Teacher so good when se asked what's so funny we told her AND SHE LAUGHED
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Still alive, writing and editing a lot and even drawing (mostly dragon sketches at work). Seasons has some new chapters now...
I saw something earlier about writing being something you can hone by doing lots of reading and writing. I wonder when that will apply to me. I've read a lot of books this year. I have almost hit my goal of 90 books, and while a couple are nonfiction and half are comics, the rest are novels. I expect that to increase again, now that I'm going back to the library. (I stopped with the bed bug scare.) Then I'm setting aside time each week to write. I work on stories at work, even if it's mostly just planning. (My laptop is falling apart so I just gave up taking it to work.)
Yet here I am, still the same idiot who doesn't have anything appealing enough for most people to read. I can't get 99% of my followers interested. Sales of Geckos have dropped to next-to-nothing. Nothing else I put out there matters either.
The fault lies with me. I'm not good enough.
After having this stupid blog for 12 years, I want to delete it. I want to delete my twitter account. I want to delete every single account and shut up for good. There is nothing I can offer.
My writing is a good hobby for me. I can get pats on the head for doing a little thing for myself. Aww, look at the cute little dumbass adult doing wittle storwies!!! Isn't that silly!!! They're not good, but he's having fun during the process.
Too bad he hasn't figured out that not even 39 more years of practice can save what he's handing out.
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RAHHHH CHAPTER 7 SPOILERS CHIT CHAT
Now I think of it, Malleus is really possessive of Lilia. I’m not saying it because he’s a dragon (lol) but Malleus has always been overprotective of Lilia. He knows he’s capable of taking care of himself yet because Lilia was there majority of the time he was raised he can’t help but want to return the favor. It’s heartbreaking if you see it his point of view, with MC trying to find a way back, the same person he admires and genuinely loves because they’re not afraid of him. It’s possible he’s grown an unhealthy attachment for them, same goes with Lilia.
This is all platonic love with Lilia, Malleus wants him to be by his side, Lilia is HIS parent figure and knowing he might outlive Lilia since he’s years are decreasing is terrifying for him. I joked with my friend about Malleus being crazy for putting everyone asleep but she whole heartedly agree with him 😭! And I see it. Malleus, as much as he’s not a proper prince, or how he should act. Has a mind and behavior of a teenager? This could be the cause of his childhood, shunned in fear, Malleus used fear to his advantage at times. Without the authority and title he had gained, Malleus wasn’t able to make friends. It makes me sad because it reality when a person is in a higher status it is reasonable to fear or respect them, yet not get to know them as a person. Because you have no idea what they are cable of when angry.
Malleus had a valid reason to do what he did. He wasn’t properly taught how to handle rejection, to handle the fact life goes on without him, the people he love won’t stay for long. And he uses his power to change that, to hold onto the present longer. Others might think he’s throwing a huge tantrum over it but I think wrong, he was treated differently for all of his life. The only source of his comfort and happiness is slowly leaving him, what better thing to do than prevent them?
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