#okay time for bed. gn
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#me‚ out loud while writing tpg 30: what's wrong with me? what's the fucking point? is the madness finally consuming me?#this chapter is actually batshit crazy like i'm for real going insane#there is a 100% chance i'm finishing it tomorrow so look forward to that :D#(though it'll still need to be beta read lol)#i'm SOOOOO excited for it yall have no idea#you may hate me a little but thats ok i think ill really deserve it this time#oooo toji says one of the most important things in the fic. wrote it and had to cry for a while#its ok sometimes you just gotta let it out#okay time for bed. gn#tpg
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some more messy bathroom pics ^-^
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withers askin me why I'm not dating anyone in the party SORRY I'm too busy tryna solve these bitches problems damn
#u never wanna talk but now u wanna bring up my love life....messy 🙄#whatever i still love him ig#i rejected shadow super last minute cause i just dont think my tav likes her like that just not their vibe#ill replay for romances another time rn im on my therapist grindset#kae.txt#okay it is almost 3am i have had my fill of gameplay for the night tiiiime to go to bed gn <3
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but who’s going to objectify zavala or saladin 😔 old war heroes need love too
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tomorrow is my last day of having to do work for my classes and I’m just soooo ready for this upcoming break. I wanna write for an entire day at a time again and learn how to crotchet without putting so many expectations to be perfect the first time again!!!! I wanna paint and play my switch and just lay down without feeling guilty!!!!! I need it!!!!!!!
#I still have to respond back to discussion board posts after tomorrow 🙄#but at least I wont have to do actual work after next week!!!!!#I wanna be free!!!!!!#also tips for learning crotchet would be greatly APPRECIATED#bc I don’t get how to do any of it 😔#anyway lemme take my ass to bed#I have a quiz (or maybe two I’m still not sure)#and a paper and presentation and db to do tomorrow and I really don’t wanna#I know it’s gonna be light work but it’s gonna be time consuming which is what I loathe#like omg it took me FOUR FUCKIN HOURS to do ONE project today#I was mad as hell#it wasn’t even necessarily difficult to do just SO TIME CONSUMING#gimme my time back so I can nap on the couch in front of the fire place damnit#okay enough ranting gn!!!!!#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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i went out for dinner with my twin brother for the first time in my life lmao
#and i came out fo him sgjdvjsdj#we aren't close. i wasn't even sure if he's got my number lmao#but he asked me abt my plans for the future and asked why i don't have a boyfriend yet 🙃#and joked about me being into girls and i was like. i am actually into girls.#he was like okay. that's not my business anyway#and i was really chill abt it too. like damn i remember crying when i came out to my mom and being so nervous when i came out to my friends#bit here i literally couldn't care less#we spent like. 2.5 hours together and it was awkward but not as awkward as i expected#because we only talk a few times a year there was a lot to talk about. my school work etc.#and we went to a pizza place i really wanted to visit so!! it wasn't a bad evening#but i am glad to be back in my bed agjsfjs tomorrow will be really stressful at work.... i hope i can fall asleep soon#gn guys#k.txt
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not sure how much this is smth anyone else can see or just a refelection on the type of content i personally consume a lot of but will branner (max jagerman in npmd) simultaneously looks like jerma and grant obrian 2 me......
#OKAY the jerma thing other ppl have said . the grant thing might just be a sign of me getting the most out of my dropout subscription lol#but also a swearr he does and like the whole time i was like omg he looks like someone i recognise him a bit#nd i was like he kinda looks like jerma but also kinsa like someone else but earlier today i finally got tht he also look like grant#also im curious how much of an overlap is there of dropout and starkid fans#ik there has to be one bc. actually mostly bc tht is me but STILL#okay i need to be up early tmrw i need to get to bed. gn#starkid#npmd#dropout#jerma#<- gonna start actually using tags. crazy ik.........
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YO when u did that lil art of Lilypucks and Dandelion Peaches, a Mistake Not Forgotten i saw the link and i was like MMMMMMMMMMMMM TIME TO READ even though its 12 IN THE MORNING augrjhjegrvjawefi ITS SUCH A GOOD FIC I CAN'T WNWHJFEEDWFHEJ ok sorry for going batshit crazy in your asks??? help
GRAHHHHH I LOVE GETTING PEOPLE INTOF FANFISHITION BY JUST BEING NROAML AGRGRGRRGGR
#I've stimmed so much tonight if one more thing happens I will violently explode#okay now fr fr this time gn#no mroe posts it's time to be serious and normal and bed time
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i’ll set it up later cause it’s 4 am but <33 nadja is gonna be on @antipaxs mwAHH
#ooc.#might think of a better user later hm#my bbg i missed her#i’m finally caught up on the show jumps up and down#okay gN Y’ALL ILY#bed time for nadia
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I don't know him that well personally, but I WOULD take a bullet (an arrow? I guess, in this context?) for Anri of Astora
He gives me SUCH soft boy vibes, I just wanna protect him at all costs despite him being in a literal suit of armour already
#delete later#last time I was this shook about a character having a softer voice than I expected was Giorno Giovanna LMAO#look i know i have been all text posts and barely any art lately.......#i promise I draw I just don't have much to show for it#I actually went to prep an art summary ahead of time (for once) and uhhh....#did not 'finish' a lot of stuff this year. not gonna be the prettiest art summary hahaha#BUT I've had a lot of varying degrees of brainrot while juggling multiple fandoms so like#I guess it was to be expected#anyway tfw I have a HC for what Anri looks like purely based on vibe and idk if that makes me basic or not but hnngggg#i like it too cuz my Ashen One is kinda on the muscular side (despite being a DEX build lolol)#so i think they are like fun compliments to each other#NO IM NOT BIASED#also hello it is 7am i need to go to bed lmao okay gn#i think.... i need to make a tag for ppl to blacklist that is me blabbing like this#I worry i am..... annoying -- I DO have an art tag tho so I trust people just use that#but I guess that doesn't block me outta ur feed tho huh hahaha#i will work on this! but for now............ sleep.
