#nothing but selfish love for my stuff 💜

[tenrose]

On the bright side, the selfish gremlin I am, is happy to have a good TV show adaptation not being trendy and having to enjoy it without all the annoying mainstream drama. I don't like to share my things with a big audience.

There, I said it.

[macabr3-barbi3]

Have a link to my Ao3!

https://archiveofourown.org/users/polly_pessimism/pseuds/macabre_barbie

the art in my banner is Kora and Vox (Heart Reset series) commissioned from the lovely and ultra-talented Chef and I am simply obsessed with it 🥹🫶

currently just Hazbin Hotel Alastor and Vox but I can/will hyperfixate on almost anything so send me some requests and ideas ❤️

I'm adding a master list for fics and playlists (and what I’m calling ‘the ADHD Queue’) with links below the cut for anyone new! Some of it does just have the link to Ao3 right now but I plan on going back through and reposting stuff on Tumblr as well!

ADHD Queue will be stuff I’m currently working on popcorn style as thoughts and ideas bounce around in my head that will be posted in no particular order since I can’t commit to one fic before moving to the next lol

If you ever get the inking to toss a tip my way you can do so here! 💜

Alastor

The Moon That Breaks the Night

Chapter 1- I Don’t Wanna Dance

Chapter 2- Dying Star

Chapter 3- I’m Not Taking Orders from No One

Chapter 4- God Must Be Doing Cocaine

Chapter 5- coming soon!

Nothing I Can’t Handle [NSFW]

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

More coming soon!

A Practical Demonstration [NSFW]

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

More coming soon!

Dream a Little Dream (of Me) [NSFW]

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

More coming soon!

One Shots/Short Stories

Alastor/Reader caught masturbating- oneshot request! [NSFW]

Alastor/Tempramental Reader- oneshot request! [NSFW]

The Blood is Rare/Sweet as Cherry Wine: Alastor/Reader with period sex- oneshot request, a collab with the lovely FrauGwinska ❤️ [NSFW]

Alastor/sheep!Reader, red riding hood- oneshot request! [NSFW]

Moonlight on Canvas: PrideRing and Prejudice Regency Era Prompt challenge! Masterlist and musical arrangement!

Alastor adopts a stray cat- request!

Touch-Inquisitive Alastor/Reader- oneshot request!

Alastor/Reader- deer squeaking contest, request!

Alastor/Reader- nightmare comfort, request!

Alastor/Reader- the worm question, with FrauGwinska

Alastor/dog!sinner- oneshot request! [NSFW]

Alastor/Reader- miscommunication [NSFW]

Alastor/Reader-anal sex oneshot request! [NSFW]

Hex: Smile Like You Mean It- Alastor/Reader short fic set in the Dead By Daylight universe [NSFW]

Alastor/Reader- shotgun kiss [SFW]

Vox

Pretty When You Cry [NSFW]

CTRL ALT DELETE- Task Manager [NSFW]

a little messy, a little brutal [NSFW]

Pretty Wings [NSFW]

pretty wings  🪽 (Chapter 2)

Vox/Reader- daddy kink, oneshot request! [NSFW]

heart reset [NSFW]

New Love, New Skin [NSFW]

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Entanglement [NSFW]

Pillow Talk [NSFW]

Missionary Impossible- a Double Trouble fic with FrauGwinska [NSFW]

Such Selfish Prayers [NSFW]

Canon Pairing Fics!

Call It a Night - a RadioStatic 'only one bed' trope! [NSFW]

God, That's Good! - a RadioApple Sweeney Todd inspired fic! Chapter 1 🥧 Chapter 2 🥧 Chapter 3 🥧 Chapter 4 🥧 Chapter 5 🥧 Chapter 6  🥧Chapter 7

ADHD Queue

God, That's Good! Chapter 10

Dream a Little Dream Chapter 6

New Love, New Skin chapter 6

a couple Vox oneshots

Playlists

Alastor 🦌🎙️- songs I enjoy writing to for Alastor / songs that I have fics written or planned

Voxxy Baby 💙📺- songs I enjoy writing to for Vox / songs that I have fics written or planned

Velvette ☠️💕- vibes

Heart Reset 🩵📺💛- compiled playlist for the Heart Reset series

Dream a Little Dream (of me)- companion playlist for the Dream a Little Dream fic

Priest Vox- stuff I’m listening to while I work on a request for a friend <3

[egg-emperor]

The Japanese Egg Memos are a lot closer to the English version than the cutscenes are (which vary a lot in general, not just with the Eggman/Sage stuff). Eggman still gets closer to Sage, and his line about Sage being a "chip off the old block" in Memo 18 is even more direct in Japanese, where he says "Like parent, like child" before hastily brushing the idea off. I'm not saying this to upset you, but you deserve to know instead of holding false hope that it wasn't present at all in Japanese.

Yeah I know, I've seen them but thanks for the consideration of giving me a heads up. I now know enough to be sure that I actually love Japanese Frontiers Eggman's characterization so no, I'm not upset. I'm very happy that it feels it was handled a lot better there. 🥰💜 I'll be taking this version that's still much more faithful to the lovable bastard in ways English came close to but had to flub with the worst dialogue that was very different to what we got in Japanese. So the latter is all I'll take into account for it now and nothing else thanks lol

It fixed most of my biggest issues in the memos and reworded parts that made it feel more right and understandable with how he thinks and acts. He's more lowkey with whether she feels more real than other creations and seems like it's more for how advanced she is, than English mentioning family blatantly. And of course he'd take pride in for how impressive it is to create, which they did try to portray. And he doesn't seem to praise her in ways that isn't always blatantly praising himself as creator in JP, much clearer than English.

