#para: blame

[mothinabottle]

Hey, it's not necessary for you to answer this, but I really wanted to know something.

I've seen you share posts about the recent drama, and I wanted to know if you'll keep making content for the fandom or not?

A few artists have left due to the controversy, and it is sad (Of course they have the right to. Don't misunderstand please). I really like your art and your pcs.

Sorry if this is too long.

Hello, anon. Don't worry, your question is valid and your message isn't too long!

But my answer will be! So warning for a text wall. Thx thx

To be honest, I've been avoiding saying something about that as I needed time to think.

Sigh. Look, I've been here for a long time. Not necessarily interacting with the fandom, but playing the game and adoring the characters. Hell, those who know this blog must already know I absolutely adore Jordan's character.

Having said that, I also have to address that friends of mine have been hurt, and even people I got to know because of said friends. Dolcord and dol in general had many dramas through the years and I had ignored most until now.

My decisions are not made because of this single thing, but because I am tired of the same stuff happening over and over :p

With those two points in mind-> I won't leave the dol fandom, but I'll also put a stop on more serious projects. Comics, lore, etc will be outright deleted from my drafts or discontinued until further notice.

I have spent these last few days socializing and playing new games I had left, and I've come to the conclusion that my blog will have to have more diverse content. Whether it'll be Lnds, CoT, Alien Stage, Dungeon Meshi, etc.

The dol asks in my inbox will be answered as well. Don't worry about that. I just wanna take a break jejejajsjs

And actually, most of my dol content will start relying on that. Requests. Because right now? I have no inspiration and I literally am unable to draw unless it is for my mooties or I am obligated to do so.

I will still be reblogging stuff from my mooties as I had always known I would follow them no matter what. They are all talented and amazing people I am glad I got to know 💙

Tldr; I still adore the concept of the game and simp for Jordan. But I am also on my limit and kinda ehhhh cuz c'mon, it has been years of drama over drama from the same ppl lmao. So I will draw for dol from time to time, but you'll also start seeing different stuff more often once my will to draw recovers 👍

Ah, but the solo Jordan drawings will prevail. Preferably NSFW. This thing made me realize I now have that dumbass as my dol fav. Sorry Sirris.

[dino--draws]

its 3 am i cant sleep but i am thinking about how the only thing confirmed about tbgo 4’s plot is that theres gonna be toxic yaoi. im tbinking about who it could be

[faunamory]

the fear of hurting an animal (because I'm a zoophile and apparently because of that I'm 100% doomed to eventually "give in to the urges") (I have no real urge that could supposedly overpower me) (i don't think I'd ever forgive myself if I hurt an animal or anyone) (I already have a very effective and harmless outlet)

[artnotsosmart]

Heartbreaking: classic book you just read only has aesthetic quotes in its tumblr tag because the book is too old to have an active fandom on tumblr dot com but popular enough for people to only care about it as a classic book, and the tv adaptation a few years back was completely different than the book and the remnants of the fandom is more interested in the cast and director than the show itself and you just want to see posts from neurodivergent people absolutely dissecting everything the story has and maybe some yuri but please amything with emotion and passion behind it

[veinsfullofstars]

🌌 Memories of wonder 🌌

(ID: Kirby series fanart of the CFAU kids - Bow Dee, Meta, Dedede, and Para Dee respectively - seated side-by-side in their winter garb on top of a snowy hill dotted in footprints, their backs to the viewer, gazing up at the green-blue waves of an aurora glowing overhead across the starry night sky. END ID.)

Part 1 | Part 2 (you're here!)

Sketch started some time in 12/23, render started 01/08/24, finished 03/13/24, updated for color correction 11/02/24. | Childhood Friends AU Masterpost

[uvebeenpwned]

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୨୧┇Big 3 🐔 equal on all of them

୨୧┇cisharmed/trisharmful 😋 pro-consent

୨୧┇Ultraqueer 🍴 Dahliaqueer

୨୧┇taken 🥚 I'm dating the doombringer guy

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You know my name, says it above. So I'm not summarizing that information. I'm in the same system as @c00lkiddc0ns4ng. I love asks and dms, don't hesitate to contact me. Wink.

