#nito!sans

[acanth3]

追憶＊マリオネットの糸の先 / Reminiscence＊End of the Marionette's Strings

EPISODE 1

Mika: Hmmm? Only 30 minutes till’ our live and Nazuna-nii isn’t here yet…

Shu: Kagehira. Quit shaking, it’s uncomfortable. To rephrase it, it’s vulgar.

Don’t get distracted just because nobody is watching us, Valkyrie must always remain graceful.

If you behave unsightly I won't allow you to go up on stage. Understand? 

Whether you are there or not, it won't matter. 

Mika: Nnnnh, I’m sorry Oshi-san Standin’ around in the same place gets annoyin’. Is it okay if I follow you for a bit? 

Shu: Don't move on your own, even if you walk just a little you’ll soon forget what you have to do. 

As far as I’m worried you’ll ruin your costume.

Mika: Nnnh? Osh-san is worried about me~? I’m so happy.

Shu: What I’m worried about is the costume, not you! Just how much effort do you think went into tailoring the costume?

Kagehira, just take responsibility. 

It’s not something easy where you can just wash it if it gets dirty.

Mika: Nnnn~ I’m happy with our matchin' costumes. Oshi-san makes new costumes every live performance

So refreshin’ ♪

This is our general costume for Valkyrie right? Ha~ It’s cool, make us look like antique dolls ♪

Shu: It’s not supposed to create a nostalgic feeling, but the trend where it’s good if it’s new...I can’t stand it. 

I’m used to tailoring these kinds of costumes, I’m the only one who can prepare/tailor the costumes on my own. ♪

Mika: Nnnn, Mado-nee is also wearin' a matching costume! Cute~♪

Shu: That’s right, that’s right, praise more.

Rather than wearing it just because it looks cute on Mademoiselle, it’s only natural it looks good because I designed it. 

You too...Well it only looks good on you because you’re only good appearance-wise. 

Mika: Eh? Really? I’m happy~ Oshi-san has praised me~♪

Shu: Don't jump around! It would be a problem if you hooked your clothes somewhere, you careless person.

Nazuna: …..

Mika: Nnnhn!? I was surprised... Nazuna-nii how long have you been standin’ there? It’s quite late, I was worried! 

Nazuna: ….. 

Mika: Don’t act so intimidatin’! I’m older than you Nazuna-nii. I wont know what to do if you suddenly bowed yer head~...

Nazuna: …..?

Mika: Nnnn? Lookin’ at the costume? This is our basic Valkyrie costume, I get to match with you Nazuna-nii~♪

Nazuna: …..♪

Mika: Yeah! I think it looks great too! I’m sure it’ll look good on you too, Nazuna-nii.

Shu: Kagehira. Just shut up for a little bit. 

...It’s very late, Nito

Nazuna: …..

Shu: Well I’d say it’s okay, hurry get dressed. Your costume is over there. 

It’ll be difficult to wear it yourself, I’ll help you. 

Nazuna: ….. nods head 

Shu: Aaa, Nito, Nito, Nito…♪ My perfectly tuned, beautiful lovely marionette. Even today as well, you are perfect…☆

It’s a miracle of God given by heaven.

It’s such a shame to share this brilliant frame to average people in this world, I wish to keep it all to myself…♪

But unfortunately it cannot happen. 

Those insects are very disturbing these few days, so we have to defeat them. In order to do that we need you. 

Don’t worry, I’ll clean up this mess soon. 

Because it’s ‘fine’ we’re up against I thought what it would be like against Tenshouin, but after all, it’s child's play. 

They are not only the enemy of Valkyrie, of course there are others snobs within our eyes.

Let’s kick it all away, destroy it and pack it into a cheap stuffed toy♪

These days, including me, there’s a group called ‘ The 5 Eccentrics’ and so on.

At this point, everyone seems to be watching us silently. There is nothing in this world that tunes out our reign/superiority. 

Just a little more and this world will turn into a beautiful exhibition designed by me. 

It won't take long, just a little more patience. 

Nazuna: …..nods head

Shu: Nito, cute little rabbit…let's create a perfect world for you with no dust.

First of all, let’s begin to prepare for this showcase. 

Even if you spare the trouble of helping us, it’s still troublesome. 

Separated from the fools and the weak… let’s only bring the most beautiful and valuable into heaven.

Now, the beginning of a fun puppet show~ KaKaKaKa ♪

notes: i love shu sm im gonna die

[m-nito]

ㅤ 𓈒 \/ eautiful 𝅄 🪡 ۪ ݁ 𓈒

[terrorstink]

Guys who are small and insufferable/aff

I love them your honor....

[denorteanorte]

Nito Mestre homenajeará a los Héroes de Malvinas en San Fernando

El municipio de San Fernando organiza la tradicional vigilia en la Plaza Mitre (Madero esquina Constitución) por el Día del Veterano y de los Caídos en la Guerra de Malvinas. El homenaje incluye un espectáculo musical con grupos locales y el cierre a cargo  del popular cantante, Nito Mestre. Será mañana sábado 1 de abril a partir de las 20. La vigilia finalizará a las 24 con la entonación del…

[ediyoonoh]

I Got a Really Big Problem

GreenSchoolBf!Mark Lee x GreenSchoolGf!reader;1.9k words; taglish fic

GENRE: established relationship, smut

WARNING: this fic contains smut (pwp, unprotected sex, fingering, a hint of degrading kink (?), and jealousy sex(?)) and the use of foul language

SUMMARY: Mark has a problem when you tried to make him jealous

A/N: Hi to the anon who requested this! Sorry antagal na nasa drafts ko lang to 🥺 inisip ko pa kasi kung sa’n sa greenschool pwede gawin yung (lam mo na) AHAHAHAH jk. This fic may contain typo and grammatical errors. Anw, I hope you enjoy reading and lemme know your thoughts!

DISCLAIMER: all names, characters, and settings in this work are fictious. Any resemblance are entirely coincidental.

MINORS DNI!!

MASTERLIST

“Sa’n ka right now, Love?” ‘Yan ang chat sa’yo ng boyfriend mong si Mark thirty minutes ago. Malamang ginawa niya ‘to bago sila mag-training sa Razon.

You’re boyfriend is a basketball athlete representing your university. In fact, kilala siya sa campus niyo for his skills, and of course, for his good looks.

Tumungo ka na sa 9th floor ng Razon upang panoorin ang nobyo mo mag-laro, tutal tapos na rin naman ang mga klase mo ngayong araw. Nag-reply ka din sa message niya but you didn't manage to receive a reply back.

“Please hold the elevator!” Narinig mong sigaw ng isang lalaki habang tumatakbo. Nagulat ka naman na kaibigan mo pala ‘to.

“Uy Haechan ikaw pala ‘yan” nginitian mo siya nang makapasok na siya sa elevator.

“Tagal na kitang ‘di nakikita ah, ‘san punta mo?” Tanong ng morenong lalaki sa’yo.

“Mark messaged me a while ago looking for me so I decided to watch him train since I don’t really have anything to do as of now“ you answered.

“Oh that’s great! Because I’m headed there as well to wait for Chenle to finish training. Let’s just go together then.”

»»————-　♡　————-««

Hindi nakuha ni Mark ang bola na pinasa sa kaniya ng teammate niya dahil nakita ka niyang naglalakad papunta sa bleachers. Kasama si Haechan.

Lalo pang na distract ang lalaki nang napansin niya na suot mo ang paborito niyang skirt.

“Sama ng tingin ng jowa mo sakin ah” pang-asar ni Haechan sa’yo. Umamin kasi sa’yo dati si Haechan kaya hindi mapigilan ni Mark na mag-selos tuwing magkasama kayong dalawa.

Pinag-usapan niyo naman ng mag-nobyo na ‘di mo sinagot si Haechan dahil hanggang kaibigan lamang ang tingin mo sa kaniya. You also never get tired reassuring Mark that you love him with all of your heart and that he is and always be your man .

Unfortunately, there are still times na kung saan mas pinapairal ni Mark ang emosyon niya.

“Makita ba naman tayo magkasama ng wala sa oras, you think he’ll be happy?” Sagot mo habang tumabi ka ng upo kay Haechan.

Napansin mo na biglang nag-iba ang timpla ng mood ni Mark. Halata sa kilos niya na mas lalo siyang naging agresibo sa paglalaro at nakasimangot na rin ang mukha niya.

‘Di mo rin mapigilang mag-alala sa boyfriend mo dahil ayaw mo na nag-aaway kayo tungkol kay Haechan, na tropa din naman niya.

“Musta pala sex life nyo ni Mark” nasamid ka sa sinabi ng kaibigan mo sa’yo. How can he ask that in public?

Hinampas mo ng malakas si Haechan sa kaniyang braso, “Tangina ka ang lakas ng boses mo. What if may makarinig sa’yo?”

Nginitian ka lamang ng kaibigan mo pabalik at nang nakita mo ang ekspresyon nito, ah may binabalak na naman ‘tong di maganda.

“Ano na naman ‘yang iniisip mo?” kilala mo na rin kasi si Haechan for him being mischievous and his ideas often lead to disaster.

