#now i'm off to the couch...
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Mellow Sweater & Basic Henley.
dsfjjdbopfkfjdjvmv?!?! I FINISHED these super basic b*tch tops! XD The amount of time that has passed between starting/finishing these is both a bit sad and very laughable. Anywayzz... these are entrees for the prosperous restart (soo much inspo!) of my creation journey! :) Read below for the download links! (Freebsters of course!)
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BASIC HENLEY | MELLOW SWEATER
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#ts4#the sims 4#ts4cc#the sims 4 cc#ts4ccmm#maxis match#ts4 maxis match#ts4 free cc#sponsored by ea#now i'm off to the couch...#bc my neck is so sore from staring at a screen the biggest part of my day/night hehe#But i'm feeling so glad to be backish <3#night night!
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it's so difficult to talk about the societal shift many transmascs face once they're read as male I'm white so I had a very gentle shift especially compared to many POC, but I still felt it. interactions with women that were previously simple now required additional care and effort. gestures that had previously read as friendly now seemed intimidating and predatory. it sucks to lose that solidarity that I didn't think twice about before. it sucks to have to consider if I'm going to make someone uncomfortable by acting the way I always have, because I'm still the same person and it doesn't seem fair that I have to change how I exist in the world in order to be a man
and I get it. believe me I get it. I was on the other side of those interactions before, I know how intimidating it is to have a man talking to you in a way where you can't quite be certain he isn't flirting. that he's not going to take things badly. you have to be closed off or else you're accused of leading him on. I'm not blaming any of the women for this. this is another problem brought about by the patriarchy
but for any trans men or transmascs out there in the thick of that change and feeling uncomfortable and weird about it, you're right. it isn't fair, it does suck, it shouldn't have to be this way. you're not whiny for feeling this. it gets better over time and you learn how to exist again, but it's rough for a while. hang in there
#t#transmasc#ftm#trans man#I'm not couching this in a million words about how other identities also deal with this or have it worse or any of that#this is purely from what I've personally experienced#and I haven't seen anyone really acknowledge this in a positive way#I'm fairly tall and hairy and Clearly Male in a way that sets off alarm bells#I can mitigate it a lot by also being Clearly Gay but that's not always a great solution either#the real solution is eliminating the patriarchy and revolutionizing society regarding gender#but for now we'll get through what we gotta
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Forcing my way through the day and the only thing keeping me sane is the knowledge that once I get home, I can watch Deadpool and Wolverine once again in peace :')
#i just think it's absolutely mean that i have to work while i could sit on my couch and watch it once it finally airs on Disney+#it's so rude your honor#but i'm so excited i watched it three times already and now i can finally do that at home#i waited so patiently for months for this moment#i just think i should get the day off just to celebrate you feel me?#i'm half joking btw#should actually be asleep now#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#poolverine
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Oh no. Someone wanted a hashtag to trend on Social Media, so they talked about it with their friends in a server made about the topic they wanted to trend. Oh no. That's So Scandalous. And has never happened before in the history of the internet. It's actually an original sin. Someone go get the manager. We have to report this.
Sweet child o' mine, fandom was a mistake, actually.
#i'm doing cartwheels off my couch i'm rolling my eyes so hard#this is so asinine#and for what#to ruin the sanctity of a fandom server#are you fucking kidding me#there is not enough grass in the world for y'all to go touch right now#fuck off#of the planet#thanks#out of credits
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they're trying to strap me down to a table and wheel me away for being insane but i get my hands free and grab you by the shoulders and shake you and say BAKUGOU GETS HORNY ABOUT THE SIMPLEST THINGS DO YOU GET IT !!!!!! DO YOU GET IT !!!!!! YOU KISS HIS CHEEKS AND LAUGH AT HIS BAD JOKES AND TELL HIM HE'S YOUR BEST FRIEND AND HE GETS SO EMBARRASSINGLY TURNED ON AND HE DOESN’T KNOW WHY DO YOU GET IT !!!!!!!!
