#oh my gosh this is absolutely incredible!!!!!! this is amazing im;;;;

[cinemastyles-backup]

Spill or Fill Part 2

Summary: After confirming their romance and getting engaged on James' show, Y/N and Harry continue to celebrate their engagement.

Warnings: SMUT18+, strong language, unprotected sex, creampie, pregnancy talk, alcohol consumption, hair pulling, choking, general filth

My original CinemaStyles-blog has been terminated, so I created a new one.

DUNKIRK HARRY

"Congratulation you guys." Jimmy says shaking his head, "I can't believe it. That was.. an epic, epic proposal If I must say."

The crowd cheers and Harry grabs my hand, "Thank you, Jimmy." I smile and looks around to the crowds and back to him, "Thank you, Mr. Fallon."

He laughs, "Oh gosh, please. Jimmy."

I nod, "Thank you, Jimmy."

"So. How did you guys even keep this hidden for so long?" Jimmy asks leaning forward. I look at Harry and he smiles, "I will tell you that it was definitely a challenge. I mean, look at her."

He looks over at me and the crowd cheers.

I blush and shake my head, "Oh Harry."

He squeezes my hand, "It was a fight not to wrap my arm around her when we were getting coffee or something. I like keeping her close to me."

Jimmy nods, "Im sure everyone has had speculations about you but let me just- let's take a look at this photo right here."

A photo appears on the screen of Harry and I standing outside of a shop, "It looks like two friends grabbing coffee catching up on life, you know?"

I nod, "We were in fact dating. I think, belive it or not, I was telling him how I wanted to hold his hand or something along those lines."

"Wow. Really?" Jimmy laughs, "You guys.. I mean wow. This is incredible. I don't think I've ever met anyone who could keep something like this under wraps for so long. Now.."

He looks at the crowed then back to us, "What made you propose during the spill or fill bit?"

The crowd cheers and Harry smiles and shakes his head, "I had absolutely no idea she was coming on. Her and James kept it under lock and key, which was impressive, honestly." He looks over at me, "we've actually talked about whether or not to make our relationship public a few times. She said she wasn't opposed to the idea, and with that I just-" he holds up my hand, showing off my ring.

Jimmy claps, "That's amazing. I'm like, wow. I'm fangirling for you, y/n."

I smile, "Oh trust me. When I seen Harry down on one knee, I was.. I wanted to scream."

I glance up at Harry and he smirks. I know exactly what he's thinking about.

"You guys broke the internet, and I know that because I went to Google something and Google actually told me that they couldn't function because Harry Styles was officially off the market."

Harry bursts out laughing. He tilts his head back and claps his hands together.

I laugh and lean forward, "Oh my gosh, that's hilarious."

The crowd erupts with laughter and Jimmy shakes his head, "Congratulations to the both of you. I wish you the best of luck, and I'll be waiting for my invite to come in mail." He smiles and turns towards the crowed, "Thank you everybody, Harry Styles and Y/N Y/L/N!"

Harry and I wave to the crowed and walk over to hug Jimmy before exiting the stage.

"Hey guys." One of the crew says walking up to us, "Jimmy wants you to head over to to the Grand Lounge when he's done here."

I raise my eyebrows, "Oh?"

"Tell me he isnt." Harry smiles and the lady nods, "He is." She smiles and walks away.

"What is he doing?" I ask pushing myself against Harry. He shakes his head, "You'll see."

——

"Hey guys. Thanks for coming on." Jimmy says walking up, "Did Cheryl talk to you guys?"

Harry nods, "she did."

"Great. See you over there!" Jimmy walks away and Harry wraps his arm around my waist, "Come on."

I'm still so confused as Harry leads me out of the building. He pulls me closer to him as we step out.

Cameras flash and people scream.

He gets me to the car and I climb in as he follows behind me.

"You okay?" He lays a hand on my cheek as the car starts to move.

I nod, "Yeah. Yeah." I look around and raise my eyebrows, "A limo?"

He moves closer to me, "I requested a car with privacy because I knew that seeing you in this dress would just.." he leans in and kisses my neck, "Turn me on."

I tilt my head and lay a hand on his leg, "Harry." I whimper as he bites me gently, "Aren't we-"

"We have a little bit of time." He gets onto the floor in front of me and starts to slowly push my dress up. I bunch it up and move around to lay most of it behind me.

"I've thought about this the whole time." He pushes my panties aside and gently drags his finger up and down my pussy, "I knew you'd be soaked for me."

He leans in and licks a strip,"I can't keep my hands off of you."

Since our engagement, we've gotten invited for interviews, late night shows, everything you can imagine. We haven't really had a full day to ourselves, but Harry promised me that Jimmy was our last show and then we'd go away on a special trip.

I moan and arch my back off the leather interior as his tongue slides in and out of me, "Fuck." He moans against me and grips my thighs tightly with his finger tips digging into me.

I roll my eyes back and tangle my fingers into his hair, "Shit." I gasp and throw a leg over his shoulder, pulling him closer to me, "Fuck. Fuck, Harry."

I let out a loud moan and I can feel myself clenching around his tongue.

I've been so turned on lately, Harry will do anything to get his hands and lips on me. With it being so hectic the last few days, it's always been this, where he eats me out, or I give him a blowjob, or we fuck, but it's all so quick.

My legs start to shake and I let out a gasp, "H-Ha-"

He moans against me which sends me into orbit. My body tenses up and then relaxes along with my grip on his hair.

He slowly pulls away after gently kissing my thighs and pussy a few times and leans back on his calves. He smirks up at me and bites his lip, "God you taste fucking amazing."

He helps fix my panties and pulls my dress down, kissing my ankle and shin before he lays my dress over.

"How much time do we have?" I bite my lip, "You know what. I don't care." I move down into my knees on the floor and position myself between him.

He undoes his belt and watches me as I get his cock from his pants. He lets out a gasp and tilts his head back as I suck on the head. I semi quickly work my way down and bob my head.

