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looking on at the ✨hype✨ about last stage like
#i wanna be excited about it too!!!!! lemme in~~~~~~~~~~#maybe it’s just bc i didn’t listen to the ‘loid version on the koishiteru album but i think im not as excited about it as i should be lmaooo#on jp twt there are fans screaming about last stage and i. feel kinda left out ngl??? fomo’s hittin’ like a truck and idek w h y#but me? im just clinging to meoto to ✨carry on✨#idk why but it kinda sounds like that song aka***ki enstrs sang to beat r****ts to a pulp in the anime#i dont even like enstrs anymore so idk why that song was the first thing i thought of when i heard the preview help#in any case!!!!! i hope the rest of the new songs get mvs!!!! especially meoto!!!!!!!!!!!!#going by the love chuchuchu(chu! kawaikute gomen—) im p sure that’s gonna be the moge mv lol#wont be surprised if their outfits in the mv are the same ones that they’re wearing in the moge-ilustrated album standees…#if that is indeed how the oshi no mahou mv is gonna go… all of you will now owe me tree fiddy >:) if not nothing happens idk#im very much looking forward to seeing where the completely new direction of upcoming lxl songs is gonna take us though#(p r a y i n g for lxl falling for each other in 4k hd p ls—)#g o d i should really get some sleep my innate state of crabbiness is creepin’ in the tags here too aaaaaa
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Remember that movie Saltburn. Wtf was that all about lol
#was scrolling back through my lawlight tag and saw a post about it and then remembered#goddang that was a dumb movie hahaha#ngl it sort of ruined barry keoghan for me as well#i just feel uncomfortable whenever i see him now#there were parts of it that were good like it was funny that it was set in 2006#but talk about trying way too hard to be edgy and not really making a great point of any kind either#i dont think it's going to be one that will be well remembered over time#should just watch or read the talented mr ripley instead if you want those vibes actually done well#watch the french 60s one if you dont mind it being overly straight and also want to look at the hottest tom by far#watch the 90s american one if you want it to be a bit campier and dickie to kinda be a more fun character#and watch the new show with andrew scott if you want a gorgeous b&w watch that's very true to the book(s) except for tom being a bit old#p
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#i genuinely feel like a unique version of myself compared to the me i was a year ago#like the person i was a year feels like a different person#sometimes i don’t recognize myself in the mirror as myself because i dont feel like this body is me#and this feeling of being a new unique and unrecognizable person is such a pervasive feeling that i’ve been feeling 24/7 for weeks#i feel like i act different and think different or like my actions and thoughts don’t belong to me#i genuinely dont know who i am and that’s very unsettling to me#i almost feel like im a different age#like maybe older or younger?? idk like someone who’s more carefree in a way that speaks to experience or#due to a lack of needing to face hardship#which i know is contradictory to my lived experiences#again i feel like i’ve suddenly become someone who has a different lived experience than the one i know i had#is this like dissociation???#because this is a slightly similar but overall forgien experience compared to how i’ve historically dissociated before#i genuinely feel like i even speak differently#like i physically feel like my speech has changed#it almost feels more fluid(?) and my vowels have become whiney(?) when i say them??#im so confused ngl#like on the surface i feel like the same person#but the moment i look more closely at my internal view of myself it falls apart#i still have the same interests (kinda) and i still like the same clothes#but at the same time i’ve suddenly had a desire to have my nails painted which is very new#and i actually painted them and have had the painted for weeks#like i feel like this is out of character for me#i also feel more extroverted??#not by much but still noticeably to me
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ughh i rlly rlly wanna draw sovaspectrum but my new tablet pen isnt here yet.... rlly wanna test out art style stuff too :(
#UGHDSGHSDUGD#i still have no idea what im doing w shading anymore ngl.#im not a huge fan of my old shading style or at lesat how i did faces. idk. looking back on it and the new one i tried out#i kinda like the new one better. but i dont fully like the new one?? if that makes sense.#i still want it to be sketchier idk.#ill just experiment and see what i come up w#but i need my tablet pen to be here first dshgsdhgbshg#pleaseeee.....#ky shut up#my post
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sorry if you've ever tried to message me anywhere ever and I come off as off-putting or otherwise stale. you have to raise my affection level to get me to talk like a normal person.
