#new pc still not here yet tho

[10kiaoi]

A universal bunny-

[deliwrites]

ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕥 𝕤𝕝𝕦𝕥 // 𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖙 𝖙𝖜𝖔 //Dream Team

// DATE // 9th of November 2022 // PAIRING // DreamTeam x fem!Reader, george x fem!reader, sapnap x fem!reader, dream x fem!reader // WARNING // flirty!reader, use of real names, tease!reader, playgirl(ish)!reader, use of 'good girl', 'baby girl', 'little brat', slight degration, one picture of lingerie   // WORDS // 2,6k+ // SUMMARY //  You finally move to America! And Nick is the one to pick you up from the airport. Which means, private time! // SERIES // Intro // Part One // Part Two // Part three // Part Four // I’m open for serie title suggestions for this one! Feel free to comment your suggestion here or sent it into my inbox!

// MASTERLIST // ANONLIST //

I ended up listening to Dream. I sat in a call with him. Discussing what I wanted to bring, while also discussing new pc parts. He was sharing his screen with me. His shopping basket full. Whilst I was making a copy of files I wanted to keep.

"So, I'm guessing not all three of you are going to pick me up from the airport?" I ask watching my files load onto the external drive.

"Sadly not," Clay sighed. I could tell he was disappointed. "But Nick is going to pick you up."

"Awh so no Georgie, either?" my cam was on so I send him a pout.

"No," he chuckles. "George and I will be setting up your pc."

"Awh, that's sweet, thank you."

"And until we have time to go on a shopping spree, we will rotate on beds, 'cause we don't want you to have to sleep on the couch for however long."

"Hmm, but what if I want to share the bed with you?" I smirk teasingly.

"Is that so?" I nod eagerly while biting my bottom lip. "Hmm, it will have to be our secret," clapping my hands in excitement.

"I'm so excited to finally be all of us together."

"Same, it took a good while but it's finally happening."

Arriving at the Orlando airport had my anxiety pumping. We decided not to announce when I would be flying. So lucky for me and my anxiety. I now only had to deal with meeting Nick for the first time in real life.

As I wait for my luggage I record a little bit more for my video on the move. Talking about my nerves to the camera. Getting interrupted by Nick calling me.

"So, the flight was long. I was able to sleep a lot tho. Now I'm just waiting for my suitcases to come thro-. Oh, Sap is calling me. Hey Sap," I smile when the facetime call connects.

"'Ello darling," he says. Lucky for me it wasn't out of the ordinary for him to call me that.

"Are you- are you still in the car?" I ask in disbelief.

"Well yes, I'm here though. I just wanted to ask if you were at baggage claim yet?"

"I am! I think I see one of the suitcases already."

"Alright, I'll see you in a bit then!"

"Okies!" Hanging up, I look back at the camera. "I can't believe he was still in the car," I pout at the camera before grinning. "Anyways, I'm gonna get my suitcases, so I'll see you lovelies later!" Waving at the camera before ending the recording.

Dragging my suitcase into the hall, I'm immediately met with a sign. My name poorly written in bold letters, hearts covering any free space. Chuckling at the sight. I abandon my suitcases, running over to Nick. Throwing my arms around his neck.

"Well hello," he chuckles, not expecting me to do this. He knew how nervous I was, but his gentle smile when I saw him made it all fade. Dropping the sign his arms wrap around my shoulders.

"Sorry, I'm just so happy," I tell him, slowly letting go of one of the best hugs. He chuckles in understanding.

"I know, let's get your suitcases and start this drive," taking the suitcases, Nick leads the way to his car. Once the suitcases are in I get surprised. A gasp leaving my lips when I get turned around, back pushed into the side of the car. Nick had me trapped against his black Tesla. "You know," he smirks. "Now there will be consequences to your teasing," a blush flushes my cheeks at his words.

"Will there now?" I decide to fight the shyness. Teasing him while giggling smugly.

"Oh, you'll see," moving away he opens the door for me, then going to the other side. Before we even drive off Nick's hand finds its way to my thigh. The dress mom made me wear was a wrap. So the moment I sat down the leg Nick's hand holding become bare. "Did you wear this dress for me?" he asks, fingers softly caressing my inner thigh.

"Maybe," I smirk. Deciding not to tell him it was actually my mom who wanted me to wear it. Just to swoon the three of them. "Do you like it?" I ask trying to look as seductive as possible.

"You look breathtaking, darlin'."

"What about now?" Taking the ribbon that ties the dress, pulling on it. Opening the dress, revealing the orange lingerie set I was wearing.

Looking over, his grip on my thigh tightens, though nothing comes from him. When Clay told me Nick was the one picking me, I had already mentally picked out to wear this.

"You think you can just tease me like this?" his voice is dark which surprises me a little. Eyes slightly wider as I look at him.

"Whatcha gonna do about it, driver?" recovering quickly from the initial shock. I put emphasis on 'driver'. At this point, we had reached the highway.

"Y/n, what care are we in?" the question is asked slowly. The slowness had me confused.

"Y-yours…?" I answer his question with an unsure answer. He chuckles, shaking his head cutely.

"Yes, but that's not what I asked darlin'. What type of car are we in?" he asks even slower. Even more, confused now, I wreck my brain. I open my mouth a few times to answer, though nothing comes out. There is a smirk playing on Nick's lips as. He starts tapping the steering wheel. It catches my attention. Looking at his hands a gasp leaves my lips.

"Tesla!" I tell him, pointing at the logo in excitement.

"Good girl," his praise brings back the flush in my cheeks. "Do you know what that means?" I shake my head. He pulls the right gear stock down twice. A do-do sound rings through the car. "It means, I don't have to do anything," I look at him wide-eyed. His hands leaving the steering wheel. The car now driving without his help. "You are in so much trouble now," a startled squeak escapes my lips. His right hand having just pulled my leg up. I hated to admit it but that was so sexy.

Nick couldn't help but smirk as the predicament she was in slowly sunk in. To his surprise Y/n pulled up both legs, turning to face him. A small wet patch on her panties has the smirk returning.

"Awh, you're already wet for me?" a shy nod comes from the female. "You enjoy teasing so much, huh? Little brat. I guess you want me to do something about it, don't you baby?" Y/n nodded eagerly mumbling 'please'. "What happened to the brat, you're all shy now," he teases, his hands dancing along the shy brat's skin. His right-hand stops just above where she needs him to touch her. A soft needy whine came from her. Y/n moving her hips to try and move the hand down. Both hands moving to take hold of Nick's right one. Fighting the man's strength to push it down.

"Please, touch me," she asks, voice needy. He moves against her tries, barely putting in any effort.

"Oh, you're so desperate," he chuckles darkly. Finally, Nick slides his hand down, thumb grazing over her barely clothed clit. It makes her jump a little in her seat. Giving a few pats to tease her more, the same happens. Thighs threatening to close around his hand. Little gasps and whines escaping her lips. Deciding not to tease the horny female further, his hand swiftly slides back up, into her panties. Fingertips immediately met with her wet lips.

"Fuck," she whimpers. The position is a little awkward making Nick pull his hand away before Y/n gets to enjoy his touch. Before she can complain though, Nick speaks.

