#orrrrrrrrrrrrrr

[rosicheeks]

😤

[psilocybinaut]

My boss asked me something that made me just plain livid.

[lwieserce]

of course miss acheron is just bait, MAKE WAY FOR THE STELLARON HUNTER .

[katsukis-bakugo]

why is there so much incest in arrested development???????????

[fkinavocado]

DADDY ISSUES ANNOUNCEMENT

ok guys. let's recap. i've been writing on this fic since august 2021. i was gearing up to wrap it up for its 2 year anniversary in august, but my mental health got in the way of writing in general, not just for this fic.

however, there has been another major block in my way.

many of you might remember this if you've been around long enough, but i got a lot of backlash at one point in the story. some felt it wasn't going in the direction they had hoped for (a typical happy ending, picket fence, kids, etc- the whole package).

and ever since, this has been bothering me- but not just because of the obvious reason (which is, that this is my fic and i should get to decide what the storyline is ultimately, and who doesn't resonate can just move on instead of sending me hate for something i share on here for free and for us all to enjoy- me writing it, and you, hopefully, reading it)

no, the real, or should i say, bigger reason is that i was upset with myself.

because, honestly... i wanted to end the fic where part 1 ended!

but... i gave into the pressure. so many ppl were pleading for more, and although the initial plan was to just write extras going forward, little check-ins mainly based on prompts, i felt like i owed it to you all to give you the happy ending everyone was rooting for... when, in reality, i'd meant for it to have an open ending all along.

yes, the check-ins would have had them be together etc, but no major plot developments such as... getting married, babies, etcetc. because i just didn't want to give them a typical story. i wanted this to be based on their dynamic, their relationship, them working on it, but not have it be the traditional story with a happily ever after.

(very many insisted a lot on the baby plotline, and maybe that's why i went with that twist in the story... because i didn't see it for them in the immediate future. and writing it in a linear timeframe without too many timejumps meant that i had to find a workaround... which only infuriated people more!)

so i'be been debating this for months now... should i go on and just wrap it up in a lame way that i didn't feel did the story justice (aka another timejump where they're finally settled, have a kid and another one on the way, and describe their happily ever after) orrrrrrrrrrrrrr backtrack to where i feel i deviated from my original plan, and take off part 2 and 3.

basically, go back to where they were on his front porch and part 1 ended:

Harry looked at you for a long moment, towering over you- you could barely see his facial features in the dark. 

But what you could make out clearly was the glistening in his eyes and the way his lips turned ever so slowly into a smile, his dimples on display. He was so handsome when he smiled, it hurt. 

You slowly smiled in return, your worried expression fading away, and you just stared at eachother like that, smiling after months of nothing but.

You didn’t need to say anything, your eyes had their own secret language. Once more, your bodies were doing the talking for you.

He held out the palm of his hand.

And… you knew.

this... this is how i wanted the main story to end. and then to just write extras, prompts you guys send in, whatever you wanted to see more of- but maybe not them having kids etc because fjdhfksd this is just not that kind of story to me! i just wanted this to be about them, the two of them rekindling their relationship after so much time apart and all they'd been through!

so... i finally took the decision, and as a result, you may have noticed that just the first 25 chapters are still listed in the masterlist (essentially, just part 1)

this was a hard decision, one i've been debating for ages, because, well... i hated having to just erase so many chapters. chapters i worked on, chapters i still see as genuine and true to their story but just... not what i wanted to write for them as a whole. i wanted to just focus on little moments. not have it be a chronological recount of their story, going further.

i had to let go of so many special moments that i loved writing! who knows... maybe i'll save some of them and integrate them into extras

that is, if any of you still want me to keep writing extras for them! i know many will still want to see snippets of them, but i am well aware most have probably given up on this fic and i honestly don't blame them. it's taken me forever to reach this decision, but honestly, i'm taking the advice of so many lovely people who came into my inbox along the years and encouraged me to stay true to what i'd envisioned for them in the first place

so this is me doing that ❤️i love their story, and all the love you guys have for it and it's just so so special to me. i couldn't bear giving it an ending that would just feel like i was wrapping it all up and putting a pretty bow on top when i have so much i wanted to explore with them, otherwise. thank you all for your patience and all your kindness. it means a lot, and i hope this news makes you happy because... it makes me happy knowing i stayed true to myself in the end.

now i can finally move on and write more for them. let's have some fun! if needed, go back and at least give chapter 25 a re-read so you know where things left off. i'm still not doing well mental health wise so please bear with me- i'm trying. i promise i am. i desperately wanna write, i love writing. writing extras is so much easier logistically- little fun check-ins that i don't have to overthink. i'm hopeful that this will prove to be the right decision going further ❤️