He moans and lets a hand on my head, brushing my hair away from my face so he can see me swallow his cock.

"Beautiful." He moans lowly, "The way you take care of my cock is.." he bucks his hips and gasps which is followed by a whimper.

"Fuck baby." I can hear his finger nails drag against the leather seat next to him as he fights to not mess up my hair too much.

"Fuck." He curses as I bob my head faster, "Y/N." He leans forward slightly before slamming his back against the seat.

I can feel his cum shoot out and I suck him as I go to pop off, swallowing his load.

"You're so fucking sexy." He pants, "I'm getting you alone." He pulls me up to kiss him and he fixes his pants.

"Where are we going?" I whisper tracing his visible sparrow tattoo.

"A party."

"A party?" I repeat in question, "What for? Why can't we just go home?"

He turns his head and kisses my forehead, "You'll see, baby."

The car comes to a stop and he looks over at me, "You have a little.." he wipes by my eye, "Your mascara must have ran a bit."

I lean in, pressing my lips to his, "I need you."

"Soon, baby." He pecks my lips, "Soon."

The door opens and he gets out, extending his arm out to me. I grab his hand and get out, smoothing my dress with my other hand.

"Welcome to another engagement party." He leans in and kisses my temple before pulling me along with him.

We walk in and everyone cheers and yells, "Surprise!"

Jimmy is pointing to us with the beat of the music that's playing, "There you are." He walks over, "Happy engagement! Enjoy yourself!"

I laugh and shake my head, "Thank you!" I yell over the music. He walks away and I look at Harry.

He smiles, "Surprise?"

——

A few drinks in and I am feeling myself craving Harry more and more. His body pushes against my back and his hand slides onto my stomach, pulling my closer.

I bite my lip and tilt my head slightly. I push my ass against his crotch and grind onto him. He leans down and his lips brush against my ear, "What are you doing?"

I turn around and grab his suit jacket, "Trying to get you alone."

He smirks and nods once, finishing his drink and nods to the right, "Say no more." He grabs my hand and leads me through the club.

We come to a door with a sign on it that says reserved.

"After you." Harry says opening the door and motioning me through. I walk in quickly and unzip my dress as he's shutting the door.

The lock clicks and he turns around and smiles, "Someone is ready." I walk over to him and slowly unbutton his shirt the rest of the way, "Always ready for you, Mr. Styles."

He bites his lip and I drop down to my knees, undoing his belt and slipping his pants down his legs. I grab a hold of his boxers and teasingly slide them off.

He gasps when his cock springs free and I look up at him. I stick my tongue out and lick a line underneath and wrap my lips around his cock.

He places a hand on the wall and groans, "Fuck, y/n."

I bob my head, the sound of my saliva and sucking fills the room.

"Ah, shit." He gaps and grips my hair, "if- if you keep.. fuck."

He lets me bob my head a few times and pulls his hips back, "You're going to make me cum and I want to make you feel good too, baby."

I nod and he helps me to my feet. He takes me over to the small sofa and points, "Knees."

I get on my knees and grip the back of the couch. He takes off my panties, slowly sliding them over my ass, "Fuck. I love seeing you from this angle."

His hand falls with a loud smack onto my asscheek and i whimper out his name each time he does it.

After four, I can hear him drop to his knees and he pushes his face into my pussy again, his tongue lapping in between my folds.

I hang my head down and moan, "Harry."

He groans against me and pulls my hips back, attacking me with his tongue.

He pulls away and chuckles, "I am in love with you."

He stands up and i look over my shoulder at him, "I love you so fucking much."

He slowly pushes his cock into me and reaches up to grab my throat, "You look so beautiful when I slide my cock into you."

I moan at his words and dig my nails into the couch, "Fuck." I whimper as his grip closes tighter.

He slowly pulls out and thrust back in, "Fuck baby. You feel so good."

He lets go of my neck and grips my hips, his thrusts at a fast rhythm.

I arch my back down and push my hips back, moaning loudly as he fucks me.

"That's it baby." He groans, "Fucking let them know how good I make you feel."

I let out a scream, "Harry."

"Fuck." He pulls out and lays me down on the couch. He crawls on top and slides back into me, "I can't wait to make you my wife."

I bite my lip and smile up at him.

He leans down and kisses me as he thrusts deep, moaning against my lips.

I whimper and wrap my arms around his neck, "You make me feel so good."

He thrusts harder, "I wanna put a baby in you."

I nod, "Please."

"You want that, baby? Want me to cum inside of that beautiful pussy of yours?"

I moan as he thrusts deep into me, pushing me closer to my orgasm. "Mm, y-yes."

"Fuck." He groans, "Cum for me first, sweetheart."

I wrap my legs around him, clenching around him as I throw my head back, "Harry." I breathe out. I pull him closer to me and moan, "Fuck."

"Shit." Harry moans and pushes deep in me, his thrusts gradually slow down as he pumps his cum inside of me.

I run a hand through his hair and smile up at him, "Here's to new beginnings I guess." I laugh and kiss him.

"New beginnings." He whispers before he places his lips gently on my lips.

"We better get back out there. We're probably being looked for." I sit up as he stands up.

He nods with a smile and picks up my dress, "Let me help you get dressed."