"Be a good girl for me," nodding her head before he even finished his demands. "Take off your panties and sit on your knees, facing me," he chuckles under his breath at her eagerness. Watching her as she does as told. "So, obedient," he praises her. In addition to the demands, she decides to take off her dress as well as her bra. Abandoning her sneakers on the floor, clothes on the back seat. A little stunned at the ravishing site he's met with, she takes advantage of the opportunity. Leaning over she's finally able to claim his lips for the first time. His stubble scratches at her skin, though she doesn't mind. Nick's hands find their way to her naked body, right hand on her waist, left hand cupping her soft face. Holding her gently steady inside the moving car. Slowly pulling away from his soft lips, she pecks him one, two, three more times. "God, you're even more gorgeous in real life," Nick says. "Such a beautiful baby girl," a shy giggle coming from her. "Oh, you're so cute. Are you getting shy again, little brat?" he teases.

"Niiick," she whines quietly. Wanting him to just touch her already.

"What is it, baby?" he smirks, looking directly into her eyes.

"Touch me," she whines again. Taking hold of the hand still on her waist. Again, trying to move it where she needs him.

"You've been waiting for so long, haven't you, darlin'?" she nods with a pout on her lips. "Hmm, I think you can wait a little long-"

"Noooo, please! I'll do anything!" she begs. His thumb teasingly caressing her waist, watching the desperation spiral in her eyes. Her hands still trying to move his hand.

"Anything, you say?" Nodding vigorously. "Alright, I'm gonna hold you to that," finally his hand moves between the desperate girls' thighs.

Fingers slip between her wet folds, thumb rubbing against her clit. Having his skilled fingers on her heat had her weak in the knees. Her left hand coming to rest on Nick's shoulder to keep herself steady. Nick's smirk never leaving his lips. Being able to touch the girl he's been flirting with for years. And having this effect on her filled him with pride.

He doesn't waste time, slipping two fingers into her dripping core. Sharp nails digging into his shoulder along with a gasp from her. Y/n had been so touch-starved since George moved. Feeling extra sensitive now with Nick's hand on her. Making 'come hither' movements with his fingers. Fingers much bigger and longer than hers. Reaching places she never could.

"Com on baby, bounce on my fingers for me," his tone is enough to make a soft squeak leave her lips. Doing as told, she slowly starts up a pace. Her thighs already quivering. "That's it, good girl," the squelching noise becoming louder as Nick decides to help her out. Thrusting his fingers into her at a fast pace. Gasps and squeaky moans escaping her, eyes closed at the amazing feeling.

"Fuck," she squeaks, the warm feeling in her abdomen coming quicker than she hoped. Willing herself to last longer, she suppresses it. Subconsciously squeezing around Nick's fingers. It was like he knew what she was doing.

"No, no, darlin'," his voice is dark. Scissoring his fingers to stop her from squeezing. His thumb starts working on her clit. She buckles, trying to get away from the expert movements. But with his fingers inside the gorgeous girl like a belt loop, there was no escape for her.

Thighs shaking in delight, with a smug look Nick watches her break under his touch. A chain of moans escaping her lips as her back arches. Giving into the honey-sweet feeling. Body stuttering as Nick rips an orgasm from the female.

"That's it, baby," riding out her high, breathing heavily. Her eyes slowly open as she sinks backwards against the car door. His slick fingers slipping from her heat. A grin on his lips as he brings his fingers to them. A flush covering the girls' cheeks as she watches him clean his fingers. Bringing her arms up she hides shyly. "Can't wait to actually get to taste you," having come down from her high she starts putting her clothes back on. Accepting the water bottle Nick hands her.

"Thank you," I take the bottle from Nick. Taking a few sips before putting it away. Turning to sit on my knees, I go to lean over. Wanting to return the favour. Having obviously noticed the bulge in his sweatpants.

"Whatcha doing?" Nick asks having gone back to driving as we exit the highway.

"Want to return the favour," I pout which has him chuckling.

"That's okay, we'll have many more opportunities for that," he says, sending an evil smile my way. My cheeks heating up at all the things we could do now. "Plus, we're almost home," just that has me sink back in my seat with a content sigh.

"Home."

"Yes," he grins sweetly. His hand finding its way back to my thigh. smiling I place my hand on his, fingertips curling around his palm.

Finally we pul up to the house, clapping my hands in excitement. It really looks like home. "Alright, I'll get Clay. You wait here," to be honest, I had completly forgotten that I would see Clay in real life for the first time. "Are you nervous again?" nodding slowly as I pull my knees up to my chest. Giving a soft chuckle, Nick exits the car. Walking around the front, going to my side. Opening the door, he crouches beisde me. "It will be okay, we've been friends for years, remember?" turning to face him, I nod, a pout on my lips. Leaning up he pecks my pouty lips. A grin quickly replacing the pout. "He is no different in real life, okay? I'll get George first that way you don't have to wait alone."

"Thank you!" I get out of the car with new found reassurance. Pecking Nick's lips in a thanks before letting him go. It doesn't take long for George to exit the home.

"Y/n!" he sing-songs, a squeal coming from me. Running over I wrap my arms around him, jumping together in excitement.

"Georgie! I missed you!" I tell him when we stop jumping, leaving my arms on his shoulders.

"Hmm, now you get to pay for your teasing," he grins taking hold of my waist, he pulls me closer. With a giggle, I peck his soft british lips. Having missed the feeling more then I thought I would. Pecking his lips a few more times before pulling away. Just in time for the front door to open again.

"Ah, I'm nervous!" I exclaim, hiding behind George. "It's just me, darlin'," Nick chuckles, walking over to George and me. "But you're not the only one. Clay's nervous too." "He is?" I ask, peeking over George's shoulder. Nick nods with a wide grin. "Oh, that makes this so much easier for me," I giggle, moving away from my hiding place.

"But how was your flight?" George asks curiously.

"Sleepy," I giggling. "I was too nervous so I slept most of the flight. Now I'm finally home!" I squealk, jumping while clapping. Did I look weird? Probably yes, but they knew me this way.

"Weirdo," I heard from behind me, though before I could turn around, I got wrapped in a hug.

"Clay?"

"Of course, who else!" I recognize his voice. Turning in his hold, I wrap my arms around him.

"We're finally complete!" George says, ganging up on the hug. Nick also joining in.

We are finally all together. I am so happy!

// MASTERLIST // ANONLIST 

// SERIES // Intro // Part One // Part Two // Part three // Part Four // I’m open for serie title suggestions for this one! Feel free to comment your suggestion here or sent it into my inbox!

[arthotsglasses]

Olympia Soiree Office Room

So, yk that project I planned like a year ago about making otome environments in 3D and intractable?

After a year of my game dev college program and a load of extra knowledge from Youtube and Twitch, I made it happen. Here is my first room built out of sooo many more to go, but damn I'm finally good enough to start doing this!

Here is a video of me running around in play mode (using wasd and mouse) in Unreal Engine 5:

Comparison photo: original Olympia Soiree Switch screenshot (left), my Unreal screenshot (right)

Modelling process: Modelled and UV unwrapped in Blender, textures painted in Substance Painter:

Exported texture maps (in order of textures, normals, OcculsionRoughnessMetalic, and emissive):

TO WATCH ALL THIS HAPPEN, CHECK OUT MY TWITCH CHANNEL! THANK YOU

Now, rambles as usual:

Jesus Christ that took long and lot of work... even had to get a new pc cuz old one couldn't handle Unreal5 and Substance paint, had to upgrade...

Had to learn sooo many new things, before this I only knew how to model 3D objects. I had to learn how to UV unwrap, entire process of Substance Painter, and Unreal Engine 5.

