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#not healthy. Ofc naturally i know this. and i can push through it. im just not excited about it.
melto · 4 months
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something just like snapped in the back of my head like i Need to go like curl up in my room for like 5 days and play video games and not speak to like anyone
#^ guy who is not out of a depressive ep like he thought he sorta was#dont even like particularly feel the old urge of the anxiety/need to hurt my relationships like i used to..i just feel like shit.#short list of people i think i could handle like really speaking to rn but ultimately. i just want to be somewhere safe and easy#even if that feeling is like making me feel sorta suicidal still.#just dont have it in me to like figure out how to act normal right now. something i have to do around most people and nearly everyone#i intreact with irl right now#not healthy. Ofc naturally i know this. and i can push through it. im just not excited about it.#the exhaustion to like contain myself is greater than my lonliness even though that is rather large#and i would like to get this out of my system before like. the semester starts next week. which i know i cant like control but whatever#this is all sooooo stupid. i need to be alone but i need compaionship of someone i trust.#it feels like there is glue in my mouth and i can barely speak to people im not close with bc of how exhausted and anxious i am#man. thearpy is like. going to really . idk. probably not help my mood. bc it has been hard for me to word what has been happening to me#and im always so scared of saying something that will get me hosptizaled again. Even when it shouldnt. bc im not going to do anything.#but i am scared and tired simply. and while so much has gotten better and ive gotten so much better there are some things that i just.#cant seem to figure out how to fix or ask for help. whatever. Guy who is stupid and helpless and will have to just get over it at some poin#sry i just feel like shit. i should probably just eat something i havent been eating much. and then i will probably feel a bit better#news with isaac
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astrodoll2 · 2 years
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Moon sign observations part one. 🧸
Pisces moons are so beautiful, their creativity and the way their eyes spark once they speak about something/someone they’re passionate about, they are very loyal and tend to idealize a partner especially after the relationship is long done since they always see the good in everyone even if they mostly showed bad qualities they always assume their good is hiding underneath ily guys tho🥹
Aquarius moons I ATTRACT SO MANY BUT I LOVE IT because we have the most interesting conversations together, I love their out of the box thinking and how I know they’ll be nonjudgmental, they’re so open minded to all types of people and make everyone feel welcomed, unless they have Capricorn placements then they’re more stand offish
Capricorn moons you either get the money oriented cap moon or the I don’t want to go to school drop out cap moon but even then they still have a job to support their spending habits (they show their love by spoiling you) because trust me they can be very frugal at times
Scorpio moons can be very deceitful and secretive, you can assume they’re a trustworthy person meanwhile the entire time they’ve had ulterior motives (now ik this is a generalized statement and can be applied to anyone) but the reason I say scorpio is because I knew someone with this moon sign and they scammed multiple people ESPECIALLY CLOSE friends, and scorpios are known for being sneaky, strategic and ruthless same as like an Aries except an Aries wouldn’t go through all the trouble to make it seem like they care about you.
I love 8th house moons though, they are natural psychologist they’re the type of friend you go to when you want to have deep conversations and gain meaningful advice from. They’re not so mysterious themselves but rather they have a questionable magnetism like I tend to be drawn to them feeling like they have a depth to them that I want to explore or sometimes I don’t even know the reason I am so attracted to them but they usually always have 8th house moon
SYNASTRY MOON PLACEMENTS
Ofc if I love 8th house moons themselves I love 8th house moon synastry, super ATTRACTIVE ENERGY can be toxic at times with a push and pull vibe, but I love the excitement of the roller coaster emotions I know I am about to go on, their moon usually falls into my 8th house and I become obsessed with them idk if it goes both ways though because I never express just how much I like them I keep it hidden
5th house moon synastry it’s so fun and romantic they make my inner child happy by feeling safe with them and able to express myself wholeheartedly. The type of person to have fun adventures with and make great memories tg
11th house moon is like Russian roulette either I see them like a dream come true or I can only see them as a friend no matter how attracted I am towards them theres always something missing that I can’t quite put my finger on it.
6th house moon is really cute because you can be like eachothers therapists in a way, “Im there for you the way you’re there for me” type energy, you guys have eachothers back and respond with urgency when one needs the other but make sure it’s reciprocated, have healthy boundaries or one can turn resentful for giving more than the other
Reblog so I can know if you guys want a part two!!🪷🫶🏻
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barsformars · 3 years
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g - fluff; non-idol!au
p - vet!jongho × vet!reader
w.c - 1.1k+
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c - jongho tries to prove that the cat loves him more than it loves you but him cheating just led to much desired but unexpected situations.
a.n - hello im back to make @closer-stars suffer with another jongho writing! not too sure if you would like the vet au but cats! so kdksksk hope you like it bebs <3
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"Siru loves me more and I am going to prove it to you today," Jongho stated confidently but him sneaking her favourite salmon jerky into the front pockets of his white coat says otherwise. You pretend you don't see anything, just giving him a light shrug and a smile that Jongho can only describe as an I-would-love-to-see-you-try-for-the-umpteenth-time smile.
It's always less talk and more action when it comes to Jongho so he doesn't even bother whining about you doubting Siru's love for him. He pushes through the door to the back where Siru is resting along with the other pets in the clinic, the salmon jerky still in his pocket (of course). You quickly follow right after, not wanting to miss even a second of what was about to come. You usually wouldn't ever dream of him doing it but it's inevitable if he really wants to fight for Siru's attention.
"Siru~" Jongho cooes just like every other overly affectionate pet owner in the world. Oh yes, Jongho's pet owner voice has finally made its debut. You won't even tell him how many times you have overheard him practicing it in the exam room when he assumed you were busy attending to other animals in the other exam room. It definitely sounds much more natural now, maybe because he's actually saying it to an actual cat rather than to the canine skeleton model in his exam room.
