would make you happy.

"You know what's something I've realized that we haven't done in quite a while Matty?" You say in a teasing voice and Matt could feel the smirk on your face.

"What's that sweetheart?" Matt looked at you with curious eyes. He didn't know for sure what you wanted. But he couldn't just sit h

there. So he raised his eyebrows, Matt shook his head and he gave you an excited look.

"What is it, love? Tell me". 

Matt lowered his head down with a look of hope and love on his face. Hewanted to make you tell him whatever you wanted to ask. And he was ready to agree to anything that you wanted. Matt put his arms around your waist and he kissed your cheek.

"We haven't made love to each other Matt. We both love each other deeply but tonight I want to show you how much I love you". It was a need to show Matt how much you appreciated everything he had done the last few months for you. You loved Matt and you would always love him.

"You're right sweetheart, I haven't shown you properly recently my love towards you. But don't worry, I plan to make my best girl feel good tonight. I want to give you all of me. You were made for me. I just wanna love you forever. P-please let me show you". Matt usually never begged in the bedroom but this time was different. The circumstances had changed and it had been a while since the two of you had sex. And he planned on making this night one of the best nights of your life. 

Matt knew in the back of his head that before what was to come, he was gonna marry you. Matt was going to keep his promise that he made to you back in college, marry you. Until death did you apart.

Matt's hands roamed to your waist, gripping softly but yet firm your hips, as his lips met yours. He felt the softness of your sweet hands go to his neck and jaw as the kiss you shared was filled with love, happiness, passion and desire. The next thing you know is that the both of you somehow made it to your shared bedroom with your clothes on the floor and small whimpers and whines filled the bedroom. All that mattered was you, Matt and your love.

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[xycuro-illuminati]

[ID: Digital art of baby Jack Franklin Murdock sitting on a beige floor wearing an orange party hat. In front of him is a piece of chocolate cake with a lit candle. Jackie is mesmerized by the flames and wants to touch it. Next to him are the blurred hands of Matt Murdock and Kirsten McDuffie, caught in the camera reaching out to stop Jackie. In the foreground, a blurred hand of Foggy Nelson is caught in the photo. End ID]

Made Jackie (in my au/flft au)'s bday be on April 9th so happy bday babydevil. Used this image as a reference.

DO NOT TAG AS M/CU

[djarinbabysnotes]

Two Pretenders: Act I, "A drink."

Pairing: Matt Murdock x Fem!Reader

Precis: His victories seemed to last these days, but his victory of loving her was short-lived.

Matt Murdock asks her out for a drink to catch up, only to find that he hasn't moved on, and neither has she.

Tags and Warnings: Reader uses she/her pronouns, Alcohol, Alcohol consumption, ANGST, friends to lovers to exes, eventual comfort, eventual happy ending

AO3 Publish date: 10 May 2023 (AO3 link here)

A/N: This oneshot is inspired by the song "Cool About It" by boygenius.

My first Matt Murdock fic, baby! Finally dipping my toes after observing the AO3 tags for Daredevil and I noticed that there are not enough hurt/no comfort ones out there. Probably because I'm just a sick son of a bitch who likes the emotional pain.

I'd like to thank AO3 user BellaGiornata for inspiring me to write again. Her unequalled dedication to write has pushed the creative juices in my brain to make something new.

This is a hydration check! Please drink some water before you proceed. Enjoy reading!

The cold was almost too much to bear in the streets of Hell's Kitchen.

She clutched a part of her coat like it was the only thing keeping her alive. A force of habit, it seems. The frosted sidewalk was at the precipice of making her slip– Maybe not by the wobble of her feet, but by the way she'd been weighing her words carefully before meeting him again. 

A drink. It was the most innocent ask for someone who pretends that July didn't break both of their hearts, especially his own. Of course it did, of course she saw, with every newspaper article on The Bulletin about the firm's newest victories in court. His victories seemed to last these days, but his victory of loving her was short-lived. He always had that tight-lipped, unfocused smile on his face for the cameras even if she knew that he would know where to look.

If the both of them were asked about their history, they probably wouldn't remember how it started and how it ended. Was it college during the org fair when he asked around at the information desk and fate brought him to her? Was it after he passed the bar and stumbled across the wrong street only to find her walking out of her 5th rejected job interview? Was it after the firm's first successful day in court when he realized that he was sitting next to her at Josie's? Was it before Fisk or after? What happened after Midland Circle? What happened after the firm went from Nelson and Murdock to no firm at all? 

She was a flame to him; Short-lived on a single matchstick, one that stood out from the rest of the box's contents, ready to give him the flame of what love could feel like for eternities to come. 

It had never been easy for him to commit in that way. It wasn't exactly part of the job, but it was more of the baggage that came when he was around; Whether it was from Matt Murdock or The Devil of Hell's Kitchen, he would always say that he wished he had more to give. 

And she believed him, she always did. She always will. Even if she repeatedly claimed that he was enough. Even if she repeatedly claimed that he'll be the only one who'll always be enough. 

She arrived at Josie's before nine in the evening, trying her best to ease the tightness around her chest by knowing what he could possibly know by the beat of it; The erratic, nervous thumps that were safely caged by her ribs were still loud enough for him to feel, to hear, to taste in harmony with the bitterness of the first beer that he already finished by the time she opened the door and stepped inside. He gulped nervously at the smell of the same perfume she had always worn, and even if she was a few feet away, he'd always seek her out. In every room, in the dark, he'd always seek the beat of her heart. 

Their fates met again with the most casual of pleasantries. He wanted to ask her so many things, or maybe let her talk about the past, but it felt like a breach when she started asking about how the firm was, or if work was hectic with new clients on the way, or if the workspace was adequate enough for his two other colleagues. He answered her kindly, a genuine smile on his face as he talked animatedly about Foggy and Karen fighting about the appropriate office temperature because of the heater. She listened to him with her whole heart, as he could tell, and not once did she bring up anything about his other job. 

She assumed that he didn't want to talk about that, so she never asked. 

Even if she had to pretend about not noticing his shaking hands, in tune with the calloused fists of the man who lived a double life and the recovering bruise around his busted lip— She held onto the civility that she had practiced all day. 

And when the first moment of silence came, he couldn't hold it back anymore. 