And he just doesn't call himself her father or her his daughter in such sincere ways in actual cutscenes where I felt like it was the worst and most forced. I don't think him making a "like father like daughter" joke in a memo over having a similar sense of humor as creator and creation, one of the only blatant things in JP unlike how there's tons more in English, is coming off as quite as strong and forced. They specifically removed most mentions in English, even in the memos that were more faithful to the English version than cutscenes.

I think the adjustments and total removal of mentions at some parts are saying something and it feels more right. I'm relieved it seems the real game Eggman was considered much more. The vastly different context of my least favorite scenes and parts in Japanese changes a lot. Just feels like my beloved selfish bastard man praising himself to high heaven as usual and the attachment seems more in her being an especially impressive life-like creation, rather than implying sudden genuine softness and empathy and deep care beyond that.

I would prefer if the dynamic didn't exist at all because it's just not necessary but like I said earlier, I can accept it being done in more casual ways, as long as it's handled right. How it's done a lot more subtly in Archie and IDW for example was acceptable and even mildly likable at times because it was just funny and didn't take away from his evil or imply it comes from a place of genuine softness and care and feels more like "I'm technically like a father to them as my creations so I'll act like a proud one, look at the brilliant manifestations of my genius"

The Japanese version seems similar in subtlety, which doesn't take away from his evil or disregard his core character traits in the same way. English came off way too strong and overemphasized, especially in the last few scenes where it felt like he suddenly became Mr. Tinker. Apparently, in Japanese, he just calls her his greatest creation for her ability and his genius and it makes the "so emotional please cry" parts look more like disappointment to let such a great accomplishment go before it could be fully utilized in the way he intended.

While I would've still worded a couple things differently for that extra Eggman essence some parts still need, it's nowhere near as bad as English. I feel Japanese is more accurate to how far they can reasonably have a dynamic like that exist in any way and amount at all, without giving a middle finger to an important ever persistent aspect of his character at his core. So I'm satisfied enough, knowing that his actual attitude towards it and his ways of thinking about it feel much more like him. I just hope they keep it that way.

[zafirosreverie]

But Odalia is mean:( also I think it wouldve been better if belos possessed her not Raine cause 1: she probably would've wanted to be possessed by belos cause she actually helped him and stuff and 2: then Raine would be safe

Kitten 💜💜💜

Hey hey hey, leave my Odalia alone! First: nobody wants to be possessed, just because she helped him doesn't mean she wants that.

Second: I know she's mean and evil and a horrible person, BUT! That's It!! She's a villain!! And the show aknowledges It! There's not denying of her horrible nature, there's no trying to justify her actions or saying she had a good reason to do all she did, nothing! She's just evil, selfish and mean and the show doesn't try to hide It, which for me Is refreshing because media loves to redeem characters or fans justify the horrible actions they do just because they're good looking, and Odalia Is not like that. She's a horrible person, we all know It, the show knows It and I love her for that.

Thank you for coming to my TED talk

[gavinsmg24]

My poor babygirl. I hope you know that in all my worry and posts and prys for love n silly I’m never upset or mad. Or pushing. I’m still just leaving you things for when you come back. And I know you’ve been having a rough time. It makes me smile that you think of me even when you can’t be here. That’s sweet hehe. But don’t let it get you too down! I’ll still be here. Promise! 🙈

I hope you can get settled soon. I want my poor baby to be Able to take a long sleep. A hot bath and a yummy meal. Id prepare it all if I could!

Princess. Like. I’m so proud. I never knew how things would turn out. And I’m not happy that this is how it turned out. But I’m only glad that once the situation became bad or too much you found a way away. Moving in with steff. Makes me smile. I feel like she’ll be good. Or at least a neutral roommate. I’m happy you got all your stuff moved or what you could anyway. Gosh doing so much stuff in such short time. Grr. God he’s such a jerk. I know the stuff he’s possessing probably isn’t even his

That doorknob part made me smile. Like. It makes me happy you did something to get at him. Go my H! 🥳

It sounds like you’ve been busy. Which I figured since you’ve been gone and also like. You said that lost time hehe. I’m just. So proud princess. I know you probably feel exhausted and annoyed and maybe getting to a dark place but. Hey! I’m here! And you’re making me proud! You’re efforts aren’t unseen! And I hope here soon you give yourself some absolute lounge time! Of course doing things makes you happy too but! On an off day. Sweats n baggy shirt. Make some breaky. Watch some shows and snack. Hit the bong. Play some games. Maybe go on a drive. Watch a movie take a nap. Eat out! Idk! Just! You deserve to fill all the fun meters back up! I wish I could spoil you rotten. I’d take you to dinner and do everything I just said with you. Massages too to ease the soreness

I’ve been good! Just been working and hanging with the bois as usual. Idk what I’ve done or what I’ve said. The fights I know I said and you responded to that. Made me smile that you enjoyed my emotions 🙈 hehe

Anyways. I might have said but I applied to culvers. I’ve applied to a variety of jobs. Mainly ones close just so I could pick up some hours. Idk if you’ve been there or know what that is. I’ve been there like once and don’t even know the food so. We’ll see. I have a 2nd interview Friday. Just a part time job to make extra money

