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sometimes i remember how many things i have made my responsibility and i truly think there's something wrong with me
#sming + directing + intensive applications#and then As Soon As i'm done sming i go into ADing and then i have my fundraiser over winter break#and then next semester it's. assistant directing + producing the 24 hour plays + production managing + charity concert + probably some sort#- of design position for shrew knowing myself. + producing a new work tho i pray to GOD that the director figures out how to be competent b#- then. and during all of this i also have to run my theater company remotely and be president of a student org#oh and i have classes. ofc#what if i literally jumped off of a bridge instead. i think maybe that would be easier#sorry i try to keep irl relatively off of here or at least like. only talk about the frivolous stuff but man i think i might drown#& also i feel bad complaining abt it to friends irl too much bc i have objectively done it to myself#fire chakra is exploded or whatever my prof was talking abt today when she looked at me and said u like to get stuff done huh#ted talks
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JUST FINISHED AND SUBMITTED MY FUCKASS HUGE RESEARCH PROJECTTTTT
#i would collapse on the ground family guy death pose style but i still have a presentation tomorrow#and final day of class thursday. then i will collapse and die. but oh my god#genuinely have not worked harder on anything in my life i could cry that im actually done HFJDNFK#and ofc scared i somehow accidentally submitted like a not done shitshow of an essay 🙏 but i didnt#txt
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season six of boy meets world has honestly just saddened me for the most part and then at other times made me wonder what the heck i just watched, but i genuinely raged at the ninth episode, 'an ode to holden caulfield' - mostly at cory but also at everything taking place??
#i do like that they're trying to make the development of shawn and angela's relationship realistic and show that neither find it easy#and i guess i'm mostly mad about the fact they set up such a heartwrenchingly satisfying dynamic between them only to tear it apart later#which yeah that's on me having grown up watching girl meets world first#but also the execution does pmo#i think the moment angela overhead shawn and slapped him was definitely needed but oh gosh i WISH she had let out all her feelings#hoping it gets better but y'all i'm so scared#in terms of eric rachel and jack#it was a somewhat interesting premise and did remind me a little of season two and feeny's SAT advice to eric#and the fact he was successful in hetting the others to relax and pass the exam reminded me of him teaching the civic class in season five#it was a small glimpse at how intelligent he really is - but ofc like always they have to hammer in how dumb he's become#the only thing that saved this episode for me was rider strong's beautiful poetry#it really touched me#boy meets world#shawn hunter#angela moore#shawngela#shawn x angela#eric matthews#george feeny#my post#thoughts#fandom things#also: i was interested to see what other people thought of this episode and i need to take my own advice not to leave tumblr for this fandom#bc tell me why the only thing i found was some white guy leaving a review of the episode and finding a way to insult angela's natural hair
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i love yuuta and have always been geeked over a potential test drive pt 2 but i’m rereading it now and WHY IS YUUJI IN IT SAURRRR CUTEEEEEFUCKKKKK he’s such a doll i adore him
he’s SOOOOOOOO cute he’s very puppy like in that fic i love him <33333 the fact that you were reading it…….. blows you a kiss so hard <333
#anonymous#the idea that people read let alone come back and reread the things i write is wild to me <444444#test drive has the outline for at least two or three parts but i can never put it together the way i want </3#like i think the most interesting part about it is that yuuta is there but he’s not there#so when i write him In The Fic i feel like it loses it’s allure idk#also he’s supposed to be calm and oblivious which is easy when his friends didn’t know#but now they know so how does he hide it now? he’s a world class LIAR !! but idk how much he could pull it off here#if anybody wants to know my plan was to have nobara/maki/toge meddle and set you up on a date to try and rattle yuuta#and watch him choke while he says he doesn’t mind and ofc you can do what you want but he doesn’t mean it#and have an addison/derek/meredith scene when yuuta’s like oh! you’re the guy who wants to fuck my wife! when he meets ino (your date)#but also i feel like the Resolution to this story is you and yuuta obviously not getting divorced but how does that end? do you get#re-married but consciously in love this time? do you throw an actual wedding? do you get divorced and date and then get married the normal#way? i don’t knowww that’s why this outline is a mess LOL#but if u ever wanna know more about this little universe of mine just let me know
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trying to become a court-certified translator because it's the only way to make a decent wage in this industry nowadays but the whole process is a nightmare (even by German standards)
