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Reason number 1929482902 I love being gay
This girl is so much better to me in our TALKING STAGE than my boyfriend was in our entire 15 months of dating
And it made me cry a little
#the sillies#story time#last night she had told me she was going to me inactive bc she was at her grandparents house#which is the first thing bc she didn’t even need to tell me that but she did#then I heard nothing until I went to bed- which is okay!! I actually GENUINELY wasn’t worried bc I knew she was busy#woke up this morning#she had snapped me (yay)#and she was apologizing for not texting me last night because she got home late and passed out and her mom was super strict ab being on her#phone while visiting#and like#she didn’t owe me any apology or explanation but she gave one to me anyway#because she wanted to talk to me and wanted me to know why she didn’t#IM GONNA CRASH OUTTTTT I LOVE GAY PEOPLE
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can you tell she's my favorite 👀
#story of seasons#harvest moon#agate#story of seasons agate#bokujou monogatari#bokumono#fanart#digital art#art#kleki paint tool#you bet i drew this with my finger on my phone while visiting family#why are backgrounds so hard#i need her
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#had a pretty bad weekend#my parents visited and i was excited at the beginning#we ended up having a big fight because i think they come. deliver stuff. and then leave#which like im grateful for but i want to do stuff with them. rather than be on our phones in close proximity#they got angry because they say im ungrateful for the effort they make and dont want to go out and spend money#and i said i have money now i can contribute#especially cuz it was yknow. fathers day and my moms bday like two days later#nothing got resolved and they left right away as usual#and today (fathers day) it was 4 pm and i hadnt called my dad yet and i got a pretty heinous message from my mom#she called me out for not calling my dad yet (fair) but said that now that i have money theres no need for such empty pleasantries#im crying while writing this#i obviously lost it on her like wtf does that has to do with anything. i was offering because i wanted to celebrate and connect#and she turned my offering into whatever that was#im honestly heartbroken#i already had the inkling that she resented me for having my own money but still#for the first time ever i had to block her#since she doubled down and whatever#this year has been so hard for me even though so good things have happened. me graduating and the job#i just feel so alone#im ranting here because i dont feel like i can tell anyone about this#maybe it is true that im childish and ungrateful#i dont know#i was planning to go visit this weekend because i miss my dog so fucking bad but now#i dont want to be around anyone#idk how im gonna plaster my usual peppy exterior for tomorrow#i feel like shit
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finally learning Spanish so I can finally comfortably my friends in Chile and Spain :') mi dormitorio tiene dos ventanas babyyyy
#i am NOT far into the course lmao#ik spain and chile have different dialects but i figured a base understanding while visiting is more helpful than my baby toddler level#of understanding spanish#sorry for the lack of accents im still navigating the keyboard on my new phone lmao#but anyways. yayyy world travel. spanish is coming to me more intuitively than german did
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For the VtM oc ask!
For Linden please ❤️
6. What does their Haven look like? Is it creepy or luxurious?
Thanks for the ask! I decided to write this one up narratively for fun c:
Streetlamps illuminate a brilliant white regency-era house, stuccoed and dressed with classical mouldings. The lights are on across four floors, but the curtains are firmly closed. Marble steps lead to a grand entrance, but that’s not where the invitation said to go.
Stepping down to the basement level, there’s a separate entrance with a considerably less imposing facade. Knocking on the door seems to trigger a phone call within, an amused “yes, thank you, Damyan, yes, I will answer it”, and Linden opens the door. “Good evening. Please, come in.”
Inside is a gentle cascade of bubbling and humming from two walls stacked with aquariums and terrariums. Their haven is a perfectly organised studio flat, there’s a small kitchen off to one side used mainly to prepare food for various creatures. And the creatures really are the focus point here; the scorpion Duchess reigns over a domain of arthropods; spiders, tarantulas, scorpions, besides colonies of shrimp, a colourful mantis shrimp watches from his vantage point.