tldr for the tags ; I'm holding back in convos and it's probably detrimental more than anything
#yikes.txt#/lh for the most part#its 8 am and im doing some thinkin rn#here and like in servers are where you'll see me like.. at my most genuine#but one on one im ngl i kinda put up a front bc i feel like i have to be. a listener first and foremost and a person 2nd#if that makes sense.#i love listsning to ppl/reading messages dont get me wrong#but i also try really hard not to talk about myself too much.#it probably doesnt work as much as intended but. idk.#after convos with new ppl if i feel like ive overshared i genuinely feel. awful. and selfish.#which isnt how human interaction works.#hell this even happens with some of my irls too.#im in a constant state of feeling like i talk too much and/or ive talked about myself too much
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why do women's lemon scented hygiene products smell different from men's lemon scented hygiene products?
#i needed a new deodorant. in the supermarket i usually go they have only like 3 options so i get one of those#today i went to a different supermarket and it had so many options and i was looking at them for maybe 10 minutes#and like theyre so expensive. what do you mean 120€/lt??#anyway i bought a men's deodorant that is lemon scented bc i like lemon scented things and it also said it was for sports and it was on#the cheaper side (only about 50€/lt which still sounds like too much but whatever)#anyway after i got home i opened it to see how it smells and it smells like men's cologne 😖#and okay ngl it kinda gives me some gender euphoria but at the same time i dont want people to think i smell like men's cologne#i should have just bought a neutral scent like i always do or maybe a flower one#see this is why i dont like having too many options. i panic and buy something i regret#jo says stuff#personal ramblings
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IM COOKING I THINK
#HOOLY SHIIIT WHERE DID THIS ARTSTYLE COME FROM#FIRST WIP SLASH POST IN SO LONG IN THE YEAR 2024 ITS NOT BAAD#im actually really proud of it#i remember cradle posting something about an apocalypse sona 👀#one on the left was drawn beginning of december i think#i want to get rid of it and fill the left side in but thats for later#and the right one i did like yesterday lol#im kinda scared to post it rn cause every time i post something and say ill continue it i dont#anyways thats me new and updated#im back in my long hair era so i accidentally made myself look like a lesbian#its a look ngl i think i might try for that hairstyle next time i get a haircut#i need to post/redo my spidersona too i did that in like march and never posted it#jellos scribbles
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Woofy
#traditional art#doodle#werewolf#made w a bic pen n colored pencil on printer paper#they were the like. erasable crayola pencils and they kinda fuckin suck ngl#i threw all 500 of my colored pencils in a ziploc n left em on a bench in our complex 4 some kid 2 take#n it turns out i like. kept all the shitty ones it seems. idk maybe i should just finally upgrade to a brand that isnt for kindergarteners#i need 2 get all new paint anyway maybe i should make it an excuse 2 hit up an actual craft store now that i dont live in the woods
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well i finished renegade. i sure was renegading all over the place
#it was alriiiight.... but man i hate to say it but i think i have more complaints than praises#i DID like florins new execution route and i liked talons deal. the entire end of night spell deal was horrifying and i loved it#i love that genre of horror like ''you die twice when you get forgotten after death''#so seeing it play out here was horrifying in a good way. talon and amber's deaths were both so fucking good like goddamn#they were just as heartbreaking as they needed to be. especially ambers like when you go talk to tesla after#but. man i dont think meta games are for me cause ngl i was sorta just like ''aight.'' to most of the meta here#like that was the one thing about talon i didnt care for. i thought ''everyone i know and love is going to die and god is screaming at me''#was a fine enough motivation to go crazy and become a rift. i thought it was compelling and tragic and a good thing to do#with a new character. but then he started going ''in older versions of the game i wasnt even there i was just a prop for the backstory''#and thats sorta when i started tuning out. like i cant explain why but i feel it made the scene more... cheap?