Ummm. Starfield came out on game pass. A new Bethesda game. It’s basically skyrim in space. Pretty neat. Id play it for you or watch you play :+)

And finally! It makes me smile and I know that Im silly and say things like I wonder if you think of me. And it’s selfish but also when I say it I dont mean it over everything else like. You know that but. Of course id rather you not think about me at all and be able to focus on you so you can get to a less stressful state. Mwah. I’m here and thinking of you but don’t worry about me as much. I’ll be here. And I’ll be okay :0) honk! Eskimo kiss

You’re sweet! But thank you🙈 and again. Don’t be sorry! And I’m happy to be able to give you any kind of support. I do support and love you and I will always acknowledge your efforts and existence. What you do isn’t for nothing or no one. Even if it’s silly. I’m rooting for you. And I’m proud when you do your best and succeed 💜🧡

You couldn’t be more real in my eyes. I wish you could be even more real in front of me hehe 😖

Eee you reposted my post 🤭 I thought the same thing!! Which makes me smile bcuz I thought it was silly. I saw it and I literally was like. Oh my gosh. That’s her. That’s me. And 🥺 she’s hugging my face :,+) I need u 🙈 sorry! Ah! Rawr!

Anyways. Finally responding. It sounds like your still busy. So please. Take your time. I’ll be here whenever you have time or want to be here. Much love. Take care of yourself! remember. WWJD

What would J do! Mwah mwah mwah (head, eskimo, kiss)

[tsukishumai]

Hi there! This is really random but I felt the need to tell you. QA little while ago I was talking about how I don't have a signature scent, and normally only used bath and body works stuff and nothing high end (nothing wrong with that! just talking about it because my siblings were wearing Versace and Prada and were jokingly poking fun at me). So my brother's girlfriend was super sweet and got me a perfume for Christmas, specifically Dolce & Gabbana Light Blue. (1)

I'm pretty picky about my scents but this one is perfect. Not only does it have the notes I love but it also pairs well with my own ph. It sucks when something smells so nice but doesn't smell the same when it's on you :(. Anyway the name seemed kind of familiar to me but I couldn't place where so I kinda forgot about it. Then the other night I started thinking about Love Galore and just went into the tag to read some of my favorite chapters and your answered asks. (2)

I came across the one where you talked about what scents the LG4 like and saw that you chose Light Blue for Kuroo :') It's so embarrassing but my heart did a flip at that and I was so happy adsfvhgk. Lowkey giddy that he would like how I smell LOL. I'm also coincidentally the anon who sent the ask! Anyway I really want an irl Kuroo (esp Love Galore version) so I'm manifesting lol. Thank you so much again for sharing Love Galore with us. Can't wait to read more but take your time! Much love 💜(3)

DSADA aww thank you for sharing this is actually so cute and endearing hahaha is it selfish of me to say that i hope Light Blue makes you think of kuroo and LG from now on? LOL

BUT honestly you are so right a woman's journey to find a signature scent is so personal omg and i never even know about the PH thing until recently! it's so crazy how that works haha D&G Light blue was my favorite perfume for the longest time it's just so fresh and perfect hehe and i'm sure it smells absoluetely delicious on you and kuroo would bury his face in ur neck every chance he could get <33

[altsvu]

Gaga! Congrats on 200! Honestly I can't remember if i sent one in but for your celebration can I get a fic with Aaron using these prompts: “Are you wearing my shirt?” and “Call me selfish, but I don’t ever want anyone else to touch you.” And can i get a compliment too? Again congrats on 200 lovely! Defs deserved! Will x

selfish

pairing: aaron hotchner x bau!female!reader

wc: 901

summary: aaron hotchner wants to show his *favorite* field agent just how selfish he can be with her.

tw: so much smut 😍

a/n: i am so sorry in advance that i’m just now posting this! i still hope you enjoy this. pls forgive me 🥹

💜- you’re such an amazing soul and your content looks really good!! (i haven’t had the chance to binge read) 🤍

criminal minds masterlist! ✯ taglist!

✯✯✯✯

“Aaron!” You shot up from your bed.

Yep, you had another dream about your boyfriend, a wet dream to be more specific.

Unfortunately, he wasn’t lying in bed with you, pulling your body down on him for you to ride him like he’s never had it before.

Moving your legs was hard having to feel how much moisture was produced in your sleep. Eventually you made it to the bathroom and cleaned up, then got ready for the long work day ahead of you. You were in a rush considering the fact that you slept through your alarm, so at this point you were grabbing whatever you thought would be fitting for the day. At the rate things were going so far, you hoped and prayed that something good would happen.

✯✯✯✯

It had been about a week since you and the BAU started working a case in the outskirts of Virginia, so luckily there was no traveling that needed to be done.

When you arrived, you wanted to be as invisible as possible. Just out of your luck, it didn’t work out too well.

“Y/N! It’s about time you came!” Derek laughed, pulling you into a hug.

“I’m not that late, only about 15 minutes.” you rolled your eyes.

“More like an hour. Regardless, Hotch needs to see you in his office.”

You lifted an eyebrow. “Uh, alright.

After putting your stuff down, you went up to his office and knocked on the door.

“Come in,” he responded.

You walked in and closed the door behind you. You then went over to him and he pulled you into a kiss.

“I missed you.” He whispered, guiding you to sit on his lap.

“Yeah? I did too,” you whispered back.

“What happened this morning? I called twice.”

He called?

