#nightmares series by undercovermarauder

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Beginning ~ Part 4 of 'Nightmares'

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Pairing: Young!Sirius Black x reader

Requested: yeah, in the comments section

warnings: a little bit of swearing

word count: tbh, I’m writing this at 02:49 AM, I don’t really ave the energy to count words, or even copy&paste it in word

A/N

   like I said (^) in my country, the time is currently 02:49 AM, so I apologize if there are any spelling/grammar mistakes (just please keep in mind that English is my 2nd language).  + THIS BLOG HIT 500 FOLLOWERS, THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! I finally got a new computer (my brother spilled water all over my MacBook, so I had to go computer-free for about a week and a half, until my parents could return from their trip and buy me a new one) BUT FEAR NOT, FOR I HAVE A BRAND NEW COMPUTER, AND I WILL BE UPLOADING MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE OFTEN. This is just ONE of the reasons so as to why I wasn’t uploading all this time, again, sorry about that, but if you are pissed, and want to find out WHY THE HELL I DISAPPEARED FOR ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF, check the rest of them here. (check out the A/N at the end of this post since I have some more things to tell you there) 

xoxo,

Fay <3

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SIRIUS’ POV

“What are you going to do about it?“asks James

“I don’t think you should make a move tonight” states Remus “she’s still pretty pissed at you”

“so I just let this guy take her?” I huff in frustration

“okay, firstly, she’s going to chose herself, no one’s gonna ‘take her’“ says Remus sternly “and, no, not exactly, but you let her enjoy her night”

   I huff in frustration

““what if she chooses him over me?”

“she won’t.” the other two boys say in unison, and I look at James for further explanation

“dude! wake up! you’re Sirius Black, Padfoot, her best friend! But, most importantly, you’re a marauder! The Sirius I know, wouldn’t worry about these kind of things! She likes you, and you’re gonna make you’re move, which, let’s be honest, will be smooth as fu-”

“James!” interrupted Remus

“-as always. You’re just not going to make that move tonight” finishes talking James

“he’s right, you know. now, where’s your date?” asks Remus

“I, uh, I don’t really have one one. with everything that been going on…”

““then go find one!” urges me James as Remus clucked his tongue

“m’kay…uh, hey! Maria Hamplanket, right?” I shout across the room and she nods “how do you feel about being my date tonight?”

“sure!” she shouts back

    I turn back to look at the boys.

“Doesn’t she have a date?” asks Remus

“Of  course she has, with me!”  I reply while Remus and James chuckle “anyways, James, you got the stuff?”

   He nodds.

“Stuff? What’s stuff?” asks Remus with a worried look

“Don’t worry, we’re not pranking anyone, at least that’s not what I’m talking about right now” I add with a sly smile “I’m talking about what we’re going to use to spike the drinks”

“James, you’re head boy, you shouldn’t approve of this” says Remus to James

“Moony, did that stop me from turning every single Slytherin’s robes bright, vibrant pink, about two months ago?” he replies “Did it stop me from dying the girl’s hair each a different color a week and a half ago? Did i-”

“Okay, I think we get it” I cut him off  

YOUR POV

  I notice James and Remus practically dragging Sirius to a more remote end of the common room, for a moment, I worry that Remus might tell him, but I quickly shake that thought away, it wasn’t like Remus at all. Plus, this was my night, no more Sirius-related drama.

“Hey beautiful.” I hear a voice I recognize

“Oh, hi…” I reply, still thinking about what the boys were talking about

“What’s on your mind? A pretty lady like you shouldn’t really be worrying about anything” my date, Thomas Smith asks

“Nothing, I just feel like something’s going to go terribly wrong tonight”

“Nothing’s going to happen! We’re going to relax, drink- I can bet your friends are going to find a way to spike the drinks- and have fun!” he sighs

“What’s wrong with you now?” I ask

“Nothing, I’m just worrying about leaving my sister all alone for so long” he says

“Relax, I bet she’s going to be fine!” I try to reassure him

“You’re right, I just have this feeling-”

“That something’s going to go ‘terribly wrong’?” I cut him off, repeating what I said earlier, as we both laugh

“Now, if you excuse me, I have to go check on my sister real quick”

    I nod, understanding. His sister, Milena, was three years younger and had caught the goblin’s flew about a week and a half ago. Madame Pomfrey had dismissed her from the infirmary, because all she needed was rest, and due to the fact that it was full of Ravenclaws and Hufflepuffs, because of the events in the Quiditch match three days prior. And that’s how poor Milena had ended up in her brother’s dorm, so that he could check on her.