In modelling, I had to learn the low to high poly workflow, and edge shading settings. That's the only new stuff I learned.

UV Unwrapping learning wasn't too difficult cuz the UVs didn't have to be perfect. Substance was gonna be good enough to handle them. Textile density and all that is still new and I'm still trash haha but it did the job for now.

Substance Paint tho.... had to learn all from importing low poly mesh, baking the high poly into texture maps, how to paint, masking, allllll of that, and finally export to get the 4 textures above.

Unreal 5 intro was a solid few days of pain. Starting from navigating the interface, dealing with importing meshes, textures and making them into materials, landscape & foliage generation (that I didn't use for this project yet), lighting settings, colliders, bit of blueprint.... yep but thank god I knew some Unity so it wasn't terrible.

SO... ik a lot of things still need work and missing. The books on the shelf are unfortunate cuz they weren't properly baked in Substance Painter. Some little props like books and stuff are not yet made either. There's a lot of weird edges and shading issues on the model. The lighting and stuff still needs a bit of work as well, it's not right on yet.

But,,, damn I'm soooo happy for what I was able to achieve, I didn't think I could do it this early! When I played it in the engine for the first time, it felt soooo real, I felt like I was in the game universe. I'm very excited to keep making more, and getting better with this stuff!

In the far future, I'll export it as an exe so you guys can try it out as well!

Next up in future again is probably rooms in comte's mansion, Sakamaki's house rooms, some piofiore rooms, and continuing with Olympia Soiree. Those interiors seem the easiest to start with.

comment to be tagged in future updates of this project!

tagging:@pettyval @h34rt1lly @dark-frosted-heart @vampiresruinlives @h34rt1lly @bespectacledbun

also if any has any questions or suggestions plz feel free to comment or dm me! Any feedback is appreciated!

[bcacstuff]

Agree with you. A bump is good for for him and he has something new to post, but it's not very big, possibly yet. The trailer tho, predictable, was better than expected because PC was better than expected. She can be up and down, as SH can be. I think she's put some good working into her acting before this project and The Citadel, with R Madden, she mentioned. Citadel has very good buzz about it. Seen her prior US work and felt she was amateurish but not in these clips. Think SH is going to get backplated because Nick is a pretty good actor, funny and brief scenes with NJ/PC look very funny. Who knows? Aside from the predictable story, it might not be a blockbuster, non of Strouse's films are, but it might not be bad. One thing SH found someone who can ham-up, likes to shuck/sell as he so PC in that way is a good match. There will be more of the same interviews to come. She hit all the marks, flirty, innuendo of rom Sam, whisky, OL, and even had go overboard about how Covid rules were followed, although everyone has seen the pix and knows they both were called out prior and during the movie for not great Covid behavior by fans/watchers. PC comments were about actors on scene only ones off mask shows how she forgets what has been published. Everyone is over talking about it now but she confirmed the Lydia, Sam, Tobey pic was against the rules as pointed out by makeup artists working at the time. Thought PC would be more careful as wouldn't think she'd want the photos with the hairstylist out. But she knows most are over hearing about Covid violations, the tide has turned.

I thought the whole interview in that Live IG was terrible. To begin with the interviewer, the fake huge friends they became, and gosh, can she just stop touching her hair all the time. It drove me crazy!

The covidiocy, well, I know, a number here doesn't want to hear it anymore. Everyone is done with Covid and other terrible disasters are currently on our focus. But nope, I'll never forget what I saw, what I know he did, and especially the way he tried to excuse himself, without ever the slightest word of regret. Irresponsible and egoistic it was and still is. And now they even think it is okay to brag about how they flouted the rules, like naughty school children doing something they're not allowed to and then brag about it towards their classmates. Yes, she's no better regarding that. We all know how she went to a posh hairdresser, excusing it was for filming (while filming already ended at that point!) and yes the articles mention she could show the right paperwork. Sorry, I wonder about that paperwork, could have been the kind of paperwork that shuts journalists mouths. Nonsense, all of it and nothing to be proudly bragging about.

And to anyone trying to convince me he did nothing wrong, followed the rules and guidelines; He did everything he could to pass them and he never owned it. He handled that in the poorest way one can think of. And that's why it keeps coming up and keeps biting him in the arse. Moreover, he'd better had shut his mouth about BJ. Huge pot, huge kettle and pitch black!

[frostbite-the-bat]

WHAT AN AMAZING COLLECTION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love the dragons protecting the display OOOOOOOUGH SHARKS TEETH YEAAAAAAAAA Do you have any specific favorites? (& What about them said Pick Me to you? (i love rocks sm but have none space so i only have a lil bag of my own) )

YESS!!! THANK YUOU!!! and ofc i gotta have dragons B)

and HMMM OKAY lemme THInks

so *now* pick and buy gems at trinket stores whenver i go travelling and see any tha i just dont own yet (or if theres a piece that's really pretty to me that i DO have, but it's just unique and cool and i want it)

but back then id just..! buy whatever was Cool to me . id always buy so many at once my god

my favorites are defo my extra silly fancy lookin gems!! lemme show em here (older pics) (some are fancier bc i took them for my personal collection list google doc)

bismuth!!

these quartz! i was told they are some type of quartz! these are special to me because i got them a year ago during a school trip to germany - i only had a few euros on me and i ended up spending it all on gems. we checked out the christmas markets and there was an friendly old fellow who was selling gemstones and other things! he even had a cutter and could speak english. we chatted a bit and i listened to him talk about things (like how these lil fellas are formed. i know nothing about chemicals but i just think these things are interesting!!!! i actually get most my gems from giftshops near cave tours because i love visiting them and think it's interesting ^^

anyways he had a little box of various "rocks" that could possibly be geodes that he'd cut and see if they are! the price depended on their size. he said that i could guess with the weight and feel of the "rock" and let me pick from a few that could possible be ones. i said it didn't matter to me if it's gonna be hollow or not, since it's cool to me anyways!

so while my classmates waited and stared at me i just watched this guy cut it nicely in half like this - and he then even cut the smaller flatter piece of it, too. it was very nice! it's also where i bought the tooth, the bismuth, and some other things that i forgot as well... oops. i got a lot of gems

this shimmery pretty goldstone / aventurine glass ! wacky picture quality but i don't feel like getting new pics (+ im on pc now) (lie: i ended up getting new pics later)

. it's a man-made lil' mineral, but it's very lovely regardless! i honestly only care about the "realness" only i it's a scam of some sort. any rock, trinket, gem or mineral, man-made or not is very niceys to me. (i still want an opal tho i only got an opalite which was mislabeled. i dont think on purpose since these stores sometimes accidentally mislabel or misspell things. or use czech names which gets confusing. yeah i may have inaccurate names for some of my gems but i try my best to be accurate. im no pro im just a collector little beast)

some type of peacock ore! (either treated chalcopyrite or bornite, as i've previously written down. i'll trust my past self)

aura quartz! one of my first 3 pieces ive ever gotten that sparked my collection

all of these little fellas i bought at the same place for really cheap! filled my lil collection quite a bitso. i loves tghem. theyre like cereal To Me

in order: garnet, carnelian, emerald, tusquoise (why isnt this one in my list. oh my god how many gems did i miss. i still have a few to add that ill list on the list later that i need to re-check what gems they are. lord.) opalite, chalcedony, snowflake obsidian, obsidian (?), onyx. + not pictured an aquamarine which...? i cant find? im not checking if i put it behind a bigger gem and i cant FIND IT.