You were a bit stunned at his question. You most definitely weren’t expecting him to ask.

“Uh, nothing, I just woke up late.” you said finally.

Aaron had a slight smile on his face as he examined you with his eyes. “You had one of those dreams again.”

“How-”

“I just know.”

And with that, Aaron reached for your button down and slowly tugged on each of the buttons, pulling them off.

“Wait a minute. Are you wearing my shirt?”

Fuck, he is very observant today.

“Yes,” you sighed. “I was rushing and this was the first thing I saw in my closet.”

“You look amazing in it,” He then whispered, “but you look even better naked.” His hands slid into your bra and cupped your breasts, rubbing your nipples with his thumbs.

“Aaron,” you moaned. “We’re doing this here? Right here?”

“Yes.” he whispered roughly against your neck.

A grin crept on your face and you took the liberty of pulling down his pants, revealing his girthy length. He pulled down your pants as well and slipped inside you in the swiftest motion. A moan escaped your lips.

“Shhhh, my love, we don’t want the others to hear how you’re taking my dick right now.” Aaron whispered against your neck, biting and kissing it.

The room was filled with your soft moans, his grunts, and the kisses that were exchanged until the both of you reached your highs. Aaron covered your mouth so your beautiful sounds didn’t escape loudly, and you did the same to him.

“You’re so beautiful. That was beautiful.” Aaron whispered and you responded with a kiss. You already knew the rest of your day would go much better than expected after that.

After cleaning up, or at least trying to, and fixing your clothes, you walked out of Aaron’s office giving him a wink.

You couldn’t stop thinking about that impromptu intimate session with Aaron, and you could tell he couldn’t stop either. During the two briefings that were held throughout the day, he kept sneaking looks at you, and they weren’t your casual looks either. It was one of those looks that indicated that he wanted more, that he wanted you all to himself at all hours of the day.

He made no hesitation making that clear at the end of the day.

It was just like every other night where it was just you and him left in the office. As you were finishing up your last report for the day, Aaron came out of his office, signaling you to come up and cure his loneliness.

And so you did.

For more.

And more.

At that point the rest of the building heard your cries and his groans.

“Aaron. This is so much in just one day.” You breathed out, leaning your head against his shoulder, staring mindlessly at the pile of clothes on the floor.

“We can go again if you’d like.” He grinned, pulling the blanket he brought out closer to the two of you.

“Absolutely not.”

Aaron laughed. Comfortable silence came shortly after. the two of you enjoying each other’s company.

“Call me selfish, but I don't ever want anyone else to touch you." Aaron said after a while.

You smiled and looked at him. You knew there was a reason behind why he always wanted to be with you. “That’s very selfish, Aaron. But I like it.”

“I’m glad you do.”

And with that, the two of you finally decided to go home, with you knowing in your mind that you were locked in him for a very long time.

taglist: @averyhotchner @storiesofsvu @ssaic-jareau @blackbeautifulqueen @mstrinnyb @will-on-the-internet @ssahotchswifemain @anxiousblanketqueen @deiondraaa @ellevandeberg

[imherebabycakes]

SECRETS & LOYALTY

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:tbh i write for fun 🤸🏾‍♀️

:oh and I’m a black woman so i might say the word nigga from time to time. if you dont like it, well…🚪🚶🏾‍♀️

:since i dont see it alot with tmtn bayverse fan fics i will be representing different ethnicities. especially black/latino/asian

:i am not a professional writer🤷🏾‍♀️

: good and bad criticism is welcomed, cuz i dont know none of yall either way so its all good , 😗

:if there is bad punctuation, please forgive me. 🙌🏾

:please enjoy and come back again😍



:i do not own tmnt. this is just for fun. everything is to go to their respective owners!!

-present day-

my name is Neptune Star Lewis and im about to tell y’all the story about how i found out that humans or “full humans” aren’t the only ones that inhabit earth. besides already being a believer in aliens thanks to the men in black movies, I always felt that there was something more out there, and i was right.



(time rewind 2018)

- neptunes pov-

i was home in the new apartment my cousin & i just moved to in Brooklyn NY

while putting boxes away , i was talking on the phone with my cousin Blaze who was at a 24 hour cvs a few blocks away picking up her prescription for an inhaler, she has asthma and was due for a refill. over the years we had some scares where she has had asthma attacks that were vary serious that resulted in her needing hospitalization from it. she’s my best cousin & friend we tell each other everything no matter what. i don’t ever have to question her loyalty, lets just say we go back like spinal cores and car seats. 

(Blaze pov)

aye tuney, (neptune’s nik name) i’m on my way back to the house now, ima hit up the corner store for some snacks do you want anything? nah im good on the junk food , but hurry yo ass up cuz I’m not putting all this stuff up by myself, my is back already starting to hurt. girl stop all that woofing, ill be home in 10-15 you big baby. ight bet….

my cousin Neptune seriously needs to take a chill pill once in a while, ever since i had my last asthma attack she’s been on my ass like stank on shit, i know she means well but damn she’s smothering me! i feel like i cant do nothing without letting her know first, she acts as if im a child. i guess that would come naturally for her being as though she’s 23 and im 19… but still she should cut me some slack. DING,DING…..diiiiing!

