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borderlesbian · 1 month

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i was raised without love or i was born unlovable?

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jateshi · 10 days

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I think I figured out why I just generally don't want to share anything right now.

I didn't write to compete with anyone, you know? I write because I like to write.

As soon as someone bitches about "competing" with other writers, using them as a measuring stick and saying that they must be shit look at this and the thing they're waving at is mine, I shut down.

Creating isn't a fucking competition. I'm not your enemy. I'm not someone you are being beaten by. I am a fucking person, doing something I love and you just used me to explain that my existence makes you feel like shit.

Fuck off.

It's not some fucking competition, and you made me feel like shit. You made me stop wanting to share. Fuck off.

#state of jate #vent blogging

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endreal · 1 year

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Food issues stuff under cut.

Jeezus christ there's got to be a better meal planning method than "you have between 3 and 15 minutes between actually recognizing hunger signs and going into full crash meltdown mode, and outside that window cooking is an executive dysfunction void. Good luck." Is 16 years of dealing with food bullshit not enough? I hate—literally hate—the forces that led me here, that deceived my younger self into wrecking us in pursuit of a "wellness" that was tissue-paper lies. I just want to live in a world where every goddam meal doesn't feel like a crisis event.

#vent blogging

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galaxiadecima · 9 months

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#vent blogging #so u can hang with gf’s but I can’t hang with bf’s let’s talk about that #👀 and I have to tell u all my plans but u conveniently don’t have to tell me yours how noice #hmmmmm #it’s beginning to look a lot like ✨red flags✨

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01922ventblog · 1 year

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oh, still you take up all my mind

i dont even think that you care like i do

i should stop

heaven knows ive tried

one day, i will stop falling in love with you

some day, someone will like me like i like you

until then, ill drink my coffee, eat my pie

pretend that we are more than friends

then of course ill let you break my heart again

im just tryna understand

what i am to you

more than songs weve exchanged

midnight calls

sunset views,

promise i dont mean to cry

but i get overwhelmed and confused

if only you knew

what i felt like.

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nyanomachine · 1 year

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I’ve managed to (unintentionally) alienate myself from nearly everyone I know. I didn't do it on purpose, as in with that goal in mind, but maybe subconsciously? My mental health has just gotten progressively worse over the last few years and everything in my life has suffered for it. I got a message from my (old) best friend today apologising for deleting me on discord, claiming he got drunk and blocked me. The saddest part is I didn't even notice and if he didn't message me on another app I wouldn't have ever noticed.

Actually no the saddest part is that afterwards I deleted his new friend request and all our conversations because in my mind it's better to be alone than to constantly disappoint anyone who tries to be friends with me because I can't even do the bare minimum to maintain my relationships. It's all just.. too much? I don't know how people do this, it's too fucking hard.

And that's only the latest event, I've had so many people try to reach out and reconnect with me and I just... don't? Do anything about it? If you're one of those people and you're reading this right now, I'm sorry, but honestly you're better off; I have nothing to offer.

#personal #vent blogging #im sorry

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vilea777 · 6 months

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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

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commonzinnia · 1 month

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yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