#past inaaya

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some Khan headcanons

based on my Khanbatch fics

Khan is actually the title given to him by the scientists who created the Augments--for by the age of nine, he had proven himself superior to all his brothers & sisters in all the ways they prized the most. The title signified his destiny to lead them.

Augments dreamed as easily as lesser men, but—courtesy of their superior minds—their dreams were far more vivid and literal than the fuzzy, symbolic dreams of ordinary homo sapiens.  And blessed as they were with nearly picture perfect memories, Augments dreams seldom evaporated like mist upon awakening.

Khan had recognized long ago his predilection for women of a softer sort; Augmented women—brilliant and beautiful as their biology dictated–were the worthiest of consorts, but they lacked a softness, a feminine vulnerability, which he had always found appealing, as far back as the first time he experienced the stirrings of sexual desire.  Females of his kind could be as selfishly cunning as he was himself; cold and calculating, which made them perfect compatriots in battle and in governing—but in intimacy, he had found that they usually lacked the willingness to let him fully lead; to give themselves over to the act completely and surrender to his will.  With such women, there was mutual satisfaction, but no marrying of spirit, no sacrifice of self to please their partner more than to achieve pleasure of their own. Oh, they would meet his passion with equal heat and ardor, but the tenderness that he kept well hidden—and which he longed to receive as much as to give, in the depths of his secret heart—they would spurn as pure weakness.  Only in the beds of ordinary, impractical, flawed– yet beautifully human–women, did he find the satisfaction of connection at a deeper level than the physical.  On this matter, though, he had always kept his own counsel, letting his brothers believe he preferred such simple women as mere playthings, just temporary conduits for pleasure. 

The fragrance of jasmine & honey held the power to break through Khan's usual vanguard of stoicism to open the floodgates of his most secret and bittersweet memories...

This was the scent he would forever associate with the last time in his life he was truly free of care–before he was forced to fulfill the destiny designed for him by scores of others.  None of whom had ever grasped the simple fact that inside his superhuman body—and despite his formidable brilliance and cunning—dwelled the very human doubts, vulnerabilities, and confusing jumble of hormones and adolescent emotions, of an average fifteen year old boy. 

Khan had been schooled in the act of pleasure and procreation, as befitted his station, first by grown women of his own kind, and then by lesser females—all sterilized, to prevent conception of a hybrid—to slake the tidal force, the powerful hunger, of his burgeoning adolescent lusts.  His mistake—his crime—was to feel a tenderness for a creature as far below him as a street mongrel was to a Himalayan wolf.  That tenderness had burned like a flame in his chest, shocking him and rivaling that biological imperative that all teenage boys experience.  No one had been wise enough to warn him that such feelings only led to pain.  

He’d been fifteen the first time he fell in love with a seventeen year old girl, who was well outside of the strictures laid down upon his kind.  His seed was not to be wasted in breeding with inferior stock.  But that one—his dear little Inaaya—had spirit and beauty worthy of a prince.  Had love in her heart enough to fill an ocean.  Love enough to see past the monster which many believed the genetically engineered to be. His little Inaaya, gentle as a lamb in service of his household, but fierce as his own flame in the lovemaking they had shared. Unashamed she had been, unabashed, to moan confessions of her love for him, each time he had taken her. That was a secret he had buried deep; deeper each year he had moved away from those callow days, onto the destiny he’d been taught awaited him. She had loved him unselfishly, and ever seemed a well of giving, always aiming to please him, guilelessly believing their trysts were part of some ridiculous, romantic fairy tale.  

When she had eventually ripened, Khan had felt an irrepressible, youthful pride in that physical manifestation of his virility. Inayaa’s abiding love for him was enough to make her bravely bear the child that inevitably took her life.  He’d been forced to watch the labor, to learn the lesson well; to strengthen him, toughen him; to teach him not to make that same mistake again.  The doctors could have taken the child by Cesarean, but had not, allowing instead for his dear, sweet flower to be torn fatally inside—howling in pain as she brought the boy forth—and then falling silent as her lifeblood gushed from her shredded womb in the poor baby’s wake.  He had wanted to hold the mewling thing in the aftermath, to feel its strong, steady heartbeat, a living remnant of their passionate affair, but they had whisked the child away even before Inaaya’s body had grown cool. Not as punishment, but simply as another lesson.  When he finally set his eyes upon the boy again, Joachim was an adolescent himself, a total stranger to his sire—and Khan himself the leader he’d been groomed to be, with no time for such attachments, as he fought the wars that mankind razed against his people.

Even in his youth, Khan had never believed in the old religion which many of his contemporaries had chosen to embrace.  Of symmetry and the circle of life; of death and return and rebirth.  Losing Inaaya in so cruel a manner had cured him of even the faintest belief that there was any sense or order to the universe, especially that which might have been set in place by a benevolent power beyond the visible world.  And he was a man of science and reason after all--leaving no place in his life for the comfort of such a philosophy and faith that dominated the culture he came from.

But Khan eventually encounters a woman so like his Inaaya in such vital ways (see A Khan By Any Other Name), that he finds himself reconsidering those ancient myths. That Inaaya had been lost to him hundreds of years ago--it was madness to believe that a woman born centuries after him could be Inaaya returned. And yet he wished with all his heart that it could be so.

Anyone interested in reading my WIPs A Khan By Any Other Name and Man of Passion, Force of Nature, can find them on AO3 under the author name BeautifullyObsessed.

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ishaan can see how worried inaaya is so he smiles & tells her he knew that suri would return & find out that he'd moved to oasis springs eventually. ishaan assures inaaya that he's fine. & he is. he had a date with solani to look forward to. suri was just a sim from his past, not worth any other emotion other than indifference.

[randomthoughts0010]

I wanted to say goodbye,

Pero mahal ko yun, I feel bad for her,

Panget na nga ng napili nya mataba na,

Diagnosed pa with General Anxiety Disorder at Depression.

I do trust her.

-

I feel like I don't have the right to be jealous over those things, kasi she don't feel like I trust her

At some point

Napaisip ako

Pipiliin ba ko neto?