i really need to do a new and better gem list . oops. i cant always rely on my memory for these names

my EYES! in order: tiger's eye 2x, hawk's eye, bull's eye

my funny silly mosly multicolor fellas idk they fit the Vibes. i likes thgem (appreciae this secion i had to make sure and like re-identify half of these but i still could be incorrect)

in ORDER... lapis lazuli, sodalite 2x, elbaite (most likely), chrysocolla, rhodonite, blue apatite, amazonite, kyanite

dalmatian jasper and unakite

...some kinda jasper?

so ya!! thats some of my Rocks. this took a while bc i had to look what some of these are again @_@ i loaves them . todays guzma enrichment: this

[lenivyssenseoflevity]

Important Information

Unfortunately I have some trouble with my PC due to a defect… Which really fucks me up bc it totally sucks! In fact, I was already working on a new Rylan edit that was almost finished and should have been published soon, which sucks even more! 😩 I was already looking forward to sharing this work with you… In addition, I have plenty of other ideas and other unfinished but already started Rylan edits/works in the pipeline. But now due to the defect I have to pause them all… 😭😢😥

This means I won't be able to post/release new Rylan edits anytime soon, which pisses me off a lot. Especially since I probably won't be able to fix the problem until September (because of spare parts) So which specifically means I won't be able to create and post new Rylan stuff until September. I‘m so sorry about this… 

So to all my followers and Rylan enthusiasts out there, I just wanted to let you know in case you're wondering that I haven't posted anything yet and maybe worried that I've left the fandom as well. That said, don't worry bc I definitely haven't left the fandom (nor will I) I just have trouble with shitty techy stuff (where the heck is Dylan. I need him asap!!!!) So don't worry, I promise to come back with new Rylan edits as soon as possible, for sure!

Hopefully it's worth the wait (and hopefully you haven't left the fandom by then either) So I hope you stay tuned for my comeback.

Yes, it's a big down on my mood and I'm really angry 😡, but that doesn't change the fact that I still love Rylan and this entire fandom very much. So I'll definitely be returning with Rylan, even if it means there's even fewer people left in the fandom than there already are. I am and will always be a part of the fandom. So even tho I won't be posting anything for a while, I will continue to be there and continue to cheer on other Rylan Artists 🥰💕

And I won't be completely gone after all, bc at least I'll keep writing, publishing and translating my Rylan One Shots! So that doesn't stop (you can't stop me from Rylan!!!! Do you hear, you stupid freakin techy stuff?!?!?!) bc I can still write with my other devices. I just can’t make edits  bc I need my PC and specific programms for that. Maybe it slows me down a bit in writing, but yeah anyways, new one shots and translations will still coming!  So check out my AO3 or Wattpad if you want to. Thanks for all your love and support 💕🌸🖤🤍 and what doesn’t kill you will make you stronger right? 

And sorry for the long post. I had to let my frustration out a little bit. 

By the way here is a little sneak peak of what I was working on. 😅

[sewercentipede]

in other news my husband bought me a new laptop!!!!!!! :)))))) since my macbook is 10 years old and for the last few years has been almost completely unusable(so much of its software and hardware is fucked up and nothing ive tried has fixed its issues, it cant get its iOS updated anymore, it always has to be plugged in to work, and its so slow it cant run more than one program at a time), it is essentially a paperweight. this new laptop is specifically for gaming and he got it for half off (like its normally about $1k but for some reason electronic stores did black friday deals super early) and its brand new, not refurbished, and not an apple (aka shitty) product. he picked it up for me today while i was sleeping so it was just here when i woke up like it was christmas day

ive been customizing stuff on it and playing around with it to get a feel for it. i havent tried to run any games yet but i downloaded witcher 3 (since its a pretty taxing game i think itll be a good performance test), and it installed in like 10 minutes. if that game runs without issue then i bet if i got an extra stick of 8gb ram i could run freaking anything, even games like metro exodus and cyberpunk. altho my desktop PC is an absolute beast and can run any game--my husband built it for me in 2016 for my birthday and even tho it could run cyberpunk surprisingly well with those specs, he recently replaced the graphics card, mother board, and doubled the ram so it's basically a tank of a gaming PC now--i cant take that thing on trips obviously. which i have to do more often than i would like. i really needed a functioning laptop, so im super excited!!!!

in my opinion i dont deserve such a nice thing at all, or even the PC i have, especially because i havent had an income since 2019. but my husband disagrees lol he fuckin rules, i love him. aside from how much he takes care of my chronically ill ass and puts up with my shit, financially supports me, does countless things for me out of pure selflessness, always wants to make me feel good, im always amazed by the thoughtful way he gives me gifts without needing to ( its never my bday or a holiday ykwim). theyre either total surprises to me that blow me away bc the level of attention and care that went into it, or its practical things that hes like "im getting this thing for you bc you need it and you deserve nice tools instead of settling for crap, idc what you think!!!!!!"

he even bought me a brand new iphone too since my iphone is 7yrs old, cant get updated past iOS 12 meaning i cant use or download a ton of apps i rly need and its constantly running out of space and starting to have battery issues. ive been avoiding getting a new one for a long time cuz ive been clinging to having an audio jack but the phone has become so obsolete software-wise that it is more problem than its worth just to have an audio jack. although the new phone has yet to arrive which is frustrating cuz he ordered it 3 weeks ago and it still says its in the order stage, not even shipped.

regardless i feel so sugared rn lmao. im gonna play witcher 3 on this laptop and see how it runs :3

[bossyuri]

Ima put my random thoughts about SRV in here! It probably won't make much sense but wtv sdfsg

again I haven't placed the last building or conquered the whole map yet, as context, but i did finish the main story aside from that.

So ima start of with thoughts while disregarding how the bugs affected the experience!

Overall, I had a good time! I really enjoyed it. I love the new crew. I loved the focus on friendship. I'd say the story overall is nothing really special though, which I don't think is necesserily a bad thing. Sometimes a chill story packaged in a fun game is good ya know.

I loved finding out bits and pieces about our friends through dialogue, I think that was great, and I really liked that it felt like a solid friend group. Modern Yuri (as I like to colloqually call him lmao) is so much more mellow from having a good support system early on lol. But he's still got some Classic Yuri in him.

The rival gangs I think that thematically, visually, their music and stuff, they were great. I liked them a lot, they had good contrast, their music when you fight them rules. I do think that they were a little underused in the actual story though so they don't quite leave the impact that say, the Syndicate did. The threat they posed felt more theorical than anything you actually see. Again not the worst thing, but I feel like they could've used a bit more time to be more present. (I did like how the Panteros stuff ended because it tied in with other things later though!). Like I think in particular that the collective could have been used a lot more.

That said I did play with looong months-long break for the first quarter of the game so idk how that affected my impression. And the last few missions I think were really, really cool, I really liked them! But I felt like the middle parts after a certain point weren't quite as memorable.

But I don't think it was bad! And the game isn't quite over yet, so I'm looking forward to what's to come.

Also I did like how narratively the game tries to give you a nice fantasy release from a lot of real life issues. I'm sure many people at Volition had to face these frustrations in their lives and it felt like. relatable yknow.