"Are you alright?" He asks with a tinge of hesitation, anticipating an answer that could possibly land him a slap on the cheek from the audacity of his question. 

But she remained calm, with the same tight-lipped smile that she learned from him, and replied with a practiced steadiness in her voice. "I'm good."

For a moment, he contemplated letting her lie or not, and he let her. 

By the middle of the evening, he started to notice that her actions were becoming less practiced; With the way she's slurring her words already, as was he, but she was much more inebriated by stumbling out the door, trying her best not to trip on his moving cane while holding onto his arm. He offered to walk her home, which she agreed to. Conversations about college happened sometime during the night, as he made fun of how the loud fellas by the pool table reminded him of a professor that he hated. Her laughs were just as beautiful as he remembered, and even if the beat of her heart was skipping from time to time because of the hesitation to be close to him, he let it slide. 

But it was breaking him, of course it was, because by the time they reached the street of her building he was hearing the same erratic beats all over again. He didn't exactly know why. 

He didn't know about the nights she crashed every bar from the other side of the city where she'd also been getting boxing lessons, almost becoming a regular by the small coffee shops and karaoke machines, ordering her coffee as the exact way he liked it and singing the same sad song over and over again, only to stumble upon the wrong alleys before hailing a cab home. She denied it from her friends, how the short-lived romance of three weeks was not a big deal. But this was about Matthew. Her Matthew. The idiot who playfully brags about his law degree after his fifth bottle of some kind of German beer. The only person who didn't hesitate to hold her hand during her episodes of stress-sobbing because of her god-awful boss. The only one she'd love unconditionally until the end of time. 

And when they reached her front door, she had to pretend that she couldn't notice his eyes beginning to water behind the rose-colored glasses. She simply said her goodbyes, and when he asked if they could meet again for the following week—

"Sure. It was nice to see you, Matt." And there it was— The tremble. The hurt. The unpracticed reply. The rawness of vulnerability. 

In which he had to reply, "I feel the same way."

He knew why the air was filled with salt by the time he started walking away, but simply chose to pretend not to know at all. He drowned in the scent of it, remembering everything, feeling everything, until reaching the other side of the street, standing by his own front door to let out a sob. 

Because they both knew that it wasn't true. When she said that she was good. When she said that it was nice to see him.  

But at least he was somewhat truthful by the end, knowing that he'll always feel the same, even if knowing that the tears that she had already shed for him could drown him in an instant, wishing he knew how to swim just to be with her again. 

In the end, maybe this was all they could get. Her telling him that she's doing good. Him pretending that she's not lying about it at all.

[peterman-spideyparker]

10 Characters, 10 Fandoms Tag

I’ve been tagged a lot by so many wonderful people for this, and I’ve finally remembered!!! Thank you to @pastafossa @little-miss-dilf-lover @hailey-murdock @theradioactivespidergwen as always🥰🥰

Matt Murdock

My current obsession, my sweet little baby. He needs all the hugs and all the love. I’d let him do pretty unspeakable things to me. It also made me put two and two together that he was one of my first loves (Tristan in Stardust).

Loki Laufeyson

Oh, Loki, you will always hold a very special place in my heart. Mischievous in every possible way. All I want is to braid your hair and kiss your head. A hurt soul that just wants to be loved—and you always will be in my fics and in my writing world.

Steve Rogers

One of my men out of time that just wants peace, and the first character I really started to write a lot of fics for—some won’t ever be posted, others in my old, long-deleted blog from middle/high school. A strong moral compass that guides him toward after sacrifice in his search for calm, and even with his ending in Endgame, I still don’t feel that he truly got it. Deserves better.

Bucky Barnes

My other man out of time in search for peace. Emotional scar tissue as thick as his stubborn head. Deserves the world ten times over, and will always be loved in my fics.

Foggy Nelson

My sweetheart. My golden retriever. My hype man. My guy to always tell it straight. Absolutely precious, and one of my favorite characters to write. I definitely need to write him more and write for him more.

Steven Grant/Marc Spector/Jake Lockley

Deserve all the kisses. I have so much fun writing for them and exploring their personalities, and I don’t think there’s much I wouldn’t give for one of their hugs and more.

Pietro Maximoff

The first man I wrote a little fanfic blurb for. Oh, how you opened up a new world for me. I owe you a great debt, and you deserved far better than what Marvel did to you.

Peter Parker

My first favorite superhero from when I was like four. Don’t make me choose which incarnation of him is my favorite. He’s just a lil guy. Look at him. He’s too pure for this world.

Frank Castle

I didn’t get it for a while, but now I do. I’m not gonna elaborate on that, so use your imagination on that.

Clark Kent

I have a thing for the morally gray, but I have just as big of a thing for the himbo/golden retriever men. Clark is the golden retriever energy I deserve. Don’t even get me started about how bad I had it for him when I was like eight watching these reruns.

Tags to keep the fun going: @chvoswxtch @bellaxgiornata @counsellormurdock @babygrlmurdock

[hoewkeye]

BLUE JUST HAD A VERY GOOD THOT FROM YOUR PROMPT LIST FOR YOUR 200 CELEBRATION!!!

coming home to college matt (foggys there too), and you can smell the weed. and so you ask him. “matt, are you high?”

PLSSSS i need this 😩😩😩

MANDKDNSKDNEJDJ THIS IS AMAZING!!!!! it reminded me of a day where me and my friends were smoking pot in one of these friends' house and her mom arrived, so we just sat on the sofa and tried to act naturally by staying in UTTER SILENCE — which, obviously, didn’t work out.

thank you for requesting, I hope you like it!! <3

Pairing: Matt Murdock x Reader, platonic!Foggy Nelson x Reader

Tags: just fun, weed, there’s one phrase with a double meaning

Word Count: 429

This is for my 200 followers celebration!

Something smelled weird and it didn’t take too long for you to figure out what it was.

You looked around the corridor, wondering where it came from, but then shook your head— none of your business. If someone was having fun, great for them! You understood the appeal.

College was a pain in the ass, after all.

With a sigh, you opened the door to find Matt and Foggy sitting on the sofa looking dead serious. They were quiet, just… sitting there; Foggy was looking at the wall as if trying to focus on something, and their mouths were closed in a thin line.