“Ay alam mo kung anuman ‘yang iniisip mo—” you said to turn him down.

“Let’s make him jealous” Gago talaga.

Lilipat ka na sana ng pwesto upang layuan ang kaibigan mo pero pinigilan ka agad nito, “Wait! Just hear me out, okay? Please?”

Hindi mo naman mapigilan dahil na curious ka na rin sa naisip nito kaya inantay mo na lamang siya sabihin kung ano ang binabalak niya.

“I asked you that question because I had this idea to make him jealous so that you can have this mind blowing sex!” He officially lost his mind.

Tinaasan mo ng kilay si Haechan. “Bakit mo naman naisip ‘yan? You know I don’t want him to get jealous because I don’t want our relationship and your friendship to turn into shit, right?”

“Yeah I understand that part but imagine the sex you’ll have when his driven by jealousy. Mark told me na di kayo masyadong nagkikita because his busy training, so what if mamaya o kapag nagkita na kayo, get him to fuck you to let his jealousy out. I see it as a win-win!” pangungumbinsi sa’yo ng kaibigan mo.

You hate to admit it but you find it hot when Mark is jealous or mad. You also wished for him to be rougher on you when it comes to bed because that really turns you on.

After much thinking, you decided to test Haechan’s theory out. “Okay fine, but it’s on you when things didn’t go as plan.”

“Trust me this will work out! But fine, consequences will be on me if this comes to shit,” pag-reassure sa’yo ng kaibigan mo at inayos ka ng upo sa tabi niya.

Ang hindi mo alam, hindi niyo na kailangan pag-selosin si Mark dahil nakita palang niya kayo nag-uusap mula sa malayo and his blood is already boiling.

»»————-　♡　————-««

Natigil ang pag-uusap niyo ni Haechan noong narinig mong pumito ang coach nila Mark, senyales na break time na ng mga players.

“Papunta na jowa mo dito” bulong sa’yo ni Haechan. Nakatalikod ka kasi sa court kaya ‘di mo napansin na pa-akyat na pala sa pwesto niyo ang nobyo mo.

“Tangina galit ba? Kanina ka pa dikit ng dikit sakin Haechan, for sure inis na inis na ‘yun” pag-aalala mo.

Haechan only smirked at you and noticed his eyes looked at someone. “Uy ‘sup bro?” pagbati ng kaibigan mo sa jowa mo.

Hindi binalik ni Mark ang bati ng tropa niya at tinapik ka nito. “Love?” tawag sa’yo ng lalaki.

“Hi love!” you cautiously smiled at him. Natatakot ka ngayon sa boyfriend mo dahil napaka-cold ng ekpresyon nito pero that shit turns you on.

“I need to talk to you,” Mark simply said before grabbing your arm and pulling you away from Haechan. Nanlaki lamang ang mga mata mo habang sinusubukan hindi matapilok habang pababa ng bleachers.

Tiningnan mo si Haechan habang hinahatak ka ni Mark. Ang tanging nakita mo lamang sa moreno ay ang kaniyang kindat at ang mahinang pagsabi ng “Good luck”.

Dinala ka ni Mark sa ilalim ng bleachers at pinasandal ka sa isa sa mga lockers na nakalagay rito. “What the fuck was that?” tanong sa’yo ng lalaki.

Hindi mo alam ang sagot mo kaya pinili mo na lamang na manahimik.

“You were doing that on purpose, right?” dagdag niya habang humahakbang palapit sa’yo. With the way he’s looking straight into your eyes, you can’t help but to feel small in front of him.

“Answer me love,” he whispered once he’s too close that you can feel his breathe. “I know what game you were playing, love. Intentionally making me jealous while sitting pretty over there wearing my favorite skirt,” he said as he plays with the hem of your skirt.

“Mark…please,” you begged. You weren’t sure what you were begging for but the wetness you feel between your thighs is starting to bother you.

You gasped when Mark suddenly cupped your clothed pussy, feeling all the wetness you were trying to hide. “Aww, is my princess already wet when I didn’t do anything yet?” he mocked at you.

You helplessly nodded at him while holding his wrist. “Please love, do something.” naiiyak mong sambit sa kaniya.

“Hmm…my princess is being naughty today isn’t she? I feel like I need to remind you who can only make you feel good,” he started to push aside your panties and played with your wetness. “But coach only gave us 20-minute break.”

‘Di mo na rin mapigilan masarapan ng pinasok ng lalaki ang dalawang daliri sa loob ng ari mo. “Do you think you can cum for me before I need to head back?” tanong sa’yo ng lalaki sa tenga mo.

“Y-yes Mark, please make me cum” you moaned.

Napapalakas na ang mga ungol mo kaya tinakpan ng nobyo mo ang bibig mo gamit ang kaniyang kabilang kamay. “Gusto mo bang may makahuli sa’tin dito, love? I bet you like that because you’re a freak, huh?” sabi niya habang binilisan ang pag-finger sa’yo.

“Fuck don’t stop Mark” ungol mo sa kamay niya. Nakatulong naman ang kamay na nasa bibig mo upang walang makarinig sa mga ungol mo pero mukhang mahuhuli naman kayo dahil rinig na rinig ang pag-aabuso ng nakakatanda sa puke mo.

Maya-maya, naramadaman mo ng linabasan ka na at ang mga tuhod mo ay nanghina. Hindi ka pa nakaka-recover at nagulat ka nang pinatalikod ka ni Mark and removed your soiled panties. “Tangina ka love, tinitigasan ako sa’yo.”

He lowered his shorts and boxers, just enough to make his hard cock spring free. Naramdaman mo rin na tumusok ito sa iyong pwetan kaya you wiggled your ass as invitation which made him slightly spank on it.

“Fucking slut, so eager to get fucked.” he groaned when he effortlessly inserted his cock to your entrance.

Mark didn’t wait for you to get used to his huge size at sinimulan ka ng kantutin ng malakas. Napahawak ka na rin sa locker sa lakas ng bawat bayo niya.

“Sa lahat ng tao na pwede mo kong pagselosin, kay Haechan pa talaga,” napakagat labi ka na lang nang lalo pa itong nanggigil noong naalala niya ang mga nakita niya kanina.

Naging walang silbi rin ang pagpigil mo sa mga ungol mo nang hinila ng lalaki ang buhok mo kaya napilitan kang itingala ang ulo mo. When Mark saw your face filled with pleasure, he swears to God, he almost came right then and there.

His thrusts never faltered for the next few minutes and his gripped on your hip became tighter. Nakakaramdam ka na ng ngalay pero handa kang tiisin to, lalo na at alam mong lalabasan ka na muli.

Binitawan na ng lalaki ang buhok mo at piniling lamasin ang suso mo. You also started to meet his thrusts halfway kasi alam mong may maghahanap na kay Mark sa ilang sandali.

“Fuck princess, you feel so tight” he groaned.

Nararamdaman na ni Mark na malapit na siyang labasan kaya pinaglaruan na niya ang clit mo upang labasan ka na rin. “Shit Mark, you feel so good,” mahina mong sabi sa kaniya.

Later on, you felt Mark spill his seed inside you and bit your shoulder to refrain himself from being too loud. It didn’t take long for you to hit your climax as well, especially when he didn’t stop playing with your clit.

Pagkatapos niyong magpahinga ng sandali, dahan-dahan ng tinanggal ni Mark ang kaniyang tite sa puke mo at kumuha ng malinis na twalya upang gamitin pampunas ng kaniyang tamod sa hita mo.

Alam mong tapos na ang breaktime ng nobyo mo kaya binilisan mo ang pag-ayos sa sarili mo. Noong sigurado na kayong maayos na lahat, you carefully went out of your spot, ngunit bago siya bumalik sa court, bumulong muna siya sa’yo.