Mukhang hindi?

I do get her point naman

I know marami syang friends

And most of the time clingy sya

Believe me when I say masaya ako

Pag masaya sya.... at some point rin andun ako sa

Sana all kinekwentuhan, sana all nauuna sa balita tungkol sa buhay nya, masama ba yun?

Cause I feel like over the past month,

I am the least favorite friend...

Hays.. yeah parang ganon... dahil dove yung character type mo you always choose peace,

Yung tipong wag nalang sabhin para walang issue

- . - .- . -

I feel like gusto kong sisihin si Liezlle

Kung hindi kaya nya ako paulit uli ginago

Kung tinapos nya na lang agad at di na bumalik

Mag kakaganito kaya ako?

Nung mga panahong pinag palit nya ko

Sabi ko ah ayaw nga pala non ng mataba kaya siguro

Pinag palit ako that time lumobo ako 100kg

As in bilog lahat

Lahat kinekwestyon ko over the past 8 years

Panget ko kasi, ang taba ko kasi, ang bobo ko kasi

I flunked in most of my subjects during 3rd yr college,

Kakahabol sakanya, sana di ko nalang hinabol e

Naalala ko 1st time nya ko niloko

Baseball game non, hahaha wla ako sa ulirat pero ako papalo ng bola sakto sa ano ko tumama

Deputa sabay non parang nag slow mo mundo ko

Unti unting nag sync in na okay mag mmove on na ko

Pumunta p ko sa bahay ng best friend ko

Ilang liters nf tubig nainom ko nun lol

Tapos non di ko na msyado tinext si liz

I .... wait si sam :/ kamusta na si sam :/

Si sam, hays sorry naman I kind of used her as a rebound. She don't deserve any of that,

We kind of flirted over ilang weeks then one day

Nag text si liz saying sorry and all di nya daw ako kaya mawala 🥲 ay waw sana all joke lang

Syempre marupok ako 😵‍💫

And yes po bumalik ako sa kanya 🥲

Sinabi ko tungkol kay Sam

And for the first time yata over 4 yrs nag selos si delacruz 🥲

*wait bat nsging kwento na to this was supposed to be some kind of a monologue*

Sinabi ko rin kay sam, ofcourse nasaktan sya

Sana raw hindi nalang ako nakipsg trxt kung ganoon,

Kaya I feel like karma rin nanyari sakin,

Paranoid ako kay liz , I always check kung nasan sya

Sa una were doing good naman, pero nung tumagal na

Unti unti nanrin syang nag bago uli

So may crush saknya yung co worker nya

Lagi syang hinahtid sundo sa bahy, fck 1 time binigyan sya ng dress at pina salon nag date, friendly date daw ang potek pinag bbgyan nya daw kasi ang kulit

Tapos tinuturuan rin syang mag drive, ay waw naol ano pala ako nun? Hahahaha

Anyways alam ko di pa kami nag hiwalay non e

Dahil dumating pa yung cielo, may jowa rin yung cielo ang tagal na nila nung jowa nya

Lakas hinala ko dito kay cielo bfore grabe close nila ni liz tapos si liz walang bukhang bibig kung di si cielo 😵‍💫

Gang sabi ni liz

Gusto nya ng me time ...

Like nag break na tlga kami ...

Kahit anong gawin mong suyo ayaw..

🥲 kung kami daw talaga mang yayari at mangyayari yun sa huli, yung prang ayaw nya na pero pinapaasa ka pa, parang pag mali desisyon nya sabuhay may babalikan sya ganorn

Hahaha gang sa mapagod na ko, nalaman ko rin na may jowa na syang canadian na hilaw nag sasama sila sa bahay nila liz, engaged na sila, 😵‍💫 ahhahahaahah pinag palit tayo sa datung chsris ... 2015 ata to

2017 or 2018 ata, karma is a bitch 🥲

Nag chat sya sakin

Saying ako daw karma nya

Sa mga gnawa nya sa kin

Niloko sya ni jonah, pinag palit sa tga etivac, mixed emotions ako non, nsa parehong company kmi pero nag resign n sya nag plan mag dubai natuloy naman, inaaya nya ko mag dubai ayusin daw namin yung sa min, lol malalaman ko meron uli syang kausap na iba

Pero during those time, medj nag heal nko bsta pkiramdam ko pag alam nyang mgging okay ako nag chchat sya, not until aly recommended na iblock n sya ng tuluyan, mas naging okay nako nun, naka move on ako ng tuluyan,

Tapos eto may naiwang trauma, si ria nag ssuffer 😵‍💫

Paano bang gagawin lods, ayokong mapagod sakin yan

Mapapadasal ka nalang talaga minsan ...

Kaya minsan naiisip ko talaga,

Baka mas deserve nya ng iba,

Opkors masakit kung pakawalan ko,

But if she'll be better off without me, magiging masaya na rin ako para sakanya.

Yoko na mag relapse...

I don't want her to feel like I don't love and trust her.

Cause I do, it's just all in my head ba 🥲😵‍💫

I feel like I want to harm my self..

Pero magagalit nanaman yun..

Hays.

Thats all.

[paralumanxxx]

March 6, 2023

MY GREATEST LOVE

On the first day of 4th year highschool, Ako unang kuma-usap sa 'yo tinanong kita kung tropa mo ba si jayson (Kahit alam ko naman na tropa mo si jayson hahaha kaya ka nga sa section ka namin lumipat) ngumiti ka lang tapos tumango kasi mahiyain ka pa kaya sinabi ko na lang "Ah sige tropa na rin tayo ah" (Ewan ko ba hindi naman ako pala approach ng tao. Basta meron sa'kin na gusto kang makilala or makipag friends sa 'yo) tapos nakipag fist bump ako sa 'yo kaya nga nung naging tayo palagi mong pinang aasar sa'kin na crush kita una pa lang kapal mo! Hahaha And that’s how it started.

You were my best friend that taught me so much.