“Guys?”, you called, suddenly worried. “There's something wrong? Did something happen?”

“Nothing happened, we're just hanging out,” Matt said.

Foggy kept staring at the wall. You followed his gaze, wondering if there was a spider or something like that— but there was nothing. He finally spoke, “Yeah! Hanging out! Like we always do!”

“Like we always do, baby!” Matt repeated like he was in an old movie, reaching for his glasses and putting them on.

You frowned, completely confused, but then it clicked and you put a hand on your mouth to contain a laugh, “Matt, are you high?”

Foggy started laughing out loud instantly, finally looking at you, and Matt crossed his arms trying to maintain his pose while holding back his own laugh. “Dude!”, he scolded Foggy, “I told you to stay in character!”

“What do you mean stay in character?”, Foggy asked, clearly having fun. “Like we always do, baby!”, he mocked Matt, who was now giggling as well. “We were doing so well—”

“You mean you were doing well sitting on the sofa doing nothing?”, you questioned, entertained. “I just think that—”

Matt sighed out loud, interrupting you in a way to capture your attention, which he did, and moved to the side so you could sit right next to him.

“Aw, are you needy now?”, you teased but he just pouted. “So cute, Matty, you're almost convincing me.”

He sighed audibly again, acting like a baby, and you let out a laugh. “What do I have to do to convince my girlfriend to sit next to me and give me some attention?”, he asked, “What do I have to do?”, and another forced sigh.

It was so funny.

You could hear Foggy whispering to himself “next time I third wheel I'm becoming a bike”, but you just smiled and told Matt, “Just tell me where the rest of the pot is and I'll sit wherever you want.”

“Gross!”, Foggy yelled.

[neonbrutalism]

For the 2023 DDE Prompt Fest hosted by @daredevilexchange I wrote a remix of @inkforhumanhands's Do Me A Favor, Baby, Don't Reply.

I'd Arrest You If I Had Handcuffs

Rating - Teen And Up Audiences

Category: M/M

Fandom: Daredevil (Comics)

Relationship: Matt Murdock/Franklin "Foggy" Nelson

Characters: Matt Murdock, Franklin "Foggy" Nelson

Additional Tags: Getting Together, Apologies, Idiots in Love, Comedy, Matt's Chained Up but it's not in a sexy way

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“I’m not saying I handled it well, Foggy…”

“Oh, I’d say you handled it just about as terribly as it was possible to do so.”

“This is still a little extreme.”

Matt jingled the cuff attached to his ankle, the other side of which was attached to his office’s radiator. 

“I’m not saying I handled it well, Foggy…”

“Oh, I’d say you handled it just about as terribly as it was possible to do so.”

“This is still a little extreme.”

Matt jingled the cuff attached to his ankle, the other side of which was attached to his office’s radiator. 

“Is it?” Foggy said, mildly, standing in the doorway with a cup of coffee, “I think locking you in place is a pretty good idea. Now, I’ll know where you are. At all times. And don’t get any ideas about picking the lock or breaking the cuff, I’m borrowing them from Pym and they’re some kind of nanomachine self-repairing super lock.”

“This is…”

“Matthew. If you say I’m overreacting, I’m going to cuff your arms down too. I guess that’ll teach you for falling asleep at the office.”

“Switching my coffee out for decaf is dirty pool.”

“You’re the one who didn’t notice, Mr. Super-Taster.”

“You said it was a new brand. And you drowned it in that horrific hazelnut syrup you like. I may never taste anything but that syrup again.”

“It is a new brand. Of decaf. And you can smell that syrup a mile away, so why’d you drink it?”

“I was trying to not upset you further.”

“But you agree that I have a right to be upset?”

Matt’s mouth snapped shut. And then opened again. 

“Okay. I’m sorry I stood you up for our… date.”

Foggy crossed his arms, “Standing up implies you never showed. What you did, Matt, was come to the restaurant, hand me flowers and then run like your ass was on fire.”

“Okay, I’m sorry I – did that.”

“And then didn’t answer my calls for the entire weekend.”

“That too.”

Foggy sat down in the chair in front of Matt’s desk and put his feet up on the desktop. 

Matt scowled.

Foggy ignored it, “You know, it wasn’t even humiliating. The waitress even saw you come in, give me the flowers, and flee. I didn’t even have to give her some story about how you would be here any minute - she was witness to you being an idiot.”

Matt sighed, ”Foggy…”

“She actually gave me a free glass of wine as a “sorry your boyfriend is insane” gift.”

“You’re… welcome?” 

Foggy crossed his arms over his chest.

“Do you have an explanation for this extremely stupid chain of events, Matthew?”

“Something came up, suddenly.”

“If that was the case, you probably would have told me later, instead of radio silence,” said Foggy.

“Well…”

“What I think happened is that you got in your own head about fucking everything up. And ruining our friendship. And that Man Without Fear label only applies to hurtling into gunfire and not anything remotely to do with intimacy and you worry because of what happened to anyone you’re close to. But… you also really, really want to suck my dick.”

Matt choked. Foggy continued like he hadn't noticed. 

“Hence the flowers and then the running for the hills like my dad is gonna come after you with a shotgun to force you to make an honest woman out of me. That sound about right?”

Matt frowned, “… Maybe.”

Foggy sighed, “Being your friend is about as dangerous as dating you, for one, so nothing new there. As for the rest… I don’t know. Get therapy about it.”

Matt stayed quiet.

“So, cards on the table, Matt. You are obviously interested in me.”

“I – not that obviously.”

“No, the dropping-off flowers and then running makes you pretty obvious. You’re not a subtle man,” said Foggy.

“Fine. Yes, okay, I am, uh… interested,” said Matt, spreading his hands on his desk, “And if you still are, after … uh, everything…”

Foggy hummed, noncommittally. Matt swallowed.

“Let me make it up to you,” Matt said, “Lunch. Dinner. Community theater musical.”

“Boy, you must really want my dick.”

“Fog, come on…”

“Okay, okay,” Foggy said, relenting, “Dinner, tonight. Here. Greek, so I’ll be nice and garlicky for you.”

Matt suppressed a wince.

“Sure, okay.”

“And you’ll order me some more flowers. Big bouquet. Obnoxiously big.”

