#personalized memory box

[rattusrattus3]

Rahhhhhhh

[hikari-saito]

[bidisasterevankinard]

Wip Wednesday

do I have the stage where I start new wips but barely write the one's I have because I'm super indecisive and not inspired? yes. let's hope soon I will be fine and work on my wips I want to work on. Anyway meet new wip where bucktommy will have long angst in their relationship because Tommy needs to grief "what ifs" with Sal he never thought about till he sees Sal as Captain of 118 (it's an au where Sal is a captain instead of Gerass)(it's only the start of the fic btw)

thanks to nonny @racerchix21 and this song (the title taken from the song and it's "I tried to go on like I never knew you"

Tommy knows it all should be in the past. In stolen kisses in bars they knew Gerrard and the team would never come too. In usually passionate and wild - almost never tender and sweet - sex. In secrets they shared under sheets, when they both knew that the moment their fabric cover was gone they couldn't talk about those moments of comfort and vulnerability they shared. In breakfast’s Sal made for him and his nonna's lasagna recipe Tommy cooked for the man. In wild dreams Tommy knew could never be a reality. Especially not when Sal changed stations and firstly their meetups were less and less frequent until they stopped after Sal’s wedding. 

And Tommy swears he thought he was over it. Over Sal. Over dreams of the future they could never share. But one look at the man whose appearance barely changed since Tommy last saw him five years ago, staying near 118 trucks the same way he always did, while talking with Chim, and all that got back at him. All the memories of stolen love and painful hope to be happy, proud and loved. Preferably by his “best friend”. By the one of the best men he ever met even if they could be rough with each other or rude or just wrong. Sal always came back with sorry, that Tommy knew was genuine. They were so wrong together, but also so wrongly perfect. So electric. Sal made him feel how almost no one could. Only his first crush Eric from the army, Sal and …

“Hey, handsome, sorry for the delay, Hen needed help to choose a present for Karen,” Evan kissed his cheeks, smiling like thousands of suns.

If Tommy didn’t know and was pretty acquainted with Evan’s quirks and little signs of his fatigue, he would never think the man just ended his 48 hour shift.

“It’s fine, baby.”

Tommy smiles and he hopes his inner turmoil of seeing an old friend is not shown on his face.

“Have you met my new captain yet?”

“No, but I don’t need to.”

Evan adorably tits his head and Tommy wants his heart to be so fast only because of it and the taste of Evan’s lip balm on his cheek, but he swears he can feel the taste of liquor he and Sal were drinking last time they kissed. Right before Sal asked Jennifer out on their first date.

“I worked with Sal. Even more than Chim and Hen,” Tommy says and Evan for a second frowns and then hits his face.

“And they were no less inseparable as you and Eddie,” Chim says, with the loud sound of gum bubbles breaking.

Tommy doesn’t know when he and Sal got closer to them, but he would really happy if they never see that Tommy was there at all. 

“God, of course. In my defense it was so long ago I just haven’t even thought that all three of you were a team.”

“Yeah, I left the station almost a decade ago and it feels like it was in another life, so it’s fine, Buck.” 

Sal smiles at his boyfriend and Tommy wants to make as much room between them as possible. Maybe it will help him to to separate all these feelings of worry and anxiety and love and confusion from the sight of the man he had loved for years, but had never had the opportunity to own his love completely for himself, never feeling that Sal had given him his heart, and a man who he knows is step away from get into his own chest and rip out his heart with all the vessels and give it to Tommy if he just says the word. Sal would never do it even if Tommy would beg

I was tagged by @tizniz @cal-daisies-and-briars @diazheartsbuckley @diazsdimples

Tagging @wikiangela @neverevan @hippolotamus @watchyourbuck @evnnkinard @evansboyfriend @evanbegins @evanbi-ckley @repressedqueen @rogerzsteven @racerchix21 @eddiebabygirldiaz @theotherbuckley @pirrusstuff @saybiwithme @steadfastsaturnsrings @devirnis @giddyupbuck @honestlydarkprincess @kinard-buckley @loveyouanyway @lonelychicago @bigfootsmom @bekkachaos @bi-buckrights @bewilderedbuckley @monsterrae1 and anyone who wants to

[micahdotgov]

do you think hasbro will accept my pitch

[burntlikethesun]

David having to explain the Timeless Child nonsense to poor Catherine 💀

[cointalks]