I was damaged (Because of my past which is my mom passed away 2016)

I had very low self-esteem. You taught me to love myself in those short 7 years that seemed like a lifetime. You taught me that I could be myself and that no matter what you had my back. If we were happy, that is all mattered never mong pinaramdam sa'kin na nag iisa ako. bff pa lang tayo sobrang princess treatment ko na sa 'yo pero siguro gusto mo na 'ko non kasi palagi mo akong binibilhan ng cream o hahaha. You were my best friend, my crying shoulder, my rant buddy and my slave (hahaha kasi palagi kitang taga buhat ng bag ko) palaging pa secret mo 'kong nililibre kasi para hindi mag tampo iba nating friends. Ikaw rin 'yung first dance ko nung js, Ikaw nag turo sa'kin pa'no mag motor at marami pang iba. On March 26, 2018 after you sent me a long text message asking me kung pwede ba 'manligaw' ayaw ng mga friends ko at ayaw ko rin dahil nga nakikita naming hindi ka seryoso mag aral pala cutting puro sayaw etc. (But syempre those actions may reason pala kung bakit mo nagagawa 'yon dahil kaka hiwalay lang ng parents mo at sobrang fuck up nang nangyayari sa 'yo) sinabi ko sa 'yo pwede naman or may pag asa ka naman kung makakapag intay ka ng 1 year as a challenge na rin kasi ayokong masaktan lalo na't 'first boyfriend' kung sakali na sagutin kita. At talagang tinamaan ka sa'kin hahaha kaya nagawa mo.

You did it! Na prove mo sa'kin na kahit hindi ka makakapag moving up kasama ko/namin makaka pasa ka pa rin na sabay pa rin tayo sa shs kasi ayon 'yung promise mo sa'kin kaya pag graduate natin sinundan mo 'ko sa mmc para kumuha rin ng humss, senior high school kung saan naging roller coaster na 'yung relationship natin na habang tumatagal tayo mas may natutunan tayo na kahit umabot na tayo sa boring days, no spark, no excitement and break up still bumabalik pa rin tayo sa isa't isa na thru ups and downs never kang nag give up sa'kin mas lalo kang naging ma effort palagi mong pinapa ramdam na ako lang kaya sobrang saya kasi araw-araw tayong magka sama gabi-gabi tayong kumakain sa kung saan-saan lalo na nung nagkaro'n ka ng motor. (Fast-forward) Hanggang sa na lagpasan natin 'yung senior high at ang next step na college kung saan mas nagiging mature na tayo both sa ugali, sa mga bagay-bagay.

We planned, a lot.

One of your last days here, magka video call tayo nag kwe kwento ka sa kung anong plano mo sa sarili mo at para sa'tin. This day was one I remember perfectly. Next to your bed was all the pictures na print mo simula high school, senior high tsaka ngayong college. Mga pictures natin ng anniversaries and birthdays that you loved so much. We talked about our future. We would both want to be business partners and make enough money to support 3 to 5 kids. Gusto mo lalaki panganay kasi para mas ma lakas i mean mas kayang protektahan kapag may naging kapatid siya na babae at kapag babae naman sinabi mo na " tanggapin mo ng may kahati ka sa'kin at hindi lang ikaw 'yung princess ko". You wanted to live somewhere with not a lot of people, you liked your space, and a huge house, dream motor and car. And ofc get married (na kapag na mi miss mo 'ko palagi mo 'kong inaaya na mag pa kasal kahit west muna hahaha)

There are so many things that remind me of you.

Ikaw 'yung first love (High school sweet heart) ko syempre ikaw 'yung first time ko sa lahat. First love na gusto ko hangang last kaso tadhana/ pangyayari nag layo sa'tin e. I wanted us to be like my cousin, who met when they were in high school and still going strong until now (na matanda na sila at may mga anak). I wanted to show you that relationships do last. Here, without you, hindi ko na ma describe kung gaano ka sakit. We made so many memories. The tiny things kill me. Whenever I hear "Best part" By Daniel Caesar, I start to cry. Whenever i see a street bike or raider red na 150 i smile. You loved street bike kaya nung sumali ka ng 17's culture sobrang saya mo, Kapag napapadaan ako sa saes natutulala ako sa mga crim na ando'n kasi feeling ando'n ka lang na pumasok ka lang. You loved basketball, eating with me, road trips with me, dancing, and music. You hated hiking but it went with me anyway. You hated many things, but when it comes to me gu-gustuhin mo pa rin. Every time I see those things, I tear up. Every 1st of the month is never the same. I wait for you to call me, hug me and hold me tight to your chest and whisper 'I love you' gusto kong maramdaman kung paano mo 'ko i kiss sa noo (simula noon hanggang huli never nag bago ugali at actions mo sa'kin) But that will never happen again. Palagi kong sinasabi na gusto kong makita kung paano ka magalit pero hindi mo talaga kayang magalit sa'kin inis oo, never mo 'kong natiis sa mga away natin kahit mag ka away tayo still makaka tanggap pa rin ako ng good night message na palaging may "Mahal na mahal kita" sa dulo or kapag nasa ibang lugar naman ako magugulat na lang ako "andito na 'ko" chat mo hindi mo pa rin ako papabayaan umuwi mag-isa kahit hindi tayo okay kahit hindi kita pansinin okay lang sa'yo basta ma i-hatid or sundo mo 'ko, never mo 'kong nasigawan o napag sabihan ng masakit na salita. Whenever I see the place kung saan tayo kumakain or kung saan tayo dumaan at kahit saan na ata ako mag punta. I remember you. There are still many days where i cry in every place where i go.

I know you’re still here.