There’s a workspace with a view of the tanks, a leather jacket discarded mid-project. Tools are neatly organised, but those in use are strewn across the desk; scissors, hooks, suture needles.
Curtains have been drawn back to reveal a gallery of taxidermy projects along the opposite wall. Some normal animals, but looking closer there’s new experiments here. There’s a shifting in quality from the specimens, telling a story of improvement - those from before their death are beautiful but limited by kine capabilities, from then on each is more lifelike than the last.
A bed is tucked behind bookshelves and clothes wardrobes. A headless mannequin carries a dress in the process of being adjusted. Linden ducks through the archway to the kitchen as they return with refreshments. “Forgive the mess.” There is no mess. Only meticulously arranged decorative clutter and signs of work interrupted.
The seating area, a simple sofa, tv and record player, is staged like a doll house. It doesn’t look like anyone has ever sat here. It’s a facsimile of comfort; probably lifted piecemeal from a housekeeping magazine from the 70s. There is even potpourri, a ceramic clock, things that humans like.
The only personal touch in this area is a subtle mistake in one of the lace table covers. A mistake a learner might make, an echo of nights learning, the voice of their sire, before one can shape flesh, they must first perfect the technique.
It’s a basement bedsit below their sire’s home, dark, damp, but this was just the beginning.
#oc: linden#vtm#vampire the masquerade#vtm tzimisce#the phone thing was a running bit with damyan phoning them every time someone visited them#then chastising that it's rude to be on the phone while guests are waiting fhdhhd
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my mom saying she needs me to stop spraying enzyme spray when cricket has an accident bc “the smell is too strong and i deserve to feel comfortable in my own home” vs my mom mocking me to my own partner about my stupid misophonia talking about how it makes me dumb and whiny and continuing to blast her podcasts knowing it triggers me. cmon girl
#not even a case of her saying i dont have it. she acknowledges it and says its a family thing#she just also tells me im making a deal out of nothing and need to stop forcing other ppl to live like me#but the spray thing irritates me bc thats like. an actual thing i have to do for my cats health#but she cant turn her phone down while im in the kitchen? something that actually wouldnt affect her much?#echoed voice#makes me wanna buy a ton of scented shit when i move out and tell her to deal with it when she visits bc ‘’not your house’’ lol
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Me when I spend money on the trip that I saved up specifically for the trip
#For those who don't know I am going on a fairly long trip in abt a week or so#to visit my Best Friend Chloe and go to her wedding#just paid for parking... just paid for my phone plan... just paid for adapters and stuff bc my#american stuff wont work#NSDIUGLAIUSDHGAIUSG#GOD IT'S GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO REACT#anyways. have been working away bc ill be gone from work for two weeks so i gotta get my schtuff all finished up#have a nice day everyone. got the hunger games movies on in the bg while i work today#⋆·˚ ༘ * 𝓞oc.
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I miss my dad.
I miss my aunt.
Today has been so hard.
This weekend has been so hard.