#obviously they only accept certified copies of everything (ironic. i know)#the classes you have to take in order to prove your knowledge of 'legal terminology' charge a minimum of €300-500#the exam is another €200#like sir. im a nerd. this should suffice#there's a €150 fee just for the application#oh and ofc there's no federal regulation so translators have to submit a seperate application for every state they want to practice in lmao#like. i don't want to be a lawyer 😭#i just want to charge them#for my work#&
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Hang on thought about pastry arts school again
#like. why and HOW did i go through 2 full years of college and not graduate with an associates#how did they get away with stringing me along for 1.5+ years as a pastry arts major with no pastry chef#the one pastry class i did have when i met the pastry chef before he quit. it was like. taunting#bc it wasnt extremely new info to me it was baking 101. but the chef was such an amazing teacher#and i was so excited to learn from him#and i cant blame him at all for quitting like bro i wouldn't wanna work there either !!!!#they couldn't hire another pastry chef for almost 2 years bc NO ONE WANTED TO WORK FOR THE PROGRAM HEAD#i know of 2 separate stories where one chef in the area wanted to get into teaching and then heard who the boss chef was and said oh nvm 😬#and one chef who got hired and then quit before he could start bc he couldn't stand to work with that man#like i Know the food service industry is tough and intense and chefs have a reputation for being jerks#i Know that. and multiple people warned me of that before i started. and sometimes im like wow i was wrong i couldn't actually handle it#everyone told me i couldn't handle it and i said yes i could and then i couldn't#but is that really what happened???? bc there were other jerk chefs in that school!! and still no one could stand that ONE MAN!!!!!#we literally complained to the president of the college. and she said uwu hes doing his best 🥺#bc thats the thing with him. you think hes nice until you're in the kitchen with him. he IS nice until youre in the kitchen with him#i truly think he designed the course in order to weed out the weak ones#and ig it worked bc so many people dropped out !!!!! but like . sir. i started that program at 17 years old#a fully prepared 17 year old. a smart 17 year old. a talented 17 year old. an eager and excited 17 year old. but a 17 year old#we were learning how to COOK not DISARM BOMBS. i hope hes glad that my 17-19 year old self got weeded out for being weak.#congratulations man you broke me.#literally he gave me the worst panic attack of my life on the first day and was so mean to me bc of my anxiety and how shy i was#to the point that i finally admitted i needed to go to the doctor#and then when i started some meds. and also was OUT OF HIS CLASS. and in the pastry class. and was a little more comfortable#he wanted to take credit for 'bringing me out of my shell' 😐 and i wish i had said what i was thinking. and looked him in the eye#and said thanks its cause of the drugs.#not only were the internship hours insane but also the class hours and the graduating test#i get that the classes have to be longer bc we need time for things to cook but . 8/9 hours ??? dudeeee#obviously i didn't get to the graduating test class thing but the way he described it sounded like torture 😭#and ofc you cant find that info online before you enroll. and they only offered it in summer#so if you finished in fall you still had to wait through spring to technically graduate. assuming you pass the week long torture test
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bro you gotta study for your exams not be out here hotel dusk posting 💀
BRO I DID I AMMMMMMM!!!!!! I DID I BETCHU IF I FINISHED THAT FINAL PROPERLY I WOULD BE GETTING 90% ON THAT THING AND THEN MY ASS DECIDED TO GLAZE OVER A QUARTER OF THE BOOKLET PLS SAVE MEEEEEE
#OK SO HERESWHAT HAPPENED so#referring to me crashing out on my main btw#there was an individual portion for the midterm where it was multiple choice and short answers typical etc etc#and there was a group portion#a group portion where u work w 3 other ppl in class to finish abunch of questions#so i wasplowing thru the mcq and it was lightwork i was stressed as hell last night but it wasnt too bad actually i managed to do it really#well and im confident that its gonna be all fine#i get to the short answer booklet (its separate)#theres text underneath the thing that says ‘dont start until youre told to start’#not thinking that thats probably to prevent ppl from working on it ahead#THINKING THAT THAY WAS THE GROUP PORTION so i was like oh ok…………………………..#anyway my brain is fried HELEPPPPPP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#I KNOW I COULD HAVE DONE SO WELL IN THAT MT HELPEP MEEEEE#<- i think im coping bc ofc im really fuckin upset abt it but also i think its like the funniest thing ever to me i think km going insane#now im begging at my prof’s doorsteps to try and figure smth out abt my dumbassness LMFAOOOOO#OTZ#IT WAS MY FUKIN HUBRIS!!!!!! ok now im gonna draw hotel dusk bye guys
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hi. for people who saw gatsby: an american myth. do you remember mckee asking nick for lunch. and then gatsby in like the next scene inviting nick for lunch. because i remember.
