exam 4 for me today
and i've had Eclipse on the mind so here he is to cheer you on today!
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i can’t end the year and start a new one without coming back to tumblr so hello!!!! i’m back finally 😭😭 i’ve missed everyone so much!!!!
going to be limiting my time here but being away completely has been so strange. like i don’t really feel like i need to be here anymore the way i used to but also i do miss it. i talked to my psychologist about how i was taking time away from here and she said i don’t have to cut it out completely either so that is validating lol
anyway i wish i could say i have my life together now and i’m doing great but it has still been very difficult to like get myself to take like good care of myself, but being away from tumblr for even longer isn’t exactly going to help that so... but i have a couch now! and i’m mostly unpacked and organised, there’s still stuff i need to get from my parent’s house but i have a lot less stuff in boxes now lol
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almost four months out from ending a ten year long friendship / three year long relationship. seven years of saying we’d live together our whole lives and planning the house we’d move into together. where we’d build our life together. and that life isn’t going to exist now. and it sucks. and it hurts. but i am doing better now than i have in years. and its bittersweet because of that pain. but its still good. i have people in my life who love me. i have family, and friends, and a boyfriend i love so much it makes me feel crazy. and i’m about to move across the country and get a chance for as fresh of a start as i could ask for. anyone who’s hurting or hopeless or heartbroken i want you to know things do get better. you do get over it. you do keep on living. you find people and things that make you happy and you move on. you’ve got better things coming for you ❤️
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