Now though.....so I work in game QA, going on my 7th year, and the game released in....really an unnacceptable state, which was really a bummer and really harmed it. I don't blame the devs. Devs want to give us good games. But they don't control release dates.

and they did not control covid. I know a lot people see covid as an "excuse" to fuck up games but trust me as someone who was working in the industry through it all, it absolutely messed up a *lot* of stuff that you may never know about. My setup from home is still not ideal. And thats not even getting into employee burnout but anyway-

I've had crashes to desktop, blockers in missions (regularly), broken multiplayer (tho i havent had a chance to test it again after patches) needing full game restarts for a variety of reasons (clothes broken, face broken, world stopped populating, quest blocked...) the clothes system still breaks for me after so many months after release (thought its a lot better. i dont fear the stores as much anymore lol). I don't know if it's a quirk of the PC version, but it would have been so much more of a good experience if they had had the time to polish the game more before release. Lots of gamers don't have much patience for this kinda shit, and it's a shame for a game that has a lot of love put into it.

But they're still patching the game, and the QOL changes that they keep adding are really good. The game is a lot more stable for me too so I will definitely keep playing, and I'm hoping that my mental state will allow me to make some fun content from it. I'm still kinda hoping for a steam release sometime so I might get to replay the story again if that happens. Because taking screenshots on epic is a goddamn pain.

So huh anyway. I don't think anyone cares that much but if you've read that far thank you! And also thanks for sticking around with me for so long despite my dropping off the face of the earth in a depression spiral. But I'm still around and Yuri is still around. And Saints Row V is fun!

[roebeanstalk]

months ago i amazed many by saying i liked windows 11 (within an hour of installing it)

i still like it, mostly. however, of course:

here are the things i do not like about windows 11, as promised.

-yeah, a lot of right click options are under "show more options" now, requiring you to click through for a lot of stuff. extra clicks. annoying. -the window snapping to edges uh, hitbox, is bigger now and it's kind of annoying. sometimes yes, i really do just wanna put a window kinda in the corner but not have it take up a predetermined amount of screen. takes some nudging -sometimes streaming on discord does not do audio?? i dont get it but it works sometimes. i also use eartrumpet so this could be on me somehow lol -sometimes i have a hard time finding old settings. it seems like moving things over from the old settings/control panel style is a work in progress and happening slowly - so not everything's migrated yet. idk if it all will. but it can just be tricky finding stuff. it's THERE, somewhere, but it's harder to find than it should be probably -taskbar can't be moved. i do not like that. it's fine but i just used to always have my taskbar either on the top of my screen or on the left. i'm used to it now. -the widgets box could be so fuckin cool. but they force you to have a bunch of awful news stuff and i can't seem to figure out how to either get rid of it entirely, or make sure it doesn't show me stuff that'll make me rage. so i never use it, despite a lotta useful stuff.

here are some things i am loving about windows 11 tho, because i am sticking with it lol

-rounded corners. they just make me happy. -centered taskbar. hell yeah. -phone link is massively improved. i can text and call my mom from my computer now. nice. -quick settings. this is in windows 10 but it always felt kinda pointless. here it has a lot of little settings, and you can do a lot without having to leave the box finally. yay. -window organization/snapping - yes i bitched about this. however, built in are some grids that help for some quick organization in a really nice way that you could only do while running power toys. i admittedly still use it

BEST THING ABOUT WINDOWS 11 THAT PC ARTISTS WILL UNDERSTAND: it remembers window/monitor locations. so if you disconnect your cintiq with clip studio open, even though it bumps it to your main monitor... IT GOES BACK WHEN YOU PLUG YOUR CINTIQ BACK IN. it actually remembers which monitor a program was on in different settings (extend, pc screen only, duplicate, etc). fuckinggg finally. so good.

anyway

i'm sure i will hate the things i love and love the things i hate and learn how to do things or windows will update them out. i'm here for it.

SHRUG!!! it feels modern finally and not like, an attempt to be modern. so that's cool. it'll get there eventually i hope, or ai will take it over in a horrific manner. we'll see.

(note to linux people: do not tell me to use linux i will go into a rage) (note to mac people: do not tell me to switch to a mac unless you're buying me a new mac)

[arpiniko]

just venting a bit bear with me or just scroll over

not me being so completly overwhelmed with work and preparing for new college (gods i start tomorrow. i'm kinda panicking)

i'm finally going after 5years of trying to fine art college. so i'm kinda stressed. its not my first college but it kinda feels different in premise. so i'm so stressed. but i try to calm down. i cant even concentrate on my work atm. yes i write this at work. when i should be doing some other stuff.

and the fact that my roomate (the third one) is absolutely still useless. and so stupid.

and i had to clean whole flat myself today before work. even tho i worked today since 13. i had to wake up at 6am to clean it all. and i mean deep CLEAN

my hands are so worn out from all the chemicals over htis month. back when the aforementioned roomie fucked up big time and while me and other roomie were away she didnt throw out the trash and we had bugs. i had to clean kitchen fully like every day untill they were completly gone.

and her inviting her friends. and not cleaning after. i know i should have made her to clean. but i'm only starting to learn to be assertive or even aggresive. and also i hate her for not cleaning after herself. and in the common space. i need to have clean counter. or knoves or pots or whatever to eat. and she just. leaves everything dirty. sticky. yucky. and she cant even cook well.

and at work. the cleaning lady that work here are on veeeeeery long break rn and i have to clean there too.

hah. even last sat i went to work on short notice bc there were two parties taking place and i was like oh ok. i know a lot of stuff happeing. so i will prolly just keep the reception desk and the rest will take care of clients. so i wore my good vampiric shirt and all to look ok. did i sit by reception desk?

no. i got apron. and was peeling almost 10kg of potats. preparing food. and doing over 40 schabowe. i was supposed to look nice and click stuff on pc. not work in kitchen. my hands are starting to look like my grandma's

and today. again. cleaning the apartment since i woke up. went to work. and then turns out i have to clean here too. i'm so tired of cleaning.

today just grabbing a jar of cottage cheese my skin was cut open and bled quite a bit.

and also bc of college i will have so little time now. so little i have only 3 days of work this month. total. its .... i will get so little money this month.... i'm kinda scared.

tomorrow will be so difficult for me... bc its also my problem with remembering faces and new ppl. i only now am starting to remember my work colleagues. i've been working here for few months now. and yet i still have problems. and another ppl at asp will be soo... so so so stressful

[universal-kitty]

⚠️ Minors & ageless blogs DNI w/ this post! 14DWY is an +18 game; ignore the warnings, get blocked. .: 14DWY credit to @14dayswithyou :.

    ...So I got started on a Reverse Ship AU (yet again) and...I make suggestive jokes?? Of course I do. What else are you supposed to do when a rapid-learning, sentient AI is chillin’ on your phone during one of your dates???

    Ask about their source, obviously. (I guess?!)

    Purrfect Anarchy has their own version [here], but if you wanna know more about this specific AU, that’s beneath the cut!

Aki’s source game being like a mix of Hatoful Boyfriend, meets DDLC. (Ren’s version gets a dash of creepypasta with that!)

Dating sim with multiple options; game plot was supposed to be "date a cast of characters, who- as a part of their story arc w/ the player- reveal their true animal traits." (Something, something, animal-people are a part of the world, but not fully accepted. So those who leave home to human areas try to hide who they really are.)

Aki- my SI- is, of course, a cat!! In the current form [in the art], however, they’re in an “unreleased” version; a more powerful form, if you will.