[yeorisanaxox]

Now— either this man is referring to a summer cb *bc they literally had a freaking sign flying out in the air above the festival* ORRRRRRRRRRRRRR THE US TOUR DATES ARE ON THE WAY SNSKSJKDBK

[variousqueerthings]

final episode of doctor who

orrrrrrrrrrrrrr

young soul rebels

choices choices choices

[cheval-grand]

SO DID WE ALL SEE THE DUTCH WARMBLOOD LEAKS ORRRRRRRRRRRRRR

[nonclassyparty]

sorry i just dont think many of us understand every choice san makes or why he says those things he says like lets finish that show together or everything pink reminds me of you or im fond of you but then does the things he does like even after reading the emails he still makes no sense to me. the one thing im sure about is that he treats others like shit and regardless of the why or his intent, his impact is still affecting others and he does this repeatedly as if he’s the only one hurting and yeah thats why it just comes off as very asshole selfish behaviour to be stringing yeosang and mc around yet treating them horribly. and being self aware about it makes him worse imo. i think if he felt for either of them in any capacity he wouldnt do or say those things, like i dont think his justifications make any sense or that i can get a sense of his objective, he’s still very elusive to me 😭 its much easier to say hes been an asshole (because he has) and go about our day. thats why hes a lot less redeemable then mingi and just a bad person all around, sorry yeo.

orrrrrrrrrrrrrr maybe he's just the villain because we feel like he has to be one? 😭 san is literally the biggest self-sabotage master, when i say he's self-aware i mean in a way that he feels awful about the things he's done but in the end pushing everybody way is more important as he feels that they're all better off without him. he has done bad shit, yes, and THATS OKAY!!! bc so has y/n, and mingi and yeosang and wooyoung and then seonghwa and literally every character in this story lol none of them are perfect little angels who've never done anything wrong and thats totally fine its what makes it so fun

[ambivalence-and-torpor]

I mean. I think you know what I’m talking about El 👀.. so did ya have fun with em after ya ran off orrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

TT: OH MY FUCK\NG GOD!!!

TT: \ refuse to ta/k to you about anyth\ng /\ke that! TT: For fuck's sake, P/EASE stop pester\ng me about my sex /\fe!

TT: What \s \t w\th you and apparent/y everybody e/se?! TT: Are you jea/ous that \'m not fuck\ng you \nstead of them?!

[ojamayellow]

Anyway I can't poll but who wants to guess my fave transformer out of the following (it's a trick question):

ratchet, hot shot, starscream, wheeljack, star saber, metahawk, leozack, ginrai, victory leo, twitch, blitzwing, blurr OR ORRRRRRRRRRRRRR cosmos

[goatlingsvent]

hey so if the discord is dead can they drop all of the discord mods bc we all know all staff get elevated privileges + paid in in-game currency orrrrrrrrrrrrrr

🦐

[callsigns-haze]

OKkkkkkkkkkkkkk so pretty like a crime today orrrrrrrrrrrrrr tomorrow

[neilrnelendez]

PI like private investigator orrrrrrrrrrrrrr

[devilmsano]

so you gonna open the door? and fuck me like you miss me??? orrrrrrrrrrrrrr am i going back to my house 🤨

hold up ma i gotchu

[qsmp-slime]

Whoah!!! My name could be like Ghosti Cinder(<- I SEARCHED UP SYNONYMS FOR SOOT AFIBNASFIB) or smth!!

YEAHHHH SEE!!!! IT COULD!!!! ghosti cinder the violetblood.. /vpos thats like. thats SUCH afun part of it. we fucking love naming characters already but ur tellin me?? i get to sit here and dig through names and pretty words and theN SE*E HOW BAD I CAN MISSPELL THEM????* its a fucking BLAST

sometimes we decide to be very pretty with it and sometimes we just like to fuck around and Make Sounds.

our old trollsona (now just a fantroll) is named animii cupido which is an absolutely BASTARDIZED version of latin that google/some latin website told us those words meant "a desire [of the] heart".

and then we have perala taifus, a violet fantroll. their first name is just meant to come from "pearl", their last name was. actually supposed to be taifuN, with an n, as a reference to typhon, a monster from greek myth. however, we misremembered his name, and by the time we realized, we got too attached to how taifus sounded and just kept it.

orrrrrrrrrrrrrr we also have soledi marynx! soledi came from soledad, which is a spanish name + the word for "solitude", while marynx is literally just a letter changed from larynx, which is the name for the voice box. soledi is also one of the few characters whose quirk we are actually very proud of.