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Posted @withregram • @7rparanoiapam Found an awesome Lovecraftian doom band a couple days ago. Was pretty thrilled about that. I think it's safe to say I've been in a #doom mood lately. Kinda. #tortugaband #tortuga #theredwidowsband #theredwidows #enslavedband #enslaved #deadwitchesband #deadwitches #midnightband #midnight #ancientband #ancient #doommetal #blackmetal #paranoiapam #metalhead #metalheadwoman #metalheadsofinstagram #metalheadforlife #currentlylistening (at London, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/B73YU0XJ0GN/?igshid=1crzitz66dwtf

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Sorry for the shitty phone quality, but I finally got to see Iron Maiden!!!! It was awesome even though I had a shit ton of anxiety.

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Here's this thing I'm drawing and I feel as though I don't know what i got myself into.

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Going to see Goatwhore at the end of the month for the fourth time ever. I don't get to see a lot of shows. Funds and anxiety kind of stuff. Then, we're going to go see Iron Maiden the next week! I'm excited to see both but super excited to see Iron Maiden! Never seen them. This is a big step for me... there's going to be sooooo many people... *deep breath* it'll be okay.

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So I decided I would do this thing.

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Idk how I feel about the Tumblr menu bar being at the bottom of the screen. It's different and weird. I'm not ready for this change.

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My psychologist gave me play - doh today. After learning more about myself, it had been needed..

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Antidepressants and antipsychotics suck.... But they're necessary... more music today! We're going to get through and finish this album no matter what!

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Quick thing called "Cutie" that I drew up and coloured

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Sitting high up in my perch doing #artthings #paranoiapam #theotherhalfofgeneticide

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Too much #anxiety to enjoy much of anything #paranoiapam #theotherhalfofgeneticide #b&w #pierced

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Been together three years, and have been writing music together just as long.

We're eager to release our music, but we've yet to finish. Trust me though, it's epic as shit

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A lot of times, I feel overwhelmed by seeing so much digital art. It makes me feel like anything I draw could never be as amazing.

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....He likes my butt.... ❤

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Finally

Resolved our midi issues, and are going to record guitar/bass guitar today, and soon, vocals! One step closer to finishing this album!

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Since I'm wanting to major in animation at KCAI, I figure animating the lights moving in the sunglasses would be a cool idea to do....