"Siru, come here." Jongho's so determined he even included a meow between his words. You stifle a laugh as you watch him from behind. Everything you were witnessing now was ridiculous, ridiculously adorable.
The tortoiseshell seemed to have picked up the scent of her favourite treat because you see her sniffing in the direction of Jongho's pocket, her eyes fixed on it rather than Jongho's face. If he was able to get her out of her cage, even by baiting her like this, you would still acknowledge his victory. It would still be an improvement from before when she wouldn't even move a step closer to him. A small win is still a win.
Unfortunately, Jongho completely messes up when he goes on to say: "It's time for your daily check-up, baby." Yeah....using the word "baby" here wasn't going to work if the three prohibited words in the cat's dictionary was also included in the same sentence. With that, Siru folds her ears back down and immediately goes to hide in the corner of her cage.
"Great! Another free cup of coffee for me!" You chirped as you moved forward to give him a pat on his shoulder.
Jongho sighs in defeat, his shoulders slumping over. "Maybe I should have just been an ordinary doctor for humans. I still don't understand how to get the pets to warm up to me."
"Hey, that was a pretty close attempt," you comforted him. "You just need a little more practice, can't really blame you when you spend more time operating on them rather than interacting when they're conscious."
"But-"Jongho straightens his back so fast you almost lose your balance due to the shock-"I know a trick ninety-nine point nine percent of animals can't resist." He shoots you a mischievous glance and a smirk as he pulls out his 'secret' weapon, which did indeed catch Siru's attention.
Siru was already near the entrance of the cage when your competitiveness takes over you. Your first instinct was to create a distance between the two of them, and maybe you could blame it on your frequent fantasies in doing so, but your arms naturally went around his waist as you pulled him away, you now behind him once again.
"You think I didn't notice? You cheater!" You unintentionally gave him a tight squeeze as you tried to snatch the treat out of his hand and Jongho feels like you had just snatched his breath away, literally and figuratively.
"U-uh...that's a tad too tight, my dear." Jongho regrets almost instantly for saying that right now. It was not unusual for him to use it on you but using it in this situation was probably not the best idea; misunderstandings may arise.
If anyone ever asks you for an instance where your competitiveness takes over you, you're going to use this as an example because you didn't even notice the position the both of you were in until Jongho had said that. "Oh shit, sorry." You tried to take a step back and away from your colleague but it seems like the universe has other plans for the both of you because you trip over Jongho's foot in the process.
You would like to thank his quick reflexes in grabbing your arms — that were pretty much still around him — and reeling you back in, otherwise you would have crashed into the cages behind you, giving the other animals an extremely unpleasant wake-up call. But you also hate it, because now the both of you are closer than before, one cheek squished against his back and his hands firmly holding onto yours, the both of you frozen on the spot. How were you supposed to act in a situation like this?
You were the first one to break the awkward but somehow comforting silence, clearing your throat and redirecting the both of you back to the real reason you two were in here for — Siru.
"Oh yeah, Siru..."
"I'll get her," you said, pulling away cautiously this time to avoid the same situation from happening again. Jongho fingers lingers on your arms as you do just in case he needs to catch you again.
"Okay, I'll go get prepared."
"Thanks." Jongho nods in acknowledgement and heads straight towards the door, wanting to get out of there as soon as possible. His heart was pumping dangerously fast, it couldn't be healthy to let it continue that way for any longer.
Jongho was just about to close the door behind him, so he could wipe away the cold sweat that was starting to drip down his warm face, when you called out to him. He can barely breathe all because of you.
"We should talk about it after work." You notice the slight confusion in his face, and though you know he's quick-witted enough to figure out what you mean, you don't want to leave any chances of him misunderstanding. "About us, I mean. But also I mean even if you have nothing to say to me, I have lots of things to tell you. So, please?"
"Sure, we can talk about us."
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all-things-mlqc · 4 years
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The five boys react to an overweight MC that works as a nutritionist but struggles a lot to lose weight? It might be strange but it happens sometimes. PLEASE!!! Btw, I love your work❤️
This was really fun to write about. Knowing that these guys are so supportive of MC and want to help her in any way possible with whatever she’s struggling with is just so sweet. 
Thank you for the love and support as well! 😭 I’m usually just memeing it up out here so writing HCs is very new for me but your support helps so much! I did meme a lot while writing this as well because what’s life without memes, so you can find all of my inner thoughts crossed out~ Hope you enjoy!
HC below the cut~
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Gavin:
Gavin loves and supports MC through everything. He’s constantly watching and confronts her whenever he believes something is wrong.
After noticing her sulking at herself in the mirror, he asks what’s troubling her.
“Nothing really! You don’t need to worry about me.”
She gives him a small smile and turns away from the mirror.
He figured it had something to do with her figure given the way she was looking at herself.
He remembered her mentioning how even though she’s a nutritionist, she still struggled with her own weight.
She didn’t seem all that down back when mentioning it, but the expression she had in the mirror said otherwise.
He stood up from the sofa and asked if she wanted to go with him during his morning jog.
“Why would you want me to do that? I’d only slow you down.”
Gavin: I don’t mind. If it’ll help, then I’ll do anything I can.
This man isn’t one for small talk. He gets straight to the point. He observes, finds the problem and seeks out a solution. There was no need for MC to confirm his suspicions about wanting to lose weight; It was all in her expression.
“I don’t really want you to go out of your way for me... Besides, it’s important you don’t slack off with your training.”
Gavin: I wouldn’t be slacking off. Training with you would only make me work harder.