#grief#kiki shouts into the void#this weekend has been so hard#at least with dad we had some time to come to terms. to say goodbye#this was so sudden#we were supposed to talk on the phone yesterday#she was gonna visit after thanksgiving#which#while sometimes it was fraught#it didn’t matter#none of that fucking mattered#i would let her rearrange my room to her heart’s content#i’d let her talk to me however she wanted#just to have her talk again at all#i have shawls that are half done for her. yarn that was earmarked for her#we had a pile of presents waiting to be sent#saved for christmas#had sent them a subscription box of fun things to eat.#it arrived there sat#we texted almost every day in the family group chat#i keep pulling up our thread to share something anf then i remember#i went to share a knitting project with her#and i can’t#we had plans to see a show in jan#we had plans for camping in the summer#that is going to be so hard#there were bad times. yes. some things were very difficult sometimes.#but i also laughed so much. and even if things were difficult she was ALWAYS in my corner#i’m just. so sad rn#i miss her
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the lord is going to need to send me four different blessings to balance out the way this week is going 😍 like one is not enough brother
#lee’s bullshit#phone call yesterday on the toilet BAM “you need to pick your grandfather up from the hospital tmrw”#”bc he passed out mysteriously and has to stay overnight” terrifying! thanks! I’m still on the toilet!#haven’t even gotten off the toilet#”you also need to contact your insane ex and tell her she DOES have to keep paying rent which she will obviously receive well”#cool !! I’m so pumped to hear that !! I’m still mid shit can we resume this in two minutes please.#done with shit!#”yeah idk why she expects this did YOU tell her something to make her believe that?” probably ! I wanted her gone and hated her guts!#”well you need to tell her now” she’s going to love that !!!#roommates come home#”yeah the discussion w our friend who’s losing her shit went (predictably) badly and now we’re all upset again” so cool ! Awesome!#”she also wants a specific apology from you” I could not care less I think she’s so full of shit for all of this I’m done. No.#pick up grandfather today (he’s doing ok thank god j dehydrated from the flu)#get him home have violent indigestion#Visit other grandparents while I’m in town#”your aunt is in extended rehab rn for addiction” sooooo cool ok awesome !! Great!#back home now having violent chest pain !! Probably stress induced but who knows.#anyway at least the double side family addictive personality trend enforces my decision to never touch alcohol !!#what a fun weekend. Can’t wait to work all day tmrw. Jesus fuck.#anyway whatever I’m tired I’m going to watch tv or something
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the moment when u try texting ur friends to vent and have some company while in the hospital waiting room and none of them are online :(
#guess ill (metaphorically) die then <3#got the not so great news my grammie has taken a turn for the worse while im in the lobby#its 2 visitors at a time and my grandpa and mom are already visiting#and i have fucking no one.#i thought friends are always supposed to be there for u :(#some have been really supportive. but others havent.#and its just. making me reevaluate some friendships i thought were unbreakable#im there for them#so why arent they there for me?#and also can this waiting room PLEASE get something for visitors to do#because going on my phone rn is my only option and its not a good one#( mage.txt )
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#akechi goro#hiiiiee#drew this on my phone while visiting my family#no one can even comprehend how uncomfortable i was there#goro akechi#persona 5#shitpost art#sketch#akechi#i love akechi
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#vent post#vent blogging#Seven’s Public Diary#motivating myself to study for my driver’s permit by thinking of the Freedom and independence a license would grant me? ❌ 1/10 ineffective#motivating myself to study for my driver’s permit by imagining all the new & different possible ways i could become injured in a car crash?#✅ 7/10 it just might fucking work!!!#the only true cure for OCD is to face one’s fears. but i just might be able to find a loophole via my ever-worsening mental health#because you don’t have to Face your fears if you don’t Have any fears#and in order to rid myself of my fears regarding harm coming to myself. i simply have to stop fearing being harmed#and what better way to stop fearing it than to actively crave it!#or at the very least become so overwhelmed that i lose the capacity to feel any particular way about it#i’ve found a new OCD cure everybody - Just Stop Caring™️ /sarc#well. sarcastic or joking for everyone else. but im serious when it applies to me#bc so much of my anxiety comes from feeling unsafe. so i just have to reach the point where i stop caring if im safe or not. easy peasy#like yes i know this is flawed and unhealthy logic but i’ve resisted more compulsions via this method lately than i have via anything else#and even outside of OCD stuff even just for all my other anxiety disorders it’s also worked. im actually making a modicum of progress now#need to make a scary phone call? just get into a 3-hour family argument and then you’ll be so upset that you don’t feel fear! :)#genuinely worked very well. scared of a home invasion? well at least it’d mean you’d have some different company for once!#you might make a new friend! or if they **** you at least you’d have some Real trauma for once. it’s a win-win honestly …/hj#so. scared to drive? well even if you Do crash at least it might lead to a hospital visit and then you’ll finally get that attention you-#-want so fucking badly! you’ll finally get a break from everything while you recover. or even if you don’t survive- well. i shan’t say.#anyways. the ‘you’ in those tags is me talking to myself for the record. i wouldn’t speak to anyone else like this. i just speak in the-#-wrong tense/person sometimes. don’t know what’s up with that. just another reason i need to stop speaking altogether. as i’ve learned#i’ve been trying So fucking hard to be nice lately. letting them walk all over me. and it’s still not enough. cause i’m always-#-‘using the wrong tone’ and ‘if all im gonna do is say smthn negative i just shouldn’t speak at all’ ..okay! gladly!!!#sorry for being autistic and unsocialized and under immense stress and being unable to keep my ‘tone’ under control. my bad.#i just need to get blackout drunk with Venti at Angel’s Share. that would fix me.#that or heading down to the bottom of the Fortress of Meropide and curl up like a dog under Wriothesley’s desk. head empty no thoughts#not sexually. just. in a pet-regression sense. i can’t stop thinking abt it. i wanna write a oneshot for it but i can’t focus these days#anyways. the delusional maladaptive daydream dissociation will continue until morale improves. and brother it’s only getting worse.