——

You can find part three here

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[evelili]

I just finished your Magnum Opus, and it was super great. I especially loved the Pinkie chapter (which surprised me because she’s my least favorite character!). Anyway, do you have any mlp fic recommendations?

oh boy do i have a list for you, strap in!

if you read my magnum opus writeup, you may have seen i mentioned three authors that dragged me back into mlp. if you're interested in sciset (and what's probably the most popular eqg fic on the entire site), Long Road to Friendship by Albi is a longfic that started after the first eqg movie and is a rlly lighthearted read. i don't normally care for OCs but gosh if i dont accept Albi's version of trixie's parents as canon in my heart haha. if you're interested in pony adventure fic, i also rlly liked Sunset of Time, another rlly well done longfic ive carried in my brain since i first read it xd

the second author, Monochromatic, aka the raritwi authority aka someone who has a GREAT taste in editors, has written three of the most formative longfic ive ever read: The Enchanted Library, its sequel The Enchanted Kingdom, and Crimson Lips which i unfortunately can no longer link since she's taken it down, but i believe you can still buy physically through PFP if you wanted to take a gamble on it (it would be a very good gamble). apart from her longfic though i also adore some of her shorter works, including but not limited to The Choices We Make, a really interesting Pinkie study that's definitely shaped how i view her, Your Own Worst Enemy, which is just. peak rarity content, and Injuring Eternity, which while being one of her older works still has certain passages that wreck me emotionally on sight.

and the third author responsible for my magnum opus is the one and only Aragon, who i can not only recommend for his fics but ALSO for his blog posts and comics (see the comic index on his profile for links to all of them, as well as this amazing blogpost about his neighbour that is just peak comedy). he's also the writer responsible for the banger longfic Crime and Funishment which absolutely defined my writing aspirations for a few years and is the definition of comedy if you looked it up in my heart, as well as In Hindsight, yet another banger rarity fic, and Love Is In Doom which is just bloody, silly, stupid fun (and has sunset shimmer in it)

and then if we want to talk fics i love written by other authors, Sleepless Knights by r5h has my favourite brand of scitwi written right into the margins, Administrative Angel by horizon has one of the most amazing endings to an opening chapter ive ever read AND an amazing celestia, The Best Night Ever by Capn_Chryssalid is a fandom classic with a groundhog day twist on the gala episode from s1, Side by Side by Krickis is a feel-good rarijack oneshot w a focus on lgbt (specifically trans) themes, Wax Earplugs by Reedhoarse has a dysfunctional mess of an adagio dazzle that i adore, Merge Request by FanOfMostEverything has all the scitwi/midnight shenanigans you could ask for wrapped up in the relatable content of github hell, Guppy Love by PaulAsaran is a rarijack longfic with an incredibly realistic setting and an interpretation of mermaids that i love so much, Doused Flame by heartlessons has me handshaking on the "sopping wet pathetic relatable guy" flash sentry interpretation that won me over recently, 80 Days 'Til the World's Farthest Shore by Cynewulf feels like reading a professionally published short story (and i mean that in the best of ways, it's enthralling), and finally if you'll allow me to be self-centred a bit i also am very proud of my two oneshots Heartstrings and Something About Midnights if you wanted to check em out too xd

oops long post!! im not sorry for it, i hope you can find something in here that catches your fancy (or even all of it haha), there's soooo many incredible fics in the fandom it floors me every day that i can read all these incredible works for free!!!

[lifesver]

💐🌷spread the love to the people you’re glad you’ve found in this corner of the internet 💐🌷 [ Us gripping you and looking at you with our gay autistic starry eyes to tell you this that you are one of the most incredible and talented fellas to exist ever!!! Your presence is so comfy and lovely that makes anyone's dashes and days be more brighter and you're just so sweet and delightful. I always get so happy seeing you around no matter what you bring to the dash. And your Leland, oh my gosh, that's YOUR loverboy!!!!!! The endless love and dedication that you put out in him always is just beyond admirable, inspiring and beautiful. Through Leland, you bring such raw and powerful meanings and messages around the themes of love and horror, and just, truly, I can never get enough of seeing everything that you share with constant infinite love and care. Leland would be SO proud of you for being an amazing ray of sunshine despite everything. So so so happy and thankful we could meet you and get to see you shine so much!!! 💖✨ ]

RAAAA GRIPPING U BACK GENTLY, LOVINGLY!!! stop this was so nice and unexpected C.C. YOU ARE !!! SO SWEET!!!💖 TToTT and just like a massive uno reverse in your direction. absolute stars and hearts i love to peek and see what you're cooking all the time whenever i can bc it's always so expansive and inspiring! i love how deeply passionate you are and i love the positive, inclusive, and funny vibes you bring to my dash all the time!! like literally the same feeling, just love to see you on my dash whether you're talking in depth about ANHA and all the detail and love you put into your work and canon, or just sayin hello givin an update ooc or if you're teaching others who come to you with questions about DID and OSDDID. micah and the starwake system have so so much depth that it's like impossible to rly scratch the surface in one little reply but i luv xem im slapping the table like YAAA THIS IS WHAT ART IS ABOUT! GETTING INTO YOUR OWN LORE AND GOING SICKO MODE! and i'm so glad you have so many mutuals that also appreciate your world and characters sm you deserve it! ur so cool! but ahh thank you sm for loving wewand too, that means so much to me. i'm sending so much love, u brightened my day! <3

[73647e]

do u have any good anderperry fic recs?

oh boy do I ever!!! these are my top 7 anderperry fics!! (and of course, you can always check out my ao3 linked in my bio hmmhmm).

letters to my dearest beloved by UniversalSatan is my favorite favorite anderperry fic. like, holy shit. I am absolutely speechless after reading this I stg. that's all I have to say about that.

but only in their dreams can men be truly free. by phoenixxrv is the fic that I've reread the most just because of the sheer amounts of joy that it brings me! even though it has hints of sadness, especially from the readers pov as we know what happens to neil originally, the author perfectly crafts a gorgeous and wonderful scenario where that didn't happen, and even more so, why it didn't.

two sturdy oaks by crownofplanets is a fic that I full remember enjoying with every word that I read. it's really nice for the people who like the realization of the love that two characters share. idk it's very cute!

make a move neil! by mikeythemage. im cheating a little with this because it's a whole series with individual fics in it, but every fic in it really is super duper cute and I just love them all so so much!!

interlude in a new york diner by johnirvings is truly a short and sweet moments that does function as an "interlude". I really enjoyed it just because of the short blip in todd and neil's story together that we get to see.