“Akala mo tapos na tayo? Mamaya ka sakin pag-uwi natin, love”

[FIN.]

ediyoonoh '23

[beesmygod]

"PINWHEEL IS TRYING TO BRING BACK HIS FAMILY": THE WORST AND DUMBEST THEORY OF ALL TIME

we all know and love gravelord nito, right. he's a big jumble of skellingtons covered by a robe of bad vibes. he's not dead, he's just "sleep[ing] deep within the Giant Catacombs, quietly overseeing all death". nito, first of the dead, is weak to fire. nito discovered his flame and burned himself to death making him the first loser in recorded history.

and we know pinwheel, the poorly named (look i know its hard to get the idea across but "pinwheel"???) boss whose japanese name (San'ninbaori) is a reference to a comedy act performed with two people. in this case it's three (hence "san"). you can see in the concept art how they're stacked on each other under the blankey

a particularly nauseating and saccharine theory proposes that pinwheel is but a harmless family man trying to restore his dead family. this theory is based literally entirely on the fact that his masks are named "the mask of the father/mother/son". thats it lol. this ignores several things:

the masks are clearly based on greek theater masks and are representing archetypes and not literal people.

no one in dark souls or any reality wears a mask to inform people what their familial role is. are you stupid.

they're undead you dipshit! it's a world of people where the problem is they don't die!

the idea is also just toothless and stupid; it's cliche and expected. it's the kind of lazy theorizing that occurs when you fundamentally do not understand how to read text beyond just putting the literal words into your head. look,

undead clerics go on pilgrimages to the catacombs of lordran to become fire-keepers by partaking in the rite of kindling, which will tie them to a bonfire (which is kindled with remains, nito's death lead to the discovery that bonfires are kindled by sacrifice/humanity). thisis a power unique to nito as a consequence of burning himself. or it WAS.

pinwheel is "the necromancer who stole the power of the Gravelord and reigns over the Catacombs". when we interrupt him hes in the middle of grafting a gravelord sword onto his next addition in order to mimic ol' nito.

the fundamental difference between pinwheel and nito is size: pinwheel is a collection of (likely) undead, nito and the other lord souls, except the furtive pygmy, were "gods", a race of giants with powers or great strength. if you see a really tall fucker in dark souls, they're a different species and not a human.

with that in mind: it seems like he's trying to usurp nito in a weird parallel to our own adventure. in one of the two dark souls endings, the player character can choose to inherit the role of the gods by giving their life to extend the age of fire, just as the god gwyn did. pinwheel is following the blueprints to become god laid down by his predecessor; nito too was once three dudes smooshed together!

nito's boss area has a weird detail: two open sarcophagi....or....IS THERE!!!!

christ it took me forever to find the source for this and i guess no one cares about it enough to talk or notice it outside of this one video. thank you illusory wall. speaking of illusory, the pinwheels in front of nito poof into illusion dust when you kill them. illusions in dark souls persist even after the death of the person who cast them. you can kill gwyndolin and the fake sun remains in anor londo

[neolxzr]

was thinking about this post that i wrote forever ago and spit this out in my notes app

“Wahhh—these turned out so cute!” Mika twirls around in place, arms outstretched, admiring the handiwork.

“It was mostly yours and Itsuki’s hard work, Mika-chin. Don’t sell yourself short.” Nazuna stepped towards Mika and away from the mirror he’d been making a few final checks in.

“I know, but the concept was all you, Nazuna-nii. Yer quite the artist, ya know that?”

Nazuna laughs softly. “That’s quite the compliment coming from one of you two.”

Shu clears his throat, walking up to the pair and taking his place at Mika’s side like it’s natural. “I sure hope that’s not sarcasm coming from you, Nito.”

“Of course not! I mean it.”

“Good,” Shu replied, fiddling with the ends of his lacy sleeves. He was trying not to make it known that he felt slightly uncomfortable in the outfit, but it was evident on his face.

“Ya look real cute with those ears, Oshi-san. Maybe we should try something like this on our own sometime,” Mika says, a hint of mischief evident in his voice.

“I—! Well, it’s not like—I just…” He gives up and sighs, rising blush evident even under his foundation. “T-thank you, Kagehira.”

“He’s right. It suits you, Shu-chin.”

“You—! It does not! This kind of thing is better left up to you and the children, Nito.”

“It does look real cute on ‘em,” Mika agrees.

“Indeed. Though, of course, you make it look the best, Kagehira.”

“I do?!”

“Naturally.” He says matter-of-factly, not leaving room for elaboration. Mika opens his mouth like he wants to say something, but seemingly can’t find the words to do so. After a few moments, Nazuna spares them of the silence and continues the conversation into other territory.

They continue chatting for a while longer about the costumes and the like, falling into a comfortable rythym almost resembling a normal friendship. After a short while, Mika excuses himself to go check on the younger Ra*bits, who appear to now be finished with their hair and makeup.

“They’ve gotten closer these past few weeks.”

“Seems so. Suppose couldn’t evade his natural brotherly instincts for too long.”

“Mm. You’ve seen him like this before?” Nazuna asks, clearly leading the conversation in a particular direction. Shu is none the wiser.

“It’s similar to how he behaves around the children at the orphanage he was raised in. He’s much more attentive and mature than is obvious at first glance.”

“If anyone has gotten closer it’s certainly you two, isn’t it?”

“Of course. He is my partner, after all.”

“In life and in art?”

“Are you making fun of me?”

“Maybe a little. You’re so serious about him.”

“…Of course,” Shu answers, hesitating a little to open up.

“You’re soft with him, Shu-chin.”

“Perhaps I am.”

“It’s a good thing. He’s helped you grow so much.”

“…That he has.”

[enstarrievalkyrie]

Hihi!! If you're taking requests right now, I was wondering if i could req Valkyrie with a gender neutral reader that's like Mafuyu Asahina from project sekai? Thank you!! ૮₍˃̵֊ ˂̵ ₎ა ( Feel free to ignore or delete if you're uncomfortable with this )

( I love your works sm hshshshs )

Note: I'm having a big exam next week🥲 but I'm also going to a holiday soon so I'm pretty excited😊 Hope you enjoy❤️. I don't play project sekai so if this is not accurate,im sorry😅😅

You didn't exactly choose to be an idol, it just came about ever since your parents brought you to yumenosakin. You didn't really had a choice not like there is any either ways, but that led you to Valkyrie and the meeting of Shu and Mika. The day you arrive to school, not many people tried to talk to you so you solely focused on your studies and idol/ producer work.

Soon, you caught the eye of the infamous leader of Valkyrie. It was pretty awkward when you guys first met but after seeing your skills he recruited you in Valkyrie. Since you weren't in any of the units you decided to accept his request and that's when you met Mika.

Mika upon seeing his new unitmate became more protective of his oshi san he just didn't want his oshi san to suffer anymore ever since Nito. With that, he would take some time to open up to you and once he did, he too became quite protective of you. He just sees Valkyrie as his family and would do anything to keep his family safe.

The more they spent time with you the more they realized how unopinioniated and apathic you can be. You just kinda accept anything that's given to you.

" Y/N chan what do yer think about dis lacing? Do yer think oshi san's gonna approve of this?"Mika said with a hint of worry

"It looks good so maybe," you replied with a monotone voice.

"Negh.... Y/N chan are you ok? Did you suddenly got turn into a robot? Nugh! 😰It's ok don' panic I'll help yer!!"Suddenly his lace work didn't matter. You just smiled at him hoping to calm him down.

Due to your lack of opinions, Shu tends to find himself trying to control you and mika like how he did in the past. After realizing his actions, he would remind himself not to be soo harsh on the both of you. He's still trying to recover from his old mindset so don't blame him too much❤️❤️.

Shu will surely take notice of your lack emotions after spending more time with you. He kinda scolds you for it but in reality he actually cares about you and want to help you get better. "Seriously!! Are you a robot?! Why can't you see the wonders of art?".

You would start seeing the beauty of art probably because of the many years you've spent with your fellow beloved unitmates. This would be after your graduated yumenosaki and work in Es along with Mika.

Since Shu is abroad you guys don't get to see him often but y'all would usually do a group call with Shu talking about his life in Paris and Mika being all excited.

"It's nothing special here except for the multiple museum dedicated to art, however I still can't help but feel...apologetic for leaving the both of your there in Japan."

"Ner, yer don't have to worry about dat oshi san!!😄 Y/N and i are doing fine!!"Mika grinned happily. He waited soo long to have a video call with both you and Shu.😌

" That's right Shu, without any of you I would still be living a life full of darkness. I still yet to thank the both of you for shining your light unto my life." You said smiling. You knew, you knew how hard they tried to make you feel better, to make you feel like human.

Seeing their efforts made you feel happy, an emotion you were first confused about but soon start to get used to it😊. You wish to stay like this a little longer, feeling their happiness seep into you, feeling no need to hide yourself anymore.

[sakumasmut]

Dogboy!Subaru x Afab!Catboy!Natsume

this has been in the works for a bit, and I finally beat the (summer) heat to finish it up! hope people enjoy!

tags: animal hybrids, heat, knotting, knot fucking, breeding, marathon sex, vaginal sex

ao3

In the middle of a weekday when all the idols at the dorms should’ve been busy with work, Natsume was curled up in a ball underneath his blanket, sulking to himself as his fingers idly traced the folds between his legs. The agitation that he had been feeling the entire day refused to leave him, much like the uncomfortable warmth eating up his feline body. His long, red tail flicked back and forth in the air, just as restless as its owner.

It wasn’t like he hated his body, but by god did this stupid heat cycle make him want to turn into some spirit and leave his physical form for as long as this lasted. Not being able to work when his schedule was already so packed was just another annoyance. He would’ve preferred to not tell anyone that he was in heat, but it was necessary to notify Switch and Anzu about his absence from unit work, as well as Nito so that the rabbit could sleep elsewhere for the week.

His phone screen constantly lit up with notifications of unread messages, likely from his Nii-sans or unitmates. He was in no mood to read any of them though, already knowing that they’d be filled with pity and sorrys that wouldn’t actually help with his current state. They were all well-meant and concerned of course, but Natsume was stubborn, and insisted he was fine. Most of all though, he wanted to ignore the messages asking him why he hadn’t called his boyfriend over to help. It wasn’t like he was entirely against the idea, it was just…embarrassing to be seen in such a vulnerable state. Besides that, Subaru was even busier than him since Trickstar only continued to skyrocket in popularity. One idol being out of commission was already a hassle, he’d hate to make it two.