#i think just cause personally ive seen that motivation a lot in meta games before and its gotten old to me#tbh the entire meta angle is whats really dragging this down to me. dont get me wrong i love eizen and his scenes#but i dont see why we have to canonize the game's update cycles as like a critical part of the world#and then theres m2 who i have mixed feelings on. cause i love the character type of ''ive been through so much shit idc anymore''#and they end up being kinda goofy and saying inappropriate/out of pocket things while trying not to discuss The Horrors#ive written more than one of those types of characters. but with m2 its like she doesnt know how to turn that off#like spacea and tiempa's deaths being a tera raid parody where they joke about being in a crashing plane and get bashed by extra melias#it just felt like. unfitting. (also a nitpick but goddamn that scene made my head hurt with how much the screen wobbled)#like really? this is the sendoff they get in the fucked up and evil route? and idk i just dont think m2 was all that funny.#she was more grating than anything tbh. and i just feel like her existence and the bad timeline is just Too Much#like there were already so many plotlines and arcs and do we Really need a new-ish character right before the climax#idk. im hoping v14 is more cohesive in this department#for now im taking a much needed break from this game lol
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I love being stubborn about random historical interpretations. The American Revolution lasted from the Stamp Act Congress in 1765 to the Treaty of Ghent in 1814. (Treaty of Ghent and not the War of 1812 because fuck Andrew Jackson specifically.) Change my mind. You can't. Anyway the scariest thing about being trans is that I'm going from girl who likes history (sexy) to guy who likes history (red flag)
#mercury mumbles#does that mean we kinda lost bc war of 1812 was a shit show? little bit ngl#but like#presidents washington though madison were all revolutionarys#washington and madison were veterans of the amrev actually#(madison was a colonel but he never saw actual combat just drilled)#majority of major political events from 1781 (yorktown) to 1815 (new orleans) werent expanding on anything they were ESTABLISHING#judicial review powers of exec branch necessary and proper clause etc#and then war of 1812 marks the us's first time defending their sovereignty and truly establishing that britian cant fuck around#and that find out would actually happen#but we did get fucking crushed we lost 1812 BIGTIME they burned down the fucking capital#but the treaty of ghent is the first time england treated america as like. actually seperate.#and then the presidents after madison arent known for being founders anymore.#monroe is a protege of jefferson (honestly i could extend the end point of amrev to monroe doctrine). jqadams is adams son#a jackson was a rev war vet but whats he known for? battle of new orleans! (the war was already over tho. useless and fuck a jackson)#yeah. nerd time.#anyway my apush teacher liked my embargo of 1807 shirt#oh no i just realized that one of my tags up there contains amr/v and its gonna get caught in those tags (censored for hope it wont)#i dont care enough to change it honestly woe amrev fandom my hot takes be upon ye
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i need dragonhanx to come back with a new skyblock song, i'm going through withdrawals
#unironically love vote for barry and my name is dante#yes they're silly but oh my god they're so catchy#fulham and dylqn's zero cycle song is really fun too tho so it's holding me over#but i need a skyblock song. i need a new one#btw that zero cycle song. i have never heard the song it was based on and it's like 24 on the charts or something#do i just live under a rock#also it. kinda sucked ngl (*&@*(^&%(* i dont normally outright dislike music but. man that was just mid#i liked the ice spice part and the chorus is catchy but literally where was the MUSIC part#AND IT FEELS SO OFF RHYTHM SOMEHOW IT FEELS JUST LIKE. UNDERPRODUCED??? I FEEL INSANE FOR SAYING THAT BC APPARENTLY IT'S A BANGER#just had to get that out there#chat
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BIG RUNNNNNNNNNNNNN
#rat rambles#splat posting#FUCK eberythinh else in that trailer dp NOT care BIG RUN IS ALL THAT MATTERS /j#and I so so sooooo badly hope the song in the big run bit gets in game#and dude dude dude I NEED more omega-3 remixes of existing splat songs now#only they can make me like clickbait 😌😌😌 now do some better songs next#look Im just in a constany state of desperation for more omega-3 music this is everything to me#also BIG RUNNNNN Im SO excited#Ive been getting kinda sick of the 3 current salmon run stages ngl so this is gonna be such a nice breath of fresh air#and I rlyyyyy hope we get a lil more salmonid lore too#the rest of the trailer was cool too ig /j#I actually am rlyyyyy interested in tgese new weapons especially the charger#I probably wont use any of em but still#also god I hope they dont mess up any more splat one stages. pls.#mahi was my bestest friend and now its my worst enemy </3#although to be fair thar one stagd universally revognised as the wirst in 1 was also my best friend but I was like 12 ok