Kahit sa panaginip ko naiinis ka sa'ki naka kunot noo mo dahil hindi ako kumakain haha kahit sa panaginip ko sabik na sabik na i kiss ako parang miss na miss mo 'ko. Sometimes I feel you next to me. Minsan kahit tanghali at ang init sobrang lamig ng pakiramdam ko, feeling ko niyayakap mo 'ko. Thank you my love. Thank you for patiently waiting for me. Thank you for being my best friend before anything. Thank you for our million silly inside jokes. Thank you for listening to me while i would talk throughout your favorite movies. Thank you for the endless laughs. Thank you for the millions of sweet compliments that made a smile spread across my face. Thank you sa walang sawang hatid-sundo kahit na may iba kang gagawin still never mo 'kong pinabayaan mag commute lalo na kapag gabi (nalaman ko pa sa classmate mo na maraming beses ka ng napa push-up dahil late ka nagtataka ako hindi ka naman nalalate 'yun pala ayon yung mga araw na hinahatid mo 'ko sa c5 pasaway ka talaga! Kahit sinasabi ko sa'yong kaya ko naman kasi umaga naman 'yon basta kapag alam mong may bitbit ako nag sisinungaling kapa sa'kin na mahaba pa yung oras mo)

Thank you for always listening to my stories that were entirely too long. Thank you for the late night chika and asking me "Kumusta araw mo?". Thank you sa pag spoiled and princess treatment. Thank you for always being my personal cheerleader. Thank you for sing along with me kapag nag ro-road trip tayo tapos nakakaramdam ka ng antok pinapa siklaban kita ng rapping skills ko tapos sasabayan mo hahaha. Thank you for always making me smile. Thank you for all your hard work para lang may pang date tayo. Thank you for listening to all my late night rambles. Thank you for buying my food and always letting me have “just one bite” of yours too o di kaya "palit tayo" with a sad face hahaha. Thank you for always making me feel beautiful. Thank you for slowly and carefully taking apart the high walls i built around my heart. Thank you for the baby bears i feel that you were holding me together. Thank you for loving me unconditionally, and through that sweet love, teaching me how to love. Thank you for pushing me to dream big. Thank you for dreaming up a beautiful future with me. Thank you for making me feel so important, as you did to everyone you encountered. Thank you for being the prime example of living a life to the fullest. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for making life a wonderful adventure. Thank you for all of the things that you taught me. Thank you for simply being you, you did more for me than i ever let you know. And lastly Thank you for being the best boyfriend i could ask for.

The aftermath is the hardest.

Zuaix, I was far from the perfect girlfriend. I made mistakes (attitude) that I regret, and think about a lot. I hope wherever you are, probably kausap si mama ngayon at sinu-sumbong ang kamalditahan ko hahaha sana okay lang 'yung soul mo at hindi ka nahihirapan. It has been month since you passed away. At andito pa rin ako sa ganitong pakiramdam hinahayaan ko na lang din muna sarili ko sa ganito kasi wala namang gamot para rito wala akong dapat gawin kundi sumunod sa kung saan ako dalhin pero don't worry kinakaya ko para sa 'yo kasi alam kong maiinis ka, alam kong sisisihin mo sarili mo kapag nag pa talo ako. The day you left, you did not just break my heart you completely shattered it. I was angry that God took you right away i was angry at the things ignorant people would say to try to bring me comfort. I was angry because I felt like you chose to leave me, like you chose to leave all of us. The day you left, the world seemed a little darker. I did not just lose my boyfriend, I lost my best friend. As I have had my journey through the grieving process, my thoughts on the whole situation have changed. I used to be devastated that you left. I used to be angry that you did not even have a chance to fight that fucking heart failure that snuck up on us and stole you away before we even knew what hit us. I wish you were here beside me. I wish we could have spent the summer, Christmas and other holiday's together. I wish you could come to birthdays, anniversaries and I wish you could watch all of your cousins and your brother grow up. I wish you could see your little brother playing liga. I wish you could do a lot of things and experience so much more than what you did in your short twenty years. I am so thankful for all of the things that you did experience. I loved you, and still love you with all my heart. That feeling will never go away. Those memories will never go away. I do not think i will ever have a normal relationship again, but I will try (soon pa syempre sobrang taas ng standards ba naman pag dating sa pag uugali 'yang iniwan mo sa'kin at sobrang lalim naman ng sakit) I know that is what you would want. For now, I am focusing on myself and trying to cope.

I am very close to your mom, who has become like a mom to me. She is a wonderful woman with a huge heart who misses you terribly. Your dad as well has become like a dad to me. And your little brother? He's playing basketball gusto niya raw mag try out kaya mag ta tanong tanong ako sa mga pa liga ng bata and ofc si angel grabe sobrang love niya 'ko nag o open up na siya sa'kin you know girl things haha and i love her. Make sure you say hello to them okay? We are all trying to deal with your death all in different ways. Things have changed. You aren’t here, I lose a lot of weight, and I am definitely not the same girl i was. But I’m trying to fix myself. What I do have going for me are some truly amazing friends that have my back through my toughest times and made a lot of good memories. Sometimes i wish I was making with you, too. Today, I am trying to accept the fact I can never bring you back, but need to learn from all our memories and everything you taught me.

Because of you, I now know what true love feels like and how to look for it again. I have learned that I should put my phone away when walking to the bus. I learned that I should always try my best and take a leap of faith sometimes. Because something great could come out of it or sometimes, something horrible may happen that you need to learn from and bring with you through the rest of your life.

I never thought this would happen. We had plans that day you even said that we should date the next day, but when I got that message saying “Ate rei call kana lang po kay mama” I knew something couldn’t have been good.

Zuaix passed away from acute cardiac arrest. He had no symptoms that day. He left us the second but that is not what i want to remember.

I want to remember us...

The best 6 years and 2 months i ever had. At sana kapag oras ko na rin mahanap natin 'yung isa't isa.

See u in the next one and i hope you'll stay much longer lovie.

Love Always,

Your girl.

[yourinfinite00]

valentine tingz

i never really cared for valentine’s day. the past years, wala naman ako ginagawa pag valentine’s kase wala naman akong jowa HAHA once lang siguro ko may ginawa tas with friends pa. this year is no exception (wag kayo umasa na romantic happened HAHA). pero kaya ko nandito para magkwento.