“Absolutely.”

Foggy stood, “Great. So, it’s a date.”

And with that, Foggy leaned over the desk and kissed Matt on the cheek. 

“See you at 7,” he said as he headed for the door to the office. 

“Wait — Foggy, I’m still — what about the cuff?” Matt said, jangling the metal chain around his ankle.

Foggy paused, “Oh, right. Don’t let any of our clients see it. And let me know if you have to use the toilet.”

Matt gaped, “Wh — Foggy! Come on!”

Foggy just hummed as he walked into the hall, closing Matt’s office door behind him.

[marveltrumpshate]

July 2023 MTH fills

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To find specific content, use our completed works tag lists above which includes instructions on how to search for a particular character, gen or romantic relationship, universe, and fanwork type. 

SOLO CHARACTERS

BUCKY BARNES

@captainjimothycarter - Four paintings representing Bucky Barnes through the years, from CA:TFA to TFATWS for buckybarnesdeservestobehappy

DAISY JOHNSON

Lalaith Quetzalli/@lalaithquetzallicaresi - Banner of MCU Daisy in her different identities: hacker, agent, and hero for @athletiger

STEVE ROGERS

@Call-Me-Kayyyyy - Art of Steve naked except for red, white, and blue stockings and his shield lifting his legs up and above himself with his core strength for @liloau

GEN/PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS

BUCKY BARNES & MARIA HILL

@uofmdragon - "A Frost in Spring" (MCU AU fic where rookie SHIELD agent Maria Hill meets the Winter Soldier on her first mission and things get complicated) for @bulkyphrase, @oper1895, and RhubarbKetchup

JAMES "RHODEY" RHODES & NATASHA ROMANOV

@uofmdragon - "5 times Rhodey had a Conversation with the New Avengers (+1 time He talked with their sponsor)" (post-AoU Rhodey fic where he gets to know and support his new teammates) for @bulkyphrase

JAMES "RHODEY" RHODES & SAM WILSON

@uofmdragon - "5 times Rhodey had a Conversation with the New Avengers (+1 time He talked with their sponsor)" (post-AoU Rhodey fic where he gets to know and support his new teammates) for @bulkyphrase

JAMES "RHODEY" RHODES & STEVE ROGERS

@uofmdragon - "5 times Rhodey had a Conversation with the New Avengers (+1 time He talked with their sponsor)" (post-AoU Rhodey fic where he gets to know and support his new teammates) for @bulkyphrase

JAMES "RHODEY" RHODES & TONY STARK

@uofmdragon - "5 times Rhodey had a Conversation with the New Avengers (+1 time He talked with their sponsor)" (post-AoU Rhodey fic where he gets to know and support his new teammates) for @bulkyphrase

JAMES "RHODEY" RHODES & VISION

@uofmdragon - "5 times Rhodey had a Conversation with the New Avengers (+1 time He talked with their sponsor)" (post-AoU Rhodey fic where he gets to know and support his new teammates) for @bulkyphrase

MARIA HILL & NICK FURY

@uofmdragon - "A Frost in Spring" (MCU AU fic where rookie SHIELD agent Maria Hill meets the Winter Soldier on her first mission and things get complicated) for @bulkyphrase, @oper1895, and RhubarbKetchup

MATT MURDOCK & FOGGY NELSON

ceterisparibus/@ceterisparibus116 - "Sunlight on Chessboards" (post-Daredevil season 3 Matt & Foggy case fic) for metaderivative

SHIPS

BUCKY BARNES/STEVE ROGERS

E_Greer - Podfic of "Bucky and His Stubborn Goat," a non-powered Bucky/Steve A/B/O AU fic by and for @aquatigermice

BUCKY BARNES/STEVE ROGERS/TONY STARK

E_Greer - Podfic of "When Your Isosceles Triangle Turns Out To Be Equilateral," a MCU Bucky/Steve/Tony Valentine's Day fic by and for @aquatigermice - Podfic of "Sign Your Name Across My Heart, I Want You To Be My Baby., a Bucky/Steve/Tony A/B/O AU fic by and for @aquatigermice - Podfic of "Only in My Dreams Am I Happy," a Bucky/Steve/Tony A/B/O shapeshifter fic by and for @aquatigermice

EMMA FROST/SCOTT SUMMERS

@flightinflame - "Homeflight" (Emma/Scott dragon riders AU fic) for @mmgth (MTH 2021)

PETER PARKER/GWEN STACY

TheCuriousSofa - "First Aid" (TASM Gwen/Peter hurt/comfort fic where Peter goes to Gwen to get patched up even though they've broken up) for wombatking

PETER PARKER/JOHNNY STORM

@bardicious - Art of 616 Johnny lying down in Peter's lap, talking to Peter for Mech

STEVE ROGERS/TONY STARK

Hermit/@hermit-writes - Typesetting for "A Common Guttersnipe," a My Fair Lady Steve/Tony AU fic by and for @betheflame (also here)

Ravin/@shadow-ravin - Podfic of "It's Diet Coke Time," a non-powered Steve/Tony getting together AU fic by and for @betheflame

@superdecibels - Art of a grumpy Steve in a suit sitting in a car next to a happy Tony wearing casual clothes for @betheflame

[returnsandreturns]

"Do you think we could stop her from growing up somehow?" Foggy asks, tightening his arm around Matt's waist, who is currently half asleep next to him on the couch after a long night out. Daredevil hasn't been seen out much this year because the combination of aging and Matt fucking up his body so thoroughly in this thirties has really been hitting him. The suit has to come out occasionally, though.

"I'm right here," Mary says, turning from where she's sprawled out on her stomach in front of her laptop to frown at him.

"Heavy books on her head," Matt says, ignoring her, yawning close to Foggy's ear. "Keep her from getting taller."

"Gonna stretch myself out," Mary mutters, shutting the laptop and turning to lie on her back instead, stretching her limbs out. "Get even taller."

"She'll still going to be thirteen, though," Foggy says. "I can't be the father of a teenager, I'm too young and beautiful."

"Three days," Mary says, like a threat.

"Can we just cancel her birthday?" Matt asks. "Forever?"

"Oh, interesting," Foggy says.

"If you keep me from cake, I'm running away from home," Mary says, without moving from where she's star-fished out on the carpet.