  As he left, Lily and Marleen were trying to convince Alice that her hair wasn’t a disaster, and that Frank didn’t really care about these things anyways. I think at some point they asked me something, but I wasn’t paying attention. All I could think about was how Sirius didn’t even consider me being his date.  

“stop it.” I suddenly hear Marleen say

“Hm?” I ask

“Stop what you’re doing.” she repeats

“I’m not doing anything” I say defensively

“yeas, you are, and stop it” she says again, and then, she sighs when she realizes that I’m not going to say anything “stop thinking about him”

I sigh and look down at my feet “is it that obvious?”

“yes” they all say in unison

“this is our last night here! and I’m not going to spend it thinking about and ugly-”

“ahem” interrupts lily 

“okay, fine, an extremely hot guy, who is so blind, he literally can’t see the beautiful girl that is standing right in front of him!”

“thanks Mar, I really needed that…” I say, slightly laughing 

“Hey, by the way, where is Alice?” asks Lily

    We turn our heads around, looking for Alice, until we hear the boys, from the other end of the common room,

“get some frank!” shouts James 

“get a room you two!” yells Remus

   we immediately turn around, to see Alice, flushing a red from head to toe, and Frank, grinning stupidly. I guess they were making out, but I don’t really understand why the boys had to make such a deal about this.

  out of the corner of my eye, I see Thomas coming down the stairs. 

“is everything ok?” I ask

“yeah, she’s fine, she was about to go to sleep, and I woke her up by coming into the room, so she was pissed, but now she’s sleeping again. 

“that’s great!” I say, and we fall into an uncomfortable silence

“yeah… shall we?” he asks, and extends an arm for me to take

“we shall!” I respond

SIRIUS’S POV

“we shall!” I hear (Y/N) say

     my head snaps towards her direction and I see her placing her small hand inside Thomas’s. A feeling that was uncrown to me until these past few days bubbles inside me, fighting to get out. It's not anger, it’s something more. it is  jealousy. I want to be the one that she is looking at. I want to be the one who gets to hold her hand. I want to be the one that gets to hold her all night long. I now knew why James was so angry all the time when Lily was hanging out with Snivellus all the time. I feel the exact way now. 

“You do?” I suddenly hear a small voice talking to me 

“I said everything out loud didn’t I?” I ask, flushing red

“Do you mean everything you just said?” (Y/N) repeats the question

I sigh, before I answer her “yes, I did, I meant every single word.” 

“Why did it take you so long?” she asks, and I realize she is still not convinced

“I-I’m just not used to-” I can’t believe I’m actually stuttering in front of a girl, what the hell is happening to me? “I’m jus not used to having a girl make me weak in the knees, feeling jealous when you do so much as to dance as another guys’ direction. And when you wouldn’t talk to me, it literally tore me apart.”

     I draw in a sharp breath, waiting for her to reject me right there and then. Instead of rejection hitting me right in the face, I feel her fingers lacing with mine. I open my eyes, and look down to our linked hands. After realizing what that meant, I smile and look up. 

  (Y/N) was looking straight at me, and she was smiling the biggest and brightest and most beautiful smile I had ever seen. Without hesitation, I take her chin in my arm, lift it up and kiss her gently on the lips. When we pull away, she is smiling even brighter than she was before, if that’s even possible, and I have a feeling that I am too. 

“By the way, where is everyone?” I ask, and we both laugh 

“They all left about twenty minutes ago...” she says “And don’t worry about Thomas, we’re not going to be seeing him much often from now on” 

A/N

    again, I am terribly sorry for the delay, but I hope it was worth the wait! I’m thinking of making some more parts, but let me know in the comments, or just message me. in the meantime, don’t forget that my inbox is always open, and for the next three weeks (until the 12th of August 2017), I will be accepting requests for imagines with any character you guys might like. I hope this was worth the wait, and you weren’t disappointed. Please give me feedback so that I can improve my work! 

xoxo, 

    Fay 😘