#not pjo#chitter chatter#when gatsby was like 'we should do lunch' i was like. hello. fucking. hello. are we. hello.#gatsby really said we just met literally 5 minutes ago. come meet my father figure. normal normal thing to do jay.#to be clear gatsby also asks him to go to lunch in the book. but like. there's a time skip. and also#in the show after mckee asks they immediately start making out on the couch. none of this ... nonsense#so the vibes are a LITTLE different in my brain.#i saw a few people say they didnt think gatsby and nick flirted enough and like while i do think that think part of it is we're#in nick's pov but not his HEAD#he DOES start singing about gatsby's smile for no reason until jordon is like. alright buddy. lets talk about daisy.#like nick was just Doing That. pull it together carraway.#but i got the vibe (JUST my take) that gatsby was like. kinda into nick. zero reason to be leaning into his space like that sir.#however when he actually MET daisy again he became kinda singularly focused on her again#i mean he built his whole lifeup to this moment#he says it at the end. he murdered pieces of himself to bring himself here. for DAISY.#him snapping back to daisy mode makes sense to me but he still reaches out for nick as a comfort in the sense that hes like#nick do NOT leave please stay with us. daisy does the same. and ofc part is that theyre really. fucking awkward. but like.#LET ME HAVE MY OWN NONSENSE INTERPRETATIONS. HES TRAPPED BY WHITENESS AND CLASS AND HETEROSEXUALITY.#hes already so much of an outsider trying to fit in. (i also think he loves daisy or an ideal at least. and she's EASIER to love. safer.)#nick inherently has more freedom even as a gay man in the sense that hes richer and white and an ivy league dude i mean you understand righ#right????????#even if its in the book i do wanna point out the parallels between those moments. im choosing to see it as deeply intentional <3#this show had a lot of repetition and parallels (see daisy and myrtle in a lot of songs and scenes)#(one i LOVE is tom giving myrtle a necklace and daisy later giving TOM her necklace in case he sees anyone he knows. idk love that shit)#im...gonna queue this#im embarrassed to talk about this show so much. so. into the queue it goes!!!#all the worlds a stage#so like. anyway. thats where i think nick's mind immediately went when gastsby asked him for lunch. personal headcanon <3#gatsby after one convo: we're doing lunch // me and nick immediately: oh ok! guess that's a date then!
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who broke into my house just to mess with me
#not my week#i woke up and my phone wasn't charged oh no wtvr#try a different charger and it just doesn't work#and then i got a notification saying the battery isn't recognizable#it's apparently not genuine#even tho i've never gotten this phone replaced or serviced or anything#now i have to wait until after classes to go to the apple store#but but yk what's even better!!#got a voice message so ofc i have to listen to it#but i'm in public so airpods to the rescue#right????#why is one of them missing.#THE SAME ONE THAT WENT MISSING LIKE LAST MONTH#at this point i might as well get a samsung#i'm so done with this i can't#istg someone broke in replied my phone battery and stole one airpod just to make me lose my mind#it's the first of the month it shouldn't be this bad#☆— yapping
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not to be about opera again but to be about opera again. as an art form it has the reputation of being super stuffy and something for snobs who don't know how to have fun only but honestly this was one of, perhaps even THE main theatrical entertainment for centuries. i wish people knew how hard these things can go and how engaging they can be. like characters kill and die and fight wars and (almost) commit human sacrifice left and right. characters fall in love they mourn they're ecstatic they cry they're furious it's an extremely dramatic and emotional art form! and i understand that opera does not appear approachable bc of the general conventions of the art form but i promise old works can be fun and engaging if you go watch them with some preparation beforehand (reading the libretto helps) - not to mention not all operas are old bc there are so many modern operas which engage with topical events! also the music slaps.