A NATURAL ROMANTIC BUT ALSO A FUCKING MORON WHO GAVE HER A BLOOD SOAKED LETTER. IM GONNA BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU YA DUMBASS
MC takes up on Gavin’s offer considering how adamant he was. He also didn’t seem concerned in the slightest about MC being a burden BECAUSE SHES LITERALLY THE LIGHT IN HIS LIFE AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER
After they go jogging, they stop for a healthy meal of MCs choice because Gavin doesn’t know what food is. Have you seen his kitchen? INSTA NOODLES EVERYWHERE. Boy is literally the type to throw a lunchables on the dinner table and give thanks for his beloved meal. Omg nononono I’m thinking of all these sad things now about how Gavin was literally homeless for a while as a kid so he probably just got used to eating something small and simple every day. BYE IMMA GO CRY NOW
While eating, Gavin comes up with a few more ideas to help and offers to take her to his gym every other day.
They come up with a plausible schedule that could seem efficient to MC’s wish of losing weight.
This also gives MC the chance to make sure Gavin is taking care of himself as well.
Kiro:
Kiro and MC meet up when he finally has free time and manages to escape from Savin.
Like their normal days together, they end up walking around Loveland City, going to some sightseeing locations. They just enjoy each other’s company.
When stopping to buy a snack, Kiro grabs two bags of chips and beams up at MC only to see her forced smile. He immediately gets concerned given how positive she always is.
Kiro: Are you ok? What’s on your mind?
“No, it’s nothing. I’m just trying to narrow down on the amount of junk food I eat.”
Kiro: Why is that? You’ve always told me to live to the fullest.
“Well... I’m trying to lose some weight but it seems more problematic than I had originally thought.”
With MC looking ashamed of how little progress she has made thus far, Kiro places both bags back on the shelf with a bright smile.
Kiro: Well if we both work together then there’s no chance we could lose this fight! Besides, Savin has been at my throat lately considering the mount of junk food I’ve been eating recently too.
“Kiro...”
MC stared at Kiro, dumbfounded, who seemed so positive. This gave MC a boost of confidence, herself.
She quietly thanked him while giving him a genuine smile.
They spent the whole day doing fun activities. In a way, this was part of Kiro’s plan to help MC. He knew how much this mattered to her so he wanted to keep a smile on her face while secretly help her from the shadows.
It’s honestly what he does best. It’s hard to tell in the game since we don’t get to see every expression he makes or how he reacts to things, but take a good look at his reactions in the anime. You can see how serious he really is behind his happy facade.
He continues to silently help her every time they spend time together as well as send her encouraging texts and reminders.
Nobody is more positive and encouraging than Kiro~
Lucien:
Lucien knows everything nutritionists know, let’s be real. This man was a child prodigy who skipped half of his school life, going straight to college.
He knows EXACTLY what MC needs. The one problem is, so does MC.
She knows what she needs to do but doesn’t have the kind of support she needs. She easily becomes discouraged when things don’t work out after trying so hard.
Luckily, Lucien is also a wonderful supporter minus when he just “what’s a magic? Don’t know em. No thoughts. Head empty. Only science and death”. Uhu then what do you call that flying cop outside the window? Where’s your science behind that? Lucien: “Well you see, there is a certain DNA mutation that—“ DO NOT ANSWER THAT YOU FOOL I KNOW ITS SCIENCE BUT MAGIC IS EASIER TO ACCEPT RN BECAUSE MY BRAIN GO BRRR
But considering it’s MCs health, he is very supportive and even explains that many people struggle with the same problem. There’s not exactly any problem with how someone looks unless it is overall affecting their health for the worse but he will gladly help MC if she wishes to lose weight.
Knowing that Lucien views it this way immediately gives MC more confidence.
An enormous amount of stress has been lifted off her shoulders which will ultimately help her reach her goal.
Lucien comes up with a solid workout plan and diet that is easy for MC to follow and even offers to make her some special meals to help with weight loss because Bill Nye over here has the solution to everything
I also highkey imagined him whispering in her ear like the first day they met that if she follows his plan without any casualties, he would give her special rewards and yes I do mean THOSE kind of rewards because this man is K I N K Y. I don’t even like him, I blame my friend who’s constantly giving me these ideas about him. You’re lucky you’re a bitch or I’d probably be on the floor for you too.
Victor:
Victor’s biggest struggle is vulnerability. He is very blunt and says what comes to his mind without always thinking it through.
Because of this, he upsets MC when talking about her weight.
He meant no harm from whatever he may have said but notices MC’s sorrowful expression after lifting his eyes from the papers on his desk to meet her gaze.
He immediately acknowledges what he had done and puts everything away for the day, offering to take her to Souvenir.
“What..?”
Victor: I’m done for the day. If you don’t have anything else to do, you can come with me.
“But why?”
Victor: You’re still you regardless of your weight, but if it’s something you want to change, I’ll help.
The man wanted to tell her she’s beautiful and amazing no matter what, but hahaha we all know this man can’t compliment for the life of him. Jkjk he can but like I said before, v u l n e r a b i l i t y. He struggles with expressing his true feelings.
MC responds with pure shock on her face,
“Really?? You’d help me?”
Victor: Only an idiot would ask a question like that. You should count on me more when you’re struggling with something like this.
Baka this baka that. If I don’t add it somewhere, than this whole HC isn’t accurate at all. All you thirsty Victor hoes go watch his baka clip if you want more *spray bottles*
He tidies up his desk and grabs his coat, heading towards the door while MC stumbles over her thoughts.
He only stops halfway out the door to look back over his shoulder at MC.
Victor: Well?
“I— I’m coming!”
She rushes over and follows him out the door.
Victor ends up making MC a delicious and healthy meal, one he knows is a special meal for a weight loss diet.
Cooking was never that important to him. He only learned because of the little girl he once knew. But now... Now he has a new reason to continue cooking.
That girl had come back to him and he would do anything in his power to make her happy.
Shaw:
He watches MC intently as she talks about how difficult it is for her.