#he doesn’t know how to handle his emotions in any way other than physical#he can't tell you with his words !!!!!! so he just has to show you !!!!!!!#he just has to do the love to you !!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO YOU GET IT !!!!!!!!#you're sitting on the couch watching a movie and you're fiddling with your engagement ring and you turn it around and take it off#put it on his pinky and then smile at him all cute before putting it back on#and it's just NOTHING it's just your inability to SIT STILL but he's LIKE OH MY GOD I'M IN LOVE I'M A SAP I'M A SICKO#I'M TAKING YOU ON THIS COUCH RIGHT NOW I CAN'T WAIT#akfnrieejqkoq DO YOU GET IT !!!!!!#— and then i'm wheeled away and you can only faintly hear me screaming at you#i am never seen again#× bakugou ×
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so many perks of ur best friend living 5 minutes away but one is she’ll surprise make empanadas and text u to drive by and grab some on your way home from work
#have a ten min vent through the window first though#and an hour something speaker phone call while we ate and did dishes etc#had a LOT to talk about god damn life has been lifeing#this bitch will also pack a whole bottle of hot sauce and limes and homemade sauce and chips it's like mexican food christmas everytime#she is her mother when we went out there she sent us back with bags of food and clippings from her plants#probably would’ve packed the couch if I really liked it#most thoughtful and giving people I'm not use to that hahah#anyways u better be up soon l'll beat u#the irony isn't lost on me the last two sentences#she chose this life#she doesn't know it yet but l'm gonna make her help rake my yard so it grows in green today 😂#that’s so much harder than it sounds it’s crazy we died last yr doing it#want to go buy flowers for the planters on my stairs too#probs go back to that spot I found too#I’ll repay in nature walks#that place is really nice sounds like you’re walking through waterfalls#she mentioned wanting to go see the owls too so maybe that also#ALSO mentioned her friend at work telling her where to see otters so ✍🏻#want to use up the roll of film I have in right now so I can send off the few I’ve been hoarding#will be cool to see the seasons change that way through the different sets I love film so
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Caught some kind of wicked ailment virtually overnight (just had a runny nose yesterday) and now all my limbs hurts so bad all i can do is lie down 😭
#i do not have time for thiiiiiiiiisssss#I'm used to a side effect of my period being like#all over sensitive skin but#i can't even sit on my couch man wtf!!!!!#and all my joints hurt?!? EWWWW#i managed to eat some food despite lack of appetite and now i'm just gonna try to sleep if off... i can't get anything done T_T#snailem speaks#vent
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OH? I'M FUCKING SNAPPY?
I'M FUCKING TIRED AND YOU WON'T GET OUT I CAN'T HELP NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP. DO YOU WANT ME FUCKING BOIL IN MY ROOM?
OH THIS DAY GOT SO MUCH WORSE AND I'M RIGHT BACK TO CRYING OVER NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP WHEN I WANT LIKE I WAS DOING YEARS AGO IT'S ALMOST FUCKING MIDNIGHT.
#not tagging myself#/vvneg#cw vent#I DIDN'T EVEN SOUND FUCKING “SNAPPY” I JUST DROPPED MY FUCKING COMPUTER ON MY FUCKING FOOT BECAUSE I'M TIRED AND YOU WON'T GET OUT#YOU HAVE A FUCKING BED#GET YOUR SLEEPING FUCKING HUSBAND OFF THE COUCH ALREADY AND LET ME SLEEP#I CAN'T SLEEP ON THIS FUTON IT FEELS LIKE I'M LYING ON- I CAN'T EVEN THINK RIGHT NOW THAT'S HOW UNCOMFORTABLE IT IS
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//hello today i will be doing family stuff for the holiday so i'm here-ish in the morning but by noonish (edt) i'll probably be heading out, not sure the exact times yet
in other news, we have officially reached the "my new cat feels safe enough to come up onto the couch and cuddle with me for ten minutes of his own free will" stage of the adjustment process. this is exciting!!!!
esp bc he's only been here for four days so he's been settling in very well very quickly
#ooc.#he still gets nervous and hides when i get off the couch and walk around but he's getting there!#he knows he's safe enough when i'm lying or sitting down so now he just needs to learn that it's safe when i'm walking around too
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I'm not afraid to admit I cried a little bit when I was laying on the sidewalk temporarily stunned. and I kept crying while speed walking to the bus stop a few blocks away. that shit hurt so bad, on top of an already miserable morning.