#le triomphe de trajan (1807) out here calling for a man's execution with this banger:#point de grace pour ce perfide; que tout sons sang coule sur un autel#(no grace for this treacherous man; let all his blood flow on an altar)#this is also annoying to me when people write historical fic and the characters treat the opera as this elitist thing#that they don't know anything about.#you know when they go to the opera reluctantly and then they have no idea what's going on on stage or who the composer is.#which is. very unlikely for anyone with the money to attend an opera in certain opera houses in the 19th c. tbqh#like im more of an expert on paris and vienna idk what it was like in london#but if you were decently (upper) middle class or nobility (esp in paris) you went regularly. this was like a whole social space too#i recently read a fanfic and one of the characters was like 'oh it's in italian. i don't know that' and the other character went like#'it's by a man called donizetti what did you expect'#(this was situated in 19th century london)#like first of all. donizetti was NOT a librettist he was a composer he did not write the text#and second of all. he worked on french operas ?? so did rossini. and spontini.#opera was an incredibly international art form. also bc productions would be performed in different countries all the time#(sometimes changed and/or translated but not necessarily)#and again like i said. this was one of THE main forms of entertainment. people were familiar with its conventions! it was well-liked!#ofc bc of the seating prices it was not very accessible to lower classes most of the time#but lbr most characters that get written into an opera scene in fiction are at the very least decently bourgeois lol#i wish people knew how to properly historicise forms of entertainment whose reputation has changed in the modern era#from what it was a century or more ago#very adjacent to people 'cancelling' old lit bc of 'bad takes' like idk how to tell you this but people thought different back then#completely different world view from what we have today. that does not make lit from that era irredeemable it is just from a diff. time#acknowledging that and reading the text critically but also still enjoying it are things that go tgt here#ok rant over (it is never over)#curry rambles
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𝚊𝚒𝚖𝚒'𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝟹 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚜!
Prisoner 002, Hanasaki Aimi, is officially voted..
Guilty! (84.6%)
According to the verdict system, she should be punished either physically or psychologically and sent back home after that. She will not get any help or treatment.
Thank you for your participation.
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#WOAH??? WOAH??#I. i knew that her being voted guilty was a possibility BUT WHAT IS THIS RATIO#if i remember correctly she might have the second biggest guilty percentage 😭 (after t1 kei ofc)#but. oh wow. she sure will be happy to hear that <3#also my classes are starting soon and i've been feeling not so good lately so i might forget to post stuff sorry about that!!#⚖️ trial results ⚖️#🌸prisoner 002: hanasaki aimi🌸
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if defending sting rays was a full time job i would be the ceo
#in my marine bio class we had a discussion post like “if you could be any marine mammal or fish what would u be” so ofc i put a ray#and someone replied like "oh i dont like MANTA rays bc they killed steve irwin OMFGGGG OPEN THE SCHOOOOLLLLSSSSSS#so i responded like haha actually it was a short tailed sting ray that impaled steve irwin hahahahahahaha#and manta rays are harmless hahhahahahahaha#also steve irwin would have forgiven the ray because it was only stinging out of self defense hahhahahahaha#and he forgave every other animal that harmed him ahahahahah because they are WILD ANIMALS HAHAHAHAHAAHHA#me sayinf hahahaha as if i am not filled with a burning rage so hot it could rival a thousand suns#anyway i love you sting rays#college :((
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Not me not realizing the Mexican elections were yesterday despite literally reading some articles about mexpol like two days ago 🤦♀️
To be fair they were mentioned just in a way where I thought they were futher out than like. a single day lol
#anyways dont assume i like know things abt mexican politics now lol. i studied it for like 3 weeks in 2022 for part of a class that was more#focused on basics and current events so i rlly only know the major parties the names of like the 5 of the 6 or 7 most recent presidents and#a little bit abt what AMLO was doing in 2022 when i took that course#oh and like major resources/products and some trade stuff. and some history and geography ofc. can never miss w/o history and geography#anyways i should learn more abt mexico#think i have some movies or documentaries saved somewhere idk. ill look. hopefully theres spanish versions. still mad my one streaming#doesnt have an easy option to change languages
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pics from like two days ago