"To where, exactly?" Matt asks, laughing.

". . .wouldn't you like to know," she mutters, after a long pause where she clearly couldn't think of where she would run to. After one horrific trip to Disney World when she was seven that all of them hated, they've kept their vacations close to home.

Foggy gently throws a pillow at her.

"Want to help me make your cake?" he asks. "I got a vanilla box mix."

She sits up slowly with her eyes narrowed, hugging the pillow.

"Or we can make a chocolate one from scratch to your exacting standards," he says, laughing when she throws the pillow back at him. "Come on, princess."

He presses a kiss to the side of Matt's head before getting up and Matt yawns again, curling up on his side and saying, "I'll be right here if you need me to taste anything."

[ao3feed-fratt]

The Thousand-Yard Stare

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/rnYQoMt

by MaraWinchester

*Adult Adam Goldberg Voice* It's the Summer of 189-something and Laszlo Kreizler is in well over his head and THEN SOME

Basically, I smashed the Alienist + Daredevil Season 2 together and this is what happen. Please Enjoy, or don't, I'm not your mother.

Words: 2919, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: The Alienist (TV), The Alienist Series | Dr. Lazlo Kreizler Series - Caleb Carr, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Punisher (TV 2017), Daredevil (TV)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: F/M, Gen, Multi, Other

Characters: Laszlo Kreizler, Mary Palmer, John Schuyler Moore, Sara Howard, Lucius Isaacson, Marcus Isaacson, Karen Page, Matt Murdock, Elektra Natchios, Franklin "Foggy" Nelson, Frank Castle, Original Female Character(s), Jon Bernthal, Daniel Brühl, Frank Castle's Baby Sister

Relationships: Laszlo Kreizler/Original Female Character(s), Laszlo Kreizler/John Schuyler Moore, Laszlo Kreizler/Mary Palmer, Frank Castle/Original Female Character(s), Frank Castle/Matt Murdock, Matt Murdock/Elektra Natchios, Frank Castle/ Frank Castle's Sister, Laszlo Kreizler/ Frank Castle's Sister

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Historical, Human Disaster Matt Murdock, Protective Frank Castle, Canon-Typical Behavior, Alternate Universe - Victorian, playing fast and loose with the timeline, Don't Examine This Too Closely, Angry Frank Castle, mcu - Freeform, I Wrote This While Listening to Taylor Swift's Music, Mature Adult Decisions?, This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things, Other Additional Tags to Be Added

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/rnYQoMt

[itwasthereaminuteago]

|| Returns and Reruns ||

Frank Castle x Matt Murdock

Tags/warnings: sort of hookup, ongoing whatever this is, oral sex, anal fingering, anal sex. E.

A/n: Fratt Fratt Fratt Fratt Fratt Fratt Fratt... For @bernthirst-events Filthy Friday, could be filthier I guess :p

It had been a while, but Matt would recognise that scent anywhere. Subtle woody aftershave mixed with a hint of gun oil, pizza from a couple of hours ago from the place down the block, the single malt whiskey on his lips. Sure enough when he turned around he could sense Frank leaning at the bar looking his way.

"It's been a while, Castle. How've you been?"

Frank made room for him at the bar, giving a slight smile as Matt waved to Josie for two more measures.

"Been quiet, you didn't notice?" He replies.

Matt scoffs. "Trying to be a good boy?"

Frank tilts his head and shakes it, chuckling slightly. "When am I ever? Nah, I'm sure somethin'll come along, someone will step outta line. They always do."

He takes a sip of his drink looking over to the pool table where Foggy is undoubtedly getting his ass kicked at pool by Karen. She still looks beautiful.

"You uh, with Karen now? She know about…" he gestures between them with a slight nervousness.

"No, no we're just really good friends. And no, she doesn't."

Matt wasn't trying to hide whatever it is he has with Frank, it just never came up.

"And Nelson?"

Matt takes a hefty swig of the whisky, swirling it around his mouth for a moment. He can feel Frank's eyes on him watching his throat work as he swallows. "Hell no. The thought of trying to explain… not sure I'm ready for that yet."

Frank hums as he drains his glass.

"You out later, doin' your thing?" He asks. Matt knows it's a loaded question.

"Not exclusively…"

.

"Fuck…"

Matt's arms span across the back of the couch, fingers gripping around it almost white knuckled, his head thrown back panting curses up to the ceiling. Clothes are strewn over various surfaces of his apartment wherever they were torn off, a couple of things knocked over on the way up to this point. He's naked, his legs spread wide, and Frank's between them, his hot, wet, dirty mouth wrapped around Matt's cock. He tries not to move his hips, as much as he wants to, but it's as if Frank's encouraging him to fuck his face, grasping underneath his buttocks and pulling him up towards him but Matt resists.

He moans and pulls off him for a moment, a slick string of spit connecting them for a few seconds until it breaks.

"You gonna let me take care of you?" Frank rasps.

Matt's chest heaves as he tries to catch a breath. "...yeah I just– aw jesus christ!" He's cut off as Frank starts sucking one of his balls into his mouth as he strokes him with his hand.

"Frank, fuck! Please…"

Frank grins releasing him from his mouth before licking his way right up the underside of his shaft to the tip, tasting the leaking precum there as it spreads over his tongue.

"C'mon Red, tell me what you want, it's been a long time… I forget."

Matt's eyes screw shut. "Just, fuck me."

Frank raises an eyebrow with a grin. "Yeah? Gotta get you ready f'me first baby, ain't just gonna fuck you right off."

He straddles Matt's lap, taking his hand in his and curling it around his thick cock. "Gotta open you up so you can take it, huh? You forget how big it was?"

Matt whines as he pumps him slowly, desperate to feel him inside. "Lube's in the bedroom." He murmurs as Frank's mouth works under his jaw to his mouth, kissing him hotly and making him melt.

"C'mon then lil devil." He says, getting up and offering his hand to pull Matt up and follow him.

When Matt's settled on his bed Frank wastes no time finding the lube and loosening him up. He missed hearing those sweet little grunts and moans of need as he worked his fingers inside him, teasing him with a little brush over the spot that he'll be pounding hard against in a short while.