So that’s how he stayed, trapped in his dorm of his own volition, only getting up to eat and take cold showers when he hadn’t exerted the rest of his energy fucking himself on his fingers. The mess he was making put the crumpled sheet music Leo left around the room to shame, low grunts coming out of him as he tried to push a finger that was already knuckle-deep further inside his throbbing heat, as if it would make him any less unsatisfied. A knock on the door caught his attention, sharp ears perking up at the sound. It made him grumble and pull his hand away, but any sort of distraction would be nice since touching himself wasn’t getting anywhere.

“Natsumeee, it’s me! Can you let me in?”

He froze at the sound of the cheery voice, recognizable even past the door.

“Little yellow told me to come check up on you. He said your color was super pink? Something like that.”

Natsume didn’t respond. He couldn’t be mad at Sora for wanting to help, but sending Subaru of all people? And now of all times?

“Natsume, can you hear me?”

“Baru, go aWAY.” His voice came out more hoarse than intimidating, and a whole door separating them probably didn’t help.

“Ah, so you are awake! That’s good!”

You shouldn’t be herE.”

“Why not?”

Another series of knocks resounded from the door, and Natsume glared at it.

“LeavE, noW!”

“Hey, what’s wrong? Do you need help?”

The last thing he wanted was for anyone to see him in this sorry state, but Natsume wasn’t ready to admit that he could easily imagine Subaru’s fingers fucking him in place of his own inadequate ones, fantasizing about spreading his legs and seeing that cheeky smile of his before being devoured. The mere thought of it, as much as he denied wanting it, betrayed himself as it doubled down on flooding his body with pheromones. He buried his face into a pillow to stifle a moan, trying to pretend the solution to his problems wasn’t offering himself on a silver platter a wall away.

“Natsume, don’t ignore me! I’m gonna stay outside until you open the door!”

Ugh, he hated that Subaru was almost as stubborn as he was. His cunt ached with want, clenching onto nothing as he rubbed his thighs together. Natsume shut his eyes to try and go back to relieving the searing heat rolling over him, but Subaru’s voice kept echoing in his head. No matter how much he touched himself, not even the biggest toys would satisfy his heat—nothing would besides a certain someone taking his fertile body and filling it to carry what it was meant to.

…Would letting him in really be that bad?

In the lustful haze that was already clouding his mind, his legs finally found the motivation to stand up, albeit shakily. Natsume wrapped himself in the blanket he had tangled himself in and walked to the door, the voice in his head arguing to itself that this was either a very good or very bad idea as he unlocked it. He opened it a crack and saw a bushy ginger tail wagging back and forth in the air, its owner just slightly out of frame. He sighed, then pushed the door open a bit more.

“Hurry iN.”

Subaru squeezed through the gap, and the light from the hallway was shut out just as quickly as it was let in, the lock pushed in place not long after. His fluffy ears were raised and attentive, pupils dilating when he sniffed the air filled to the brim with pheromones, all radiating from the redhead.

“Natsume…” Subaru leaned in closer, sniffing his neck and nuzzling his nose against his nape. Natsume felt arms wrap around him as he was pulled into a hug, and a purr vibrated in his throat the moment the comforting warmth hit him.

“Why didn’t you tell me you’re in heat?” Subaru asked softly, clinging onto him so gently that Natsume felt like he could collapse into them. He didn’t say any of that though, he simply looked away.

“Why did you comE?”

“I told you, little yellow said your color was weird. Hibiki-senpai told me I should check up on you too.”

Of course his Master was involved somehow, he always had a part to play. Sora was perceptive, but it seemed obvious now that the older of Sora’s roommates lended a hand in suggesting this amazing idea.

“I told those guys I was finE…” Natsume groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose.

“They just want to make sure you’re okay, and I do too!” Subaru pulled away from the hug to look him up and down.

“When did it start? Did you know it was coming? You’ve been eating, right? It’s no good if you’re skipping meals!”

“Can you shut up for one seCOND?” Natsume snapped. “Stop asking me dumb quesTIONS, I can take care of mySELF.”

“I don’t want you to do this alone, though.” Subaru frowned. “I know what it’s like; it’s not fun to deal with by yourself. I want to help, if you’ll let me.”

Natsume suddenly felt much more self conscious under his serious gaze, pulling the blanket tighter around himself.

“WelL, you’re already herE, so…”

“Is that a yes?”

“Ugh, kind oF. But first off alL—“ Natsume jabbed a finger into his chest, glaring, “no doing anything unless I say you caN. I’m in chargE.”

Subaru perked back up instantly and nodded his head, the furious wagging of his tail giving away much of his excitement. Natsume could still feel his gaze eating him up, like he was already claimed just by being seen in such a vulnerable state.

“Take your clothes ofF.”

Subaru followed his instructions eagerly, and Natsume watched as he tossed his shirt and pants aside, paying extra attention to the semi-hard cock that revealed itself once his boxers were removed too. He felt the coil in his stomach tighten just thinking of where that length would be in a few minutes, wondering if it would be a snug fit or if he would be stretched out past his limits…he really shouldn’t be this excited, but his body couldn’t help itself.

“Get on the beD.”

Subaru laid on his back, erection slightly raised in the air as Natsume hovered above him. Natsume shed the blanket that had been covering his naked form and tossed it into a crumpled heap on the side of the bed, his feline features now on full display. Even from below, Subaru could clearly see Natsume’s pointed red ears, white fluff lining the insides. He licked his lips while his long tail flicked back and forth, showing how eager he was to sink onto dog dick. Claws on Subaru’s chest, Natsume placed his legs on either side of his hips and slowly lowered himself onto Subaru, the tip of his cock catching between his already wet folds.

Natsume bit his lip to prevent the whimper that wanted to come out. He could feel the heat radiating just from the tip, but he was determined to take his time, not to seem too needy. He grinded his wet cunt carefully against the tip of Subaru’s dick, the head just barely allowed past his folds. The feeling of another person against him already exceeded his previous attempts of fingering himself, though it was mostly due to how excited Natsume was. It would be so easy to sink his entire weight down, to just give its body what it wanted…

Below him, Subaru was gripping the mattress, clearly wanting to place his hands elsewhere, but obeying the command he was given to let Natsume stay in charge, at least for now. The teasing was getting to be too much for both of them, neither one satisfied with just brushing their intimates against each other. It was only a matter of time before one of them snapped, and unsurprisingly, Natsume’s heat got the better of him. After a few minutes of testing their patient, he lifted his hips up high before he let himself sink right onto Subaru’s length, filling himself up in one smooth movement. The stretch felt so good, he barely felt any pain just from how the pleasure overwhelmed him. He opened his mouth and let out a silent moan as Subaru groaned, the tight clamp of his partner’s walls around his cock exactly what he wanted.

“So warm.” He murmured, looking at Natsume squirm as he adjusted to the intrusion before beginning to move again. It was so cute how out of breath Natsume was already. All he was doing was lifting his hips up and down, yet he was already making so much noise from the exertion and pleasure. Subaru couldn’t get enough.

The concentration on Natsume’s face faded into bliss as his movements became more sloppy, tiny whimpers coming from his mouth as he continued to bounce on Subaru’s length.

“H-Hah~ngh—C-ClosE!” Natsume moaned, claws digging into Subaru’s chest. Maybe it’d hurt later, but in the moment it just added to the pleasure.

“Don’t hold yourself back.” Subaru groaned, thrusting upwards. “Cum on my cock.”

Natsume leaned forward, gripping Subaru’s shoulders tightly as he cried out and did just that, walls squeezing the length buried inside him. Subaru placed his hands on his hips, keeping his partner steady while rocking into him, letting Natsume ride out his orgasm. He panted softly as he came down from his high, eyes shut and sweat decorating his eyebrows. Subaru could feel the hot exhales coming from Natsume’s open mouth, the flushed skin of his neck just begging to be marked up.

Subaru felt his erection throb inside of the warmth that still enveloped it. He wasn’t going to just stop when he was halfway there, was he? In that moment, Subaru’s instincts stirred him into action. Natsume was recovering from his high one second, and the next he found himself pressed against the mattress, hungry blue eyes staring down at him.

“H-Hey, what are you—“

He was cut off by the slamming of hips against his own, the new angle blowing his eyes wide and making him cry out. Subaru pressed his legs up against the bed with his hands, spread as far as they could go.

“I haven’t knotted you yet.” He growled, the sound that came out of his mouth more animalistic than human in nature. He began to rut into Natsume at a much faster pace than the boy was ready for, newfound vigor in his veins.

“W-Wait, Baru—ah!” He whined, feeling each stroke of the thick cock pushing inside him, especially sensitive after his orgasm.