#RANT ->#now that i FINALLY got my wifi installed lemme yall yall what happened🤦🏿♀️#so like an hour before i took these pics i was on the bus going back home from class right?#but since everybody and they mama is getting off from class too the bus was packed asf#and im like the last person to get on and there were no seats left BUT this one guy decides to get up and give me his seat#so i don’t have to stand#and im like okay he’s just being nice whatever whatever#and when the but gets to my stop i obviously get off so i can get my ass home#but lemme tell you#as im literally going ok the stairs to get into my apartment#tell me why this nigga i see this nigga from the corner of my eye tryna wave me down😐#he was calling for my attention and everything but i didn’t hear his ass bcs i had my earbuds on#anyways he was standing at the bottom of the stairwell like a dumbass and goes onto say ‘oh hi i just wanted to tell you that ur cute🤓’#and then he asks for my name and shit and then tells his#even though my ass did NAWT care to know that shit#and then ofc im like ‘what grade you in?🤨’#come to find out he’s a SENIOR??#after that i basically was like hell nah imma freshman dawg💀#and cuz this mf was hella lame he left and said sumn like ‘oh well have a good one even tho i still think ur cute🥹’#like bro you followed me all the way back to my building just to waste my time tf wrong witchu😐#me. [🧍🏿♀️]
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i just had cute small talk w a white gay barista but im afraid i came off as arrogant
#they looked lesbian asf idk#they asked how my day was so far and i decided to say something other than fine thanks for once#so i was like “i just had a morning class and now I'm pretty tired haha”#and they were like oh? what class? so i responded 'spanish :]'#basically they asked if i was any good and i was like umm. uh well i have to take a certification exam to prove fluency in the next year#so i hope so! :P#and they were super stoked and then they asked about other languages i speak so i talked abt that briefly#basically they kept seeming interested and praising me and i felt really awkward so i was like omg u draw or paint right#and they were like ??? howd u know#and i was like haha i got a vibe ^_^#and they were like... :D that's a good thing right? and i said well yeah ofc that's so cool! and then they told me theyre an art his major#and i was like woaah sick#but basically it was sweet and i felt like i was getting way too many compliments at 10:15 am like way too early for this#im just so worried i came off as self centred or like overly self assured about my intellect#but also why do i gaf. why. some white ass barista who i see every so often is not going to give me a job or be the love of my life#also THEY ASKED!!! i just answered. i also tried my best to ask abt them as much as possible...#agh i hate talking next time ill jsut politely smile and say good thanks ☺️👍🏻#like i always do..#z.post
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i do acknowledge i need to watch what i say wrt gender women men cis ppl etc just augh.
#its like. im a trans man 100% i want nothing to do w being seen as a women i acknowledge that. i also acknowledge that I am putting#literally zero effort in my irl life to present as a guy at all. partially lack of resources and embarrassment etc stuff like that partiall#the autism i literally look in a mirror and see a guy#and i go to class go to work and until soemone explicitally refers to me as a woman i think of myself as a guy. so like its this weird#disconnect of what i actually do vs what i percieve as expieriencing in my daily life where i am objectively living#as a cis woman who just dresses and acts a bit masc. lol.#and like that doesnt bother me atm until i get to a setting where i am gendered frequently. then i feel nauseas etc but whatever ill deal#so i always hesitate whenever i talk abt women feminism men makeup beauty expectations etc (also i am mixed thai and white which#def plays into everyhting ofc ofc) as i dont know rly what is like. not fine idc if i say smthn uncouth just i dont want to at all#seem like im doing what these other trans guys do and latch onto my femininity and 'girlhood growing up' etc or like#its all dumb to me ofc im a feminist i consider anything i speak abt feminism free the nipple being against gender essiantialism etc etc#as in feminism (not that women arent/cant be femnists just in terms of im not trying to sound like a woman) and#ofc growing up as and my current life experiences have obvi had a large impact on myself how i veiw the world my political beliefs and all.#but like. im always scared it sounds like im idr the phrase someone else used but a i dont want to seem like im latching onto girlhood as#a failsafe or whatever. its just mm ykwim its a weird feeling. cause like im a 21 year old man and read my posts as such el oh el.#idk its all weird and idk if its a specific to me thing or whattttt it just like. i feel silly sometimes and i dont want my points to be#misconstrued :) anyways me posting this after rewatching and posting abt pearl has nothign to do genuinly lmfao just timing its been#on my mind after that dumbass trans guy posting abt the lonelyness he feels abt abandoning womanhood#after watching barbie. lol and then i saw someone in the comments of some ig quote it w like 30 replies all positive like get a lifeee#i understand it can feel isolating being trans and everyones relationship back to womanhood is diff and complecated but by god. shut up#anywayyyyyssss mmm okay im done whateverr#maybe all a fear in my head and literally none of this has every crossed anyones mind however it bothers me :(
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