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So I have this little idea in my head of what Marvel should do with Zach/Amp - after Bobby and Akihiro respectively make their apologies to him and bring him to Krakoa, Zach should join a little posse of teens and kids (Brian, who's still Julian's right hand man despite their new age gap, Curse, Maxime & Manon, and Brutha Nature) who follow Julian around and think hes the best guy ever. They're his mini Hellions.
Zach looks up to Julian a lot, and develops a tiny crush on him. Brian notices this and says, "I know, right?" and the two hit it off and start comparing experiences, and quickly become best friends, and eventual boyfriends.
Zach also happens to bump into Quentin, who he remembers from his brief stint at the Xavier school. He also thinks Quentin is really cool, and starts hanging out with him, looking up to him as well, becoming Quentin's little henchman (which strokes Quentin's ego of course that this hyper teen wants to hang out with him and thinks hes the Greatest.) Julian notices this and tries to pull Zach away, telling half truths about Quentin to get him to think badly of him. This starts a rivalry between Julian and Quentin, their respective egos and bitchy attitudes clashing over this kid who can't decide which of them is cooler.
Also Akihiro and Bobby end up becoming his dads. Together because of course I had to put them into this. Adoption and everything and Zach gets the supportive family he always deserved.
#okay going to bed for real this time gn tumblr#zach | amp#julian keller#brian cruz#quentin quire#darkice#bobby drake#akihiro#x men#new x men
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#okay off 2 bed#meeting today went really well btw!! like actually insanely well i dont think it realistically could have gone better#the prof was SO COOL and we rlly clicked!!! our research interests are perfectly aligned and he seemed so excited about my research#and potential projects ;___;#that program is one of my top choices i feel like i might actually have a shot now. perhaps thats just wishful thinking. time will tell#i have a meeting w a prof at my other top choice tomorrow @__@ please wish me luck#gn!!
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watched the stage again and yea their mics were On
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I'm sorry you were sad the other day (saw your tag about your cat, they sound like a good kitter). I hope your day tomorrow is most excellent, my dude! May you find a dollar in the street, and may the wind blow perfectly to make your hair look absolutely *rad*.
Moony!!! tumblr literally ate this ask, cause I did NOT see it in my notifs or any of the other times I was in my ask box, and I literally have no idea when you sent this, but THANK YOOOUUU 🥺🥺🥺😭😭 I appreciate you and your well wishes and I am wrapping you in a blankie and handing you your fave beverage of choice 🥰💕🖤💖✨
thank you again for the ask, and I hope you have a really nice Sunday and upcoming week 💕✨
#and now. at the absolutely WILD time of 5:15AM I am taking my ass to BED.#this brought me so much joy tho ty ty for real#I just wish tunglr.hell hadn't EATEN IT.. what a cringe fail loser app... 💀#my beloved mutuals ✨#okay gn y'all 🖤✨
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anyways it's 9pm time to shut my brain off and Prepare for school tomorrow. sigh. see y'all
#we carry a lot of despair around with us at all times#it's been a lot more difficult to ignore recently#just part of growing up ig but still#i'll go to bed and wake up in the morning and things may be better and they may not. there'll be a pixlriffs episode.#we'll have to face our teacher about only writing 5k words so far for nanowrimo#the odds are stacked against us but i think we'll be okay#they'll definitely feel more okay after a solid nights sleep#despite everything we're still here.#gn <3#des' tag
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One mental health day a month isn’t like…unreasonable right?
#personal#like the timing is bad bcuz we just had 3 day weekend and I’d be taking another#and I just took a friday off 3 weeks ago#but like…i been havin night terrors I been tummy sick every day this week#idk what’s going on I’m just having one of those days where I try to get up and pulled right back to bed. petrified. fear.#u kno how it is🤪#but there’s nothing going on at work today there’s nobody to really see it’s mostly a planning day#so I think an unpaid day when they don’t really care about my attendance anyway is okay but still idk feels weird to take time off#like ‘oh no THIS is the time they’re gonna fire me’ but it’s not but maybe it is#idk fuvk this I’m goin back to bed idc idc idc#Kubrick staring kids and scrolling my phone on breaks isn’t gonna do much good#AND IM SO LUCKY THAT IM ABLE TO DO THAT I’m SO lucky I’m able to just take the day#even tho it’s unpaid I’m not gonna get in trouble for it I’m so fuvking lucky I can do that#…hm guilt spiral in the notes you know what I’m gonna log out and go back to sleep gn
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