#phxntom <3

[ax-y10]

guys!

ideas for a ted series!

i need help!

@phxntomsdusk

[phxntomsdusk]

i love you all, i hope you know that. even if we barely speak, even if we only like each other’s post, even if you only follow me. i love you.

life has its ups and downs, it’s lefts and rights, it’s 180’s and 360’s. not everything can be a solid paved road, going straight into a picture perfect suburban neighborhood, that you can call home.

sometimes it has potholes, the houses are old and rundown, the grass is dying and the trees all lost their leaves years ago. but you can still manage to call this place home.

you have to look past the holes in the road, they’ll get filled at some point, not by you but by the township. they have to take care of their roads, not you.

the houses may be old and rundown, but as long as yours is safe enough to live in, and you have a roof over your head, don’t worry about others. you can check in and ask if their okay, you can provide help, even take them inside your home for a little; but don’t strain yourself into rebuilding their home from scratch. it’s theirs, not yours.

the many yards that have turned grey and brown aren’t your concern, take care of yours and make sure it’s green and bright, the flowers blossom each spring and wilt beautifully in the fall. you can water the other people’s yard’s, but again, it’s not your responsibility. it’s theirs, not yours.

it is nice to help everyone once in a while when they’re situation in tough, but you have to remember your conditions as well.

do you live in that picture perfect neighborhood? or are you in the old rundown double wide? is the grass green or gray? the trees tall and lively, or fallen and dead?

by this whole thing i mean to ask, are you okay? are you able to wake up in the morning and smile because you’re here? are you able to see the importance of true person you looks back at you in the mirror?

or do you ignore it all to help others? slowly fogging up the reflection you see in the glass, unable to see the beauty and importance your own self holds.

dont feel selfish for helping yourself first. you are the most important person in your own life, because without you, there’s nobody there.

if i say so myself, i’m proud of you. for waking up, for getting out of bed, for eating and drinking, for breathing, for having a smile on your face. whatever it is, i’m proud of you for being here. i’m proud of you for being alive. i’m proud of you for existing. you are amazing and you have to see that.

the person in the reflection isn’t what your negative thoughts think. that person in the reflection is beautiful and amazing. that person is someone’s favorite person. that person puts a smile on other’s faces by simply walking by. that person has a purpose to fulfill, and you may be doing it right now without realizing it.

even if life feels like you’re not doing much right now and you’re simply there, trust me, you’re not. life is far too short to sit around and think of what could have been. sure, dreams can be insane and unrealistic, but who cares? make mistakes, start over, do it until you’re tired and your joints are aching.

be proud of yourself for trying. for being here. for existing. love yourself for breathing and being you.

and if you’re not proud of yourself, i am. if you can’t love yourself, i do.

[daily-dose-of-kahlcium]

the most wholesome friendship in all of isle 3  @phxntom-express

[imperfect-postures]

I was tagged by the lovely @worldsbestsquirrel BOLD those statements that are true for you

APPEARANCE: I am 5'7" or taller I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY: I love meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY: I can sing well I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month I enjoy writing FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS: I’m in a relationship I have a crush on a celebrity I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT: I have breakdanced I know a person named Jamie I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages I have made a new friend in the past year

Tagging: @markibruh @fuckinmarianastrench @phxntom-pain and @random-shit-toast-blog (you don’t have to do this okehy only if you want to)

[ao3feed-b99]

Everyday is a Honeymoon With You (A Peraltiago/Brooklyn Nine-Nine One Shot Collection)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2HLEy0y

by jramsperaltiago

One shots, short stories and post-episode fic about Peraltiago (Jake Peralta and Amy Santiago) on Brooklyn Nine-Nine! Leave requests either here in the comments, on my wattpad (my user is cantresist_jrams) or on tumblr (my user is phxntom-pain) DISCLAIMER: characters all belong to Brooklyn Nine Nine the TV Show, unless otherwise stated :)

Words: 4547, Chapters: 3/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Brooklyn Nine-Nine (TV), Peraltiago - Fandom

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M

Characters: Jake Peralta, Amy Santiago

Relationships: Jake Peralta/Amy Santiago, Jake Peralta & Amy Santiago

Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Domestic Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Family Fluff, Romantic Fluff, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2HLEy0y

[ax-y10]

fuck this.

going on a hiatus properly now.

no posts, no reblogs. nothing.

i will interact with mutuals in likes and comments, but nothing too public. don’t worry moots, i will still text you on discord and snap.

i don’t know how long, but i’ll be gone for as long as what feels right.

masterlist here

@phxntomsdusk @pheliiaa @average-vibe @vibestillax @haunted-headset

[ax-y10]

@phxntomsdusk hates me

sobbing 😭😭😭😭😭😭

(pls guys im joking)

[ax-y10]

i got sick of the hiatus!

anyways, i wanna take another account on here, but i don’t know what it would be about?

any ideas?

@phxntomsdusk @pheliiaa @average-vibe @haunted-headset

[ax-y10]

new phone theme!

i used @phxntomsdusk painting for my wallpaper-

[ax-y10]

this new series i’m making is probably my favourite!

i took ideas from @merakiwi @phxntomsdusk and @whos-nicooo for wilbur’s character

anyways-

thingy over

[ax-y10]

for the event here’s my vision pooks

wilbur x reader, enemies to lovers, highschool tropes

wilbur slowly falling for reader and becoming worried when they don’t show up to school until he finally confesses ? ?

i’m in a highschool wilbur phase rn

it's all completed and written here

i will add it to the taglist in the morning when i have a functioning brain and i can edit my posts properly.

[ax-y10]

thank you for the idea lovely

i shall now draw “shell” 🫶

OMG SEND ME PHOTOS OF THEMMMM

[ax-y10]

axxxxxx save meeeee i think i’m dyingggggg

i’m also coming up with an au and need a good nickname for a really quiet personnnnnnnnn

thank you pooks xoxo 🤍

you literally live on the other side of the ocean to me, i can not possibly help you.

nickname for a quiet person? shell.

because a quiet person doesn't usually come out of their "shell"

do you know what i mean?

can't wait for the au 👍

[phxntomsdusk]

i think i’m gonna cry

[phxntomsdusk]

No fucking way omg

Two in one day?? This is insane