2nd day ko sa work ngayon naks. same company kami ng kras ko amp at kras niya HAHAHA. i got excited today kase my supervisor was asking if i know someone who wants to apply for the position same with me. so i i told my kras. ayaw niya daw. ayaw niya daw kase makatrabaho kras niya. after niya sabihin sakin nung inaaya ko siya na tatry niya magsabi na sama siya sa field. dahel. di ko nireplyan last chat niya. okay ang petty ko dyan sorry. i moved on with my day, working (NAKAKAPROUD YUNG WORKING HAHAHA). hapon, nagmessage siya sa discord, discord daw kami. dahil petty pa rin ako, di ko pa rin nireplyan. pero nabasa ko na nun hahaha. i checked discord, nasa channel sila ng kras niya (previous day din nasa call kami tas nagleave ako tas sila naman). ewan ko ba dyan. kahapon kase inaya niya ako tas nagcall siya. tas nagchat siya later on na sali daw kras niya kaya niya ginawa yung channel para three kami. wala naman prob sakin yun lalo pag ako una tas jojoin lang yung isa. pero may call din kase ko kaya di ko na siya inabutan. today nga di ako sumali sa kanila. netong gabi, nagchat siya. kinakamusta ko. di daw ako sumali sa discord. i made sure magreply at least 1 hr after niya magchat lololz petty. sabi ko ayoko. sabi niya mabait naman daw kras niya. ewan ko ba dito. tho inaddress niya naman kras niya by the name and not ‘crush’. tas nagsend pa pic. twice. in one night. nagsend din reel sa messenger. ewan ko.

feel ko, nafifeel niyang off ako sa kanya today. im jealous okay. alam ko ding wala kong karapatan okay. pero wth di ko alam kung may idea ba siya na trip ko siya kaya niya ko kinakausap tas nagsesend pa pic para lalo matrigger feelings ko. or ganun lang talaga siya as a friend na alam na off yung tropa. ewan ko sa kanya. happy balentayms na lang,

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Seeing the goo jit zu's/wilder's siblings(Part 18)

"Why did her dad killed her?" Inaaya said, "Well because her family hated wilders and the dad always protect the family from wilders." Sabrina said, "And we have to stay away from her." Sabrina said, "Why?" Inaaya said, "Because she's dangerous and never go near her." Sabrina said, "Even though...we found out that Savanah was talking to her and Para had to talk to her to stay away from Samantha." Sabrina said, "We know things about her and we sometimes see her upset or something." Sabrina said, "And you two never go near her, okay?" Sabrina said, "We won't, we promise not to go near her." Maddie said, "Good, now both of can go out and Inaaya don't go talk to Mia, she needs to be alone." Sabrina said, "Okay." Inaaya said. Hours as past and Inaaya and Maddie were talking in a room, they were talking about the goo jit zu's. Inaaya felt like she wanted to see Samantha the first time and spoke, "Hey." Inaaya said, "Hm?" Maddie said, "Remember that Sabrina told us about Samantha?" Inaaya said, "Yes, why?" Maddie said, "I feel like I want to see her..." Inaaya said, "What?! Why?" Maddie said, "I'm just curious of her!" Inaaya said, "Inaaya you know Sabrina told us to stay away from her." Maddie said, "Just please, I just want to see her.." Inaaya said, "*Sigh* fine, but do you think it's safe?" Maddie said, "It might be safe." Inaaya said. The two got up and was about to go but Inaaya remembered something, "Hold up, be right back." Inaaya said and was about to get someone.

To be continued

(Who do you think Inaaya is gonna get someone to know they know where hell is? *Hint: It's a kid*)

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Aug 1, 2021

its 12:30am so i am welcoming august by writing in my blog LMAO. way to start the month. its been almost 2 months since my last entry here. a lot has happened since then naman na. where do i start ba hmm. it was mid july i think when i went on a trip with someone i met on facebook. it was a disaster in terms of my relationship with him because hindi ko naman talaga siya gusto and i've said that to him from the start palang. i just thought we could hang out as friends. kasama yung tropa niya sa trip thank god because they were really nice. hindi naman ako na-op or what. we went wakeboarding sa lago de oro sa batangas. and nagawi rin kami sa cavite and laguna. it was a pretty long trip i guess kaya ang daming napuntahan. i just felt bad for his friends kasi dun ako nagstay kahit hindi sila yung naginvite sakin HAHAHA pero hindi naman daw big deal yon and they were fine with it. i think they liked me. tapos sila pa yung naghatid sakin pauwi imbis na yung guy HAHAHAHA. inaaya nila ako sa trip nila sa baguio but i think i'm gonna pass kasi ayoko naman maawkward yung tropa nila. even the parents of his friend said na may attitude daw talaga yung guy. so yeah i didn't really feel na it was my loss kasi i wasn't interested naman from the start. so moving on. i forgot na yung iba kong mga lakad after that so i guess nothing significant naman. do i have someone right now? not really. i mean i still talk to my friends daily... the usual. minsan chinachat ako nung friend ko na taga-laguna and we just talk about ml and axie. he said na may team na daw siya. i think i have a crush on him but i know naman to myself na hindi ako magkakagusto sa mas bata sakin :< i just think most of the time maturity comes with age. based on experience with guys. so yeah right now go with the flow lang ako in terms of relationships. i still talk to j from c. tbh hindi ko alam bakit kinakausap pa din niya ako kasi sobrang walang kwenta ako magreply sa kanya. i guess he's just really persistent. we've been talking since March i think so matagal tagal na rin pala. pero walang progress sa usap namin since hindi rin ako interested. hindi kaya ako na yung may mali? i don't know. yung nakameet ko naman nung feb, we play valorant sometimes. nakakainis lang pinagttripan niya ako in game and tinanong pa niya ako bakit ko siya ghinost? HAHAHAHAH we both know naman kung bakit. anyway i like him as a friend, nothing more. there's this guy na close friend ng friend...they say he likes me pero kasi nung time na nakilala ko siya may gf pa sya. ngayon wala na sila. we often hang out with other friends. we also play games together. i guess na-off lang ako sa sinabi sakin ni x about sa remark na he made. so i really don't know where to stand sa relationship namin. i think i can like him. like jowa level because he's a good guy naman and i think he will be good for me (compared sa mga iba kong nakilala recently) but i'm not someone who makes the first move. and if hindi rin siya sure sa feelings niya, well turn off yun para sakin HAHAHA. if he wants to stay as friends, also fine with me. like i've said, go with the flow lang ako. i haven't met someone since my ex who made me feel na ako yung nawalan saming 2. tumaas ba yung standards ko? i don't think so. and it wasn't even that high to begin with. i just know lang kasi kung magugustuhan ko talaga yung guy kapag nagkausap na kami. maybe i've learned not to be too invested in someone after ng ex ko. HAHAHAHA pero mabilis pa rin naman ako maattach kapag mej nagustuhan ko. anyway so ayun nga lately puro lang ako valo and phasmo. i've met some new online friends thru valorant and they added me sa discord. we also bought a new horror game to play. we're gonna try it tomorrow. not gonna lie i feel OP whenever my friends talk about axie. even sa cousins ko all they talk about is axie. i guess nafofomo lang ako. and it bothers me na bakit sila lang ginawang scholar ng relative ko? HAHAHAHA it feels ridiculous to read as i'm typing this. although i understand naman kasi ako lang may work samin magpipinsan. kaya ayon no hard