Whisper Me Words In The Shape of a Bay by Meduseld is just. oh my gosh so fucking amazing. really short, but I couldn't imagine it being longer. this author just gets so much across in so little words, and as a writer and a reader, I am flabbergasted.

come live with me and be my love by trouvailleamor this is a very sweet slice of life fic taking place years after neil and todd ran away together and are happy and thriving. incredibly sweet, and a bunch of keating!

anyway, I know that giving you an odd number of fics is a little weird, and im sure I could totally add onto this list, but these are some of my favorites/the ones I reread the most so!!! I hope you enjoy and NEVER be shy to talk fanfic with me!!!

[sturnioloshacker]

hi girl i hope ur having a great day/night😊i never usually post off anon mainly because im nervous due to being new here but i just wanted to say that every time i see ur posts pop up on my feed i get so excited. ur like our own ray of personal sunshine in this fandom. ur so kind to everyone, u make us laugh, ur writing is absolutely incredible & ur gorgeous🥹i just wanted to show u a lil appreciation because i think u deserve it. all the best sweet girl, keep doing u💘

oh my gosh this was the most cutest ask, you’re gonna make me cry! thank you so very much for the kind words and tons of love, you’re so sweet and amazing 🩷

also, don’t be nervous! you’re always welcome in my tumblr family x

[gurgling-guts]

Same anon here. gosh, what do I like? I love that it’s a bit of a secret, like you’re carrying on a normal day or conversation with your belly packed to the absolute limit. I like that you’ll be fighting your farts back all day, clenching and dancing and squirming. You’ll have the urge to groan every time a big fart bears down on your ever-tiring ass and you muster up the strength to hold yourself shut. I love the stomach noises that come with holding it: whale sounds, moaning, groaning that almost sounds like a fart itself.

It’s hot if you accidentally fart, if your ass can’t stand it and you let one rip. You’d be mortified: you probably won’t get to control where you fart. And god it’ll feel good, but you have to regain control. Don’t fart. Just don’t do it.

I think most of all I like that you like it, that filling your guts is just as hot to you as it is to me. Oh! And how could I forget: the relief when you finally let go will be orgasmic. You’ll get home (don’t fart on the drive home, save it until you’re back) and shut the door to your room, then absolutely let *loose* and it’ll feel incredible.

Or maybe you’ll hold it a bit longer and play with your engorged stomach.

goodness... this has me so flustered & riled up 🥵 i agree, knowing how much it gets another person going just the same as me makes it all the more fun. plus i love to share about my upset tummy and whats going on in it 🫧✨

it does take a lot of effort to hold my gas, especially toward the end of the night. and god, the phrase of 'holding myself shut' ugh 😩 it wouldnt be the first time id accidentally fart at work either. not to mention if i cant control it, it isnt quiet.. 😳🫣 i do also really love the way farts feel on the way out, the relief tonight will be amazing for sure

im excited to hear what sounds my guts might make. maybe if im feeling it, i'll have more of what gets me gassy and bloated 🤭

[pardonmystardust]

Hi there! I'm not sure if I am the right person to mentor you in this fandom but I'm happy to try and I can surely direct you to the best sources to learn as much as you want about Sleep Token!

https://www.tumblr.com/renard-dartigue/724397408752222209/a-guide-to-sleep-token?source=share

I believe this is a great post to get started on the absolute basics (I am not sure how much you know)

With that knowledge you can definitely continue with this incredible summary of the Sleep Token History. It's long but it's worth the read and @sleepanonymous also links other sources that might be of interest to you: https://www.tumblr.com/sleepanonymous/735097197290536960/im-trying-to-get-into-sleeptoken-one-of-my

If you want to see some professional musicians talk about the Sleep Token music i can recommend any and all reaction videos by Will Ramos and The Charasmatic Voice on Instagram. Watching those will also make it clear why many people believe Will Ramos is the biggest Sleep Token Fan.

I have a lot more sources and am also happy to direct you to all of my favourite blogs that I have had the honour to interact with in this fandom. People here are incredibly kind and welcoming (and skilled artists and amazing theorists!!!). You can basically drop into anyones asks if you have questions and most people will be delighted to talk to you about their favourite band!!

So welcome to our insane little corner of the internet! I hope you enjoy it here :)

Also to actually make this an ask:

Do you have a favourite Sleep Token song? And how did you discover them?

Oh gosh this is so thoughtful thank you for sharing these, I'm excited to get my feet wet!

And yeah, idk I found them maybe a week ago when a mutual reblogged a link to The Summoning with some lyrics. So far I'm still trying to finish digesting the most recent album before moving on to older stuff.

I'm still kind of just getting fragments of songs stuck in my head and it still takes effort to stop and think about which song they come from, the whole album is such an earworm tbh but I think my favorite song overall so far has been Granite? It's all impeccable tho.

Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!

[mxddyhero]

who are your tumblr besties? ✨

Oh gosh anon... this is a good question.

@omgitsaddyc is an og bestie 💖 she was my first jubaliker mutual I talked to and I still very much adore and am in awe of them 😳👉👈 also she wrote the juban hannah montana au which is so fucking good you should go read it.

@7-oh-ta1 THE BELOVED TUMBLR BLORBO... TO ME 🫶💖 we played outlast together a while back and are watching a playthrough of botw but also she is the most correct person ever about taichi nanao and tenma sumeragi. She is very wonderful and kind and you should all give her a lotta love I think.

@gompereatsall is a tumblr bestie fr. My favourite tsumugi liker 🫶💙

@primeministerofantarctica really helped me establish batmankai au as an idea and I love their writing. It's so fucking good I eat it for breakfast every day.

@precurea3, @anzushi I go waaaay back, we've been friends about 3 years now... woag. All part of picsgang and bonded over not just a3!, but sonic. Very good sign. Adore them both a lot and they're super friendly. Also, the ones responsible for the dc brainrot 😒 /lh

@lavenderlumi is another fellow jubaliker that I adore!! We play genshin together and scream about juza a lot.