Each thrust stole the air out of his lungs, Natsume letting out small gasps each time Subaru’s cock pressed against his cervix. Subaru leaned over him in a way that brought Natsume face to face with his intense eyes, pupils dilated like a predator towards its prey. Natsume’s sharp claws dragged down the skin of Subaru’s back, digging deep into flesh, but the pain didn’t deter Subaru from slowing down at all, even amplifying the pleasure. It was clear that he wasn’t going to stop. Natsume hated not being the one in control, being treated like a fleshlight as he was split apart, but it turned him on all the same.

It wasn’t long before Subaru could no longer smoothly hilt his entire length inside Natsume’s soaked cunt, the clear cause being the large bulge forming at its base. Natsume didn’t have time to react before Subaru pried the claws out of his back to flip Natsume onto all fours, manhandled into position before Subaru mounted him and continued the rough slapping of skin against skin. The more weight that was pressed against Natsume, the more the gap between his legs widened, the perfect position for taking a knot. Natsume whined louder and louder, claws dragging against the sheets and ripping through the threads.

“Baru, hah, n-not inside, it won’t fit!”

“It will,” Subaru growled, “you’re such a good kitty for me after all.”

He grinded his knot against the entrance to his swollen cunt, getting louder whines in response. Natsume sobbed, the inside of his folds already feeling so raw. Cats weren’t made to take knots, after all. And yet the thought of being torn apart, pushing his physical limits just to make it fit, to make sure all his mate’s cum stayed nice and warm inside him…

“Gonna knot you so good.” Subaru panted. “Gonna make sure it all takes. How many puppies are you gonna have after tonight? Three? Four?”

Natsume didn’t answer, or rather he couldn’t, eyes rolling back and moaning when Subaru pushed himself in deeper. His slicked up hole was ruined, folds puffy and red from all the friction and excess fluids oozing slowly from the small gap that Subaru’s cock didn’t fill. Though even that wouldn’t last for long as the base grew wider, his knot swelling rapidly to plug up all the seed that was going to gush out once it was locked in place.

“I-I can’t take it—just push it in already! Please~”

His initial hesitation had been fucked out of him, or maybe he was just so overwhelmed with desire that he needed it all to come to a halt, no matter the method. Subaru’s knot was fully swelled up now, all he had to do was push it past the folds that were blocking his access. His growling grew louder, and Natsume’s clawing more desperate, tearing up the sheets.

“Baru! Baru, please!”

“Natsume, Natsume…” Subaru kept groaning his name, until finally he popped his bulbous knot inside and came with a howl.

Natsume’s body shook as he cried out, his own orgasm following Subaru’s closely. His walls clamped onto the girthy knot that was forced inside, ensuring that it wouldn’t go anywhere. With his hips lifted up, all the cum Subaru pumped into him flowed straight into his core, a warm feeling gathering above his crotch.

Even after all of that effort to make his knot fit, Subaru didn’t stop thrusting. At first it was to make sure his cum went as deep as possible, but afterwards he couldn’t stop moving his hips back and forth. Subaru’s thrusts were shallow due to the knot obstructing his movement, but he greedily kept tugging it against his partner’s overly sensitive cunt, like he was trying to force it back out. Natsume kept whimpering with each tug against his tender walls, but no matter how much Subaru pulled, he cock stayed where it belonged, knot and all.

“Baru, don’t pull out…I need you inside…”

“Shhh, it’s okay.” Subaru murmured, tongue tracing the skin of his mate’s neck. “I’m not going anywhere.”

He tugged his hips backwards while holding Natsume’s in place, forcing his knot out just slightly. Natsume mewled as the knot stayed partially inside him, stretching his outer folds to accommodate the girthiest part of it, before it slipped back inside him, for what was the umpteenth time today. Subaru kept using his knot to fuck Natsume wide open, the pain and pleasure of the large knot pushing itself in and out making him cry out sweetly. Subaru was sure it wasn’t going to deflate, not when a cute kitten in heat was mewling for it over and over again.

There were barely any breaks between Subaru’s knot locking them together while pumping another warm load into him, and then climbing back onto all fours to do it all over again. It felt like Subaru’s knot never deflated, never leaving his sore cunt empty for more than a few seconds. Natsume wasn’t sure how long they were at it, nor how many times he had cum by the time the piston that was Subaru’s hips finally stilled inside him, but when he finally did tire himself out, Natsume didn’t have the energy to move nor support his own weight, his entire body pressed against Subaru’s.

Natsume buried his face into his partner’s neck as satisfied purring came from his throat, hips pressed flush against each other thanks to the legs he had wrapped around his waist. His sharp claws were still on Subaru’s back like a scratching post, but the dogboy didn’t seem to mind, lapping at Natsume’s cheek as his knot pulsed inside the other. One hand held Natsume’s waist steady while the other pet his fluffy ears, stroking them as Natsume grumbled to himself, pink and embarrassed now that his hormones had calmed down.

“Good kitty.” Subaru peppered him with a mix of kisses and licks. “You’re gonna have such a big litter for me, aren’t you? With how well you take my knot, you’ll have no problem pushing them out~”

“Stop talking about kidS.” Natsume glared, though it didn’t have much of an effect when he was still cuddled up to Subaru’s chest for warmth. “If this stupid dick of yours wasn’t stuck inside mE, I’d be taking plan B by noW.”

“Eh? Weren’t you begging for my stupid dick just a few hours ago?”

“Can you shut uP? I’m too tired for thiS.”

Natsume let out a yawn, curling himself up further against his warm chest. Subaru chuckled, but a yawn left his mouth right after.

“I guess we did tire ourselves out.”

“Mm, I need to take a resT…”

Subaru nodded and leaned towards the pillows so that they fell on their sides, still embracing each other tightly. The area below Natsume’s stomach felt bloated, and Subaru almost started salivating while imagining how much bigger it’d appear sometime in the future, once the litter growing inside his mate began to make his hips widen and belly grow. For now though, it was just filled with his seed, locked inside until the morning came. Gentle snores from Natsume resting his head on his shoulder lulled Subaru to sleep, his body powering off near instantly from the exhaustion of a good mating session.

The thing with hybrids though, is that even a whole night of mating won’t cut it.

Natsume was still sleeping when Subaru woke up, mouth opening wide for a loud yawn. He nuzzled against Natsume’s neck happily, taking in his mate’s scent and licking him as his tail wagged. Natsume stirred, but didn’t wake up just yet. It made sense, Natsume probably went way over his body’s limit last night at no fault of his own.

Subaru looked down at where they were joint, his cock still partly nestled in the warmth of his folds, though with his knot deflated and no longer keeping his cum in place, most of it had leaked out overnight. Just thinking about the night before got him excited again. He moved the hands that were encircling Natsume’s back down to his hips, keeping them steady as he rocked his cock in and out with shallow thrusts, feeling himself get hard with each passing second. By this time now, Natsume was unable to stay in slumber, and he woke up to an ache all over his lower body.

“Ngh, Baru..” Natsume let out a mix between a yawn and a moan. “I can’t feel my legs..”

“But you can still feel me, right?” He murmured, quickening his pace now that his mate was awake. “I’m not done yet, far from it.”

“Ngh.” He whined as he gripped Subaru's shoulders, eyes blinking awake. “Hah, wait—“

Soft cries of pleasure filled the air once more, their lovemaking far from done.

[omnybus]

A Buncha Boneheads (Final)

Originally posted on My Patreon (Follow the link to see the full image)

Well, after drawing 88 different skeletal characters, here it is, the full series of "A Buncha Boneheads"! I was originally going to try and sell this as a poster but after looking into it, I don't think I can do that unless I want to deal with several dozen copyright laws.

This was quite the fun little exercise for me- the biggest challenge was trying to emulate the art styles of so many different series and properties. There are definitely more skull-headed characters out there that I could add, but frankly I think a nice even 88 is good enough, and there are other projects I want to work on for the future. Overall I'm pretty proud of this.

With that said, let me know if I've made a spelling mistake or something anywhere on here- I've tried my best but I just know I missed one or two somewhere.

