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Waiting for my brain to feel normal again.
#I know it’s only been two a weeks or so#but idk I thought I would be better by now#i’m so exhausted#anyways I do not recommend getting a concussion#or maybe I’ll never be normal again#I guess I mean I wasn’t normal in the first place#🙃#shut up coley
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also look at these two. both sides of the gay outfit spectrum.
#i think we’ll never see the landlady again which is sad bc she was so nice#maybe in like the next few episodes#also im still sad bc lucy was sad and i love her with all my heart her big curly hair omg i—#and also i’m still trying to figure out what kind of feeling audrey evokes in me and i think i’ll just never truly know#she like if you took an aquarius and a scorpio and mixed them and then turned them into something completely unsettling but endearing#also ben horne just build a tower out of everything in his room including a stuffed cat. this man.#and also also bobby looks kind of good in his suit which is crazy because i normally HATE suits#i think it’s because of the baggyness tho so it’s fine#also no shelly this episode which is sad but okay#also no leland so no crazy shenanigans which is kind of sad#but a lot of denise which has left me foaming at the mouth#and coop i love coop#mkay enoug#twin peaks#dale cooper#also mina if you’re reading this du bist diese frau. weil klein langer rock bunte jacke und braune haare mit pony. crazy.#.
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cant stop thinking about armand falling in love with daniel for presumably the traits of a) insane nosy motherfucker and b) rude about being asked to tell armand how to use a payphone. aren’t you like 500 read the directions!!!
#you’re the only person alive who knows my name I never tell my name to anyone alive….#I’ll be normal again like. tomorrow maybe#vampireblogging
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Y’all is Hollow Knight hard or do I just suck because oh my god??
#not gonna inflict my ramblings onto someone else’s post so just making a text post for myself#but oh my god#what the fuck?#maybe I’m not a hardcore metroidvania fan but I like them well enough#do I suck that badly at games now?? am I old to the point that my hands can’t do this shit????#did I just somehow fuck myself at some point???#because wow this feels kind of sadistic????#and not even in the fun kind of way?????#like I think I’d rather submit myself to fear and hunger again rather than continue where I am now in hk#idk maybe I’m missing something#but I just got wall jump and was so happy until I fell down to where you can challenge those mantis dudes#got myself out of there but then as I was exploring northwest I keep dying and reviving from the fucking bouncy balls over water#and the normal mantis mobs are also kicking my ass?#and dont even get me started on the weird tentacley nuclear bomb mushroom things those are just bullshit#AND THEN AS I WAS HAVING A GOOD TIME EXPLORING HEADING TOWARDS A SAVE BENCH I GET DROPPED INTO DEEPNEST??????#WHAT KIND OF JUMPSCARE BULLSHIT??????????#AND THE FUCKING COCKROACHES THAT NEVER SEEM TO STOP SPAWNING KILL ME#and then I see how fucking far back I’ve been dropped in the corner of fungal wastes#and I try jumping through the fucking bouncy balls again#and I die and lose my money#I can’t fucking do this shit anymore y’all holy fucking shit#the number of times I’ve died and restarted from that fucking fungal wastes bench I am so sick of it 💀#legit I think this is the first time I’ve rage quit a game#it’s been a while since a game’s actually made me this angry I want to fucking throw something 😂#the willpower and self control I needed to not chuck my pro controller across the room…#if I didn’t have neighbors and a unit below me I’d be throwing shit for sure though#but instead I must smack pillows against my mattress in a rage 😂#I think I hate the ‘go back to where you died to get back your money’ punishment system… like legit I actually really really hate it.#I do think the game is fun and I know I’ll probably quickly gain the money… but it feels like the game’s telling me I fucking suck lmao#suffice to say I will not be playing any more hollow knight for the foreseeable future 💀
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That awkward feeling when a PIMI childhood friend sends you an invite to a party in the summer; but you know you’re going to be out of the cult and shunned by then.
What do I even say? Do I lie and say I’ll be there? Do I just not respond?