@freedomsnotes IS SWAG AS HELL,, she makes awesome edits and also reminds me when it's fat fuck friday. They're a real one for that.

@mrshamada-dorian has been an absolute doll for sending asks lately and I very much appreciate her!!! ^^/

UHM. I don't really talk to people from here that often thru dms, even barely with some of the people who are on this list... but

@/emilycollins00, @/winterswhite, @/gayforjuza, @/unculturedswine69, @/everwisp, @/azuma-y, @/bambuwu-writes, @/dave-the-timelord, @/beananium, @/lc-is-bored, @/skateboarding-poet, @/natsu-tte-noodle, @/ohagialpaca, @/lcst-at-5ea, @/tappdancing, @/nilesmoon, @/blooming-a3, @/nais-doodles are all incredible a3!(adjacent) accounts I love and stare at from a distance... I'm absolutely positive I'm forgetting some too... I'm sorry if I forgor... ESPECIALLY ARTISTS I KNOW IM FORGETTING THE 6 PEOPLE WHO MAKE AMAZING ART FOR US SOBS...

[nyastyaraspurrtina]

tell me about the glass-fanged viper! has a really cool name

OH MY GOSH OKAY so the glass fanged viperfish isn't well studied due to the fact that none of them have survived more than 24 hours in captivity, and they live at depths of around 2500 meters, but at day they swim up to shallower waters (600 meters) to hunt. They're also called Sloane's Viperfish, scientific name chauliodus sloani, and they're fucking AMAZING. They get the "glass-fanged" part of their name due to the fact that their teeth are see-through -- they're made of keratin! Their teeth are actually too big to fit in their mouth, and they can unhinge their jaw - it's awesome. Their teeth act as a cage to trap prey in their mouth, but they also have bioluminescence they use to attract prey along their sides. Despite all this, the longest recorded one is roughly a foot long, and they have no venom or poison, so they're absolutely harmless to humans. They're incredible, gorgeous creatures. The first recorded documentation of them is in Bloch & Schneider, 1801, which is REALLY hard to get ahold of due to the fact that it was written in 1801. They're absolutely gorgeous, fascinating creatures, and it's a shame they're so under-researched. Here's some pictures of them!!!!!! (also if anyone has the link to the data from the 2018 research expedition off the coast of Australia where they found one, PLEASE hit me up, I lost it a few months ago and ive been unable to find it since)

also disclaimer im not a marine biologist or anyone actually qualified to talk about them im just a guy who really loves these fish

[n9ph]

reposting the text i attached to this on my twitter, but! i wanted to draw a special pride piece of these two and me, and talk about how they changed my life, tw below for transphobia, and religious trauma.

(this is all copied directly from the twitter thread i made so, sorry for the weird spacing!)

i found out i was trans when i was 14, unfortunately my own home wasnt accepting by any means, and with that my family had found out i was trans multiple time, the second time completely breaking me to the point where i did everything in my power to not be trans.

which clearly didnt do anything for my mental, shortly after my family had found out the second time, i had gotten into fn again and jonesy absolutely changed my life, he helped me escape the shitty reality i was dealt.

jonesy is a character i will forever cherish, he brought me insane comfort in one of the most painful times in my life, drawing him, playing fn, and seeing others artwork of him, jonesy led me to meet amazing people who i am thankful to know today, one of those people-

being my own roomate who helped me escape my old household. (thanks a ton matt! youre incredible if you read this! :) ) funny enough, during this time, i had started fixating on angels a bunch cause i was drawing guernsey with wings. (insp by turphs art!)

in me doing my tomfoolery, i remember coming across an image of gabriel, and i stared at it for HOURS, and it just jump-started me fixating heavily on angels, looking through tags on tumblr to reblog stuff that fit that "aesthetic"

unfortunately, not a lot of neat stuff comes up when you look up angel on tumblr. its mostly women in lingerie with wings, yeah not what im looking for! and as i kept looking for neat stuff of angels, i couldnt get the image of gabriel out of my mind. (heres me talking about him.)

he continued to sit in my mind for a while, as my interest in him grew, i would tell friends that i really badly wanted to watch tm/c but was scared due to eye horror, and in me expressing my interest in him.

my roommate had found out and was excited to know i had interest in it, and asked about us both watching it together (yet again thanks so much! :) ) and we ended up watching it together and OH MY GOSH i was absolutely amazed, he very quickly took over my heart.

shortly after that my family had found out that i was struggling with my gender identity they absolutely freaked out. it was my breaking point, i was fucking scared but i wasnt going to suffer any longer, if i was going to be in hell then i was going to be in hell comfortably.

during the months of having to deal with transphobia from my family daily, gabriel greatly helped me, i would draw me and him, to help myself feel better, he quite literally is an angel. any moment i was away, i was finding comfort through him.

after getting out of my old home and finally being comfortable being me, i realized that in a strange way, gabriel kind of helped heal so much of my religious trauma in such a short time, obviously not fully healed, but to a point where i am no longer in fear.

now its time for me to wrap this all up, thank you to all of my wonderful friends who stayed with me through it all, (specifically shouting out chicken, matt, and jim/vivus!) and thank you to jonesy and gabriel, who changed and quite literally saved my life. thank you!

[pettyprocrastination]

Idk why but it seems like since I’ve decided to quit/put in my resignation I’ve had at least one customer a day say that I need to keep working at the store? Like in a grateful way, and I don’t even mention I’m leaving, they just say smth along the lines of ‘I like you, you’re good at this, keep doing it.”

And it’s sort of weird/flattering, but mostly weird? What sort of interactions have you had in customer service that you think how I’ve conducted myself during our interaction is noteworthy? And it doesn’t feel creepy, or malicious, it’s just a weirdly specific thing that happens at least once a shift.