#woke up on time. got dressed + ate and was ready to go with a solid half hour until I had to leave#so I decided to set an alarm for 20 minutes and be warm and cozy in bed instead of risking flashbacks by sitting on the couch#however sleep me (asshole. I suspect its the same part that has caused issues like this before) turned off the alarm when it rang#and fell asleep again#I woke up with barely enough time to make it to the bus stop#and then I fucking fell! everything hurts!#I was late for class and couldn't log in because my instructor shares her screen which can't be moved from the login screen.#which was completely covered#and she straight up said that I could “just watch” and to suck it up (the latter was said differently but that was the gist)#just watching a practical skill demo is useless! I couldn't even take notes because those are all in a document I needed to log in to access#so. yeah. its sucked today. it's sucked so badly#one of my friends felt so bad for me that she bought me lunch because she wanted to do something nice for me ;-;#it was. by the way. incredible. the cafeteria + kitchen staff make some really tasty shit#today it was. a rose sauce over risotto + arugula + roast beef#easily the fanciest thing I've eaten in recent memory. the portioning was generous as well and it was just. holy shit#I forget that I do actually enjoy “real food” when it's not prepared by my mother with an undiagnosed ED who kind of forced her ED onto us#the longer I am free of her the more willing to try “healthy” food I am becoming. healthy food doesn't inherently taste bad.#it's a lesson that's taking time but I'm getting braver#anyways. that was a highlight for the day. it's not even 1 PM yet.#I also got praise from an instructor for answering a theory question in a way she hadn't heard from a student before and was impressed with#so that was also nice.#I'm home now and I'm gonna try to loosen the muscles around my left tm joint so it'll eventually go back in#if my jaw is still out like this tomorrow.. I'll have to get medical attention. this happening after so many years of my jaw behaving#bodes ill for the frequency of future subluxations#🥴🔫
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i wish i could just do nothing for a few days straight. maybe even just sleep for a few days straight. sooo excited for constant misery over the next 20 days
ranting in the tags. i would just scroll past if i were you
#i love college.my favorite part is sitting alone on my couch for 4 months straight and getting so freaked out over grades i spend#5 hours straight trying to avoid the urge to bite into my arm so hard i bruise or bash my head into a wall#meanwhile i keep thinking my life is over. i don't have any evidence. for the first time in my life the future isn't predetermined by#other people and now that i don't know what comes next i just constantly get freaked out. it makes me want to claw through my skin#i know something is wrong with me. it's been 5 years. i know it isn't just going to go away; especially given current circumstances#and how it's only been getting worse over time#but i continue to just sit on my couch and do nothing about it. and since i'm not doing anything about it i just feel like i don't have the#right to complain about it even though shit fucking sucks. months of my life at a time just blur together#god. i was genuinely happy last month when i ripped a bunch of booster packs with my mates that i only see over the summer (minus my bestie#and it made me realize just how much everything's blurred together. i hadn't really felt anything lasting + significantly positive#for months before that. that's not normal#god. i've been wanting to go to bed for the last two hours but i just keep sitting here going “um! you need to study. and wash dishes. and”#so i just. don't. which is already bad but i also need to get up early so i can study for my test tomorrow.#god. fucking dreading my lab tomorrow. went to it last week but dipped at the last minute without getting my work checked off#and without submitting it because i got so angry and freaked out and telling myself “man you can just leave” calmed me down instantly#and then at that point i had like nothing done and i didn't want to admit that so i just. left#if i get asked about it i'll just say it was something personal and i panicked. shrug#a part of me is beyond tempted to skip the lab again but i'm not confident in my assignment grades in that class to do so#even though i'll end up with a 5 point bonus on the final grade from taking a survey. but i'll probably go just cause#it's the second to last lab#man i have three whole ass projects due in that class in 10 days. unless my mental state suddenly improves (it won't) i'm gonna end up doin#those the last possible three days#speaking of assignments. we had to do a group project in my bio lab yeah? the methods my group went with sucked and honestly these#people were a little bit frustrating (i get it. gen ed lab at 7:30am. i'm only in it cause i panicked when a different class registration#fell through) since it always felt like they were more interested in getting done than having like. slightly decent work but whatever#but these people? these people asked me to write the conclusion for our presentation. i ask “yeah sure yeah. what did we conclude”#“eh. you can write whatever” ???????????????? HUH???? MATE THAT IS HALF OF THE WORK???????????????????