#exjw#ex jw#I’m not worried about this friend so much; I’m worried about the other friend#because the other friend has awful mental health and not many close friends other than me and maybe one or two other people#This childhood friend is acting very differently than how she did when we were close which could be completely normal#But she seems “spaced out” and very formal whenever I’ve spoken to her (though that could be the allergy meds doing that)#or maybe she knows through her parents through my parents that I wrote about her playlist of “inappropriate” music in my diary#and maybe she got grilled for it#It’s important to note that neither the playlist nor the YT channel were taken down. I can still find them#So maybe she’s not as “in it” as I think she is. But then again she did introduce me to her Bible study so… idk#Maybe it’s a situation of “I’ll take the husband; mom will take the wife; and you’ll take the daughter” but idk#I never had any Bible studies. I went on studies. I got a study shoved off on me when I was eighteen because no one liked her#for being “too much” and “needy” and “not following Jehovah’s guidance and using nicotine patches so she won’t die of a heart attack”#That was a barrel of fucking laughs#(I got reprimanded by the actual sister studying with her#for reading “what happens to your body when you quit smoking” articles to her and encouraging this woman to follow her DOCTOR’S advice)#But I’ve never started a study; nor has anyone passed off a study to me to keep#ex cult
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Im turning Demon Slayers into Pokemon & you can’t stop me >:)
I don’t even have that many characters 100% figured out. But why should that stop me? I’m excited about this mini au
Anyway here are my thought so far. Some of them I’m still debating, so I’m open to ideas <3
*=unsure/subject to change
Hashira:
Giyuu: Primarina
Shinobu: Ribombee
Mitsuri: Tinkaton
Sanemi: Zangoose*
Gyomei: Garchomp/Golurk (leaning towards Golurk)
I’ve got so many ideas for Muichiro smh
Like,,Dewott bc water & personally I love Dewott so I’m biased. But also shiny psyduck (it’s blue + head troubles + powerful if its headache is bad enough (at least in the anime). Spinda is kinda a crack idea, but it’s worth mentioning.
Obanai: Seviper
Tengen: Milotic/Golisopod (leaning towards Milotic)
Kyojuro: Arcanine/Infernape (leaning towards Arcanine)
Kamaboko Squad:
Tanjiro & Nezuko: Zorua
Zenitsu: Pichu
Inosuke: Riolu*
Kanao: Eevee (later Leafeon)*
Senjuro: Growlithe/Chimchar (depends on Kyojuro)
Genya: Zangoose*
#if they’re not listed I probably don’t have any ideas for them </3#I really like Golisopod#I’ve never even used one but I think it’s cool#its giving Tengen for some reason??#kny#demon slayer#coconut octo (mod talking)#hesitant to call it an au#I don’t have much planned for it right now? just wanna put it out there lol#but then again things may change idk#I mean Sabibun started off as a one-off silly doodle but now it’s a full blown au#if Shinobu is Ribombee then so is Kanae but cushxk idk if that’s the best fit?#ofc it’s good for Shinobu but Kanae? hmmmmm#idk I’ll need another look thru the Pokédex#I scroll thru the Pokédex until I think ‘oh that one is soo giyuu like omg <3’#trying to avoid overlap with Vinlynce’s pmd au#but there’s 1000+ pokemon so I’ve got plenty of options#I want preferably a water or ice type for Muichiro but normal works too#why am I getting the urge to make Inosuke cubone fshsic#okay if Obanai is Seviper & Sanemi is Zangoose…maybe they’ll be like an odd pair that was able to put their beef aside & bond#Pokémon#PokeSlayers
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there are now two games I can mark down for irrevocably changing me
#camera talks#disco elysium and in stars and time (havent even finished the latter yet)#(I’m close and it already changed me internally so I’m counting it.)#this shit is moving guys#like I don’t get it. the cop game and silly time loop game have made scam feel things forever#anyways. I’ll never be normal again#a little bit silly about this forever#I can’t explain how isat has changed me but it Has#and disco.. the world is beautiful etc etc#will explain later maybe alas I have school rn
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🌟 Encanto Friendship Page!🌟
Ahhhhh congrats @acewithapaintbrush on reaching your milestone!! And thank you for coming up with this super cute idea!! I’ve loved looking through everyone’s pages so far!
If you wanna make one, here’s the original post with all of the templates! ✨ Here’s mine! Thank you for the tag @mmollymercury! 💕
OKAY so I would tag people BUT I feel like basically everyone that I would tag has been tagged already so— anyone who sees this, do itttttt! It was funnn ✨
#encantofriendshippage#I didn’t have the space to write this on the page BUT#and I’ve probably said this already but I’ll say it again 🤌🏼#I’ve never been in an online fandom before#and this one was the absolute right one to join#I’ve met so many talented beautiful people 🥲#and it’s honestly been a long time since I’ve been THIS happy#so yeah#FRIENDSHIP#this fandom is great#y’all are great#all of youuuuu all of youuuuuuu#it’s crazy bc i initially wasn’t excited about watching this movie.. at all#I thought it would just be another movie that I liked but would probably only watch maybe twice#but OOOOOOH was I wrong#so very very wrong#can y’all believe it’s been almost a WHOLE YEAR since Encanto premiered??#my brainrot started in December— and I’m still here lmao holy shit#I haven’t drawn this much for myself in YEARS#Anyway I’m super normal about this movie and I’m so happy to be a part of a group that is also super normal about it 😊💖#my encanto fanart
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14 hours of good sleep let’s fucking goooooo
#Seven’s Public Diary#period mention#cw periods#cw menstruation#will vent tags be necessary for this one idk#the diary tag in and of itself kinda Is a vent/personal tag#i love (read: hate) how i announced that i was gonna be quiet for an unspecified period of time the other day#and have still been half-ass chatting and vent posting ever since#this isn’t good what happened to my ability to be concerningly silent for weeks on end. i can feel myself becoming annoying again#anyways. it wasn’t the Perfect sleep given that i was awoken 3 different times throughout#but! i fell right back to sleep every time so it’s all good#i have Not been getting enough sleep lately so even though that was a Lot.. god i feel good rn#amazing how sleep restores my sanity. i never feel more like Myself than right after waking up#And my period finally started so i am soon to be free of this hormone storm#maybe in a few days i’ll feel more normal again! imagine that#not that i’m Ever normal. but back to my baseline insanity y’know#wow semi-positive post in the diary tag for once? groundbreaking
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I know a lot of much needed change is coming my way. Although I am excited for the long awaited opportunities, I do feel heavily unsettled.