Anyway dumb/terrible thought… Frankie x craft store employee! meet cute cause his daughter is a menace with construction paper and glitter glue who wants to try/make a new thing every time he has her. (Also his favorite jacket has a hole in it and he has no idea what to do)

i totally get what you mean!! I think its because you like. genuinely want to make things at work smoother for yourself and customers (ie helping with coupons and such) and customers really appreciate that. I've gotten the same kind of compliments before when I give them the talk of 'if you buy this now its 20 percent off and you cant use a discount but if you wait two days it wont be on sale and you can use a 50% off coupon' and those moments are nice (sadly they are often lost in a sea of incredibly rude customers in an overhwelming shift)

also this idea is AMAZING because it's so on brand. Little girls love to craft and make the weirdest things and sometimes craft supplies can be so speicfic he has to go to a craft store instead of the usual like. walmart. Heaven forbid the sweet girl wants to learn how to sew? Oh his mother is telling him to take her to the fabric store so she can teach her how to make a dress (and now that he sees it. there is a hole in his jacket that's slowly getting bigger. maybe he can find something for that too while he's there) but he hasn't been in a fabric store in SO long. He remembers going when he was a kid with his mother but gosh things are so different now it feel like a whole other world so please imagining this sweet man coming up during a shift like 'hi, im so sorry to bother you but I have zero idea what im doing. Can you help me?" while his daughter hangs off his arms because she made a run for the tulle and he had to stop her from bolting off again.

but That being said? I absolutely see Francisco Morales as the kind of guy who can do upholstery. We have guys who come in on a regular basis, often times the same men who work for upholstery businesses or car detailing that get the same fabric everytime and he gives off that energy. He'll come in still in his work clothes and always says hello, will make a comment about the weather or maybe pick up something small that he says his daughter will just love until one day he comes in with her holding his hand and all but dragging him over to the fabric because this year she's decided she wants to make her own halloween costume so they HAVE to get started NOW even though it's only may and he meets your eyes and mouths 'help' because he can hem his pants and fix the odd hole but sewing full garments is completely lost on him so you spent a good chunk of your shift leading him and his adorable little girl through fabric and sewing patterns and fall even more in love with him.

[lokorum]

Shanah tovah (if you celebrate)! I just wanted to say: I stumbled across your art via elder scrolls tags and had to send an ask despite normally being very shy online.

I am absolutely astounded. I am staggered by the beautiful painterly style as well as your grasp of color, light, anatomy, perspective, and framing. You have truly a unbelievable talent. Your work feels alive and bleeding. I’m sure you get these sorts of messages all the time, but I had to say something because, genuinely, oh my god. How??? The mesmerizing swirling colors and the remarkable feeling of melancholy injected into so much of your work just make me want to cry in the way only great art can.

Absolutely no pressure to respond to this, by the way: I know there’s a lot going on in your life and nobody worth worrying about would blame you for deleting asks or not responding to them. Thank you for sharing your gorgeous art, and may the new year bring better days to you and your kin. :) <3

hey!! ahhh firstly two things!11! - hope i havent made you wait for too long with reply!! i love to save asks and just look at them this is my little guilty pleasure ahah and - i literally know next to zero about jewish culture!! and im super afraid to say something silly or gosh something that can accidentaly offend you?? tho i've read couple of articles -> understood nothing because they all was on english. honestly now when im thinking about it i have no idea why i didnt google it on russian. and i cant believe it - you like having a new year right now?? thats so cool!! we're going to have NY only at the end of february this year jeesh!! but uhh my nerveous system could use some delicious curd cakes right now tbh

but i get distracted! all i wanted to say is - (if you're celebrating) - hope you'll have a wonderful new year!! ˭̡̞(◞⁎˃ᆺ��)◞*✰

ahhh and thank you thank you thank you for taking time and effort to put this incredibly sweet message - tho it will whooosh from my ask box for forever once i'll post it phphhhh i've made screenshot of it. and then another one just to be sure ٩(•̤̀ᵕ•̤́๑)૭✧

it was so heartwarming to read and to reread and when i rereread it at the next day i was still having this stupid wide smile as at the first time. you're just..ahhhh......amazing piece of the most delicious pie and i cant possibly explain how cat-in-the-shoes-box-level im happy that you think my art is worth looking at. if i could just teleport at your place (not in a creepy way!! well okay its creepy from every perspective but at least let it be like funny creepy? im digging my own grave here arent am i.........) wrap you in the blanket, give you the biggest cup of hot cocoa and call you precious little bean- it would be a crime!! but also! it would be less then 10% of how cozy and nice and great you made me feel with your ask

thank you so much!!! (̂ ˃̥̥̥ ˑ̫ ˂̥̥̥ )̂

[cosmicalily]

jihyo zone album review!!!

first off: i literally cried while ranking these. they all served and she is amazing. this is just my opinion, feel free to disagree! stream zone, support our girl zyo, im actually so addicted to this album already and she was barely born.

room - this song oh my gosh i feel like so many of these songs feel so nostalgic, this song reminds me of one of my favourite bands, the aces, and i feel like it just has that calm, indie kind of vibe, which is so stunning, and its so so beautiful with jihyo's deep vocals. it 100% feels like a retro indie kind of song, i can already picture the film camera and vintage clothing, like oh my gosh, it gets better each time i play it.

killin' me good - its so iconic. i can't. i love the instrumental in ways i have never loved an instrumental before; something about the synth kinda style keys just triggers the right part of my brain. again, the more chill style instrumental is HEAVEN when paired with her powerful vocals. she absolutely ate this up with those iconic vocals, i can't even. it's stunning. it's beautiful. it's the title track for a reason. jihyo, you absolutely served, the vocals, the choreo, visuals. everything is an 11/10. stop it, though, because i'm a chaeyoung bias, and you're actually fucking with my brain. go away. leave. please. but like, don't. because imma need 900 mini albums now, as well as all of those unreleased bsides.