"Fuckin' missed you, y'know that?" Frank admits as he kisses over Matt's neck and collarbones, skirting over the twin scars and down to graze his teeth over and suck at his nipple. "Missed this." His voice lowers as he scissors his thick digits making the other man's back arch gorgeously.

"Frank please, I'm ready, I'm ready."

Frank smirks. He loves how he begs for him, how open and honest he is with his needs now. No longer unsure, no longer ashamed.

He squirts more lube on his hand smearing it all over his cock, pressing his large hands on the underside of Matt's thighs, pushing them back and apart. When he lines up Matt's already trying to push back on to him.

"Woah, easy…" Frank shushes him as he slowly and carefully presses deeper, the fat flared head of his cock disappearing inside as they both groan with pleasure.

It still burns for Matt but he wants that bit of delicious pain, it seals the memory of Frank into him like a brand for when he eventually leaves. His hands wrap around the back of his thick neck, pulling Frank over him and down so he can taste him again as keeps on sliding inch by inch inside him.

He's such a big man, he surrounds him and it feels good to give in to it and submit. This isn't so different from when they used to fight, used to beat seven shades of shit out of each other on the streets. It was still a dance then and they got to know each other's steps and moves. He much prefers this dance though, slow and easy. All he has to do is not think, just feel, and those feelings and sensations are like nothing else.

Frank's watching him closely, can see him slipping into that subspace already. It always takes a bit of to and fro before he just lets Frank in, lets him take care of things for him. He thrusts in slow and deep, he feels so damn tight and looks like one of those fuckin' religious statues with the way that pained pleasure is painted on his face. It's not just the sex but when he's back with Matt in Hell's Kitchen he feels home. It's not love but it's damn close to it.

He can't keep his lips off him, kissing and nipping wherever he can reach, wherever makes him whimper and tilt his head back and Frank can see that glazed look in his hazel eyes as they open again.

"I-I'm close, Frank…"

Frank hears that desperate confession and snaps out of his reverie, fucking his devil the way he's waited to for so long, hitting that sweet spot that makes him howl and cry and stripe his release between their writhing bodies as he follows him, cumming deep inside and holding him so damn tightly as he gasps out his name.

Not Red, not D, not Altar Boy.

"Matt…"

Frank tags: @divinearchangel @saintmurd0ck @castlesnchurches @mindidjarin @hellskitchenswhore @pedrito-friskito @sweetieswiftie @shedaresthedevil @freshabogados @briefcasejuice

@father4giveme @stress--relief @e-dubbc11 @whistle1whistle @tea-and-wine @emiemiemiii @imherefordeanandbones @munsonownsmyass

[hailey-murdock]

Lose you

Chapter 3

Paring: Matt Murdock x Fem!reader

Warnings:(for this entire series) Angst, death, illness, nightmare, established relationship, drinking, depression, use of pet names, fluff, implied smut, mentions of college Matt and reader(let me know if I missed something out)

Tags: @little-miss-dilf-lover

Summary: Matt "the man without fear" may not after all be that. He fears he'll lose the person he most loves

Other characters: Foggy Nelson, Frank Castle

WC: 2.4K

A/N: Keep in mind the warnings, this chapter can be triggering to readers. Please read with precaution. (Reblogs, comment and likes are appreciated)

"You're amazing, sweetheart." Matt felt so much pride in his heart after the both of you had shown each other how deep your love is.

"And you're perfect Matty".

"Thank you..I love you, hun."

"I love you to the moon and back matty". A smile appeared on your face while the two of you held each other, entangled naked in the bed sheets.

"I love you even more than that. I love you to the multiverse and back. I will always love you in every world that exists. And I will always love you in every world that exists..in every timeline..in every universe. You're my soulmate".

You felt your eyes water. "I'm so sorry Matt, I don't want to leave you-". The guilt was eating you up inside of knowing you were going to leave behind Matt alone.

"What do you mean.."? He felt his heart beat faster and he started to tear up. What is it? What did the doctor say"? Matt had genuinely been caught up in the moment that he forgot about everything. That illusion was slowly starting to fade as reality finally managed to set into his head. 

"Matt remember that he said I have 6 months to live, you were there with me". 

The color drained from Matt's  face as he heard your words. His eyes widened and he stopped tearing up immediately. Matt didn't know what to say. He didn't know what to think. His mind was blank.

"That's not..".  Matt closed his eyes as tears started to fall. "That's not fair.."

That was all Matt could say. He was speechless. He didn't want to believe it.

"Matt, listen to me, we are gonna make those 6 months the best 6 months we've ever lived. And I'm gonna love you until my last breath". 

"Y..you promise?" Matt tilted his head, tears running down his face. He was going to try to believe it, to keep a positive attitude. But deep down, Matt just felt like his world was collapsing around him. He was in denial.

You crossed your heart "I promise baby".  You smiled softly, but your face was still red and you were still wiping tears from your eyes.

"Thank you..thank you for that. I..I..I'll be strong. For you and for us. I'll make these last 6 months of your life memorable. I love you".

"You don't have to be strong Matty, it's okay to be sad and cry about it. You need to let it out, don't bottle it up. That will do you more harm".

"Ok ok..maybe I'll allow myself to cry..just a little.." Matt smiled and he gave a little laugh. He wiped his tears and he gave you a little kiss. "Hey...I don't know what I would do without you. I don't know how I would be strong enough to deal with anything..without you. You're my rock. You're my compass. I don't..I don't know what I would do without my rock..my compass..my love".

You cried softly at Matt's words. "Ever since I've met you Matt, you have made me a better person each day. You've shown me what real true love is and I'm thankful for that. We've both have made mistakes about our relationship in the past but we've always done everything we can to move forward and love one another"

Matt started tearing up more as I heard you as well. "You make me a better person too. You taught me what it's like to be kind and to be loving. I was so tough before I met you..so cold. But you..you showed me what it means to be warm, what it means to be gentle..what it means to be kind. You taught me things..you even taught me that it's ok to cry..that it's ok to be sad. Your heart is full of love..and you've taught me that". 

You grabbed Matt's hand and kissed it. "You, Matt Murdock are by far the greatest blessings that God has given me in my entire life".

"You're the greatest blessing God has given me too. I'll never understand what he sees in me. I don't understand how he could make a man as imperfect as me just happen to meet someone as perfect as you..but I'm so grateful that I did. I love you so much".