The full list of characters is written below:

The Full list of characters are, in order:

Ainz Ool Gown (Overlord)

Astel, Naturalborn of the Void (Elden Ring)

Ben Bones (Freaktown)

Benny (Halloweentown)

Big, Little, and Dog (The Funnybones)

Big Steve (Doogal/The Magic Roundabout)

Bonejangles (Corpse Bride)

Boney (Weinerville)

Cadavre (Local 58)

Captain Barbossa (Pirates of the Caribbean)

Captain Boney (Rattle Me Bones)

Captain Flameheart (Sea of Thieves)

Carmine/The Bowler (Mystery Men)

Count Moneybone (Skylanders: Swap Force)

Crypt Keeper (Tales From the Crypt)

Cubone (Pokemon)

Curly (Goosebumps)

Dead Tom (Muppet Treasure Island)

Death (Castlevania)

Death (Discworld)

Death (Gregory Horror Show)

Doot Skull (Microsoft 3D Movie Maker)

Dry Bowser (Super Mario)

Duskull (Pokemon)

General Hadias (Mazinger)

General Skelly (The Barbarian and the Troll)

Ghost Rider (Ghost Rider)

Giant Skeleton (Kubo and the Two Strings)

Gravelord Nito (Dark Souls)

Gregg the Grim Reaper (Conker’s Bad Fur Day)

Grim (The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy)

Grimskull (Skeleton Warriors)

Gruntilda Winkybunion (Banjo-Kazooie)

Hèctor Rivera (Coco)

The Horned King (The Black Cauldon)

Horrorman (Anpanman)

Jack Skellington (The Nightmare Before Christmas)

Jack the Reaper (Spirit Halloween)

Jacques LaLean (Beetlejuice Animated Series)

Jägermonster (GWAR)

Jawbone/The Skin Taker (Channel Zero/Candle Cove)

King (The Owl House)

King Igos Du Ikana (The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask)

LeChuck (The Secret of Monkey Island)

Lego Skeleton (Lego)

Lewis (Mystery Skulls)

The Lich (Adventure Time)

Long Horse (Trevor Henderson Mythos)

Lord English (Homestuck)

Lord Hater (Wander Over Yonder)

Lord Xykon (Order of the Stick)

Manny Calavera (Grim Fandango)

Manolo Sanchez (The Book of Life)

Martian (Mars Attacks!)

Mr. Crypt (Mr. Crypt Comics)

Mr. Skullhead (Animaniacs)

Mumbo Jumbo (Banjo-Kazooie)

The Nowhere King (Centaurworld)

Papyrus and Sans (Undertale)

Red Death (The Venture Bros)

Red Skull (Marvel Comics)

Rito Revolto (Power Rangers)

R.M.S./Real Magic Skeleton (O.K. K.O.! Let’s Be Heroes)

Santara of the Dead (El Tigre: The Adventures of Manny Rivera)

SCP-1471-A/Mal0 ver1.0.0. (The SCP Foundation)

Sekhmet (Skullgirls)

Sir Daniel Fortesque (MediEvil)

Skeleton King (Clash Royale)

Skeleton King (Diablo)

Skeleton King (Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force Go!)

Skeleton King (Team Fortress 2)

Skeleton Princess (Adventure Time)

Skeletor (He-Man and the Masters of the Universe)

Skelly (Hades)

Skull Boy (Ruby Gloom)

Skullface (Madballs)

Skull Knight (Berserk)

Skullmageddon (Double Dragon)

Skull Man (Mega Man)

Skully Pettibone (Scary Godmother)

Smitty Webenjägermanjensen (Spongebob Squarepants)

Soul King Brook (One Piece)

Spinel (Killer Instinct)

The T-800 (The Terminator)

T-Bone (Cuphead)

The Stalker (Jumunji Animated Series)

The Wither (Minecraft)

[acanth3]

追憶＊マリオネットの糸の先 / Reminiscence＊End of the Marionette's Strings

EPISODE 2

Valkyrie Stage

Shu: ♪~♪~♪

Nazuna: (.....)

(Not a word and the live has already started, if I can't keep up at this rate I’ll be left behind)

(It’s not only the audience but Mika-chin and I are also kept under Oshi-san, he’ll keep everything at the top form.) a/n: i don't think this is right T_T

(It’s starts as planned and only continues to progress without any error)

(So, until the end of this performance it’s perfectly planned and coordinated)

(Don’t fawn on the audience, don’t reproach, don’t compromise. It’s like a movie made by an intolerant director. Just projecting the world in the view of Oshi-san.)

(No communication upon the audience, if you don't like it, choose to just close your eyes and cover your ears. Or just get up from your set and go home.)

(That’s Oshi-san..No, Valkyrie.)

(Even under such a direction, we’ve become more skilful than other units.)

(Because Oshi-san is demanding.)

(Perfect calculation, another perfect lesson, I’ve been making alot of efforts. Even the stage equipment and our costumes are prepared thoroughly.)

(We always maintain and provide the best quality of performance.)

(In Yumenosaki, idols are like corrupt aristocrats)

(Don't make an effort in your interests but skip classes and play around…) a/n: i don't think this is right either T_T

(Still the previous Yumenosaki graduates attract a lot of fans/customers)

(Even if you don't play fairly, don't make much effort/act lazily, you’ll still get your glory.)

(In situations like this it’s rare that people go out of their way to provide effort in work, most have enough talent for their performances.)

(Most of the time it’s the mocking of idols which can't stand to be seen.)

(I’m blessed to be in this position, an amateur.)

(We’re all different. Sometimes people make fun of me, but why? I’m only doing my best but I’m being laughed at.)

(We all make bloodshed efforts.)

(Oshi-san is paranoid and completely calculates, executes and accurately prepared for many situations.)

(In the mindset of a fan who comes to Yumenosaki to see a live performance…)

(‘I want to see a cute boy to just kill time!’)

(You don’t want to feel impressed nor do you want to appreciate our art.)

(I use the strength of my body and soul and keep my professional face up to bring forth a perfect stage.)

(Most of these customers/fans are surprised, why make such serious faces...guys make a face..)

(We’ll stab the heart with a blade that’s filled with shock)

(It’s different here from what I often heard, Yumenosaki is flooded with amateurs.)

(Yes…the others are. But we are Valkyrie. We’re different.)

(While others continue to play around, Oshi-san has a dream to make a masterpiece.)

(If it’s the same quality, customers/fans will continue to show up again.)

(Reputation is reputation. We are the top of Yumenosaki.)

(Oshi-san is a genius.)

(It’s a simple revelation because the other’s are sloppy. We became rulers of Yumenosaki.)

(I’m happy..even if it’s a slave’s happiness. It’s “better” than to be like the rest who are rotting.)

(I didn’t enter Yumenosaki to eat delicious food and to play around..no…)

(Because I chose to be an idol.)

(Like the others…)

(Idol’s are all talk, they have no pride or abilities, they’re different than those who just laugh at others.)

(That’s not the type of Idol I admired/or wanted to be.) 

[twilightmalachite]

Raison d’être - A Premature Burial 1

Author: Akira

Characters: Nazuna, Kuro, Mika

Translator: Mika Enstars

"I wish I was hearing those words in a different context, you know!?"

[Read on my blog for the best viewing experience with Oi~ssu ♪]

Season: Winter

Location: Starmony Dorms (Exterior)

The next day. Near the entrance of Starmony Dorms…

Nazuna: Absolutely not…

Kuro: If ya could nod your head with a “yes” instead… Much like a man bowed his head askin’ for help—Nahh, we’re too close for that, aren’t we?

Nazuna: Mhm. I’d love to help you with whatever you ask, Kuro-chin, but I don’t like what I don’t like.

Kuro: Oh come on. Dressin’ up in any outlandish outfit ain’t somethin’ new to you, right, Nito?

Nazuna: You’re right, but…

I’m an adult who is about to turn twenty years old. Sometimes I look at myself wearing cute shorts and I wonder to myself, “What am I doing?”

But I know that’s just the way things are, that’s the type of idols Ra*bits are, and I’m fine with that.

Kuro: Ooh, so then…♪

Nazuna: This is something different! Why’s it I gotta wear women’s clothing made by my friend, Kuro-chin?

Just, no! It makes me feel obscene!

Kuro: T-There’s nothin’ obscene about it! Ya make it sound so bad!

Why’s it you’re so reluctant? I’m just asking if ya can try on an outfit I made for my lil’ sister!

Nazuna: And I’m sayin’ you have some nerve to be asking a guy your age to do that!

If I’m not mistaken, your little sister’s still in primary school, right Kuro-chin? Sure, I sell cuteness, but I’m still a grown man, aren’t I~!?

Kuro: It’ll be alright! It’ll work out with ya, Nito!

My lil’ sister’s steadily growin’ up to be taller and taller just like me, it’ll still be a lil’ short on ya, but you’ll still be able to wear it!

I believe in ya, Nito!

Nazuna: I wish I was hearing those words in a different context, you know!?

Aaalright! We’re done here! I’m uncomfortable, I’m going back to my room!

I’ll let you off the hook this time because we’re friends, Kuro-chin, but go take a walk and cool your head too!

Kuro: C’mon, don’t say that, Nito~…

My lil’ sis recently has been startin’ to take more and more interest in fashion, but all the clothes and accessories she wants are ridiculously expensive.

We can’t afford it with our current economic situation, so I thought to sew it myself. It’d be cheaper that way.

But the thing with clothes is, ya can’t tell if it’s gonna look good or bad ‘til it’s actually put on. So..? Do ya understand, Nito?

I’m beggin’ ya… You’re my only hope, ya know.

I know I’m one to talk, but all the idols in ES have large builds. Your tininess is a valuable asset, Nito.

There’s nobody else in this wide world that can wear primary school girl’s clothes naturally but my friend Nito—Only you!

Nazuna: Buy a mannequin, then…?

Kuro: Whoah!? It’s been a long time since I’ve seen your eyes as cold as glass marbles!

Nazuna: I don’t want my eyes to return to the days where I was a doll in Valkyrie because of a situation as stupid as this…

Mika: …!

Kuro: Ohh? Hey, hey, watch where ya goin’, are ya hurt?