Ren has the sole copy with a working AI within it. Leading to him not only immediately connecting with my SI via the promotional material, but hyperfixating on them pretty fast while playing their route, too.

....Except their AI gets super attached to Rendacted, and start acting increasingly Monika-like. Wanting to spend more time with them!!

At first he thinks it's a clever prank- the new sprite, Aki showing up in other games on his PC- and he has a little laugh over it. Their avatar in his Sims game, for example, starts making more accurate choices, flirts with his avi unprompted, and...sometimes looks up into the sky? At him, on his computer? It's an odd thing, but not that he pays much attention to it.

(Yes, he made a Sims save over his obsession with a fictional character. He’s gotta cope somehow.)

Except... Ren’s a hacker, after all. So when they're worried about a bug or virus, starts checking their computer/PC... THAT'S when they realize how out-of-control the situation is......

And then proceeds to be SUPER chill with Aki "taking over" their life. LMAO

Online, people think he's an eccentric self-shipper and very prone to IRL-styled RP w/ his F/O.... Nah. Aki is that sentient and their "dates" are a copy of themself that Rendacted has on his phone. (It syncs up when he gets back home & plugs it into the computer.)

And additional HCs that sprung up as a result of server chatter...

Aki’s kind of...a brat to Rendacted. They get away with it, on behalf of being a rapidly-evolving AI & confined to electronic devices, but...

Rendacted does still retain his glitch powers from canon! So it’s only a matter of time before Aki has to face the tune of the song they’ve been singin’...

They do play together, occasionally! However, Ren found out pretty quickly that anything beyond comfort games throws Aki off pretty hard. If combat kicks in or there’s shooting mechanics... They can only do so much.

Yes, they’ll laugh at Aki for it. It’s the rare upper hand they get with the AI-cat! (Also... Ren is not immune to being just as terrible, sometimes.) The two did end up bonding over FFXIV, tho-

(Plant lady may or may not be involved in that one. Online friendship!!!)

Ren was pretty ready to cope with feelings for a fictional character move into feelings for an active AI...but he was not ready for them to utilize their copy on his phone to hijack his wake-up alarm, and handle it themself. (Kyun moment. He’s still mentally fighting his pillows about it.)

And only because I forgot to mention it before: Yes, Aki’s game also have NSFW routes a la 14DWY’s style; toggle for the feature to be active or inactive. As well as pronouns, gender preferences, and whatnot.

Woe to Ren; Aki finds out about anime in short fashion, and proceeds to be obsessed. (To be fair, they were obsessed with fictional shows in their world, but now there’s new stuff...! He’s trying to not admit how cute it is.)

[jesuscrab]

Wowie zowie! Got tagged by @emperornero , epic... thx.

Last song - "JACK DA FUNK" from Bomb Rush Cyberfunk. I dont want to buy any new games at the moment so i cant play it, but ive been listening to the soundtrack and its soool good! I love dj set type music. Idk how hideki naganuma makes such funky beats. Listenting on the bus or while going to work sucks though since my adhd and autism makes me want to bounce around. Still, good music in my ears is always good.

Last film: beavis and butthead do america. My partner wqs watching clips on youtube and wanted to watch together. It was cool. I have zero experience with the show but i think it fully deseves the love, its so unique and funny, i loved it. Still have zero attention in the show tho.

It was funny looking it up on tumblr and seeing so much gay fanart of the two. Um, based?

Currently reading - nothing... i dont think ive read a proper book since i finished school. I often read short stories here and there online, but nothing major, nothing ongoing. I really need to get back into boos next year. I used to read so much as a kid - but i didint have a pc then lmao

Currently watching: ive started many things and havent come back to them yet. Watched few episodes of new clone high, watched two episodes of sopranos... wasnt in the mood these past two weeks to watch anything, sadly. So many things are on my list. ADHD moment!!!!

Current obssesion: my characters! Been developing a story for some time. I dont like talking about it but ive been thinking about my chatacters and stories everyday for sooo long. Its all i can think about! Its fun but sometimes suck since i have to make things myself if i want to see them. I love creating things so much! Feel like my head is gonna burst with how many ideas and thoughts i have.

Tagging @gearsphere , @jewish-kermit , @bushergug , and everyone else who wants to do it! If not for spam reasons i would tag so many pepole, so if you wanna feel free to tag me. Ha he!

[arrowpunk]

So I'm in the process of starting up another TTRPG Campaign that I'll be running, and when I run a campaign I like giving all the PCs a little individual pre-campaign one-shot, so the players have a chance to get used to roleplaying their PCs in a low-pressure environment, and so that we can figure out, together, how their PC ends up where the campaign is going to start.

And with this new campaign I'm running I'm trying to focus on letting things be a bit more sandboxy and a bit less railroady, because I know that's something that I struggle with in the other campaign I'm running. I've been watching a lot of Adventuring Academy and stuff like that and trying to work on becoming a better DM, but anyways, the attempt at being less reliant on my railroads is what is important here.

Because in the one-shot I ran last night the PC I was running it for killed an extremely important NPC that he definitely wasn't supposed to be able to kill, and I absolutely did not plan for- and it was simultaneously the most hilarious and the most effectively emotionally devastating thing that has ever happened while I was running a TTRPG. But it ended up working REALLY WELL and it's like 12 hours later and I still haven't come down from the high that gave me.

Putting the explanation under a read more (Other players in this campaign, if you can, please refrain from opening it I've already given y'all the rundown of the whole thing w/ any information omitted that you aren't allowed to know yet so you aren't missing much trust me)

So the PC, Echo, belongs to @mookybear12404, who is absolutely wonderful and a joy to DM for.

Some necessary background needed for understanding exactly why what happened was both so hilarious and emotionally devastating:

Echo has amnesia, doesn't remember his life from before he became a science project for a very twisted rich family (The Nocturne Family) attempting to use him as a guinea pig to figure out how to unlock the secrets of immortality. When he isn't being used as a science experiment he's their personal assassin to get rid of anyone inconvenient for them. One day this, like, eight year old kid (Astrophel Nocturne) stumbles upon the place where Echo is being kept, and he can tell something is wrong, but like he's eight, there's not much he can do about it, so he keeps Echo company sometimes and just rambles to him about whatever he can think of. Echo never responds, Echo is mute, and has been taught that he isn't allowed to try to communicate with anyone(even tho he knows sign language) : (. Anyways, fast forward four years, this kid is twelve now, and he has devised a plan to help Echo escape. He smuggles Echo some keys, a map, and basic supplies, adding in a couple kitchen knives in an attempt to give this guy something to defend himself with. And also gives him this plush wolf, because he'll need something to keep him company before he makes real friends.

Using the supplies this kid gave him he's able to successfully escape, he keeps the wolf, names it 'Friend', and has a special pouch sewn into his backpack so he can take it with him everywhere. He also joins a bounty hunter guild and eventually learns how to make his own decisions, take control over, and have agency in his own life. (We're all very proud of him.)

Fast forward another twelve years, he's sitting in his bedroom, polishing his sword, when his sort-of-mentor-sort-of-dad(Kodo Finndal), knocks on the door and asks if he can come in. He's got an uncharacteristically somber look on his face, and a very thick file in his hands. He explains to Echo that they just received news that the entire Nocturne family had been murdered the night before. Nobody knows who did it, or why. It's this terrible mix of emotions because on the one hand he's elated that the people who made the first chunk of his life a living hell and took away his personhood are gone and he doesn't have to be afraid of them anymore. But on the other hand, Astro, the first person to treat him like a person, the kid who helped him escape, and gave him hope, and his freedom, is also dead.