Right before MC finishes, he places her on his skateboard and takes off without giving her time to protest.
She shouts in fear ofc. Why wouldn’t she. I’m terrified every time the game says he puts mc on his skateboard just—
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Shaw chuckles with amusement in her ear and then tells her to push off with her own feet.
“ARE YOU INSANE?” yes, yes he is
Shaw: I won’t let you fall but I won’t stop until you push.
“Fine fine!”
With the help of Shaw keeping her steady, she’s able to smoothly push off the skateboard a few times.
After getting the hang of it, there’s a slight smile taking place of her feared expression from before.
Shaw’s expression, however, doesn’t change in the slightest. That teasing smirk rests on his face as she continues to push them down the park sidewalk.
As they reach the main road, she yells back to Shaw when the skateboard doesn’t slow down.
“Shaw—!”
It’s all she managed to get out as the fear she once had returned again.
MC shut her eyes with panic as the street grew closer and closer, only to feel an arm wrap around her as the cold wind hitting her face dissipated.
When her eyes opened, she saw Shaw giving her the same mocking smirk he always wears. However, his eyes showed signs of gentleness he doesn’t often express.
He offers her one of his skateboards for workout purposes as well as being her workout partner.
MCs chuckles out of amusement from the idea of HER riding a skateboard by herself. totally a reason why Shaw made this offer. He feeds off of entertainment.
She politely declines his offer of skateboarding but hesitantly asks if he would help her in other ways.
The question needs no thought from Shaw but he doesn’t want her to know he made up his mind to help long ago. ah yes, his one weakness as well, vulnerability
Shaw: I suppose being of assistance to you may turn out entertaining.
MC: Is that all I am to you? A source of entertainment?
She pouts at him half jokingly but he pays no mind to it as he kicks up his skateboard and continues walking ahead while suggesting a few things they can do to help with weight loss. Daring but not enough to scare her away. He actually wants to help but needs her to comply with his suggestions
Shaw is the type to help those he cares for without making it obvious. He believes personal relationships is a weakness for someone like him so he always keeps people at arms length; He always wants a possible way out for when he has to push people away.
While this is true, he’s also struggled with vulnerability his whole life. Considering the type of person his father was, growing up with a man like that not only puts pressure on Shaw, but also forms this broken and terrified personality under his overconfident facade.
Someone please just hold this man, he’s trying his best and needs healing
Their solution for MC is to try some fun activities together. Fun enough for MC to believe that Shaw isn’t going out of his way for her but also not as extreme to the point where MC won’t participate.
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leafy-wings · 3 years
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glory for the ask meme?
good morning!
for this ask meme
Sexuality Headcanon: lesbiab Gender Headcanon: nonbinery.. demigirl maybe. “girl maybe but fruity” A ship I have with said character: i postulated this before tentatively but; glory x snowfall? ehh? i really want to write a fic of them hanging out, where glory introduces snowfall to the idea of suntime, mirroring the scene in hidden kingdom where its like “the first lesson is to sleep. you need it” yknow! glory understands snowfalls queen trauma so well, glorys young too and while her legacy is success she only became queen to save her tribe in the face of a horrific prophecy. i would love to see a more slowburn for snowfall realizing nightwings are pretty ok and glory could help, sympathizing with the things that they did while under pressure while still forgiving/not forgiving them. like i think glorys the best character for making the point of; what happened to you was wrong, bad, and unnecessary, it was done with malicious intent, but those that did it thought it necessary, were not doing it for fun, and no longer have the need to do it. the intersection between.. justice, revenge, and healing vs sympathizing and understanding the grief those against you might be going through and understanding that since theyre not going away you need to come to terms with them. ofc their situations are different but i think a nice parallel and different enough to make a point. id love to see them argue about how the monarchy is bad or maybe have snowfall consider lax rainwing protocol for icewing society as well as the games to become queen so she doesnt have to kill or be killed. i also kinda maybe ship snowfall x hazel so maybe all 3 of them are there. i like it A BROTP I have with said character: i want glory and peril to be friends.. i wanna write a short character study fic about them and how they viewed their time under scarlet. i think of all people glory would understand needing to be weaponized to keep oneself safe, and i like the idea of peril more apprehensive to approach glory because of her emotions. she feels more feelings than peril does who only ever really feels angry or excited. OH YEAH i really wanted to write a fic where they have a lil therapy session because sunny insists upon it, but its only the two of them to see if they can socialize, where glorys supposed to drop her mask scales because hiding her emotions isnt healthy while peril has to try and pin down her feelings while they talk because she needs to learn social cues and other dragons feelings and what better way than with a dragon who shows their feelings so clearly? i just want them to talk about the fallout of the prophecy in a very frank and understanding way. plus i like tsunami and glory, i feel like perhaps tsunami was not nice enough to glory while under the mountain while still wanting to defend them, tsunamis shtick is trying to protect her friends while glorys shtick is trying to protect herself and a few save dragons around her. id love to see the both of them try and get the other to have more wide reaching empathy for others as well as. argue the ethics of being queens gfhjgfd A NOTP I have with said character: glory and deathbringer i fucking hate deathbringer. aside from the age (and yes actually id be uncomfortable with an 18 year old dating a 30+ year old too yeah thank you) deathbringer is just too immature and giddy and non serious. i know the conceit is supposed to be, just like thorn/smolder, that its a character who is serious and haughty as a defense mechanism getting their walls broken down by someone who pushes them into having fun where theyre actually also fun and mischievious and joking on the inside, but like. this is NOT the time. hes annoying and aggravating and i dont see the