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The cursed goblet is ruining my life
Ghost
#Ghost#Mod Spain#quotes#goopies#this is from my trip ta visit him last week im just now remembering to post it KKJAWEKRJ#rlly funny thing ta hear when we've both been silent for the past while cause i was playin deltarune on his comp n he was on his phone
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I am simply going to scream
#in addition to the mental agony of my friends constantly canceling plans on me while I’m literally begging them to spend time with me#(because I am REALLY STRUGGLING RIGHT NOW if none of you have picked up on this yet from my tags)#I picked up additional groceries for my friend for her visit this weekend because there’s very little overlap between our dietary habits#aaaaaand she just canceled on me at 4:30 pm when I reached out to ask what her ETA was (since 4:30 was her original ETA)#so now I’m stuck with groceries that my body can’t eat (literally my stomach can’t process this stuff) and I’m out like $30#which doesn’t sound like a lot but uhhhh literally all of my money is already spoken for#and I’m definitely gonna overdraft by the end of the week. again.#sigh. I am tired of crashing out and counting down from $150#and was really looking forward to some human interaction today that wasn’t veterinarians giving me cost estimates and less-than-ideal news#or me and my mom discussing over the phone how today is the 16 year anniversary of the last time we saw my sister#please ignore this#my stuff
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we have a really weird headache on the left side of our head. splat kitten image
#also uh we haven’t been very active since our internet bill is due so. yeah. it still hasn’t been paid we’re using cellular data for#connection. (our mom pays the internet bill while the body’s “father” covers the phone bill.)#i don’t know how much our mom needs to pay it but given the fact our counseling isn’t. at all cheap. and our mom had to visit an er recently#we need maybe. A Lot? i’m just estimating. so um anyways Our Plan! we have stuff we don’t really want that hopefully if we take it to a#pawnshop we can get some money in return and really really hopefully it’s enough to pay the bill for now!#we need internet badly we can’t get the school provided chromebook to hook up to a hotspot and we need to do schoolwork Badly#we’re probably even more behind now than before… clawing at the door and squeaking weakly.
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good god those were 2 days certainly. lmaoo
#bus. studio. double studio. bus. film. bus. dinner. staying away from home. study.#wake up at 6. bus. more bus. school and work. event. carpool home. eat dinner#im tweaking guys i need a shower#and my mate is in PERTH like messaging the gc from the damn plane while we play gartic phone#gang is all exhausted lmao#and i have film stuff this weekend#plus out all day friday w#plus studying#and admin tmr#plus editing work and homework#have not practiced guitar once this week#and next week w site visit#i do NOT have time to let the “was that a SHIT social interaction do my people hate me” brain have a gnaw#too busy for that shii#i am GREAT at socially interacting and my friends love me and we all had fun tonight everyone and bro is SO TIRED like who wouldnt be#max’s mind#my posts#gonna do my shit this week heh its gonna be fun i love this wacky life#and movie night next weekkk#plus bday present giving time and cake#yay
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