Mika: …

Kuro: Hey… Ya run into me and don’t even say hi? Did somethin’ happen, Kagehira?

Mika: Nnah!? Ahh, my bad, “Ryuu~-kun”-san! My head’s been so blank…!

Kuro: What’s wrong with ya… Somethin’ wrong? If you’re willin’, I can at least hear ya out?

Mika: Nnah? Nah nah, it’s somethin’ unrelated to ya, “Ryuu~-kun”-san—

Ohh, but you are “Ryuu~-kun”-san, aren’tcha?

Kuro: Wha? I’ll be blunt, you’re the only one callin’ me by nickname from when I was a kiddo. It’s been a long time since Itsuki called me that, even.

Mika: That’s right! “Ryuu~-kun”-san is Oshi-san’s childhood friend, right? That’s why yer “Ryuu~-kun”-san, right?

Kuro: What’s this gotta do with anythin’… Is there somethin’ goin’ on with Itsuki?

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[xiaoao]

Your lips were soft as winter, in your passion I was lost

#12 - SURPRISE !!

"Uy! Aga nyo ah!" Sugawara exclaimed in surprise, Kuroo's eyebrow's twitching in irritation, "Sabi kasi nito aagahan eh!" Kuroo says, pointing at Kageyama, Kageyama looks away with an embarrassed glareish expression. "San si n/n?" Asked Kageyama, Sugawara's eyebrows furrowed, "Kala ko sumama na kay Hoshiumi?" Sugawara asked, Hoshiumi, on the side, shakes his head, "paggising ko wala na sya, kala ko nagmeet up sya sainyo?" Hoshiumi asked, Kageyama's brows furrowed, "Text ko sya." Yaku says, pulling out his phone, and typing.

Seeing as Yaku's messages are of no avail, he raises an eyebrow and faces Sugawara, "Wala. Ayaw magseen din." Yaku says as he pockets his phone, Hinata tilts his head, "Check ko Twitter nya.. Never mind, wala din pala." Hinata says, sighing and his shoulders slumping. "Huh? So, ano, una na tayo ganon?" Kuroo asked, Sugawara and Hinata shrug in sync, "Siguro. Knowing Y/n, sasabihin nyan mauna tayo. So, I guess? Bilihan nalang natin ng dessert kung sakaling makita tayo." Sugawara says, Yaku nodded in agreement. "Agreed. Tara! Sabi daw ni Tendou may mga cake pops and they're like 100 yen more or less. Masarap naman din." Kuroo says with a shrug, turning around and walking in the festival grounds. "Hindi yata kayo maingay?" Akaashi says, looking at Hinata and Kageyama, "wow ha. Thanks." Hinata says in a deadpanned tone and blank expression, "Just saying. Usually, both of you would quarrel first thing you two look at each other." Akaashi says with a shrug, and following behind Bokuto.

"Guys! Nag text si n/n, pagpasok daw natin sa gym, may reserved seats na daw tayo!" Exclaimed Yaku, Sugawara, with a smile, gave him a thumbs up and a smile. "Noted!" Hinata says with a smile, practically skipping to the gym.

Synopsis : Wherein Shoyo fucked his own hand writing up and made Koushi his roommate instead of Y/n.

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[joannajj]

(Jeremiah Ong x Reader).

Kindly listen to this song while reading.

Ikaw at si jeo ay isang matalik na magkaibigan simula pa noong grade 4 pa kayo. Lagi kayong naglalaro sa paborito niyong playground manila, sadly, kailangan ng pamilya ni jeo na pumunta at dun na daw mag enroll ng ibang school si jeo, kaya panay iyak ako nun at laging nasa tabi ko si jeo dahil ayaw ko syang mawala sa tabi ko.

Tomorrow na ang last na pagkikita namin ni jeo kaya sinusulit namin ang pagkakataong ito, nasa paboritong playground namin kam, nakaupo sa swing.

"pot, kailangan mo ba talagang iwan ako?". Sabi ko na almost crying.

"di naman kita iiwan forever". Ika niya habang hinahawakan kaliwang kamay ko.

"promise?". Inoffer ko ang pinky ko para i- sealed ang promise namin.

"promise". Nag sealed na kami ng kamay.

.....

9 years later.....

"Ma, alis na po ako".

"mag- ingat ka ah, paki bati nalang ako kala Janice!!". Sigaw ng aking mama sa kusina.

"opo ma!!".

Pupunta ako ng Palawan kung saan nakatira sina jeo, balak ko sanang sorpresahin ito.

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Nandito na ako sa palawan, lumabas nako ng airport at nag hintay ng masasakya.

After ilang minutes, may huminto sa aking suv na puti, nag wait ako baka iba ang hinihintay nito pero Isang minuto, binaba yung bintana at nakita ko lalaki na nakatingin sakin na para bang Kilala niya ako.

Awkward kong pag wave sakanya as hi para di nya maisip na rude ako... Tinaas niya ang bintana kaya nakikita kona lang is black screen. Binaba ulit ito at bumungad sakin ay si tita Janice, nagulat ako at napasigaw dahil sa gulat at saya.

"tita ja?". Confused kong sabi.

"yes, ako nga nak". Nakangiting sabi nito.

"bat po kayo nandito? Balak kopo sanang sorpresahin kayo". Kamot ulo kong sabi.

"ay ganun ba, sinabe samin ng mama mo na pupunta ka sa Palawan kaya dali dali kaming pumunta dito". Tita Janice.

"ano ba yan si mama, sabi ko sakanya wag niya sabihin sainyo". irita kong sabi.

"ok lang yan nak, tara na't makauwi na tayo". Tita Janice.

"btw po tita, sino po ito?". Tinuro ko yung lalaki na katabi niya.

"ay, oo nga pala, Asawa ko nga pala, sya yung dahilan kung bakit kailangan namin tumira dito". Explain ni tita ja.

"ay ganun po ba, kamusta naman po si jeo?".

"ayun, makulit padin pero ayun laki na muscles at nag gy- gym pa yan". Tita ja.

"talaga po, miss na miss ko na po siya".

"ay nako, mas miss na miss ka niya, nak, kung alam mo lang, laging hawak hawak yung printed na picture mo..minsan pa nga nakikita ko yan umiiyak dun sa kwarto niya habang hawak hawak picture mo".

"cute". Bulong ko.

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Nakatulog ako sa byahe dahil di naman ako natulog sa eroplano, nood nood lang ng K-drama.

"nak, dito na tayo". Pag- gising sakin ni tita Janice.

Nagising ako at tinignan sa labas ng kotse kung asan na kami, kita ko may dalawang naka parada na kotse at may mga aso't pusa na nakakulong.

"po? San po toh?".

"sa bahay namin". Natatawang Ika ni tita ja.

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"mafe, San si jeo?". Tanong ni tita ja kay ate mafe.

"ate mafe!!!! I miss you". Sigaw ko nang makita ko si ate mafe na sobrang close sakin.

"uy, bel!! Musta ka na? ang ganda ganda mo na oh!!".

"thank you po, parang sumexy ka ata ate mafe?".

"huy, hindi naman AHAHAHA".

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"si jeo pala?, natutulog pa sa taas tabi sila ni meng". Ate mafe.

"ahh ganun, sige, san si Joshua..?". Tita ja.

"nandun sa likod, nilalaro yung mga kuting".

"Joshua!!!!! halika muna dito, may bisita tayo!!". Sigaw ni tita ja.

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Ilang segundo pa ay, bumungad samin si kuya Joshua, naka braid ang kanyang buhok kaya medj hindi ko siya namukaan ng 5 sec.

"bel? Ikaw ba yan? aba, ang laki- laki mo na, dati binubuhat- buhat pa kita ngayon tignan mo oh". Kuya Joshua.

"AHAHAHA, oo nga po e, time flies so fast nga po e".

"si jeo ba ang hanap mo? nandun sa taas, lam mo ba kung ano ano pinaggagagawa niyan nung wala ka, ewn ko ba Jan". Kuya Joshua.

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Nasa sala kami naguusap, kung ano chika, ganun. Nalaman kona pala yung name nung kasintahan ni tita ja, geo ong pala.

Kinuwento nila sakin about sa vlog na ginagawa nila, mesmerized ako nun.

Nag vlo- vlog sila about sa nature at lagi daw sila naliligo sa dagat at ilog at nag ca- camping pa, nag offer pa nga sila na sumama ako sakanila pag maliligo ilog or dagat or di kaya ay magcamping. At sino ba tatanggi sa offer na yan, kaya nag yes nako kagad.

Habang nag uusap kami, may gumalaw sa peripheral view ko sa bandang kanan ko kung saan ay hagdan at taas naman nun is mga kwarto nila.

Tumingin ako at nakita ko si jeo, bagong gising, nakatitig sakin na walang kibo.

"uhm....".

Dipa rin siya gumagalaw.

"jeo". Tawag ni tita ja.

Wala padin.

"jeo!!" Sigaw nila.

At wala pa din.

Kaya ako na ang tatawag sakanya baka sakali na bumalik sya sa katotohanan.

