It's kind of pathetic that Luka believes Wriothesley wants to keep him around for anything more than a good night. That's all pirates like you are good for- handcuffs and hanging trees. Did you really think The Duke truly cares about YOU?
► for mention: @constellaris ( wriothesley & luka ).
"... Y'think I don't know that?" the words are biting and cruel, though not towards the person speaking. rather, towards himself. he knows well that those of his status are not well liked, and at best they're just respected... out of fear.
he knows wriothesley, someone as beautiful and wonderful and truly GOOD like him... would never truly love him. "Let me have this beautiful dream until it's gone, would'ye? When I wake up, I should at least have somethin' te 'old onte."
"I know you keep saying you're doing stuff to help your mental health, and I know you try to track your moods and have a routine and stuff but you really need to try harder to not get so stressed about things" bestie when I say I'm trying to help my mental health, yeah I'm doing that stuff, but I'm also:
using DBT techniques to improve my emotional regulation, which takes a lot of energy because I have to focus on taking a step back and doing that while experiencing strong emotions that make that hard
actively unlearning unhealthy coping mechanisms and trying to replace them with healthier reactions to things, which once again requires catching myself doing stuff while experiencing strong emotions that make it harder to think rationally
working through shit like core beliefs to figure out why I act in certain ways and then challenge those beliefs to slowly fix things from the ground up (have you ever dug into core beliefs? it's a great way to end up sobbing for 2 hours straight while half your life suddenly clicks together and makes sense in a way it never had before)
basically improvising exposure therapy for various triggers because I don't have access to actual therapy so I've gotta DIY this shit if I actually want to get better at handling my triggers
having to work through processing years of trauma, abuse, etc, most of which gets brought up randomly and then I have to deal with it whether I'm in a good place to do that or not
and a whole bunch of other exhausting shit I can't remember off the top of my head because I'm brain foggy and have a migraine right now
and I'm having to do all this on top of repeatedly getting so ill I can't keep up with basic chores and experience the kind of symptoms and pain levels people would normally go to the hospital for on a daily basis and just having to try and carry on as normal anyway because I have no other choice, not to mention all the various stressors piling up in the background that I'm having to process and deal with.
"you need to try harder to not get stressed about things" says the person who won't even begin working on their own deeply unhealthy behaviours that negatively effect everyone around them because "that's a lot of work and I don't want to have to do all that"
I still don't know if Kirby Tumblr (is it still Kirblr?) cares at all about my Meta Knightmare fics, but for those who do...
Please, clarify which mini knightmare fic is your favorite in the replies, as well as which fics are tied for your favorite if you pick the tie option.
siyuan this gave me an identity crisis bc i was like . what ARE my top 3 wayv songs !!!! i've been listening to their whole discography all day trying to figure it out !!! hahaha ...
but tbh if i had to pick like . MY wayv songs . it's domino, ain't no thang, and miracle <3
I never claimed to be the responsible one in this body *takes a sip of whiskey on a completely empty stomach, having last eaten 11 hours ago and it only being half a bag of chips, no breakfast to speak of*
I didn't even know manu lied about his injury at first and there wasn't just one broken bone, he fully had to learn how to walk again. That's crazy
Same…I had no idea how bad it actually was. It’s insane to think he essentially had to start from scratch and retrain his legs to walk, then to run and jump. And all this while trying to keep his spirits up and his hope alive! Even his doctors said it was the worst injury they’d ever seen. It’s truly a miracle he was able to make a full recovery, given the severity of it. He’s incredibly lucky and so are we.
our mum caught some kind of illness maybe a week or so ago and has been coughing this whole time and lost her voice, and we've had like, occasional symptoms that made us think we were getting ill, but overall we've been suspiciously alright and don't seem to have whatever she's caught, which is... fucking weird considering we normally catch everything anyone in the household gets.
I have just noticed though that our sinuses don't feel great and our lymph nodes are pretty swollen and tender and I can feel our throat getting sore and like... oh no. please for the love of god I need this to just be our body being weird and not us having finally caught this
do you ever have an experience so tender and lovely and bitingly close to to the core of your soul that you cant even write poetry about is because you'd just be repeating things that were already said? anyway