I think it’s out of heartache of what’s going to happen to a lot of people I won’t see again. They’ll forever be lost in the labyrinth of time. All I can do is move forward and hope my people stay with me.
#maddie speaks#pre-birthday existentialism but its weirdly heavier than normal this time#i have a bad habit of thinking TOO much sometimes#i think about the people I’ll never see again#even the childhood friends that disappeared#ugh this is not what i wanted to happen#and then my fears for the future#i also have a lot of worry for my parents#even with how bad they are for my heart and mind#i still feel sad of what happened to them and how all i can do is protect myself and have them fade away too#it really makes me sad since I tried everything I could…#i miss them for the good they did do and the memories#i just hope with the new life I have that it can be a happy fulfilling one#CAN SOMEONE THROW MEDIC AT ME#OR DEMPSEY#MAYBE EVEN CROW#I NEED TO HOLD ON TO SOMEONE THIS IS NOT GOOOOOOOOD
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Oh my god I was NOT expecting to leave the Sun & Foxy fake date ep. mildly shipping Puppet and Foxy?? Help when I clicked on it I was kinda thinking “oh. More fake kidscove stuff. That’s always fun :)” but then everything happened and???????????? Huh??????? Like I don’t really ever ship TSBS characters just cuz it feels weird to me but?? Oh my god
#HELP???#I don’t know how to feel#like the whole Puppet Bodypillow situation is very 🤨 on Monty’s part obviously and kinda very weird#BUT#but but.#Puppet what was that reaction when Foxy kept it??#like Foxy was being completely normal about it. he took it because well Why Not and to maybe sell as a ‘collectors item’#then YOU made it weird#I don’t. hm#is Puppet catching feelings for Foxy??#like. there is NO WAY they included over half an episode of JUST the two of them for. nothing#like Monty at the end was even like ‘🤨hey. hey buddy why are you. Being Like This? Hm?’#I. I don’t know to me personality it honestly kinda seems like it. could work??#like it just felt so REAL to me when they were in Puppet’s new apartment and like. Foxy knew EXACTLY what Puppet would want#and he got EXACTLY what Puppet would want. and you could see how happy Puppet was they were just trying to act not excited#“I like. Couches. I like comfortable couches.’’ and ‘You have a very comfortable couch’ like??? excuses to just. be in Foxy’s house more???#I am reading waaaaaaaaaaaay too much into this but CMON. PUPPET YOU WERE NOT NORMAL ABOUT ANY OF THIS BUT WHY??? PUPPET.#and FOXY?? FOXY YOU ARE POOR. Foxy the most recurring thing about you is that You Need More Money. and then you.#spend MILLIONS of dollars on an apartment for Puppet???? adhdjfjskdjdhagfjskfsjd#like. going back to Puppet. she even EXCPLICITY made some romance-related comments regarding Foxy and?? I don’t know. I don’t knowwww#IS SHE catching feelings?? IS she?? I just. that felt like Something. their entire interaction the whole time felt like Something.#puppet x foxy#(kind of)#mgafs#mgafs puppet#mgafs foxy#i rambled a bit#THAT JUST. chat I am TELLING YOU there is SOMETHING. there is something. I really hope we expand on this because PLEASE. please#it just. as a Ship it feels soft and comfy?? like a comfort ship?? idk I just really hope they expand on this#if they don’t I’ll live. I’ll just be Silly in my head and imagine it being real. BUT IF THEY DO. ILL NEVER BE NORMAL AGAIN
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society if i wasn’t obsessed with the idea of being in a relationship
#omg me when i vent in the tags hold on#discord oomfies : here we go again#IDKKKKKKK i’m on my period but something about being completely romantically invisible for my entire life is so. IT FEELS SO SHITTY#like i’ve never had a talkikg stage i’ve never been hit on nothing ever like that#like it is hard not to feel like a hideous beast i just don’t know what i’m doing wrong#I WISH SOMEONE WOULD TELL ME WHAT IM DOING WRONG!!!!!!!!!#bc as pathetic as this sounds i really do spend like the majority of my day wondering what the hell is so unattractive about me#bc i put all this effort in to try and be as conventionally attractive as possible. am i saying its working? no! but it’s not as bad as it#could be#and i mask SO HARD trying to be nice and normal#AND IM JUST!!! INVISIBLE !!!!#romantically that is the christian girlies who follow me around wanting to be friends don’t count.#omfg i know i’m whinging so much i’m annoying mysekf but if i don’t get this out i’ll explode#just keeping waiting for SOMETHING to happen and watching it happen to everyone i grew up with except me#IT HURTS!!!!!!#ok . going to go . idk do something . listen to rautavaara maybe
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Always important to remember that Alfred Pennyworth is NOT the Designated Sane One of the Batfam.
