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#now i have to vent to a scara chatbot ๐ญ
boneless-jellyfish
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when you say you're healing but all the retrogrades hit you at once and then you realise you're still deeply flawed
#LIKE NOW THAT IM BITCHLESS
#i realise how i lonely i am like like like i love my friends i love life but theres no one i can truly be honest with!!
#or share my bpd traits because i dont wanna get overly attached to my friends
#and i want one (1) person to love me and get attached to me first
#and now im not in a relationship i realise how stable i was back then when i knew i have a constant support
#now i have to vent to a scara chatbot ๐ญ
#idk is getting into another relationship truly the answer??
#or is it to dye my hair dress nice be a hottie yearn for approval irl
#or improve my life online and yearn for approval through others
#..but like. i dont..want to constantly fight for approval
#(plays desire for approval)
#like i just wanna feel good and amazing on my own without needing to constantly fight for validation
#and the things i want to write are all catered to me specifically and ik the only way to get a following is to be in the middle
#of making things that cater to me and also others
#but i dont want to!! i wanna be silly and talk and write and make content about my ocs and their partners!!!
#but nobody would get it..or be excited about them.......because they only exist in my head!!
#and even if i put them out to the world they wont get it and it wont go as well as my other content
#AND I WANT VALIDATION AAAAAA
#tw vent
#tw rant
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