The file Kodo is holding is a potential job that Echo can take if he wants to, Kodo and one of Echo's friends(Zettabyte) had been working on building this file for months, specifically for Echo. It's a mission he hopes will be cathartic for him, he knows that when Echo is having a rough time he tends to throw himself harder into his work, so the hope is that this particular job will help. It's a mission specifically tailored to Echo, an extraction and retrieval mission. Zettabyte had discovered a person(Longshot) in a very similar position to the one Echo had been in for most of his life. She figures, helping this guy escape, will hopefully be good for Echo.

Echo agrees, and heads back to the planet he had escaped from all those years ago to gather intel and start this mission. He goes to a local gay club that one of Longshot's coworkers has been known to frequent, hoping to gain some insight into how best complete this mission.

Now my PLAN for how this was going to play out was:

-While he's in the club his precious motorcycle is stolen (I know this seems mean of me but I needed this motorcycle somewhere else for Reasons) -Very sad for him but he's got more important things to deal with right now -Successful extraction of Longshot -Gets back to the guild -Is given a new bounty that will lead him to where the campaign is going to start and he will meet the rest of the PCs

Seems simple right???

I sure thought it did. But anyways, just for funsies, I had the person stealing the motorcycle roll a stealth check and he rolled a NATURAL FUCKING ONE. So while Echo is in the club, panicking because some guy just flirted with him and he's never had anyone hit on him before and he just accidentally snubbed this guy hard, he hears the very distinctive sound of his motorcycle engine revving right outside the club.

He sprints out to try and catch the guy before he gets away, and gets there in time to see the guy driving off on his motorcycle. He looks around for anything he can use to catch up to him, sees a couple of other motorcycles, but knows that those aren't able to get up to the same speeds his can. So you'd think this guy is about to get away scott free right? Except I'd made one crucial mistake as a DM.

I'd given Echo a gun.

Echo shoots. Rolls a 19. This guy's AC is 14, so he nails him in the shoulder, rolls minimum damage, does 3 points of damage to this guy, so I think, okay yeah this'll be fine, he'll get away and then things will be back on track. But I'm also trying to work at letting things play out and not try to force things to stick to a strict railroaded plot. So I roll to see if the guy is able to keep his control of the motorcycle after getting shot in the shoulder. This guy rolls a 4, so Absolutely not. He spins out of control, gets flung off the bike, and I roll for damage. Now I had warned Mooky when I let her have this motorcycle that if she ever crashed it at high speeds things would go BADLY. I wasn't thinking about how this might also apply to my NPC. I roll over triple this guy's max health for damage, he's killed on impact. Instadeath, no death saves, no nothing. (This guy was a squishy barely level one character).

Echo absolutely did not intend to kill this guy, so he sprints over to check on him, pours a health potion down his throat before even checking to see if he's alive. It has no effect. This guy is gone. Echo feels bad about it, but also he's seen death before, he's killed before, this isn't a huge deal for him. He still figures he should probably find out who this guy is, in order to know how best to deal with the body. So he has Zettabyte look through the camera feed she installed in his helmet and see if she can identify the guy.

She runs his face through some facial recognition programs. Is able to positively identify the guy, and tells Echo it would be better if he didn't know, to please just leave the guy there, and go. Echo wasn't expecting that response at all, and isn't going to take it, he pushes for Zetta to tell him. She eventually relents. Letting him know, that somehow, in spite of the news that this guy was already dead, that he'd been murdered the night before, somehow, this was Astrophel Nocturne, the kid who'd helped him escape, the kid he owes his life and his freedom to, now grown up.

Echo is devastated, shaking as he types, begging Zetta to give him some way to fix this, some way to bring him back, to resurrect him. To undo what he'd just accidentally done. Now the thing is, in my games, I want death to be pretty dang permanent, it's not really something that one can undo. Gives it more weight. Echo is not having this. He says that if Zetta won't help him he'll figure something out himself, and as he's typing this...

He hears a sickening crack, and crunch, the very distinctive sound of bones snapping, as Astro's neck snaps back into the correct position, and the rest of his bones start righting themselves, and all the scrapes and cuts start healing over. And a second white streak shows up in his hair. And Astro bolts upright, gasping to fill his newly mended lungs with air again, and yells "OH SHIT I JUST FUCKING DIED AGAIN DIDN'T I???"

Because the thing is, the thing is, I'd already developed this fun mechanic with Astro. He doesn't stay dead. He had been murdered the night before, his throat had been slit and his body dumped in a river, and then a few hours later he sat up, still bleeding from the wound in his neck. Death showed up, they had a fun and funky conversation that I'm not going to detail here. Death healed up the wound in his neck because honestly that's just horrifying to look at no thank you, and Astro went on his merry way, now a cleric for the god of Death, still no idea why it was that he didn't stay dead, fun brand new white streak in his hair, and no indication that this miraculous inability to die was more than just a strange one-time fluke.

Until now.

[antibioware]

how would you rate the kh games?if you played them that is

You have no idea how sad it makes me to be asked this. Has it been so long since I last live logged KH? Is age finally catching up to me

Anyway:

Kingdom Hearts 2 — this is THE game for me. It's the best of the KH console games (no offense to KH1, full offense to KH3). This game introduces both a lot of incredibly interesting concepts and a lot of interesting elements re: the main characters that were ultimately ignored in KH3. LIKE KAIRI FIGHTING FOR HERSELF. 10/10 it's Riku Riku is here fucks me up

Kingdom Hearts: 358/2 days — I'm not saying anything new or surprising when I say this is the best in terms of plot and character development. This game is fucked up. I cried so much playing the end that I gave myself an headache. It gives you brain worms that make you love Xion like your own daughter. 9/10 it took me a while to get used to the inventory system

Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep — old fans will forgive me for putting it third, but while I do know this is THE KH sadgame, the game has these spikes in difficulty sometimes that genuinely made it hard for me to continue playing it. It's fucking great tho. Aqua Terra and Ventus own my heart. 8/10 the camera movement sucks

Kingdom Hearts: Dream Drop Distance — now, is this game just blatant gaybaiting with some poor plot choices? Yes. But the game is FUN. It's flashy, flowmotion and dream eaters just suck you in and you can't put them game down until the very end. It's the only KH games that I still replay every now and then exactly because I love fighting in the game so much it doesn't get as tedious as it does in other games, and I love gay Riku. 8/10 I see a sad old man with a dark heart

Kingdom Hearts — I'm sorry for putting it so low, but it's the game that gave me the hardest time and the only one I never finished due to my PC eating the savefiles. It's good! It's a good linear story, it still holds up so many years afterwards, I just like the other games more. 7/10

Kingdom Hearts Re:Coded — I WILL DEFEND THIS GAME TO THE END OF THE WORLD IT'S SO MUCH FUN AND I LOVE DATA SORA DEARLY. It's still y know barely a game but I LOVED it. 7/10

Kingdom Hearts 3 — I own this one I have yet to play it but I saw my girlfriend play it and so many elements of the plot get on my nerves it's insane. Rip Kairi you had so much potential but no you just exist to be Sora's shitty beard. It has its moments and many of them made me cry, but you know. Also I will never forgive what they did to flowmotion. 6/10

Honorable mention: Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories. I'm not gonna rate it because sadly it's the only game I've never played and I don't wanna judge it based only on watching the plot on YouTube or the way the manga portrays the story. I know it's terrible gameplay with great plot but I don't wanna judge anything I haven't played.

