ok so i don't want to go to my bfs family christmas. they'll all talk about my weightloss and ask me for my secrets and tease me probably. or maybe it's just my anxiety speaking. although i did get their kids some *very* noisy gifts so maybe they're allowed to tease. payback.
i don't know.. christmas is just really wierd for me. i don't have contact with my family, and christmas was big for us back when.
i've been fasting in preparation so all my anxiety would be free to focus on social interactions, and on the fact that i will never be loved the way i want to be from my family instead.
#pittyparty ?
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💬 Do you have any special home remedies for when you get sick? 🤒 I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m cursed. Every time a holiday is approaching, I come down with some kind of cold, virus or flu. Every. Time. So, of course, I’m spending today in my bed, drinking tea with honey for my sore throat and going through copious amounts of tissues. The one good thing is that I needed a pick-me-up and started reading The Ex Hex by @erinsterlingbooks, which so far I am loving! So, friends, if you have any secret home remedies to kick this bug by tomorrow, please send them by way! Otherwise, my Thanksgiving this year will be spent in bed. 🤧🛏 . . . h a s h t a g s : #theexhex #erinsterling #pittyparty #reading #readmorebooks #readinginbed #cozybedroom #cozyvibes #pursuepretty #teaandseasons #teaandbooks #booksandtea #alwaysreading #momsthatread #romancebooks #romancereads #openbook #bookishfeatures #cozyaesthetic #bookishaesthetic #bookphotography #bookphoto #dayslikethese #currentlyreading #currentmood (at Sick in Bed) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWq7NHAva4h/?utm_medium=tumblr
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I threw myself a pitty party.
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It really puts one's life into perspective when I started planning my birthday tonight when halfway thru I realized I dont have more than two ppl who would show up
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buckle up bitches
alright here we are. made this account all the way back in 2018 and its just a few days from 2020... wth. ive never really done anything with tumblr but ig this is a start. basically if you dont wanna see someone depressed af and washing self pitty id leave now but if you wanna see some real relatable shit than feel free to stay cause lets be honest were all hella sad and depressed.
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I love how Max actually uses pillows for his comfort 😂 yes I know my pets are spoiled🤣 #ilovemypittymix #pittyparty #socalvlogger #socalurbanhomesteader https://www.instagram.com/p/B4AgF2EAfiJ/?igshid=a0dvhaunlfey
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"I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying... "
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#pittyparty Love the little!! (at Mesa, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLZ2QmahSwD/?igshid=1od37x8iwmby8
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Pitty Party
I know this will sound childish to most, and I know that I have a lot compared to some. However, I hate this time of year. Its almost my birthday, and every year I begin to think about plans for my birthday, and start figuring out schedules. Well, it seems that every year, there are always excuses to why, people I consider my best friends, can not do ANYTHING for my birthday. I always try to do things for my close friends, especially on their birthday. I know this sounds selfish, and awful. For example: My sixteenth birthday party consisted of nothing but my moms friends, their kids (who I don’t really associate with), and a select few family members. The handful of maybe three or four of my friends that I invited did not come. The kicker to that is one of them was planning on going with me to the beach. WHICH, my mom paid for. Now, scroll forward to my eighteenth birthday party. I stopped inviting a lot of people to parties, and this year, all I did was have a small pool party at my apartment complex. I invited a total of two friends. Told them weeks in advance, and neither showed. I was sitting there, with party shit sitting all around me and not one friend their to celebrate with me. My own father wouldn’t even show up. My mom eventually invited some of her friends over, just so the food wouldn’t go to waste. Pretty depressing right? I hate this time of year. I hate my birthday.
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#MrTodd & me having our hippo love moment while #Sally gives zero shizzzzz about it...it was an honor and a pleasure to #StandUpForPits with @rebeccacorry...it was a #PittyParty if I've ever seen one ;))) #Educate #InherentlyGoodHippos #MoreLoveLessBSL #SUFP 💜
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"Rock Bottom is a foundation you can build on."
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#pittyparty my Christmas date #pitbullsarelove #pitbullandtransmen
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.....does anyone else ever wonder why they are not enough?
Or is it just me?
....like.....why am I never a priority? Why am I the side chick.....why was I the side chick for like a decade? And then when I won’t cheat on my significant other (when I had one) and decided I was too old for and did not want to be a side chick....or main chick for that matter......why am I made out to be the bad guy and attempted to be guilt tripped? Why do people only call me when they need something from me? Why was I dropped...from like the 3rd floor.....the literal second an ex came crawling back from like 1500 miles away?....with literal no look back....just random likes on my Facebook to remind me “hey, you weren’t good enough for me....but I still like your shit!👍🏻...also I’ll give you a swat on the ass when I akwardly run into you while you’re photoing in the pit.” Like what the fuck. Who does that. Why am I never enough?
Even more concerning: why am I having these thoughts because my friend whom I have zero romantic interest in is being....and always has been....umm.....overly promiscuous?.....for lack of a better way of putting it.....
🤦🏻♀️
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