Can crows feel love the same way humans do, does Monty know what happened to him? Or can he not fully understand the weight of what he has been through because of how much more complex human emotions and reactions are than those of a little bird? Does Monty know that he loved someone.. does he know I love him? :(

[kebriones]

Τεσσερακανουντος σταυρος κρεμεται στο λαιμο σου

Κι αυτοι φιλουνε το σταυρο μα εγω το μαγουλο σου

;-;

[loverboyfang]

the thought of zayne keeping all of the silly handmade stuff i make him cooks me like a fucking lobster . like fuck

[no-brand-gays]

one love live scene i still love is when kurosawa “reasonable and prim student council president who doesn’t waste her time on frivolous pursuits” dia snaps and gives chika the “you think you’re a real μ’s fan?? name 5 of their songs” because although she and idols are at an impasse she can’t have her status as the supreme μ’s fan questioned. i love dia she’s such a loser. i also love the scene where she tries being friendly and calling you you-chan causing you to send a bundle of balloons loose into the sky

[sodrippy]

why is my mother so obsessed w the idea of me getting ozempic

[fyoguh]

"amnesia sucks because the mc has no personality! she doesn't talk for herself its so bad!" i think it is because she has amnesia ❤️

[leathercircuits]

Dear Lea HIIIIII!!! So first off, thank you so so so much for being so inviting. I was actually genuinely terrified to dip my toes into the Matrix fandom, because I had no idea what kind of people I was gonna be encountering, but!!! You made me feel a LOT better about it!!! I feel as though my freak has been matched. Always the artist, never the muse, you say, but you, quite frankly, have become my muse. I've always struggled with drawing ship art, let alone within a niche people care about, and so to have somebody who adores something as much as I do, perhaps even more, has inspired me. I've felt more artistically inclined than I have in a very, very long time, and you're about 80 of the 99 reasons why. Thank you for being my muse, and for being like an older sister for me for the short time I've known you. You are poetry to me. Someone who should, in their own right, be a hero, and yet gets denied the opportunity over and over and over again. I hope that one day you are given the rights you deserve. Create poetry by being poetry, my friend. Anyways, here's some doodles I did while I was at a basketball game. Just for you :) my brain associates people to images a lot, tastes and textures and things of that nature, and so I drew a few things that reminded me of you. I love you :D Your friend, Hermann.

JESUS CHRIST I AM GOING TO CRY—

I had absolutely no idea you felt this way towards me and I feel so incredibly loved and seen by you right now. I have no words truly, but I will try to come up with some the best I can and say that I’m absolutely thrilled to know I could make a difference in your life and revive your hobby back into your heart! I personally always enjoy your rambles and #hermansaysshit because it gives me insight into your mind and my, you’re a riot! But I guess that’s just the Leo in you huh? Hehe. Your art is so pretty and I will treasure it inside of my palms. You’re the first to ever call me a muse. Thank you for that 🥹. You get it, you really do. As in our freak matching? YES AND YES AGAIN HAHAHA! Fire and Air go very well together so there’s no shocker there. I can’t wait to keep inspiring you and see what else you have in store for all of us in The Matrix community. Keep being you, you rock!

With lots of love,

your big sister, LeatherCircuits 💖

[probablygayattorneys]

Congrats on finishing Ghost Trick! How was it?

I cannot BELIEVE I WAS A FUCKING [redacted] THE ENTIRE FUCKING TIME

(More detailed and spoilery review in the tags)

[brightmalcolm]

I wonder what malcolm was saying as a child that gabrielle considered hyperbolic... like I know he's pretty dramatic but considering this show and often adults completely dismissed malcolm when he was telling the truth I think this "hyperbole" might have been telling her about the girl in the box lol

[epersonae]

Just got jumpscared for the second time by past!Elaine having put a Mason jar of, well, Ryn in the cupboard over the fridge. Girl why.

There was an Incident when I scattered some the first time and I had to do some weird dumb storage things after that. I do keep forgetting I have this one "bonus" jar tho.

[coyotehusk]

Favorite drink / drink of choice for your OCs?

Nico

Jade

He also likes a red wine on his off days.

Marcy

Or any kind of vodka. He's really not that picky when it comes to alcohol.

Addison

???

Avery

Mica

Ryker

Rhett

Nancy

rum and coke or just a coke