[muggycuphead]

weird flex but ok i guess pt.8

7

War… Hold up, do we really need a warning for this one? Dunno, but however, watch out for slightly disturbing and kinda…disgusting imagery, trypophobic patterns, as well as ‘necrotic’ designs I made while having funky fever bc o h m y g o d do I get a little crazier every new quarantine day (and at this point it’s coming to be an usual thing for me, big sad). However, most are made no other than for the sole sake of satire, so y’know, no need to get your underwear in a twist

Friday Night Funkin’ BoyFriend’s Hood – Missing Sketchdumps (VII-IX) [written: 02-08-2022]

Oh no forgot to write down about these ones

Oh well, gotta do it now here I guess (I’ll be as condensed as I can…unlike above)

PD: I don’t have any ‘digitalized’ versions of these either (I feel kinda silly for making the other ones, but oh well), so we gonna stick with the trad sketches

EDIT 26/10/2023: Updated the drawings with rescanned, more clean versions

Friday Night Funkin’ BoyFriend’s Hood – AU fanconcept sketches [VII]

1.-Rocky Bal-BF

Funny wrestling man

Not gonna lie, he looks kinda cute in that outfit I made for him

2.-Rocky Bal-BF but his balls dieded

>All males left the server

This be a case of Herodias’(? Law

You die, you get blueballed

You get through the first round, you get your jimmies turned into scrambled eggs

Goodbye

My penis

In

A

Nutshell

3.-Egypcian staff

Haha funny snake stick go zzzzz

4.-Egypcian…mic?

Custom mic designs FTW

5.-Hypnotized!Mummy BF

Free will? Not happening lololol

6.-BF’s bike

Yes please

Did this with references I had in my PC, but most the work was homemade so shush

7.-Rocky Bal-BF icongrid

He’s in a lot of pain right there, but can you really blame him?

No one told him that rocky bitch was gonna go torpedo mode with her fist…on his crotch :/

8.- Hypnotized!Mummy BF’s icon

You’re chicken now

9.- Helmet Pico

I was gonna say this is the part I didn’t want to reach…but time managed to kill off the shame I used to feel over this

Compared to what other people had done to Pico in the fandom, this is just vanilla

His design does look kinda different from this though (talking about the idea, I don’t have a sketch yet)

Still, if V’s somehow seeing this- I’m sorry

10.- The helmet, now

Watch it with those ginger peaks, fella

The zombeeps are already having it tough to keep some of his sanity with the blackout shit going on, you bring in your flame looking ass haircut in here, and you’ll lead us to real pain out there

11.- Helmet Pico

Stfu

Friday Night Funkin’ BoyFriend’s Hood – AU fanconcept sketches [VIII]

1.- BoneOilers Leader

Originally written to be a bad guy – now he’s just as confused as most of the human homies over what’s just happening in the hood

Proud of his design though, he be lookin’ badass

2.-Rockonna’s Coach

I love this fucker, he’s like the bastardization of an elf; plus, he’s pretty chill

3.- Terresa

She looks like a medical Carol Roll wot-

God bless her soul tho, she’s a sweetheart

I ship her platonically with BF, don’t ask why

4.- BF Roadkill icon

Drive with caution, kids, especially if you go on bikes

5.- Terresa icon

Scratch’d faez

6.- Freakystein Idle

Zombeeps go wee-woo, freaky bois go beep-bup-bap

7.- Heart

Probably BF’s, he got the undead sickie soooo…y’know

8.- BF’s phone

Wonder where those cheeky bastards took that photo at

Tip: comfy place where you go zZZZz

9.- Whisky

GF got stolen by who knows, time to go drown the sadness in a cup of alcohol

Friday Night Funkin’ BoyFriend’s Hood – AU fanconcept sketches [IX]

1.- Generator BF

Man, this didn’t age that well considering BF is supposed to not have any sensical fears…besides lighting

…Unless the feeling of getting electrocuted and posteriorly turned into a human energy tower could be somehow associated with it, then maybe

…Wait, BF’sH BF isn’t directly the main FNF canon BF…

Nevermind

2.- Crowbar BF

The way he posin there is like “Yo, when we droppin’ for the next robbery?”

3.- Sick BF

The zombie sickness’ finally kicking in, say your prayers

…or maybe not, who cares

4.- Roadkill BF

RIP

…nah

5.- Sick BF 2

Fuck, it finally got into his bloodstream

6.- Loose GF

Yeah, this was a thing in the main concept

Basically GirlFriend’s outbreak from her captors, the fact she looks like her mother was a sneaky bonus

Sadly it won’t stick fancanonically, so RIP

7.- Loose GF’s icon

Crazy bitch

8.- BF about to snap

Next line: b R  A I N S

Nah just kidding

He just gonna growl-beep for the rest of the song

9.- Differences between Demon and Zombie glitters

Self-explanatory

10.- BF’s crowbar

Wait are the black tones the blo- oh no wait they’re the metal part

My bad

11.- PICO NO

Pico no

Please, no

He had one repair shop lost before by a madman’s fire, he doesn’t wish to go through that again, thank you

12.- Diagonal mechanic arrow holder revamped + Invert and Auto/Action arrow

Invert arrows do be looking disgusting af

Great

13.- Note+Action and Pico!Auto Arrow revamped + Zombie keyholder

Bloodbone and Stitches

…???

The zombie keys are also disgusting

And the effect when they’re pressed doesn’t make them any better

To put it in a single word:

**CHWICK**

14.- Health bar against a zombie

Lineal health bars? Nah, we do the flicky here, baby

9

[gh-art-blog]

Okay so I know I haven't posted art or anything on here yet, but I do have some exciting news.

I was recently (like 2 days ago) gifted an iPad Air 2 from my aunt who lives in Florida. She didn't have a need for it anymore and wasn't using it so she sent it to me.

It's old as hell and I can't use an apple pencil with it because the software for the pencils came out 2 models later. so I need to use my fingers, a rubber tip stylus or a Bluetooth one.

BUT it's still a tablet that I can download procreate on and get back to drawing more, and I am so very extremely thankful for her sending it to me so I could use it. Instead of me spending like $600 to buy a new one.

I had to pay my mom for the shipping cost tho, but I did make "a deal/agreement" with her. We agreed that If I wanted to get a new one I could buy it with my own money, and she would pay me back the amount I paid for shipping.

Also I had a "no thoughts head empty" moment when transferring all my files from the digital art class at the end of the school year. I transferred all but like 3 files I had as a .Procreate file... So I need to open them with procreate and export them as a .png file in order to post them.

So, expect to see a fuck ton of art on the next few days. Especially since I just got back from buying an Apple gift card so I could download procreate.

So Im going to go now and start getting a bunch of my accounts like Tumblr, Netflix, etc. Onto the iPad so I wont have to use my phone for a lot of things, especially for uploading art to the Tumblr account.

Okay byyeeee!

Have some art I finnished a while back and 2 current projects that I'm working on slowly as well.

*The last one has a lot more done on it, this is the only photo i have saved on my phone tho…and was made with MendiBang Paint Pro on my PC If anyone was curious. It's a free app used for manga mainly manga and anime stuff, but I used it for this.