#the shitty sensors and our shitty methods gave us shitty data and YOU PEOPLE CAN'T EVEN SUGGEST WHAT THE CONCLUSION IS????????? fuck me dud#i was already in a poor mood (normal mental illness plus i had found out my uncle died like three days before#like i had talked to him just last month. never had someone i know die before. sucks) but that shit pissed me off
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Today I was advised by a professional to start staying up late in an effort to spend less time in bed, which is supposed to improve the quality of my sleep. That was after admitting that I don't function very well when I get up early, even when I also go to bed early. Unfortunately the longer I stay up past sunset the more horrible anxiety thoughts creep out of their dens
#usually when I hit the stage of crying and getting minor chest aches or stomach aches I turn everything off and go to bed#and read a few chapters in a good book#today that's right around now which is why I'm complaining on tumblr about it instead of going to bed#I suppose I could turn everything off and read in the couch instead#alternatively I can start scheduling intense gaming for 3-5 hours after dinner every day#too late now though I gotta catch the anxiety before it gets too bad to be able to focus on video games#I feel like I'm out of my depth in at least three different ways
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Hey guys I'm currently in the middle of possibly opening my very own shop (just for fun!) and so far I've got everything I need to make stickers, prints, pins and even some tote-bags!
But I need your opinion:
#was also thinking about selling some earrings too but I get too attached to them after I'm finished making them#same with my embroidery (I've been doing some embroidery on and off for some time now but I've always just done it for myself)#it's really fun and fairly easy imo! perfect for when you're watching a movie on your couch#but yeah I would mostly sell stickers and prints :)#will also make some non-fandom stuff! like just cutesy lil designs :)
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i'll never forget this splatterpunk book i read and this one line went "You made me a CUCK!!!!!!" and i'll never forget it
#i'll never forget about it simply because:#i was on a greyhound for 20+ hours to see my shitty ex girlfriend. i had#a guy who was talking to his girlfriend try to give me his number and the guy sitting next to me said he was gay (not bi or anything ) and#told me if i'm ever in the area again that men and him could get a hotel room LMAO#that was also before i came out btw#then when i get off the greyhound. my ex and my now friend who were roommates were bickering#and like.... my shitty ex had me eat her out and then went to bed without even touching me#and iheard that line once i put my headphones in because i couldn't sleep and#i had to sleep on the couch in the living room#and then i woke up to my ex naked watching me sleep while she was eating chips#sorry that was a lot but lol
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So how we feelin' about Rhea's fancy little outfit from the other day, because I literally slid higher up that kinsey scale the moment I saw it.
Tumblr decided to hide this ask from me but rest assured Saint, I have been utterly consumed by Rhea in a little bit of lace. I want to feel her muscles under it. You know that thing she does in her walk outs where she'll go for a high five or handshake and then avoid it to smooth back her hair? I want to ask her for a dance and have her do that to me.
She needs to reject me already so I can move on. (I will never move on.)
Pictures for the people. I would especially like to draw attention to her biceps in the second one. And her shoulders. And just. Everything.


#RHSJSHSVAJSNDEMDKDBBSBSVWHSB#<- my shock collar going off because I'm humping the couch again#i like that she's growing her hair out too! have you seen the interview where she talks about “becoming” rhea?#it's just really inspiring how she gave up trying to fit the image of a female wrestler for the network and did her own thing#and now she's the stunning force she is today!!#love her
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