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#i still have a ton of screencaps left from the last ikerev story event but im not feeling well snd imexhausted so i think theycan wait tbh#here's a peak at zero bdau story (forgot which one i binge read em yest tbh)#but the fact that he has a bellybutton given his past and general existence is... quite interesting ngl#and yes that's what i kept focusing on lol#also the far right screencap is a painful phat mood oml#anyway uhh enjoy some shirtless zero ig lol#(almost wrote shitless instead jfjfjf]#ikerev zero#ikerev edgar#ikerev red army#l'hôtel.ikerev#ikerev.zero#bb not even having a last name makes me sad.. pobrecito.. hope he takes alice's last name then bc fuck tradition anyway amirite#(spoilers) in the new bday story i think it was where he gets all soft bc he likes kids but dunno if they can have i-#i never rly wanted any so i can't relate personally but.. given his whole health/lifespan thing.. it's kinda sad to think about#like he wants to settle down with alice whomst he loves and wants kids someday but it feels so risky to them too ay#& then his whole 'i hate my bday i was abandoned life sucks why do i exist' kinda thing he's still trying to shake off... do u need a hug?#🥺🥺🥺🤲🏻🤲🏻🤲🏻💙💙💙💙#off tangent asf bc when dont i;;;;#aerin.jpg#my post 📫#aerin.tagspeak#zero bday story sale#zero bday story spoilers#minor spoilers at that tbh
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i present to you the most useless talent i possess
#it felt like a workout i didnt breathe the whole time#but then right after some user posted a video in which he played the same song with super perfect score on every single hit#and i was like Holy Fuck#no matter how good you think you are there is always some other dude who does it better than you tenfold#this is a game i started to play a few weeks ago. i've even found a new friend there. she's 25 and lives on the other side of the globe#she's very sweet and compliments my shitty english often#she really adores me for some reason since the very start and it was kinda confusing at first#well not until i figured that we actually play on the steam-exclusive server lol#i had a chat with a few people in my mother tongue there and it genuinely ruined my day#my in-game block list is full and i don't usually block anyone on any platform. steam users are build different i guess#so it was one in a million chance of us to meet each other lol we have a lot in common. its bizzare even#but at the same time we're pretty much the opposites. she likes black. she wants to be shorter. she has a fiancé. she also lives in usa#a few days ago she has sent me a photo of the local protesters outside the cafe she was eating at#with the caption like “in the land of freedom there are protesters everywhere” and i got really sad#i flashbacked to a few years ago when i was trying to run away from the local police officers while attending the protest#its not the “trying to run away” part that got me traumatised for life but the idea of freedom in my country as a whole#ngl that day unironically kinda deformed my faith in humanity. my adolescent naivety and bravery had gone ever since#this is so sad i fear despacito won't be enough to fix this#what a shitty time to be alive dont you think#but if i keep thinking about the stuff i cant control or change no matter how hard i try i will spiral into insanity in a heartbeat#anyway i think she's really cute as well. she also has two cats that she loves so i've finally found a person to send all the cat memes to#also not that long ago some cat-loving english-speaking user wrote to me here and we talked sweetly for a little while#they've told me my crochets are cute and it genuinely made my day better. not because of the compliment but tge thought behind it#english-speaking cat lovers you should know that you're the sweetest people i've ever encountered in my life#but im afraid that my prediabities will develop into diabetes if we keep this up (im not against it)#i wish every person on earth is this kind#this escalated quickly i guess. lets just look at me struggling to keep up with the buttons on the screen
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Tumblr on the Seven Seas
🏴☠️ white-beard Follow
Can we stop all normalising the use of "sc*rvy" as a fun little thing to call people?? I literally had sc*rvy last year and it was even worse than when I got my hand cut off. Fuck anyone who uses the S word without even considering how triggering it can be to those of us who have ACTUALLY suffered though it
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No wenches?