feelings naman. and i'm also making ways naman para makalaro rin. i just have to be thankful of the blessings coming my way and not mind yung business ng ibang tao. i think ok naman ako ngayon eh. my work is ok. i finish my tasks naman. that's why i have too much time lately. i need study for my certifications this sept. so i guess i'll focus on that starting monday. ayun lang. i guess my next entry will be when malapit na ulit ako magbreakdown HAHAHA. ecq na naman ulit this august. i don't know how will i cope up with this :'< i seriously need a hug. i haven't hugged someone for months...sad girl yarn hahaha :'( i think i am way past feeling sad na. i just feel nothing anymore.

[laging-hilo]

COZ IM SUPER BORED. CTTO.

unusual asks

1: Do you ever wish you were someone else?

- HMM NAH I’M HAPPY TO WHO I’VE BECOME, PERO IN TERMS OF HEALTH I WISH I WAS HEALTHIER AND SEXIER. HIRAP NG LAGING NAHIHILO. IT’S BEEN FOUR YEARS AND HALF NA HILO AKO PALAGI.

2: What is your full name?

- CANNOT

3: How old are you and how old do you get mistaken for?

- 30 IF PINOY AND IF IBANG LAHI 19

4: Have you ever dyed your hair?

- ALWAYS LIKE EVERY YEAR, LIKE MINSAN TWICE A YEAR.

5: What’s your eye color?

- DARK BROWN

6: Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it

- HMM IM OBESE TYPE 3 AND IM SUPER DIZZY PALAGI ALL THE TIME ALWAYS HAD CHEST DISCOMFORTS AND MY HEART BEATS BIT FASTER THAN THE NORMAL. YEAH I HAVE CHRONIC ILLNESS AND IT IS TIRING BUT I AM TRYING TO LIVE, SO KAYONG MGA HEALTHY JAN POTAH WAG KAYO MAG SAD SAD ANG TRY TO KILL YOURSELF ANG HIRAP NG POSITION NG GANITO PROMISE. EVERYDAY IS A GIFT AND IT IS ALWAYS SCARY TO SLEEP.

7: Do you have any tattoos or piercings?

- YEAH I HAVE THREE TATTOOS AND 8 PEIRCING

8: What would you say is your best quality?

- TALKING ABOUT ANYTHING, LIKE MGA NON SENSE NA BAGAY AND I CAN MAKE CONVERSATION OUT OF IT. IN PERSON HA. 

9: What are you really bad at?

- MEMORIZING

10: What talent do you wish you had?

- PLATING INSTRUMENTS

11: Are you nice to everyone?

- I THINK I AM, AND I AM ALWAYS TRYING TO BE IF I FEEL THAT IM NOT

12: What do you think about the most?

- MY BOYFRIEND

13: Things you like/dislike about yourself

- LIKE IM STRONG ENOUGH TO CARRY MYSELF KNOWING THE FACT ABOUT MY DISLIKE ABOUT SOMETHING I HAVE WHICH IS MY SICKNESS

14: What is your least favorite word?

- KANTUTAN

15: What is your favorite word?

- FUCK

16: Are you more like your mom or your dad?

- MOM

17: Would you ever smile at a stranger?

- ALWAYS ACTUALLY

18: A reason you’ve lied to someone

- IT HA NOT TO OFFEND ANYONE, BUTLATELY YUNG CHRISTIAN BORN AGAIN NA PINIPILIT KO NA SUMAMA SA GROUP NILA AND IT IS KULTO TO CONSIDERED THAT IT WAS FORMED BY PERSON AND GATHERINGS LIKE THAT HERE IN DOHA IS DELIKADO SOBRA LIKE POSAS AND DETENTION SA KULUNGAN. HE KNOWS ABOUT IT YET INAAYA AYA PA DIN AKO NA SOBRA AND I ALWAYS ALWAYS LIED ABOUT ME BEING BUSY EVERY FRIDAY JUST TO AVOID HIM

19: Are you lying about anything right now?

- YEAH AS STATED ABOVE

20: Have you kissed someone older than you?

- YEAH MY BOYFRIEND IS 4 YEARS OLDER THAN ME

21: Do you believe in love at first sight?

- HMM NAH

22: Do you believe in soulmates?

- YEAS

23: Are looks important?

- HMM NOT SO IMPORTANT BUT IT IS IMPORTANT

24: Opinion on relationship age differences

- HMM ITS FINE FOR ME SA IBANG TAO NOT FOR ME, IKE FOR MYSELE. HINDI KO GUSTO UNG SUPER TANDA OR SUPER BATA SAKIN

25: Would you date someone off the Internet?

- I THINK YEAH

26: Have you ever cried over a boy/girl?

- YEAH ALWAYS

27: Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

- FUCK YEAH

28: Anyone you’re giving up on right now?

- ALMOST I AM THINKING ABOUT IT LATELY ACTUALLY

29: Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

- HMM NAH KONSINTIDOR SILANG LAHAT

30: Have you ever liked your best friend?