charming aspect when i know that glory is young and traumatized and in the midst of basically the worst event of her life and deathbringer is basically the first dragon whos nice to her SPECIFICALLY to flirt with her. and i cant believe that deathbringer knew WELL That the rainwings were being kidnapped and tortured TO DEATH and didnt do basically anything to warn her. he is a NIGHTWING adult during the time in which they are enslaving her tribe so i can safely side with snowfall on this one and say Fuck Nightwings Until They Repent. A random headcanon: glory definitely makes wide reforms to rain/night society in regards to being more progressive and welcoming. making more accessible houses for houseless rainwings, getting rainwings to actually raise children, getting schools and places for therapy, just overseeing all the business of the rain/night kingdom to have it be more “normal”. not that she wants them to act like other tribes because thats “normal”, no, of course not, she loves her tribe(s) including with all their strangeness and proclivity for nature, but.. sometimes legislature is there for a reason so you dont get unfair treatment, and glory only seeks to see her tribe treated fairly General Opinion over said character: i like glory! shes one of my favorites; i sympathize with her a lot in being traumatized and unsure of how to deal with it. the part at the start of the book where she ruminates about kind of missing being with scarlet hit me so hard... i understand how it is when youre traumatized so thoroughly and basically alone though you have friends AROUND you, that you become a bit “selfish” because you just want to see yourself safe, and then the ensuing protectiveness you feel over people like you. i like that she cares about justice, which is not always kind and given through nice words. i do wish her trauma about being almost MURDERED by her guardians as well as abused ALL HER FUCKING LIFE was grappled with more (and yes im one of the anti sunnys who think she was a real bitch for demanding that glory forgive the dragons who TAUGHT HER SHE WAS WORTHLESS. if sunny feels bad for the guardians who didnt abuse her to the extent that they did glory than thats HER issue, and she has no place pushing the decision to forgive them onto glory, when iirc webs never even fucking feels bad). she also gets a hard case of “turns into nothing when its not her POV” and so fucking aggravatingly is that her given personality trait is “i love my boyfriend who is 2x my age”. her aggression, sense of justice, wittiness and haughtiness are scrubbed clean and replaced with little romantic quips with some guy i hate. she has so much left to her character and so much insight to offer in a lot of what happens in the book but, no, shes just set aside.. id also love to see what shes actually doing as queen
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kirishwima · 4 years
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oooo, what about... hcs on how MC treats the various members when they’re sick and vice versa if you’re up for it!!!!
oh i really like this! especially since im a little sick today too lol
YOOSUNG:
* When he’s sick, he’ll complain about it A Lot 
* He’s just a grumpy little bean, walking around with a blanket over his head and shoulders, probably with a thermometer stuck in his mouth for extra Drama ((yoosung bby that’s-that’s now how u use thermometers))
* He’ll love it if MC takes care of him, taking his temperature, bringing him tea in bed or cooking a warm meal for him
* Even though he loves to be pampered, he’d really try his best so MC won’t catch his cold-he’ll berely even look their way, even holding his breath when MC is near his face to e.g. put a compress on his forehead
* When MC is sick, his caretaker switch is instantly flipped 
* He loves to take care of his loved ones, and so he might feel a little guilty excitement to be the one to take care of MC in their time of need
* Will make delicious hecking soup, or even call his mom for some housewife flu remedies
* He’ll feel especially guilty if MC caught the cold from him-will double up his pampering ante and refuse to let MC even take a single step out of the bed
* He’ll personally call their work/uni to let them know MC’s sick, and will spend the day by their side no matter what
*He’s just a sweet caring baby :’)
ZEN:
* Also a Big. B I G drama queen when sick
* Zen: *sneezes*  Zen: This is it. This is how I die. Goodbye cruel world
* He very rarely gets sick thanks to his good genes and self-care, so when he does it feels like the end of the world for him
* If MC tries to care for him, he’ll appreciate it but will refuse their help at first, worried that they’ll catch his cold
* Will eventually accept the help though, especially if his cold worsens/if he develops a fever e.t.c
* The first time MC takes care of him when he’s sick, he might actually cry; he hasn’t had someone care for him like that ever since he left home, and even then he never experienced this gentleness, the way MC cradles his face when placing a cold compress to his forehead or how they hold his hand tight to comfort him
* He simply appreciates their presence really
* If MC is sick, he’s immediatly tackling them to the bed, turning them into a burrito of clothes and blankets as he dashes into the kitchen to make them some warm tea with honey
* Might actually be a liiiittle extreme with his care-no Zen, no one needs 5 spoons of honey in their tea nor a whole box of vitamin C to get over their cold. Yes, they’ll be fine even without wearing 25 layers of pyjamas
* MC will probably have to calm him down and reassure him they’re fine, they’ve been through the common cold a dozen times and it’ll pass
* He’ll be happy to care for them whichever way they need him to though
JAEHEE:
* Baehee does NOT get colds.
* She refuses to!!
* What you heard was definitely not a sneeze. It was just. Uhhh. It was just allergies. Yup, that’s all it was.
* It takes a lot to convince her that yes, Jaehee, you do have the flu, and yes you need to rest
* The fussiest patient ever really
* Even with a burning fever she’ll refuse to stay in bed, dazily trying to get ready for work regardless of her condition
* MC please tie this girl to the bed (no, not in a kinky way, more like a please-stay-there-and-get-better sorta way)
* When she eventually gives up and allows MC to take care of her, she’ll feel really guilty about it-Jaehee’s so used to being self-efficient, that she’s never really had someone care this much for her
* She appreciates it, but is also scared-for her having someone care this much for you is both a blessing and a curse, and it’ll take her a long time to learn to accept help when she needs it
* If MC is sick however, she’s immediatly running to the pharmacy for vitamins and cold medicine
* She won’t fuss too much over MC-it’s something she herself hates, so she doesn’t want to make MC feel overwhelmed either.