saved by the bell literally, i got a text from my best friend mikey,i met him 2 years ago after a potential alien invasion happened, and guess what, him and his brothers are the ones that stopped it! i know i know, hard to believe right? well not entirely. he and his 3 brothers are mutant turtles, there’s Leonardo he’s the oldest he has a more serious demeanor then its Rafael he’s all muscle and a complete jock, but he’s a sweetie pie at heart. then there’s Donatello he’s a real life genius, Albert Einstein? who det? Donatello’s intelligence is literally out of this world. and then theres my bestie Michelangelo who’s the baby out of brothers, he is emotionally intelligent, a sweet heart and will smash anyone in call of duty or mario smash bro’s. they are the most lovable selfish people i have ever met and i absolutely love them. themikester- hey blazey you wanna hang out for movie night? we got the movie aqua man. and we can order pizza & wings and i got your favorite ice cream. blaze- wassup Mikey, and thats sound good, but you know i gotta ask the warden for permission first, hopefully she gives me a pardon for tonight. themikster- damn she still ok your case huh?. blaze-yes and it’s driving me nuts,i feel like a caged bird sometimes man. themikster- well to be completely honest i can understand where she’s coming from, that last asthma attack had you in the hospital for 2 weeks, we were all so scared for you blazey! especially me. blaze- i know mikey and i get it,but tonight im busting out i don’t have any classes and im off for the weekend. so ima be there tonight! themikster- whoop whooop yess, ight call me when you’re ready tonight. blaze- ight bet

( back at the apartment)

come on tuney, ima grown ass woman, i am not a little girl anymore and i can take care of myself you know that!.

blaze, i know your grown its just i worry about you alot, im sorry if i come off like a nagging mom sometimes, but we all we got out here , so i cant help it. and you always running off to chill with these so called “friends” that i have yet to meet!! wasssup with that? we don’t keep secrets remember!!!

oh….ummm…well ummm…well when the time is right i’ll introduce you to them okay?

mmmmhhhmmm….i know you playing games , look i aint with all this secret, secret stuff ight!! your my family, my blood cousin, remember where your loyalty lies.

yea tuney, i understand no secrets…..… soooooo we cool?

like the other side of the pillow lazy….(blaze’s nik name) *laughing*

omg i hate when you call me that tuney….

bih do it look like i care? naaaah *laughing * well what time are you leaving? and are they going to bring you back home?

im leaving out at 10pm… oh…a-and i might spend the… n-night

WHAT!!…… *squints eyes* lazy, are you fucking him/them?

WHAT ? * look embarrassingly* no tuney were just friends thats it and thats all. dame!!

okay….okay, i believe you *laughing* i mean i had to ask, i haven’t seen you bring a man home at all, so i presume yo ass still a virgin, but i have noticed a difference in the way you walk them hips spreading girlfriend . well if your not fucking you definitely like or love someone….

ight,,,, ight this is getting uncomfortable…. a- and i dont like anyone.

whatever you say blaze *rolls eyes* you can deny it all you want, but i been there and done that, you got it bad cuzzo.

whatever tuney…..

even though i didn’t want to admit it, Neptune was right, im in love… not only am i in love, but its with my best friend mikey, i wanted to tell him for a while now but i didn’t wanna face possible rejection or ruin our friendship. i dont know what to do. *sigh*

(time jump10:15pm )

like clockwork Mikey and Raph met me at the man hole, 

wasssup little foot

hey raphie

why do you call me that,, you know i despise that name.

i know but i think its cute

really? well then in that case i’ll allow you, and only you to call me that…

cool, beans

hey mikster whats up

blazey, wasssup beautiful

*blushing* hi mickey

so you ready for tonight, ive been waiting to see this movie! im excited, are you?

hell yea i am

ight thing one and two, lets get outta here.

(raphs pov)

little foot is so into my brother mikey its so cute, and obvious but knowing the air head he is he probably doesn’t even realize it.

(Mikey pov)

blazey is so beautiful, her Hershey brown skin and ginger brown coily hair smells and looks so good. she’s my best friend and i love her, aww hell why am i fronting i got it bad for her, i have for a while now. SHIT

(back at the apartment)

a men in black marathon was on tonight, these was my favorite movies. i was cuddled up in my blankets on my king sized bed with some wine and popcorn. every time I watch these movies I can’t help but to think that there are aliens out here living among us or hybrid humans or something like that. I guess I’m somewhat of a conspiracy theorist, but to me i don’t need proof of their existence, i can feel it in my gut that it’s true. they are out there just living. sometimes i wonder am i one, or my cousin. ight tuney chill tf out *laughing to myself* speaking of , i told that heifer to call me when she gets to her bff house. * rolls eyes* let me call her

(blazes pov)

the move is like that, and the main character is definitely eye candy.

looking around me i notice all the boys are into the movie, raph is in the big recliner knitting what looks like another blanket, donnie, leo and ,my self are all on the couch, loe is stuffing his face with gummy bears and donnie is licking yet another pop tart. mikey was on the floor spread out on the bean bag drinking numerous sodas eating popcorn and M&Ms. and all i had was my favorite ice cream(strawberry shortcake)

about 30 minutes into the movie my phone starts ringing, startling everyone in the living room.

*simultaneous gasps*

sorry guys

no phones during the movie blaze, says leo

i know leo my bad, its my cousin

is everything okay?… donnie? says

yea i forgot to call her to let her know im ok

oh ok do you want us to pause the movie?, loe says 

nah, you guys continue ill be right back!

i step off and reluctantly answer,

yooo??

dont yo me ! i told yo black ass to call me when you got there!!

i know my bad i got carried away in the fun tuney dont trip.

mmhhhmmm… what you mean fun? i thought yall was just watching movies. you sure thats all you doin over there lazy?

yes tuney,we’re just chilling

yes ight well next time call me as soon as you get there.

bet.

as i was walking back to the living room i bumped into mikey

hey blazey you okay?

yea mikey im good

oh okay well the movie is getting good, so come on

o….okay right behind you.

