#normally i have very little dysphoria. like some mild discomfort and feeling of strangeness at having a chest and not looking like a boy
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Oh no big mistake to have looked at my reflection in the glass door in the kitchen </3 my gender dysphoria just skyrocketted :(
#normally i have very little dysphoria. like some mild discomfort and feeling of strangeness at having a chest and not looking like a boy#but OH MY GOD this is horrible#i just realised my shirt shows my collerbones and it looks feminine and you can see where the shirt is stretched cos of my chest and#HHHHHFHFHHJFHJJJ#i want to look like a boy :( why arent i a boy#like ik im a boy (gender neutral)#but :((#i need to go on testosterone and get top surgery#only another 2 months and then i can start the process of testosterone#but just#i hate this i hate the feeling of wrongness i hate how i can feel my shirt against my chest and ik its there#i havent had this bad dysphoria in like a year#i just :((#vent tw#vent#and my binders too small and my chest hurts after wearing it so i cant wear that
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