Bodily: cisabled (chronic pain, chronic fatigue, POTS, narcolepsy), cisautistic, cisBPD, cisharmed, cisplural, cisshort, cisintersex, cislactoseintolerant, cisADHD, trans ftm (basically)

My IDS: Homosexual, Transfat, cisbrownhair, cishyperromantic, trishypersexual, cisadult, trisselectiveempathy, sourcesurvivor, cisrobloxian, trisworshipped, transadored, cisheterochromia (blue and hazel), ciseyebags, trisNPD, cisglasses, transdeity, cisageregressor, cisyellowskin, transgroomer

Paras: MAP, z00, necro, AAM (regressed), objectophilia, sadomasochism, more that I am too tired to disclose

Tags for this account:

#୨୧ - Blame John! - general posts

#୨୧ - Slash! - reblogs

#୨୧ - Kiss me son of god! - para posts

#୨୧ - playdate with you! - little posting

[andromedas-club]

I luv m dada he s nice t me

[britneyshakespeare]

leaving a sub note for the permanent teacher like: it went so awesome babe xox

[cheezyharu]

Testing the gif function in capcut.... Unfortunately, you can't really go anywhere higher than 280p without paying, but honestly this looks rlly nice so I'm keeping it.

[hellspawndoodles]

Amazing to me, how the second you start talking about fetishes/kinks online, you get damn near half the site you're on assuming that, depending upon the circumstances, you're either 1. A poor victim who's too stupid/brainwashed/etc to understand that you're self-harming/being abused/etc etc etc, OR 2. An inhuman abomination whose only purpose in life is to cause as much harm as possible and should be kept away from society for everyone else's own good.

Doesn't matter where on the political compass anyone falls either. The only difference is if you get told you're contributing to the oppression of xyz demographic or called a degenerate perverting God's design/the natural order. And in both cases if you bring up the Big Three you get told that therapy and relegating one's fantasies to fiction aren't enough and the only solution is a bullet to the head because I guess a person's actual actions aren't as important to assessing whether or not they're a dangerous person.

I think what I'm getting at is that a lot of people online probably have something borderline pathological going on.

[sweetjikook]

You tell ´em Sammy! I love this guy, not only for his music, but for being so straight forward!

Other (K pop) idols should take an example of him. Bc honestly i don´t get it. These companies do nothing abt toxic fans, no they make the para-social relationship look like the most normal thing and make their idols look like puppets owned by the fandom 🙄

Woosung told ppl in interviews more than once that they wanted their own company and made it all come thru bc he didn't want to be a puppet (maybe in other words)

My point here is...who´s to blame?? Those companies or the artists following them and doing as they´re told and is "expected" from them? Bc if they don´t like it after a while or after a 1st contract ends, they can leave if they want.

And the fans, well imo a lot are to obsessed with their idols, to toxic to be good. Why can´t they just enjoy the music, the show, anything they give? Bc that´s what it´s all about!

[cruciferous-spatula]

Keji household, round 13 part one. Sanma spends most of her time weeding the garden, Oye and Ori spend theirs being my nightmares, and their cat Dudders is basically just around

Their cousin Para likes to visit because there's tons of tiny babies here. Here she's holding Rawakore, one of the youngests. That's right, here we have twin toddlers AND twin babies. Joyy..

And their mama Orotika is raising them all by herself, so helpful nieces and other relatives are very appreciated.

Though some, like her bro Harikoa here, are just too busy being hawt to help

Ori to the rescue! While he's kept busi with uncle Hari, Tika can grab a bite to eat.

Keeping the crops happy is a lot of work, so mama needs to give Sanma a hand every once in a while as well

But that's about to change, as the toddlers are growing finally!

Yay! They look so cute and a lot like their poor dad (RIP Ife)

that concludes part 1 :)

[suncakes]

olvidé por un segundo que cherry magic salía hoy y recién vi el capítulo

[andromedas-club]

I made cute little tags for them cause I felt like it 1, 2 I wanted to have a little cute thing for them to look at 💕

[genbabureki]

thinking about my missing ace rewrite where the movie riders don't exist at all and the albino joker isn't that guy but instead an Undead who was used as a contingency plan in-case something happened to the Joker Undead

[sartovri]