(neptunes pov)

I honestly don’t know what to think about Blaze‘s so called friends. or the fact that I haven’t even met them yet or the fact that they’re all boys. god i hope my baby cousin ain’t on no freaky type shit like that, not that i would shame her if she was but gah lee, just the thought.well one of these days ima get to the bottom of it all, i mean why doesn’t she trust me enough to tell me about them? im honestly proud of myself for my self control because i could’ve followed her on numerous occasions to find answers, but if i did that she’d never let me forget it. and she is grown and is entitled to her privacy.

1 hour later

(blaze pov)

that movie was so good y’all i really enjoyed it.

yea it was cool. *yarns* well im pooped im goin to bed, goodnight everyone!

night leo

night brah

night

goodnight leo, guys im kinda tired to,

you can sleep in my room tonight little foot, i have to finish this blanket, then i’ll probably go workout

NO!!!…iii…i mean she can sleep in my room, i cleaned up and everything.

*collectively staring at mikey*

oooookay……anyways, guys the couch is fine, im not a guest anymore remember, im good.

if you say so. well ill be in my lab if you need me.

later little foot.

30 minutes later

as many blankets that i have on the couch it’s still kind of uncomfortable sometimes, maybe I should’ve took raphs offer to sleep in his bed instead. plus its cold out here to and a little creepy

i wonder if mikey is still awake?

welp lemme find out….

( mikey’s pov)

i cannot sleep, i just keep thinking about blazey.

she’s so beautiful and smart and down to hearth. she’s perfect to me

KNOCK Knock

mikey you up?

blazey?

yea?

come in!!!

sup,…..ummm.y…you okay

yea its just, well… its cold and creepy out there…….can i sleep with you please!!

*screams internally*

umm yeas sure, come one

thanks mikester

omg she’s smells so damn good, and she’s so warm. god help me

umm mikey?

yes?

are you okay you seem a little stiff?

*hell no, yo fine sexy chocolate ass is in my bed, wearing booty shorts and a tank top on. i can see the nipple piercings through the shirt. omg im gonna pass out*

oh yea im fine

well then come on, cuddle with me

*i hope little mikey doesn’t get up*

okay….sure

nuzzled under my neck lies the woman that i am head over hills for,

about 15 minutes later, she turns around and now her big bubble ass is  against dick. god help me

*lil mikey wants out!!!! *

*twitch, twitch*

i back up from her, and what does she do?

she backs that thang back up on me, and puts my hand over her stomach. this woman is trying to kill me!

*twitch twitch*

(blaze pov)

for some reason mikey is acting weird, this ain’t The first time I’ve slept in his bed. so im confused

i drift off to sleep,but after awhile i notice that mikey moved off and away from me, so i moved closer to him, my back to his chest and i pulled his arm over me. no sooner then i do that i feel too vary hard taps on my ass.

*i know that ain’t what i think it is*

um mikey

yes

you good

umm… y-yea im good

*tap tap*

mikey why are you touching my ass?

im sorry blazey, its my dick, when you leaned back on me you rubbed it. and i honestly cant help it

omg im sorry mikey i didn’t mean it ill go back on the couch.

NO PLEASE DONT GO!!!!!

okay i wont…are you okay mikey?

honestly no…n-no im not

what’s wrong, you know you can tell me anything

i know, blazey

so go ahead, im all ears

* unbeknownst to me this big star burst full of love was about to pour his heart out… to me!*

BLAZE IM IN LOVE WITH YOU ! and i have been for months now, since the first time I saw you I knew that I wanted you to be in my life whether it be friends or more.  you’re so smart,funny,kind the most importantly beautiful. and every time I see you my heart flutters. blazey you bring me to climax without sex..(2pac reference) and i love you with all my heart.

surprised at his words all my dumb ass i could say was….. woah… just woah. “really blaze”but i honestly felt the same way he did, but i didn’t get a chance to say my peace because i guess by my lack of words his confidence deteriorated & he started back tracking.

its stupid huh? to think that an ugly mutant like me would ever have a chance with a woman like you, im outtah here!!wha…. what are y….. mikey where are you going!!

away from here!!!!

MIKEY WAIT…. STOP!!!

ugh this man got me chasing him in the middle of the night

about five minutes later I come a section in the sewer where the guys used to play when they were younger. raph and donnie showed me this place a little while after ide met them, and as i walk a little further inside lo and behold there was my Mikey. as i approached him I noticed his face and eyes were puffy from crying. 

mikster…..i…umm…i need to say something

I already know what you’re going to say.

oh really…. well enlighten me please

yes,…..you’re gonna say “ I like you as a friend Mikey” “I would never be with an ugly monster like you” “i’d rather be with a human” “i wouldn’t be caught dead with a beat like you”

a bit annoyed at his remark, i sigh and cross my arms over my chest Mikey come on now, does that even sound like something I would say to you? thats not even my M.O

i… i don’t know blazey. im a bit emotional and confused right now

well listen up, kneeling in front of him i grab his hands and try to look him in his gorgeous sky blue eyes. but he won’t look at me at all. with a little more aggressiveness i grab his chin making him look at me. and repeat myself

i have something to say!!