wishing on you - i felt this was like the 'basics' of zone; it was THE chill bside and i can def see myself playing this when im getting ready in the mornings, its giving me a bit of iu kind of vibes, like bbibbi, but also feels a little bit red velvet, with the high vocals. i love this song so much because it almost feels like shes singing a duet with herself, because she has the contrast between her higher, sweeter voice, as well as her deeper voice, and it amazes me constantly that her vocal duality is that powerful, when she does the higher harmonies during the 'you, you, you, you' in the chorus, with her deeper adlibs, i ASCEND. stunning. chefs kiss. if songs were edible, i would've eaten the plate too.

talkin' about it - THIS SONG LITERALLY ATE UP JIHYOS VOCALS, the prechorus with her deep vocals??? im now in heaven. and the contrast between her rich vocals and then the 'mmh, mmh, mmh." it's like what i was saying before where its like she sings a duet with herself, because of her vocal duality, she constantly changes it up. it's such a powerful song. and the electronic instrumental reminds me of 'love foolish', which is such an iconic twice bside. this is so incredible, and her english pronunciation is also incredible. and the guitar in the prechorus reminds me of avicii's older songs (rest in peace). 24kgoldn gave me a jumpscare, did not see that coming lmao, but yk what, it's growing on me. he did well, but like, he was in a duet with the park jihyo; she's the moment, so she def outshined without meaning to, but it's okay, like, its her mini album and her song anyway. no hate to him, love him. but jihyo served so he could slay. i would've loved to see this with a strong, deep-voiced female rapper too, i feel like it would've been such a good combo, like imagine this with moonbyul, jessi or youngji, GASP i would pay such good money for that, it would've been absolutely chefs kiss.

closer - omg stop jihyo with the spanish style influence, I CANNOT. i'm actually obsessed with her bsides in this album; they're all really chill and i feel like have quite minimal instrumentals, meaning they really really let her strong vocals shine through. i feel like with itzy, the really bright, energetic bgm works well for them, since their music and vocal style is different, but for jihyo, because her vocals are so powerful, she needs the more simplified instrumentals to let them properly shine through, and i feel like that was really well done with this album, so a+ to their producers for making sure you did our jihyo justice with her iconic deep vocals.

nightmare - WHEN I SAW THIS LIVE DURING THEIR CONCERT I LITERALLY DIED, i feel like the j-line solo stages during their ready to be tour went viral, but jihyo and chaeyoung's vocal stages were ABSOLUTELY STUNNING. i'd seen all the other solos on instagram but i hadn't seen or heard jihyo's and it was gorgeous. it suits her vocals so beautifully, the deep, strong song, and the fact that she wrote it?? an icon. it would've ranked higher, but this is one of those songs where the recorded version doesn't do the live one justice. it's stunning, but since i've been blessed with the live version, i can't listen to this one without feeling like its a bit less powerful and raw.

don't wanna go back - i love it, its like kdrama vibes but also kind of like early 2000s, it sounds like something tlc would have eaten up back then. i do love jihyo with this song but i feel like it wouldve worked really well as a group song too? like i can see xg doing this as a bside. as every song in this album does, it ATE, but its the kind of song that i wouldnt search up and play, but i wouldn't ever skip it either if it came on when im shuffling music.

[eomma-jpeg]

HEY

I just woke up! And now I want to say nice things because beavers keep leaving trees on the weir

2. my favorite chapter hands down is chapter 15 of in the meadow!! Anybody who’s talked to me know that I have a soft spot for Meryl interacting with Tomas. And a while chapter about it??? Oh my gosh I just about died

14 surprisingly, in the meadow. I think because it was millions that made me a little nervous. Or knives in general. He’s already a tricky character to get right and with peoples different takes, most post 98 fics feel forced. I think the slow build up you have is amazing, especially with knives fighting for his life? It’s very well paced to me

8. Listen

This is the question that made me want to see this in.

Your stories feel very character driven to me. Most fics that are, mine included, tend to skip out on little details. But you? There’s so many!!! Milly going through the exercises! Vash playing with the kids! Meryl and Roberto teasing each other! Knives incredible guilt and self loathing! And then the entire Thompson family? They feel so alive!! And the way you write is so soft and airy and light I tend to forget I’m reading.

It’s just… absolutely amazing

squid .... T-T im literally drafting my ask as we speak and then i had to go and read urs and now im crying

tysm i seriously think you subconsciously influenced me into the Meryl Loves Tomas agenda and I will never go back.

I was nervous about writing post 98 too just because I know this whole fandom kind of prefers trimax (as do I) which is why i like... made the executive decision to use Knives' background from the manga, or at least the scenes from Vash and Knives' childhood. I think a Knives that once had hope to befriend humans and was betrayed so wholly is much more interesting than a knives that decides they are a psychopath just,,, for fun (cough cough stampede)

AND THANK YOU FOR GIVING IN THE MEADOW A CHANCE

[surrealsunday]

helloo! wow it’s been a little while ngl! but when when chap10 was posted i was like “do i read it now or wait till the epilogue is posted? 🤔” and i ended up waiting for the epilogue, idk in my head it’s as logic sjsbdb. meanwhile i decided to rewatch stranger things + skamfr kinda at the same time bc it’s been way too long (for the latter). then the epilogue was posted and haven’t found the time or energy to settle and read the last two chapters (we love uni for that). till tonight!! so here’s my not so little review of the chap10 + the epilogue 😅

-> chap10

woaaah im at loss for words for how cute and beautiful that chapter was omg! the vulnerable moment right after the intensity of their love scene hit me right in the feels, lucas’ “please don’t hurt me (again)” and then eliott hugging him tight saying “i promise” 🥺MY HEART🥺

also these little acts had me giggling and kicking my feet

gosh i’m just so giddy when it comes to them like- THEY. ARE. IN. LOVE. 🥹

OH YEAH the moment when idriss came back home and said “I swear, if you fucked in the kitchen, Eliott -" made me think of that one scene in tempo (i think) when he discovers they did it on the counter and there was like evidences or sth and i just burst out laughing 😭 like i imagined him being so done already with them (/affectionate of course)