- MY BOY BESTFRIEND YEAH, AND WE EVEN LOVED EACH OTHER THEN WE STOPPED SEEING EACH OTHER WHEN WE BOTH HUGGED THEN FELT THE LOVE. SO YEAH.

31: How does someone win your heart?

- BY HIS ATTITUDE AND IFHE IS TALLER THAN I DO

32: What turns you on?

- LIKE IN WHAT?

33: What turns you off?

- SAME AS ABOVE

34: Do you get jealous easily?

35: What is your definition of cheating?

- LIKE BASTA MINAHAL NA NYA

36: Do you forgive betrayal?

- YEAH I HAVE A GREAT STORY BOUT THAT, MY BESTFRIEND DOES BETRAYED ME

37: Have you ever been cheated on?

- YEAH ALWAYS ALL MY PAST RELATIONSHIPS

38: Have you ever cheated on someone?

- NAH I DNT DO SHITS ON ANYONE I KNOW HOW IT HURTS

39: How often do you listen to music?

- EVERY DAY

40: First concert you attended

- HMMWALA I DONT LIKE CONCERTS

41: Last movie you watched

- LIKE DAD

42: Favorite type of movie

- ROMCOM AND SAD ENDING LOVE STORY MOVIES

43: Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

- YEAH THERE IS

44: Are you good at hiding your feelings?

- HMM YEAH I AM, LIKE RIGHT NOW I HATE MYSELF. COZ I DIDNT PASSED THE EXAMINATIONS BUT YEAH I HAVE TO ACT NORMAL ALWAYS

45: Do you fall in love easily?

- YEAH

46: Do you think people say I love you too much?

- HMM YEAH EVEN WHEN DIDNT MEAN IT

47: What’s your favorite holiday?

CHRISTMAS OFCOURSE <3

48: Are you a forgiving person? Do you like being that way?

- YES I AM, YES I DO BUT SOMETIMES I HATE IT LALO NA ABUSADO UNG NAGKASALANAN SAKIN

49: Where’s the most magical place on earth?

-MY BEDROOM AS I ANSWERED

50: What’s your “type”?

- WHAT TYPE? TYPE IN MAN? IN BOOK? IN MUSIC? WHAT?

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Another viral video of Ram Gopal Varma and Inaya Sultana

Another viral video of Ram Gopal Varma and Inaya Sultana

Filmmaker Ram Gopal Varma was in the news on social media in the past about a dance video with a girl named Inaya Sultana. Meanwhile, another video of both of them (Ram Gopal Varma And Inaya Sultana Second Video) is going viral. Inaaya Sultana shared this second video on her Twitter handle. Inaaya Sultana shared the video with Ram Gopal Varma on her Twitter handle. In this video, both of them are…

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Kareena Kapoor shares family pool photo to wish Kunal Kemmu on birthday, Soha recaps his life in one beautiful video

Kareena Kapoor shares family pool photo to wish Kunal Kemmu on birthday, Soha recaps his life in one beautiful video

Actor Kareena Kapoor wished her brother-in-law Kunal Kemmu on his birthday with a lovely throwback family photo. She also promised that they will recreate the happy picture again soon. The click has Kareena’s husband Saif Ali Khan, her sister-in-law Soha Ali Khan and the kids of the two couples – Taimur and Inaaya. The pool pic seems to be from one of their past family vacations. Kareena shared…

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See ing the goo jit zu's/wilder's siblings(Part 15)

Hours as past and Inaaya and Maddie was talking and the others were talking and playing games and Mia was there also but was doing something in her room. "Hey can I hang out with you guys I feel kinda lonely." Rina said, "Yeah sure!" Maddie said, the three girls were talking and Rina felt she wanted to tell everyone to play truth or dare, "I might have a idea what to do when the others are bored." Rina said, "What is it?" Inaaya said, "Truth or dare." Rina said, "Although Mia doesn't play that game because..." Rina said, "Maybe she thinks that were gonna tell her brother when we say her brother." Inaaya said. Hour later. The others felt bored and wanted to play truth or dare that Rina has planned and everyone was at the living room and some were sitting at stairs and they realized that Mia wasn't there with them but Grim had a plan how to get her in the game and spoke, "Mia!!! You better get down here or else!!!" Grim yelled, "Or else what?!!" Mia said, "I'm gonna do the most you hated or get embrassed in public!!!" Grim said, "You better get down here or I'm gonna do it!!!" Grim said, there was no answer or no footsteps from upstairs, "Okay, if your not coming I'm gonna drag you and do the embracing thing in your whole life!!!" Grim said, also no footsteps but heard a door closed, "Okay that's it I'm coming!" Grim said and ran upstairs where Mia's room is and the door was closed, "Mia, open the door I know you locked it." Grim said, "How the heck did he know..." Mia thought, "I'm gonna kick that door if you don't open it." Grim said, "How are you gonna kick that door when you are a 10-11 years old?" Mia said then rolled her eyes, "Okay you ask for it." Grim said.

To be continued

(Do you think Grim is gonna kick that door?)

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The best yung advise ng baby ko. Haha. Solo 3-night pero hindi straight game, like mag-game lang ako mga 11pm-2am minsan 2 hrs lang ganun yung ready to sleep na lol. From Epic 1 (Dito ako lagi bumabalik nag-legend na ako nun tapos pag ka-party ko sila baby, di ako umaangat haha) to Mythic real quick lol (Nagso-solo ako pag gusto ko mag-rest sa work saglit, talo-panalo ganun lang - past time lang. Keme keme lang kung mag-rank up e di good pag talo okay lang na-stuck sa Epic 1-Legend 2. Lols. Then 1 night nag-solo ako kasi may work si baby, ayun diretso panalo 8-win streak sarap. Nung una may mga talo pero isa isa gang sa inantok ako. The next night, inaaya ako ng baby ko mag-rank sabi ko ayaw ko, natatalo pag kasama ko siya, pinipilit ako pero di ako pumayag hahaha. Straight win na naman onti lang talo. Hehe.) Tapos skip muna kasi lumabas kami nila baby, on-leave akes. Then weekend game na naman. Ayun. Swerte. Haha. 'til now solo pa rin ako. Para kasing ang hirap pag may ka-party. Lol. 200+ matches pa lang ako this season, di kasi ako lagi naglalaro. Pag trip ko lang promise pero proud ako sa sarili ko na-achieve ko yan na akala ko pag may nagbubuhat lang sakin. Hahahahaha. Pag solo kasi di mo alam kung marunong o hindi kampi mo pero nagtiwala pa rin ako. Minsan ako nagbubuhat e. Road to MG!!!! 😅