* Instead she’ll discreetly push MC to go home earlier from work, will leave all the necessary medicine on the bedside table, make some tea and soup for the both of them, e.t.c
* If she knows MC likes to be pampered, she’ll be more bold with her care, cuddling MC and placing her cool hands onto MC’s forehead for comfort (i hc that Jaehee always has really cold hands and feet lol)
JUMIN:
* Similarly to Jaehee, he’s not used to getting colds
* He has his own personal doctor, nutritionist, everything needed to be in perfect health pretty much
* It’s more likely that, after getting the yearly flu shot, he develops a few flu-like symptoms for a few days as it often happens with the influenza shot
* He tries to muscle through the symptoms, but when he starts coughing midway through a meeting, he decides to take the day off and go home to rest instead
* He’s very attuned to his body-if he feels unwell, then that’s that, and he’ll simply wait for his body to recover to its natural state
* MC is probably a bit shocked at first-they’ll try to offer Jumin some help, to go get him some medicine or cook something for him, but he’ll refuse, saying his doctor has already given him all the necessary medications and that he can just call the chef to make them both something appropriate for the winter weather
* If MC tells him that they’d rather cook something for him because ‘a meal made with love will make the cold go away faster’, then he’ll simply tell the chef to take the day off, and lounge in the kitchen as he fondly watches MC make him a heartwarming soup
* He’ll indulge a little if MC lets him-will tell them to feed him, smirking at the blush that spreads on their cheeks. He’ll raise a brow and tease them, asking if they should help him shower as well, laughing at their wide eyes at the suggestion (not that he’d mind it *wink wonk*)
* If MC is the one sick however, then hoo boy, all hell will break loose
* The penthouse is effectively in quarantine-he’ll call the best doctors he knows of to examine them, will tell Jaehee that he won’t be coming into work and remain by MC’s side at all times until MC is back in full health
* Jumin: “I’ve called the best doctors I know, you’re in good hands MC”  MC: “That’s literally a cardiologist and a diabetologist, Jumin that’s like asking an architect to engineer an airplane?! pls tell these poor ppl to go back home”
* He’s absoloutely one to overreact, and it’ll take a LOT to convince him to calm down and simply let MC rest
* He’ll actually try and cook for MC-nothing fancy, maybe just some rice porridge or noodle soup, and it might taste a bit weird, but he’ll be happy if MC eats even a little bit of it
* Just wants to take care of his SO, even if he doesn’t really know how to
SEVEN:
* Wait i thought idiots don’t catch colds-
* He is definitely one to catch a cold in the summer
* One moment he’s fine and memeing like usual, the next he’s laid down on the couch, sweating and coughing like there’s no tomorrow
* He’s not used to actually having someone around to care for him, and getting sick as a kid...well, it was essentially a death sentence, so he’s gotten used to hiding his symptoms as best as possible
* It’ll actually take a while for MC to notice he’s sick-they might hear him discreetly cough while trying to talk, notice he looks more tired than usual, little things that point out that he’s not in the best shape
* He won’t push MC away if they try to take care of him, but he’ll be really confused-he deadass NEVER had anyone do this for him, and he doesn’t really know what’s happening
* “Wait MC why are you pulling me to bed I’m not really in the mood for-”   “SHUT UP AND LET ME NURSE YOU BACK TO HEALTH YOU BID NERD”
* Will crack nurse jokes at any and all opprotunities (will try and get MC to wear his nurse cosplay outfit ofc)
* In all honestly, his heart will swell with love when he looks up to see MC’s worried face, how they’ll place a hand on his forehead or feed him medicine and a warm meal that isn’t honey buddha chips
* He feels guilty but at the same time so happy-he never thought he could ever have this, and he does, and he’s so scared that they’ll slip right through his fingers-with the boldness that the delerium of fever allows him, he’ll hold MC close to him, not caring wether they’ll catch his cold or not, simply grateful for their presence beside him
* If MC gets sick....good luck lmao
* He wants to take care of them, he just...has no clue how to lol
* Will put honey buddha chips in the microwave and hope it works
* Nah I’m just kidding-he’s used to taking care of Saeran as kids, so he more or less knows what to do-he will however have to ask Yoosung if he can come over and help him cook since he’s hopeless in that regard
V/JIHYUN:
* V actually has a pretty weak immune system-not immunocompromised per say, but he’s just more vulnerable to the winter cold is all
* He’s used to getting sick and knows the drill-go to the pharmacy, get some meds, stay in bed for a day or two, then back to daily life it is
* Rika...never really took much care of him. It’s probably not only because she didn’t try to, but also because he’s used to doing his best to not worry anyone; whatever burden there is to carry, he’ll try and carry it alone, always
* Well, MC is here now and they ain’t about to let that happen
* V will try and undermine his flu at first, but MC will insist, will tug this big lanky boy into bed and cover him in blankets, make him some warm tea with milk and honey and stay beside him as he drinks it, rubbing soothing circles in his back if he starts coughing/sneezing
* Unused to such affection, he’ll probably be shocked and flustered at first, but will appreciate the care nontheless
* Can’t wait to get healthy again so he can pepper MC’s face with kisses and take them on a well-deserved date, as a thank you for taking care of him
* If MC gets sick, his nursing mode is ON. 