“ no, no estaba— ” comienza a corregir, pero lo siguiente que dice es tan insólito que todo pensamiento termina por frenarse en seco. facciones se contraen con confusión, no entiende cómo castaña puede saltar a conclusiones tan estrafalarias sin ningún tipo de evidencia para soportarlas. “ ¿clem, qué? no eres un rebote. ” nunca estuvo tan seguro de algo, pero también entiende que la forma en que se han dado las cosas puede ser confusa, fácil de tergiversar. lleva palma de las manos a sus ojos con cierta frustración, inseguro de ser capaz de arreglar las cosas cuando clementine parecía tan confiada en su versión de los hechos y él seguía sin entender cómo habían llegado a punto culminante de conversación. “ no estoy buscando probar absolutamente nada con lo nuestro. ” no se trataba de plan maestro para subir su propio ego, o juego maquiavélico con sentimientos ajenos por diversión. siente que todo lo que dice termina rebotando en el aire, no lo está escuchando realmente sino que intenta hacer sentido de información, y está lejos de ser el escenario ideal para tener conversación. se mantiene en silencio cuando clem se acerca, queriendo ceder también y tocarla pero sin saber si todavía estaba permitido. declaración es suficiente para sentir un nudo en la garganta, y toma muchísimo esfuerzo no corresponder sentimientos con la misma gravedad, porque de alguna forma saber que no es momento de intercambiar declaraciones de amor. “ no me estás escuchando... ” susurra finalmente, siendo imposible sostenerle la mirada un segundo más. observa el suelo cuando último comentario llega a sus oídos y asiente, es tal vez lo único en lo que han acordado desde inicio de discusión. “ no podemos seguir haciendo esto. ” al menos no ahí, junto a los puestos de artesanía mientras distintos asistentes los observaban con orbes llenas de curiosidad y lástima. “ hablaremos después, ¿sí? pero necesito que entiendas que no es así como piensas. no estoy contigo por despecho. ” le aterraba lo que podía pasar si dejaban la conversación así, sin más, pero tampoco tiene otra opción. “ lo siento. ” agrega, porque nunca pensó que encuentro terminaría de esa forma.

" esto fue una pésima idea. " se siente agobiada, no sabe exactamente qué hacer en ese momento cuando vuelve a mirarle a los ojos, porque todo iba con tan buen rumbo y es repentino aquel cambio en el que las cosas van de mal a peor con cada frase que uno o el otro termina enunciando porque pareciese que han estado viviendo dinámica completamente distinta, o tal vez ha sido aquel mortal efecto de idealización que no ha dejado de vibrar entre ambos, ese momento en el que caen en cuenta de que perfección no es precisamente característica primordial. siente húmedos los lagrimales conforme más le escucha y es el dorso el que se pasa por encima con brusquedad no hay miramiento por posibilidad de maquillaje regado por el puente de la nariz, por el contorno de los ojos verdes y simplemente le escucha, matrimonio, prometida, abandono, palabras hacen un eco casi obsceno en la cabeza y quizá ha sido demasiado tonta en creer que si propia página de enamoramientos tan intensos estaba así de limpia la contraria estaría igual. " ¿e-estabas compro-comprometido? " baja la cabeza, es casi tan vergonzoso decirlo con titubeo como lo es estar prácticamente llorando por un romance que tal vez solamente estaba destinado a limitarse a lo pasajero de festividad. " yo...no quiero ser el rebote de tu relación pasada. " confiesa por fin, no por ella, sorprendentemente, sino por él. " no quiero que creas que porque con ella no funcionó no mereces que alguien más te quiera, se enamore de ti. " y habla de manera extremadamente baja, siente que si sube el volumen en cualquier momento va a terminar por sollozar. " así que...también necesito que lo pienses bien luca, si quieres estar conmigo porque soy yo, porque podemos ser nosotros o porque... " pausa, le mira a los ojos finalmente. " porque estás intentando probar que no es difícil que se enamoren de ti, porque eso te lo puedo responder en este momento. " se acomoda cairel detrás de la oreja derecha, se toma un par de segundos porque necesita recobrar la compostura. " y no, no es difícil. " y la sentencia es mucho más vergonzosa de lo que esperaba. baja la cabeza, los brazos cruzándose contra el pecho tensándose, entera anatomía lo hace. " quiero serlo todo luca. " confesión se tarda, sin embargo es sincera. " pero tal vez tienes razón y...nos estamos precipitando. "