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From Shah Rukh Khan to Aishwarya Rai: Every time Bollywood celebs shared adorable photos with their daughters – Times Now

Every time Bollywood celebs shared pics with their daughters&nbsp | &nbspPhoto Credit:&nbspInstagram

Key Highlights

On the event of Daughter’s Day, let’s check out social media posts by Bollywood celebs for their daughters

From Shah Rukh Khan to Shahid Kapoor, B-city celebs’ adorable photos with their daughters converse oodles about their love

Celebs have been showering their little ones with love on their special day

The bond father shares with his daughter cannot be expressed in phrases. From being a life coach, mentor, information, secret keeper to past love, a father is all the time a precedence for his daughter. No matter how a person appears to be like from the skin, he, too, melts down when his daughter hugs him! Such is the bond between a father and a daughter. For a daughter, her father will all the time be her first hero, love, and thinker, and she or he all the time runs up to him when she wants one thing or is in bother. 

Mothers are additionally not far behind in showcasing their love for her little angels. A mom sees a mirrored image of herself in her daughter. From guiding her on each step of life to passing on her methods and ideas for the survival on the planet, a mom and a daughter are somebody who will all the time discover consolation in one another’s presence. 

An analogous bond is shared between Bollywood celebs and their daughter and generally, they take to social media to share the love with their followers within the type of adorable photos. Be it Shah Rukh Khan’s bond with his daughter Suhana Khan or Kajol sharing anecdote in regards to the classes she has realized from her daughter Nysa, and never to overlook, Akshay Kumar’s beautiful photos with his infant Nitara. 

On the event of Daughter’s Day, let’s check out adorable photos of Bollywood celebs with their daughters:

Shah Rukh Khan- Suhana Khan 

Just like SRK, his daughter Suhana, too, desires to be an actor. Like a doting father, the actor has been encouraging his daughter and serving to her for her future. 

Akshay Kumar- Nitara

Akshay Kumar’s youngsters like to avoid the limelight and the dad and mom have specifically protected the little Nitara from the digital camera. But, each time she options on the Instagram feed of her dad and mom, it is all the time adorable. 

Ajay Devgn- Nysa

Just like her dad and mom, Nysa is a stunner! Not simply on Ajay’s social media feeds, however she additionally options on mom Kajol’s Instagram web page. 

Shahid Kapor- Misha Kapoor

Shahid Kapoor and Mira Rajput’s daughter Misha Kapoor is an web sensation and her photos go viral on the web in no time. 

Aishwarya Rai Bachchan- Aaradhya Bachchan

The apple of the Bachchan household’s eye Aaradhya Bachchan is an angel similar to her mom!

Soha Ali Khan- Inaaya Naumi Kemmu

How can we not discuss one of many cutest star youngsters on the block? Soha Ali Khan and Kunal Kemmu’s daughter Inaaya Naumi Kemmu brighten up your day, each time she steps out of her home. 

Shilpa Shetty Kundra- Samisha

Though, Shilpa is but to reveal the face of her daughter Samisha, her adorable photos with the actress have damaged the web already. 

Amitabh Bachchan- Shweta Nanda Bachchan

Big B is an ardent social media consumer and his photos with daughter Shweta are pure love!

Sushmita Sen- Alisha and Renee

The quantity of affection that Sushmita Sen has for her daughters Alisha and Renee will soften your coronary heart.

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travel? summer plans?

sobrang tagal ko ng gustong mag travel alone with Earl. yung kami lang talaga tapos mage-explore kami at maliligaw while V L O G G I N G. malapit na 4th anniversary namin at since yung 1st anniv namin, plano na talaga namin mag-out of town kaso di matuloy-tuloy cos he ain't adventurous like i am. slight lol. siya yung tipo ng taong ayaw nahihirapan at gusto may sariling car and everything na alam niyang settled siya sa pagtravel. ayaw niya yung napupunta kung saan-saan ganern :((( hahahahaha. super opposite ko. eh ngayon gusto niya na rin magtravel HAHAHAHA syempre dapat around the philippines muna kaya gusto talaga namin siargao kaso patayan talaga expenses dun air fare palang. pag namomroblema ako sa perang pang travel, namimiss ko yung time na nagwowork pa ako sa TV5. anytime pwede kami magtravel nun cos let's be real here, malaki naiipon ko kasi wala pa naman akong binubuhay na pamilya... kaya inaaya ko talaga si Earl kung saan-saan kaso ayaw niya :( tamad kasi yun eh. kaya heto, waiting for a miracle talaga na sana hindi na ma-drawing yung adventures namin. sana sa summer plus sa anniversary namin. atsaka di pa nakakasakay ng airplane si Earl omg hahaha gusto ko kahit dun lang ako first time na makasama niya. push talaga 'to since may ipon naman. lagi sinasabi ni Earl wala raw ako ipon HAHAHAH LOL DI NIYA LANG ALAM LAHAT 'TO TINATABI KO PANG TRAVEL para pag may magandang presyuhan sa flights, bili agad ticket!! HAHAHAH hopefully. pray for us ahhaahha shet mag-4 years na kami pero di parin namin nasosolo isa't isa charot landeh. what i mean is "solo" in a way na we'd find our way somewhere we're not familiar with na kami lang magtutulungan at magkasama. :) oh yeah, need a vlogging cam din. hehe ps: di na tuloy ako motivated magpasexy unlike the past years pag malapit na magsummer kasi pag dumadating summer drawing lang naman lahat. di ako makapag two piece sayang hard work hayop yan!!! HAHAHAHA