🏴☠️ white-beard Follow
Honestly you people are so insufferable I genuinely hope you walk the plank
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AHOY???
🍑 plundermebooty Follow
Okay but OP is literally a landlubber, mateys
🌴 pegmeg
nahhh why is it literally always landlubbers faking scurvy and sending plank threats ☠☠
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everyone says "land ho!" but never "land ma'am"
💨 matelotsaboteur
Really makes you think
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💃 crossdressing101 Follow
this whole crew was so gullible ngl, i just cut my hair and dressed in my fathers clothes and they all fell for it, hook line and sinker??
💃 crossdressing101 Follow
honestly im surprised no one has found me out yet. surely i dont seem that much like a man? i mean it makes this way easier but like. im still a woman. obviously
🕺 crossdressing101 Follow
mateys i have come to a shocking realisation,
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wildest argument for piracy i've ever heard was that the gold stored on government ships is dangerous cause it weighs them down, so they're just 'lightening the load'
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աaռռa ʟɨֆȶɛռ ȶօ ֆɨʀɛռ ֆօռɢ?
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no thanks
🕶 monstermaterdeactivated16520210
outta my way gayboy im boutta get it
🕶 monstermaterdeactivated16520210
i have drowned at sea
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i am SO sick of the term "ship-shape" like, matey, which shape?? Ships come in so many fucking shapes like have non of you ever boarded more than one vessel in your career???? Anyway fake ship fans DNI with this post i can NOT be bothered with your tomfuckery today
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girl its not that deep ☠
🌏 boat-enthusiast Follow
to YOU. i just get it
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🙍♂️ dudeindistress Follow
honestly being held for ransom isnt that bad. kinda nice to be held
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SQUAWK
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CAW SQUAWK SQUAWK
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CA-CAW
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the cabin boy just winked at me?? after offering to help clean my gun? privately. in my quarters. tonight.
🍑 plundermebooty Follow
i think i hauve scurvy
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mateys I SWEARR my captain and his first mate are gonna kiss before our next voyage. they literally have so much romantic tension every time i see them its nauseating
🕶 longjohngolderdeactivated16511205
wtf its so problematic and harmful to ship real people?? unfollowing rn i thought you were better than this
🌊 swabmydick Follow
i literally rob and kill people for a living?????? that's where you draw the line???
🌴 pegmeg
op killed them
🌊 swabmydick Follow
even better news mateys, they kissed ☠☠☠
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idk if its weird of me to follow back every hermitcraft artist that follows me but i cant HELP IT yall art is SO COOL
#ngl all the new followers are kinda stressin me out lol!!#<- has gotten a grand total of 3 new followers since the start of may#idk im just used to being mostly incognito online. i dont usually post my art. like at all. ever.#and once may ends ill probably go back to just liveblogging hsr#and likely be far enough in one piece to get REALLY annoying about it#yeah i started one piece and im unwell about it#💀💬
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