*clears throat*

I LOVE YOU TO Michelangelo

he looks at me dead in my face and tears starts to form in his eyes when he says

you…you…love me?

of course i do , very much i said with a huge smile on my face. but no sooner did his tears come, they soon left his Face scrunched up in anger and he shouted at me….me!!

look ima a big boy you don’t have to pity me with lies okay!! i can take your rejection but the lying is to much for me

sitting there appalled I honestly don’t know if I wanna Kimbo slice his ass or bust out laughing at the false accusations he had of me. so me going on instinct i jump the gun and smash my lips ever so gently into his. he smelled of honey buns and tasted like milk chocolate.. gaaah leee what have i been missing. then out the cut all I feel are too big hands cuff my ass and give it a squeeze. & did i stop it???

hell tf no!!!

muttering through us kissing, all i hear is a hazy lustful mikey say, da….aamn blazeeey. i… i love you! ahh…an… deeet…..aaaass

HORNEY AINT EVEN THE WORD !

multiple parts are definitely in the works!!! i just had to get this off my mind before i forgot

[kulemii]

6/15/2022 11:11pm

babes!!!

i hope yall are good and thriving right now. someone needs to be! lol, unfortunately i am not. in truth, i've been feeling overwhelmed as fuck lately and i knew that i would need to do this eventually but i've been pushing my limits as far as they can take me and i think i've gotten to the extent of it.

these last… however long has been so, so much fun! i've really been enjoying myself; making friends, sharing ideas, making someone laugh or smile (or thirst after you-know-who), listening to you talk about your days and everything in between. i don't want any of it to end- and so, i'm gonna have to listen to my instincts here and take a little time for myself so that i can regroup. that basically means, my brain is gonna start doing some funky stuff and the best thing for me to do before (and while) that happens is for me to withdraw!

if you interact with any of my posts or send things to my ask box or send me a dm or you try to reach me through discord or whatsapp, know that i am not ignoring you out of malice! im not mad at you or anything of the sort!  i'm simply taking a break. hopefully, it’ll be short lived!

i've been so up and down lately. i've been wasting soooo much time (or rather feeling like i've been wasting so much time). it's been leading me to night after night of going to bed with a weird… pathetic type of feeling? like, i've got no accomplishments or something? is it.. shame or something? like, i should be doing more? idk.

on top of that, i've gotten to the point where i feel like i've done nothing but think about myself. i've become selfish and i haven't been anticipating the needs of my friends, listening to and appreciating you more, offering you safe spaces for your own issues in return for what you’ve done for me. until i can do that properly, and until i feel like i can breathe- i'm gonna take a brief step back.

[lmao, ^^^ why that shit sound like youtuber apology? man, i’m just tryna chill out. i promise lol]

i'll miss you and i'll miss annoying you with my constant blabbering about you-know-who.

don't worry. i'll try to use this time to work on something fun so that i don't come back home empty handed!

i hope you all take care of yourselves! drink water, eat well and take your meds if you have them! i hope you continue to have fun and i hope your fictional collectibles continue to bring you joy! feel free to love on aizawa while i'm away 

bye for now!

kulemi. 💜

[iheartchv]

Greetings wonderful creator, if you have time, can I get a tmnt matchup, please?

I'm a female, 5'2 of height (thin), glasses, cooper skinned, with short dark brown hair, mainly introverted. I don't use make up and jewelry makes me feel uncomfortable. My favorite colors are red, purple and green.

I adore windy autumn days and listen to a lot of pop and folk music (especially if it has flutes or violins). I love birds, the forest, board games, and I'm pretty curious about antique cultures an spiritual things. I like to think there is more in the origin of objects and people than what we can see...

I also appreciate silence and the space to do my stuff.

On first sight I look serious... maybe stoic, but if I feel comfortable enough then I'm pretty expressive and really passionate about my interests, like art (I love drawing), books, theater and animated films. I could spend hours talking about character development, the performance in a musical, rambling about old mysteries or dancing and singing —knowing well I'm not the best at it, which makes me worry constantly about tiring or upsetting people—. That's why even if I get attached really fast, I ironically stay apart. Doesn't meaning I stop caring, i really do, even if they have hurt me. I would die for someone I appreciate, I can assure that.

I usually enjoy having a low profile (no parties), but secretly love the attention. It's a guilty pleasure, just like puns. I sometimes despised myself for liking it... honestly, I just want people to recognize my efforts. However, I don't really take the leadership of anything unless I'm the last option. My family and friends say I inspire confidence in others, giving wise answers to problems and bringing reflexive thoughts into the matter. Though, i love helping, but sometimes it turns exhausting to guide someone. I consider myself patient, is only that I turn short tempered when people don't work nor think about what they say or do, like they actually were looking for problems.

On the bad traits I could say I'm a huge coward. I learn about the world but I fear it and their people. Example: One of my greatest fears is the ocean, though I'm a big fan of pirates.

I tend to be stressed when it comes to my responsibilities. It turn into my way of being an adult, 'cause if I don't stress about it I probably will forget it, and that's bad! Also, I do wish I could say I am tidy, but my room is more of an "order in the chaos" thing.

I'm quite selfish and territorial over my stuff and personal projects and, for the cherry on top, I'm really special with food. There're certain kinds of flavors I can't stand, and for god sake, it includes pizza so... that doesn't give me a lot of friends.