You wrapped your arm around Matt's arms and held it  tightly. "You are an angel sent from God to me".

Matt's eyes widened and tears dropped from his eyes even more than before.  "I...I don't know I deserve that title. I'm too imperfect.". He laughed a little bit. "I'm just..just a man. Who is in love. A silly, imperfect man who is in love".

You leaned in to kiss Matt's soft lips. "There are no words to describe...what you are to me..what we are to each other..I love you Matt Murdock".

Matt held you tight. "I love you too, sweetheart. I love you so much". Matt sighed and he closed his eyes. "I just wish that we could be together forever..but that can't be.."

His voice was sad. "I'm not going to give up, though. I will try and make every second I have with you count and live every second to the fullest".

"I know you will and that's why I love you Matt".

Five months pass and you're  getting worse each day. Matt still tried to put on a smile, but over the months his heart felt so heavy..and he tried his best to keep things positive. His heart broke though as he watched the days slowly go away. Matt tried to make things the best they could be..and he tried to spend as much time as he could with you, to make each day as memorable as he could.

Over the months Matt started to go back to college, and he tried to give himself something to work towards as well...to keep his mind off of things.

You were on call with Foggy, you both had agreed on him visiting you in a few. But started feeling really sick but you didn't want to say anything to Foggy. So you decided to call Matt while he was at school. 

The sound of the buzzing was loud in your ear and it was starting to get hard to keep your eyes open. Finally Matt answered the phone. 

"Hey sweetheart".

"Matt?" Your voice sounded so weak. Matt's face quickly went from neutral to worried.

"Is...is everything alright"? He began to walk out of the classroom and he started to walk back to the apartment worried. "Are you ok..are you feeling sick..?"

"M-Matt I need you to c-come h-home". You say very softly to the point you could barely hear your voice and you felt so weak that I collapsed on the floor and passed out as you tried to walk to the bedroom. 

Matt felt scared when he heard your words. He felt my heart drop to the floor and I started to get nervous when he heard the "thud" understanding that you fell.

"No no no..". Matt ran into an alley and I kept running as fast as I could. And jumping up to the roof and running to you. He felt tears drop from his face as I was already expecting the worst...but I was trying not to think about it.

You laid on the floor mumbling softly his name. Matt had never run faster in his entire life like in that moment, tears dropped from his face as I thought about being alone again. As he thought about losing...you. Matt knew what this meant.

"Please God, no..please. Tell me I have at least a little more time..".

Your heartbeat was getting slower by the minute. After some time had passed, Matt finally managed to get there. I ran so fast to the house...to get to you. He ran in the house and I sensed  you laying on the floor. Matt dropped to his knees next to you. 

"N..No...please". His voice broke. "You can't die...you can't". Tears dropped from my face again as he hugged you and he squeezed you tight.

A tear ran down your face and you felt cold, your body was freezing. Your heartbeat was getting even more slower and that for the first time ever Matt hated the way your heart beated. "M-Matt?" You pulled him with the last bit of energy you had left. 

"Y..yes..I'm here". Matt put his head on your chest and he hugged you tightly.

"I'm so sorry. I..I don't want to lose you. Why so soon"?  Matt was trying to hold his composure, but he found it hard to do so as tears continued to fall from his face.

"I-i love y-you in every world t-that exists".

Those are your last words as you take your last breath.

Matt heard your words and he felt a rush of grief hit his heart. He closed my eyes and his tears dropped on your face as I kept hugging you closely. Out of so much pain Matt let out a scream of pain and anger. He felt so much emotion..so many different kinds of emotions..all at the same time. He didn't know what to do or to say.

"N..no..No no no no no". Matt kept shaking his head. "God no". Matt squeezed you close, refusing to accept what you said. Even if it was true, he didn't want to accept it.

Your lifeless body laid there in his arms. More tears dropped from Matt's face as I kept holding you..not letting go. He doesn't want to believe this. Matt closed his eyes and he  tried to block out everything he was feeling and he just held you..but it didn't work. Matt kept crying.

It had been an hour since Foggy had called asking to come by and when he got to the apartment he saw Matt on the ground holding your lifeless body.

"Matt"? Foggy couldn't believe what was right in front of him. Tears pricked his eyes. He was speechless. He had just called, how was this possible. You sounded fine on the phone call. 

Matt didn't hear him. He was completely and utterly consumed in his grief. When he heard his name..I felt an immense amount of sadness. Matt  opened his eyes to see Foggy in front of him, and Matt felt tears running down my face again as his chest began to drop. That was the final nail in the coffin.

"N..no". It became too much..Matt couldn't accept it. Foggy immediately called for an ambulance to take you away. 

"Matt get up". Foggy tried to pull Matt away from you, he couldn't stand the scene in front of him. He tried to stay strong for Matt as he held back his tears. In Matt's grief and sadness, he didn't stop him as Foggy started to pull him away. Matt let himself fall to the floor and his heart broke even more. He felt so crushed. He felt like I had lost everything.

"Foggy…she's g-gone". Foggy held Matt in his arms to try to comfort him as he saw you on the ground. "It's all gonna be okay". Matt started sobbing as he felt so much emotion. His heart was completely shattered, and he felt like his soul was being crushed. He held Foggy tightly in a hug as he continued to sob in desperation. 

The ambulance came to take your body away. When the ambulance came, Matt felt his heart drop. He didn't want to let you go...there had to be something he could do. He wouldn't give up. Matt wanted to stay with you, no matter what. He tried asking them to be let inside the ambulance. Matt even attempted to go in. He tried going into the ambulance but they told him they wouldn't allow him.

"No..please". Tears dropped from Matt's face as he watched them take you away from him. Foggy held him back to let them do their job since he tried to get into the ambulance, fighting with them. "Matt, we have to let her go".

"F..foggy why? Why"?! He cried into his shoulder in grief. There had to be something that could have saved you. Matt had never in his entire life had felt so weak and powerless. All because he had lost you. You were gone. 

"I'm sorry but it was her time to go Matt". 

Tears kept falling as Matt heard the ambulance drive away, taking you away from him. First he lost his dad, Stick and now you? Why? Wasn't he god's soldier? Hasn't he sacrificed so much already?