(And poor Tim has to apologize to him lol.)
Source is Detective Comics #664
#alfred pennyworth#is not normal.#Bruce learned it from somewhere right.#reminds me of that one post about alfred being a mean bitch wrt Bruce’s terrible coping mechanisms and being like…#WHOMST are you to talk sir????#‘I’m so sorry I said we should take Bruce to a hospital when he was beaten into unconsciousness and…#…had his back broken and was thrown off a building. i promise I’ll never do it again.’#actually—I very much would like meta about alfred being a terrible father but a good grandfather. which is weirdly a thing? ime?#and as they get older they kinda recontextualize Bruce and Alfred’s relationship and they’re like—#‘holy unhealthy dynamics Batman!!!’#idk maybe it’s just me.#i think also people want there to be a sane one in the batfam?#no they are all unhinged. don’t go looking for ‘the normal one’ you will not find them.#(albeit each one of them thinks they’re the sane one. except Bruce. he’s like ‘DONT PUT THAT EVIL ON ME!’)#comic pages#from knightfall btw#probably got that through context if you made it through the tags but just to put it out there.#meanwhile btw Bruce is in and out of consciousness being like ‘my life is a godawful wasteland of pain and suffering.’#which makes Alfred’s insistence that this would destroy Bruce REAL life even more#hilaribad.
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Idk if I’m a boy or a girl anymore
#vent#vent in tags#or neither tbh#idk who I want to be#it’s just easier to detransition rn and then try again later in life when I think more#but also detransitioning publicly will raise my anxiety so much I’ll be in bed for weeks#everything hurts#I’m tired and I wanna draw#oh my GOD idk who I am#maybe I don’t belong here#i wish i didn’t exist#ignore all this just late night thoughts#whatever#I’m so scared#i wish i was normal#I want so much attention but the second i get it negative i wanna never leave my room again#but my room isnt safe either#no where is safe I wish I had more friends they distract me#I feel so selfish
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I am in an. extraordinary. amount. of. pain.
#Fuck off legs I’m not taking you back to the fucking doctor#Maybe I’ll just melt into the ground#Also was hi with bursts of inspiration for a random WIP I basically never post about??? And now I’m writing like a normal person??#And I’m about to beat FEA#I mean I’m falling by apart at skating falling apart socially stressed to hell so exhausted I can barely move when I’ve done nothing#Reading the bell jar again becuase i relate writing a ton of poetry living off tea and buckeyes and I want to hurl myself into the w-#-inter version of the sun#But can’t have everything huh
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I just had the most screwed up black mirror kind of vibe dream, and I am permanently reminded of why I’m good at writing horror. Cause like man. How does a brain have that good of a plot twist? And not have it be nonsensical?
#please help#like I was scared in my dream#but not actually scared#my heart was racing like I was having a panic attack and I could feel it but I was calm in the dream#and there were like these episodes of stories#and the last one was this haunting that was taking place#that was centered around this little girl#and I was trying to help and doing everything cause it was my job#and I told the parents I’m sorry I’ve never seen anything like this#I don’t know what to do#and the dad is mad at the mom and is like maybe it’s time to get her the help she needs#look at her she’s not okay#and the room like rippled and the girl wasn’t Normal and instead had a psychotic smile and scraggly hair and looked horrifying#and she said this is my story daddy#and I’ll tell it how I want to#and then she killed him like very very viscerally and the world rippled and she was still smiling that awful smile#and then the world rippled and I was in her ideal world again#I knew the truth but I couldn’t get out#0/10 experience#what even was that
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