-> epilogue

MY HEEAART!! i know i’ve said it like a million times already but i’m so soft for theeem 🥺

i really loved how eliott reassured lucas during the moving, how they once more opened a little to one another. then lucas asking him to say something true abt himself, eliott’s little story was very cute despite starting kinda sad :(( but that little parallel to the minute par minute scene but this time it’s eliott calming lucas down ☹️

but goosh i’m in love with their love, in every universe istg 🥰 like i smiled SO BIG here!

now real thing: i cant believe it’s over now :/ i’m gonna miss them so much, these version of elu is definitely one of my favorite! i wanna thank you for writing this fic that, i’m sure, helped a lot of people (including me) escape their boring ass work/uni life ahah. every time it truly has been an amazing time, even when pain was dominent sometimes. but as always i’d say sjsbsb

wishing you a wonderful friday and weekend, i’m gonna spend mine mourning elu!10things and thinking of how much their love is incredible in every universe 😭💞

gosh i just realized i forgot about to say some more things in my previous message 😭 in my defense it’s 1am so- anyways

i’m also very thankful you listened to the little voice in your brain and wrote that little epilogue, the quote of kat is one of my favorite and it’s really well included! would have been such a waste not having lucas saying this tbh.

also the last pic of chap10, eliott’s post with the shadows…wow i literally stared at it for 10 good minutes it was so well done! especially lucas’ wild hair sbsjsb (also i see you have been generous for some parts 👀)

finally, i thanked you for the fic but i also wanna be grateful to your friend julie for pressing you making this fic alive ahah, bc yeah your elu fic are really one of the most emotionally amazing and still being able to read elu content in, now, 2023 is truly incredible ♥️

Oh my gosh I somehow completely missed the notification for these messages in my inbox. I'm so sorry! I was not ignoring you, I just am a useless human 😂

As always I absolutely love hearing your thoughts. I'm so glad you liked chapter 10 🥹. It was interesting pairing smexy times with some super raw emotional nakedness. I liked it tho. It felt right and natural in the moment.

Your memes btw aldfkjalsdfkja. They kill me 😂😂😂

I thought about Idriss in Tempo too at that moment! I truly don't know why I keep doing these things to poor Idriss lmao. But I make it up to him with Manon. So I don't feel too bad 😌.

Ok, so I very much got minute-by-minute vibes in that moment of the epilogue too, but it wasn't pre-planned that way. I kinda love that you had the same reaction. It just sort of happened and as I was writing it occurred to me that it very subtly nodded to that classic Skam moment. It seems they're determined to be that way in every universe.

Ahhhh the shadow pic! It's one of my faves! I get obsessive about most things (this is not news lmao) so it wasn't surprising that I obsessed over getting those shadows right, but in the end when it did look like them I was sooooo satisfied. And yes, satisfied with the very lovely booty on Lucas too 😌. It makes me so happy you liked it too!

Really it was my absolute pleasure to share this fic, most especially because I seriously do have the best readers in the world, and you all are so generous in leaving me your thoughts and feelings about the story (there is really nothing better than that as a writer). It's a big part of me coming back to Elu over and over, I think. I love reconnecting with all of you. And of course I'm more than happy to provide distraction from real life!

P.S. I told Julie what you said and lemme tell you... the way she got all proud and puffed up on herself 😂😂😂. I told her to take it down a notch but she's already kicking into high gear on harassing me for new stories lol.

Anyways, all the love to you. Thank you again so much for sending me your thoughts as you read the story. 💖💗💞💝

[kithtaehyung]

i havent been able to check the last 3tan fall drabble yet, especially with the busan concert 😩 so ive been avoiding your blog so to not get spoilers

but i just saw your word count for 3tan9 (forfeit?) and i just wanna say how excited i am! i cant imagine how much of an effort it is demanding from you, since you never give us nothing short of perfect, and im so grateful! it comes as no surprise you would want a break after it lol 😅, but yeah idk, just felt like thanking you! thank you to put in so much thought, to share so much of your process with us (im so happy whenever you talk about how your writing has been going), to engage so much with us and play along with our theories and our craziness, to write such great pieces and fics and storylines and arcs and developments and dynamics and urghhhhh EVERYTHING 🥺🥺😭

im sure the chapter will be amazing and super 😫🥰🥵🤠🙈 in a good way!!

you're really good to us, and i hope you can really enjoy your rest while you watch us screaming in your inbox 😂 u got an army right behind u too

btw ik im sappy as hell, damn, always reaching out with long ass asks and shit, sorry, i think im still on the edge cause of the show but that excuse only goes so far

anyways, thanks 😊

LUA you're gonna make me melt more and more with every message you send. every sentence, really. i'm just teary eyes rn i'm lucky i took pics before seeing this bc it finished me!!

it's okay! the drabble will still be there whenever you're ready to read. no rush at all, just enjoy when you can :D

forfeit is gonna be humongous omfg. and to make sure all of it is worth the wait, i do admit that it's a bit stressful on top of being just fun and comforting to write<3 it's been 3 months since the last major drop, so i feel like this needs to be super good! the break is gonna be muuuch needed :'))

oh my gosh, it's never dealing with y'all! i love interacting. it's a joy not a chore. thank you for being here with me and sending all the theories and encouragement and whatever else, truly. it makes my day to see y'all caring about this series as much as i do. tbh i had a little moment today in my car, just overwhelmed with how grateful i am to have bangtan, and 3tan, and y'all in my life. this year has been absolutely incredible and i can't believe i'm just now stopping to reflect on it.

just like in fireworks, when reader says being nostalgic for the same moment you're living? that's how i feel now. because the moments we're living now are my favorites.

i can't even describe how your army comment made me feel. just.. thank you. reaching out to hug you so tight🫂 y'all mean the world to me, and i know i say that often but i really do mean it.

sappiness makes me melt!! thank you for sending this bc i needed it. you're amazing, you know that?