* This boy is a caregiver by design-he loves to pamper his loved ones, loves to be there and caring for them as much as possible 
* If MC has a cough, he’ll cook up one of his mother’s remedies-a cup of warm red wine with honey and lemon (it soothes the throat instantly, 10/10 guaranteed)
* He’ll quietly stay besides them as they sleep the cold off, reading a book and frequently checking their temperature, placing lukewarm compresses to their forehead (only after placing a quick kiss of course)
* Hates to see his MC sick, but loves to care for them, can you see the predicament poor spicy mint is in
hi im soph and im here to remind you to get your yearly flu vaccine when possible! the yearly flu is no joke and actually kills thousands per year, so please take care of yourselves and your loved ones
-send me mystic messenger headcanons/scenarios for the characters to react to!-
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I got a really importante job interview tomorrow. its for a big company, working at a place i would really enjoy, and my parents are rlly excited for me. but for the life of me i dont wanna go. i think im sabotaging myself again. im feeling so hopeless and like what the fuck is the point?of this life and social duties? i wanna be the moss on tree barks. i want to never be seen and heard again. i dont knw why i just cant go and fail again. or worse. not fail.
jgkfldsjfkd hey ! you probably are self-sabotaging as a defense mechanism, because you’re scared, man. and you think if you freak yourself out then you can’t be blamed if it goes wrong. so listen. it’s ok to be afraid, and to register that fear. breathe. let it wash over you. keep an objective perception when you can. it doesn’t matter how it turns out in the grand scheme. if you get the job, cool - you’ll adapt, you’ll learn. if you don’t, cool - there’ll be other options in the future. it’s very natural to be nervous when it comes to something like this, i promise.  especially if you have no self esteem, or you’re dealing with a lot of mental stress at the moment. it’d almost be weird if you weren’t scared. maybe you could ask your parents to help you prepare a little, practice some interview questions so you feel a little more productive and you don’t have time to overthink it? control what you can and let the rest figure itself out.
i’m v sorry to hear about how down you are, though :( feeling so disconnected from things, and not wanting to be a physical being or whatever is a really painful thing to go through. you don’t necessarily have to push it away, or let it control you. all you have to do is cope with it as healthily as you can. acknowledge it, and feel it, and communicate about it with others so you know on a tangible level that you’re not alone. you don’t have to let your existentialism ruin everything you do, you know? you’re here, and you have the chance to choose what the ‘point’ of your life is, and that doesn’t have to be a bad thing. every day you’re creating your own purpose. i know it all seems very daunting, i know. but your life isn’t meaningless just because you’re overwhelmed right now. honestly, finding a place to work that you actually like is quite rare. and it sounds like a wonderful opportunity. so you can feel all of these intense emotions, you can let them occur. and you can have all of these upset thoughts, but that doesn’t mean you should believe them. your perception is clouded by all of the shit you’re dealing with at the minute. 
that being said, if you’re really feeling awful lately, and you don’t think you can handle a job, then i definitely think you should put your mental health first. it’s normal to question your own significance sometimes, and to think about what the point is, but only to an extent. if it starts to suffocate you, it could (hypothetically) be a symptom of something like depression (though that may not be the case ofc.). regardless, it’d be best to get in touch with your doctor if that’s a possibility? there’s a lot they can offer you in terms of healthy coping mechanisms/thinking patterns, counseling, perhaps medication if they think that’s the right thing for you. there are so many options, and you’re not as trapped as your brain is leading you to believe. i know it’s weird to talk about what’s going on in your head. but it’s like i said about the interview - it’s fine to feel afraid of these v personal and nerve wracking experiences. but there’s a difference between feeling an emotion and completely drowning in it. so please, if you can reach out if you haven’t done so already. even if you just start by talking to your parents about how you’re feeling. that’s a really positive first step. it all starts with you making the first move. you gotta confront what is making you not want to be seen. you gotta try to create a life that you don’t want to escape from, one slow step at a time.
anyway, good luck for the interview if you go honey!! i hope you do, cause i really believe in you. and just cause you can’t see your own worth, doesn’t mean you’re not deserving of a fulfilling life. i’m sure you’ll do wonderfully. nothing is ever as bad as we expect it to be, you know? i’m rooting for you a lot. and i’m sending a lot of love your way. hmu if you need a friend, or if you want to talk more about it :)
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mithoen · 7 years
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U L T I M A T E HATOFUL AGESWAP AU
MYSELF AND @sproson-ya CAME UP WITH A BUNCH OF IDEAS FOR LIKE. AN AGESWAP AU KIND OF THING?? ITS NOT ALL EXACT SWAPS IT’S JUST FOR FUN THO
Nageki the school librarian who’s still very sick but a determined big bro to all his brothers and sisters
when he lived in the orphanage with the other kids he was always trying his best to look after them all but his weak health made it hard for him to do much so all his siblings had to work hard to make up for it and he felt Terrible about it
he’s always sending as much money as he can spare to the orphanage now that he’s working and in much better heath due to the st pigeonations medicine developed for him
Hitori, Nageki’s younger brother who moved out of the orphanage with Nageki despite the dove’s protests, eager to protect his elder bro
in the second year!!
was always the one who worried the most over nageki so being seperate from the other is like. ???? how?? could he even do that??? is there a universe that exists in which he and nageki aren’t together?????
very kind and sweet tho not afraid to Fight for the people he cares about
lives together with nageki in a small but homely apartment near to the school
is still worried often about nageki’s health, especially whenever he sees nageki even show any signs of being ill
Kazuaki who has been best friends with Hitori since before the two could even remember
in second year with hitori and in the same homeroom as him
has a very kind and supportive family and has had a cushy life, causing him to be a bit of a weakling in terms of personality
met hitori in nursery where the two became fast friends
hitori’s always had to protect kazuaki from bullies, due to how easily kazoo cries
lived closer to hitori when the other quail’s home was the orphanage, though kazuaki’s parents trust the two of them enough to let kazoo make the journey to nageki’s apartment by himself
he cries every time he has to do it, of course.
treats nageki and hitori’s apartment as a second home, which neither brother minds that much
when they started attending st. pigeonations hitori and kazoo actually began dating in secret, mainly out of fear of backlash from other students
kazoo is more worried about it than hitori, but they agreed to hide it in case kazoo ends up being bullied anymore than he already does
nageki, of course, figured it out ages ago that they liked each other but he hasn’t said anything out of respect for hitori’s privacy - his brother will tell nageki when he’s ready
Sakuya the world renowned pianist who teaches music at st. pigeonations
he’s well liked by the kids for his patient nature and strict but fair way of teaching, is always very proud of the students he teaches
left the le bel family when he was young to become a musician, as encouraged by his elder brother. he’s never looked back.