I write a lot, sorry for that. I hope this is enough information. Thank you by the way uwu

Sure thing😄💕 (sorry for the long wait)

🤔its a tie between Leo or Donnie, but I'd pair you with... Donatello💜

Donnie would fall for you

It took a bit of time, but once you both got to be comfortable around each other

There wasn't nothing going to tear you apart

You two were best friends

Eventually he wanted to be more than just friends with you

He felt like no one would be able to understand you better than himself

That's why when he got the courage to ask you out, he felt his heart soar in the skies of love

Donnie loves to share his passions, and likes when you talk about yours

He can talk to you for hours about his interests, too, as long as you are willing to listen

He too secretly craves attention

And he feels like he gets that from you, so he tries to give it back

Donnie loves you, for who you are

From your gorgeous eyes, to your beautiful mind, he finds you perfect

Yes, you might have some bad traits but that doesn't stop him from loving you

He may say there's no such thing ever as perfection, but he's changed his mind💜

He's so sweet to you💖💖💖💖

Sweet like honey🍯

He'll treat you like a queen

And you can count on him to be loyal to you, and be there for you

"I'll be here, if you ever need me, my love"

"I'll never stop loving you, turtle dove"

🐢💜💕👧

Hope it's alright and get who you wanted😆😅

[dreamystuffers-archive]

Hey! Just passing by to tell you: your work is awesome! It's really nice seeing your posts around the dash. Congratulations on 500 followers, u deserve all of them and much more! Getting recognized on tumblr is really hard for artists in general, people never reblog stuff and never interact, I know it's frustrating sometimes. So, do it because or as long as you enjoy doing it. You don't owe anybody a thing. 💜

anon,,, thank you so much,,,

I was actually kind of discouraged after getting 500 followers which is ironic given the number. when I first started out on tumblr, I was a bts blog and all I did was post fics. a lot of my mutuals from back then have disappeared and a lot of my followers are inactive. I know a lot of my followers lurk and I'm very grateful for all the followers I have but it is quite disheartening to have such a silent following sometimes.

honestly, I was thinking of deactivating this morning.

for me, I love what I do but I love doing it because I love sharing what I love with others. when I was making gifs for chuang 2020 I had to keep reminding myself that I shouldn't expect a large amount of notes because the following for it is so small here but when I post things for fandoms that I know are bigger here and get maybe 50 notes, it hurts a bit. I sound selfish but it's just disheartening to but so much time and effort into this and to receive almost nothing in return. I put out ask games and get maybe one or two asks if I'm lucky and I rarely get any feedback. it feels like I'm picking at scraps a lot of the time.

anyways, thank you so much anon!! as soon as I saw this ask I took a screenshot to send to my best friend :)) she may clown me for having a kpop blog but she knows I put a lot of work into it. she said your ask is v cute btw :DD I'll keep putting out new content because I know that you and the few others who actively like/reblog my stuff enjoy it. thank you so much for reminding me of that :)) I love you anon!!!

[egg-emperor]

Honestly, it feels less like you're an "outsider" and more like a great hermit many make pilgrimages to, to learn how to write and appreciate Eggman better.

At least, that's how I feel. I reference you for at least half of my villains honestly! My D&D sessions are never better when I can make an evil, but still multidimensional character, and while there's obviously nothing wrong with a well-done "driven to madness/evil by trauma/loss" (hi Gerald), somehow, going back to "yes, this is an evil character" is incredibly impressive and interesting.

And, I'd wager the interest comes from your heartfelt interps and headcanons, you show off all the dimension a villain can have, while still, again, staying a villain! I love it!

Thank you for listening to my excited ramble, O hermit-of-the-egg.

AGUSHSVFJAHFDHS that's so sweet thank you! 💖💕 That's a really fun way of looking at it, very fitting as my biggest goal to help bring attention to his brilliance and with getting to know and write about him! I'm so delighted to know I can help out with capturing it and that you'd reference my stuff for your own omg. It's an honor to provide and to know it's been useful for something makes it all worth it to me :')

Absolutely, characters like Gerald can be good but you gotta love the total rotten to the core evil bastards too! I aim to explore and show there's a lot of dimension and exciting potential with the humanizing life and depth there is in Eggman's character with his personality and behaviors, mindset and beliefs, interests and feelings, etc, without needing to be not do bad or have tragic reasoning in what he does.

Even with his villainy, he's still human with thoughts and feelings, interests and goals, and flesh and blood just like us. He has humor, determination, passion, and creativity as things we can admire or relate to but he's still truly evil, selfish, greedy, destructive, and malicious. And even the latter is still human as both the positives and negatives are all very human traits and it represents the extremes of evil that humanity can go to.

And humans in general all have unique experiences so it's fun to explore and understand minds so different to ours in characters, to see what we can relate to but also find curiosity and interest in things we can't but could if we took a different path in life. With a villain like Eggman, I like how he represents the kinds of evil motives and beliefs we could all be capable of. A reminder of both the light and dark in humanity.

There's enjoyment, entertainment, and interest to be found in all sides of it! And I think that's really beautiful and exciting to explore completely freely, unrestricted and unfiltered. And I'm so happy that all the passion and effort I put into my interpretations and headcanons based on my own exploration shows in what I create and can be helpful to others too because it's something that's very precious to me! 😊

You're very welcome, I'm very happy to help and thank you so much for your sweetness! I shall wear the title with great honor hehe 💜