"pot". Tawag ko sakanya.

At finally,

"bel?".

Tawag niya sakin na palapit ng palapit.

Tumango nalang ako.

"Ikaw ba talaga yan o nananaginip lang ako, kung nananaginip talaga ako, kurotin mo nga ako".

Tumawa sila including me sa sinabi niya.

Kinurot ko sya ng medj malakas.

Nagulat naman ito at kita sa mukha niya na masakit.

"sorry, sabi mo ka- ".

Diko natuloy ang sinabi ko dahil niyakap ako bigla ni jeo ng sobrang higpit.

"pot, di ako makahinga,".

Pinapat- pat ko yung braso niya dahil totoo ngang hindi ako makahinga.

Kaya lumayo sya at nag sorry.

"sorry, miss lang talaga kita so much!!".

"ehem, baka nakakalimutan niyo may tao din dito oh".

Biro ni kuya josh at ang result napatawa kaming lahat.

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Dito kami ni jeo sa kwarto niya nag uusap kung okay lang ba buhay niya dito at sakin.

I met domeng already, super kind and gwapo din sya like kuya niya, I just found out na inampon nila si meng.

"ang ganda ganda mo na".

Compliment niya habang nakatitig sakin.

"oh why, thank you, lumaki na ang katawan mo oh, sobrang pogi mo".

Ngiti kong sabi.

"I'm glad na you keep you promise".

Sabi ko na paiyak na.

"I would never ever break any promises that we made for each other".

Ika niya, nakangiti.

Niyakap ko sya ng mahigpit at umiyak sa kanyang shoulder.

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I stop crying.

But I think I will start crying again dahil sa confession sakin ni jeo.

"Isabelle, sasabhin ko sana ito bago kami umalis pero..... Bel, I love you not as a friend but as a lover, matagal na kitang mahal simula nung nagkakita tayo..... Bel, pwede ba kitang maging girlfriend?".

Napahagul- gul ako sa confession niya.

"yes, I would love to be your girlfriend!!!".

Sigaw ko.

Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit, ilang minuto pa ay binereak nya ang hug at parang ang mundo'y nag istop at parang kami lang dalawa ang gumagalaw.

Palapit ng palapit ang Mukha namin sa isa't Isa, nakatingin ako sa kanyang mata habang sya naman ay nakatingin sa aking labi.

Ayan na nga, nag meet na ang aming labi sa isa't Isa, ang soft at lasang strawberry ang kanyang lips, kaya pinikit ko na ang aking mata at inenjoy ang moment na ito.

Little did we know, nakasilip pala lahat ng pamilya ni jeo sa slightly ajar na pinto, kinikilig pa mga ito.

That's all, folks

[gentaro-kinniecom]

"𝒲𝑜𝓇𝒹𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓌 ℐ 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁"

→𝒫𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔: 𝒮𝒽𝓊 ℐ𝓉𝓈𝓊𝓀𝒾/𝑔𝓃!𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓇

→𝒲𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈:𝓃𝑜𝓃𝑒!𝒫𝑒𝓇𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓈𝓉? 𝒴𝑜𝓊'𝓇𝑒 ℰ𝒾𝒸𝒽𝒾'𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝑒(𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝒶𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈..)

→𝒜/𝓃: ℋ𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒! ℐ'𝓂 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀! ℐ 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒻𝒾𝒸𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁!!

Valkyrie would never be the same again.

The war had heavily affected them, they lost against fine, Nito had left and Shu was left in a critical state. Mika did his best to try and help, but it was never enough. That was until Y/n entered their lives, a new star born to give light and hope.

At first, he thought of them as a nuisance, something getting in between Valkyrie's success and his devotion to such entitlement. But, little by little, Shu started to understand them more clearly, how well they would treat Mademoiselle, how caring and smart Y/n was...however, life doesn't have it's happy endings.

"How come you've never told us about bein' Eichi's fiancé..?" Mika asked, not aware of Shu's presence. Y/n sighed holding back tears as they spoke.

"I didn't want you to get mad at me for the things he's done to you guys, it's not even true love, my family arranged the marriage against my will" Hearing this, Shu entered the room as if he wasn't outside a few second ago, telling Mika to fetch some fabric from Kuro, leaving you both alone in an awkward atmosphere.

"It's no fun being lied to, right Y/n?"

"What could you possibly mean by that?" He sighed, placing Mademoiselle on the coffee table beside them as he spoke.

"I heard everything, if you are not truly happy, why not go against it?" To say he was sad was an understatement. Y/n rose from their seat, heading towards the door

"I can't, I wish my parent's would listen to me for once but that's impossible" With that, they left the room silently, bearing to not look back.

Y/n stopped visiting Shu and Mika as Eichi's sickness was worsening by the hour, they stayed with him throughout it all. He couldn't help but glance at his betrothed as they sadly looked at the mant buildings outside his hospital window.

"Is it true you're not happy with me?" His question shocked them both, of course the answer was clear, they were far from being happy with him, it was all a false reality he made up to please both their families and himself.

"I'm not supposed to do so but, as long as you're happy, I'm willing to let you go" They couldn't help but stare at him, tears failing to contain themselves as Y/n sobbed, he smiled, one so sincere it could've been mistaken by a mischievous one. Not hesitating to stay more than intended, Y/n thanked Eichi, quickly exiting the hospital in search for their loved one.

It all felt surreal, entering Yumenosaki Academy at such late hour to find Shu. To their surprise, Mika was the first they encounter as they entered the sewing room.

"Eh? Y/n...? What are ya doin' at this late hour?" Mika sat beside them as he listened to them talk about what happened. He stared in shock, not believing someone like Eichi would understand how unhappy they were.

"I came as soon as I left the hospital, I need to speak with Shu"

"The last time Oshi-san was here, he was practicin' for our opening show this week, perhaps you'll find him outside near the fountain"

Oh how ethereal he looked while practicing under the stars beside the fountain, his aura was quite something. They sat on the fountain, admiring his singing when suddenly Y/n got dragged into it. Alarmed, Shu looked back to see Kanata hugging them while smiling.

"Kanata! Geez you nearly gave me a heart attack"

"Puka~ Puka~ you looked "cute" staring at Itsuki-san" Dear God, how badly they wanted to disappear right now. Shu chuckled, helping you get out of the fountain, placing his cardigan on their shoulders

"You might get cold, so hold onto this as we enter the building"

"You didn't have to..." He simply smiled, holding their waist while walking inside. Shu offered them some tea, wrapping a blanket around Y/n so they wouldn't get sick. In the end, Y/n was happy he took care of them ever since the slip up. Still, they sat in silence, not knowing what to say

"I'm sure you came back to talk about something, you look deep in thought"

"I just, I wanted to say how much I adore you, ever since I stepped in Yumenosaki Academy, I had my eyes set on you" Shu took their hands, blush on his face as he tried to avoid eye contact.

"I'm glad the feeling is mutual...I'm also assuming Eichi-?" They nodded as he stepped closer, gently holding your chin, facing them

"Can I...kiss you?"

"Of course, go ahead" Not wasting any time, Shu kissed them softly, smiling while embracing them. Nothing could ever make them feel so loved as this. Parting away while giggling softly, it was the best feeling ever.

A few months after graduating, Shu and Y/n opened a shop not so far from Yumenosaki, it contained tons of their designs up front for sale, a one of a kind fashion piece. It's safe to say their relationship turned for the better.

"Darling, you should rest, it's quite late." Y/n said as they spotted Shu sewing tiredly, smiling as he saw their figure in the doorframe of the sewing room

"Of course my dear, I was just finishing this shirt" He said, tidying up his stuff as he joined them in bed, kissing their cheek softly before drifting off

"Goodnight my love" Shu couldn't be happy as he felt Y/n's arms around him gently, smiling as they slept together in each other's arms.

[sunb0rn]

gagii?? bigla akong hindi mapakali (not that i can do something about it pa buuut). nakuha ko from grad school yung certificate of completed units ko.

gaaah. parang sobra sobra yung units sa expected ko?? di ko alam san galing mga yun until naisip ko na baka sumobra ako sa enrolled subjects 🫠 so inisa isa ko at parang sumobra nga ako ng core, pero kulang sa specialty?? shutaa?? parang gusto ko umiyak sa pag iisip ng nagastos ko pero kung nakakaluwag luwag lang ako sa buhay masaya ako thinking of the experience/s i gained from those.

pero di pa din tally ehh, 3 units lang sobra ko na core, kulang naman ng 3 sa specialty. ano yung 11 units na sobra??

idk what to feel, really.

well, nung una kong nakita yung units earned parang "shet! konting konti nalang pala (masaya/inspired) pero laking gastos nito kung babalikan ko (anxious, nanghihinayang/clueless)" and then this. HAHAHA.

dumadami na yung nsa listahan kung bakit fail talaga yung pinili ko ipush yung masters kahit na alam kong di ako ready mentally, emotionally, physically at financially just to appease the people around me and even myself, or so i thought. pero the irony pa din talaga that this time of life gave me life, in a way. ittry ko nalang siguro mag focus doon. ✨