Hiyoko!! The gym teacher!! She’s extremely enthusiastic about getting all these birdies fit, what with being the only human
pushes every student to do their best but would never make them overwork - being healthy is best!!
Very Proud of all of them as well, cries tears of joy when they win in any athletic competition, also cries when they don’t win simply because they put their all into every match
RYOUTA THE SCHOOL DOCTOR WHO DECIDED TO DEDICATE HIS LIFE TO MEDICINE AFTER HIS WIFE’S DEATH
he had a kid with her though after she died ryouta’s not gotten on very well with said kid. ryouta understands how hard it is on his son tho and he doesn’t want other children to feel the pain of losing a parent, which is why he works so hard
RYUUJI’S HIS KID, OBVIOUSLY
ryuuji the 3rd year who leads a gang of 3 (including himself) misfit children
he doesn’t get along very well with ryouta, not after his mum died - its mainly ryuuji’s own fault for distancing himself from his father, blaming ryouta for not being able to save mrs. kawara
Okosan the birdolympics champion, who’s won Multiple gold medals in track
good friends with hiyoko?? somehow??? she calls in favours from him to cover P.E. lessons sometimes when she’s too injured from fighting the wildlife (ofc she still lives in a cave)
pe lessons with okosan are always. very strange. there’s often a lot of running. and bean throwing. student opinion is mixed.
ANGHEL THE VE R Y GOOD AND ALSO VERY PASSIONATE ART TEACHER
still talks like a chuunibyou o b v i o u s l y
students are never quite sure of what he’s talking about?? tho he’s always very pleased with their art no matter what they draw, whether or not it’s what he was trying to teach them so lessons with him are actually p/chill
there’s a select few people who can decipher his language - hiyoko, ryouta, nageki and the students in his manga club, the club in question being less of a friendly after-school gathering and more of a... cult.
Souma the sharp tongued, short kid with literally the worst personality ever (also yes i know his name would be something else, but like. souma’s cuter sh u s h)
is in second year with hitori and kazuaki but he’s actually been moved up a year
he’s very much a smartass and a huge dick about that all the time
the second member of ryuuji’s mischief gang, often the instigator for any of the nastier pranks the three of them pull
included but not limited to: buckets filled with paint above doors, creating various gas bombs and throwing them into classrooms, leaving sharp objects lying around in conspicuous places, etc
his parents aren’t dead in this AU, meaning a lot of his cruel personality is shaped from their abuse towards him
they put a lot of pressure on him to succeed in school and neglect him at home, which is why hes so smart and also acting out so badly
no dead parents mean no explosions, tho!! so he’s not colourblind here, nor is he partially paralysed on his right sight
this means he’s a lot more physically fit and often gets into some p/brutal fist fights with others students - most of the time he’s found fighting hitori, due to souma bullying kazuaki all the time
is Not afraid to bring a knife to a fist fight
highkey has a crush on dr. kawara. this causes issues between him and ryuuji sometimes, who Does Not Appreciate the thought of his best friend (???) liking his estranged dad romantically
(it’ll never go anywhere tho, it’s a purely appearance-attracted based crush)
Tohri!! he is, of course, beautiful and majestic
in second year with hitori, kazuaki and souma
the third and final member of the mischief trio, he is the group’s morality pet, often having to shut down ryuuji and souma where their pranks get too dangerous - he’s the nicest of the lot, basically
this is especially in souma’s case - the two often argue over what constitutes a ‘safe’ prank
souma is nearly always in the wrong.
used to be better friends with ryuuji until souma joined the school and was immediately moved up to second year, spurning ryuuji to take more of an interest in the partridge
a big fan of anghel’s work and one of the more prominent members of the manga club, he’s probably one of the few who can understand the luzon the best
frequently shuts down any and all pranks towards the art teacher due to this, no matter how harmless they might be
gets along pretty well with hitori and kazuaki - the trio isn’t exactly on the best of terms with the quails due to souma and ryuuji teasing kazoo constantly, but tohri’s the least problematic of the three so sometimes they hang out together
Yuuya, st. pigeonations charming, flirtatious headmaster
was the one who convinced his younger brother sakuya to leave the le bel family and pursue his own happiness, the fantail eventually ending up working under yuuya as a music teacher
flirts with. the Entire staff. literally the entire staff im not joking
has a Better relationship with sakuya here though the two still banter a lot, especially in school
sakuya hates his aloof attitude towards being headmaster but yuuya’s popular with both the staff and students so evidently he’s doing Something right
he often disrupts sakuya’s music lessons to talk to his brother and entertain the students and sakuya is So Done with his shit
sakuya cursing yuuya out in french when he gets Very annoyed and the students picking up the bad words and spreading them around school
sakuya is horrified but yuuya thinks it’s hilarious and none of them actually know what they’re saying so it’s fi n e
it’s the mischief trio’s aim to try and break into the headmaster’s office and wreck it before ryuuji graduates, but yuuya’s Aware of their shit
he loves their more harmless pranks but knows how dangerous they can be, so he plays along - to an extent
so far they’ve tried to blow up his door, break the lock and climb in through a window, among other things, but yuuya’s always intercepted them somehow
souma’s highkey annoyed this?? irritatingly charismatic headmaster??? is somehow outsmarting him????
yuuya’s also got a close relationship to a 3rd year boy called leone who has a p/bad family life
he’s offered to adopt the kid multiple times but leone’s always turned him down, though he appriciates yuuya’s concern
tHAT’S ALL FOR NOW FEEL FREE TO ADD YOUR OWN GU Y S :’D
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