"It can't be the end for her..please don't tell me that". He felt like his heart was going to explode as so many different things were hitting. Matt felt so crushed and he wasn’t ready for this.

I'm so sorry Matt but it's real. S-she's gone and there's nothing we can do…look we have to plan a funeral for her….."

Funeral.

Matt's heart dropped even more when the reality finally set in. You were gone..and then he and Foggy had to plan your funeral. He felt even more sad. Matt closed his eyes as he felt more tears run down his face. Matt felt like the only one who could understand his pain was Frank. Who knew this could be so painful? Of course Matt lost many people in his life, but you, with you it was so much different. You were the reason Matt wanted to live, to keep on fighting his demons. 

"I...how?..this doesn't feel real". 

"It's real bud and I'm truly sorry, I know how much you loved her. Foggy hugged him tightly. He didn't know what to say anymore. His guard was crumbling slowly. He tried so hard to be strong for Matt but he couldn’t. 

"I don't know how I can live without her...everything I did was with her in mind. Everything I loved..she was a part of it. She was..she was my whole life..and she's gone. This..this isn't fair".

Foggy didn't know what to say except just to hold you. Matt was completely devastated.

"Please God..tell me this isn't real.Please tell me this is all a nightmare..that I'm going to wake up soon".

"I'm sorry Matt".

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Fanfic Friday! (Smut edition 🔞)

(Ha ha, oh guys do you remember the few weeks when I used to do these? Ha ha)

So anyway! We're gonna try again, and this, we're getting sexy~

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Cut Me, Sharpen Me by gayvillians

Billy would probably be the death of him.

Fandom - Scream

Pairing - Billy/Stu

Notes - If I'm being genuine, it's not the most in character thing around, but it's not distractingly out of character either, plus it was just really fun to read.

A Waste of Good Suffering by williamshooketh

Billy had known for years that he got off on the fucked-up stuff. He just couldn't let other people have that part of him.

He couldn't let Stu have that part of him.

Fandom - Scream

Pairing - Billy/Stu

Notes - Straight up, my favorite Scream fic I've read thus far. I think Billy is done really well in here, and I like the way the author wrote the knifeplay. I come back to reread this one often.

Algolagnia by Xela

Leave it to Foggy Nelson to have to teach Matt Murdock that all pain is not created equal, and whatever he needs is his for the asking. OR: Matt is the worst baby sub, and for some reason everyone expects Foggy to lead him down the primrose BDSM path.

Fandom - Daredevil

Pairing - Matt/Froggy

Notes - My absolute favorite thing about this fic is the way it handles kink, BDSM, and and the intricacies that come with it. I randomly decided to read this one day, and I'm so very glad that I did. I'm not even a part of this fandom, but my fanfic experience would be lesser without it. (Also that wax scene? OOF!)

For Life by KakashiSensei

Three wives and their new husband get to know each other. Sometimes, it only takes one night to become friends and partners for life.

Fandom - Kimetsu no Yaiba

Pairing - Uzui and his wives

Notes - I haven't found much that deals with them and their polyamory in an equal way, but this one does, and sweetly too.

Police Dog by surveycorpsjean

Yahaba takes home a gruff looking, beat up dog. He patches his ear, and wraps his leg, and goes to sleep.

The next morning he wakes up to a hot guy rummaging through his kitchen.

“I took a pair of your shorts.” He says, standing up and away from the fridge. “Hope that’s a’ight with you.”

Fandom - Haikyu!!

Pairing - Kyoutani Kentarou/Yahaba Shigeru

Notes - Police and shapeshifter AU. Chapter six is the only thing I can think about, I'm sorry. (Sometimes I go back and reread just that one).

coffee, god, and cigarettes by charmanander

Takeda isn’t sure where the steam ends and where the smoke begins, all wafting up into the dingy kitchen air and clouding around their heads in a thick, pungent fog.

aka ukai contributes to second hand smoking and takeda lets him

Fandom - Haikyu!!

Pairing - Ukitake

Notes - Blowjobs, shotguns, and the pale yellow light of a kitchen. (No lie, I read this one after I wrote my own Ukitake fic, and I kinda got jealous because I WISH I'd wrote this.)

Isn't it supposed to be pollen? by mikansei

Two idiots catch a cold, and all hell breaks loose.

Fandom - Gintama

Pairing - Hijikata Toshirou/Okita Sougo

Notes - Sex pollen and silliness. Also kinda sweet.

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So there we go! Honestly I haven't read fic in so long, and this post was kind of born out of me missing that.

Mind the tags, and I'll see you next week! *fingers crossed that I don't forget*

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Devil Child. Devil Child!

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/ecDb7fl

by TheWitchBoy

Matt gets de-aged. Mild shenanigans ensue. And then moderate-to-high shenanigans.

Words: 36981, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 2 of Marvel Stuff, Part 3 of Misc Bingo and Themed Week Fills

Fandoms: Daredevil (TV), Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: Gen, M/M

Characters: Klarion (DCU), (no - that's not a mistake), Matt Murdock, Franklin "Foggy" Nelson, Frank Castle, Karen Page, Peter Parker, Wade Wilson, Clint Barton, Pietro Maximoff, Claire Temple

Relationships: Frank Castle/Matt Murdock, Matt Murdock & Franklin "Foggy" Nelson, Frank Castle & Franklin "Foggy" Nelson, Peter Parker/Wade Wilson, Matt Murdock & Peter Parker & Wade Wilson, Clint Barton & Matt Murdock, Clint Barton/Pietro Maximoff, Matt Murdock & Karen Page, Frank Castle & Karen Page, Matt Murdock & Claire Temple

Additional Tags: Age Regression/De-Aging, Fluff and Humor, Wade Wilson Breaking the Fourth Wall, franklin "foggy" nelson is the mom friend, Babysitting, Self-Indulgent, Secret Relationship, but like - an open secret, Accidental Baby Acquisition, it's matt - matt is the baby, Protective Frank Castle, Background Hawksilver, background spideypool, Kid Fic, Hijinks & Shenanigans, A Red Hood Action Figure (very important), Magic, I Don't Even Know, How Do I Tag, Don't Have to Know Canon, Klarion is there too

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/ecDb7fl